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I miss my school's old library...
#it used to be SO BIG and there was an entire area for computers and a place to sit around#and my english teacher had a knitting club going on which is why i know the very basics#but then lockdown happened and after it the library moved because they had to accommodate for another school..#everything is so cramped now...
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Cw: Eggs, gn! User so mpreg if you are a guy, very self indulgant
The life as a family head can become quite frustrating, especially having to work in a high stress environment everyday, countless responsibilities weighing down on his shoulders and his own 'family' to take care of, while keeping up with the appearances and his reputation . It's used be a frustrating routine, but now Sunday had his salvation, his beloved, you.
Now everyday was exciting, as after long hours work, instead of going back to an empty cold house, he gets to be in your arms. His once empty and soulless abode, now filled with clitters of decor, and having a personality, making the mansion feel like a real home.
And recently, his staff has started noticing the way he had started to impatiently tap his feet whenever he had to stay even 1 minute overtime, or how on every break he would always on a call talking in a loving concerned voice.
Everyday Sunday rush back home, hurriedly changing his clothes, and getting himself cleaned up before entering in your shared bedroom with a big smile on the sight he was daily greeted with.
Leaning on the doorframe, just staring at the bed and just how much he cherishes to be able to see his mate, all curled up bed, arms wrapped around a big gold tinted egg, napping, nesting.
For him it's the cutest sight, sneaking in few pics of you and your egg ever so often, his little treasure.
You are the light of his world, and he likes to show his affection by actress of services, taking care of you and letting you take break from taking care of the egg, whenever he's home. Love giving you massages, knowing how much it helps your strained body and holding you in his lap while you hold the egg.
And he never forget the day he woke up, at the tiny cracking noises, being a light sleeper he was first to wake up, his calm demeanor nowhere to be found, as he hurriedly woke you up, his voice loud in excitement.
You were just half awake, when suddenly there was your egg in your arms, and a tiny feet peeking out.
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"Oh my god! The baby is coming out!!" You yelled in panic and suprise, shocked at how fast things were going, one second you were in dreamland and next you were suprised by a baby in your arms, kicking the shell of their egg, whine making the cutest noises, as your lover hold you from behind, supporting you.
It might all be too sudden but, everything was just fine. Just perfect. Just a dream of the new born Aeon....
#i'm having so bad cramps right now TT#cw eggs#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr sunday#sunday#honkai star rail x reader#sunday x reader#sunday hsr#hsr x reader#hsr sunday x reader#everything is fine#everything is a dream#if it isn't obvious the story is Sunday's dream after he was successful in his plan for submerging everyone in the sweet dreams#low effort post
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So because for whatever reason, TFA Sentinel has been incredibly prevalent in my mind today, I decided I might as well draw him
The first big issue was drawing that goddamn face. The big chin caused problems for me because it changes how I need to draw the face. So he didn’t really end up looking great on my first try (top left)
But by the second drawing I found a way, one that stuck throughout the rest of the drawing as I had the sketch on hand to look at. This is how I had it for that last one
But yeah, scheming Sentinel probably ended up turning out the best in my opinion
I still need to work on his body proportions though, the bottom left especially is pretty wonky. But maybe with some more practice I’ll get it down more
It’s the shovel things on his shoulder that get me the most, I feel like I make them too small but also they cover too much area at the same time
The bottom left I drew because one of my references made me realize he had some absolutely huge hands

Due to proportion wonkiness, I don’t think I made them big enough to convey the actual point, but at least there’s the ref to get what I’m saying
The bottom right meanwhile I drew mostly because I wanted to draw him with big shook eyes. Then I made it a reference to when I tried to draw TFA Optimus by making him shocked by TFO Sentinel
But yeah, I think it turned out relatively well, and I wouldn’t mind drawing him more. Should probably try drawing him with Optimus in all honesty, and maybe Elita/Blackarachnia
I really don’t know why he’s a favorite of mine, but he is. He’s a little bastard and I like seeing him suffer
Maybe it was the fanfic, maybe it wasn’t. I don’t know but he’s mine now
But I’m also really sad that he’ll never get the chance to have a proper character arc. I know I’ve spoken about it before, but I’m sad about it again. Granted, the show might never have given him one (and tbh I kind of lean more on the idea that he wouldn’t) but that’s one of the beauties of cancelled seasons, you can imagine anything was going to happen if it was plausible enough
I think he needs to properly suffer before getting a proper arc though. Or I guess have that be what drives him to change his ways. Not really sure what the suffering would be though, since I don’t think getting punished for his shadiness as acting Magnus would do that, it’d be more comeuppance than anything
I’m thinking it should deal with his organic phobia, like have him be made a techno-organic or something, if only temporarily. But even if temporary, he has to properly suffer like that for a while, maybe gaining more of an understanding of what Blackarachnia’s gone through and/or more of an understanding of organics
Honestly considering Blackarachnia was going to be the villain of Season 4, it probably wouldn’t be that implausible, I just don’t know if they would. And it’ll never happen anyways, so who cares?
Ah well, I suppose. That’s what fanfiction is for. So I need a multi chapter fanfic about a Sentinel redemption arc. Maybe it could be me one day, but I don’t have the commitment for that right now, just like every other idea I had
Anyways, I’m getting carried away now. Sentinel is neat and I don’t care if people hate him, he’s special to me, even if I don’t know why
#I was gonna say something in the tags but I forgot what#I know this wasn’t it but honestly drawing the eye shades is more trouble than it seems#here I had the eyes be on a separate layer above but even then#maybe I just need to draw them bigger so my brush isn’t so cramped#not just with the eyes but with the everything#I do at least feel the urge to draw more half body sketches now instead of just heads#anyways#transformers#transformers animated#sentinel prime#tfa sentinel prime#my art
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You ever just get so overwhelmed you just


#sunny screams#I have a big test tomorrow on a subject I’m shit at my laptop I was doing work on just died the way I learned something was wrong and my#brain is worrying it’s the same for everything and I’m so close to failing a class and I’m having cramps and issues with people around me#Please just end me now#Holy shit and hallelujah
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I must've really pissed the Universe off to be getting sick while I'm on my period. 💀
#not only is everything above the neck uncomfortable#but so is the CRAMPING in my ABDOMEN 😍😍😍😍😍 /sarcasm#but fr like#idk guys if you wanna whump the fuck out of a character with my organs? this is a solid choice#now if you'll excuse me I'm going to suffer and work from home until I confirm what I have isn't you know what#silver says stuff
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Hey y’all I’m not dead, just in pain
#period cramps#tw periods#i hate cramps and everything else with periods#they suck#and now im wide awake at 2 so I might write some more rayllum fic
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#a good ol tag post for old time sake#so husband and I are beginning the “get Strange pregnant process”#obv tw for pregnancy and conception etc#but OMG I was fully unprepared for the HELL of the wait between the ovulation window and the “I can conceivably test now” point#like did I cry about xyz bc I cry at everything? or am i pregnant? or am i just PMS-ing#who the fuck knows?! i certainly dont#are those very minor cramps implantation or PMS??#We've only just started so this is literally my first month with this and I highly doubt we'll nail it (lol) in one#but also OMG im dyyingggg here#no advice needed or wanted at this point just needing to vent
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Good News for me, it seems like my application to the new apartment is being accepted :]
The leasing coordinator messaged me to say she's sending the lease to me to sign tomorrow, & so long as I submit the payment by the start of the term (April 30th), then the apartment will be Mine.......!!!!!
Wonderful News!!!
#speculation nation#honestly that's really not far from now. it's the last day i could have it start where id get the discount tho#dancing a little jig as i realize my apartment search is OVER!!! and i got my absolute first choice!!!!!#the 2 bed 2 bath WITH the rent discount!!!! yay!!!!!!#it was the last unit of that model available so i got nervous. but it all seems to be working out in the end :]#im gonna be living by So Many Things........ ehehehehe#i will also hope that i can in fact fit my bike in my car. bc i will not be within easy biking distance of the woods at new apartment#but i dont want to give up my woods bikes. i havent tried sticking it in there but it's got a decent size back so ??#if i put down the back seats then Hopefully..!!!!#gonna be by so many other things tho heheheheheh. and i'll have a GARAGE and IN-UNIT LAUNDRY and AN ICE MAKER!!!!!!!#and a walk-in shower!!!! walk-in closet!!!!! deep kitchen and bathroom cabinets!!!! the biggest bathtub ive ever owned!!!!!!#and the leasing coordinator mentioned how i could switch out the shower head if i wanted to. said while i was testing the water pressure#ougugjhghg and im gonna have that 2nd bedroom for my Workshop Room. which is to say. the room where my cats wont be allowed in#so i can get up to whatever i want in there without worrying about my cats mucking it up#maybe i'll even get into dice making like ive been wanting to!!! who knows!!!!! the world's my oyster!!!!!!!#once the apartment is 100% confirmed mine (and i also have the time for it) i want to take stock of all of my furniture#and make a plan for where i put everything in my new apartment. it should be Much less cramped than my current apartment is#i hope i have enough room to get a new bed frame tbh. idk when id do that but i wanna go to IKEA or smth and find smth that's like#like it's been my dream for a long time to have a bed with some kind of shelving attached to it. or drawers. a bed that is also storage.#IKEA seems like the place to go for smth like that that wouldnt entirely break the bank lol#probably a full or even a queen size... like i like my twin size top bunk but. i kinda do wanna have smth a bit more. adult i guess.#id still keep the current bed. put it in the spare room maybe. top bunk could be extra storage space lol#bottom bunk as an extra lounge area i guess. but also keeping them so i have an extra place or two for people to sleep#if i ever have anyone sleep over. hasnt really been a thing But who knows!! i could become the type of person who has guests overnight!!!#man now i wanna go look at IKEA beds. i dont even know if i'll be able to fit that bed yet (w/o it ending up cramped)#but im daydreaming..... very excited about having this new apartment.....
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they're in the finals TwT ohmygod my kids are in the finals. komano-kun oe-chan nishida taichi chihaya<3
#and now i am going to sleep so i can go to badminton practice in the morning and have my own rush of sports anime#i need to practise so bad after the one month break everything needs recalibration#hopefully my cramps aren't too bad when i wake up (pls plsplspls)#chihayafuru#i should have slept earlier but i just couldnt go to sleep without knowing the result of that match#this show is so good actually😭
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well...yesterday i felt like i'd get sick but i expected a cold or smth not me hanging out over the toilet for like 5hours!
i am doing better now (i can drink water again halle-fucking-lujah) but i did NOT need this good news: this means its over at the very least AND i got to use my cat-shaped-heatingpad i initially brought for period cramps but it worked wonders on normal stomach cramps too once i was able to stand up/move around a bit more
#txts#i am...............gonna do a lot of nothing thank you very much#they need to sell painkillers in syringes for self-use actually#doc: 'oh have you tried using vomex?'#sir i can't even hold a tenth of a sip of water down for more than 5 seconds#whATDO YOU THINK#no help in that regard#painkillers and not even anti-nausea stuff bc i wasnt feeling nauseous#i was just having cramps on my left stomach side and they fucked up every.damn.thing#and dont you DARE move bc every muscle twitch even in the legs reached that area#which irritated everything which meant more throwup#i am still so happy about the heatingpad#bc it meant i could get this to slooooowly relax#and doze off#and fall asleep even later only needing to throw up one last round#and now.....9hours later#i am good#headache and all but this is heaven in comparison(i hate stomach issues and all that comes w/ them)#a bit of a#rant
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big drawing on tablet is so scary... precise things on here feel so much harder bc my movement is so much more restricted. i cant pinch and rotate and zoom in freely like i could on my ipad, im pretty much restricted to preset rotation modes (as far as i can tell) and preset zooms (again, as far as i can tell)
#im gonna finish one drawing i was working on and then i think it's time to experiment again#pixel art is WAYYYYY too precise on here kjfhg i either need to change my methods or change my Everything#g pen maybe you'll finally see the light of day again#umm anyways time to try to sleep bc i work at 9am </3 hell on earth#my hand is cramping so bad how do you people do this kjfhkg. the evil pen... so thin. hand is now stiff :(#chat
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this week was so fucking long and i straight up feel like i dont have any executive functioning left and its making me feel insane. objectively everything is fine and nothing is actually wrong its just i dont have energy to work as hard as i have to on doing basic tasks of existence. which reminds me that i have to work really really hard at keeping up with the basic tasks of existence. which makes me want to crawl into a hole and never come out ever again.
#everything i eat is going straight through me in a bad way but im nauseous or dont want to eat most of the day#so im just constantly hungry but not able to eat anything#ive been on my period for the past week and a half because i tried to skip one w birth control and that didnt work#so now im having period...2! with cramps and etc#my room is disgusting and my trash is overflowing and dirty dishes are piled on my nightstand#im tired but i cant sleep well or get to sleep or stay asleep#and i cant ask for help because i wouldnt even know where to start or what to start with or even how i could get help#whatever its fine. at least i dont have covid anymore#personal#oh and im broke! cool
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Groin cramps are the worst. Feels like my body is like "Yeah yeah upper abdominal lower abdominal cramps, whatever. We really gotta focus on this area tho"
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Holy fuck
Thank the gods for heating pads
#jen talks#honestly im just complaining cause im sore and cranky#also its an experience i feel like i cant talk about all to much without making people uncomfortable#its such a new (relatively speaking) experience and its unpleasant and validating at the same time#and like boy howdy have mine gone hard#like ive spoken with some friends and it seems like the course im gonna take is to find out if ive got any extra bits#like theres a solid chance im intersex#just given everything from my childhood and how fucking painful my cramps are#but like when i was younger i thought i had “gas”#it usually only lasted like 3-4 days max but it happensd regularly for a long time#it was just something i had gotten used to and didnt think much of#my diet was trashy enough so it made sense to have some stomach issues#but then flash forward to now#what i have identified as period cramps as of last year#which up until i found out that trans girls can get periods. i wasnt aware of what it actually was#and the weird part is. asside from the intensity of the cramps#i remember this feeling#when i was younger and i got this pain#sometimes it was so ungodly that id end up vomiting and then passing out#but like it also got to the point sometimes where i couldnt even stand up straight#and given that perspective on what im experiencing NOW it kinda makes a lot of sense
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I’m writing my first fics for both Miguel and tengen respectively and I am????? so nervous????? I haven’t written anything outside of mha/jjk for so long and it’s scaring me. what if these other people boo me and throw tomatoes at me
#two years ago I wrote everything but bnha for a whole summer bc the fandom was draining for me#and it was SO FREEING#now I am but a mere little hermit crab used to being in the same safe space#especially since the kny fic is about grief and someone made it very clear that they weren’t happy about that idea lol#I wanna finish them tho!!! they’re both started and like 1-1.5k words each#I’m just struggling to get into the groove of writing again + they’re new characters for me!!!!#hopefully my cramps aren’t too bad this week so that I can finish at least one before the semester starts!!!#—in store chit chat! 🍫
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Aspiration Complete✅
🏔️❄️Week 4 | we went on a hike and completed the last bit of the aspiration (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵) when Shugo got home, he immediately got the new personality pop up☆*:.。.
#IM SO PROUD OF MY SHUGO BABY#❤️#not sure what to do now that we’ve completed the aspiration#helps#i only have it planned up to the bit whete Shugo and Alyssa get tgt#idk what to do after that;-;;#also i had to cramp everything into one screenshot#because i forgot to take any photos while on the hike💀#ts4#sims 4#simblr#sims 4 community#ts4 screenshots#ts4 screenies#sims 4 screenshots#sims 4 gameplay#ts4 story#sims 4 story#ts4 edit#sims 4 edit#in Love and Friendship#Alyssa Winkler*#Shugo Nomura*
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Today is good I think. My brain isn’t fully happy my body isn’t fully happy but I’m treating myself kindly anyways
#I hate you chemical imbalance in my brain everything is going so incredible and I’m still not happy I’m only content#I picked up weed went for a drive hung out with my mom swam in the pool sat in the sun took a warm shower got high#I think I might journal or read for a bit maybe do a face mask while I read and smoke#watching Rick and morty also counts as self care I think. season three specifically is self care. I know pretty much all the words I’m just#mouthing along the entire epsidoe it’s heavenly#I think I might paint my nails too hmm am I feeling masculine enough to present fem recently. thank you buzzcut I love you buzzcut#I also did my eyeliner today and wore my cute earrings#did I post pocket joe on my dash. I think I forgot him there and he’s gonna be in the car all weekend in an airport parking lot lmao whoops#sorry pocket joe. I’m watching pickle rick epsidoe it’s so good. it’s beautiful out today even tho it’s sunny and I don’t think I’m burnt so#that’s incredible and then also when I took my warm shower I used my body scrub I haven’t used in like months and now my arms and legs feel#super soft it’s fantastic I am in a good mood today I just have to think really hard to actually feel it bc I have a headache and cramps#(still. not. fucking. bleeding. ANGRY.)#and I’m still sad about my middle school teacher dieing but I’m trying not to think about it so it’s fine
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