#egf fic

[erotic-grope-fest]

Erotic Grope Fest 2024 Fest Works Masterpost

Huge thanks to everyone who followed, hyped up, and most especially, participated in the fest! This year's EGF might be over, but the spirit of the erotic gropefest is always with us. And so are all of these fantastic fanworks!

Fics

The Tale of a Magic-Sucking Hoover and a Rat-Drinking Monster by emeryhall

The stars above reflect our love by AroaceGenderfluidSheep

The Nose Knows What It Wants by skeedelvee

Keep the Skate On by you_remind_me_of_the_babe

The Art of Letting Go by artsyunderstudy

Shoop (Like a lollipop should be licked) by YouAreNeverTooOld

Splendid Morons by NobleCorgi

All of the King's Horses by shushu_yaoi_lj

When You Hold Me Tight by cutekilla

The Naked Truth by nightimedreamer

Kill 'Em With Kindness by monbons

Cupid's Shield by Aristocratic_Otter

Direct Engagement of Restriction by facewithoutheart

Is it the romanticore venom in your blood (or are you just happy to see me)? by ManicPixieDreamDemon

Art

A Gift for Baz by @excalisbury

Simon and Baz by @ic3-que3n

Illustration from the fic "The Art of Letting Go" by @artsyunderstudy

Illustration from the fic "Splendid Morons" by @alexalexinii

Baz's Birthday Present | EGF 2024 by arthur_kko

Baz by @palimpsessed

Moodboard for the fic "The Nose Knows What it Wants" by @skeedelvee

Simon and Baz by @black-polart

Simon and Baz by @iamamythologicalcreature

Illustration from the fic "Direct Engagement of Restriction" by @alexalexinii

See you next year!

[pato-roldnart]

Orange Juice | Snowbaz collab!!

I’m happy to bring you all some snowbaz that @orange-peony and I did for @erotic-grope-fest  😏😏🌈✨❤️

 This fic has a special place in my heart. 😌 Thank you, Peony for letting me draw for your gorgeous fic. 

Read Orange Juice on AO3 

[chen-chen-chen-again-chen]

Friends! Hello, hi, hola! It's Wednesday and I'm here! I am finally, after several ice ages, slowly dipping my toes back into the world of My Good Egg, Good morning, good night, good morning AKA the SnowBaz kidnapping meet ugly/cute that turned into a dumb horny rom com.

Here's a snippet from Chapter 4 that I am honestly not sure will make it into the finished fic, but it's fun! Some info redacted for spoilers (if you haven't read Chapter 3):

“Does Simon know things?” Crowley, does Simon know the way that Baz has been lusting after him? Or how Baz has been - mooning over him? Which is more embarrassing?   “No, not necessarily. But he’s the easiest one for me to know, maybe because [REDACTED]. Like right now I know he’s still kind of hungry and he wishes we’d ordered more lime beef, and he’s worried you won’t want to have sex with him anymore because he used to be a disembodied chaos entity that was swallowing up all the magic in the world.”  “That’s-”  “I know you still want to have sex with him,” Winifred says, her gaze withering.

More musings about being back in this world behind the cut, but hello and thank you tags to folks who have tagged me in the past few weeks! (Months? Year?) @shemakesmeforget @ic3-que3n @bookish-bogwitch @nightimedreamersworld @j-nipper-95 @larkral @cutestkilla @aristocratic-otter @confused-bi-queer @imagineacoolusername @thewesterndoor

Y'all, past year has been... wild. It has been a journey. I looked back at this update post from October and then sort of laughed wildly, like, "Oh Baby Chen of the past, oh you sweet summer child."

But! I have finally been able to soften and ease myself back into this kind of writing. My Good Egg (as I call Good morning &c) has always been in the back of my mind, and I have felt so much shame and guilt about leaving that story hanging (see this post that feels like it was written in a different lifetime about why I don't usually post WIPs).

I facilitated a writers' circle yesterday and it was the most intensely fulfilling and joyful thing I have done in a very, very long time. And seeing the writers there, some of whom were sharing their work for the first time, being so fucking brave and honest and intimate and funny and revelatory and generous and so human, paying such loving attention to the world - it has helped me in this process of re-learning how to be brave with my own writing, again.

So here is a secret to tricking My Big Sad Brain. Instead of setting out with the goal "I am going to finish this fic," I am instead telling myself, "What if I just continue this process and see where it goes? What if I just try to get a little bit further than I was before? What if I just play with this silly little story, because it's fun and it gives me joy? What if I try to work out the questions through the story instead of trying to answer them?"

And that is helping, a lot. So as always a BIG THANK YOU to everyone who has touched this story in any way. Your kindness and lack of judgement and infinite patience is such a balm. I know that there are many who would say "You never need to finish it! Your health is more important!" or "Take as much time as you need!" And I am so, so grateful for that. I am so excited to share the rest of this story with you in the future.

Thank you. I love you all. ❤️❤️❤️

[confused-bi-queer]

2023 Lee's Fics Recap

Thank you @forabeatofadrum and @ic3-que3n

There’s no Six Sentence Sunday today, but I do have a recap:

This year, I wrote several things, so I decided to self promote everything that went out this year in AO3 as a recap as well. Thank you for this amazing year!

FINISHED

ponerte a dormir (T, 1.8k)

Simon agessively makes a stressed Baz go to sleep

Bacterial Infection (T, 1.9k)

Simon has an infection, Baz takes care of him

repetition makes perfection (M, 2.1k)

After a nightmare, Simon makes sure to remind Baz he loves him

Family Line (M, 18.1k)

What if Simon knew the Mage was his dad and nothing changed?

Thrown Away And Left Out (E, 3.5k +)

Drunk Sex & Getting Back Together

every inch of you (E, 2.1k) From Erotic Grope Fest 2023

Simon forcing Baz to love himself during sex

The Sixth Chain (E, 3.6k) From Carry On Countdown 2023

Simon explores his “being marked” kink and Baz his silver one

WIPs I take to 2024

Diving Right Into (E, 2 chaps in of 4, 14.4k +)

What if Baz did have a tail instead of Simon during 8th year?

The Rise and Fall Of Us (M, 13 chaps in, 80,2k +)

A Ballet AU in which Baz and Simon star in the first gay ballet ever, about the Chosen One and his enemy-turned-lover vampire. A lot of trauma and very slow burn

ABANDONED

Protecting you like a Pitch (M, 18 chaps in, 85.2k)

Simon reports the Mage’s abuse and with Baz’s new help, they might do some changes at Watford

MALMAGE

burnt logs and ashes (T, 1.3k) From Carry On Countdown 2023

The Mage visits Malcolm during 2018 Christmas and leaves for good

[moodandmist]

Six-Sentence Sunday

Oh hello! Had to drag myself back out of bed when I realized I had not been consistent with posting today! 😭 so tired.

Thank you so much for the tags @fatalfangirl @cutestkilla @artsyunderstudy @martsonmars @facewithoutheart @you-remind-me-of-the-babe @bookish-bogwitch @aroace-genderfluid-sheep @ileadacharmedlife @urban-sith @creepyspice @palimpsessed If I haven't seen your post yet, I will in the morning! ❤️

In trying to decide which bit to share from my WIP'S I realized it all came down to which flavor of SnowBaz depression I felt like posting. 😬🤪 WOMP.

HOWEVER, I am planning to finish my unpublished EGF fic (I had worked on 2 last EGF, only published 1) and get it posted this upcoming EGF! and this one *tada* does not really, so much, explicitly deal with depression...there are intense feelings, deep emotions that do deal with their traumas but it's all working through it together in the moment...in an EGF context. 👀

Anyway, I'm getting wordy. The point is...I may actually finish this fic bc there is a DEADLINE. While the other fics can continue to languish indefinitely. 🙄

This fic is titled "Bl**dy Perfect" in my wip folder. Yes, very cryptic indeed. You will have no idea what this is about. 😂

Under the cut bc fic is NSFW

TW: Baz and Simon have been playing with a bit of a back-and-forth power/control D/s dynamic over the course of this fic. This section only mentions the word control. Although they are in the midst of sexy times, It is not an explicit passage. Baz sort of caught up in the moment of intensity says some true things. This deals more with emotions and working through trauma/processing and how that affects each of them and their relationship sexually and emotionally.

******

BAZ

“Real control, Simon…is in having knives behind my lips and a hunger that aches to devour you…and instead letting the hunger consume me. That’s control.”

“I know.” He touches me then—his thumb running gentle lines on my face. “I know,” he says again. “You’re so strong, Baz. You always have been.” 

I see in his eyes the truth of his words. He folds his hand to run his knuckles across my cheek and down my jaw. “But…you can let go, Baz. I’m here with you…and I’m not scared.” He holds my gaze and I can’t help but lean into his touch. “I’m not scared.”

******

Thanks to @palimpsessed for putting together EGF. I'm really looking forward to it again!

It's so late but I'll still tag just for fun. ❤️ @aristocratic-otter @frjsti @whogaveyoupermission @prettylightsbigcity @stardustasincocaine @captain-aralias @thewholelemon @forabeatofadrum @gekkoinapeartree

[emeryhall]

Thank you @artsyunderstudy for the tag! I'm unclear if this is a WIP or just an idea I’m poking at for EGF. 

Watford 8th year. Mysterious, seductive things keep happening to Simon and Baz. (Note: this fic is about more than just lace knickers; however, they will spend the majority of it in lace knickers.) 

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“It’s not funny, Baz! I don’t get why you’d do this. What are you up to?”  Once again, I push the covers off my face. “Me? You think I left a pair of women’s knickers in your wardrobe? You probably got someone else’s laundry mixed up in your own. Choose a different pair and return those to the laundry room. Crowley, I can’t believe I have to explain this to you.”  “I— can’t— choose— another— pair!” Snow punctuates each word by lifting knickers out of a drawer until finally he’s extending both hands towards me, fists stuffed full of panties.  “Hell’s spells,” I murmur, for once feeling as lost for words as Snow. “Are you saying all of your pants have been replaced by…that.” I gesture towards his fists.  Snow nods.  “And you think I—?”  Snow shrugs and twenty or so pairs of white-lace knickers raise a few centimeters in the air.  “Why on earth would I do something like that?” Snow shrugs again, which is when it occurs to me that this is not my problem. “Free ball it then.”

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Tags and other nonsense under the cut!

Procreate tutorial: break this squirrel down into basic shapes. Me: joke's on you, buddy; I'm breaking a butt down into basic shapes.

@you-remind-me-of-the-babe @bookish-bogwitch @cutestkilla @thewholelemon @shrekgogurt @larkral @raenestee @nightimedreamersworld @rimeswithpurple @supercutedinosaurs

[erotic-grope-fest]

Erotic Grope Fest 2023 Works Masterlist

A huge thank you to everyone who participated in and supported this fest! All of the creators, betas, and cheerleaders—I appreciate all your efforts to make this event such a success! Below is the masterlist of all the steamy and spectacular works created for the fest. Please check them out and let the creators know you appreciate them! <3

Fic

Restoration Ecology - The REmix (Baz's version) by RoyalAsstronaut

Orange juice by @orange-peony

Good at Something by @larkral

i want the love on your wrist (oh give me the heart on your neck) by @wellbelesbian

Good morning, good night, good morning by chen-chen-chen-again-chen

Let Me Live That Fantasy by bonus_content

turn around and make it alright by fowlsprincess6138

to touch the skin of me by onepintobean

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in my heart) by @themandilorian

Good for Him by palimpsessed

Redline by thewriterxj

carve your name into my bedpost by fowlsprincess6138

Double Your Pleasure, Double Your Fun by Aristocratic_Otter

Enter Bastard by facewithoutheart

The ABC's of Kink by prettylightsbigcity

Blackout by thewriterxj

Oiled and Aroused by skeedelvee

every inch of you by ConfusedBiQueer

Many ways to hold onto you by @nightimedreamersworld

Captive Heart by Blackberry_Summer

Keep Your Enemies Closer by @scone-lover

The Domestication of Hands by EarlGreyMage

Art

art by @takitalks

art for "Good morning, good night, good morning" by @shemakesmeforget

art for "Enter Bastard" and Måneskin video by martsonmars

art for "The ABC's of Kink" by @stardustasincocaine

art by @ic3-que3n

art for "Orange Juice" by @pato-roldnart

art for "Double Your Pleasure, Double Your Fun" by @artsyunderstudy

[artsyunderstudy]

Spicy Sunday

Thanks for the tags this morning @thewholelemon @cutestkilla @emeryhall @hushed-chorus and @forabeatofadrum !!!

I dont have new words yet. Between work and family, I just haven't had time to focus on it, but I am hopeful to have the last chapter of Fragile Bones wrapped up soon.

Always feels a bit like cheating to post stuff from fics that are already on AO3 but whatever I wanna participate in post-EGF spicy Sunday. With two spicy offerings. One from my EGF and one from Fragile Bones. Way more than 6 sentences.

Your Fragile Bones are Mine

The shirt still holding my arms together above my head goes tight as he claims my mouth again, and I think he’s braced his hand between my wrists. He’s pressing the taut fabric into the pillow. It causes my wrists to snap together, even more tightly bound. Heat blooms inside me, between my legs, in the yawning space of my chest. “Baz,” he whines into my mouth. I can’t touch him, I don’t have my hands, so I kiss his cheek and then drag my teeth over the spot. “Baz, I want you.” “I’m here.” His mouth is wide and wet. The rhythm of it is a frenetic push and pull. I latch on and I bite at his lips. His hips are rolling over mine, deliberate, long thrusts, and I can feel how hard he is through the fabric of our trousers. How much he wants me. I try to brace my feet on the mattress so I can meet him. I want him, too. I’m sure he knows. My Simon. I missed him so much. “I need you,” he repeats between hungry kisses. “I need—”

Past SIMON I need to find him.

The Art of Letting Go

“Are you okay?” I ask quietly. I touch the back of Baz's head, running my fingers through his hair to untangle it. He nods slowly. I take an unsteady breath. “Do you want a bath? Tea?” He shakes his head, just as slowly. I keep petting his hair. It’s a moment before he finally speaks, and his voice is wrecked. “No, I just—” he groans softly and nuzzles in closer. “I need to come. Please.” “Anything you want,” I murmur, kissing the side of his head before laying him carefully back against the pillows. He’s all loose muscles, soft and pliant as his arms drop away from my shoulders. I comb his messy hair away from his face. I made a mess of him, so I grab the edge of a sheet and wipe him mostly clean before leaning in to lick the rest of it off, trailing my tongue with open kisses. He sighs pleasurably at the attention. “Look at you,” I tell him again, reverent and hushed against his skin. He's the most precious thing I've ever had under my hands.

Tags under the cut!

@shemakesmeforget @stitchyqueer @rimeswithpurple @imagineacoolusername  @martsonmars  @valeffelees  @ileadacharmedlife  @aristocratic-otter  @urban-sith  @letraspal  @palimpsessed  @whatevertheweather  @nightimedreamersworld  @carryonsimoncarryonbaz  @raenestee  @moodandmist  @shrekgogurt  @whogaveyoupermission  @onepintobean  @ebbpettier @captain-aralias @fatalfangirl  @prettygoododds @ivelovedhimthroughworse @mysterioussheep @c0nsumemy5oul @facewithoutheart @j-nipper-95 @alexalexinii @iamamythologicalcreature @supercutedinosaurs @best--dress @messofthejess @mooncello @orange-peony @chen-chen-chen-again-chen @bookish-bogwitch @confused-bi-queer @youarenevertooold @that-disabled-princess @you-remind-me-of-the-babe @theearlgreymage @blackberrysummerblog @nausikaaa

[larkral]

It's me! The person who's just now literally responding to comments from last year's EGF. (I don't know, I can't explain myself. Reading nice things about my writing is my one true joy ™️, and also looking at them for too long burns my face off.)

N.E.Way, I realized that Friday was Groundhog Day and my Holsom timeloop fic is called Friday Prime, and the humor (and waiting on hold during 12+ calls to medical bureaucracy) took hold and I posted Chapter 1. Excited for it to be out in the world.

BUT! Don't take that to mean I won't be posting the first chapter of Simon's mums soon too, because I WILL. I even went through and removed my weird notations of things like <<whatever a barrister does for their first job>> and <<government place>>, so we're getting closer and closer by the day.

Anyway, here's seven sentences (oops) from Simon's mums, which I've tentatively titled finally (already, always). Simon POV

"The Easter bunny?" "I don't think magical creatures are particularly attracted to Christian holidays."  "So no Father Christmas, then?"  "Nope."  "Too bad."  "Simon," Penny says, "You have magic. The Normal myths about magical creatures are just trying to convince kids that magic exists, you know it exists, you can't be disappointed that Father Christmas doesn't exist when you've seen a dragon." 

And another also seven sentences from Friday Prime, aka Holsom Timeloop:

"So, is this like, a thing now?" Lardo asks. "SMH defensive pairs hooking up—Ollie and Wicks, you two…" she looks at Dex and Nursey, who've gravitated towards each other through the course of the exchange. Dex flushes bright red. "Oh, we aren't…" "We could be," Nursey says, as smooth as he's always pretended to be. "I mean, if you want. I'd be down."

I think I'm kicking this off because it's, you know, just midnight, so I'm tagging everyone (below the cut)

Happy Sunday! Come out and play, friends. And if you're not feeling it, have a hug, chocolate truffle, or tall glass of water, to your preference. :) @stitchyqueer @thewholelemon @confused-bi-queer @raenestee @facewithoutheart @cutestkilla @hushed-chorus @sillyunicorn @you-remind-me-of-the-babe @basiltonbutliketheherb @ileadacharmedlife @asocialpessimist @bookish-bogwitch @aristocratic-otter @captain-aralias @petedavidsonscock @takitalks @artsyunderstudy @yeonjunenby @carryonvisinata @takenabackbytuesdays @martsonmars @nausikaaa @nightimedreamersghost @chen-chen-chen-again-chen @ionlydrinkhotwater @aroace-genderfluid-sheep​ @shrekgogurt @forabeatofadrum  @palimpsessed @fatalfangirl​ @blackberrysummerblog​ @valeffelees @imagineacoolusername @orange-peony @j-nipper-95 @whogaveyoupermission @wellbelesbian @rimeswithpurple @youarenevertooold @emeryhall @mooncello

[chen-chen-chen-again-chen]

Hi, hello, hola, beautiful friends! Thank you so much for the Sunday tags, @hushed-chorus, @artsyunderstudy, @fatalfangirl, @you-remind-me-of-the-babe, @larkral, and everyone else who has been tagging me on Wednesdays & Sundays of yore. ❤️❤️❤️ I very much appreciate it, and want to get back in the habit of sharing SOMETHING (no matter how itsy bitty teensy teensy) on these blessed days.

I am (rawr) still quite ill, hacking and coughing and worrying my poor spouse, but I am also trying to edit my beast of an EGF, tentatively titled Good night, good morning, good night. My working title was I'm (not) sorry for what I said when I was hangry, but I still think of it as The Kidnapping fic AKA the Fuck or Die That Turned into a Fuck or Talk.

Here's a SFW snippet from the first chap, where Baz is Not Having a Good Day:

“Hey,” the man-thing says, “you a vampire, then?” 

... Horrors and hells. 

“The folks who nabbed me, they said they were gonna throw me to a hungry vamp,” the man-thing says. “Are you actually hungry, or is thirsty more accurate?”

 Baz stops. 

Then he goes over to where he thinks the door is, and pounds on it with both of his manacled hands. “I KNOW YOU DIDN’T BELIEVE ME THE FIRST THIRTY TIMES I SAID THIS, BUT I REALLY WILL, ALEISTER CROWLEY AS MY FUCKING WITNESS, INCINERATE THIS ENTIRE PLACE!” 

Not going to tag cause it's already evening where I am but hello, hello, hello. I hope you have a lovely rest of your Sunday, and a lovely week. ❤️

(OH gratuitous P.S. for @bookish-bogwitch - TWSBI Diamond 580 with a 1.1 nib & Diamine Red Dragon for the header, although the photography makes the ink look more like Noodler's Black Swan for Australian Roses. 😆

- Your Inkwife 💋💋)

[monbons]

WIP Wednesday

Thanks for the tags @thewholelemon and @shrekgogurt. Your stuff looks so good (yes ALL of it Jenny! Stop doubting yourself!) and I cannot wait until it is out in the world. Thanks also to @hushed-chorus -- I already devoured the two fics on your list I had never heard of and they were SOO good! We're very much on the same wavelength with vamp angst.

You know what’s not as fun as everyone's updates? Developing a truly distinct voice for a fic and then trying to break out of it once you are done. I love my narrator for The Eternal Life of Baz Pitch, but flowery prose/omniscient third-person doesn't work for most fics! I'm trying to ease my transition back into first person POV switching by writing a sequel to my EGF fic, Kill Em With Kindness. It doesn’t need a sequel, but it’s been a fun way to get back to throwing words on the page and seeing what sticks. (I wrote 1k words over the past couple days, which is way more than I have since I finished Eternal Life! Are the words any good? Debatable. But progress is progress...)

In the meantime, here is a bit of current Baz from chapter 5 under the cut. Not technically spoilery if you haven’t started reading, but honestly, you should be forced to wait just as long as everyone who has been reading for this meet-cute…so I forbid you from clicking if you haven’t started yet!!!

“Hey—uh—there’s a long line—” the young man smiles awkwardly, “—so if you aren’t ready, maybe you should step aside?” Baz regains control of his mind and mouth briefly enough to utter an order. “Pumpkin mocha breve. Small.” The young man laughs. “Are you a child?” “What?” “That drink sounds gross.” He wrinkles his nose. “Certainly much too sweet for a grown man to drink before his morning run.” Baz is well and truly shocked from his reverie now. He glances at the young man’s name tag. Simon.  “I’m perfectly serious, Simon. Can you not make it?” Baz raises an eyebrow.  “I can.” Simon shrugs. “I’d rather not.”

Hellos and high-fives: @roomwithanopenfire, @cutestkilla, @beastmonstertitan, @bookish-bogwitch, @rbkzz (loving your art! keep it coming!)

@you-remind-me-of-the-babe, @youarenevertooold, @drowninginships, @valeffelees, @skee3000

@aristocratic-otter, @emeryhall, @cattocavo, @raenestee, @iamamythologicalcreature

@best--dress, @brilla-brilla-estrellita, @arthurkko, @noblecorgi, @larkral

@comesitintheclover, @artsyunderstudy, @ic3-que3n, @ivelovedhimthroughworse, @whatevertheweather

[orange-peony]

SnowBaz I Explicit I 18k - complete I Established relationship, fluff and smut, soft d/s dynamics, light rope bondage, scent and praise kink, vampire bites, smutty smut, dragon mating cycles, multiple orgasms, a hint of breeding kink, mpreg and @pato-roldnart​‘s amazing NSFW art.

Summary: 

I can hear him mumbling something incoherent against my skin, can feel his lips move, a kiss pressed to the scar at the nape of my neck. He’s always so tender with me, so careful when he pulls out and checks if I’m okay. As if he could hurt me with a good fuck.

There’s something different today, though.

I don't know how I managed to convince @pato-roldnart​ to join me on this, but I feel sooooo grateful for the amazing art they've created. It's scorching hot and soooo tender and full of love. I've spent way too long staring at it in awe (with heart-shaped eyes because look at them!). Thank you so much, Pato! You're honestly the best.

Another massive thank you goes to my beta @avenueofesc​, who is always just fantastic. A shiny thank you to @bubble-gumhead​ for being so supportive.

Last but not least, thank you to the mod for running the @erotic-grope-fest​ and for being so organised and helpful!

Read Orange juice on AO3.

[smokestarrules]

I was rewatching EGF earlier, and it made me think: how do you think Lumity would've asked each other to Prom and Grom (because you just know they would've gone to each other's and maximize that) each year after they got together? I kinda like to think that at least once, Amity re-does her Grom note and Luz asks her in the otter onesie.

You know all those prom fics in which characters who are already in a relationship agonize over whether or not they should ask their partner, even if they're already dating? Lumity would have exactly zero of that. They're both so unapologetically cheesy that it's everyone else around them who has to worry about whatever they're planning.

Love the idea of re-doing the Grom note (since Luz didn't get to keep the last one), the otter onesie... (which Amity is canonically charmed by) and here's another idea I set forth in another post in 2022:

[cutestkilla]

Hello Sunday! And thanks for tagging me this morning @thewholelemon and @hushed-chorus, I LOVE what you are both working on! For my part, I just posted my T-rated cuddle/sick fic, When You Hold Me Tight, for EGF on Friday so I figured I'd share a few sentences from that today. Baz POV:

I can’t take it anymore. Before I even realise I’ve done it, I’m back in bed, forgetting about the modesty throw pillow and the pyjama bottoms I’d planned to put on beforehand. All I can think is that he needs to be cared for. He deserves to be cared for. And if he somehow remembers this, or finds out about it and charges me with sexual assault, I’d deserve that.  So I wrap myself around him, shoulder over shoulder and hip to hip, moulding every inch of tepid skin that I possibly can against his searing body. My stomach pressed into the small of his back, the tops of my thighs nestled into the backs of his, our bare feet tangling together. I wrap an arm over him and pull him close, flattening my palm against his chest. I lay a cold cheek against the back of his neck. He’s still sobbing, still delirious. “Shhhh,” I say, smoothing his hair back with my free hand. “You’re okay.” He lets out a deep sigh, and this time when he snuggles into me, I don’t pull away.

Tags and hellos and have a great Sundays below the cut.

@artsyunderstudy @ivelovedhimthroughworse @shrekgogurt @creepyspice @iamamythologicalcreature @you-remind-me-of-the-babe @facewithoutheart @fatalfangirl @whatevertheweather @moodandmist @whogaveyoupermission @bookish-bogwitch @aristocratic-otter @captain-aralias @ileadacharmedlife @onepintobean @j-nipper-95 @raenestee @youarenevertooold @best--dress @brilla-brilla-estrellita @chen-chen-chen-again-chen @confused-bi-queer @emeryhall @erzbethluna @forabeatofadrum @ic3-que3n @larkral @letraspal @martsonmars @messofthejess @mooncello @nightimedreamersworld @orange-peony @palimpsessed @prettygoododds @rimeswithpurple @run-for-chamo-miles @shemakesmeforget @stitchyqueer @technetiumai @urban-sith @valeffelees @blackberrysummerblog @theearlgreymage @nausikaaa

[facewithoutheart]

Hello, loves & thanks @artsyunderstudy for the tag!

I’ve finally finished Part II of my EGF. But don’t get excited because I’m turning it into a 3-parter and Part II’s a real downer 🤣 so glad I had the foresight to add “Angst with a Happy Ending” as a tag. Wasn’t this fic supposed to be about groping?!?!

Anyway, here’s Simon being magical and sexy:

He snaps his eyes open and I shiver at the heat he’s billowing. A gust of wind lifts my tailcoat. Can dream Simon summon wind?

Holy Magic.

“I just…” his mouth barely opens to speak these words “…want….” I can see the muscles clench in his jaw as he overworks them “…you to be…” the wind he’s conjuring loosens my hair from its slick hold, it’s whirling up my pant legs, a wildfire without the flames, the window shutters bang, I can hear the wind whistling. the floorboards creak beneath our feet, we’re caught in the centre of a tornado and Simon Snow’s its master “…happy.”

There’s a swift whoosh, a thunderclap, and then the room falls silent.

Simon pants like he’s just sprinted a mile.

Tagging @raenestee. @thewholelemon, @you-remind-me-of-the-babe, @bookish-bogwitch, @cutestkilla, @palimpsessed, @youarenevertooold, @iamamythologicalcreature, @alexalexinii, @ic3-que3n, @brilla-brilla-estrellita, @ileadacharmedlife, @mooncello, & @whatevertheweather

[you-remind-me-of-the-babe]

Hello, hello!

I’m still picking at various WIPs in hopes that something inspires me to stick with it. Currently, I’ve abandoned what I’ve got of the roller rink fic but took the basic concept and started over, trying to start with sexy right at the top instead of leading into it. If I decide to keep working on it, maybe I could even publish it for EGF. We shall see. Here’s six nine sentences, under the cut for spice, from Baz’s POV:

”I want you at my mercy.” He traces the hem of my trousers, leaving goose pimples along my skin. His head tilts as he looks up at me, that devilish grin asking if I’m game.

And of course I fucking am. I pulled him into the hazardous waste that is this long forgotten closet didn’t I? I squeezed his arse and pressed my hips into him amidst worn out skates, empty cans of sanitizer spray and broken strobe lights. I clutched his shirt while he sucked my neck and let him hear my enthusiasm via a string of progressively worsening curse words. I let him nearly choke me with his tongue and with his eagerness.

I’ll let him do anything he wants to.

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