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omg it’s been a while uh

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the goths who says that sopor aeternus isn’t goth music makes me want to rip my skin off

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how i feel everytime a blog find and posts something i already found and wanted to post

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take that will probably make some people mad: the whole “you don’t have to dress goth to be goth” is kinda bullshit to me.

let’s all be serious for 1 sec, no one is gonna call someone who dresses “basic” af with light colors and who doesn’t have a “crazy” hairstyle, goth even if they listen to the music.

not only that but dressing the part is one of the most fun things in the subculture and can make you feel like you belong in a community.

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I saw your post about goth fashion and I feel like people who shame goths for "not looking the part enough" ignore the fact that some goths are trapped in abusive close minded religious households with their freedom of self expression restricted and then there's some goths with sensory issues. As a goth person who grew up in a "christian" fundamentalist cult with no freedom to dress how I wanted, this kind of mindset hurts to see. When I used to look "basic", a bunch of punks and their two goth friends still accepted and welcomed me into their community because they knew that although I wasn't dressed alternative, they still knew that I love the same music they loved and respected and adopted the leftist ideologies, we did this with other fellow alternative kids who looked "NoRmAl" and we all loved them and we were there for each other no matter what. Now that I'm an ex fundie I'm allowed to dress how I want now, however I don't go around making people feel bad for not looking and dressing like me because what if they're in the same situation I was in growing?? Try giving your fellow goths/alternative people who are in those horrible situations love, guidance and encouragement instead of thinking you're better than them because they look "basic".

i totally agree with you, i’m aware of people not being allowed to dress the way they want bc of their families. however that’s not what my post was about.

i was criticizing the hypocrisy of goths saying “you don’t have to dress goth to be goth” and giving my opinion, re-read the post pls.

and idk how you understood that i felt like i was better than people who dresses “basic” bc nowhere did i express that

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idk hiii

hey, so as you guys noticed, ive not been present anymore on here. but as some of you may know i have a pinterest where i make boards but also post a lot of lost goth/alt content that i find (whether it's music related or fashion)!

here's the link to my pinterest if you miss my content: https://pin.it/1wq8GHrf6 (also put a link in the source, it's easier i guess)

just please, if you plan on reposting my old web finds on here or anywhere else, just put a link to my pinterest, because as i've said before, it takes me a lot of time and work to find these lost pics.

now for my tumblr, i won't delete it or giving up on it! i always give up on all of my social medias accounts and always come back lol

anyways, hope you enjoy my content over there!

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Fuck spuffy shippers, fuck spike

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stop

i wish people wouldn't repost the shit i find through the wayback machine on pinterest. like, it take hours for me to find stuff, i make boards on my own pinterest, organize and make them as complete as possible before making them public for everyone to enjoy them.

i've been making archive boards for months now. of bands, old goth clothing brands, old goth websites, pics of goths, shit that is almost lost. i try to not post everything here yet bc, like as i expected, people would post them on pinterest and take credit. and if i make my boards public, people will post them on here. so i feel so stuck and annoyed.

it's one person specifically that i am talking about, we're mutuals on pinterest, maybe here as well, and it pisses me off. i don't even want to post my finds on this blog anymore.

anyway, find your own shit by yourself and link the sources

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i love my new theme SO MUCH

also changing my username soon, maybe tomorrow

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Fav moots?

@switchbladefairy @violetbudd @violetprison16 @x-cheyanide-x !!

i don't really talk to my mutuals that much but i love their blog sm <3

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Katie is a copy cat and a very manipulative and gaslighting person. I don't get why people are friends with her on here. Girl is WEIRD.

i don’t know her personally, we were just mutuals on here and on spacehey for a short time, but yes from what i’ve heard, what she’s doing is very creepy

she even pretend that someone else is copying her when she herself is copying someone, it’s really weird

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some slipknot fans need to start realizing that the band is just business and merchandise now (and has been for years)

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days are getting colder and dark purple is getting to me again, still love my purpely pink aesthetic though, idkkk what to doooo

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Any band recommendations?

it depends what genres you’re into, but I recommend sanguis et cinis, diva destruction, lazy lane, eths, bella lune, rasputina

i listen to a lot more genres and i’m really bad at recommending stuff so if you want, just go to my Spotify !

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Do you have a fav Diva Destruction song?

oooh im really bad at choosing favorites. i think it's a tie between the broken ones and lover's chamber, but here's my top 5 (not ranked):

lover's chamber

valley of the scars

the broken ones

when trees would dance

in dreaming

(bonus!) run cold

ty for asking!!

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hi, I know you know about Katie. I just wanted to warn you that she's more than just a copycat. she's a stalker, manipulator, and compulsive liar. She's even had someone get a restraining order against them and she "chooses" her mental illness based off of who she's currently obsessed with. She's dangerous. please stay safe <3

hii, yes i know that, the person she's copying rn talked about it. idk if she's the one who got the restraining order, but if she did, i'm glad for her bc what katie is doing is scary. she even found her personal facebook.

copying someone is one thing, but copying their mental illness?? that's crazy. she really needs to stop, i wish i could do something for the person she's stalking rn

but thank you and don't worry, i don't think im her target rn lol <3