#emo T___T

[pliablehead]

some of my best E E pics from DC and New York 🤍💚

[austinwehaveaproblem]

> wakes up at 3 am

> hm i should fix my hair

> ruins my hair

> welp. back to bed !! <3

[yutadori]

the jjk leaks.......

[bummeryumedanshi]

her heart is hot n meltyy my heart is hard as rocks...><alwaysbeen a selfish lover wont pretend that im not!!.... i sort of think its funny this is just what she wantsss.. i wanna mess her up i just wanna watch >//////<

[dragubel]

i saw you were looking for fic inspo.. lemme preface by saying literally anything jonathan davis x ftm reader. im like desperate, there needs to be more out there for us (T___T)

loose ideas; jd comforts reader while they’re sick or vice versa / maybe they’re high school friends who’ve been into each other for a while - idk im not great at coming up with this stuff but i’m excited to see what you end up writing!

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Jonathan Davis x Sick! FTM Reader

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┃takes place in 1998. Someone snook away from the studio to take care of you and brought some.. toxic waste- I mean, soup to take care of you, ends up in cuddling and fluff <3

┃words: 1209

┃Physical sex: none mentioned!

┃Contains of the following: Coughing, sickness, fluff, a little nsfw (if you squint very hard), overthinking, gender dysphoria, scar mention, use of slurs

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Jonathan opened your door slowly to see if you were awake. You were playing your Game Boy with a smile on your face with some Flyleaf in the background. You had to skip work due to your sickness. You are wearing a no shirt and some boxers lying flat in bed. No one usually sees you like this. You were always wearing hoodies and sweaters with some long pants. You tried your best to fit in, mainly in public too. Luckily, your boyfriend and his bandmates support you. The door creaked open which caught your attention. You looked up to see your boyfriend, Jonathan. You let out a sharp gasp along with some crunchy-ass coughing.

You tried to let out some words but couldn't due to your coughing.

"J-Jonathan wha-" you kept coughing which caused you to sit up in bed. Jon stood awkwardly.

He shut the door behind him holding a plastic container. Something. Jonathan stared at you. He slowly walked over to you standing at a reasonable distance.

"I know I'm supposed to be out at work and shit, but I just wanted to...I don't know. Cheer you up, dude. Couldn't stay in the recording room knowing you were suffering at home. Well.. looks like you're having fun though." he points to your game boy. You let out a weak laugh. He rubbed the back of his head awkwardly as he stared. You blushed deeply but you were already red in the first place because of your stupid Flu and hay fever. "Plus. I made something for you to hopefully cheer you up and make you feel just a little better I guess." He smiled. He was very.VERY proud of himself.

"Yeah.. no." you looked at the plastic container. Looks like something you find at the Chernobyl site.

"Come on, just fucking eat it it’s not that hard, babe." Jonathan glared as he stared at you. You kept staring at the ceiling as you rolled your eyes and coughed. The back of your throat felt like fire from hell itself. It felt raw and a burning sensation filled your throat. You had a raging flu along with hay fever. You scuffed.

"Jonathan, I'm fine. Just.. leave me alone, I don't wanna get you sick." you half lied. All you wanted to do was be alone and not eat the toxic waste that he made. But at the same time, you didn't want him to catch what. Jonathan laughed.

"Nice try man just.. Eat it. Please?" He placed it on the bedside table. Jonathan sat down on your bed, he faked puppy eyes and he put his hands together. In a begging position. God, he was annoying as hell sometimes. But you loved him for that. You admit, it was adorable. you looked at the bedside table at the soup. Before you even opened your mouth Jonathan Blurted out, making you snap out of your thoughts. "Plus, turn this Emo shit off dude. I brought some REAL music for you." He happily pulled out a CD case, opening it to reveal just a plain disk. He ran over to your CD player, taking Fly Leaf out of the CD player to replace it with some "real music" of his. You scuffed and smiled, along with a few annoying ass coughs. Some of his music started to play. He smiled and started to ngid his head, proud of himself. You let out a small laugh, starting to enjoy his company. In your room, trying to make you feel better. Jonathan walked over to you,

"'ll make you a deal, ___, if you at least take a few bites of my soup I'll leave you alone, how about that?" he smiled at you as he grabbed the soup and sat crisscrossed on your guy's bed. You laughed, weakly. Now was your chance, you thought. You grinned

"If.. I ate the soup, could you stay the whole day, perhaps?" you asked. Your face flushed up as he nodded.

"Sure, but Only if you eat it. I spent my whole soul on that." he playfully nudges your leg.

Fuck, he was a sarcastic mother fucker. Again, you loved him for that. You grinned widely as you happily grabbed the soup and spoon that came along with it, opening the container, and going wild on the soup, wasn't as bad as you thought. He kept telling you to slow down. A little while after, he broke the silence as he continued to stare into your eyes. "I hmm.. You're quite a handsome man, ____," he muttered as he scratched his head awkwardly. You would have started to feel better about the situation.

"Thank you, Jonny. I.. really appreciate it." you smiled softly as you set down the soup on the bedside table. Jonathan's face was flustered as shit. You sat on your knees to face him, your cough was slowly weakening, so this wouldn't be as awkward. Jonathan got an idea. He crawled over the top of your bed, laying his back against the headboards. With his legs spread out on the bed. He smiled softly, tapping his thigh.

"Here, if you want you could rest your head on my lap. If you.. Wanted to." he got quiet at the end of his sentence muttering. You smiled and cupped his cheek softly as your hand glided up the back of his head, interlocking your fingers with his dreads.

"If I get you sick, don't blame me." you laughed a little as you looked into his eyes.

"Just come here and fucking kiss me you fag." He said playfully as he placed his hands on your face, pulling you into a passionate but rough kiss. You moaned softly as you placed your hands on his hips, guiding yourself onto his lap. You pull away from the kiss he chuckles as he gives you one last quick kiss.

"Now you're going to get sick." You sorely laughed.

“It's worth it if it means I can be with you," he mutters as he places his forehead against yours, closing his eyes. You giggled as you placed your head into the crevice of his neck. Jon placed his arms on your chest, caressing your scars. He mumbled some words into your shoulder and you both held each other in a tight embrace." I love your scars baby. I love how they feel, they fit you too, it makes you look manly." you smiled and let out a few coughs.

"Thank you, Jonny," you mumbled into his ear then wrapped your legs around his waist.

"You're the best boyfriend in the whole wide world, baby. No matter what. I just wanted to tell you that no matter what happens, you can always come to me, baby. If anyone calls you mean shit or even verbally or physically hurts you just.. Come to me or just call them a cunty fag." he laughed light heartedly. You laughed as you held on tighter. "You'll always be my boy, and I love you for who you are." he started to lay down on the bed, dragging you with him. Once you guys fully lay down, he caressed the back of your head letting you fall into a deep sleep on his chest.

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WAZZAP‼️🤯 I understand if this fix was shitty or the grammar wasn’t right, I understand. But I had fun making this!! But I hope you liked it! {=^w^=} Dude, this actually fits so perfectly for what I’m going for for my first fanfiction, plus I’m sick right now and this fits perfectly along with me being FTM myself! Thank you very much Anonymous and shall receive for what they asked for :) I admit my fanfic is kind of bad because I’ve never really posted it before,lmao, anyway, I’ll stop yapping (but Ty)❤️

[axellis-archv-2]

🐾🐌🐜 forrr ermmmm cherie +).

🐾 what are your favorite canon interactions with your f/o?

ahashogiowghoi i love when cherie & i get to be silly togetherrrr because we dont have a lot of moments rn because the webcomics currently in angst-ville T___T but heres a snippet from ep 12 ^__^. his friend bamae (guy talking about motion capture) asked us to help with a video game hes working on. we got to fight each other and it was SO FUN!!!!!! hes so cute

🐌 what are your relationships like with the other characters in your source?

theres a couple characters that are part of the syndicate with me but i wanted to highlight tez specifically because shes such a sweetheart. she tried everything to keep me from being found out when i was running away T___T even when im big & stupid & get caught anyway shes still there for me. and shes there for cherie which is really important to me. a lot of the other characters are just kind of . like. There. like that sounds emo but its because thats just a Crush Thing in the webcomic. he canonically doesnt remember faces and can let go of people really easily and is indifferent to a lotttt of people. except for my cherie pie

🐜 what do you do when missing your f/o? how do you like to "visit" them?

sniffle sobbbb i mostly look at patreon art. and look at memes that make me go awwww this reminds me of him hes saurrr cyutteeee

[softshouyous-archive]

she's back! 🌸

[batensan]

I'm so thankful you were born into this world with me.

[marypickfords]

Stella Maris (Marshall Neilan, 1918)

[yutadori]

blue period spoilers !!!!

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okay i wanted to write a more coherent post once i had more of my thoughts together but blue period is making me so emo right now omg T__T 

im at the part where yaguchi goes back to ask saeki sensei if he could try painting on the f100 canvas and the scenes and dialogue leading up to this point have been v interesting like.. when yotasuke quit prep school because he was tired of making exam pieces.... and then he and hashida explained that exam pieces were art works that fit the techniques and art skills that each particular school was looking for. after reading that part, the ‘curse’ of their art works being ranked at first place, but not getting admitted to school, made sense 0:

like... it feels like they were implying that the schools care more about technical skill rather than what artists have to offer. that was probably really frustrating for yotasuke because it felt like he was being extremelyyyy limited to only making particular pieces, which is like.... not great 

the scene that was also reallyyy really interesting to me was when yotasuke and yaguchi ran into each other at the tua culture festival 0: when they both went to the exhibition together, i was soooo surprised that they both were vvv underwhelmed with what they saw there. yotasuke even said that he couldn’t tell what the artists were trying to say with their works. it’s really sad because i think the implication was that the students who got admitted to tua like... focused on crafting their works in a way that would more likely be accepted by schools?? and not works they actually enjoyed making or put their emotions into. i think that’s why yotasuke made that comment about how he couldn’t tell what the artists were trying to convey, because it was more technical? and lacked passion from the artists

and then !! the part with saeki sensei!! when she’s helping yaguchi set up the f100 canvas, he talks about how he feels like he’s failing, and she asks him if he believes that because of the critique he received, or if he isn’t happy with the pieces he’s producing. she then goes on to ask him if he thought he’d failed with his blue painting and i was just like 0: she commented on how she liked it and how even though it’s unlikely that the blue painting piece would help with his admission into tua, it’s still something that’s considered good art. and i don’t know but that line just like..... wow..... like... it’s okay if the school he’s striving for doesn’t like... accept his works, because that doesn’t necessarily mean that his art isn’t good. everyone has different standards and expectations, and the requirements for those schools seem to be pretty strict and more focused on like.... whether students incorporated a certain set of skills correctly or not, rather than on creativity and passion. when art is like... vv subjective and is likely more enjoyable when you’re able to put your passions into it and work how you like, instead of being limited by rules 0:

[ywpdtwittertl]

Stageplay Yowamushi Pedal New Interhigh arc ~Heat Up~ Hakogaku cast:

Kawaharada Takuya as Izumida Touichirou

Tanimizu Riki as Manami Sangaku

Tominaga Yuya as Ashikiba Takuto

Aoki Jin as Kuroda Yukinari

Kanesaki Kentarou as Doubashi Masakiyo

Iiyama Yuuta as Shinkai Yuuto

[randombubblegum]

do they have any emo stores in japan at least around where you live? i know it’s more like rokku gyaru than emo there technically but is there still any?

noooooo lol not in the concept of “emo” we have in the west…….. the most closely equivalent fashions to emo/scene are visual kei and gyaru respectively but those have not been mainstream popular literally since the early 2000s u___u visual kei is the punky, more “emo” fashion that goes along w the accompanying musical genre:

and gyaru (specifically amekaji gyaru) is the huge eyelashes, bright BRIGHT colored clothes, long nails, big hair, and loose socks look:

neither of these have been in vogue since like 2012 at the ABSOLUTE latest 😿 and thats only because of kyari pamyu pamyu kinda bringing the gyaru look back a little………. so the only stores that would sell stuff like this are tiny ones maybe in shibuya 109. but also not really because the trend is loooong gone. trust me ive looked T___T

one good thing is that the loose socks that was the hallmark of gyaru fashion are currently RIGHT NOW back in fashion :-)!!!!!!!!! and im obsessed LOL i have like 3 pairs bc i fucking love the look

[celcero]

LUCI AM I RIGHT OR AM I RIGHT ??? he is just sooooo T___T …. PRETTY !!!! omg omg and beel wanting to eat you, i was like oh yeah ? okay 😍 LMFAO omg im excited this is fun .. i feel like im watching my baby take her first steps !!

also abt your prev ask — i tried it out because i COMPLETELY FORGOT you could do that ….. this is mammon after being whipped. . . . . thoughts are being thought. what do you MEAN lucifer’s swing. MAMMON.

OK BUT BEEL GIVES ME GONTA VIBES FROM DANGANRONPA ?? IDK IF U PLAY THAT BUT HE DOES AND ID LET HIM EAT ME !!!

but… omg im going to stock up on whips…. BABAHAHA no but seriously why is lucifer whipping mammon what the hell is going on and why wasn’t EYE invited ???

lucifer is so cute and he has dark hair and he’s so mischevious !!! love him sm so far,,, also the lil emo boy like okay 👀 I SEE U!!!

ALSO PLS BABYS FIRST STEPS I CACKLED !!!

[elysianslove]

miss sal omg can i be emo on here for a bit T____T so like i've been,,,rly depressed w my art right??? i couldn't even,,,look at or touch my ipad without feeling the urge to cry KDBSJDN but but i posted on this one group n stuff, and on the picture it had one of my own merch (it was my memo pad design of the miyas; it wasn't the main point of the post, it was just there lol) and someone reached out to me n asked if they could buy it bc they thought it was really cute???? n then they asked me if i had other stuff n they ended up buying those too T______T n then they told me to hit them up if i ever open my commissions again and aAAAAAAAA 😭 honestly it's just,,, one person n just one tiny thing but i genuinely felt so thankful to the point of tears help,,,,just feels nice to be appreciated like that when i've been so hard on myself for the past months T___T like wow ok maybe i'm not completely worthless

ANW SORRY FOR DUMPING THAT ON U LIKE THAT BUT FJNDJFJDF YEAH IT WAS JUST. A NICE THING THAT HAPPENED TO ME N I HOPE U GET GOOD NEWS N THINGS TOO!!!! MWAH —🦊

((also i'm still not over that tsumu hands post....we literally have the same image of how his hands look KFBSJNDJS JUST....THICK FINGERS....BIG PALMS.....VEINY FOREARMS....YEA.....I WANNA BE MANHANDLED BY THAT.....))

oh my god that is so fucking cute please :((( i’m genuinely so happy for you :((( your art is beautiful and deserves the appreciation and i’m so glad even one person was able to properly show you how worthy it is. and how worthy you are. i mean, personally i go back to everything you’ve drawn for me or drawn and sent to me and i stare for long, longggg periods of time. i’ve had your art as my header, as my profile pic, as my wallpaper on my phone. i really wish you knew just how much i love your art, like especially yours. i’m not saying this as someone biased, i genuinely mean it when i say your art is fucking amazing. but it’s okay to be uninspired too!! don’t force it yk? but just know that even when you’re not drawing you’re not any less of an artist and i love you mwah <3

ALSO YEAH THE TSUMU HANDS I CANT STOP. CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM. HIS HANDS. AHHHH FUCK HEBSJEJD I WANT HIS HANDS EVERYWHERE HELP ME

[legobatjoker]

nothing new ;--;;....

"there we are again when nobody had to know / you kept me like a secret but i kep you like an oath" makes me so :(( as does all of atw10mins tbh thats not even the bit that makes me the most emo im j thinking abt it rn <//3 GFHFSGGJHMFG

both these songs r so T___T in v different ways admittedly but..

[caruliaa]

I LOVE UR ART SM OMG !! its sososo cute and impressiv to me like ofc the carulia art today the cutest ever but also all ur scrapbookesque posts recently just sooo epic the way u draw clouds and the details of like tape and stuff and just yeah and also back to the carulia art today like the message from carmen T___T /pos

WAA TYSMMM im so so glad u like it all my beloved !!! :> both thee carulia art nd the scrapbook type art i feel like my arts been rly good as of late nd ive been rly proud of myself 4 it part of that is def that my belobed besties including you ofc ofc r always so nice abt it so thank youu thank you so so so much my love ilusmmm !!!!!!!!!!! :'> nd yea the note from carmen on the picture is so ;--;; thee whole time i was writing it out i was getting so emo abt it like they r j soo... !!!! 💞💗💖❣💝💗💕✨✨