it's the third time I'm writing this thing omg
(cw for religious themes under the cut)
alright so I'm trying to analyze how vessel lyrics have kind of a prayer vibe to me
but every time I've tried that so far i felt like i was repeating myself and so i gave up but now I'll try again
it's terrifying to me how the clique identifies with tyler's songs, even tho we're all so different from one another... and the reason i started enjoying tøp songs in the first place is because he's able to put into words things i felt and whenever i tried to explain no one would really get it (not even my therapists lol)
especially for god related things.. like in fake you out (where to me is like "god says he's with me but I don't feel it like everyone else does" and "am i faking out god's voice or is he actually talking to me", and how god talks in the silence overall, but we're sometimes scared to hear what he has to say)
and DO NOT GET ME STARTED WITH ODE TO SLEEP seriously i will start a thread for this later because how else can someone interpret this other than a prayer??? like a desperate one, he literally says he won't tell us who he's singing for and is afraid to say whom he adores (which also common theme amongst christians, specially younger ones like tyler was when he wrote that probably) and he asks why are the demons (which can either be literal or metaphorical ngl) won't let him go if he's not important enough to ruin their plans, asking god to tell them how he has no plans for him (not sure if this is common logic but like, if a person is spiritually important i.g. is meant to become someone crucial to god's plan and help people, the logic is that the demons don't want that and they'll do what they can to prevent it from happening which is intrusive thoughts and such). and then with "metaphorically I'm a whore and that's denial number four" i read that as sometimes sounding a bit insane when talking about religion but that's a bit of a stretch
also tyler how dare you i will travel the world to tell you otherwise, of course god has plans for you and of course you're important bruh hope you see that now you dummy
anyways, there's more songs i see that, but they're from self titled and rab, i might make a part 2 of this or maybe not idk
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woah more music rants don’t mind me I’m rambling
I LOVE TWENTY ONE PILOTS.
Their music is very relatable in strange ways :33
“I ponder of something great
My lungs will fill and then deflate
They fill with fire, exhale desire
I know it's dire, my time today
I have these thoughts so often, I ought
To replace that slot with what I once bought
'Cause somebody stole my car radio
And now I just sit in silence”
from car radio^
I feel like this a lot?? Like it’s hard for me to be quiet because if I am, my brain doesn’t stop thinking, so I tend to talk/make noise ig
“Yeah, they might be talking behind your head
Your exterior world can step off instead
It might take some friends and a warmer shirt
But you don't get thick skin without getting burnt”
from the hype^
real.
“Don't you shy away
Manifest a ceiling when you shy away
Searching for that feeling
Just like an "I love you"
That isn't words
Like a song he wrote, that's never heard
Don't you”
yeah idk I’m not gonna explain them all :3
“When you get home
You barely recognize the pictures they put in a frame
'Cause you shed your modesty
Don't circle the track
Take what you have
And leave your skin on the floor”
both from shy away^
also I use twenty one pilots to get HYPED up their songs are very fun to sing.
”I'm so afraid
Of what you have to say
'Cause I am quiet now
And silence gives you space
I'll never be, be what you see inside
You say I'm not alone, but I am petrified
You say that you are close, is close the closest star?
You just feel twice as far, you just feel twice as far”
from fake you out^
“I-I-I've got a migraine
And my pain will range from up down and sideways
Thank God it's Friday 'cause Fridays will always
Be better than Sundays 'cause Sundays are my suicide days
I don't know why they always seem so dismal
Thunderstorms, cloud, snow and a slight drizzle
Whether it's the weather or the letters by my bed
Sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head
Let it be said what the headache represents
It's me defending in suspense, it's me
Suspended in a defenseless test
Being tested by a ruthless examinant
That's represented best by my depressing thoughts
I do not have writer's block, my writer just hates the clock
It will not let me sleep, I guess I'll sleep when I'm dead
And sometimes death seems better than the migraine in my head”
From migraine^ sorry that one is super long.
Thanks for reading this, if you did :,) I just need to ramble abt them
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i'll never be
be what you see inside
you say i'm not alone but i am petrified
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You say that you are close, is close the closest star? You just feel twice as far. You just feel twice as far.
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you say that you are close
is close the closest star?
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Not me completely unprovoked creating new moodboards for my own fics 🤷🏼♀️ maybe more to come, maybe not. Who knows?
Be My Adventure
Fake You Out
Moratorium
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This whole album is underrated icl
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