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cetoddle · 6 days

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it kinda drives me crazy when people say they don’t read cause they don’t have the attention span like. i understand to a point but i also really do believe reading is good for your brain and part of why people have such trouble with their attention spans is because they don’t read

#i understand it can be hard to get into reading #but i truly do believe it’s a matter of finding the right book in the right genre for you #and just kinda forcing yourself to read even if it’s hard #like set a timer for 30 minutes and just. do your best. and the more you do it the easier it’ll become #that’s what i had to do when i wanted to get back into reading #i hope that doesn’t sound pretentious or anything #and i get some people just don’t like reading plain and simple and that’s fine!#but it makes me sad when people are like oh i wish i could read but i don’t have the attention span blah blah #it’s really something you have to work on….like it’s hard but it can be done and imo it’s worth it #anyways #this is just what i think. hopefully i don’t sound like an asshole but #reading is good! i think everyone should give reading a fair and honest shot!#okay.#snow.txt

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kweenkatsuki-main · 8 days

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Omg what if…as a birthday gift to myself…I finally got the kiribakumarq twins commissioned…

#much to ponder….am I ready for that??#idk….#but this is the year of taking big steps #and I’m doing the fertility thing #so maybe it’ll be good mojo?#but also I am afraid that I will start talking to an artists about it and get sad and not want it anymore #or not think I’m good enough to be in the art???#BLAH STUPID SOOOOO STUPIDDDDDDD THEY DONT EVEN EXISTTTTTTT #blah I’m rambling ignore me I just needed to get it out

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bones-of-a-rabbit · 1 year

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What if I told u,,,,, a RepairBot-Reader comic-tidbit was in the works,,,,

(WiPs!)

Featuring! A small and sweet moment for ReaderBot making a new friend <3

(don’t worry, there’s some nice angst in there, too)

: )

What do you see, ReaderBot ?

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simcardiac-arrested · 1 year

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once again sorry to everyone for bringing this to your dashboards. but some of you are like, genuinely delirious. not even in a funny way. & i hope you die. i hope we both die. hand in unlovable hand etc etc

#Just so fucking bizarre to me how people can be Like This. there has to be something so wrong with your brain on a fundamental level #i can’t even laugh about this or anything because i genuinely feel pity for these people. it’s so sad to me how you’re gonna be like 20 #and then go in a niche tumblr community and create drama over Nothing. over Thin Fucking Air #like do you not have a life? do you not have college? or a job? doesn’t it get tiring? don’t you ever feel ashamed about all this #and the fact that they go and complain about the shipping and the ‘fandombrained’ people as well…. oh my god #how are you going to be TWENTY. and DO THAT. are you seriously sick. ? do you need help #just say you are homophobic and that you hate kids and go. it’ll save everyone a bunch of time for sure #anyways. as someone who has been a rain world fan since 2018. i love you embracing canon. i love you changing canon. i love you disregarding #canon entirely. i love you ships that make sense in canon & that make absolutely zero sense at all. i love you fancharacters that don’t #follow canon rules. i love you ‘cringe’ fancharacters and self inserts. i love you self shipping. i love you oc x canon shipping.#and i love you taking inspiration from designs. i love you community & i love you artists & i love you art #i love you borrowing elements and being inspired and referencing something because you liked it.#are fandoms perfect? GOOD GOD no. is every Fan perfect? no. am i also sometimes annoyed or irrationally pissed off over a ship that #i think is stupid and is illogical. Yes! i’m only human! but i can still love and appreciate the whole CREATIVITY of it all. and the whole #Fun that people are having. i love you having fun. if i don’t like it or if anyone else doesn’t like it they can just Cope #instead of hateposting about it on main and indirectly bullying people who are most likely children. or lgbt. or both #anyways. please continue doing whatever you want. The world is your oyster and you only live on earth once #everyone else can fuck off

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focsle · 9 months

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My work schedule is so exhausting tomorrow and I already know I’m gonna be sore as hell since I’m already sore now…the thing that’s keeping me going is I bought fresh coffee beans. That’s my bribe for the morning. IT’S THE SMALL THINGS.

#the next day…also exhausting #I think I gotta take a 3 day break from the comic even tho that makes me sad #and I will just sit on the couch like an aimless lump…but it’ll put my body outta commission if I work on it in addition to my Days

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ocarinaofpride · 8 months

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very much scared about wtf theyre gonna do in rebirth man….. all the fanservice shit in the demo/trailer is making me worried about if square enix is just gonna push to appealing to the fujo s*fik*ra fans…. and well. they probably are . a bit. the official playstation uk account on twitter made a tweet playing into that… which already irritated me but seeing the weird dialogue with sephiroth and cloud in the demo??? oh yeah its over. we are finished. This game will piss me off more than i thought it would 😭😭😭😭😭 auggghh i wish remake never existed its so useless . whatever

#genuinely cannot stand anything from remake #some of the things they do is done SOMEWHAT well sure #i think the way they did seph was pretty neat! even if weirdos ruined it #but theres a lot of glaring issues even with seph that i just… Cannot get behind #and the insert of just fanservice stuff over and over again is definitely a massive issue #yeah fanservice is guaranteed in stuff like this i know that #but sometimes it can get so bad it’ll just ruin everything. Not to be overdramatic #i really wish i could like the remake games and have fun but i cant… i cant…#watching my favorite thing get destroyed makes me SAD

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justinefrischmanngf · 7 months

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HAVE SHIFTS FOR THE NEXT TWO WEEKS AND BY GOD ARE THEY SEXY!!!!!!!!!!

#got my shifts for next week a couple days ago but now having them both is like #fuck we might be onto something here !!!!!!#guysssss this is good this is really really good #it’s not perfect but it’s very good #i may no longer be teaching one student i really like though and if that’s the case it’ll be rly sad but it might not be the case so fingers #crossed !!!!!!! but my hours r very good out of what could reasonably be asked for #like if i could get slightly more that’d be even better but what this is is fantastic i cannot lie #very very very happy about this and also very relieved #bc if they’re scheduling me in this way then they clearly think i’m doing a good job AND it means there’s less immediate worry abt me #getting another job which is amazing #like i was rly worried that as the term started my hours would take a dip bc people might be more available/they’ve got a better idea of me #so how much do they rly want me around but it hasn’t !!!!! and touch wood everything keeps going smoothly bc i’ve got More hours than ladt #term and that is exactly what i need and have been hoping for #🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿🧿 i dont want to jinx this but my god this is good news

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goldenhypen · 8 months

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i randomly found my old blog again and WOW ,,,, TELL ME WHY IM SAD i even stalked my old moots’ blogs too and i- 😭 the way so many things have changed since then :(

#it’s getting close to 5 years i’ve started writing fanfiction which is kinda crazy how time FLEW BY #it’s like reminiscing or looking back at old pictures #we’ve come a long way yall 🥲#NO BUT DONT EVEN BOTHER LOOKING FOR THAT BLOG #WE DONT TALK ABOUT HER #and smth that scares me is that at least one of my old moots from that blog follows me on here so #like every time i see her in my notifs i freak out wondering if she knows it’s me 😭#i abandoned that place and ran away for no reason 😭#and ik to never make that mistake again 🫡#but idk why going through my old blog makes me wanna transform this one or make a side blog #i think i’ve just been rlly wanting to start writing for other groups in addition to enha again #if i do tho it’ll v likely be on a new blog #cuz ik a lot of my followers only look for enha content on here #and that’s ok w me #ahhh i feel sad for some reason 😭#maybe that’s cuz it’s 1:30 am rn 😐#and this is the time of the day i get more emotional so 🧍🏻‍♀️#no but pls don’t search for my old blog 😭🙏🏻#i think if you search hard enough you’ll be able to tell it’s me #but it’ll be a hard task that’s not worth taking on i can promise you that #but hmmm thoughts are thinking rn #em speaks

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catmonsterscupcakes · 3 days

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i haven’t been here in a while. life feels really weird and everything keeps changing. i have an internship for my major even after i graduated. i start in 2 weeks. I know ive been constantly scared of growing up and getting older since i was a child, but ever since i turned 21 during the pandemic its gotten worse. every year i mentally countdown the months until my birthday and it’s exhausting; its always like “ x months until im x age and never this young again”. ive just always been so scared of getting older, esp bc im a woman, and society hates older women. i think because im black, gay, a woman, and neurodivergent i feel as if youth is the only privilege i have, and with each passing hour its being stripped from me. i’m really scared. i’m really scared of turning 25 because thats the big number. it’s the number ppl use in online discourse abt adults in fandoms and how they shouldn’t be there anymore. it’s when ur not considered early 20’s anymore, it’s when u only have 5 years left til ur 30 and ur not allowed to make mistakes. i’m so scared. and i’ve never even dated before bc im still in the closet, and i can’t come out bc both sides of my family are super religious and will hate me. i’ve known ive like girls for 10 years and never had a teenage romance, or a college romance bc i went to college in my hometown and it was too risky. im not even particularly good at anything, i love art but im bad at time management and get discouraged easily so i haven’t reached my full potential. i could’ve been so good if i kept practicing. i basically coasted through school and i could’ve done so much better. if i hadn’t been so depressed during high school i could’ve actually gotten into a school outside my hometown or state and gone there. i’ve lived in the same place my whole life and im bored. if i did better in college maybe id have a shot at grad school or atleast more options. but now i have an internship, a full time one, for the entire summer. and then after that i have to find more work, and then more work, and then i’ll work until i die. and i’ll never have any fun youthful college experiences or teenage experiences to look back on. i lost my teens to mental illness, and i lost my early 20’s to the pandemic and then worse mental illness. i wish the pandemic never happened, i had just started at a 4 year college at 20, and was doing good and then it hit, and i got worse. this was really long, and no one will probably read this. but i had to let it out. i feel like no one in my life gets me. i’ve been so mentally ill for so long that everyone is numb to it. and i don’t even feel comfortable with my therapist bc ive had her since i was 15 and i have to eventually find a new one bc she specializes in adolescents and im her oldest client. i’m even too old for my therapist now.

#personal #this was so long #no one will read this #i’m so sad #maybe if my dad hadn’t died he would’ve pushed me more #and life would be different #but he died when i was 11 #and mom had to work #and grandma was mean to me #and i got blamed for everything #and i was forced to go to church where being gay was wrong #and even now if i don’t go to church my mom is passive aggressive #i don’t think i’m ready to grow up #but i also want to move out and be able to live #but being able to move out and live means sacrificing time for money #and i’ll have to work for the rest of my life #idk what i’ll do when im no longer young #being young is everything #bring young is still having hope for the future #and having ur woke life ahead of u #and being able to be stupid #but now i’m getting older #and i soon won’t be allowed to be dumb #and it’ll be weird that i’ve never drank or dated #or have worn pretty clothes and gone to the club #i won’t be a cute quirk to like gay ships #i’ll be a weird old woman who likes looking at characters kids #i wish i was still a kid

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rosicheeks · 5 days

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Oh my pretty little trophy you know if hung you down and kidnap you to keep you as a pet. I’d look after you real good so you’re always ready for me to use.

#then I’d really be your trophy 🫣#the thought of someone actually hunting me down has me weak in the knees #guys it’s HILARIOUS how easy id be to catch #if you want somewhat of a challenge give me a little head start #cause uh #maybe if my adrenaline was pumping it would be different #but usually I’m really good at sprinting but after a little bit I’m fucking done man #also can’t climb a tree (sad I never did as a kid ☹️)#when I think of someone hunting me down in the woods or something #I feel like I’d sprint off in some random direction #maybe running into a tree or tripping on some shit #and then not even 5 min will go by and I’ll hear you behind me or see you #and I’ll just like lol yell #or like freak out #grab some sort of twig for defense #knowing damn well that ain’t gonna do shit #or I’ll try to keep running but I feel like my anxiety and adrenaline would not mix well and I’d fall or something #and just be so so so easy to catch #you’ll be able to jump right on top of me and pin me down #or when I get up it’ll be so so easy to grab me and push me against a tree and tear off my clothes #gotta claim me by forced breeding before you kidnap me #okkkkkkkkkkk #I need to calm down wtf #ask #anon

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doggolol · 9 months

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the timing of them casting ethan slater in spamalot is insane

#what made them think it was the right decision. like really #I wasnt really interested in the show anyways but I feel like it’ll def negatively affect the show even slightly #look he’s a great actor for sure but did they not think abt the response they’ll obviously get 😭#at any other time I would’ve been happy for him and excited but now I’m honestly kinda sad #ethan slater #doggo rambles

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floral-hex · 2 months

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.