#famous prophets (stars) plays in my head everytime i think of him

[parkercore-69]

resonating with abed a little bit TOO much recently, because i too feel like i’ve been passing through life never really understanding the people around me and never really understanding myself, either. Connecting with society through movies and tv and using what I’ve analysed in film to try and make sense of people, yet still being thrown in a loop whenever someone does something I can’t personally ever imagine my own self doing.

and THEN, finding someone who I thought I understood perfectly and vice versa. Finally finding someone who’s mannerisms I could read like a large print book and who’s thoughts i could click together like lego. I felt like i could be fluently understood without any reasoning, like we were both speaking some language only we knew. Loving every moment i spent with them as if it was some sort of sacred experience I may never get to see again- but being ensured that this was forever. Yet, inevitably, being chucked back in the loop when they still leave and I find myself slowly forgetting words in a language that used to feel like second nature.

[bbologna]

I was tagged by maz @henriettia ty!!! <3

1. NAME: elicia 👀

2. NICKNAMES: i go by elis !, mostly online

3. ZODIAC SIGN: aquarius

4. HEIGHT: 5′6

5. LANGUAGES SPOKEN: english, nd like c2 french

6. NATIONALITY: british

7. FAVORITE SEASON: spring/autumn

8. FAVORITE FLOWER: lavender? R they flowers and orchids

9. FAVORITE SCENT: fresh linen in the airing cupboard, n that rainy day smell I think, I like a good fresh smell

10. FAVORITE COLOR: purple

11. FAVORITE ANIMAL: lil snakes , I rlly want a milk snake

12. FAVORITE FICTIONAL CHARACTER(s): I simply cannot think

13. COFFEE, TEA, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: tea

14. AVERAGE SLEEP HOURS: anywhere from 2 hours to 12

15. DOG OR CAT PERSON: I love both I'm sorry! I have 2 dogs and 1 cat I cant be having favourites

16. NUMBER OF BLANKETS YOU SLEEP WITH: 1, occasionally 2

17. DREAM TRIP: I wanna go back to paris/france n travel a it round europe I'd live to go to Italy too

18. BLOG ESTABLISHED: 2015?

19. FOLLOWERS: 65

20. RANDOM FACT: uhhhh I only have psych facts? U can live w half a brain which is groovy

Extra

1. LAST MOVIE I SAW: worlds end

2. LAST THING I GOOGLED: nintendo switch lite yellow (I wanted to see if I could afford it and I cannot)

3. FAVORITE MUSICIAN: car seat headrest is my fav too !!!!!

4. SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: white winter hymnal by fleet foxes for some reason??? Even tho I havent heard it in yonks

5. OTHER BLOGS: I have others but dont rlly use em @m0nomanic 4 poetry and art and @itsalwayssunnyongallifrey 4 cringe

6. DO I GET ASKS: rarely

7. FOLLOWING: like 700 odd

8. LUCKY NUMBER: 11

9. WHAT I’M WEARING: a big jumper

10. DREAM JOB: I think author/writer!! Or to be able to make things all day like a potter or Baker (I do work in greggs but it's not the same lol) or a florist, something wholesome and creative essentially// youth worker/ charity worker/ counsellor/psychiatrist type thingy which is more the path I'm following

11. FAVORITE FOOD: any type of pasta

12. INSTRUMENTS I PLAY: I play a few but barely : piano, guitar, uke, drums, I also played the ocarina for a bit when u was a kid

13. FAVORITE SONGS: famous prophets (stars) but I like minds too by csh/ how to disappear completely by radiohead rips my soul apart everytime/verbatim by mother mother bc bop/ nancy boy by placebo/ space song by beach house and I like levitation too/ these r just the top of my head I have So Many favourite songs tho

14. DESCRIBE YOUR AESTHETIC: plaid trousers, protest marches, when spring blends into summer n summer blends into autumn, campfires, clifftop walks, dyed/bleached/buzzed hair, anything in paris lol, idk thisnis hard uhhh, old postcards, victorian bric a brac (I have a phrenology head n I love him) uhhhhh angry graffiti (like when I see acab or fuck thr tories it gives me a buzz ) idk if these all count as aesthetic but hey ho ty for the tag its been fun

I'm gonna tag @bookrockshooter @chaoticeddie @striffyisme @art-e-m-i-s @cryrapie if u guys wanna have a go!! Also @constelsupernova I'm adding u on