#file this under

[nico-di-genova]

strollonso + marriage proposal.

Genuinely, thank you so much for sending this, it is such a simple request, and yet the idea of them married has now fully consumed me.

Warnings: NSFW, they are fucking nasty style.

The thing about them is that they’ve never been normal. Not when Fernando kissed Lance for the first time post Bahrain, all sweaty and roaming hands, crowding Lance against the door of his hotel room and then standing before his father the next day saying Lance was already like family. Not when Lance went down on him for the first time, choking himself on Fernando’s cock while the man sat on the phone with his engineer discussing set-up of his car. Normal was not something that came to them easily, Lance supposed their proposal wouldn’t be any different.

He just hadn’t expected Fernando to ask him right as he was bottoming out.

Right as Lance was muffling a moan into his pillow and gripping the plush material in his hands with white knuckles.

“Marry me,” Fernando grunts, and Lance hardly hears him over the blood rushing through his ears.

He moans as Fernando thrusts with practiced ease.

“Yes or no?”

Lance cannot even follow the question. He’s too busy thinking of how Fernando’s cock feels inside him, too busy arching and pushing back for more. Fernando gives it to him, leans forward so he can rest a hand on the mattress next to Lance’s face pushed into the pillow, his other hand gripping Lance’s hip tight enough to bruise.

When Fernando begins thrusting at a brutal pace Lance lets him. He lets punched out noises fall from his lips and tangle in the sweat soaked sheets beneath them.

When he comes, it’s with the shape of Fernando’s name in his mouth.

"You did not answer,” Fernando muses afterward. Lance’s head is resting on his bare chest, his fingers threading through sweat soaked strands of jet black hair.

“Answer what?” Lance mumbles, fucked out and limp against Fernando – like a sack of potatoes Fernando had once teased, boneless and immovable. He was falling asleep, his voice groggy with the promise of it.

“Marry me,” Fernando says again, a statement instead of a question.

“Later,” Lance grumbles, curling closer to Fernando.

He is rarely the little spoon, what with the size difference between them, but his thigh slots perfectly across Fernando’s hips and his head can rest nicely beneath his chin if he maneuvers enough. He can feel Fernando’s come dripping out of him, his own drying against his stomach, but the need to give into the oblivion of sleep is stronger than the need to shower.

“But yes?” Fernando asks, to which Lance makes a noise that might have been agreement, at least he aims for that.

It’s not romantic, certainly not how Lance thought his proposal would go. For one, he did not think he would be the one proposed to. In his mind there had been an expensive trip to Bali, rose petals in the sand, a girl who he’d get down on one knee for with a prenup and a ring. But the girl never had a face, nothing distinguishable about her other than the dress she wore that would flutter in the breeze and her giggle when Lance slid the expensive rock onto her finger.

This is better, half asleep against his childhood hero with his limbs still aching from how hard the man had drilled him into the mattress. Feeling warm, content, wanted – not just for his trust fund but because he was also really good at sucking dick.

Maybe it was a self-deprecating thought. He didn’t care. He falls asleep like that, with Fernando’s fingers in his hair and wrapped in the scent of him. When he wakes, it’s to the man easing him out of the bed and into the warm bath that waits with steam rising in tendrils from the water. It’s easy to let himself be taken care of, to let Fernando massage the knots from his shoulders and clean the come from his body. Easy in the same way it is to let a nameless driver cart him around Montreal or let the rotating staff dust his frequently empty loft, different in that Fernando presses kisses to his neck, his shoulders, his spine, the crown of his head and tells him how good he was.  

Lance rests his cheek against the curve of Fernando’s neck while water is poured down his back, soap lathered into his hair, whispers of praise warm against his ear. Fernando uses his own shampoo, his soap, so that Lance no longer smells of sex but of citrus and sandalwood.

Fernando doesn’t mention marriage again, but he does dress Lance in a pair of his own boxers and eases him into bed with a gentleness that Lance has learned to associate with post-coital bliss.

It’s the sun that wakes him up next, and Fernando’s hand thwacking against his face when the man shifts in his sleep. He smells of Fernando and is wearing clothes are too small for his frame, and it’s familiar. At some point, it became almost normal.

A month later he gives Fernando a ring, a silver band rimmed with a strip of carbon fiber from his own car and his name engraved in Hebrew on the inside. It matches the font that’s inked across his ribs. Hurt a hell of a lot less though and cost him significantly more. His dad’s accountant questions the amount, asks Lance if he bought a new place, and Lance just shrugs it off – says he bought a snowboard or a car or a race track just to see the way the man’s lips press into a thin line as he jots something into the books.

“I’ll marry you,” he says, when he slides the ring in its velvet box to Fernando across the table of the taco place they’re at. It comes to a rest beside the chips and salsa.

Fernando stares. There’s a stray piece of cilantro sticking to the corner of his downturned mouth.

“If, uh, if you still want me to. I’ll marry you.”

“A ring?” Fernando asks, motioning at the box with the overfilled end of the taco in his grip. A stray piece of carne asada falls, plops onto the paper lined basket beneath him.

“Yeah, it’s stupid, but you know-“

“It’s not stupid,” Fernando cuts him off, annoyance lacing his tone as he sets the taco down next to the escaped piece of meat, “Don’t say that. It’s not stupid.”

Lance blushes, ducks his head, stares down at his own untouched taco and the box that Fernando still has not reached for. There’s chip crumbs sticking to the velvet. His dad would have a conniption if he saw, the same way he did when Lance would show up to events in a suit that was too big on him with an untucked button-up peeking out from beneath the oversized fabric. His dad would hate that they were even eating here, which is maybe precisely why Lance had chosen it. Something bold, something his, something that wasn’t stamped with the Stroll name and wrapped in a pretty package.

“It’s not stupid,” Fernando repeats, “But it’s for me?”

Lance feels his palms go clammy, feels suddenly like he is getting hit by a bus. His appetite leaves him with the whoosh of breath from his lungs. They hadn’t talked about it since Fernando proposed the idea when he was balls deep inside him. When Lance was moaning his name into the pillow and choking on his own tears from the pleasure. He feels suddenly stupid, hollow, the same way he feels when reporters ask him why he bottled it into the wall on the easiest part of the circuit with condescension lacing their tone. Like they could do any fucking better.

“You- fuck.”

“Lance?”

“You didn’t mean it did you? Oh, man, uh. I’m- fuck.”

Lance doesn’t cry, at least not in public. He’s become well trained in blinking back tears and biting off the quiver in his voice that gives him away. But he comes close, feels the stinging heat of them building in the corners of his eyes and has to blink violently until his vision clears. Fernando watches him, watches as he fights against the rising tide of not good enough, stupid, never enough that rises inside him suddenly and rapidly and threatens to drown him while he swallows down the bile and sour cream taste that’s building at the back of his throat.

It takes him longer than it should to stop the shaking of his hands.

“Sorry,” he says when the world settles a little beneath his feet, when he doesn’t feel like he’s going to say something spiteful just so he can see Fernando’s expression twist with the same hurt he feels. It wouldn’t work anyway, Lance has thrown nearly every well aimed bullet Fernando’s way and they land, but they never seem to hurt.

“Let’s just- let’s just forget about it, yeah? It was a dumb thing, I don’t even-,” he reaches to grab the ring box but is halted by Fernando’s hand over his own. Fernando’s fingers wrap around his wrist, strong, sturdy, unyielding.

“Stop calling it that. Let me answer, yes?”

Lance nods, braces himself for the inevitable rejection, for the floor falling out feeling and the rush of wind in his ears and the impact of his body against the pavement. It’s not a strange feeling, to be dumped by his hero and hung out to dry, doesn’t hurt any less the second time around though. He just wishes Fernando would be mean about it, the niceties hurt more, he’d rather it just be quick – it’s what he would have expected from the man anyway – a sharp dagger to the side or the bite of a blade against his throat, not the gentle press of the knife sliding between his ribs in some false semblance of mercy.

Fernando brushes his thumb along the inside of his wrist, over his pulse point, parallel to the surgical scars left from his accident. He sometimes gets phantom twinges, the memory of a snapped bone, but nothing now. Now he just feels empty.

“I did not ask you properly,” Fernando explains, sounding, strangely, sad.

“I didn’t answer properly,” Lance counters, nodding to the box that still sits between them, unopened, next to the chips and a bottle of hot sauce like it is another spare condiment. It cost him a quarter of a million, and Lance threw it down like it was the spare jalapeno sauce the waiter had left them.

“I should have,” Fernando presses, exasperated, like he’s frustrated that Lance is not understanding him, “it’s important to me. This. Us.”

Us.

Lance feels like that twelve year-old boy standing in the Ferrari garage when he says, “I don’t understand.”

Like he’s watching the race unfold with noise muffled by the earmuffs over his head and his father’s hand heavy on his shoulder. Like he can see it all, close enough to smell the rubber and the gasoline, but far enough away that it still seems unobtainable. Fernando may as well still be in that car, separated by a screen and Lance’s idolization for all the difference it makes now.

“You want to marry me, yes? Honest. This is- this is you? Your choice?”

“Who’s else would it be?” If Lance has a gun held to his head it’s one that he hasn’t spotted yet, metal pressing against his temple, and he’s somehow mistaken it for a kiss.

Fernando’s lips press into a thin line, the curl of his lips curving further downward.

“I’m sorry, Nando.”

“Stop being sorry. You do not need to be sorry. I am sorry. How I asked, when I did, it was…wrong. I should have waited. I should have asked correctly.”

Fernando’s grip on his wrist tightens, instinctively, enough that Lance winces when it shifts something beneath the skin, and he feels the hint of pain. More of a familiar ghost than anything real. Fernando pulls away anyway, sudden, leans back in his seat and tucks his hands beneath the table like his touch has somehow burned Lance.

Slowly, Lance understands.

“Wait- you- baby did you think I wanted a proposal? Like down on one knee ‘will you marry me’, proposal?”

Fernando arches an eyebrow, “You do not?”

The floor stabilizes slightly, stops feeling like it’s going to fall out beneath him. Lance breathes and when he exhales a laugh accompanies it.

“No, Fer. Fuck no. Please no, actually.”

“But you got me a ring,” Fernando points out, points at the jewelry itself, like rings and proposals must always go hand in hand. Like they’re supposed to be the blushing bride and groom. Like there’s not a seventeen year age difference between them and their first kiss wasn’t accompanied by Fernando spitting the name ‘princess’ into his mouth like it was a slur.

Lance can’t stop laughing.

Fernando still can’t seem to find the joke.

“This is not funny.”

“It’s kind of funny.”

Funny that his boyfriend became his fiancé when he was fucking him so hard Lance probably wouldn’t have even remembered his own name. Funny that he bought a ring before they’d even discussed it when their dicks weren’t out. Funny that Lance mistook Fernando’s chivalry for abandonment. It’s funny in a way that isn’t, and so he can’t help the laughter that bubbles out of him in heaving breaths and spills across the table, the floor, the whole of the crowded restaurant. He knows what he must look like, wide grin and crinkling eyes, and the familiarity of his face nagging at the brains of those who turn to stare at him.

He doesn’t care if they recognize him, or, more realistically, Fernando. He doesn’t care and it’s one of the first times that he thinks it and realizes it’s probably true.

“Stop laughing.”

“I can’t,” Lance wheezes, “We’re both so fucking stupid.”

Fernando rolls his eyes, shifts in his seat, waits until Lance’s laughs fade into breathy little huffs and passes the time by picking at his now cold taco. Lance watches him, watches the twitch of his lips and knows Fernando is biting back laughter too.

Finally, he leans forward on his elbows and says, “I want to marry you. Of course I want to marry you.”

He pushes the ring box further along the table with an index finger, until it’s touching Fernando’s plate. The man looks from the velvet box to Lance’s finger and travels along his arm until there’s nothing between them, but the table and the chips and Lance’s name engraved in Hebrew on a solid gold band.

“Do you want to marry me?”

He doesn’t have to wait for Fernando’s answer, it comes in the darkening of the man’s expression, his pupils blowing wide with want and the way he hooks his foot around Lance’s ankle beneath the table.

“Come with me. I will show you how much I want to marry you, Lance Stroll.”

Three months later, Lance wears a matching gold band, Fernando’s name engraved across the inside and resting warm against his skin. When people ask if he’s married, always as a joke, always assuming the impossibility, he laughs and tells them yes. Fernando wears his on a gold chain tucked beneath his nomex. It is the last thing they take off before getting in their cars, the first thing they put back on when getting out.

“Mine,” Fernando will whisper to him at night, Lance’s fingers pressed to his lips and warm breath ghosting along the ring.

“Yours,” Lance will say when he loops Fernando’s chain around his index finger and pulls until the man comes to him, and there is no separation between them at all.  

[existennialmemes]

“Everytime a bell rings, an angel gets its wings”

I've created a robot that rings 40 bells, 80x per minute. I've been running it nonstop for three years. Soon all of the Angels will have wings. Heaven’s hierarchy is in shambles. The chorus weeps. God knows I'm coming for his throne.

[naranjapetrificada]

I was gonna make A Big Long Post about why I feel differently about 6&7 than any other episodes in the season so far but I honestly could probably do with a day away from here to keep processing. Because there's so so much to say and I'm not excited to say 90% of it. Take care if yourselves, friends, ✌️

[mo-ok]

every time my partner grabs two iceypoles at once this is all i can think about

[likedaylighht]

The NFL people have caught on about the Travis Kelsey rumors and are dropping Taylor swift lyric references in the commentary of his games I’m dying

[cellsshapedlikestars]

You don't need to know anything about Sophie Turner or Joe Jonas to know that he is a jerk and that he and his crew are playing dirty and running a smear campaign against Sophie. It's a pity for Sophie and her children, I hope she will have full custody.

Once again, this may come out harsher than intended, but I guess I should have put in that ask/answer that it wasn't a call for people to tell me about it.

I've spent a while here trying to come up with a non-bitchy-sounding way to respond to this, because I don't mean to be. I get people like Sophie and hate seeing someone be a dick. But you also do not know what goes on in a marriage behind closed doors. All you see is what the celebrities & their PR teams choose to put out.

And it's a hard line for me to walk sometimes. Because I look at men like Johnny Depp & Marilyn Manson and I think - yeah. Bring that abuse into the public and let the women get justice. But everything I've seen so far, before I had to block the Sophie Turner tag (sorry girl, not your fault) is that he's a jerk who might have cheated and is trying to get the public on his side. If the public stopped paying attention, then that part wouldn't even be an issue. Couples that divorce do this all the time even without a public stage - making the other person out to be a monster to their families and friends and children - and while that sucks, it's also not really any of my business if I don't know them personally.

If he's a jerk, that sucks, and it sucks for her and her kids. But it's also not really any of my business, nor anyone else's. If the public didn't get so hyped up and involved in celebrity lives, there would be no need for a smear campaign. And yet here we are, with everyone rabidly speculating about the private lives of two people and their children. Meanwhile, Sophie put out a statement asking for privacy.

In ten+ years when their children learn to use the internet, when they inevitably Google their mom & dad, they'll find people posting horrible things about their parents and that sucks. They didn't ask for that, and yet here we are.

[undead-knick-knack]

Halloween couples costume ideas for Ashton and Laudna

- Morticia and Gomez Addams

- Jack and Sally

- Bonnie and Clyde

- firefighter and house on fire

- Frankstein's Monster and Bride

- Jon Snow and Ygritte

- Beetlejuice and Lydia

- Beauty and the Beast

- Cleopatra and Mark Antony

- Plague doctor and plague victim

- Edward Scissorhands and Kim

- Wesley and Buttercup

[iamthecomet]

shout-out to dresses that show tummies

I love dresses that show tummies

I love tummies as well

shout-out out to tummies

-🪻

FUCK YEAH TUMMIES. ALL TUMMY ALL THE TIME. Dresses that show tummies, and crop tops, and cute little bralettes under sheer shirts and just yes. Yes to all tummies all the time.

[writingwife-83]

Fun prompt list! I’d like to request:

“when someone's like… i don’t know… hurt or something… and the other person's like… tending to their wounds… and then just… wrap their lover their arms, thankful they’re alive”

For Sherlolly please 🥺🥰

Girrrrl, this one gave me all 👏 the 👏 feels! 👏 this Victorian au arranged marriage scenario is what came to my mind the second I saw this prompt and I’m real happy with how it turned out. Thanks so much for sending it! 🥰 and I’ll be posting on ao3 shortly!

I Was So Afraid

Sherlock wrung out the cloth in the basin of warm water, gingerly lifting it once again to dab against the side of Molly’s neck, his brow knit together as he continued cleaning and examining the cut.

“Are you sure stitches won’t be necessary?” Sherlock questioned softly, gazing up at her. It wasn’t often that he was in such a position, but he’d insisted she take his chair by the fire, and he pulled up a little step stool so he could sit nearby and tend to her wound.

“I’m very sure. It stopped bleeding before we even arrived home, and it is rather shallow. It stings of course, but that cannot be helped.”

Sherlock’s fingers steadied his wife’s shoulder as he continued gently wiping the dried blood away from her skin, his eyes drifting over the rest of her as he did. She looked so heartbreakingly small in her chemise and drawers as she sat by the fire. So easily breakable.

He knew she wasn’t. There were a thousand and one ways that his new wife had proven to be one of the strongest people he’d ever known. Not the least of which was the fact that she’d taken him on as husband in the first place. He hadn’t made it easy for her, and he knew it. He felt it most acutely at that moment.

Sherlock brushed his fingers against the neckline of her chemise, touching the small blood stains that had even managed to mar her undergarments. His lips pressed together, the dried blood against the delicate lace somehow punctuating the ache in seeing his wife in such a state.

“Sherlock?”

He looked up at her, swallowing thickly and knowing that his eyes must be red rimmed and glassy in the firelight.

“I was so afraid,” he breathed. “When he put that knife to your throat. I thought you might- I thought this might be over, before it had really even begun.”

Molly blinked back at him, then offered him a small smile. “I was afraid too.”

Sherlock shook his head. “It all happened so fast, and I barely had time to think.”

“You did just fine,” she assured him. “After all, you’re the reason it’s as superficial a cut as it is.”

“No, I’m the reason it happened in the first place!” Sherlock ground out. “If I hadn’t insisted we go after him tonight, if you hadn’t felt pressured to come with me for fear I’d be reckless without Watson, and it I hadn’t-“

“I wanted to come with you tonight!” Molly insisted vehemently. “I want to be part of your life, all of it! I want this to be more than the arranged marriage that it started as. And I wanted to prove that to you!”

Sherlock let out a little growl. “But don’t you see?! You shouldn’t have felt the need to prove anything to me! If I hadn’t closed myself off to you and stubbornly refused to let myself feel-“

Sherlock grit his teeth, cutting off the words that he hated to admit were true. Setting the rag back in the basin of water, he hung his head for a moment, heaving a sigh and releasing everything that he’d allowed to weigh him down all these months. He let it go, and instead he gave in to what he’d been needlessly resisting.

Leaning in from where he sat on the stool, Sherlock wrapped his arms around Molly’s slight form, pressing his face unabashedly into the warmth of her stomach and reveling in the gift of her being there with him, alive and well. He felt her jolt in surprise for just a moment, but then he felt her hands come to rest upon him. One hand against his back and the other slipping into his hair, fingers dragging across his scalp and then closing in a gentle fist. She leaned over, placing a kiss against his head and letting her lips linger there.

“I’d have wanted to be with you tonight anyway,” Molly whispered, a slight grit to her voice that made his hold tighten. “Even if I didn’t have anything to prove. Because I meant what I said. I just want to be part of your life.”

Sherlock tilted his head up to gaze at her. “Our life, Molly. That’s what it shall be from now on.”

Molly grinned wide, taking hold of his face and dragging him up toward her waiting lips. But he quickly deduced that his brilliant wife was as gifted in the art of seduction as she was in the world of science and medicine. Because she offered merely an intoxicating touch before pausing once again, leaving him parched for more.

“Yes, husband,” she whispered in agreement. “And what a marvelous life it shall be.”

[undertalescreeching]

"What if gaster made sans as a clone" what if gaster made sans out of chara's fucking skeleton. Didn't think of that shit for why he bleeds determination, did ya.

[ponds-of-ink]

Hi. I’m Roxanne Wolf. If you’re looking for fun and exciting ways to race karts, then waste no time in playing Mario Kart. Which one? Whatever one you got. I can beat you in all of them.

And I mean all of them.

[nachosncheeze]

fun fact: whenever they're at NYO and speaking to/questioning Avery about her past (not just this episode), the music is often a soft version of Ultimate Polygraph from 2x01 (i.e. same tune they interrogated Jane to)

[thefirstfallofsnow]

Some fans of international popstar Taylor Swift when she puts catchy pop songs on her album:

[buckttommy]

Have to say, most of you would not know a hyperfixation if it fucking slapped you in the face

[berlinini]

I'd be curious to know why there are only two representation dates? Does it come from the contract with the cinemas.... as in, a limited number of screening makes the logistics easier so you enter in a different category of contract?

I mean for sure they need some theatrical release for the awards, but surely they needed that for the US/UK/Europe. They went above and beyond by including a worldwide* release, so why limit offer such limited showings then... when we know the demand for Louis in some countries....

[the-art-turd]