#even if i know in my heart it isn't real

[very-uncorrect]

Love going back to Spiritfarer when my brain gets thinking about death and mortality too much

[hussyknee]

Been meaning to bathe the kittens but kept putting it off bc the last time I bathed them was when they were much tinier and more forgiving. But today I nearly stepped on a decapitated mouse they had dragged upstairs, so into the tub they all went. They're now fresh, kissable, and heartbroken. 💔

[icewindandboringhorror]

misc photo diary stuff.. also this unintentionally all matches sort of lol.. warm toned photos?

[andrewwtca]

did I do something right? the world is being kinder to me.

no, it's not being kinder. I've finally started accepting its kindness. I breath in the air and hold on to the good; and I keep the bad in my heart, to keep me human. I keep everything inside of me as a reminder that I'm real, I'm alive, I'm here.

I'm here, and the wind rushes as I run. I'm alive, and I stifle laughter from outrageous messages. I'm real, and I reach out - and people reach back. they're real, they're alive, they're here, and they've been calling out for me, for us.

I did do something right. I started loving myself a little bit more. the world is not kinder; I am.

thank you for your loving.

[crossoverfamily]

So I finally figured out the personalized tags that will be using when the muses want to be IC about their loves, and I need a moment to recover from the sheer sweetness overload. Some of them downright sound like something that works as vows for marriage dear gods.

And then you have Allen, who is certainly very sweet, but also a little shit because both his lines make reference to the whole fact both his LIs have kind of been threats to his life before. And there's a bit of innuendo for Nea's one. Allen lives up to his "look like an angel, is an angel but also a chaotic gremlin that you must fear" reputation. But that's also his way of showing there's no hard feelings at all~

And Wuxian does have his little cheeky part since "every day" is very much Wangxian code for fun between the sheets~

With that said: suffer with me the romance, here are what the tags will be, I swear the blog is meant to speak a lot more about these five dorks together and the non-romantic aspects of relationships, but muses gotta muses and apparently they choose love this morning.

Peter/Tony: You braved Time for me and so did I, may Soul keep us together forever now.

Allen/Nea: Who says soulmates aren't real? Mine has been in me for years, not even death can keep us apart.

Allen/Tyki: I forgive you for the hole you put in my heart once, for my heart is all yours now.

Wild/Twilight: Our gaze meets, our souls howls in recognition, you&I of the Wild like no one else, and may we run together without end.

Wuxian/Wangji: You are the home I never knew I needed until I met you, radiant under the moonlight with eyes I want to see every day.

Ireth/Cullen: With your arms around me I know I am safe, so let me make the world safe for you, too.

Ireth/Dorian: I see past your charms and easy humor to witness the need for love, so let me show you that love isn't just a wistful dream.

[goggles-mcgee]

Look I know a lot of you never followed me for my Winx stuff since I posted very sporadically about it and occasionally but the Winx brainrot is real since my nephew found my old DVDs and then ColourPop came out with its collection and I started re-reading the comics.

But just know that I created ocs back in my day. I planned a huge Rewrite. I took fucking notes while watching the seasons I wanted to include in the goddamn rewrite.

This is a roundabout way of saying I am going to be doing the rewrite and post it on ao3 and I will be posting more about Winx along with everything else XD

So yeah just be prepared!

[cheekblush]

just woke up from a horrible dream about my chemistry final tomorrow 😭

[bylertruther]

do u ever think about the fact that when mike is hurting he goes and hugs his mom but he doesn't tell her anything. just seeks physical comfort to make up for the lack of closeness bc it's infinitely safer that way and makes them feel close enough to him tht they won't ask questions. and then when ur done thinking about that do you ever then think about the fact that, judging by what we've seen on the show only, mike and el don't ever talk. they spent most of their relationship just making out in her room and annoying hop. and when mike Did have an issue (s3 when hop threatens him) instead of talking to el about it he lies n seeks help from lucas instead. and when he does try to talk to her in the store later on he just can't do it. he can't get his words out and when he does he's just being the most confusing person ever by skirting around it and therefore not actually saying anything at all before the conversation is unceremoniously dropped and forgotten entirely. and then when they do finally talk for real in s4 it's the same thing but worse. el opens up and continues the conversation HE started but he just shuts down once it gets real and honest and about HIM. he doesn't tell her how he feels and can't understand how she feels and doesn't take any accountability for the things he's done either. just deflects, deflects, deflects until they're no longer talking about him. do u ever think about how mike copes by seeking physical comfort so that he doesn't have to talk about how he feels or what he's going through. AND THEN do u ever consider the fact tht when it comes to the person he does actually love in that way he's unashamedly more than willing to talk n be honest about how he feels and what he's done without even being prompted to, but he can't handle actually touching him anymore. because then it's too much. it's too real, too close. it's too much to let himself be known and seen and touched all by the same person. it's too much for will to give and want to give him the same love and attention mike's been giving him since the beginning. to be whole and true with someone else and still found worthy. to be held so intimately and truly. he can comfort and bring himself to put a hand on will when he needs it most, but to have that want and love reciprocated in earnest and what that would mean for him is just too much. do u ever think abt tht or am i the only one going crazy about this aha x 🥲

[as-rare-as-trees]

Shaking and growling and gnawing on something, I'm not saying that putting all -this- into art would fix me, but maybe I'm saying exactly that

[labetalol]

can SOMEONE please tell me how to move PAST it. mac voice just move past it. i need to move past it

[clericlost]

people mad at mike for not noticing will having a breakdown beside him like will wasn't doing everything in his power to make sure he wouldn't. will's whole thing is hiding. like i get being mad it was ooc but if you're gonna accept canon events, why be upset with a character for not noticing something that's literally being hidden from them intentionally? idk. am i being nitpicky? am i being defensive? the answer is yes, yeah :/

[astarriscus]

hi opinions on thoma? 🎤

HELLO. okay. uhm. okay i love thoma very much, he's really cute and pretty and i think his smile is really beautiful and so are his eyes >_< his ponytail is a GODSEND and his personality is just perfect man idk what to say. also Malewife. also he's the one who really got me back into genshin and even tho it was p short lived uhhh looks away YES i love him lots <3 he’s a ray of sunshine in the breeze on a summer day. also he reminds me of flowers. mwah

[spamtoon]

(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)

Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...

Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!

(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)

I know what you are.

Farewell, now!

(She then leaves the way she came from.)

(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)

And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...

(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)

You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?

I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.

(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)

Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way

(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)

Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.

WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.

Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever

[yther]

I would like to retire from having a body... maybe just a sabbatical. But for now I am an amorphous (non)figure.

I want to sleep. I want to want to eat regularly. I want to have energy to clean and organize my life....or hope for a life in a future.

I don't want to fight to survive. (But if that's not my choice, so be it.) No one would be doing any better than I am in this sadistic and totally contrived Saw-"situation", y'all can fuck off about it with the judgement. Sincerely (to weirdo stalkers)!

You don't give me peace, which is fine since I can make my own. :' D (I can make peace with LOTS of things, mmmm forgiveness extends from self to others, it's amazing u should learn about it. )

so I'm gonna eat some of my birthday cake nom nom nom

[yuri-puppies]

Shape-shifters, face-blindness, and "paying attention to others"

The shapeshifter is one of my favourite "monster of the week" episodes because it showcases how differently Laios processes social information than the rest of the party. It reminds me a lot of the strategies I, faceblind name-forgetter and eye-contact avoider, use to recognize people and learn things about them.

We see Laios clearly fail at recognizing the doubles through "standard" social cues that are perceived as "easy to tell", such as their clothes. This makes the team (unfairly, but understandably) weary of his ability to tell the fakes apart and even worried that he'd prefer the monster versions* over them. Nonetheless, he gives it a try!

...And is immediately overwhelmed. His lack of attention to social cues works a bit in his favor, though, as it makes it harder for him to fall for stereotypes that fool the rest of the group.

Instead, he chooses to rely on his strengths and use his investigation and animal handling skills to distract the shapeshifters, lure out the monster, and roll the most insane balls-to-the-wall intimidation check of all time.

If it had ended there it still would have been a great episode that showcases Laios' strategic mind and his strengths as a leader. He doesn't have the social skills necessary for the task, but he is clever and creative enough to use the skills he does have proficiency in to solve the problem*.

However, what makes this episode so dear and near to my faceblind heart is the revelation that Laios was able to recognize the real party members after all.

Laios is fantastic representation of how special interests actually work for a monotropic interest system. Having a special interest is not just about how much you like it and the need to know everything about it, it's a way of processing and filtering information. Laios' special interest is monsters: his skills as a dungeoneer and party leader are acquired for and informed by his desire to interact with monsters, as is his interest in eating them. He actually brings this up himself when comparing his interest in cooking to Senshi's.

And in this episode, we see that this also extends to his friends. Laios hacks one of the most difficult types of information for him to process by routing it through the lens of the special interest. And, because it's not something most people would notice, it works. He knows that Chilchuck wouldn't let his guard down around a potential mimic, that Senshi values a balanced ecosystem, that (my favourite) Marcille just isn't as thoughtful about monsters as he is.

It might not be what was expected, but it did the trick! And what's more, the narrative validates his way of thinking (even if Chilchuck doesn't).

[bratbby333]

gamer!bf sukuna drabble

·:*¨༺ nsfw mdni ༻¨*:·

gamer!bf sukuna who is always sat at his desk, shooting at something

gamer!bf sukuna who will lose track of time and play for hoursss, not even acknowledging your existence until you interrupt his game play with dinner

gamer!bf sukuna who buys you your own gaming set up after catching you playing on his computer when you think he isn't home (he positions your new monitor and gaming chair right next to his)

gamer!bf sukuna who laughs in your face when you ask if he wants to play minecraft with you (how dare you recommend something that isn't violent? silly little thing. do you even know him?)

"so childish... why the fuck would i play that?"

gamer!bf sukuna who feels bad after you pout at him for making fun of you, reluctantly agreeing to play fortnite (the tamest game he'll play)

gamer!bf sukuna who is never not yelling at someone through his headset

"you stupid fuck! ask your mother how my dick tastes"

gamer!bf sukuna who loves when you pull up a chair to watch him play

gamer!bf sukuna who let's you sit in his lap, the controller in your hands with his hands over yours, pushing the buttons for you... the elated grin on your face when you finally kill someone makes his dick hard

"baby! i did it! i got him!" "that's my good girl, now let me reward you"

gamer!bf sukuna who loves that you play animal crossing at your desk next to him while he plays cs:go and valorant, you eventually put on your noise canceling headphones because he won't stop screaming

"what the actual FUCK was that? you're trash. GET OUT OF MY LOBBY"

gamer!bf sukuna who finally agrees to play minecraft with you after weeks of begging, enjoying it more than he thought he would (the face you make when he finally says yes causes his heart flutter just a little bit... but he'll never tell you that, constantly groaning at how boring it is, but playing it with you for three hours)

he runs around killing creepers and skeletons to quell his homicidal ideations instead of helping you build a house "why the hell would we build a fake house when we're literally sitting in our real one?" so fucking sassy for no reason he'd run around collecting a mob of enemies instead, luring them into a pit before sealing it off and dumping a bucket of lava on them, laughing as they slowly burn to death...bro is insane i stg...

gamer!bf sukuna who let's you wear his headset while he plays a 1v1 in a custom lobby, laughing at his opponents obvious anger and frustration thinking they're losing to you (COD is so misogynistic, and sukuna is thoroughly amused when he gets to put them in their place on your behalf)

gamer!bf sukuna who beams with pride when you start picking up on gaming terms

"that guy sucks, he's just camping", you say, brows furrowed in annoyance. "who the fuck did you learn that word from?" "who do you think i learned it from, dumbass?" you retort, a taunting smile on your lips. he just grins, "god, you're so fuckin' sexy. but drop the attitude before i fuck it outta you."

gamer!bf sukuna who attempts to teach you how to play call of duty, battlefield, and cs:go

"you'll get better, doll. just keep tryin'"

gamer!bf sukuna who refuses to admit that he actually enjoys playing minecraft with you, hoping you'll suggest to play it first

gamer!bf sukuna who looks down from his monitor to see you kneeling under his desk, head between his legs, sucking him off while he's on discord talking to his friends; tangling his hands in your hair, biting the inside of his cheek when you deepthroat him unexpectedly, his hips bucking off his chair. "you dirty fuckin' girl, it's like you want them to hear" he moans out. his friends erupt in laughter after hearing him, but he doesn't want you to stop. exhibitionist!sukuna has entered the chat

"you can stay and listen if you want, at least im gettin' some unlike you virgins"

gamer!bf sukuna who fucks you rough when he loses a game

"god you're so fuckin' tight for me" he groans, his grip tight on your hips. he looks down to watch your pretty pussy suck him in. you squirm, his cock burying itself deeper and deeper inside you with every trust, whining as he pushes your head into the mattress, his strokes unrelenting. "uh uh. don't move...stay right fuckin' there n take this dick, brat."

‧͙⁺˚*･༓☾

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