#fun in the mindspace!

[humming-fly]

I only just now realized what a shame it is we never got to see Al and Greedling really interacting

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Siffrin plays Disco Elysium AU: Featuring backseat gamer Loop.

[bloboloblob]

I am very normal about ascended biorobot aliens mentally leaving and asking their inner friend to assume body control during incomprehensibly stressful eldritch situations, in which they have to deal with the extremely reckless behaviour of their host, with absolutely no qualification for this position. And the perspective that they are all dying with almost certainty in all of this mess, as well.

[sysig]

Hi! I'm here for the requestober. Could you draw Handplates!Gaster and Scriabin interacting? Not in any specific way, whatever you think is fine ❤️

Day 9 - Also stop following me

[runefactorynonsense]

Melotober - Day 19 - Nostalgia

What a difference a year can make!

[slavhew]

left behind a pretty corpse. and then some

[find-the-path]

late night is a terrible time to be rehauling an oc's entire timeline but. it works so well.

[fili-oeuvre]

ending up with at least three writing projects at the moment because my brain won’t let me NOT write down whatever slightly interesting idea that spawns in my mind

[dacuslucy]

AMELIE I XANT DI RHIS IM SI SINGLE I HARE IT HERE ITS HEEN 10 MONTHS ALREADT

The spell has been cast. All you can do now, is wait.

[applepies-and-starlight]

"I see you." She would say in our sea of thoughts, "You're always looking over those memories."

"The foggy ones; murky, as if the sea washed itself over its canvas."

"What are they made of?"

I do not hear an ounce of accusation or confrontation; she is simply, genuinely curious.

I always give the same answer.

"I don't know."

She leaves me alone afterwards. Either content or knowing the answer.

I feel sorry for her, as I play those memories again and again.

Pain, confusion, and a rancid stench...

Thundering storms and roaring laughter...

A pair of hands grabbing my own...

Standing amidst a multicolored sea...

Truimphant shouting, wrathful screaming...

Steel scraping on flesh; a harpoon is lifted...

The Sun beating down on my back...

A citadel; collapsing

A Compass.

"Promise me to not look back."

"...I will try."

A promise to the Devil.

"What are they made of?"

She would ask this question every once in a while.

My answer is always the same.

"I don't know."

and yet, I do.

While the canvas may be destroyed, its impression on the people will still stay the same.

The reasoning forgotten, but the answer still known.

Kept far, far away, in an attempt to honor a promise.

That is the sailor, being offered a compass.

Given to her in exchange for your life.

Fuck it what if I was cringe and wrote about my OCs who are in this insanely delusional connected universe I've concocted between several fandoms?

[wovenstarlight]

long ass ask on the tl tumblr that essentially amounts to "hey why the fuck did yoohyun do all that. wasn't that stupid." and I'm like oh buddy. puts hand on their shoulder. you have come to entirely the wrong person for this

[possiblydave]

I honestly frankly forgot where I picked up this trick (from another post online, now deactivated) so imagine how startled I was seeing it described pretty exactly in a psychology records book on helping kids manage trauma responses:

(Source: The Boy Who Was Raised As A Dog, by Bruce D. Perry, M.D. PhD)

[Image description: a picture of a warped page from the cited book, cropped on the following paragraph: " [...] healthier control over when and to what degree she would use this powerful adaptive response. I had taught her an induction technique that involved focusing on her breathing. After simply observing each breath she took for a moment or two, she would then take a number of deep, controlled breaths and count them down, from ten to one. With each inhalation she would imagine one step down a staircase. At the bottom of the staircase was a door, and when she opened that door she would be in her "safe" place, where no one could hurt her and she was in total control. Once she had that technique down, we worked on helping her use it whenever she was distressed or overwhelmed, rather than..." The paragraph cuts off there. End ID]

Unrelated but a side note /disclaimer- as a since-discovered system, a lot of my described experiences in this original post are unique to the dissociation and behaviors of alters that come with the territory. The process should not be full of this many pitfalls or complications ordinarily.

I say this because - if you are a singlet kinnie but find your brain is fighting you during this, has a lot of barriers, or that you arbitrarily seem unable to focus on a kin unless "in the right zone", like I described here, there may be something deeper going on - it may be something Different than being a system, but consider looking into it jic if you're able.

I made this post to be helpful, so I say this bc I want people to be helped, if that makes sense. I don't want a misunderstanding or takeaway from this post to lead to some negative results, all because I was too busy in denial myself.

Hey friend I saw your post about memories and I went and read through a bunch of other ones and?? How do you?? Get memories? Mine just come to me randomly or stuff it's really hard for me to get anything

ooh I’ve been ready for the day I got an ask about this! 

Ok, so! Obviously, there’s general advice - going through the character’s canon in their media, looking at art or stories or videos or aesthetics made that relate to them, listening to music etc. etc.  and mostly I say this because these have worked for me too, though it’s pretty random.

But what I do specifically, that works for me pretty much on command (though I can’t do it all the time), is what I call the memory walk! It’s not my method really, it’s structured off of this method here. However, I’ve found that as I do it, it’s more successful when I personalize the process in a way that works for me, and pay attention to what works for me!!

So I’d advise reading through the original process to start with, but I can also tell you about my experience with it if that might help!!

I am going to say, though, the most important thing to remember for this process is to listen to your instincts and pay attention to how it goes. if you can’t seem to get things to work, you may need to try something different. If you feel like you’re doing it right then you probably are, but if you feel like something’s not adding up then you may need to address whatever it is that feels off and try again. 

Don’t try to overthink or force it, you’re more likely to block things off and get frustrated. Go with the flow and learn the cues your brain gives you so that you know when you’re doing the right thing.

Keep reading

[chaosoftheages]

I didn't realize I was very out of it until I was attacked with a soft football in gym class and went "uhhh....wait I'm not in my math class anymore what the fuck-"

Like I blinked in math class and suddenly I was in gym class. Maybe a ghost posted chapter 12 of f&S 8 idk I'm very out of it today(and being treated like a survivor of a war for...certain reasons.)

[secondlina]

Do you like people who dub your comics with real voices then or do you just not like dubs in general?

At this time, I would prefer if voice actors would not dub my work unless I asked them / am working with them.

Between the AI dubbing, the multiple repost accounts, and a few folks dubbing my comics regardless of whether I say yes or no (I've turned down or ignored most requests and videos still went up) - I've grown cold to the idea. Also, in my experience, they often credit poorly, not including links, not mentioning the series title, only typing my user name in the description as a word without context. A few dubbers also took me agreeing to one comic dub as them being allowed to dub ALL of my comics.

That being said - It's still incredibly flattering when budding voice actors ask, and the love they have for the comic is very touching. I'm exceptionally lucky to have people reach out like this, and probably seem like I'm complaining about something that is actually rad. Because having people want to contribute to your work as an artist IS rad. But when enough people seem to do it as a vehicle for their business rather than out of passion, it's weird vibes.

I hope to get back into a mindspace where it is fun again. I hope to collaborate directly with some dubbers one day, so I can make videos that fit my ideal. And I hope that nobody I turn down thinks it's their fault. There's just too many toads in the well.

I kinda wish wellness pages also didn't repost my fox + crow comics next to ads where they push ad supplement gummy yoga new age bullshit. I've also had some folks clone my instagram account to hit up people for scams. Protecting one's identity as an artist online these days is getting harder and weirder.

[lvlybin]

thinking of what the jebis would like to be called for a title and what they'd call their partner when they're subbing... like i wanna call hanbin daddy or master.. but i also want him to cry and call me mommy AAAAAAA this is just a switch problem LOLLL

cw *deep breath* daddy/mommy kink, master/mistress/miss kink, sir/ma'am kink, oppa kink, implied sex, mentions of emotional sex, power play dynamics, age gap thoughts, professor/teacher kinks, mentions of a corruption kink, potentially possessive/ownership mentions 18+ MDNI

✉️ this ask is EVERYTHING to me! literally had so much fun writing this. sorry if it gets a little repetitive!

I think that Jiwoong is lowkey a master lover. And that goes for both you and him. It’s something he was hesitant to bring up with you because that title can be intense. But there’s something really intimate about it to him–the way it satisfies that possessive feeling in him when you use it, and how it communicates just how devoted he is to you when he uses it. Also, I think Jiwoong is big into worship. Like body worship, a fuck ton of praise, and him fully being on his knees for you at all times. So I think the master is the one he would prefer for you to use on him and is the one he likes to use the most too.

Hao has a HUGE professor/teacher kink. I literally have a compilation of him asking fans to call him teacher, and I would link it except I don’t want to get doxxed by giving y’all my TikTok :P Anyways, when he’s domming, he’s very much into being called either professor or teacher. Lowkey because he’s into roleplay, but also because he likes his intelligence being acknowledged even in the bedroom. He technically could be a teacher if he wanted to, and the thought of the power play is something that turns him on so much. And then when he’s subbing, he’s calling you ‘mommy’. No doubt about it. He can be a manipulative sub (SUCH a pillow princess), looking up at you with wide eyes and tears while he whines the title because he knows it’ll get him what he wants.

Hanbin is into being called ‘daddy’ and ‘sir’, but I think he’s more partial to daddy. He’s big on non-sexual dominance out of the bedroom, so it’s more of the title being related to him taking care of you in every way. And he just thinks it’s so adorable whenever you call him daddy. If he’s feeling a little mean he’ll make you call him sir, but literally while you guys are fucking, he’ll tell you to switch back to calling him daddy because he loves to hear your whiny little voice moan the name <3 And he’s another one that’s gonna call you mommy when he’s subbing. When you get Hanbin to call you that, he has to be in a very subby mindspace because he likes calling you by your name when you’re the one taking care of him, so it’s also a symbol of how much he trusts you. You’d have to overstimulate him or have some really emotional sex for him to call you mommy, but it’s possible.

Matthew has an oppa kink. So he’d have you call him oppa when he’s domming. He likes feeling bigger than you and stronger than you, and something about being called ‘oppa’ really does that for him. Also, I think that he’s lowkey into an age gap (cough cough… Gunwook…) so even if you are older than him, he’d still ask you to call him oppa. Something about the thought of taking care of someone younger than him, an appropriate amount of course, really gets him going. And then he likes calling you ‘ma’am’ when he’s the sub. It started as a little bit of a joke, like you’d tell him to do something and he’d get on it right away with a “Yes, ma’am,” but then it slipped out when you were riding him one time and he just hasn’t stopped since. He likes reminding you that you’re in charge when you’re the dom, and he really thinks that that title does for you.

Taerae’s another one who likes to be called daddy and or oppa. Once again, he likes the thought of being older than you, maybe kind of an innocence thing with a corruption kink. He would love hearing you call him oppa in one of your pretty, sweet moans and he would coo at how adorable you are because he truly feels like he’s the only one who can take care of you like this. Those titles hold a kind of trust with them, and it makes him feel so special that he can break you down enough with pleasure for you to call him those names. He’d call you mommy when he’s subbing. Except it doesn’t take a lot of work to get him to call you that. He’s very comfortable with you and very honest with you, so as soon as it’s established that he’s on bottom for this round, he’ll start calling you mommy. It’s a kind of praise that comes from him–his favorite way of telling you he feels good.

Ricky likes being called sir. It’s one of the only titles that doesn’t feel cringy to him. Plus, he’s rarely like a hard-core dom, so it has that perfect balance of domination while still being soft and mild. He does like feeling in charge, though, and being called sir really does that for him. Hearing you say “Yes, sir,” in your cute little voice always has a rush of excitement going through him, and it just makes him treat you so much softer. That level of trust is also reflected when he calls you Miss. Once again, not a super hardcore title, but enough to get the point across that he trusts you with his pleasure. Because that is a big thing for Ricky when he’s intimate with someone: trust. But he’s always in such awe of you and is another member that’s really into worshipping you, and he likes how Miss kind of puts you on a level higher than him.

Gyuvin is a hard one for me because I genuinely think that he wants you screaming his name when he doms, not some other title, because that’s so intimate for him. But if I had to choose, I think it would be daddy. It’s softer with him when you call him that, because it’s a care thing. It shows him that he’s doing a good job pleasing you, taking care of you. And it does make him feel good when he knows he’s pleased you enough to the point where you slip into the mindspace of calling him that nickname, but overall, I think he does prefer being called his own name when he doms. When you’re domming him, though, you usually call him puppy, so it only makes sense that he calls you master, right? Not in a pet play way, but in a kind of ownership way. Nothing toxic, of course, but Gyuvin likes letting you know that he’s completely yours in every way, and calling you master gives off those vibes for him.

Gunwook would want to be called sir. His is in a more rough way, because he does get a bit of a power trip when you moan out that title, but nothing too crazy. Sometimes he gets a little condescending, but it’s in a hot way, not a genuine way, so it’s fine. Being called by a title makes him feel truly in control and shows him how far you would really go for him, which he loves. But it also is a reminder of how much bigger he is than you, and his size kink adores that as well >.< But another thing that turns him on is how you push him around when you’re domming too. So, he usually ends up calling you mommy or mistress. Titles for Gunwook are symbols of control, not a symbol of trust, so more often than not during super intimate or emotional sex, he won’t be using titles. However, if it’s another kind of scene, he likes calling you mommy or mistress because he likes how even if you’re smaller and weaker than he is, you’re still able to boss him around / tell him what to do.

[forsaken-headcanons]

some fun hcs I have :D

Guest died without knowing anything, at all basically. Whether or not the war would end, whether or not his sacrifice actually meant anything, whether or not Charlotte and Daisy would've been okay. He even died believing that Matt was dead and didn't know if anyone would be there to take care of his girls. THAT, his uncertainty, is what weighs on him during, and outside of, rounds.

I think that the Spectre's weakening of certain survivors (Shedletsky, Guest, Builderman, Dusekkar, etc..) causes a really like foggy mindspace for the survivor affected. Essentially like something is physically affecting their body and mind while they're fighting back, preventing them from going any further than The Spectre wants.

Shedletsky stress molts, like a lot. Builderman helps him preen and such but he looses a LOT of feathers due to the stress of everything.

Guest had a really hard time adjusting when Chance was first forsaken and had to readjust to hearing gunfire. His performance during rounds took a noticeable downturn whenever the gun would go off. Chance wasn't aware of this right away and felt really bad when he learned.

Two Time keeps their dagger on them at all times, ALL TIMES, if not physically on their person then it's very near and they always know where it is.

(Can you tell I favor the sentinels /silly also could I be 💋 anon? :])

Are you trying to kill me with these Guest headcanons. Bro. First sentence in, and you already have me sobbing. What the hell. Goddamn.

/silly

Sure. It's nice to have you, 💋 anon!