Lost Carrier Pigeons I
Dearest Pierre:
I know it has been a while. I know that time doesn't heal all wounds. I just wish I could speak with you once more. I wanted to let you know that I finally got a home. I finally have a house. I know it is a rental, but I fought the rental crisis and I won. You would be happy for me.
I know that living at your parent's place was the worst defeat after our manic journies from one end of the U.S. to the other and back again. Know, know that someday that home will be your home just keep your head up. I know that there are thousands of miles between us and a gold-digging plot to divide us, but just know that I am safe. I made it I used my craftiness to get a roof.
I ain't no homeless hooker on Central no more. Regardless of what that central ave is. I made it. Find someone that brings you joy. I am just working to someday have my moment in the sun. It will happen.
I wish I had been there for the SuperNova. I wish I had the time, the money, and the energy to be there, but at least you were there for her. At least you were the strong one, even though you see yourself as the weak one. That is the funny thing about life, we are not as we see ourselves. We are just and only how we are. That person is the reflection of those that are around him. Be proud of yourself and what you have accomplished. It is great.
You might have been discriminated against, you might have been a guinea pig for ableist experiments, but you survived. You are here. I hope you can be strong. Someday we may meet, but I do not know when I just keep working for my future, so that I may have a lease, a light bill, an internet bill, a heating bill, a water bill - all in my name and no one else's. It will happen. I am close. I hope, but your strength and struggle with that man that hurt you - your story gives me strength in the moments when I need to fight for my future.
I chose one bad situation for another, but you forced me out of yours. You didn't want me to keep working. I kept working for the future - so that I might have that lease. There were no leases to be had and it ended us. I drove 4 hours each way to work since that was the only place that had a job - and your parent's house was the only place where we weren't homeless.
I hope your sisters don't lock you up, I hope your sisters show you how strong you are. Keep going against the nation that imprisons you.
The Capitalist persuasions that keep us out on the street at night, make it so that we spend years without seeing a doctor and days hungry. The system has benefits, but you're denied for filling out line 7D wrong. How can you fill out the form if you're too hungry to think and how can you wait 3 months before submissions. I do not know.
All I know is that at least you are safe and I am safe. We have roofs, we have food. I have medical care, but you don't - I am sorry about your tooth.
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Lovers on Camera with Sassy Former Student! - By Ten Yomichi (7/10)
It's a yandere punishment fantasy! Our poor, innocent protagonist gets scammed by her fiance! She's stuck with his debts! Luckily for her a possessive criminal recognizes her, and he still has feelings for her. She's not the one who gets punished. Her scammy fiancé sees hell, and she becomes a happy bride.
Rie has terrible luck with men.
She also doesn't have a great job.
When her fiance vanishes into thin air he leaves a debt behind.
She's the guarantor.
He held marriage in front of her like a carrot. It's clear that he never loved her, and he just saw her as a useful pawn.
Rie must do work for the loan company, to pay it off.
She's super pretty, so they have lots of ideas.
Shun recognizes her.
She doesn't recognize him, because he was a fat little kid. She was a tutor, because she has always been short on cash.
She messes with her.
He's not going to make her pay the debt.
He plans to make her his, and he's going to send men after her lousy fiance.
He's also very jealous of that fiance.
Apparently, he's very good at being a criminal.
The yandere is there, and more chapters are coming. There is some unfortunate old-timey sexism in this. Shun seems to think he can just whisk Rie away...because...well...he can??? He is a criminal willing to do things the dirty way.
It'll be fun to watch her fiance suffer though.
Marriage scammers are the worst.
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Okay, so we have a lot of discussion of what Ais and Leander would look like fighting over MC(and I would love to see it), but have we considered Kuras and Vere fighting over MC before?
They’re so ideologically opposed to each other and on some level, they both believe that they know what’s in the best interest for MC. The loathing they have for each other can reach a new, toxic level of animosity when it comes down to what they THINK is best for MC’s well-being.
Like I just imagine Vere going OFF on Kuras and calling bullshit on his self-sacrificing act, because he feels it’s not really for MC’s sake; Vere will accuse Kuras of only caring about MC so he can pathetically atone for his sins.
And Kuras will be adamant that Vere sees MC as nothing but a plaything; he’ll believe Vere is just messing with MC’s emotions as a way to pass the time because he cares for nothing and no one, just the desire for destruction.
Imagine the drama between the three of them as MC is stuck deciding between helping Vere escape or letting him remain enslaved; Kuras will definitely try to interfere, thinking Vere has manipulated MC, and all hell breaks lose.
Let these hags fight in the name of love.
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𝐂𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐃𝐇𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄, 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐄𝐑 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒, 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐅𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐎𝐅 𝐁𝐄𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 𝐐𝐔𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐒
All sentences have been taken from different literally, and media sources regarding childhood friends with feelings, former lovers, the one that never got away and the fear of a new love. You can change names, pronouns, locations and more as you see fit.
Can you forget about me?
No. Not if I live to be a hundred.
Then don’t ask me to do what you can’t.
Know that you are a beautiful woman with a beautiful soul and someday you will meet someone amazing, if you haven’t already. Someone that’s going to adore you as much as I always did.
But there will never be anyone else for me. You're it.
It’s us. It always has been.
Why do you speak like we won’t meet again for such a long time?
I don’t think you remember me as well as I remember us.
I never thought of a future without you.
Over the years, we have all seen their love grow. From playmates to sweethearts to bride and groom.
A lot has changed since the days when I used to throw mud in your face... but not everything's changed.
The red string of fate bound us together even then.
Why are old lovers able to become friends? Two reasons. They never truly loved each other, or they love each other still.
You're gone and you left me. My heart has dissipated.
I don't want to forget what we had. Ever.
I thought I was over him.
I realized I’m in love. It's always been right in front of me.
I tried to hate you, to forgive you, all just to forget you, but I'm only capable of loving you.
The more I try to erase you, the deeper you sink in.
I wanted you in my life from the beginning, Mal. Any way I could have you.
I’ve always liked you, from the first moment I saw you.
Don't let happiness slip through your fingers because of old angers and mistakes.
Why would I care what I look like when I’m constantly next to you?
I knew I wasn’t capable of falling in love unless you walked back into my life.
I let you go once. You’re crazy if you think I’m doing that again.
I always knew it was horses that would bring you back.
You’re always thinking about me, even when you’re frowning.
I’m thinking what a fool you are.
You rule my every thought. Even then. I was lying to myself.
You do deserve to dance, wear pretty dresses, and eat fine foods. You are worth celebrating.
When we're in here, when we're together like this, forget about everyone else.
I fancy you, Lauren, more now than ever.
I want you exactly as we've been before and so much more on top of that, too.
You… you’re everything I look for too.
Don’t ask me to give it all up unless that’s really what you want, because I could do it for you.
Forget San Carlo for just one second and tell me what you feel.
I can’t give you up, Lucy. I’m addicted to you, and I’m not strong enough to give you up.
I couldn’t risk someone seeing. The woods have eyes.
There was love in my heart for a boy once before, and it was a love that consumed my entire being.
There. Let the gods of friendship and common sense strike him dead.
There's something to said about smaller bed - you're forced to stay close to me. Where you belong.
There was a moment when we were young where I thought we would be married by now.
Not hard to get at all. Just hard to keep.
I'm trying to be good here, Karlie. But you're making it damn hard to resist.
What would you have me do to prove it?
You're my past, my present, and my future.
Say yes. Open your eyes, see that it's me, and say yes.
Why did you kiss me?
There's nothing to say.
Why are you looking at me like that?
You shouldn’t touch me.
We can't keep going on like this.
Back then, I always hoped. . .you know.
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