#even though this house is making me physically sick because of horrific mold a big part of me doesn't want to leave
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Moving is a crazy fucking experience jesus christ
#today and yesterday and honestly the last year has been a lot#I have a lot of feelings right now and done have the mental energy to deal with them#but it's really fucking weird to leave the place ive lived in since i was 10 years old#technically 9 years old#and now im 26 and moving to a new state#it's a lot#today and yesterday were the first days where it really really hit me that it's happening#and it's the first time i felt blood chilling anxiety over it#since everything became official ive been so incredibly excited#and while the fear and sadness and hatred of change is in full gear right now#i know im going to be so fucking happy in the my town#im going to get to have an actual life outside of my bedroom#which is probably why it's so hard to leave this house#even though this house is making me physically sick because of horrific mold a big part of me doesn't want to leave#i wish i still had the excitement i had 3 days ago#it'll come back#i know it will#but right now it's a lot and im just trying to keep going#anyway guess this is my final post from the place i created this blog 12 years ago#bye bye jersey ❤️#personal
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