#eva hd

[alvallah]

BONEDOG | by Eva H.D.

Coming home is terrible whether the dogs lick your face or not; whether you have a wife or just a wife-shaped loneliness waiting for you. Coming home is terribly lonely, so that you think of the oppressive barometric pressure back where you have just come from with fondness, because everything’s worse once you’re home.

You think of the vermin clinging to the grass stalks, long hours on the road, roadside assistance and ice creams, and the peculiar shapes of certain clouds and silences with longing because you did not want to return. Coming home is just awful.

And the home-style silences and clouds contribute to nothing but the general malaise. Clouds, such as they are, are in fact suspect, and made from a different material than those you left behind. You yourself were cut from a different cloudy cloth, returned, remaindered, ill-met by moonlight, unhappy to be back, slack in all the wrong spots, seamy suit of clothes dishrag-ratty, worn.

You return home moon-landed, foreign; the Earth’s gravitational pull an effort now redoubled, dragging your shoelaces loose and your shoulders etching deeper the stanza of worry on your forehead. You return home deepened, a parched well linked to tomorrow by a frail strand of…

Anyway…

You sigh into the onslaught of identical days. One might as well, at a time…

Well… Anyway… You’re back.

The sun goes up and down like a tired whore, the weather immobile like a broken limb while you just keep getting older. Nothing moves but the shifting tides of salt in your body. Your vision blears. You carry your weather with you, the big blue whale, a skeletal darkness.

You come back with X-ray vision. Your eyes have become a hunger. You come home with your mutant gifts to a house of bone. Everything you see now, all of it: bone.

[sophiaphile]

“Soft Smile” by Eva H. D.

[shriika]

something is happening at the stillwater....

[berlogauwu]

my woman

[kinfusion]

i am very smart.

[ageof]

everything you see now

all of it:

bone.

[autismsupersoldier]

hi! i accidentally deleted my old account, so im now reposting my old art, hopefully maybe my old friends can find me this way? im gonna be updating these with image IDs as soon as i can recover the old ones i wrote...

[mrsumiomondo]

What say you?

[stoopidpoopid]

Utopian Affirmations <3

[sorcerous-caress]

Pathologic meme dump 2 because free will exists

[aniketrrrr]

В твоей спальне

Солнца всегда было чуточку больше, чем в Африке

Нежности больше, чем в той шоколадке с лиловой коровой

[majorcatboy]

this is actually live footage of why BB's ass mysteriously got bigger between PW and GZ

[citronellals]

overflowing and fragmented. her varnish has peeled off.

[shriika]

devotees

[snootle-boop]

editing memes is my passion

[dt75artblog]

[made myself mythical, tried to be real]