#emotionsssss

[booksand-glitter]

I challenge any survivor of SA to listen to this And not cry

[pocketramblr]

oh my gh. he called them "Rusl" and "Colin" when he was delirious,,,

[tatakaeeren]

"You are here too"

[go-to-the-mirror]

The room was unrecognisable when I returned. There was a shape on the bed, where Harriet had laid, but it wasn’t her anymore. I could barely make out anything even remotely human in the pile of pitted and warped flesh that now remained. The bed itself was slick and shiny with a dark fluid that dripped off the hanging sheets and onto the floor. But what truly repulsed me, what made me flee as I did, was what moved and squirmed on all of it. They covered every surface: the floor, the bed, what used to be Harriet, even the ceiling. A thick, moving carpet of pale, writhing worms.

(MAG 6 - Squirm)

Finally, I found myself standing over the mass of pitted and hollow skin that was once a man. He shuddered violently as the gas engulfed him, and then lay still.

(MAG 26 - A Distortion)

I have read many statements now by those who are changing, who are becoming – something else, and few if any of them seem... entirely rational. Entirely the people that they were before.[…] Then again, I suppose I’m hardly in the best position to judge. Perhaps to anyone listening to these tapes I sound remarkably similar to Hezekiah. Or to Manuela. Or to Jane.

(MAG 152 - A Gravedigger’s Envy)

JORDAN: You turned me into what? A torturer?

ARCHIVIST: Yes.

[…]

JORDAN: I don’t... I don’t know how to be this. I don’t want to scare people.

ARCHIVIST: No. But you’ll learn.

[Beat.]

JORDAN: Am I still me?

ARCHIVIST: I don’t know how to answer that.

(MAG 184 - Like Ants)

I’ve seen what Jon did in MAG 184 being compared to Jonah Magnus, obviously. I’ve compared it to Jonah Magnus, it makes sense. I’ve also seen it compared to what Jon did to Melanie, which makes sense, though I don’t tend to do that myself. I haven’t seen it compared to what Jane Prentiss did, which is interesting, because Jon compares himself to Jane, he does that, he’s been doing it since season 1, thank you deluxe transcripts for ruining my life.

Jane Prentiss turns people into avatars. Jane Prentiss was the first avatar Jon — knowingly — encountered. Really don’t think Jonah Magnus counts. I have a lot of feelings on how Jane and Jon turn people into avatars, on how it’s a reflection of what’s happened to them, especially Jon. How with Jordan there’s this choice that isn’t even a choice at all, that’s basically the same choice given to Jon and Jane alike.

I have lots of feelings on how Jon parallels Jane in the later seasons. And about that relating to the cycle of violence and becoming a fear entity avatar as an allegory for trauma.

[dragonsareawesome123]

Brb, gonna go cry for a million years.

[woe-is-tuli]

ATEEZ(에이티즈) - 'Youth (윤호,민기)': MinGi

[fellshish]

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[dragon-of-timeless-blue]

IM LOSING MY MIND OVER THE NEW HELLUVA BOSS EPISODE AAAAAAH

I repeated the part where Blitzø says "He can get HURT?" like a dozen times by now...

[raytorosaurus]

this is what pencey prep thought they sounded like

[weeping-vintage-toes]

Playing mobile games because I'm pissed off and don't wanna say something mean. I know it's kinda my fault and don't wanna be a bitch. :(

[bugdogg]

Read the recent chapter

[sparklyslug]

I will have more jersey MCR concert thoughts at some point but right now I just need to share how at the end of night 2’s Famous Last Words Gerard sang nothing you can say can stop me going home and just smiled, and pointed at the earth, like. Yeah, home.

[honkytonk-hangman]

talking about bad filmography’s with glen powell i’m your pfp is insane

hahaha so i was just saying to @roleycoleyland, i dont hold any actual disdain for those books or movies, i think they were actually made super well, it just kinda feels like they were made with the spirit halloween versions of other characters lmao. and at teh same time, there seemed to be a real love for the films from those making it, despite the fact 'it' was Divergent lmoa like babes the fact they never even did the final film?? thats fucking ICONIC no other series could EVER.

as for glen films like girl i sat through WHAT for you??? u better gets ur tits out in australia to make up for this xD

[koi019]

Had to rewatch the glee performances of She's Not There and Thriller/Heads Will Roll twice cuz I made myself cry at all the Karofsky shots

[dragonsareawesome123]

Triage really put Tintol through it, huh.

[itsukicoded]

enstars movie?