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our-inspire-verse · 2 months

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Fuck ptsd.

I literally thought i found the blog of an Ex bc it had the same format as their posts and i got so sick and dizzy my head started hurting. Fuck it even had the same fandom they tried to force on me. Christ. Please god just. Fucks sake they were everywhere, and now they can be anywhere, and im not tryna interact.

Lmao if yall see this i want you to block me, on god you wanted me gone so make like what vox demanded and stay gone you rats.

You know exactly who you are and what you did and you know exactly why im talking this way. Otherwise

Holy shit yall that was fucking. A lot to deal with im having trouble breathing. The shower will surely help, so imma make like i did the first day i fronted and cure us of this rancid.

#fizzarolli #ptsd #jesus christ i just had a fucking flashback man #like. idk whyd that all have to go down how it did. im still living in the aftermath and yea it was my choice but cmon man really #and THAT fandom? THAT intensely? i shoulda went back home.#im back now anyway and i got so much stuff to do tho #everyrhing gonna be okay. thag WASNT EVEN MY TRAUMA I WASNT FORMED FOR THAT #let alone near front #but fuck man yall hear that i think parts of me were evident throughout our whole life? whyd i wanna be a trapeze artist as a kid #system babbles #vent #fictive #introject

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