#fuckn tags idk

[sneggley]

This is a draft I wrote in September of 2023

When my cousin and I helped my (now partner), raid his house for necessities because his mom was on a bender, they had us bring an entire box of Caprisuns to my house.

Me and them grew up in completely separate households right next to eachother and didn't meet until like 7th grade, and I never got brand name items like that, or brand name oreos, I was a shasta kid. So this was the first time I've had a Caprisun in years.

They had me put this box in my freezer, and now it's a week later, and I'm downright SUCKLING on these rock hard frozen juicy fruit bags, as nothing has quite quenched my thirst such as these.

[khaotunq]

TYPECAST: First Kanaphan edition

[squeakadeeks]

whiboart. (white board art)

[gayspock]

not to sound like a cunt but i swear like 2 jokes about something will get passed around and then a load of dipshits will start twisting that everyone is so Utterly Vacuous... god forbid if every post you post to your tumblr blog is not an indepth reflection of your thoughts and feelings. for your tumblr blog is reflective of your Inner mind and soul and you must summon yourself to the Calling of crafting the most perfect and eloquent analysis of the video essay that dropped 2 fucking days ago .

[mifhortunach]

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[variousqueerthings]

geez, you get into an adult cartoon and the tags are full of people complaining about the adult nature of the adult cartoon.

[twisting-roads]

shrimp saturday

[obviouschild2014]

Okay im logging off im out of here. Good luck to you guys im not engaging.

[extravalgant]

can i tell u how obssessed i am with these lil fuckn beans i found on pinterest. i drew over a couple of them to warm up but theyre so cute...

as for the third image i got inspired by this text post i also put in my wizsein tag HAHAHA no further comment on this one your honors... also that scribbly ass moo bu i need to learn how to actually draw him STAT

also a spare wizsein under the cut cus idk where to put it

oh yeah its all coming together.png

[httpiko]

Continuing with my current initiative of just fuckn posting to soundcloud. This cover currently has a video in the works (as you can see in the little thumbnail, it has art made by yours truly), it might be finished by next month? Not sure (I will make it a separate post btw)

Should I make a post compiling some WIPs? They won't be on soundcloud, just tumblr. Let me know on the comments or tags.

[cinna-bunnie]

personal rant ignore me (⁠｡⁠ﾉ⁠ω⁠＼⁠｡⁠) this is my once-a-day sad girl rant

going off my last posts tags,, i wish it was easier to make good queer friends around here (⁠´⁠-⁠﹏⁠-⁠`⁠；⁠) I'm a town girlie I can't keep up w these city folk.

also the way NO ONE is emotionally available, as hungry for friendship, or willing to hang out/talk often at all. two for two these cishet girlies would be willing to hang multiple times a week or have me over whenever but my other irl queer friends feel so distant and leave me on read for days/weeks (⁠〒⁠﹏⁠〒⁠) if they respond at all

i want so badly to be surrounded by queer ppl who love me n want to talk to me every day and hang out with me like every (other) week. I'm at THE greater Seattle area polycule, being bisexual, polyamorous and hot wtf where r y'all u can't all suck this bad.

it's bc i don't have a clubber's temperament 😔 but also lol it's bc i'm not from here™ so It Feels like everyone's already locked into their existing lil friend groups and idk an observation I've made is everyone's always open for more friends but not rly for getting Closer and trying to be good friends. also hard (impossible) for that to happen naturally on its own when y'all! don't! ever!! talk!! or hang even less!!

like ok I'm glad I've made some cool friends i can actually be with n have over n stuff finally, but i don't want to be surrounded by cishets ｡⁠:ﾟ⁠(⁠;⁠´⁠∩⁠`⁠;⁠)ﾟ⁠:⁠｡ i need moooore friends.

i want some queer cuties to get as excited about Knowing Me as i do them but it's never rly like that and I've gone almost nine months at this point, trying So Hard to make friends and b a friendlier more open more social person All The Time, and ppl Love to have me around when I'm actually there in person but then forget about me n leave me behind/out and it sucks

where tf r all the horror junkie gamer lesbians i am shining a beacon in the sky i need y'all right fuckn now!!

[weirdfishy]

I posted 11,364 times in 2022

That's 3,891 more posts than 2021!

330 posts created (3%)

11,034 posts reblogged (97%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@monsterboyfriend

@shire-bard [iʻm surprised youʻre not first lmao]

@alllthequeenshorses

@mynameisdoofthelizardandamlesbi

@turtle-denpai

I tagged 5,885 of my posts in 2022

Only 48% of my posts had no tags

#the sandman - 626 posts [unsurprising, we started strong w the witcher, but these last four months were just overrun]

#the witcher - 531 posts

#dreamling - 307 posts

#video - 217 posts

#merlin bbc - 191 posts [under 2 weeks left 🥲iykyk]

#bnha - 157 posts

#fishy’s bubbles - 149 posts

#fav - 123 posts

#hob gadling - 117 posts

#writing - 116 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#i’m reversing the car and there’s a curb. i’m going forward and there’s a curb. i’m moving sideways like a sandwinder and there’s a curb :/ [i have NO IDEA what this is attached to/what itʻs referring to]

I sent 1 gift in 2022 🦀:)

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

bc of this post from @insertsanity529 and idk if the concept will make it into my fic

@thatboysgotwoah hey so. hereʻs a thing. a very loose thing but it is, nonetheless, A Thing. (a thing i didnʻt realize was 1k until Just Now WTF)

there is also a part 2 in the rbs :)

& an ao3 link with little bits added to it here and there

[ok so maybe i deleted the entire fic from this post but hey itʻs a lot and you can find the ao3 up there or the post right below. itʻs a sandman fic, bc he-llo top tag]

200 notes - Posted October 19, 2022

#4

the Prince of Stories being in love with Professor Storyteller Extraordinaire is Top Tier Stuff

234 notes - Posted October 13, 2022

#3

HE MADE A FUCKN GIRAFFE 🦒

693 notes - Posted May 23, 2022

#2 [gen thought itʻd be my 1st]

hob: would you still love me if i was a worm? 🥺

dream: *turns hob into a worm, contemplates for a hot second as hobʻs Freaking Out on the floor before turning him back, pecking him on the cheek* yes darling, i still loved you 🥰❤️❤️

hob: *majorly disoriented* ??????????? thanks dear??????????

2,134 notes - Posted November 11, 2022

My #1 post of 2022 [makes sense tho]

me @ my mutuals:

7,992 notes - Posted February 20, 2022

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[dreadark]

what did you think of the event story?

gonna hope you’re talking about lingering echoes or i’ll look like a clown more than usual

yknow how ace attorney got someone known for yaoi doujins to design their characters

I feel like arknights did the same thing for this event’s writer

it’s just...really typical? like really of course they have a duet assigned just to them of course it turns out they’re secretly childhood friends and didn’t remember of course they’re doomed because they’ll literally kill everyone if they’re together like...they actually said “there’s only one bed.” how many more tropes can you fit in tho for that one specifically i feel like kreide probably still ended up sleeping on the floor. rip

so it’s kind of? charming?? baby’s first yaoibait (????) but anyway because it’s so typical i couldn’t take anything too seriously... like i enjoyed reading it enough but i just found everything really funny including the very sad™️ death which... probably not intended. maybe i’m too irony poisoned or something... 

anyway outside the goatboy tragedy...czerny was more interesting than i expected? I didn’t even realize he was a major character before oops. the whole deal with being leithanien’s only recognized infected musician so he has to keep giving things up to help the others...that seems to be the theme with him doesn’t it. he has to give up his privacy(?) to promote Morgen und Abend, then all his copyrights to get hospitals to treat infected, then eventually was even going to give up his life for eben and kreide. they don’t really dwell on it much but even at RI he donates most of what he earns... like yeah he’s a really nice guy but it seems like being the only infected in his position probably makes him feel like he has to be the one who does this for everyone else’s sake. which is tragic in its own way...dude please be a little more selfish. but this is a pretty realistic thing...

Oh yeah and I’m disappointed carnelian wasn’t here. like when i heard a leithanien event announced on stream that’s all i was waiting for and nope... please god let her be in the next one she desperately needs story. but this isn’t actually related to the event story

anyway my one real gripe… hibiscus…

why did she even get an alt. like you could replace her in this event with some npc and practically nothing would change...

the previous ones... lava being in who is real follows from her bond with nian, and kroos is A1 so yea she tags along, then gets an alt later... but why is hibiscus in leithanien. who knows. and you can see how lava and kroos have changed but hibiscus didn’t seem to change all that dramatically, yet they still dangle this ooh something terrible happened in her profile like Yes Okay I Know either tell us exactly or shut up this is the third time you’ve done this

well they had sarkaz racism and also immediately dropped it...speaking of that that’s something i’ve never liked. oripathy discrimination works (sometimes) because it doesn’t really have a clean real-world analogue, but this... hmm with the whole stealing blood thing this event they obviously seem to be making this an analogue to antisemitism. which... okay but the sarkaz are literally devils. like they got shapeshifters and vampires and are also most of the major enemy types... that’s not good...? 

idk i didn’t like the victoria taran thing for a similar reason. and then there’s how ursus hates catgirls and victoria maybe looks down on zalak from this random throwaway line just. why??? 

aegir in iberia is the only time ak has done this decently because they don’t try to make some stupid reason like actually they tried to take over the world 200 years ago, it’s just xenophobia amplified by the church picking a scapegoat after the Silence. and they use this interestingly sometimes with how the cult preys on vulnerable people. also aegir are from fuckn atlantis so they can’t make bad analogues thankfully

everything else has been stupid and pointless or just Bad

(liberi in laterano are a whole other deal with the angel hivemind thing, it’s more just non-sankta there anyway which is a bit different... i talk too much already let’s not get into this one...)

I’ve always really liked kroos, and fang and beagle by extension, and then lava after who is real... but hibiscus just makes me feel nothing. she’s just a medic who works hard and has her 1 gimmick of making terrible food. and i wanna like all of A1 so i don’t like that

at least they made a point of how she doesn’t know how to play the flute because looking at her e2 yeah i can tell STOP HOLDING IT LIKE THAT !! (but also her class doesn’t make much sense i don’t remember there being any big moment in the story where she decides to use her arts offensively... it’s mentioned in one of her voicelines tho so i might have missed it????)

[steves-strapcollection]

Once again, I will state my Samson Was More Worthy Of The Addiction Redemption Arc Than Cullen Was belief since I've referenced it in the tags on that Dragon Age post. This is not a debate, you will not sway me of this opinion, I cannot stand Cullen and only partially bc his VA is a complete and utter tool, but I respect y'alls affection for him even if I don't share it nor understand it.

ANYWAY

Samson was done dirty by the narrative from the jump.

You're telling me this guy was KICKED OUT OF THE ORDER for helping a mage sneak notes to his sweetheart outside of the circle and he just... didn't care that the mages he helped escape from the circle were actually going to Tevinter slavers????? Like????????

Please be real about this.

He CARED about his charges, and he fits the idea that there's no good cops because the good ones don't actually last that long as cops?? Cullen was a cop right up until a better option came up and he was still A Fucking Cop that believed in the entire idea that mages need protecting from themselves.

Samson's entire deal in DA:I is just... very upsetting to me as an addict. He as a character was handled with such little tact and sympathy when everything about him was literally fucking heartbreaking. He got kicked out of the order for helping a mage deliver love notes and left on the streets with an addiction to a heavily controlled substance that for which the withdrawals would eventually KILL HIM, but not before breaking his mind. And the mage he helped? Was made Tranquil! Can you imagine that guilt??

And the fact the Maddox was actually canonically SHAMED for being loyal to Samson, and that Maddox was used against Samson at his trial like FUCK OFF Cullen. What did you ever fucking do for any of the mages in your care BEFORE they were being literally fuckn murdered???

Anyway in my Dragon Age Fix-It AU, Samson is actually part of the Inquisition as either Cullen's place, or Cassandra is in Cullen's place and Samson is a companion that travels with you and Cullen is idk part of the inquisition but elsewhere so i don't have to fuckn see him, idk.

[brain-empty]

guys I think I accidentally stumbled across the Boyfriend's webcomic creator's ao3 account...dont ask how I have common tags I read & unless its a fanfic repost from that acc then...fuckn idk-- this is why I need to return to wattpad

[dieabadass]

Just when I thought I found a man that was emotionally secure about understanding my recent past regarding my past relationships;

goes fuckn crazy on me &just told me he wont even talk to me until I get a divorce …. Like … what,,,. The actual fuck …. He knows how difficult this has been for me & how hard I’ve tried to handle this situation & get it handled and thought he had my MF back on the status of this, but now I’m sitting here pulled over in this sketch ass neighborhood trying to find his ass cuz I can’t talk text & drive all at the same time ….like WHAAAAAT JUST HAPPPENED?!? What.the.fuck…..& idk what I’m even saying but I just need to write and put this bad negative energy I’m feeling some where other then right MF here right now cuz I swear a bitchMFwouldrightnow. Like,BROOOOOOOOOOOOOOO…..am I cursed when it comes to love? Is it meeeeEee?! Am I the problem ?!? Or am I falling in reverse again blinded by bomb sex & baby im nothing like him empty promises….anyways…… shit here he comes …. Wait …can he even see me? HAHA I’m just gonna sit here posted watching him drive around the parking lot loosing his cool cuz he thinks I drove off into the night never to return again…..lol I just might ….. what the FUCK IS THIS!!?!?? dammit this guy air tagged my phone & my Life360 is poppIN off alerting me he’s in a 100 ft. Radius….thought I deleted this shit a few months ago… I THOUGHT HE TRUSTED ME!!!!! Or does he actually love me? Could this guy actually fucking love me?! Awe BAEEEEEEEE. We’re fucking crazy. Iloveuiloveuiloveu2……..

#love

#redlight

#greenlight

#staytoxic

#knewhedcomeback

#myboyfriendlovesme

#ithinkilovehim2

xoxoxo