#feb2024

[angeles-y-demonios-terrenales]

Sí pude y puedo; aunque en ocasiones la fuerza me falte; no implica que la valentía, no la poseo...

Mabel

[desorden-en-letras]

Recuerdo que cuando pasé por la peor etapa de mi vida, nadie me ayudó a sanar excepto yo misma. Nadie me ayudó a superarlo excepto yo misma. Nadie sintió por mí, nadie sabía lo rota que estaba Fui yo quien sanó sola. ¡Soy la persona más importante para mí!.

- Keren Oríah 🦋.

[turning-n-into-random-pokemon]

Swoobat and Luvdisc tied, so I just made them both. Imma just call these two a couple, do what you will with that information and have a happy valeNtiNe’s day!

[storiadinessuno]

🧸🍬

[spondeesoliloquy]

February 23

there are loves that do not end but only drift away, in orbits that move them far from where we are and who we are, in now. they’re waiting to come back. i know they are.

[dtau-villainous-flugs-journal]

Excerpt from the Journal of Dr. Flug Slys

• February 9th 2024

• 6:38 AM

Taking a brief moment before I start the morning routine to jot down what seemed to be a unique dream. And it really was just a dream, rather than a nightmare, thankfully.

Two whirling masses of something dark, with trailing tendrils coming from them, swirling around each other amongst a vastness of space with very few stars around them. As they moved I saw small bits of the dark material drop off and float away in all directions.

I don't always log my dreams, but it seemed unique in its abstract subject and seemingly emotionless effect that I figured it might be worth remembering.

I really hope Dementia hasn't gotten out of her restraints in the night again... I just got the last bit of the day glow paint from last time off of the bathroom ceiling...

[dollsontoast]

Trying to get back on track here after my winter break; I had no time to play with my dolls. :(

Love this Vita series but I'm done with Pop Mart.

[shashiethnic]

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[ignorememode]

[angeles-y-demonios-terrenales]

Fiódor Dostoievski

[desorden-en-letras]

La codependencia te mantendrá atrapada en ciclos de conformarte con menos de lo que mereces y apegarte a conexiones que no son para ti, hasta que te sientas segura con la soledad y te sientas cómoda estando sola.

Autor: Oxidado 🦋.

[turning-n-into-random-pokemon]

Can you make N into a decidueye?

Note: every 100 posts, a shiNy will emerge.

[spondeesoliloquy]

February 16

i will love the world a little better when i’ve a little more to love with. a candle stub cannot praise light with nothing left to give.

[dtau-villainous-flugs-journal]

Excerpt from the Journal of Dr. Flug Slys

February 11th 2024

7:30 PM

Dementia is getting "Game Night" snack foods all over the mansion floor and driving me out of my mind with her screaming and yelling at the TV.

Every year. EVERY. YEAR.

Dark Lord give me strength.

[inloveakosayooo]

Grabe talaga ano, ang hirap maging tao. May mga taong sunod-sunod ang problema at may mga taong isa nga ang problema pero hirap sila makabangon. Pero kung hindi rin dahil sa mga problema nila sa buhay hindi naman sila titibay, diba? Yung iba dun patuloy lumalaban, kaso rin yung iba sumusuko na. Iba ka parin talaga Lord. Ganun ka po talaga katiwala sa mga tao na in every struggles nila sa buhay kaya nilang lagpasan, I mean kaya naming lagpasan. Alam ko na halos lahat naman ng tao sa’yo pa rin lalapit, yung iba nga dun kinukwesto ka. Ikaw mismo. Ganun din kahina ang mga tao diba, paghindi na kinakaya tatakbo o lalapit sa malakas. Pero grabe ka po talaga, may mga oras na napapaisip na lang talaga ako. Yung mga suicidal attempts, pero naiisip ko palagi yung mga taong maiiwan ko if ever na mawalan man ako o gawin ko man yun. Kaya ako talaga, gusto ko pa magkababy pero ayoko ng mapagod. Iba talaga yung pagod na parang hindi mo alam kung anong pahinga ang kailangan mo. Mentally ba? Emotionally ba? Physically? Well, tinatry mo namang maging masaya, and I’ll always think of “I’m okay”. Pero yung mga ibang naiisip mo, kailangan mo na lang talang paniwalaan ang sarili mong “okay ka”, “kaya mo”, “kinakaya pa”.

Ang hirap maging tao.

Sabi ko nga, “Lord sana ginawa mo na lang po akong ibon..lilipad lang pero mamatay tragically.” o kaya pwede naman po ako maging isang bagay. Yung wala po bang emotions. Hays, ganito siguro talaga pagwala kang makausap tapos ang toxic ng paligid mo. Kaso kahit saan talaga yata magpunta puro toxic na talaga. Alam ko naman po Lord na hindi mo ko papabayaan, pero palagi ko parin pong dasal na bantayan, alagaan at wag nyo pong papabayaan ang pamilya ko specifically my kids. Kasi ako kaya ko naman po, kinakaya pa naman talaga. Kasi kailangan. Kailangan nila ako. Kaya siguro “kaila” ang pangalan ko. Kasi buong pamilya ko may kailangan sakin. HAHAHA! Damay mo na yung pamilya ko nung single pa ko.

Sabi ko lang ito hah, na hindi na talaga ako magkakababy kasi nga pagod na ko. Yes, I’m so tired taking care of “another” baby if possible. Grabe at the age po 30+ feeling ko talaga 50+ or 60+ na ko. Real talk and legit yung back pain. Well, it is really a blessing for having a baby and kids. But it takes a very long run for taking care of them.

Yung pagod na nararamdaman ko, siguro dahil ito sa pagiging Ina ko.

May inggit talaga ako sa mga babaeng single ngayon. They can do and go whatever and wherever they want.

Hindi rin naman ako nagsisi kung nasa ako dinala ng tadhana ngayon. Masaya? Oo naman. May mga bagay lang talaga na hindi pwede. Pero alam kong magagawa ko rin naman soon.

Kaya laban lang.. Kaya pa naman.

[violetbeam]

anybody else still a little freaked out abt the whole "ceo broadcasting trans woman's private sexual jokes in attempts to make her look predatory" thing? shout out to those of us who can't stop thinking about all the other times this happens to us 😻😻💯 i feel so comfortable here on tumblr i never feel like i'm being watched by tech giants 💗🤑 my privacy is not going to be retroactively briefed some day 💬💃👍‼️