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silusvesuius · 1 month

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testing out drawing maormer 🪸🐚🪸 and a nelvas 🧣📜🩷 i'll ramble about maormer a bit in the tags

#tes #skyrim #my art #do you like my nelvas emojis🧣📜🧣📜 get it? scarf🤗 and scroll🤗 Everything hurts sofucking bad #anyways i talked about them wif my friend quite a bit i basically 'agree' w/ everything that is written about them && their biology in -#- canon; except tes is very much all Talk and no good actual visual presentation of what it's talking about #cus all of the maormer look like garboooo likeee what am i looking @#but since this is just a first test i think i'll keep playing around with their looks later; they are most close to altmer obvi in the -#- sense of how 'mutated' they r. however maormer are more gross looking for the typical human #they do have flat faces and alldat in canon already but i want them to just have nostrils and no real nose bridge #and they have no lips😝 they also have very visible gums. && have anglerfish teeth #what would be fur on other mer is just scales on them and is placed is scattered in the same places #i was thinking of making swimming most comfortable for them so i gave them more fins #they'd have them on arms and legs and the hair on the tail for them is just a big fin🐠#as for hair i'm thinking of them having none of it at all bcos it looks sooooo ugly on them it's very unnerving to see hair on fish #either no hair at all or something with a different texture. like slimy silky thin seaweed #or the hair that m*necraft striders have LMAO #webbed fingers is cuuuute they'd have webbed armpits like they're those flying rodents🐿 lol #i'd place their gills on both the neck and their ribs #whenever they wear clothes they tie their arm and leg fins up ; i think from birth they just stay in water until they hit puberty and -#- r able to actually walk around #another cute fact is that males and females wud look literally the same almost (women are flat chested too)#fish fish fish #maybe i'll rethink some stuff. i still wanna draw fish babies #but in reality i think even the mere existence of maormer is very pointless bc they don't really matter at all do they #tes lore is soooo overstuffed that's why i don't know anything about it my time is so valuable to meLMFAOAOOO #saw a typo in this sorry i'm just chill like that

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verflares · 4 months

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some doodles for a skyward sword zelink modern au concept ^_^ the details of which are only known to me and 4 other people probably 👍

credit to @linkvcr for their uns + their fits and for going crazy with me over them always hehe

#demonkingsblade666 said: your boyfriend is ugly af (Comment deleted by moderator: SwordThatSealsTheDarkness)#zelda is probably also official.zelda on other platforms. something like that. i think she has a million followers on everything #zelink #skyward sword #loz #link #zelda #princess zelda #loz au #ss link #ss zelda #sorry if this looks a lil messy ive been testing brushes out + deliberately trying to make sure i dont go overkill on anything LOL #at least not for a lil while. i am also doodling stuff thats too spicy to share on here or maybe not till i can do a bigger art dump #so ummm yeagh please bear with me ^_^ love you and everyone ever

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tragicotps · 8 months

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Marisa Coulter + Stelmaria Bonus:

#marisa coulter #stelmaria #his dark materials #hdm #hdm edit #marisa x stelmaria #so many lost opportunities here not making them interact at all imo #s1 did it better #s3 is only about making entrances and exits lol #their daemons are mostly just background props #so many things couldve been said without saying anything at all by using them in other ways #most of the time they're not even in the scene while I feel they shouldve been #anyways i wanted to make a set with marisa an stelmaria in the same frame #which was like a needle in a haystack in itself #I'm very interested in what their dynamic would be like #this show would have been better with 12 eps instead of 8 per season everything felt rushed #my edit #mine #gifs look ugly but okay #dont know why im ranting about this 5 years after the show ended 😂

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orcelito · 5 months

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Super sexy me is so sexy I accidentally set off the fire alarm while baking pie shells for my pumpkin pie. And now I don't know if I should've even baked them in the first place. But well. Too late now 👍

#speculation nation #i am not a fucking baker so something always goes wrong when i make these pies 😭😭😭#but i am craving my grandma's pumpkin pies... i gotta bake them myself if i want them rn...#see the thing is ive previously bought pre-baked like. graham crusts #but i was like 'that crust sucks lets get a different thing'#so i got tbis dough shit that i put into pans. the box said to bake it. and so i was like ok cool #then as they were in the oven i looked at the pumpkin pie recipe for starting the filling #and then saw that it says 'unbaked shells' and so 😥😥😥😥#but too late now and it worked fine with the graham. and well. the filling is what i care about the most.#the crusts are just an excuse for having pie filling.#anyways i did set off the alarm. i think it's bc the oven was on so hot #the box says 450 which is hotter than i ever usually do. the pies themselves ask for 350 #so well i turned the oven off and i have the microwave fan running #which oh yeah the fucking handle to my microwave fucking broke. it fucking broke.#i think i'll duct tape it or smth lol. microwave itself works fine still. and i dont want people in my apartment.#it's just the bottom part but it sure did just. splinter off. that shit is Broke broke.#and i scared the shit outta my cats And me with that damned alarm. and now i am just waiting.#calming down some. chilling the crusts. soon i will resume making the pie filling.#it's not like it even takes much time i am just. Nervous now.#i wanna let the oven cool off more b4 i have it going for like 45 mins lol #the crusts are kinda ugly. one of them is inflated on the bottom. these pies r going to be disasters.#so long as they still taste good......thats what i care about the most...#maybe my crusts will end up nuclear... if that happens tho ill just eat the filling out of the crust... its fine... ill be fine...#😭😭😭😭😭😭 why is everything so hard

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widevibratobitch · 11 days

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do i really want this relationship to continue tho if i genuinely feel worse after every interaction with her and she is in 89% responsible for my already precarious self esteem crashing and plummeting most severely in the span of just three years?

#aside from everything else she literally ruined my face for me lol #never before uni did i think that i was genuinely ugly. like i never thought i was beautiful or anything #but i was like yeah ok this is fine i can work with that my face is cool #i didnt even notice my nose or the colour and shape of my eyes and i actually liked my lips lol well not anymore 🤡#[girl who is your friend voice] yeah my eyes are blue yours are more the colour of idk a swamp or sth.#yeah you do kinda have a big potato nose. and yeah no my lips are bigger actually see #i have this like aristocratic type of features im good for playing countesses and stuff... you're more of a soubrette kind of face tho #idk people often tell me i look like young meryl str/eep (she does tho) haha omg you know who you look like?? d/olora z/ajick! <3 literally!#omg sorry im not trying to be mean look she's not that ugly!#:)#and like the worst part is she's right! she's right. completely.#the only thing i KNOW im better at is like. Being on stage. yes she's prettier yes she's sexier but i know i have a better stage presence #this is the only thing in my life im confident in. i KNOW what to do on stage. i CAN act. im not the best but im genuinely Good.#and like. so what lol it's literally worthless when juxtaposed against alllllll the other things she's winning at #'im worthless and no one wants to fuck me' is what im getting from this relationship. but sometimes it's funny ig

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ghost-proofbaby · 1 year

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i wanna see ur tattoo!! how did it go!!

it went so well!!! right now it’s just the entire outline, and i’ll be going in monthly to get shading and detailing done in small chunks 🖤

below the cut is photos. please be gentle i know my arm is fat haha

#thank u ily #ghost’s tatties #don’t mind the awkward angles lol #there’s also a huge peony spanning the back of my shoulder <3 #it’s everything i wanted and MOOORE #so excited 😭#look away from my fat rolls too i had to dress ugly because ink and comfort

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crybaby-bkg · 1 month

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just watched the angry black girl and her monster and why did it genuinely make me so goddamn sad

#the idea that death is merely a disease that can be cured #and everything going wrong but somehow getting it right in the very end #as if your mistakes didn’t just cost you the lives of so many UGH #and the idea that a black persons anger is what makes them monstrous even when they’re literally just standing there #ugly crying I lovedddd that movie #even tho I had to look away for the gory stuff LOL #—in store chit chat! 🍫

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fandom-fae · 8 months

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why is there no actually good music app :/

like i’m using apple music and most of it works okay but the search function sucks so bad and i considered switching to spotify a while ago so i tried that out for a bit but holy shit the user interface sucks so much. the only good thing there are the user created playlists

and why youtube music and amazon music suck is obvious probably lol

#literally i have to say apple music is so close to being good enough but its not and i doubt they’re ever gonna fix that stupid search thing #like it can’t be that hard yall #youtube can do it. spotify can do it. so why can’t apple 😤😡#ahkdbdkfn #but i also don’t value that enough to switch to spotify bc i rly don’t want to torture myself with that infuriating ui (no offence but i #dislike it immensely lol)#like who tf thought itd be a good idea to put everything into playlists???? like stop it bro don’t do that to me #and why the heck can’t i change the name of that default playlist :(#also the software is just kinda ugly ngl #but if the rest was good i could try to look past that but its just not #:/#i mean i do have to say there are also music apps i havent tried yet but i feel like if the megacorps can’t do it then the smaller ones are #probably also not better?? bc like how yk? anyway yeah idk idk #rant rant rant #moi #ignore this i just needed to complain bc ut rly annoyed me today #uwu

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eoinmcgonigal · 10 months

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So I saw a post about tumblr wanting to try this 'communities' thing, and I just gotta vent/say my piece. (the tl;dr is 'fuck that shit')

1. I really hate the current trend of fracturing and fragmenting things down into little pieces so they can be categorised into boxes. That's not natural. (Also, discord pushing threads, which I already detest for 1) making me feel like I'm gonna hurl from the violently dissonant, ugly layout, 2) the severely narrow topic problem, and 3) how neurodiverse-hostile they are.)

Like, naturally conversations meander. If you're only allowed to discuss one topic, it's gonna be stifling. You WILL run out of things to say. Making another little box isn't going to fix it, it'll just add to the clutter

2. Quite importantly, honestly, just stop fucking changing shit. It's unnecessary

3. It's not going to be neurodiverse-friendly. As if fandom hasn't changed enough to become increasingly unfriendly to people who are just here to enjoy their hyperfixation and/or special interest. I don't need another thing to learn to navigate. I don't need another place with different rules to carefully traverse. Yes, I'm fandom old and salty. I'm AuDHD and a spoonie with about half a spoon to spend on a good day. I do not have the energy to do all this switching about and jumping from thing to thing. It's exhausting. I want everything where I can find it, and where I can be passionate without having to perform tasks like it's some customer service job, or job interview

4. FOMO shit is toxic. This whole 'be a part of the thing!' necessity if you want to 'engage' or see the conversations and 'content'. Why? I guess it's a social media model that drives engagement, but the stress of it is going to fuck people up. What if you don't have the time, energy, health, spoons, social skills, etc? I have no idea how much interacting will be expected with other people in the 'community' but I can see it becoming a twitter-like circlejerk, and if you're not one of the 'in' crowd doing your required interaction/reblogging/commenting then you might as well not exist to that fandom/group

5. From the description, it looks like these things will be ripe for drama, toxicity, clique shit, becoming echo chambers, etc. because 'semi public' means you gotta opt in/join in some way and whatever's said isn't visible to any old user

Like, who is going to create and mod these things? Who decides what the rules are? What if your fave is 'problematic', or your kink is 'gross' (if nsfw is allowed at all), your take doesn't fit with fanon, or you are just a bit weird and people shun or turn on you for that?

I hope I'm wrong and either these things never happen or they're not as bad as I fear, but fuck sakes I have the above worries because it's shit I've seen happen time and time again, and I don't want to see given a place here

Also, genuinely, what the fuck is tumblr going to be like if you can't/don't want interact with these community things?

Quickly, 6. it creates an 'us' (in crowd) vs. 'them' (not part of our gang)

And then 7. who is going to be dominant in these 'communities'?

Yes, I'm upset right now, because tumblr was just fine (well, fine enough) until this point. I mean:

We have the ability to make sideblogs! (My Star Wars sideblog from... well a decade ago oops... is still out there, I don't touch it any more but I left it up for people to go through). Tumblr even made it so we can reply with sideblogs, which was a very neat update.

Tags!! I don't think it's as usual these days for people to go through tags to find new content, but that's how I do it, how I've always done it, and how I always intend to do it. I'm not following everyone who makes an SAS:RH post. I love you guys, but no. My dash would cause me to have a panic attack. It's already too much for me most days.

EFFORT!!!! I can be here every day full-time doing Stuff if I want! Or I can zone out for weeks if I want/need, materialise and contribute a silly meme, then drift off into the sunset again. If I 'miss' anything, I can go back through the tags, or scroll someone's blog. But honestly, who notices/cares on here if someone lurks or goes afk for a bit. It's super low pressure, because I'm doing what I can/want when I can/want

I want to opt in/out on my own time and terms. The thought of having to be part of a 'community' so I can see/not miss Content TM is freaking me out. I don't want there to be an 'appropriate' time window to interact with things like there is on other social media sites.

So, idk how the shit will look, but I don't agree with making things harder for people to access/find. I won't be posting stuff 'semi-privately'.

And you know what's super upsetting? The thought that I won't be able to see conversations and creations for things I love, because they're hidden away behind some complex new social thing I can't navigate. (Which is already an off-putting, ostracising problem on discord.) That's not how fandom communities should be.

The thought of there being less stuff 'out there' because it's in some 'community' somewhere... really not the direction I'd ever hope this site wold go in

I'm fuckin exhausted. Just lemme do my fandom whateverness without having to perform to some arbritary social interaction standard/requirements that I neither understand nor can do

#i want to murder discord threads because this feels like similar bullshit that's just gonna exclude people #JUST PUT SHIT WHERE PEOPLE CAN ACCESS IT EASILY #aim to be as inclusive as possible with as wide an audience and engagement as possible!#why is that so damn fucking hard?#also lol how long until they'd turn communities into a subscription thing or something #they keep changing shit and the newer people to things like discord and tumblr and fandom in general have no idea what it was like before #things have not always been this bad!#they were bad in other ways but nothing as exhausting as this social-media-model bullshit #yes i'm very fucked up over discord's update #i detest threads with a violent passion there's no fucking need to separate everything out until nothing is left in the channel #i can't even turn the ugly icon off in servers i own #i miss irc #i miss forums #i didn't like lj that much but goddamn #i miss pre-jumbled-up-tags tumblr #i miss pre-threads discord #we do not fucking need this change but it's being shoved down our throats because investors want to see new shit #i'm off to see if i can fix discord so i don't nearly throw up when i open it #the horrible thing is that it looks faintly passable in light mode but i can't read in light mode and you get light or dark and nothing els #personal #vent #just in case anyone hides those tags idk this has been a vent post #i'll go back to rogues soon

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darkmothsy · 10 months

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Didn't really feel like myself yesterday. Usually, I have a blast hosting "holidays" and events but I just wasn't doing too hot. Still had a fun time seeing everyone. But i hid in the bathroom and took a bunch of selfies instead since socializing was hard, I felt uncomfortable in my skin, and weird about how I looked

#personal #using tumblr as my diary again #alt mom #dyed hair #makeup #snapchat filters #alt #casual goth #goth mom #don't feel real #hate my body and everything else about me #mentally elsewhere #hot mess #fucking sick of my own shit #eating disorders don't work on me the way i want them too and its so annoying #ugly af #lol maybe not but i dont look the way i want or the way i think i look

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sysig · 3 months

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Featured - me, fully certain I will make this craft in This Exact Sequence, with These Exact Pieces, and Do Not Need to label or set things in particular order or prepare or anything:

Me, a fool:

#So anyway the lid piece is looking independently beautiful but the Problem with that is that there was Meant to be another ugly conjoining #piece under its skin Before I made it beautiful on all outsides #So it's a lovely singular puzzle piece with all the corners shorn off from the still-needing-to-be-assembled puzzle #This is not the end of the world I can simply add the less aesthetic piece to the exterior of its pretty skin but it will be Less Pretty #It is Not my favourite But!! This is my first attempt at This Kind of craft and I allowed myself to not know what I was doing #So even tho I was Totally Convinced that I would do it Even Better than the instructions I was using #Such is the hubris of man #Genuinely tho I think it's turning out nice for basically being like 75% scrap :)#Finally got to use those failed Vargas covers cough remind me to measure at some point #That said I've done basically no measuring for this and I enjoy that very much lol #If not for the Order of Events I would be at zero miscalculations! Everything was so going to plan!!#Anyway I need to go to the library and do some printing and pick a colour to use as backing but hmngh I'm out of black and grey #I guess I could double up with white but I'm running low on that too!#Project has gotten totally out of hand lol ♪#Taking it slow - clearly not slow enough lol - but still enjoyable even over the course of A While to complete :)

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junkdyke · 1 year

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#i know my period is coming so i am keeping that in mind #but im just feeling so fucking sad and defeated and frustrated #like why is it so fucking hard for me to get clients i dont know what im doing wrong #like are they just ugly #feels like im never gonna be able to afford to move out of my homophobic ass house at this rate #idk if i just need to find a new studio but like i dont want to leave #and one of my “”best friends“” isnt even talking to me anymore #lol like everything just feels shitty rn #only mild encouragement is so many people looked through my flash book and kept saying “oh look how cute!”#and picked my design from the free tempt tattoos we were giving out #but then like why is it so hard to get actual CLIENTS #just rlly defeating #personal

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katagawajr · 1 year

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why does the cover for the blands lore/art book look so bad 💀