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ruvviks · 4 months
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PLEASE DO NOT TAG AS YOUR OWN OC OR PAIRING.
Nathan and Ruben share a bond more powerful than most; mutual understanding through past experiences no one should ever have to go through, and through past actions so horrible they cannot be spoken of. Their grief and the blood on their hands binds them to the STEM technology they created, which has alienated them from the rest of the world— but they give each other the comfort they have both longed for so desperately for years, and that is all they need. They are each other's counterpart; you cannot imagine one without the other, like two sides of the same coin. Through their pain, their grief, their desire, and their regret, they have become one.
anna akhmatova, the guest // bones; equinox // 'i won't become' by kim jakobsson // agustín gómez-arcos, the carnivorous lamb // by oxy // achilles come down; gang of youths // czeslaw milosz, from 'new and collected poems: 1931-2001' // 'extended ambience portrait from a resonant biostructure' and 'migraine tenfold times ten' by daniel vega // a little death; the neighbourhood // marina tsvetaeva, from 'poem of the end' // by drummnist // katie maria, winter // 'nocturne in black and gold the falling rocket' by james abbott mcneill whistler // micah nemerever, these violent delights // body language; we are fury // 'the penitent' by emil melmoth // chelsea dingman, from 'of those who can't afford to be gentle'
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@shellibisshe, @florbelles, @ncytiri, @hibernationsuit, @stars-of-the-heart;
@lestatlioncunt, @katsigian, @radioactiveshitstorm, @estevnys, @adelaidedrubman;
@celticwoman, @rindemption, @carlosoliveiraa, @noirapocalypto, @dickytwister;
@killerspinal, @euryalex, @ri-a-rose, @velocitic, @thedeadthree
#tew#edit:nathan#nuclearocs#nuclearedits#so much shame in my body but still used my taglist but um let me know if you want to be excluded from oc/ship web weaves#just really wanted to share this one because i'm very proud of it and i want it on my blog. so. :]#recognition of the self through the other + wanting so desperately for the other to be deserving of a second chance#because if there is hope for them than there is hope for you etc etc and so on. that's the core of their dynamic i think#they understand each other on such a fundamental level that no one else comes close to because they are in so many ways the same#like how in in the first game leslie could sync up with ru/vik and all that? nathan would be a VERY good candidate for that as well#and it makes me insane!! and then the added layer of nathan being lead developer of mobius' new and improved STEM system#which makes him the same as ru/vik AGAIN but in like. the way that they're both men of [computer] science#and there's the fact they both have a dead sister. they both killed their parents. they were both mobius playthings for YEARS#and they've happily killed and tortured during all of it. they're angry they're out for revenge they're completely disconnected from#the normal human experience and they're working with what they have. and then after all of that is over then what is left?#their story focuses on them picking up all the pieces. everything that's still salvageable at least. and try to start over in a way#they cannot be forgiven for what they've done but they can move on from the past and do different in the future#there's still things left undone and left unsaid... in my canon at least. i know there's not gonna be any more games. it's fine#anyway they end up going to therapy and then they get better they're not a doomed couple they just like being dramatic#if you read all of this we can get married tomorrow if you'd like
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weezerlvr228 · 2 months
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Blast Off! Performed live in San Diego last fall! 🫶
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sadiecoocoo · 2 months
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Guys… I have to go back to school… in twelve hours
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reminder to speak ur mind as soon as u want and can especially if its about smth u wanna change cuz its gonna come out eventually and sure sometimes its better later but sometimes its also better to do it as early as possible
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butchlifeguard · 8 months
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vital part of the Kids Cant Read discourse thats KILLING ME is that the only opinions we see are from english teachers. this is fine when the discussion is ostensibly about literacy but i think we should pass the phone to math teachers and computer science teachers. because im a little suspicious that the focus on stem for the past 20+ years could be a contributing factor
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I hate french so much. I am going to die send help
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cescalr · 4 months
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Watcher pearl.... the angst of watcher pearl... evo -> es1 -> hcs8.... armageddon curse... do you think she's always looking to the sky? Do you think Pearlescent Moon thought hcs8 was finally making explicit it wss her fault? How many times can the world end around you before you blame yourself-
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teabutmakeitazure · 5 months
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A lot of math and stats is just common sense but put into fancy words
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pinkmirth · 1 year
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i started school again today! (i’ve spent the entire day doing nothing other than strolling around campus & drinkin’ boba . . . )
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zapsoda · 6 months
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constant victim of the "stranger misheard my name in a gender affirming way" experience
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freebooter4ever · 1 year
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#Looking at my childhood art like i was a TERRIBLE artist even by child standards#No wonder my dad was so angry when i decided to try to make art work rather than get a comfy software engineering job#Like child me was DETERMINED to do this i thought it was a given there was no way i wasnt going to be an artist#Pretty much from the age of 4 when i saw beauty and the beast for the first time#But looking back at it as an adult like...i get it#I can see why my dad watched me draw these shitty weird cartoons as a kid and worried that i was going to fail miserably lol#He was partially right :/#My art is still shit but i keep at it like...like one of those whack a moles#Or the punching bag thing that gets hit and flips right back up#Did i mention i saw my dad briefly on my way up here#He's so disappointed in me i can just see it in how he talks to me or looks at me#But for fucks sake even when i was doing EVERYTHING right and getting my computer science degree and graduating with straight A's#He STill didnt want anything to do with me so its not much of a fucking change#I did notice he asked if i had heard from jordan#And no i dont keep tabs with my brother much#But i was shocked that dad hadn't heard from him in years because last time i saw my dad 2018 ish jordan was the golden child#He was the one who was finally steering his life in the right direction and studying programming#(not at my level but he's a boy so its fine)#And getting a programming job and shit#I guess that golden child status didnt last long kind of like my own lmao#Journal shit#Anyway tldr im feeling real shitty about my art right now \o/
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just-gay-thoughts · 2 years
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So there's gonna be a pizza party on campus this Halloween, and you can get a prize for showing up in an academic costume. I'm planning on going shopping next weekend for a costume, anyone have any ideas for me?
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onefriendeveryday · 2 years
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Ada - 8/3/2023
The two hundred and fifty third friend. A cog in honour by Ada Lovelace. She was born in England in 1815, though her parents separated shortly after she was born and her father left the country forever. She was horribly ill for most of her childhood and could barely walk for a long time. She was privately educated when she was young. She then educated herself with help from the professor of mathematics at the University of London. She was introduced to Charles Babbage in 1833 and became interested on his work. In 1835, she married William King She translated and annotated an article by an Italian mathematician and engineer in the early 1840s. These annotations contain what is considered to be the first computer program, though some say Babbage's notes contained earlier examples. Her and Babbage built a machine called the Analytical Engine, a machine which is considered to be the first computer, and the majority of it was built by Ada herself. In 1852, she died of cancer, though she is still remembered for her contributions to computing. An early programming language was named after her and the second Tuesday in October is now celebrated in her honour.
Here is a link to the article I got most of my information on her from, in case anyone wants to do any further reading.
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astrxealis · 2 years
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sometimes . hmm. i remember doing research (that i crammed lol) like, 2 years ago, for school and it was for SOGIE stuff and honestly that was really really enlightening and i'm so glad for what my school makes us do with that sort of thing even if i stress so much
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#based off workspace inequality! tbh i think its kinda funny how if a student specifically researches that it is pretty obvious they are#part of the community LMAO >__< or an ally at the very least but yeah it is very telling#anyways! most i basically knew just using my braincells but it's really fucking appalling some people really don't. it's outright pisses me#off. education is important and i'm really sad either people don't have access to it or they don't properly learn or don't want to#hmm but yeah anyway it was about sogie based problems. i can't remember how it specifically was like but seeing p/4 discourse on twt#that is so ANNOYING but i don't partake it in thank god. but yeah#i think representation is incredibly important and i know firsthand how that is and headcanons are okay but the morals of the story are so#misunderstood and i haven't even actually played the game but i know which people are wrong. and it's sad to me#workspace inequality really fucking sucks and i'm glad i did extensive research on sogie and women based discrimination years back#it's interesting bcs the side of the argument i was first exposed to is now the one i don't agree on#and with that said i hate stubborn people! i am sort of one but in the end i yeah so. but yeah. it's so frustrating#when people don't just want to admit they're wrong. or when they don't want to learn. and i bloody despise it#hm. man i really care a lot about these kind of topics and honestly i despise people who don't#i want to make the world a better place!! and also make my mark on history hehe hashtag ambitious#but yeah :O interesting bcs im a stem person but man humss shit really gets me fr . its my heart#i want computer science / psych / game dev and things like that but i def want smth related to design / writing / social science there too#idk how i'll be able to manage my future but yeah <3#huh. my thoughts have quickly grown off topic but in a way that makes sense#+ i just went thru two webinars today abt overseas studying so >___< aka i'm getting more ready for the fact i want to leave this bullshit#country... but i have mixed feelings abt that too. not in the way i don't want to leave but the fact i hate my country but also No.#yeah. also ofc i know if ever i'll do ehat must be done but i'm scared too of the future and if i leave the ph bcs what does that mean for#me? but i believe in myself! tho ofc i'm still def a bit too young for sure ^^; uhh in any case#i will stop my rambles here but my third thought is that the ph annoys me sm w the people and the country#and the colonial mentality and all but. i want to help out so bad. the poor deserve better. anyways in any case FUCK the rich <333#i hate the rich sooooo much. i wish that the world could just be a better place for us all and i'd gladly let anyone who contributes to the#worse parts of society to just d*e but that can't happen so i'll do what i can to make the world a better place!#and i'm glad my friends sort of seem this way too. def not as yeah as me and lune. and tbh we both don't actually do as much as some other#people we know who really are Out There. but ik i have heart and i really want to make changes and improvements so <3
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zipquips · 25 days
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#i was hanging out with the other first year students yesterday#and it was super fun!#but then someone made the comment about how they hate seeing people with non astro backgrounds (ex: computer science/engineering/ect)#get into astro programs because those people are taking spots away from astro majors (their words not mine)#and i don't think the comment was about me#because everyone is really nice when i talk to them#but they also know i am someone with a non-astro background#so i was just really quiet and felt very awkward in that moment#so idk#like i know i deserve to be here (otherwise i wouldn't have gotten into the program)#but i sort of feel like shit because they think people like me have taken spots away from them#especially because i have been having a mild crisis about not knowing the same basic things as everyone else seems to#(because of my non-astro background)#and sometimes i do still doubt that everyone likes me#mostly because there are some times i can't interpret the meaning behind what people say in response to the things i say#(mostly when i'm trying to be funny)#and i can't tell how people interpret me all of them time yet#<- as in i can't tell if they have gathered that i'm autistic or if they just think i'm strange in a bad way#idk i'm just annoyed about that comment + the fact that there's been a couple comments about me that feel infantilizing?#but i'm also not sure?#again the autism <- idk how to interpret the meaning#like i got comments that were something along the lines of “aw precious baby/child”#when i said i didn't know what some website was that you can post your academic stats + grad school acceptances/rejections#and that scooby doo used to scare me when i was a literal child (but it doesn't anymore)#any everything i'm venting about is so minor and so meaningless and so something i wouldn't really think much about/very easily let go#if i wasn't already feeling like shit because i woke up too late to take my adderall and now i've done literally nothing all day#and i'm very frustrated with myself#and i very much miss my friends from home#and i cannot stop thinking about them because most of them were my grad school friends at my old college#and now i'm making new grad school friends
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nonsensebot · 2 months
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I LOVE READING PAPERS
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