Tumgik
#forwhatitsworth
lovingperfectionsblog · 8 months
Text
For What It's Worth - Chapter 1
Chapter 1: You, Max, a bouquet of flowers and a missing name. 
Max Verstappen x Reader
Chapter Summary: You receive a bouquet of flowers and it turns Max’s life upside down. 
Warnings: Swearing, having a drink. 
Word Count: 4193
Author's note: So this is the first legit long series I have ever written. Chapters will go up when they go up but I will try and make them as regular as possible. I really hope you like it and yeah, it’s meant to just be a fun read. Hopefully you enjoy the boys antics as the story progresses and I am super excited to hear what you guys think :D Thank you so so so much to @0-atmilk-latte for all of your help and listening to me talking about this for too long <3 
Next Chapter
_______________________
“Yes, that’s correct, perfect. First thing tomorrow morning. Please, please don’t forget the note. Oh, I think you’d need to drop it off by 7am? Is that okay? Can you do that? To the hotel room? You guys are life savers, thank you so much. Have a good one.” Max hung up the phone after the florist had said their final goodbyes and began closing every tab he had opened on google immediately after. He swiped through too many, showing either florists or the meanings of flowers. One he closed faster than the rest, even in his isolation, embarrassed by his need to look up some passionate words to put on a note, but in his defence it wasn’t like you were confessing your feelings to the love of your life every day. 
No, this was a once in a lifetime moment. One that some don’t ever even get to experience. 
Max was about to experience his moment and soon. 
In just less than 24 hours, the woman he considered his one true love would know exactly how he felt about her. 
He knew he would experience some nerves, but for reasons beyond what he understood, they were minimal. No, what Max was feeling was an overwhelming sense of calm. It was as if he knew that after this moment, everything in his life would somehow be better, he’d be truly content and at peace. 
For the first time, everything in Max’s life made sense. 
With Google finally closed, only the time was left glaring back at him and for once, he didn’t care about the fact that he was going to have to sit through media duties for the day. What he did care about though was that he was definitely going to be late and if he was late again, you might actually just kill him. At the very least, give him that stern look you think is scary which somehow makes him feel giddy. The cock of your head, eyebrows lifted, eyes daring him to challenge you, the small smile on your lips giving you away, it all left him making a deal with whatever god existed that even if that was the only look you’d ever give him again, he’d take it, as long as he could still have your eyes on him. 
As if it was like you could feel him thinking about you, a notification bearing your name popped up, just below the time, both warning him that he was about to be late. He quickly grabbed his bag, it felt lighter, everything felt lighter, Max was lighter. He slammed the door, the sound jarring him, a quick apology was whispered to it, more out of habit than anything else and then he was running down the hallway passage. He could see the elevator doors closing and before he could shout out a request to keep the doors open, he watched your hand curl around the edges of the door, the elevator opening back up and as the doors parted, there you stood, with his favourite look on your face. God he loved that smile. You could never be mad at him. 
He slid through the doors and came to halt next to you, shrugging the strap of his bag back onto his shoulder from where it had fallen. 
“You’re late Mr. Verstappen.” you reached forward to push the button for the ground floor, the elevator doors closing for the second time for you now. 
“Good Morning to you too.” He glanced towards you out of the corner of his eye, before staring back straight ahead. He didn’t miss the smile you were attempting to hide. He was doing a poor job of hiding his own. 
“Are you going to give me an explanation or?” You’d turned to look at him this time, faux stern look still directed at him, your attempt at keeping things professional. So unlike Max. 
“Would you believe me if I said it was because I hated media duties?” You rolled your eyes and Max crinkled his own as his smile grew wide. 
“It’s the only reason I’d believe. It’s not like you had a raucous night where you’re sneaking a woman out the next morning.” The elevator doors slid open and you seamlessly slid out, quickly making your way towards the hotel entrance with Max following after you, significantly less grateful than yourself. 
“How do you know I wasn’t having a raucous night that required me to sneak a lady out this morning?” He hooked his thumbs under the straps of his bag as he fell in step with you. Only increasing his steps slightly to get to the main door before you, swinging it open to allow you through first. 
You stopped in the doorway, the softest smile shining at Max. He couldn’t help but notice how the apples of your cheeks got just that much more plump as you did. He couldn’t stop the thought of finally being able to kiss your cheeks the second you were his floating into his mind. From tomorrow he’d be able to. 
“Well, if you were, I feel sorry for her, because it couldn’t have been that raucous if you were messaging your assistant at 10pm asking what movie we’re watching for movie night.” Your hand came up to pat his chest as you continued through the doorway, Max hot on your heels ready to defend himself. 
“Firstly, I wasn’t messaging you as my assistant, I was messaging you as my best friend,” Max’s arm swiftly moved past your body to reach the car door before you could. Your small step backwards to move for the opening door pushed your body further into his. Max didn’t move. The feeling of you in his space was always welcomed. It had been a growing constant in your friendship. Almost as if the two of you needed to share the same space to physically exist. “Secondly, it’s an important question.”
“Movie night is next week Max, let’s first get through this race weekend before you start stressing that pretty little head of yours about what movie we’re going to be watching for movie night.” You shifted across the seat to make room for Max as he began climbing in. It is as if your bodies worked in tandem. 
“Listen, it's important.” He’d never tell you it was so important because it would be your first movie night as an official couple. The car merged into traffic and made its way towards the track, the hum of the car engine now filling the space as both you and Max got into the race weekend mindset. An unspoken need for both of you that the other always seemed to understand without an explanation 
“How to lose a guy in 10 days.” You continued to stare out the window as Max pulled out his phone, opening up the note app labelled with your name. He scrolled past all the lists of your favourites - food, restaurants, colours, flowers, baked treats - and at the bottom he wrote:
1st Couple Movie Night Movie - How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days. 
He’d chat to Daniel at the track about what may be too much for it, because in his need to make it the best couple night for the two of you, he’d already been looking up where to rent a slush puppie machine just so you could indulge in your favourite drink, the rum slushie, it was one of the first things he had put on his list of your favourites. 
He couldn’t find where to rent one, but as of monday at around 2pm he would own one. 
He debated making a comment about you wanting to watch a rom-com with him, but he kept it to himself, a small chuckle leaving him instead as he pictured you huddled under a blanket on his couch, his arm slung around your shoulders, as he definitely ends up watching you more than he could ever watch the movie. 
______
“What’s got you in such a good mood?” Daniel whispered as he sat next to Max in the drivers conference, both content to ignore the journalists until the absolute last moment they could. 
“I’m finally making my move.” Max whispered back, expressing a mixture of excitement and approval. Not approval of you, no, he knew Daniel adored you and had been pressing Max to make a move now for months, approval of the fact that he was actually finally doing it. 
“Glad to see you finally grew a pair.” Daniel clapped Max on the shoulder before discreetly covering his mouth, “What’s the plan?” 
Max mimicked this move, eyes darting to the media before continuing the conversation with Daniel, “Got her a little gift, cute note and everything.” Max sounded giddy with excitement. 
Daniel laughed at his friend's enthusiasm. “Wow, you really are aiming to win everything this weekend aren't you?”
“Only one thing worth winning,” he was then interrupted as the conference was signalled to start, the onslaught of cameras and people now solely focused on them, and normally he would have hated it, a fake smile present, if he could muster it, but today, everything was genuine, 
____________
“A quick drink.” A comment you knew held no weight when directed at the australian landed on deaf ears as you sat down at the table, Max taking the seat beside you, his usual and rightful place, before casually draping his arm over the back of your chair after greeting had been made around the table. 
“It’s the start of the season, we have to have a drink to celebrate,” Daniel attempted to defend the invitation he had sent out shortly after their work obligations had concluded, a nodding Max beside him agreeing that it was something worth celebrating. 
“And what’s got you so excited about the start of the season? We already know you’re set to win the WDC?” You laughed as the table was filled with complaints and groans. 
“Awfully confident about your boy winning there.” Alex shouted down the table.
“The Williams are about to give those Redbulls a run for their money.” Lily piped up alongside him, laughter once again taking over the table, Lily herself even unable to suppress her own giggles. 
“The only reason that Williams would ever look even close to good is because Alex is the one driving the car.” Charles had elicited a round of  “Awwww’s” interspersed with more laughter with the comment of his good friends skill, always the one to make sure everyone was feeling good, even if his own nerves for the season were boarding on unhealthy at this point.
As the laughter died down, you turned slightly in your seat to redirect your gaze to Max, only to find him already looking at you, almost as if he could read your mind, still wanting to know what had him so excited for the new year ahead. 
“This year feels different,” all eyes were now on you two, listening to what could be so special to the driver about this year, “I just have a good feeling that this year is going to be the start of something amazing.” Max mimicked you as you tilted your head in confusion, while every other person at the table simply nodded in acknowledgement of Max’s statement. You had assumed it was because they agreed he was going to be breaking records and changing the world of Formula One, but they were acknowledging something else instead. Something that you had completely missed. Instead, they were all acknowledging the inevitability of you and him. Not as best friends. Not as you as his assistant and him as your boss. No, they were acknowledging the inevitability of you together, as a couple. As the two people who were so desperately in love, always only moments away from admitting it to each other. How it had not happened yet was beyond anyone sitting at the table, beyond anyone in the world of F1 itself, but it existed as one of the great mysteries of life. What no one else but two people at that table knew though was that tomorrow, the inevitable was going to happen. Tomorrow, you and Max would walk into that Paddock as assistant and boss, as best friends and as a couple. Max was sure the second the crowds found out, they’d be cheering for you two more than anything else the entire weekend. 
He’d once heard in a movie you’d made him watch, another one of your rom-coms, that when you were in love, it felt like the whole world was on your side and Max was sure, considering who he was, that there was no way he could ever feel like that and then came the day that he realised he was in love with you. 
The whole world truly was on his side when it came to loving you. 
It was the natural order of things. Max didn’t really believe in fate or destiny or much like that, except when it came to you. Max was sure, without a shadow of a doubt he was destined to fall in love with you. His fate was always and ever only you. 
Suddenly Max was broken from his trance and pulled back into the conversation as the waiter's arm passed between the two of you, placing your drink in front of you, a Malibu sunset if he recalls, his beer shortly following. And so the evening continued, conversation flowed, laughter poured out of you all and Max could not be more thankful that this was his life. He was constantly drifting in and out of the different conversations, but always drawn back to you. Always utterly distracted by you and the second you distracted him, well then his mind began to wonder and it was filled with nothing but thoughts of you, and him, and tomorrow morning and how his entire life was about to change in the greatest way he could ever imagine. 
Until everything he was so sure of came crashing down around him. 
“Sorry, what was that?” he leaned forward, closer to you, inserting himself in the conversation between you and Lily. He had briefly taken note that you were discussing something about dating, it was another one of those moments where he got distracted, daydreaming about finally dating you, when his brain had caught on to what you had just said. 
“Oh, we’re just talking about which situations are creepy or not when you’re being hit on, because there are very distinct differences.” Lily caught him up on what exactly you two were discussing, you nod along before turning back to Lily to continue. 
“No, no I got that, sorry, I just, what did you say?” he gently tapped your shoulder, indicating that he wanted you to repeat what you had just said. 
“Oh, no I was just saying that the creepiest situation is when your boss hits on you. Like, there is nothing worse,” your face scrunched up in disgust as Lily laughed along with you and a few others that had now joined in the conversation. 
Fuck.
Max let out a forced laugh before dropping his arm from around your chair and abruptly standing and grabbing his phone off of the table, all eyes being drawn to him. “Sorry, sorry, I just remembered, I have to go sort something out, sorry.” He stumbled over the leg of his chair as he quickly tried to get as far away from the table as possible. 
Fuck. 
Fuck.
Fuck. 
The second he was out of sight of the table he was frantically searching for the florist's number, still moving towards the exit of the restaurant. All it did was ring. Again and again and again. And when it stopped ringing, Max simply dialled the number again. And with each new ring, his breath grew more ragged. 
And this is how Daniel found him, back against the wall, eyes closed, phone to his ear, breathing so shallow he was sure he was going to pass out any minute and a slew of curses streaming from him in between the aforementioned breaths. 
“Mate, you okay? What’s going on?” Max snapped his eyes open and swung his head round to Daniel, clearly searching behind him for someone that was clearly not Daniel. 
“I fucked up, oh my god I fucked up so bad.” The panic seeped off of him as he began dialling the number again. 
“Okay, calm down, we can fix it, it’s okay, just, what’s happening?” The phone only ever left Max’s ear so he could redial before it went straight back. 
“She said it was creepy when a boss hit on their employee!” Redial. 
“Mate, I’m sure she didn’t mean like, your guy's situation?” Daniel was almost 100% sure you hadn’t meant you and Max. You two were meant to be. There was no way you meant you two, “I mean, we all know how you guys feel about each other.”
“Has she said anything to you?” Redial. “Because I know I haven't shut up about her, but has anyone heard anything about how she feels about me?”
“No, she has not.” All that could be heard between either Max or Daniel was that stupid ringing that Max was sure would haunt his dreams for all eternity. 
“Who the FUCK does a romantic gesture without knowing how she feels about him?” Daniel took the phone from Max before it landed in the middle of the road, screen smashed. 
“Listen just because she hasn’t said anything doesn’t mean we can’t all see it.” Max was now slumped back against the wall, hands in his hair, nearly ripping it out by the root he was so stressed, “What did you get her anyway?”
“Flowers, and a note.” It had all been so perfect and then he had to ruin it all by making an assumption. 
“Oh, that’s not too bad?” 
“The note pretty much told her I am in love with her. Like, I want to marry her one day, called her my soul mate kind of note.” 
“This is slightly less good.” Max looked like he was on the verge of tears, “but again, you guys are best friends and I am sure she is just as in love with you as you are with her.”
“And I am her boss. I am her boss and I am about to lose my best friend and the love of my love. Oh I am so fucked.” During the lament of his life, Max had ended up face first, plastered to the wall, cheek squished up against it as it left indentations in his skin. 
“Hey, what's going on? You okay?” Both boys swung round to face you, as only two children who had been caught doing something they definitely shouldn’t would react. 
“Yeah, no, we’re good.” 
“It's all fine.”
It was all too fast and the deep indentations in Max’s face were leaving you more concerned, but you barely had any time to respond before both boys were making their way towards you. Daniel placing his hand on your lower back to guide you back inside. Not Max. Your chair was pulled out for you again. Not Max again. And there was an arm missing from the back of your chair for the rest of the evening. 
Most importantly though, there was a pair of eyes on you for the rest of the night too, not Max though. He could barely look at you for the remainder of the time there. Eyes avoided. Physical touch avoided. Conversation avoided. 
It was far too noticeable for you to let go and you turned to Daniel, his eyes already on you, and you gave him a questioning look. The shake of Daniels head doing nothing to placate your concerns. 
“You can talk to me if you need? It’s my job as your assistant to deal with you 24/7 you know?” It was your attempt at a light hearted joke, but as you whispered to him, it did nothing but break his heart. This had solidified it for him. He was your boss and he was about to become your creepy boss. 
“No, I’m just, social battery ran out, I think I’m going to head out.” He got up before you could protest anymore, and bid his farewells, “I’ll see you tomorrow.” You missed the ‘hopefully’ he whispered after he was out of earshot. 
___________
Max had the first free practice of the season tomorrow and here he was, 2am, wide awake, doing everything he can to avoid looking at his phone, well aware of the messages you’d sent him. 
He was such a fucking coward. 
It was meant to be perfect. It was all meant to be perfect. You were meant to get the flowers and read the note and run down to breakfast and hug him and be his girlfriend and you two were meant to live happily ever after.And he had made an assumption. He had just assumed you’d felt the same. 
Now all he’d be was your creepy boss. 
This is what he drifted off to sleep to. Thoughts of you quitting and him never seeing you again. 
He felt that this year was going to be different, that it was going to be great. He didn’t realise it was the year of the great fuck up that as his life. 
______
“Has she said anything?” Daniel stood next to Max as he dished up from the buffet in front of them. God Max hated buffets. You’d once mentioned off hand the amount of bacteria that they had, open food and all. He couldn’t look at them the same after. 
“Nope, but she’s definitely received them. Got the message from the florist this morning.” The second his phone pinged with the notification he felt sick. It was his own personal warning that his life was now ruined.  
He was thankful Daniel hadn’t followed him to the table, clearly realising he needed to be alone. Throughout breakfast all Max could do was pick at the measly amount of food on his plate and glance up at the entrance to the dining room. Waiting for the moment you walked through the door and he’d have to face his failures. 
He tried to get a mouthful in, but as he glanced up, there you were, standing at the buffet, same look he was sure he had on his own as he stood there. He couldn't take his eyes off of you and suddenly you were looking directly at him. 
Scratch that, you were making your way directly over to him. 
Shit, this was going to happen. Right now. In a dining room full of people. 
He could feel Daniels eyes on the two of you as you pulled your chair out to take a seat next to him. 
“Hey, are you feeling better today?” God that was like you, always, always making sure that everyone around you was okay, it was one of the first things that made him fall for you, how deeply you cared and god, he really needed to stop talking about this. 
“Yeah, uhm, listen, I really am so sorry.” You cut him off with a wave of your hand, yoghurt covered spoon waving in his direction.
“For what? For having an off night? There’s nothing to be sorry for. Everyones allowed.” You placed the next spoonful of your breakfast in your mouth. You were carrying on eating and Max could barely breathe. 
“And you? Are you doing okay?” It was a tentative question, both preparing himself for the inevitable conversation and shying away from it. 
“Yeah, well, I mean, something weird happened this morning, but I’m good.” There was a blush. There was a blush and a small smile. This may be good. Max could feel air slightly enter his lungs again. 
“Weird how?” An attempt to sound nonchalant. A poor one, but clearly you hadn’t picked up on it. 
“Well, I got flowers and a note delivered to my room this morning,” you played with the food in your bowl, the blush deepening, “my favourite flowers and the cutest note.”
“And why is that weird?” Here it comes. 
“Well, there was no name on the note, so I have no idea who sent it.” 
“There was no name?” 
“Nope, but I’m pretty sure he’s from the grid, just like, there were some references that makes me think it’s a driver,” Max’s wide eyes surprised you, “Do you know who sent them? Did any of them talk to you?” 
“Wait, there was no name?” You only nodded in return, curious to see where this was headed. 
He forgot. Holy shit. He had forgotten to sign his name on the note. He wasn’t your creepy boss. He was still your best friend. In his excitement, he had forgotten the most important part of the entire thing, his name, and it had indirectly saved him. 
“Do you think you could help me figure out who it was?”
Well, it had saved him until that. 
______
Next Chapter
511 notes · View notes
gregorychatman · 1 year
Photo
Tumblr media
well, not everything; just more than enough. #fightfordemocracy #fightfortruth #civilrights #womensrights #freespeech #righttobeararms #likearollingstone #thebiglie #thewhitelies #languageoftheheart #watchwhathappens #takeiteasy #takeittothehouse #theweeknd #forwhatitsworth https://www.instagram.com/p/CnFzRaSP7uN/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
3 notes · View notes
fleetwood-mac-news · 2 years
Photo
Tumblr media
Listen today on @iHeartRadio’s Classic Rock stations to hear it first! STEVIE NICKS #ForWhatItsWorth #stevienicks #newmusic https://www.instagram.com/p/Ciz9b37MtAq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
4 notes · View notes
the80shippie · 15 days
Video
youtube
For What It’s Worth ~I beLEAF in you. 
0 notes
popegregory72 · 1 year
Photo
Tumblr media
Currently playing. #buffalospringfield #retrospective #thebestofbuffalospringfield #forwhatitsworth #mrsoul https://www.instagram.com/p/Cok8iCduWQ78xs-ljaC9F8FuT88RwkPE7t2E1Y0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
0 notes
mitchellkriegman · 2 years
Photo
Tumblr media
For what it’s worth - post your 60s self - Inspired by Amos Poe’s 1969 photo on Instagram featuring his full blown 60s self - this is mine - at the Harvard Bookstore in Boston on Commonwealth when I was working there book slinging - post your 60s self if you’ve got one - seems like an alternative universe now - seems downright calm and tranquil. I’d love to see some 60s for a change as we approach a fateful and near frightening future this month in so many ways. Thanks Amos for putting that idea in my head. #60sselfie #thesixties #longhair #forwhatitsworth #lsd #buffalospringfield @amos.poe https://www.instagram.com/p/CkTeKEfpHQk/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
0 notes
Photo
Tumblr media
🎅🏾🎄🎅🏾Are you ready to celebrate Christmas in July???🎄🎅🏾🎄 Available Now!!! Cocoa at the Cabin (co-written with USA Today Bestselling Author Raquel Anne) Paperback Link - http://mybook.to/CocoaAtTheCabinPB Ebook Link - https://books2read.com/u/brwQAE Home for Christmas mybook.to/HomeForChristmasFVP For What It’s Worth (co-written with JA Lafrance) http://mybook.to/ForWhatItsWorth https://www.instagram.com/p/Cfg1RawLjK_/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
0 notes
eric-sadahire · 2 years
Photo
Tumblr media
I don't know who needs to hear this, but you didn't have a spiritual experience You were on drugs
4 notes · View notes
kingsrideshop · 3 years
Photo
Tumblr media
New @dakroche is here. Watch #forwhatitsworth and get hyped. #kingsrideshop #cultcrew #bmx (at Kings Rideshop) https://www.instagram.com/p/CVV5JXXvFsp/?utm_medium=tumblr
1 note · View note
gskasavillo · 3 years
Text
Pag lingon ko
Pag andiyan ka pa din
Pag bumalik ako sayo
Wag na wag mo na kong pakawalan..
Kahit gusto ko nanamang lumayo
Mangako ka..
Wag na wag kang bibitaw..
1 note · View note
Photo
Tumblr media
To all of us lucky enough to still be above ground, I wish you all good health and happiness in the year(s) to come. Much love from me and mines to you and yours. #forwhatitsworth https://www.instagram.com/p/CJeN0z0Mk3G/?igshid=skcvvmqplnwx
1 note · View note
lovingperfectionsblog · 2 months
Text
For What It's Worth - Chapter 6
Max Verstappen x Reader
Chapter 6: What line is he willing to cross? 
Chapter summary: Carlos flirts and Max is willing to risk it all to make sure he figures this out properly. 
Warnings: Swearing. 
Word Count: 2791
Authors note: Hello, I’m back, life is slightly less hectic so hello :D This chapter is slightly shorter, it has taken me forever to write and it is a little more hectic, but I am really excited with where this story is heading :D I can’t wait to hear what you all think :)
Previous Chapter | Next Chapter
______
Lando could hear people shouting for him as he sprinted through the paddock, panting as his feet hit the ground below him, pushing him forward. He would never admit it, but you and Max had made him believe in true love, that there was someone for everyone in this world that so often made you feel alone, that maybe all of those rom-coms might actually be on to something, and since you had made him believe in that, he was going to make sure he played a role in getting you and Max together. 
So he ignored the burn in his lungs and how hard Carlos’driver room door was as he ran into it, forced to spend an extra precious couple of seconds, which Max really depended on, trying to get the door open in his panic. 
Both Lando and Carlos flinched as the door hit the wall from the force that Lando swung it open and from the moment that Lando recovered from the shock, Carlos was subject to an onslaught of information that there was no way he could possibly follow. 
“Slow down!” Carlos attempted to calm his friend down all while rapidly trying to process the information coming from Lando, “Did you just call Y/n hot?”
This finally shut Lando up. 
“Like Max’s Y/n?” The nod surprised Carlos, no one ever called you hot, well, not unless it was in whispered tones far, far, far away from Max. 
“Yes, Jesus, just, were you not paying attention to anything I just said?” Lando swiftly closed the door behind him, strategically standing in front of the slight chip in the wall that now existed.
 “How can anyone pay attention-” he was getting sidetracked, he needed to understand exactly what was happening with you and Lando, “Are you seeing her?”
“Who?” A confused look instantly adorned Landos face as he tried to catch up to Carlo’s question. 
“Y/N, You know, Max’s girl? I gotta know, is it like a shared agreement between the three of you or are you actually seeing Max’s girl behind his back?” Carlos couldn't help the unamused look on his friends face and he couldn't help the small laugh that escaped him as he continued, “Or is this you asking me how to make a move on Max’s girl?”
“Actually, I’m here to warn you that she’s coming to make a move on you.” A smug grin spread across Lando’s face as he watched the panic spread on his friend, “She’s wearing a cute little sundress on top of it, determined to get her man.”
“And she thinks that man is me?” Lando shrugged before relenting and sharing a small amount of information with Carlos. 
“She isn’t sure who it is.” The frustration seeped off of Carlos, “You going to listen to me this time round?” 
“Hurry up or get out.” And so Lado began to explain the entire story, start to finish, rushing through the parts that specifically made Max look really bad, with Carlos asking him to repeat those parts too many times and finally, between the two of them, they came up with a plan. 
One that would be kind to you and let you down easily and maybe get Max to actually make a move on you, and now all they had to do was wait until they ran into you. 
_____
Max could feel his face heat up as he watched you leave the motorhome and he was ushered into yet another meeting. He was torn between desperately trying to get your attention and not wanting to look at you for a second longer because every part of him was losing the battle of not just telling you exactly how he felt. 
How had he gotten himself into this mess, how had he finally been brave enough to say how he felt and then subsequently ended up helping you look for the love of your life? A man that you clearly were more interested in than him. 
“You’re staring” Daniel nudged him as you finally slipped out the motorhome doors, dragging his attention back to the meeting. 
“How can I not? This might be the last time I ever see her without the love of her life on her arm.” Dejection filtered through his voice as he allowed his thoughts to escape him, finally allowing himself to begin the grieving process. 
“Oh, you mean you’re finally going to tell her the truth?” Ever the optimist, Daniel couldn’t help but try and be positive about the situation, knowing deep in his soul that if any two people belonged together, it was you and Max. 
“I need you to stop.” Max couldn’t handle it. 
“Stop what?” Daniel could have guessed what he meant, but he was also willing to take advantage of any opportunity he could to convince Max that all he needed was to be a little brave. 
There was a long silence as Max picked at his nail beds, seeking out any distraction from the truth. 
“Giving me hope.” The loudest Max could get out was a whisper, not risking the crack in his voice. Not risking breaking the waterline of the first tears, of many he assumed, when he truly thought about the ramifications of the situation he could only blame himself for. “Please don’t give me hope when I'm about to watch the only woman I will ever love end up with another driver.”
“All you have to be is honest Max.” The glassy eyes didn’t surprise Daniel like he thought it would, but for the first time Daniel realized just how broken Max was in this situation. What had seemed so obvious, so simple, to Daniel, was completely lost on Max. He truly did not realize that you and him were it. You were always going to be together in the end. To Max, this was the end, and he wasn’t in it with you. 
Before Max could protest an alert sounded on both their phones, the exact same message brightening their screens. 
NoRizz: Okay, don’t be mad. 
NoRizz added Chili.
Maxie: Why would I be mad? 
Chili: Because I’m standing here looking at your girl in that sundress, kind of glad you fucked up. 
Maxie: I’m going to kill you. 
NoRizz: He isn’t going to do anything. 
Chili: You didn’t tell me she looked this good. 
NoRizz: HE ISN’T GOING TO DO ANYTHING. 
BigRicc: Carlos, stay away from her until we get there. 
NoRizz: Too late. 
Maxie: What do you mean too late?
NoRizz: She saw him and now they’re talking. 
BigRicc: So stop them? Get involved in the conversation!
NoRizz: Please don’t make me do that right now. There’s a lot of touching. 
Maxie: So you’re just going to let him take my girl?
NoRizz: I mean, technically she isn’t your girl. 
BigRicc: Jesus Lando.
Maxie: I’m going to kill you. 
Maxie: Both of you. 
Daniel could literally see the water in his glass splashing over as the table shook. Max’s leg bouncing rapidly underneath the table from a combination of anxiety and rage. 
Not a single second of this meeting has been absorbed by Max and it took less then a second before Max was moving out the door of the motorhome with Daniel hot on his heels when Horner dismissed them. He rushed through the paddock frantically searching for you amongst too many people. Normally it was like you were a beacon in any space, he was always drawn to you, like you were inexplicably connected somehow, but now Max felt as if that had been severed. He couldn’t see you. He couldn’t feel you. 
He was suddenly lost. 
Suddenly your laugh rang out through the crowd and Max couldn’t help but stop for a second and admire you.
The sun on your skin as you tilted your head back, laughing at whatever Carlos has said. It didn't even matter that it wasn’t him making you laugh, you just looked so beautiful. 
Maybe he could live with you ending up with Carlos if it meant that he got to see you this happy? 
That goddamn sundress really did look good on you. 
“Carlos! There you are.” Daniel made his way past Max and over to you, glaring at a skittish Lando in the distance. 
“You were looking for me?”  Carlos didn’t even bother taking his eyes off you as he addressed the two other drivers making their way over. 
“ Yeah, I wanted to wish you luck for qualifiers, Max over here is looking pretty angry so I think I’m a little nervous for all of us out there today.”  It was both a threat and a warning to the other driver, one Carlos couldn’t help but laugh at. 
“You’re angry? Why? What's wrong? Did something happen with Horner?” Max softened entirely the moment you turned towards him, concern detached in your brows, his heart fluttered as you placed your palm to his chest, a subconscious habit you had now developed whenever Max was feeling angry or anxious, finding that the physical touch calmed him completely. 
He loved how well you knew him, even if you weren’t completely conscious of just how much you did. 
Suddenly you had turned away from him, leaning closer towards Carlos as he moved to comment. 
“I can only assume he is upset over this whole flower situation.” Confusion replaced concern on your face as Carlos couldn’t help but laugh at the cute expression. 
“Why would Max be angry over the flower situation?” Despite Max’s anxiety, he couldn’t help but smile at the exact same thing Carlos was. The tilt of your head and furrowed brows as you tried to piece together everything that was being said. 
“Because whoever sent those flowers shouldn’t be a coward and just say how he feels instead of making you run all over the grid trying to figure out who it is.”  Daniel offered up as an explanation. 
“So it wasn’t Carlos?” Max was looking directly at the driver just mentioned, the question a lot more layered than what you understood? 
“I did not get her the flowers,” a breath of relief left Max, his hand coming up to wrap around yours, anchoring himself even more in your presence, in your reality. 
He still had a chance. 
“But I did tell her that I had a pretty good idea of who it was.”  Daniel couldn’t help but feel proud of Carlos, this is what Max needed, a little bit of pressure, and they were going to make sure he was getting it from all sides. 
“And he has decided to be cruel and make me wait till he tells me just exactly who it is.” Not even your pout could distract Max from the stare he and Carlos were locked in. Carlos was going to make you wait, which meant Max had some time. 
“He has two weeks.” Two weeks. Max could do two weeks. That was enough time for him to figure this all out, “Unless he pisses me off on the track.” Another threat and warning disguised as a joke. 
Max just gave a slight nod as your head was turned away from him, a promise that he would confess in the next two weeks, a promise that he’d let Carlos win whatever he wanted if he just gave him this time to figure it out.
Max couldn’t help but think about how easy it was to get into match fixing because this entire situation has him willing to throw the entire championship out the window if that's what it took. 
“You're technically Max’s PA right?” Suddenly Lando had popped back up into the conversation. 
“I am, why?” No one liked where this was headed. 
“Could you get us all coffee?” A slap to the back of his head was followed quickly by admonishment from the entire group. 
“My PA, not yours, and she’s not the type of PA to get coffee you dick.” Max had subconsciously moved between you and Lando, challenging him. 
“Redbull, whatever, can she just please?” There was a slight desperation in Lando’s voice prompting Max to give you a pleading look, knowing that he was apologize a million times over after this.
“4 Redbulls coming up.” You rolled your eyes as you moved away from the four men, not missing the very short words Max was having with Lando regarding your treatment.
“Listen, this isn’t about, just, wait, Carlos, why did you flirt like that?” Suddenly all the attention was off of Lando and back on Carlos. 
“You flirted with her?” Daniel let out a sigh so deep it could have only come from the very depths of his soul. 
“After the way Max treated her, she deserved to have her ego boosted a little bit,” it was so obvious and so nonchalant that none of the other drivers could even say anything against it, “Plus, Jesus, that dress.” A groan left Carlos tat every single one of them couldn’t help but agree with, none of them scared of admitting it in front of Max at this point, knowing he had absolutely no leg to stand on until he made a move. 
“At least you can flirt with her.” Max couldn’t help but feel sorry for himself. 
“I mean, you could if you weren’t such a pussy.” The deadpan look he received was physically painful in its truth. 
“And she is really fun to flirt with, she gets this very rosy cheek when you do, at least it starts at her cheeks, eventually her entire chest is pink the more you -” 
“I advise you shut your mouth right now.”  Max couldn’t be damned if Carlos told, he wasn’t prepared to let him sit there and talk about you like that. 
“But apparently Carlos is so good with his mouth?” You blew a kiss towards Carlos and before he could even pretend that he had caught it, Lando had stepped in between you two, wildly moving his arms in the air, an attempt to usher off your blown kiss in another direction. 
“Don’t be gross.” All except Max and Lando laughed at his response. 
“Weren’t you just checking out my boobs all morning at breakfast?” Lando whipped his head towards Max, hyper aware of how red Max’s neck was getting. That was pure rage and Lando did not want to stick around for that. 
“You’ve done me dirty, and now since you have, I am leaving for my meeting early.” He made a big show of huffing as he turned around, urging Carlos to follow him off, all but ready to run if that's what saved his life from Max’s wrath. 
And then there were three of you, silently all deciding that it was time you made your way back to the motorhome. 
“Quali starts soon, I assume you boys need to get ready?” It was more of a statement than a question, you knew they needed to go and you were thankful for a moment to lick your wounds. That was your third rejection of the weekend and you’re not sure how many more of them you could go through. 
Before either of them could nod, you’d made your way to your work studio, ready to get this day over with, leaving Max and Daniel to get ready in their respective drivers rooms. 
As soon as Max had closed the door to his, he fully rested against the table in the middle of the room, attempting to figure out his next move as Carlos’s threat played over in his mind again and again. 
______
“Explain to me exactly how Carlos got that close to you in q3?” Daniel didn’t want to believe Max was willing to actually throw these next two weeks to keep Carlos quiet. 
“The Ferrari is quick.”  Max didn’t feel like talking, instead continuing to shove his clothes into his bag so he could just find you and get back to the hotel. 
“Not that quick. Max, you can’t let him win over some girl.” That stopped Max. 
“Not some girl.” Daniel knew what you were to him so why would this surprise him? 
“This is illegal.” Daniel couldn't believe his ears. There was no way Max was actually going to go easy on Carlos for the next two weeks. 
“I got P1, nothing illegal happened.”  He shoved his wallet into his pants and pulled out his phone ready to call you. 
“And what happens when you get closer to the deadline?” Daniel stopped him just before he could leave, stranded between the safety of the drivers room and the world outside. Stranded between a line that if crossed, he would never deserve to be a driver again. 
“She’s not some girl.” 
_____
Previous Chapter | Next Chapter
130 notes · View notes
gregorychatman · 2 years
Photo
Tumblr media
“Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia.” ..and maybe playing professional sports.. #mondayquotes #mattwhosmith #forwhatitsworth #amwriting #writingcommunity #writinghacks #mentalhealthawareness #fightfortruth #goodbyemonday #writingworks #mentalhealthmatters https://www.instagram.com/p/CbHDYyVO1lp/?utm_medium=tumblr
3 notes · View notes
fleetwood-mac-news · 2 years
Photo
Tumblr media
Friday! #ForWhatItsWorth 🤗🤗🤗 @stevienicks https://www.instagram.com/p/CixyK7yOMN9/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
5 notes · View notes
the80shippie · 1 month
Text
Tumblr media
Forking frog!! You can't smoke in here.
1 note · View note
popegregory72 · 1 year
Photo
Tumblr media
Currently playing. #buffalospringfield #retrospective #thebestofbuffalospringfield #forwhatitsworth #mrsoul https://www.instagram.com/p/Cok8iCduWQ78xs-ljaC9F8FuT88RwkPE7t2E1Y0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
0 notes