#envyposting

[victor-aguilar]

(Had a dream [____] came back and woke up crying, lmaoo.)

[wishthatwhereme123]

Based

*trans your Wolverine* you’re welcome

[dreamingmantis]

sad and envious as usual, pls validate my feelings 😔👉👈

[wishthatwhereme123]

Honestly when people tell me that they didn't realize I was trans, i mostly don't believe them because those same people sometimes misgender me anyways.

I don't know if cis people know this (and i don't know if trans people feel the same way), but know that I appreciate it so much more if one makes the effort to see me as a man despite the way i look, then lying about how I pass and how they thought I was a guy anyways.

I have no time for niceties. Too look deeper then my skin and see my soul inside, that is true allyship.

[emo-56]

I cast Great Hip Enlargement!

Yay, now im sexy :3 :3 :3 :3 :3

(I wish)

[ysheall]

People will say "androgynous look of the day" and wear masc clothes and have a fem face

[homoeroticjunoincident]

[envyposting]

okay so other ccccwriters on tumblr are good, obviously, it's just i don't get attention n i feel like i've done something wrong like why are others getting drawings? am i just not compelling enough? too esoteric? cause i don't like filtering the words i say to be more digestable. is it the gore? was i a little too vulnerable too many times, and then people went, it's okay to be fucked up but not like this, this is just sad. cause i wonder if people are getting my writing on their dashes. it's sad, but i do want to be heard and evaluated as good. part of art is interpretation. you are making the art hoping for someone to view it, and think about it, and interpret it their own way. at least i am. when no one actually does that it kinda sucks. compliments are great and i love them so so much. but i want to have conversations with people about my writing and what i was trying to do n what they think and cccc. i wish people would talk to me. or at least show i am being heard. if someone went on my brainrotted posts and reblogged them with excitement or went on posts where i have ideas and show any interest, i would love that. i don't like talking into an empty void.

a lot of the time, it feels like positive attention is good at first, but it isn't enough. like i have a hole in me which is constantly spilling every moment of content out of me leaving only when i feel itchy. it hurts. i don't like it. i guess i just feel bad sometimes and good other times and bad now but

[class-arachnida]

i miss my like super envy hyperfixation era Like recently my brainrots have been all over the place and idk it’s really annoying

tho it’s mostly cuz of the people ik like constantly changing interests and i feel the need to also be like them and not stick to 1 thing forever

tho also like i wanna start envyposting again. or at least, talk about envy to friends more often

[kurulover]

i gently nudge my cat from the arm of the couch so she doesn’t get fur in my food and she looks up at me so sadly and packs a little bindle and leaves.

[tickfleato]

assorted 1 am dumpster fire twinks. envys hair ALMOST works as 80s goth hair

dont rb if ya nasty

[victor-aguilar]

[eemasu]

gee, that must have been a really difficult decision to make after already having multiple Japanese friends and mentors to practice with

[torschlusspanikattack]

Sister/cousin’s fit is so good today—it’s exactly functional simplicity balanced with a slight flair

[wishthatwhereme123]

Kill la Kill au where the protag is trans would be pretty interesting.

[homoeroticjunoincident]

i hate having followers can’t envypost on my own damn-ed blog

[tickflea2]