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[stewahrt]

( elizabeth of lancaster ♕ devrim lingnau ♕ 29 ♕ queen of scotland ) ⸻welcome ELIZABETH OF LANCASTER. you hail from ENGLAND and have been risen to the position of a QUEEN. you are a member of the house of STEWART and will go down in history as the STEADFAST. though you are PROUD & RESENTFUL, you are blessed with being OBSERVANT and DUTIFUL. 

written by lu ( she / they ).

DOSSIER ⸻ WANTED DYNAMICS

you can find my little discord tl;dr under the cut ( it also complements what's in the dossier page ).

she was raised like any proper lady would, her mother had high expectations on her even as a "spare" and when her brother died a year after her family went into exile ( elizabeth was 7 years old when he got mortally wounded i reckon ?? unless my math didn't math right nbvcvbnm ) those expectations grew even higher because she was now the heir !! as a young girl, she liked horse riding more than anything else, closely followed by painting / sketching and she always had a romantic view on life even after all that her family lost ( so much so she foolishly though she'd marry a man she loved ... silly silly girl ... probably had a little guy that she wanted to smooch but alas ) but that got chiped away at time and time again and she became sort of ... disillusioned with life and a bit cynical, becoming more and more pragmatic. it only became "worse" when her husband, whom she married to help her family ( though i need to plot their relationship more ), took a mistress and she's left like "ooohhhkay then" and at this point she just wants to get pregnant so she can at least secure her position and help her family like she's meant to. wants her mother to desperately get rid of the mistress just so she doesn't have to feel embarassed walking around knowing people are very aware of it mnbvcvbnm feels very alone at the end of the day, she is a lonely lady but tries not to show it but she is her mother's daughter at the end of the day hehehehe

[damayantia]

welcome DAMAYANTI ‘DAMIATA’ SIVASANKAR. you hail from VIJAYANAGARA and have been risen to the position of a COURTESAN. you are a member of the house of COLONNA and will go down in history as the MUSE. though you are CONDESCENDING & CALLOUS, you are blessed with being BEGUILING and DISCERNING.

links.  character  study  /  playlist  /  pinterest  /  threads

━━ BASIC INFO.

NAME:  damayanti  sivasankar  NICKNAME:  damiata,  dami  AGE:  thirty-eight  PLACE OF BIRTH:  vijayanagara  IMPERIUM:  rome  GENDER:  cisgender  woman  PRONOUNS:  she/her  ORIENTATION:  bisexual  RELIGION:  shaivism  PARENTS:  sivasankar  vikramaditya  &  bhima devi  SIBLINGS  one  brother  LANGUAGES:  tamil,  telugu,  kannada,  portuguese,  latin  (  fluent  )    urdu,  italian,  french,  arabic  (  conversational  )    english,  mandarin  (  learning  )    spanish  (  reliant on intelligibility from the other romance languages  )    sanskrit,  hindi  (  childhood’s  forgotten  tongues  )  EDUCATION:  private  tutoring  TITLE:  courtesan  INTERESTS:  martial  arts,  poetry,  natural  philosophy,  fine  art   HOBBIES:  swordplay,  archery,  hunting,  singing  LABEL  the  muse

━━ PERSONALITY.

mbti. entp-a  enneagram. 3w2,  the  enchanter  instinct. sx/so  character inspo.  helen,  the  iliad  /  daenerys  targaryen,  a  song  of  ice  and  fire  /  kaeya,  genshin  impact  /  dazai  osamu,  bungou  stray  dogs  /  serval,  honkai:  star  rail

beguiling,  discerning,  mellifluous,  determined

condescending,  callous,  ruthless,  deceptive

━━ SNAPSHOT.

character  study  TBD

known    most    everywhere    through  her  perhaps-scandalous  links  with  the  de  facto  ruler  of  rome,    damayanti    —    also  known  as  damiata    —    is  a  figure  who  confounds  understanding:    a  non-believer  reigning  as  the  queen  of  beauty  in  the  eternal  city,    whose  visage  has  been  writ  by  many  a  roman  artist  in  their  canvas.    she  is  charming  and  witty,    yet  all  her  intelligence  seems  to  be  geared  towards  ensuring  immortality  of  her  fair  form.    she  plays  at  expectations  and  makes  the  crowd  part  of  her    —    not  make  herself  part  of  the  crowd,    which  is  a  very  subtle  yet  important  distinction.    she  could  revel  with  the  drunkards  at  the  taverns  yet  converse  ever  so  delightfully  with  the  bluebloods  in  their  chateaus  and  fortifications.  in  short:    a  woman  of  any  occasion,    or  perhaps  a  woman  of  many  masks.

in    truth,      her  reservation  about  her  past  is  less  a  thing  cultivated  to  incite  curiosity  and  more  just  a  natural  reaction  to  the  plight  that  her  family  experienced  when  she  was  young,    fleeing  another  country  simply  because  they  gambled  wrongly.    she  is  perceptive  yet  deceptive  but  also  endlessly  indecisive:    she  charms  people  to  know  their  secrets,    yet  does  almost  next-to-nothing  with  them,    preferring  to  keep  it  to  herself  to  the  point  of  seeming  fruitlessness.    what’s  important  to  her,    however,    is  that  she  knows  others  yet  others  don’t  know  her:    a  guardedness  borne  from  exile.

━━ TIMELINE.

1392.  a son is born to bhima devi and sivasankar,  the former a renowned poetess and the latter a court adviser in the employ of emperor harihara ii of vijayanagara. 

1394.  damayanti is born to sivasankar and bhima devi.  in the same year,  a portuguese merchant settles in vijayanagara.  he is quickly contracted under the sivasankar household as a languages tutor for the children.  damayanti is educated alongside her brother.

1405.  the death of harihara ii paves the way for virupaksha raya’s accession to the royal throne of vijayanagara.  however,  with the succession disputed by his other brothers,  his reign is short-lived.  virupaksha is eventually murdered by his sons.  having been in the employ of the murdered king,  the sivasankar family looks as if they might share their lord’s fate.  however,  their tutor arranges passage for them alongside him back to portugal.

1406.  having arrived in portugal, the sivasankar household experiences a difficult start in establishing themselves. they sell off their treasured possessions — whatever few they can smuggle with their escape — and begin attempts for a burgeoning mercantile trade, specialising in goods exported from the east.

1413.  with the family having found its footing after many long years,  damayanti takes after her erstwhile tutor and takes up travelling.

142?.  eventually,  she settles in italy.

1432.  she arrives at the court of king charles of france as julius’ courtesan.

━━ PLOTS.

mercantile  links  through  her  family’s  trading  empire,    courts  she  may  have  visited  in  her  travels,    husbands  whose  wives  she’s  slept  with,    wives  who  she’s  seduced,    artists  and  poets  and  other  creatives  she  enamoured,    philosophers  she  discoursed  with,    a  person  she  might  have  unwittingly  insulted,    people  she’s  outraged  over  her  ‘artist’s  passions,’    etc.

[thfcrtuncte]

     ⚜️ (margaret plantagenet – anya taylor-joy – 23 – princess of england ) ⚜️welcome MARGARET PLANTAGENET. you hail from ENGLAND and have been risen to the position of a PRINCESS OF ENGLAND. you are a member of the house of PLANTAGENET and will go down in history as the FORTUNATE. though you are DELICATE & SELF-INDULGENT you are blessed with being SYMPATHETIC and WHIMSICAL.  ⚜️

STATS.

name: margaret "the fortunate" plantagenet meaning: of greek origin meaning "pearl" , of french origin meaning "short of broom" age/dob: twenty-three / 8th march, 1409 status/rank: princess of england (by birth) country of origin: england place of birth: tbd

birth order: thirdborn mother & father: aliénor of aquitane & king henry v of england siblings: katherine of england, henry, prince of wales ✟, constance of england

sexuality: bisexual / biromantic western: pisces religion: roman catholicism height: 5'6" virtues: sympathetic, whimsical vices: self-indulgent, delicate

marital status: betrothed to george of york issue: n/a in-laws: matilda of flanders (sister-in-law), edward of york (future-in-law), anne of york (future-in-law)

alliance(s): her country, the royal line adversaries: her mother in law, anyone overlooking the line of succession in favour of a male heir inspirations: the princess (peau d'ane/donkey skin), hermia (a midsummer night's dream), eurydice (greek mythology), marie de france (poet/matrix), cecily neville (english history)

BIO.

wip, but, was born on the cusp of civil war and her father's victory, margaret has always been known as 'la fortuna', but to watch your brother die is an entirely different matter, which leaves you scarred and forgotten

TIMELINE

1409 born margaret of march 1411 birth of her sister, constance 1413 her older brother hal falls gravely ill, leaving fear in all the bones of the royal family 1415 retreats to eltham palace with her mother and siblings for the queen's health 1419 watches the wedding of her brother to matilda of flanders from the balconies with her sisters 1420 her older brother hal dies only a few months into his marriage, leaving the family fractured 1421 - 1430 between bouts of the plague, margaret is moved from place to place with her siblings for her safety and education, she is taught to pray for a brother every evening, and prepare for a future to bolster the strength of her father's reign 1432 a betrothal is arranged between herself and george of york

WANTEDS

ladies in waiting, women who have been by her side for her entire life, ones who think she does not deserve an inch of what she has been given, enemies stabbing her in the back, someone who knows her most fragile of secrets

[zhensarrow]

⚜️ ( zhu zhen ─ gong jun ─ 27 ─ crown prince ) ⚜️welcome ZHU ZHEN. you hail from CHINA and have been risen to the position of a CROWN PRINCE. you are a member of the house of MING and will go down in history as the ARROW. though you are IMPULSIVE  & SHORT TEMPERED, you are blessed with being GENUINE and WITTY. ⚜️

BASIC STATISTICS.

name: zhu zhen meanings: zhu - upright , precious / virtuous age: twenty seven years date of birth: august 12th , 1405 titles: crown prince of china orientation: bisexual , biromantic religion: while he prays to the traditional gods , he believes in the philosophies of taoism nationality: chinese ethnicity: chinese

FAMILIAL TIES.

mother: empress xia xiojing father: emperor yuanzhang siblings: anqing , ancheng , jianjun , ruyang spouse: n / a issue: n / a

PERSONALITY.

character inspirations: eddard stark , robert baratheon , jaime fraser , king arthur positive traits: genuine , witty negative traits: impulsive , short tempered

[theouranias]

⚜️( catherine of montfort ─ joss stone ─ 25 ─ countess of montfort ) ⚜️welcome CATHERINE OF MONTFORT. you hail from BRITANNY and have been risen to the position of a COUNTESS OF MONTFORT. you are a member of the house of TUDOR and will go down in history as the THE OURANIA. though you are SNOBBISH & BULL HEADED, you are blessed with being PIOUS and PERCEPTIVE. ⚜️

BASIC STATISTICS.

name: catherine adela montfort of britanny meanings: catherine - pure , margaret - pearl age: twenty - five years date of birth: february 24th , 1407 ( saint adela's feast day ) titles: lady of britanny , lady tudor , countess of montfort orientation: heterosexual , heteroromantic religion: roman catholic nationality: french ethnicity: french

FAMILIAL TIES.

mother: tbd father: francis montfort , duke of britanny step - mother: princess elizabeth stewart of scotland siblings: n / a extended family: the nobles of burgundy spouse: jasper tudor , count of montfort issue: none. ( hopefully soon )

PERSONALITY.

character inspirations: elizabeth woodville , kathani sharma , claire fraser , eloise bridgerton , ada shelby , queen charlotte , elizabeth bennett positive traits: pious , perceptive negative traits: bull headed , snobbish

[hremaximh]

(maximilian habsburg – john david washington – 43 – holy roman emperor) welcome MAXIMILIAN HABSBURG. you hail from THE HOLY ROMAN EMPIRE and have been risen to the position of EMPEROR. you are a member of the house of HABSBURG and will go down in history as the JUDICIOUS. though you are VENGEFUL & , MYOPIC you are blessed with being DEVOTED and PRUDENT. [juno – 21+ – she/her– none– gmt] ♱

BIOGRAPHY

Maximillian knew greatness would always come to him; born to strong bloodlines in the heart of the Empire, he had little doubt he would become Emperor - the election process, being a mere formality; his parents primed him for the throne from the moment he was born. Max honors his parents in all that he does -- he is superemely proud of his family and stellar lineage. 

Serious and studious from a young age, Maximilian is prodigious in his biblical studies, and nearly zealous in his beliefs (a very important note that he loves his faith but in no way believes it superior; he believes himself a defender of all faith, for otherwise we would all fall to hedonism) 

The empire is everything to him -- its prosperity and might, a deeply personal cause; he believes all failures and triumps, are his presonally. Max is prudent and cautious -- he does not readily leap into battle or conflict, and seeks peace above all other things; he is aware of his power, and more so, of how easily a man can lose his crown. He has watched English kings come and go -- his Empire is more tediously strung together, govening different people and cultures; should he become unpopular, his reign would be greatly challenged.

Intelligent, affable, softly-spoken to some, and an ardent quoter of scripctures and philosophers, Max is eager to share and learn from the delegations in Paris; if he had not been born a man of the Empire, born to rule, he would have happily been a scholar. 

Max has a close relationship with the Pope and Rome -- he sends letters so often, the Pope undoubtedly rolls his eyes when he receives another; but the relationship on the surface, is wholly united and strong. 

His sons marriage is a promising one, and his empire stands at new heights, as he enters Paris; Max believes himself at an advantageous position, one that will allow him to pick and choose alliances that greatly favor him; he wishes to forge bonds with the east, and create further opportunity for trade and friendships. He does not wish to become involved in others petty squabbles -- unless those who plead their causes, are able to to persuade him their victory, will be echoed in the Holy Roman Empire. 

HEADCANONS

he loved his first wife, and conducted a prolonged state of mourning; but he was eager to be wed again, once the worst of his grief has passed -- he knows he may not father further heirs, but his second wife is as dear to him as the first. he is loyal and believes firmly in the power of marriage

max is far more involved with this son than most royal parents of the era; he has had a large hand in his sons education and tutoring, and believes his son as the divine heir to his empire 

 WANTED CONNECTIONS 

Foreign allies, friends, etc - diplomacy aside, max is an engaging figure, and seeks to make the summit a personal success, as well as a political one; he deeply hopes to form friendships with likeminded figures ; perhaps they both enjoy archival work, share notions on god, religion, etc or eat cakes and vibes 

trade partners, diplomatic ties  -- the empire has vast and has a lot to offer; likewise, there is plenty they lack, and max wishes to strengthen the HRE through new diplomatic ties 

enemies of the empire - for whatever reason, your character detests the empire; being the figurehead, it is impossible for it not to lead back to disliking max; he is a patient man, but would bristle at those who oppose him 

[flownhigher]

i.     ﹡     hey  <3  it’s  me,  debby  ryan.  before  i  begin,  shout  out  so  bad  to  miss  kd  for  putting  this  amazing  place  together,  it’s  sexy  and  fresh  and  she’s  the  best  admin  ever.  i’m  really  excited  for  this,  actually,  and  my  muse,  eloise  is  a  revamp  of  my  very  first  ever  muse  in  a  society  verse  so  i’m  ecstatic  to  be  here  and  write  her.  below  the  cut  is  a  quick  biography  /  personality  /  headcanons  rundown  —  but  in  the  links  section,  there  is  a  carrd  that  has  full  stats  and  a  full  bio.  i’ll  be  reaching  out  to  plot  w  everyone  soon  and  i’m  really  excited  to  start!

ii.     ﹡     links ﹕   carrd.   pinterest.   connections.

iii.     ﹡     . ･ﾟ    ┇  ⸢  lee  se - hee  ,  cis  woman  ,  she  +  her  ,  muse   #2  ⸥  ❛   ╾  don’t  look  now  but  eloise  kim  is  heading  this  way  .  last  i  heard  ,  the  twenty -  one  year  old  declared  their  allegiance  to  FACTION  1  during  the  last  town  meeting  .   it  definitely  makes  sense  ,  considering  the  fact  that  they’re  known  for  being  steadfast  &  moralistic  .  that  being  said  ,  they  can  also  be  quite  astute  &  righteous  .  i  don’t  know  about  you  but  every  time  i  see  them  i’m  reminded  of  A  GNAWING  REMINDER  THAT  RESTS  INSIDE  OF  YOUR  HOLLOW  CHEST  LIKE  AN  EMPTYING  WELL  –  IT  OVERTAKES  BOTH  YOUR  QUIETEST  AND  LOUDEST  MOMENTS,  POSTURE  THAT’S  BEEN  PERFECTED  BY  THE  REFLECTION  OF  WHO  YOU’RE  SUPPOSED  TO  BE  AND  HOW  YOU’RE  SUPPOSED  TO  BE  SEEN,  YOUR  WHITE  KNUCKLED  GRIP  ON  EVERY  PORCELAIN  SINK  THAT  YOU  FIND  YOURSELF  HOVERED  OVER  WHILE  THE  PARTY  RAGES  ON  WITHOUT  EVEN  NOTICING  YOUR  ABSENCE  &  THE  SCARLET  SHADE  THAT  PAINTS  ITSELF  ACROSS  YOUR  CHEEKS  AND  KNEES  EVERY  TIME  YOU  HAVE  TO  BEG  FOR  FORGIVENESS  –  YOU  DON’T  MEAN  TO  STRAY,  AFTER  ALL,  YOU’RE  ONLY  HUMAN  .  i’ve  also  heard  they’re  often  referred  to  as  the  au  corant  ,  but  that  might  just  be  because  they’re  a  scorpio  . ��something  tells  me  it  won’t  be  long  before  they  start  to  show  their  true  colors  .  wait  ,  are  they  listening  to  cherry  wine  by  HOZIER  ?  i  love  that  song  ! 

eloise  kim.  21.  faction  1,  muse  2  (  right  hand  of  faction  one  ).

(  +  )  positives﹕ steadfast  (  strong  willed,  resolutely,  dutifully  ),  astute  (  intelligent,  possessing  the  ability  to  assess  situations  to  turn  into  their  favor  )

(  -  )  negatives﹕ moralistic  (  quick  to  pass  moral  judgement  on  other’s  behavior  ),  righteous  (  morally  “right”  or  justifiable  )

the  au  corant﹕  someone  who  is  well  aware  of  what  is  going  on,  always  informed.

further  aesthetics﹕  quiet  mornings  spent  from  behind  panes  of  glass  as  you  count  each  dew  drop  with  your  hands  wrapped  around  a  cold  mug  of  coffee,  buying  the  perfect  mascara  that  doesn’t  smudge  when  you  inevitably  find  a  place  to  cry  in  the  most  crowded  times  of  day,  ribbons  and  skirts  flowing  from  your  shelves  and  onto  your  body  in  repeated  fashions  that  you  can’t  force  yourself  to  grow  out  of,  your  lungs  screaming  for  air  after  you  sprint  for  longer  than  you’re  supposed  to  —  it’s  the  only  time  you  really  feel  alive,  the  hand  that  wraps  around  your  throat  every  time  you  think  of  rebelling  from  what  you  were  always  supposed  to  be  in  your  life  &  itching  and  dreaming  and  longing  and  yearning  to  break  free  but  never  getting  far  enough  –  are  you  more  scared  of  the  possibilites,  or  who  you  really  are  inside?

iv.    ﹡     the  quickest,  smallest,  biography

eloise  kim  born  and  raised  in  west  ham  to  supposedly  david  and  tammy  kim,  two  renowned  professors  at  saltzman  university.  david  is  a  world - renowned  brain  surgeon,  tammy  is  a  notable  defense  attorney  for  the  city.  they  live  in  a  big,  white  house  on  the  wealthiest  street  in  west  ham  +  eloise  has  a  perfect  childhood.

as  the  daughter  of  immigrants,  she  starts  to  pick  up  on  the  fact  that  nothing  really  matters  more  than  image  and  reputation.  little  by  little,  she  starts  to  gnaw  away  at  herself  to  become  the  girl  she  thinks  she  needs  to  become.  by  junior  high,  she’s  the  pristine  and  pure  good  girl  that  all  small  towns  love  and  has  no  intent  on  changing.

is  popular  and  loved  in  high  school,  though  she  knows  she’s  not  as  great  as  everyone  thinks  she  is.  behind  the  scenes,  she  tends  to  lie,  cheat,  and  backstab  to  get  what  she  wants.  she  gets  by  (  mostly  )  unscathed  due  to  both  the  reputation  of  her  parents  and  her  very  own  reputation.

goes  to  saltzman  university  after  high  school  just  because  of  her  own  parents  and  goes  into  a  microbiology  and  immunology  major  for  a  pre - med  track,  hoping  to  get  out  of  west  ham  and  work  as  an  epidemiologist.  plays  on  the  saltzman  university  volleyball  team  as  a  setter  /  defensive  specialist.

about  three  weeks  before  the  cub  camp  trip,  pulls  on  a  thread  and  uncovers  a  secret  that  ruins  her  whole  life:  david  and  tammy  kim  aren’t  her  real  parents.  her  real  mother  is  the  aunt  she  never  knew,  who  gave  birth  to  her  and  gave  her  away  to  her  eldest  brother.  meaning,  eloise  is  david’s  niece,  not  his  daughter.

right  before  cub  camp,  she  confronts  her  “cousin”,  who  is  actually  her  half-brother,  elijah  shin  and  has  a  huge  argument  with  him.  then,  new  ham  happens  and  she  just  pretends  nothing  happened.  they’re  still  parading  as  cousins,  since  ellie  just  refuses  to  talk  about  it.

fell  into  faction  one  because  that’s  what’s  expected  from  her  and  she’s  too  much  of  a  coward  to  stand  up  to  the  image  that  she  has,  but  is  definitely  still  a  terrible  person  underneath.  she  is  only  the  right  hand  because  finn  left  the  faction  for  faction  three  and  is  just  vibing  (  badly  ).

iv.   ﹡     personality

exterior﹕  to  west  (  and  new  )  ham,  eloise  is  good.  she’s  always  been  good,  that’s  just  who  she  is.  the  kind  of  girl  who  helps  the  old  man  up  the  stairs  to  the  church  and  spends  her  extra  time  volunteering.  of  course,  she  does  this  all  for  show,  but  there’s  still  a  small  part  of  her  that  believes  she  has  to  do  it.  she has  to  be  seen  as  good,  she  has  to  be  seen  this  way  only,  she’s  rather  scared,  actually,  to  be  seen  as  anything  but  pristine,  perfect,  and  good.

interior﹕  she  knows  herself  best,  because  nobody  really  gets  to  know  the  real  her  (  she  doesn’t  let  anyone  know  her,  anyway  ).  eloise  knows  herself  as  untamed  and  wild,  a  beast  that’ll  do  anything  for  her  own  survival.  it  eats  away  at  her  a  lot,  because  that’s  the  only  way  she  sees  herself  and  she  absolutely  cannot  let  anybody  else  see  her  this  way.

midway﹕  she  isn’t  exactly  untouched,  though.  she’s  a  good  girl,  yes,  but  of  the  most  exhausting  kind.  she’s  obedient,  judgmental,  and  moralistic.  if  you  aren’t  up  to  her  standards,  you  will  know.  she’s  okay  with  her  words  and  charm,  though  she  tends  to  be  more  pretentious  than  the  average  human  being.

character  parallels﹕   serena  joy  waterford  (  the  handmaid’s  tale  ),  eleanor  sung - yung  (  crazy  rich  asians  ),  michaela  pratt  (  htgawm  ),  paris  geller  (  gilmore  girls  ),  zelda  spellman  (  caos  ),  azula  (  atla  ),  rosalie  hale  (  twilight  )

v.  ﹡     headcanons

as  most  small  towns  call  for,  eloise  was  a  little  athlete  as  a  child.  she  took  a  certain  liking  to  volleyball  at  a  young  age,  however,  and  with  her  parents’  approval,  began  club  in  junior  high.  she  played  all  throughout  junior  high  and  high  school  as  a  setter  /  defensive  specialist,  and  eventually  got  offered  a  full  ride  to  saltzman  u  to  play  for  their  team.  currently,  it  would’ve  been  her  last  playing  collegiate  volleyball  and  she  was  the  team  captain.

speaking  of  volleyball,  she  was  scouted  for  a  couple  of  other  teams  (  was  the  #3  recruit  of  the  nation  in  her  recruiting  class  )  and  turned  down  offers  from  usc,  harvard  and  texas.  it  was  always  going  to  be  saltzman,  since  that’s  where  home  was  and  she  really  felt  like  she  had  no  other  choice  as  eloise  kim.

truthfully,  she’s  a  bit  of  a  stickybeak  and  tends  to  pry  into  other  people’s  business.  it’s  a  small  town!  she’s  learned  to  gossip  from  the  old  ladies,  don’t  blame  her.  that  being  said,  she  taught  herself  how  to  read  lips  for  this  precise  reason  and  does  it  whenever  she’s  bored  and  wants  to  know  the  latest  drama.  it’s  half  the  reason  why  she’s  always  in  the  know.

the  kim  family  had  a  black  cat  named  gertrude.  she’s  thirteen  years  old,  has  a  total  attitude,  and  scratches  anyone  who  isn’t  a  kim.  she’s  always  been  eloise’s  best  friend  when  she  felt  like  she  had  none.  upon  returning  and  finding  out  that  everyone  had  gone  /  disappeared,  eloise  searched  first  for  gertrude.  when  she  found  out  that  even  gertrude  was  gone,  she  had  a  bit  of  a  melt  down  and  wouldn’t  leave  her  house  for  a  few  days/

already  knew  korean  and  english  going  into  junior  high,  but  was  forced  to  take  a  language  elective,  so  she  chose  german.  turns  out,  she’s  really  good  at  it  and  actually  worked  really  hard  to  become  fluent  in  it.  she  actually  has  a  pen - pal  /  actual  friend  who  speaks  german  so  they  can  converse  and  practice  the  language  together.

won  homecoming  queen  as  a  senior  in  high  school.  it’s  not  her  biggest  achievement,  but  she  looks  at  the  tiara  (  still  on  her  shelf  in  her  home  in  new  ham  )  sometimes  and  wonders  if  she  really  deserved  it.  she  wasn’t  like,  mean  in  high  school,  but  she  definitely  wasn’t  the  most  honest  person  either.  so,  basically  how  she’s  been  her  whole  life,  but  she  questions  it  a  lot.

her  #1  enemy  is  herself!!!  self  sabotages  most  relationships!!!  insecure  as  a  bitch!!  she  questions  every  decision  she  makes  and  every  move  she  makes,  all  because  she’s  trying  to  be  somebody  that  she  thinks  she  has  to  be  and  she  knows  what  she’s  become  to  have  her  reputation!!!  hates  herself!!! she’s  her  own  #1  anti!

spends  a  lot  of  time  now  at  the  church  and  the  health  center.  the  church  was  a  place  she  frequented  a  lot  as  a  teenager  and  the  health  center  just  makes  sense  because  she  was  pre - med  and  honestly,  doesn’t  know  much  else.  still,  she  volunteers  for  chores  and  helping  as  often  as  she  can  in  new  ham  because  that’s  what’s  expected  of  her.

truthfully,  she  doesn’t  even  want  power.  she  views  it  as  incredibly  useless  in  new  ham  and  does  not  care  for  the  other  faction’s  leaders  /  leadership.  all  eloise  cares  about  here  is  staying  alive  and  surviving,  which  is  pretty  much  what  faction  one  is  so  she  stays  there  because  it’s  the  best  place  for  her.  also,  her  bark??  much  worse  than  her  bite.  so  just  punch  her,  you  have  my  permission,  what’s  she  gonna  do??? cry???

[falsewrds]

"   don’t   you   see   that   i’m   a   saving   grace   around   this   place   ?   i’m   not   smiling   in   your   face   one   minute   then   glaring   behind   your   back ,  i’m   doing   both   in   4k ,   sweetheart.  ”    ──   a   guide   on   PARIS  BEAUMONT.

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area  001.   the  general  info

. ･ﾟ    ┇  ⸢  JESSICA SULA  ,  DEMIGIRL  ,  SHE / THEY  ,  MUSE   42  ⸥  ❛   ╾  don’t  look  now  but  PARIS  +  BEAUMONT  is  heading  this  way  .  last  i  heard  ,  the  TWENTY FOUR  year  old  declared  their  allegiance  to  FACTION  3  during  the  last  town  meeting  .   it  definitely  makes  sense  ,  considering  the  fact  that  they’re  known  for  being  CREATIVE  &  IRRESPONSIBLE  .  that  being  said  ,  they  can  also  be  quite  OPEN - MINDED  &  PERSISTENT  .  i  don’t  know  about  you  but  every  time  i  see  them  i’m  reminded  of   A  GLINT  OF  ADORATION  SHINING  IN  YOUR  EYES  AS  YOU  STARE  INTO  THE  HEART  OF  A  FLAME  ,  LIGHTING  A  CIGARETTE  WHILE  ONLY  WEARING  SOME  SHORTS  AND  A  BRA  ,  NONCHALANT  SHOULDER  SHRUGS  AFTER  REVEALING  YOUR  DARKEST  THOUGHTS  ,  CONSTANT  NIGHTMARES  INVOLVING  YOUR  FUTURE  BEING  WORTH  NOTHING  TO  YOU  ,  APPLYING  YOUR  LIPGLOSS  WHILE  STARING  INTO  THE  BLADE  OF  A  KNIFE  .  i’ve  also  heard  they’re  often  referred  to  as  the  THE BROKEN STILETTO  ,  but  that  might  just  be  because  they’re  an  ARIES  .  something  tells  me  it  won’t  be  long  before  they  start  to  show  their  true  colors  .  wait  ,  are  they  listening  to  SUGAR BABY  by  MEGAN THEE STALLION  ?  i  love  that  song  !   ❜

legal name :   paris  kennedy  beaumont.

alias  /  nickname(s) :   kennie.

date  of  birth +  age :   march  29th ,  twenty  four.

natal  chart :   aries  sun,  gemini  moon,  aries  rising.

gender  +  pronouns :   demigirl  ,  she / they / theirs.

faction  chosen :  faction  three.

selected  major :  undeclared.

orientation :   aromantic ,  bisexual  /  feminine  lean.

area  002.   the  summary

fire  was  reflected  from  deep  brown  hues  ,   body  still  as  the  blaze  grew  higher  &  higher  as  if  attempted  to  reach  the  night  sky  above  them.  screams  ,  coughing  and  pure  anger  mixed  with  confusion  filled  your  ears  yet  you  stood  still  as  ever  with  no  true  emotion  showing.  then  a  slight  grin  broke  out  ,  quickly  dropping  afterward.   you  took  cautious  steps  towards  the  fire  ,  not  that  many  people  noticed  ,  and  pulled  out  your  small  bit  of  a  rolled  blunt  from  your  pants  pocket.   there  you  lit  the  substance  and  blew  heavily  into  it  ,  allowing  the  grey  smoke  to  block  your  eyesight.   now  things  were  beginning  to  become  interesting.

if  you  tried  to  convince  people  that  the  movie  child’s  play  wasn’t  based  around  them  when  they  were  younger ,  you’d  be  proven  wrong  so  quickly.

paris  was  always  the  problem  child  since  beginning  to  walk.  she  adored  hiding  things  she  was  able  to  reach,  hitting  other  toddlers  within  their  presence  and  even  throwing  tantrums  in  public  for  five  seconds  before  stopping  and  smiling.  a  true  menace.

her  father  assumed  these  habits  would  die  out  when  getting  older  but  their  mother  always  knew  that  this  was  not  just  some  phase.  it  was  actually  just  the  start  of  the  reckless  behavior  that  was  to  come.

they  began  shoplifting  at  a  pretty  young  age  despite  her  parents  making  some  money  from  their  respective  jobs.  of  course  everything  she  stole  was  either  something  she  didn’t  want  or  just  had  the  urge  to  take  it.  this  involved  into  them  selling  this  stuff  at  school  to  other  students  and  making  their  own  bank  from  it.

in  elementary  school  they  were  either  the  kid  you  disliked  or  the  kid  you  found  intimidating  yet  funny.  paris  could  have  the  entire  class  erupt  in  laughter  from  her  antics  or  could  make  some  kid  cry  after  saying  something  brutal  for  a  kid  her  age.

every  parent - teacher  conference  played  the  same  problems  they  had  with  paris  :  constant  outbursts ,  rude  language ,  unjustified  fits  of  anger.  once  again ,  father  dearest  assumed  this  would  stop  but  their  mother  was  growing  more  and  more  agitated  with  them  with  each  day.

when  hitting  fifteen ,  paris  was  actually  keeping  things  on  the  low.  claiming  the  reputation  in  middle  school  and  onto  high  school  as  a  mean  girl  due  to  her  random  harsh  remarks  and  snide  giggling.  her  shoplifting  business  was  still  going  as  well  and  boy  did  she  rack  up  from  funds  from  this.  they  even  began  going  legit  with  their  little  idea  and  even  brought  in  a  counterpart.  

that  was  until  a  girl  wanted  paris  to  get  their  hands  on  quite  a  few  pricey  name  brand  things  for  her  ,  including  a  perfume  set  that  would  be  a  gift  for  the  girl’s  mother.  having  no  fear  that  things  would  fall  through ,  she  took  on  the  request  and  together ,  her  and  her  partner  went  to  finish  their  list.

sadly  a  security  guard  was  hot  on  their  trail  and  caught  the  two  before  they  were  able  to  leave  the  store  -  like  right  in  front  of  the  double  doors  of  freedom.

they  quickly  pointed  their  finger  at  their  friend  saying  that  they  were  forcing  them  to  do  this  with  them  or  else  they  would’ve  told  their  parents  they  were  no  longer  a  virgin  as  her  parents  were  heavy  christians.  all  lies  by  the  way.

this  did  little  impact  on  her  being  in  trouble  but  this  did  result  in  a  fight  between  the  duo  as  the  other  felt  upset  that  she  would  even  think  of  lying  about  this  as  if  this  wasn’t  all  her  doing.

her  parents  confiscated  the  pink,  jewelry  box  holding  her  money  and  grounded  her  for  a  whole  month.  they  thought  this  would  be  the  end  to  that  but  oh  no,  they  were  once  again  wrong.  soon  in  the  next  month ,  paris  would  get  into  three  fist  fights  (  all  she  won  )  that  resulted  in  her  getting  suspended.  her  aunt  could  only  do  so  much  as  the  principal  after  all.

her  father  finally  opened  his  eyes  and  saw  what  his  wife  was  seeing -  except  he  still  wasn’t  because  he  saw  a  future  boxer  and  immediately  signed  her  up  for  classes.

this  did  do  some  improvement  on  her  behavior  and  they  even  won  a  couple  rewards  for  their  fights.  suddenly,  they  were  given  the  news  that  her  father  was  quitting  his  job  and  taking  over  his  father’s  business  located  in  new  ham.

it  was  her  junior  year  she  when  they  finally  were  in  new  ham.  at  the  start  she  just  kept  to  herself  and  helped  around  the  store  until  graduating.  then  she  picked  up  a  full  time  job  at  the  pharmacy  and  just  helped  around  in  the  back  with  trivial  things  until  she  was  fired  for  getting  into  a  heated  argument  with  the  owner.

now  with  no  job ,  and  being  twenty  one  ,  her  mother  refused  to  have  her  return  to  her  old  roots.  she  gave  her  the  ultimatum  of  either  going  to  school  or  moving  out.  one  would  think  they wouldn’t  care  but  at  the  time,  living  alone  was  not  ideal  because  eww  ..  who  wants  to  pay  bills  ?

so  paris  signed  up  for  saltzman  with  no  chosen  major ,  claiming  she’ll  think  of  one  around  their  second  year.

their  time  there  was  spent  mainly  drinking  and  partying  with  some  actual  seriousness  of  passing  her  core  classes.  nothing  could  top  when  some  guy  sold  her  her  first  small  baggie  of  weed.  paris  would  later  owe  their  life  to  him  for  gracing  her  with  such  a  gift.

on  the  trip  paris  was  actually  talking  to  their  parents  about  her  finally  moving  out.  they  were  gonna  look  at  some  cheap  places  for  them  for  when  they  graduate  and  consult  when  they  met  in  person  again.  looks  like  that  never  got  to  happen.

now  that  isolation  has  consumed  everyone ,  paris  would  then  resort  back  to  their  old ,  conflicting  selves.  but  maybe  the  scale  is  turned  up  a  bit.

act  003.   the  fun  facts

the  place  of  business  that  their  father  now  owned  was  called  the  neon  room ,  an  arcade  /  comic  book  store  placed  in  a  two  story  building.  video  games  ranging  from  classics  to  modern  are  found  on  the  bottom  floor  meanwhile  the  comic  book  store  is  on  the  top  ,  meeting  your  local  geek’s  standards  by  a  mile.

because  they  worked  there ,  paris  ended  up  growing  infatuated  with  comic  books  and  video  games.  she’s  recently  reading  the  walking  dead  series  and  loves  imagining  that  happening  to  the  new  ham  students  because  she  knows  she’ll  outlive  everyone.

when  everyone  was  aware  of  their  isolation ,  they  were  one  of  the  few  souls  that  didn’t  panic  and  immediately  go  raid  spots  around  town.  instead  their  walked  around  aimlessly  and  wondered  how  all  of  this  was  gonna  turn  out.

no  one  knows  that  her  family  has  a  business  located  here  and  they  won’t  find  out  unless  they  follow  her.  they  typically  visit  the  store  at  night  and  take  some  comics  with  them  to  read  and  leave  out  the  back  to  not  be  followed.

they  originally  were  gonna  become  factionless  but  the  privileges  that  came  with  faction  three  were  calling  their  name.  plus  they  had  protection  so  if  any  trouble  came  knocking  for  them ,  they  were  fine.  in  their  eyes ,  at  least.

doesn’t  take  shit  serious  and  this  was  visible  during  the  fire.  she  didn’t  bother  rushing  to  help  others  or  even  appear  concerned.  it  anything  she  looked  as  though  their  mind  was  aware  this  was  gonna  happen.  what  else  would  you  expect  from  rivalry  factions  where  someone  was  hoarding  for  no  reason  ?  they  were  gonna  be  taught  a  lesson  eventually.

paris  was  stealing  some  of  their  supplies  so  she  was  bummed  it  did  burn  after  realizing  that  three  days  later.

talks  a  big  game  and  does  follow  through.  if  there  was  one  positive  thing  paris  has  earned  herself  throughout  the  years ,  it  was  keeping  a  promise.  

they  the  type  to  walk  around  in  just  a  bra  and  some  baggy  jeans  and  walk  around  with  no  care  in  the  world  with  their  iconic  black  shades  on  their  eyes.  quite  the  vibe  honestly.

relationships  are  ew  but  attention  ?  she  eats  that  for  breakfast ,  lunch ,  and  dinner.  half  of  the  reason  why  they  do  ridiculous  things  is  to  garner  a  reaction  out  of  people.  don’t  ask  why  they  just  do.

literally  if  the  pupper  from  saw  was  a  real  person  it’d  be  paris  because  they  enjoy  playing  games  and  toying  with  people’s  lives.

[daredefys]

𝒏𝒐𝒆𝒖𝒍 𝒈𝒘𝒐𝒏   for   foundwantinghq !

howdy’  ho  all  !  i’m  nae  (  she  /  her  ,  twenty  two  ,  from  the  acst  tmz !  )  &  i’ll  be  playing  this  evil  b*tch   i  mean  ,  BABE  ——   noeul  !  i  am  super  super  SUPER  excited  to  be  here  in  such  a  sexy  rp  with  such  sexy  ppl  that  i  can’t  wait  to  plot   /  write  with   😌   you  can  find  all  noeul’s  links  below  +  a  lil’  bio  under  the  cut !

bonus  links  :  stats  ,  wanted  connections  ,  pinterest .

. ･ﾟ  ┇ ⸢  KIM SEJEONG ,  CIS FEMALE  ,  SHE / HER  ,  MUSE   41 ⸥  ❛   ╾  don’t  look  now  but NOEUL  GWON is  heading  this  way  .  last  i  heard  ,  the  TWENTY  THREE  year  old  declared  their  allegiance  to  FACTION  3 during  the  last  town  meeting  .   it  definitely  makes  sense  ,  considering  the  fact  that  they’re  known  for  being ASSERTIVE  &  DETACHED  .  that  being  said  ,  they  can  also  be  quite  PIONEERING  &  MACHIAVELLIAN  .  i  don’t  know  about  you  but  every  time  i  see  them  i’m  reminded  of   EYES  THAT  GLIMMER  WITH  THE  PROMISE  OF  DEFIANCE   ,  THE  SOUND  OF  GLASS  SHATTERING  BENEATH  CROOKED  SHADOWS  ,  A  RAW  TRUTH  YOU  DONT  WANT  TO  HEAR  ,  CLENCHED  FISTS  BENEATH  YOUR  PILLOW  -  A  GIRL  POWERFUL  IS  STILL  A  GIRL  AFRAID  .  i’ve  also  heard  they’re  often  referred  to  as  the  THE  MISCREANT  ,  but  that  might  just  be  because  they’re  a  SCORPIO  .  something  tells  me  it  won’t  be  long  before  they  start  to  show  their  true  colors  .  wait  ,  are  they  listening  to  TROUBLE  by  VALERIE  BROUSSARD  ?  i  love  that  song  !  ❜ 

it  is  said  that  a  child  cannot  fix  an  already  broken  marriage   —  simply  a  temporary  solution  to  a  permanent  problem  that  neither  one  of  the  parents  want  to  discuss  entirely  ,  because  the  joy  of  a  newborn  only  lasts  so  long  before  they  fade  into  the  same  old  habits  that  destroyed  them  ;  the  same  old  traps  that  crushed  the  love  they  perhaps  once  shared  in  highschool  ,  when  the  two  of  them  were  naive  &  hopefully  that  what  they  shared  could  stand  the  tests  of  time  and  come  out  GLORIOUS    ——    noeul  gwon  was  supposed  to  fix  everything  ,  to  mend  what  was  broken  between  a  wife  who  now  dreaded  the  second  her  husband  came  home  &  a  husband  who  stayed  out  later  and  later  to  avoid  the  arguments  he  would  be  greeted  with  when  he  returned .  she  was  too  young  to  remember  it  all  ,  to  remember  how  the  two  DESPISED  each  other  -  to  remember  how  there  was  no  sentiment  shared  between  them  at  the  kitchen  table  ,  and  how  only  scowls  were  exchanged  over  breakfast .  (  the  tender  moments  shared  briefly  between  each  other  in  the  hospital  room  ,  bonding  over  the  beauty  they  created  from  something  so  ugly  was  fleeting .  )   nights  are  spent  in  separate  beds  ,  and  tense  words  are  exchanged  as  noeul  readied  herself  for  school  each  morning  -  closing  the  front  door  only  just  in  time  before  the  two  were  at  each  other’s  throats .  noeul  gwon  was  supposed  to  fix  everything  ,  but  not  even  the  love  they  shared  for  her  was  strong  enough  to  hold  their  crumbling  family  together .

she’s  nine  when  they  divorce  ,  and  custody  is  split  down  the  middle  ;  fifty  ,  fifty .  within  a  year  her  father  remarries  the  secretary  he  was  having  an  affair  with  ,  and  a  year  after  that  her  mother  is  engaged  to  her  highschool  fling  she  swears  she  should  have  married  to  begin  with   ——   noeul  tries  her  best  to  bring  the  two  back  together  ,  to  do  her  job  &  mend  what  was  broken  :  she  coincidentally  has  the  two  meet  up  at  the  mall  ,  she  gets  in  trouble  at  school  purposely  for  the  headmistress  to  call  both  of  them  in  ,  she  invites  them  both  to  her  birthday  parties  and  seats  them  beside  each  other .  (  she  puts  purple  dye  in  her  new  step - mom’s  shampoo   &  superglues  her  mom’s  new  boyfriend’s  shoes  to  the  floor   —  hoping  ,  perhaps  ,  if  she  can’t  drive  her  estranged  parents  together  ,  she  can  drive  away  their  new  beloveds .  )   but  to  no  avail .  her  parents  find  love  elsewhere  ,  and  it  slowly  becomes  apparent  how  ill - suited  the  two  of  them  once  were  for  each  other  when  they  discover  their  missing  pieces  in  other  people .   it’s  a  punch  in  the  gut  for  noeul  ,  a  different  pain  that  makes  her  grit  her  teeth  each  time  she  sees  them  both  happy  in  homes  she  doesn’t  recognise  anymore   —   because  if  they  were  never  meant  for  each  other  ,  how  can  she  ever  find  her  place  in  this  world  either ?  a  mistake  ,  a  problem  ,  a  regret .  where  does  she  belong ?

she  had  always  been  a  trouble  maker  -  a  child  with  a  thirst  for  deviousness  &  rebellion  ;  but  it’s  not  until  her  mother  announces  her  pregnancy  that  noeul  flourishes  in  her  new  role  as  neighbourhood  pest .  within  a  few  years  ,  her  mother  has  a  daughter  &  her  father  has  two  sons  ,  and  noeul  is  the  INBETWEEN  THING   —  stuck  between  two  worlds  that  are  moving  on  without  her .  she  grows  bitter  ,  and  cold  ,  and  not  even  her  parents  can  control  the  girl  who  once  adored  them . every  attempt  is  met  with  resistance  ,  as  her  envy  of  the  lives  they  now  have  with  their  new  families  grows .   she’s  the  final  piece  of  the  puzzle  that  fits  nowhere  ,  and  is  discarded  to  the  curb   —   or  that’s  how  it  feels  like .   she  ignores  her  dad’s  calls  ,  and  dodges  another  of  her  mom’s  lectures  when  she  comes  home  after  midnight   -   she  pays  no  care  to  her  new siblings  ,  only  spares  glances  when  nobody  is  looking  &  walks  away  when  they  try  desperately  to  get  her  attention .  THEY  HAVE  SOMETHING  SHE  WILL  NEVER  HAVE  :  something  whole .   she  grows  into  her  reputation  as  a  miscreant   —  she  fails  her  classes  ,  gets  high  behind  the  bleachers  ,  smashes  the  principal’s  car  windows  on  the  last  day  of  senior  year .  you  look  at  noeul  gwon  and  you  forever  wonder  what  she’s  thinking ,  how  she  will  act  ,  where  you  stand  with  her .  and  the  real  answer  is  :  you  never  will .

but  it  is  only  so  long  before  she  trips  ,  finds  herself  falling  in  the  shadow  of  her  own  cunning  ways  .  the  cub  camp  is  seen  only  as  a  gateway  to  brief  safety  ,  when  she  makes  enemies  with  the  wrong  people  in  town .  for  the  first  time  ,  she  slips  up  &  finds  herself  terrified  of  the  repercussions   ——   only  to  find  herself  in  deeper  shit .  she  remains  FACTIONLESS  for  a  long  while  ,  seeking  only  isolation  as  the  shock  of  what  is  happening  settles  &  she  gives  herself  time  to  think  —  think  ,  think  ,  think   as  those  around  her  form  a  romanticised  view  of  peace  and  society that  she  fails  to  agree  with . (  if  the  world  wishes  to  crash  and  burn  ,  the  only  real  option  is  to  sit  and  watch  the  flames  grow  higher .  )  noeul  gwon  is  a  survivor  ,  afterall  :  she  knows  how  to  play  those  around  her  to  her  own  advantage .  to  lie  ,  to  swindle  ,  to  take  what  she  needs  -  free  of  guilt .  the  formation  of  faction  three  is  the  opportunity  she  needs  when  the  times  become  dire  ,  when  she  decides  she  needs  others  to  ensure  her  own  survival .  things  won’t  be  so  glorious  forever  ,  and  it’s  only  a  matter  of  time  before it  all  burns  to  cinders  and  only  the  ashes  of  what  they  hoped  for  remains   ——   the  formation  of  a  new  society  is  not  on  her  agenda  ,  she  would  much  rather  sit  back  &  watch  it  all  burn  ,  but  for  now ?  she  hovers  in  the  shadows  ,  watching  for  the  first  signs  of  a  crack  in  the  exteriors  —  the  first  signs  to  do  what  she  does  best   :  take  ,  destroy  ,  run .  

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*             𝙷𝙾𝙽𝙴𝚈   𝙼𝙰𝙻𝙸𝚅𝙰𝙻𝙰𝚈𝙰   𝙿𝚁𝙴𝙴𝚈𝙰𝚆𝙰𝚃      +       𝙴𝙻𝙸𝙹𝙰𝙷   𝚂𝙷𝙸𝙽.

and   the   end   comes   too   soon;   like   dreaming   of   angels.

#   HONEY   MALIVALAYA   PREEYWAT.

biography   ,   statistics   ,   pinterest   .

gender:   demi   woman.

pronouns:   she/they.

age:   twenty-three.

zodiac:   sagittarius.

positive:   courageous   +   unabashed.

negative:   indolent   +   egocentric.

song:   stfu!   by   rina   sawayama.

faction:   one.

label:   the   catalyst.

aesthetic:   pretending   not   to   care   even   if   you   always   search   for   a   gentle   hands   ,   a   butterfly   landing   on   the   tip   of   your   nose   ,   sunrises   captured   by   eyes   that   only   see   the   ugliness   in   it   ,   rain   pattering   on   empty   green   leaves   that   hang   over   your   head.

trigger   warnings   :   hospitals   ,   death.

001.   a   savior   sibling   for   their   older   sister,   conceived   with   the   only   purpose   to   make   their   sister   healthy.   it   made   honey’s   parents   neglectful   since   their   main   priority   was   honey’s   sister,   blossom.   it   caused   honey   to   not   have   the   best   childhood,   one   that   was   filled   with   loneliness   since   they   were   in   and   out   of   the   hospital   so   much.   at   first   honey   thought   she   was   an   unbelievable   force,   a   hero   of   sorts   for   being   the   one   to   save   their   sibling.   they   hadn’t   realize   how   wrong   they   were   about   the   statement,   that   their   loneliness   and   feeling   unloved   stemmed   from   that   issue.

002.   at   fourteen,   honey   had   a   choice   to   really   risk   their   life   to   save   blossom’s,   but   had   made   the   decision   to   put   herself   first   the   way   no   one   else   was.   the   refusal   turned   into   a   huge   argument   between   honey   and   their   mother,   the   most   the   two   talked   to   each   other   and   it   was   to   tear   the   already   small   relationship   apart.   honey   no   longer   felt   like   she   was   the   hero,   more   of   a   device   to   help   the   hero   become   the   best   they   could   be.   there   was   no   guilt   when   honey   refused   so   she   wondered   if   they   were   the   villain   and   not   her   parents   for   putting   her   through   so   much   without   consent.

003.   her   sister   didn’t   last   much   longer   after   honey   denied   treatment,   their   mother   refusing   to   look   at   them   while   their   father   was   slowly   being   eaten   away   by   his   guilt.   he   did   everything   he   could   to   make   honey   happy,   buying   them   whatever   they   wanted.   he   thought   it   would   cover   his   tracks   when   it   only   made   honey   a   rebellious,   holding   their   head   high   when   they   crossed   paths   with   their   mother   and   taking   advantage   of   her   father’s   guilt   to   get   whatever   they   wanted.   it’s   what   shifted   honey   from   someone   who   kept   their   head   down   to   someone   who   only   cared   about   themselves   the   most.

hc   :   they’re   insecure   about   their   hands   so   if   they’re   wearing   long   sleeves,   honey   will   unconsciously   start   tugging   the   sleeves   down   in   order   to   hide   them.   the   back   of   her   hand   had   ended   up   pretty   bruised   during   her   hospital   stay   so   sometimes   that’s   the   only   thing   in   her   mind   when   they   see   their   hands.

hc   :   after   risking   their   life   to   save   someone   else’s   honey   picked   faction   one   because   she   was   simply   lazy   and   wanted   to   be   surrounded   by   people   who   could   possibly   do   the   work   for   them.   honey   truly   isn’t   a   team   player,   but   will   still   remain   loyal   to   faction   one.   over   the   years,   they   became   a   self   centered   person   so   they   rather   be   in   a   faction   that   would   help   her   survive   than   one   she   actually   believes   in.

#   ELIJAH   SHIN.

biography   ,   statistics   ,   pinterest   .

gender:   cis   man.

pronouns:   he/him.

age:   twenty   four.

zodiac:   aquarius.

positive:   amiable   +   athletic.

negative:   wishful   +   obstinate.

song:   angels   by   the   xx.

faction:   three.

label:   the   pretender.

aesthetic:   the   drop   of   a   grin   after   a   standing   ovation   of   pretending   ,   your   trembling   fingers   pushing   your   glasses   up   the   bridge   of   your   nose   ,   the   prideful   shouts   from   your   teammates   after   scoring   the   winning   point   ,   a   breath   of   fresh   air   during   a   midnight   stroll   when   no   one   is   around   to   see   you.

trigger   warnings   :   mentions   of   emotional   abuse   ,   death.

001.   elijah’s   father   passed   away   when   he   was   young   so   it   only   left   him   with   his   mother.   she   quickly   dealt   with   her   grief   by   taking   control   of   elijah,   manipulating   him   whenever   things   didn’t   go   her   way   and   leaned   on   him   too   much   with   her   problems   and   emotions.   she   was   very   emotional   abusive   toward   him,   but   it   hadn’t   been   something   he   thought   was   wrong   until   he   reached   high   school   —   he   assumed   his   friends   made   fun   of   him   simply   because   he   was   closer   to   his   mother   than   they   were,   he   had   no   idea   it   was   how   possessive   and   everywhere   she   was   in   elijah’s   life.

002.   he   was   the   captain   of   the   soccer   team   during   middle   school   and   high   school,   also   super   popular   as   well.   he   basically   had   the   world   at   his   finger   tips   and   was   living   his   best   life   despite   his   mother   looming   over   his   shoulder.   school   and   after   school   activities   were   really   the   only   place   he   was   able   to   be   himself   and   feel   like   he   could   breathe.   he   was   the   picture   of   a   perfect   son,   the   golden   boy,   while   his   mother   was   the   picture   of   a   perfect   mother.   she   did   everything   in   her   power   to   keep   up   that   image   she   created   for   the   both   of   them,   bragging   about   her   son   to   whoever   would   listen.   no   one   expected   her   to   be   such   a   vile   person,   she   played   the   role   so   well.

003.   as   elijah   got   older,   he   was   spending   more   time   with   his   friends   which   left   him   and   his   mother   seeing   each   other   less,   making   the   latter   angry   at   the   distance.   she   became   mean,   not   the   sickly   sweet   condescending   tone   she   would   use   so   elijah   would   feel   like   the   bad   guy   while   she   was   the   innocent   victim.   it   comes   to   a   huge   blowout   one   day   between   the   two,   more   elijjah   trying   to   get   away   with   his   mother   yelling   after   him.   she   confesses   almost   in   the   same   breath   that   she   never   wanted   to   be   a   wife   or   a   mother,   that   she   gave   up   his   baby   sister   so   the   two   could   be   together   without   anyone   coming   in   between.

004.   university   offers   elijah   a   new   beginning.   while   he   still   suffered   from   guilt   over   abandoning   his   mother   abruptly,   elijah   won’t   pick   up   any   of   her   calls   or   reply   to   a   single   text.   the   last   argument   the   two   had   was   enough   to   open   his   eyes   to   her   true   colors   and   wanting   to   start   a   fresh   life   without   her.   he   even   attempted   to   reach   out   to   his   cousin   half   sister,   eloise   kim,   but   chickened   out.   however,   once   she   confronted   him   first,   he   made   a   promise   to   her   that   he   would   keep   the   secret   in   the   family.

hc   :   he   was   called   mature   at   such   a   young   age   that   elijah   thought   he   was   mature.   he   kept   all   his   emotions   inside   until   he   was   alone,   wanting   to   keep   himself   collected   and   cool   in   front   of   everyone   because   he   assumed   it   was   the   best   thing   he   could   do   for   himself   and   everyone   else.   he   really   is   the   type   to   say   he’s   fine   when   someone   asks   him   how   he’s   doing.

hc   :   despite   eloise   wanting   nothing   to   do   with   him,   elijah   does   want   to   make   amends   with   her   even   if   they   go   their   own   ways   in   the   end.   they   weren’t   that   close   as   cousins,   but   he   always   thought   of   her   as   family.   now   that   he   found   out   he   was   an   older   brother,   he   wanted   to   step   up,   but   he   is   too   much   of   a   chicken   on   most   days   to   do   anything   about   it.

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established connections | wanted connections | face

. ･ﾟ┇⸢  JOSHUA ALVAREZ  ,  CIS MAN  ,  HE/HIM  ,  MUSE   #39  ⸥  ❛   ╾  don’t  look  now  but  ZANE  HIJAPON  is  heading  this  way  .  last  i  heard  ,  the  TWENTY  year  old  declared  their  allegiance  to  FACTION  3  during  the  last  town  meeting  .   it  definitely  makes  sense  ,  considering  the  fact  that  they’re  known  for  being  MAGNETIC  &  SELF-AGGRANDIZING  .  that  being  said  ,  they  can  also  be  quite  KINDHEARTED  &  VOLATILE  .  i  don’t  know  about  you  but  every  time  i  see  them  i’m  reminded  of  SPORTS  TROPHIES  AND  JERSEYS  THAT  NO  LONGER  SEEM  TO  MEAN  ANYTHING,  THE  GOLDEN  BOY  ELEVATING  HIMSELF  WITH  CLAIMS  OF  DIVINE  VISIONS,  THE  PAINFUL  REALIZATION  THAT  YOU’RE  STILL  JUST A  KID  IN  MANY  WAYS,  A  METICULOUSLY  WELL-KEMPT  VISAGE  HIDING  A  SOFT,  TROUBLED  HEART.  i’ve  also  heard  they’re  often  referred  to  as  the  false  god  ,  but  that  might  just  be  because  they’re  a  CAPRICORN  .  something  tells  me  it  won’t  be  long  before  they  start  to  show  their  true  colors  .  wait  ,  are  they  listening  to  SEA  HUE  by  CATTSKI  ?  i  love  that  song  !   ❜  

basics

full name: zane hernandez hijapon

date of birth: 01/14/2001

age: 20

race: southeast asian

country of origin: the philippines

ethnicity: bisaya

spoken languages: bisaya ( native ), tagalog ( fluent ), english ( fluent )

gender: man ( cis )

sexual orientation: heterosexual

some stuff

for thirteen years of his life so far, zane lived in the philippines’ central visayas region. in 2014, he and his family relocated to the usa. at first, zane floundered in this new environment. he was fortunate enough to avoid any intense bullying in his school, but his schoolmates’ version of mercy was aggressively not caring about him.

he was lucky, he knew. it could’ve been worse, but back home, he was a model student, the golden boy of his school. he craved that status again... and then, in a few years’ time, he found out he was really freaking good at baseball.

zane’s classmates already found him good-looking and charming ( well, in the instances they actually talked to him ), but he needed one last thing: to engage in something so american. baseball became that thing. he became a popular kid. ever since, he’s only craved more and more praise and attention.

he’s 20 now. everything was supposed to be good. one day three months ago, however, he couldn’t leave west ham, where he’d gone to live alone for college.

at least his parents are somewhere else and safe. even now, zane remains a caring young man. but you can’t call him selfless. desperate for attention, and also to ingratiate himself among other faction 3 members, he’s been acting as if he’s a divine messenger of some sorts.

a bunch of people believe him, because he’s a combination of: pretty excellent bullshitter, pretty good guesser ( of how certain events will play out ), and also plain lucky at times. he feels bad, though. he doesn’t want anyone who believes him to use his “divine visions” to excuse the violence and deaths caused by faction 3, but some people do. 

he just tells himself that maybe all the people suffering and dying because of the factions’ violence against each other are in paradise now, in the afterlife. fundamentally, zane means well, despite all of his self-absorption, immaturity, and moodiness. he’s still growing... ( literally. the human brain does not finish developing until you’re in your mid-20s. ) but that doesn’t mean he won’t defend himself with his baseball bat if he has to.

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&&.   not   me   almost   forgetting   to   finish   my   muse’s   google   document   biographies   as   usual.   *rubs   hands   together*   here   we   go,   fam!!   feel   free   to   take   a   lil   peek!   i   can’t   wait   to   explore   our   characters   with   one   another.   let’s   make   some   ✨ magic ✨!!

&&. mara liu : biography + connections 

&&. arwen drew : biography + connections 

&&. holden kyun : biography + connections 

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. ･ﾟ    ┇  ⸢  MIA HEALEY  ,  CIS WOMAN  ,  SHE/HER  ,  MUSE  40 ⸥  ❛   ╾  don’t  look  now  but  NOELLE BECKETT  is  heading  this  way  .  last  i  heard  ,  the  TWENTY THREE  year  old  declared  their  allegiance  to  FACTION THREE  during  the  last  town  meeting  .   it  definitely  makes  sense  ,  considering  the  fact  that  they’re  known  for  being  PERSISTENT  &  RESENTFUL  .  that  being  said  ,  they  can  also  be  quite  ADROIT  &  MERCURIAL  .  i  don’t  know  about  you  but  every  time  i  see  them  i’m  reminded  of  GNAWING THE INSIDE OF YOUR CHEEK TO HOLD BACK YOUR CONSISTENT PESSIMISTIC REMARKS ,  A SMILE THAT IS RARELY EXPOSED BUT CAPABLE OF LIGHTING UP A ROOM , EYES GLAZING OVER MID-CONVERSATION — THE RESULT OF LETTING YOUR THOUGHTS TRAIL OFF ON THEIR OWN AND DONNING A PERFECTLY WORN-IN FLANNEL THAT REMINDS YOU OF YOUR PREVIOUS LIFE .  i’ve  also  heard  they’re  often  referred  to  as  the  ZOILIST  ,  but  that  might  just  be  because  they’re  a  TAURUS  .  something  tells  me  it  won’t  be  long  before  they  start  to  show  their  true  colors  .  wait  ,  are  they  listening  to MAYBE YOU’RE THE REASON  by  THE JAPANESE HOUSE  ?  i  love  that  song  !   ❜  

[zombiehunter-kim]

[KIMBERLY “KIM” POSSIBLE] has been seen around Boralis lately. He/She/They look a lot like [KAT MCNAMARA] and their personality resembles that of [KIM POSSIBLE]. They are [TWENTY]. They identify as [CISFEMALE]. Their job in Borealis is [ZOMBIE HUNTER]. They are [BRAVE, CONFIDENT, CARING] and [COMPETITIVE, ASSERTIVE, A PERFECTIONIST]. They [ARE NOT] a mutant. How will they survive the apocalypse?

Biography: 

Kimberly grew up in the most normal, nuclear family she could in Borealis. Her family tried to keep things as simple as possible for the three kids while still working to better the community.

Her parents were scientists. Her father was always trying to bring back the technology he vaguely remembered from his early childhood. Her mother had trained to be a surgeon from the few that had survived the disasters.

Kim always admired the zombie hunters growing up. She would sneak out and watch them train, trying to replicate their moves. She wanted to save the world, just like her parents, but in a different way. While her parents focused on the science thing, she wanted to focus on the badass side of things.

When she turned 10, the zombie hunters caught her watching their training sessions. Instead of punishing her, they started including her in the training sessions.

She worked hard, making sure she was better than all of the other people in her training class. She was small and able to go more of a distance than most others.

While she does occasionally fight with weapons, she much prefers to fight with her own fists. She doesn’t see weapons as an extension of herself like the others she trains with.

She trained from 10 until she was 16, when they allowed her to finally go out on hunts.

Kim still did participate in schooling, knowing there was no way her parents would allow her to drop out in order to become a zombie hunter.

She still hasn’t told her parents that she has been a zombie hunter for the last 4 years. She is afraid of what they will say to her because of it.

Headcanons:

Kim picks up extra shifts as a wall guard when she needs extra money. It is also the job her parents believe her to have.

Kim is skilled in gymnastics.

Her favorite color is army green.

[falsewrds]

“    THIS  WORLD   wasn’t   meant   to   protect   scared   people   like   me  .   ”      ──     a   guide   on   LORIELLE   MASON .

click  here  for  her  bio  &  stats

area  001.   the  general  info

. ･ﾟ    ┇ ⸢  SAVANNAH LEE SMITH  ,  CIS FEMALE  ,  SHE / HER  ,  MUSE   51  ⸥  ❛   ╾  don’t  look  now  but  LORIELLE  +  MASON  is  heading  this  way  .  last  i  heard  ,  the  TWENTY  THREE  year  old  declared  their  allegiance  to  the  FACTIONLESS  during  the  last  town  meeting  .   it  definitely  makes  sense  ,  considering  the  fact  that  they’re  known  for  being  HOPEFUL  &  STUBBORN  .  that  being  said  ,  they  can  also  be  quite  RESOURCEFUL  &  GUARDED  .  i  don’t  know  about  you  but  every  time  i  see  them  i’m  reminded  of  CAREFULLY  EXAMINING  YOUR  SURROUNDINGS  AS  YOU'RE  AFRAID  TO  MAKE  A  MISTAKE ,  PAINFUL  SCREAMS  THROUGHOUT  THE  NIGHT  WHILE  HOLDING  YOURSELF  FROM  RELAPSING  ,  MINDLESS  DOODLES  ON  YOUR  SKIN  AS  AN  ESCAPE  FROM  REALITY  ,  HAUNTED  BY  THE  FEELING  OF  BEING  UNWANTED  ,  SMALL  GRINS  CLINGING  ONTO  THE  HOPE  OF  SEEING  THE  LIGHT  IN  YOUR  LIFE  AGAIN  .  i’ve  also  heard  they’re  often  referred  to  as  the  FREDUIAN  EXCUSE  ,  but  that  might  just  be  because  they’re  a  PISCES  .  something  tells  me  it  won’t  be  long  before  they  start  to  show  their  true  colors  .  wait  ,  are  they  listening  to  DIE  A  LITTLE  BIT  by  TINASHE  ?  i  love  that  song  !   ❜

legal  name :   lorielle  sierra  mason.

alias  /  nickname(s) :   lori ,  elle ,  sierra.

date  of  birth  +  age :   february  28th,  twenty - three.

natal  chart :   pisces  sun,  cancer  moon,  aquarius  rising.

gender  +  pronouns :   cis  female,  she / her / hers.

faction  chosen :   factionless.

selected  major :  fashion  design.

orientation :   demiromantic,  bisexual.

area  002.   the  summary

 back   against   the   wall   as   glossed   lips   sipped   on   the   liquor   occupying   the   red   solo   cup   in   hand   ,   eyes   gazing   over   the   bodies   of   college   students   who   were   seemingly   enjoying   the   newfound   freedom   given   to   themselves  .   at   first   ,   the   feeling   of   being   skeptical   couldn’t   help   but   he   felt   but   as   her   mind   thought   back   on   the   midterm   assignment   she   had   yet   to   complete   ,   she   thought   maybe   this   wasn’t   so   bad   after   all .

lori  was  the  product  of  an  affair  of  an  exotic  dancer  and  a  wealthy  politician  after  one  too  many  drinks  at  a  bachelor  party  for  the  man  as  he  was  marrying  his  childhood  best  friend  the  next  day.

for  five  years  she  was  in  the  custody  of  her  mother,  them  both  banding  together  and  sticking  close  alongside  lori’s  grandmother  who  gave  them  a  roof  over  their  head  and  hot  food  in  their  stomach.

mother  dearest  didn’t  live  in  a  proper  district  to  send  lori  to  a  preschool  /  daycare  so  instead  both  women  taught  her  things  she  would  need  to  know  for  primary  school  :  book  smarts  and  street  smarts.

they  may  have  not  had  much,  but  they  had  each  other.  it  was  what  kept  them  all  together,  happy  and  fond  of  the  memories  they  did  make.

suddenly  one  night  she  felt  herself  stirring  awake  as  commotion  rung  out  in  the  night.  when  opening  her  eyes,  her  tiny  frame  was  being  held  in  the  arms  of  an  unknown  man  as  he  shouted  angrily  at  her  clearly  distressed  mother  for  reasons  unknown  to  her.  once  he  noticed  she  woke  up,  he  quickly  grew  quiet  and  immediately  buckled  her  up  safely  in  a  fancy  car  she’s  never  seen  before,  eyes  staring  out  the  tinted  windows  as  the  man  approached  your  mother  and  grandmother  only  to  be  slapped  and  shouted  at.

the  car  ride  home  between  the  two  was  silent,  but  the  older  man  did  try  to  make  small  talk.  of  course  for  a  clueless  child  who  was  just  taken  from  the  only  people  they  knew,  it  was  hard  keeping  that  going.  he  even  brought  her  food  and  they  sat  in  the  dining  room  of  the  establishment  just  looking  at  each  other  in  silence.

finally  she  was  brought  to  a  beautiful  home  where  the  chandeliers  hung  high  above  the  floor  and  everything  seemed  too  nice  to  touch  -  the  place  she  would  soon  call  home.

when  going  into  the  living  room,  there  they  were  met  with  another  woman  who  was  vastly  different  from  your  mother  :  a  red  ,  silk  robe  that  reached  her  furry  slippers  and  hair  rollers  secured  neatly  in  place.  yet  she  held  a  look  of  disappointment  and  unsettlement  seeing  the  two  together.  quickly  she  left  them  alone  with  not  a  single  word,  the  man  just  closing  his  eyes  and  sighing  before  smiling  at  his  daughter  telling  her  that  all  will  be  fine.

soon  the  little  girl  went  from  having  little  to  nothing  to  having  it  all.  her  own  bedroom  themed  after  princesses,  clothes  that  she  could  wear  for  days,  toys  she  should  play  with  and  never  get  bored.  not  to  mention  the  frequent  trips  to  zoos  and  aquariums,  and  even  the  beach,  with  her  father.  yeah,  she  was  livin  it  up.

she  found  herself  at  times  during  these  trips  wondering  what  her  mother  and  grandmother  were  up  to.  little  was  she  aware  that  her  question  would  be  answered  just  two  days  after  such  thoughts.

they  met  again  -  and  for  the  final  time  in  a  court  room.  she  had  never  seen  her  mother  so  pretty  before  unless  she  was  heading  out  for  work,  and  her  grandmother  was  now  aiding  a  wheelchair  instead  of  her  usual  walker.

tears  were  poured,  yelling  was  done,  and  a  final  verdict  was  made.  lawrence  mason  would  gain  full  custody  of  lorielle  mason  and  her  mother  was  not  allowed  to  see  the  girl  again.

instead  of  throwing  a  tantrum  and  being  thrown  out  of  the  courtroom,  her  grandmother  simply  remained  neutral  to  all  of  this.  she  assumed  that  she  and  her  father  were  on  somewhat  good  terms  seeing  as  he  allowed  the  little  girl  to  spend  some  one  on  one  time  with  her  as  he  finalized  everything.

it  was  revealed  that  the  elderly  woman’s  health  was  becoming  pretty  bad.  but  she  told  lori  not  to  fret.  she  was  built  like  a  bull,  it’ll  take  a  village  to  pin  her  down.  she  then  went  on  saying  how  her  mother  wasn’t  exactly  doing  well  since  she  was  taken,  yet  could  only  blame  herself  for  what  her  actions  had  caused.  the  child  wouldn’t  understand  this  until  later  on  in  life.

she  took  a  final  picture  with  her  granny  and  that  was  the  last  she’s  ever  seen  of  her.  letters  would  be  exchanged  but  would  strangely  end  at  some  point  in  her  life.

lori  would  then  grow  up  being  pampered  and  spoiled  with  anything  her  tiny  heart  desired.  despite  seemingly  having  it  all,  she  lacked  one  thing  that  her  mother  was  at  least  good  at  doing  :  maintaining  a  relationship.

her  father  was  now  in  office  and  was  almost  never  home  most  of  the  time.  she  being  the  only  mason  child  yearned  from  some  kind  of  affection  that  she  was  used  to  receiving  before.  the  man  tried,  he  really  did,  but  he  could  only  do  so  much  with  the  little  time  he  did  have  home.

relying  on  her  step - mother  was  just  not  an  option.  she’ll  remember  it  like  it  was  yesterday  when  she  tried  showing  the  woman  a  picture  she  drew  of  the  two  of  them  and  having  it  balled  up  in  her  face  and  tossed  beneath  her  louboutin  heels.

it  was  little  promises  that  were  going  unkept  that  she  brushed  off  in  the  beginning.  then  it  was  missing  her  school  plays  to  sometimes  sending  his  secretary  to  come  pick  her  up  from  school.  all  of  this  would  boil  up  and  explode  during  a  charity  event  that  she  was  forced  to  come  to.  it  felt  hypocritical  that  she  had  to  support  him  but  it  was  a  choice  for  him  to  support  her.  tsk.

her  father  understood  her  pleas  but  there  was  not  much  he  could  do  about  it.  instead  of  genuinely  talking  to  her,  he  sent  her  home  with  his  wife  who  also  grew  bored  of  the  event  and  wished  to  relax  at  home.

there  the  woman  and  child  got  into  an  argument.  lori  yelled  how  she  hated  it  here  and  wanted  to  go  back  with  her  mother.  her  step - mother  simply  egged  her  on.  “go  ahead!  no  one  wanted  you  here,  anyway.  your  dad  just  needed  you  to  look  like  a  good  man  in  the  public’s  eye.”

so  lori  did  what  any  other  gullible  10  year  old  would  do  :  pack  a  hobo  bag  and  venture  off  to  the  old  address  she  remained  by  heart  -  her  real  home.

disappointment  would  be  an  understatement  of  how  she  felt  when  finally  seeing  her  childhood  home  after  all  these  years  hold  a  for  sale  sign  in  the  front  yard.  thankfully  the  landlord  was  there  and  when  questioning  about  the  former  residence,  was  then  told  that  the  young  woman  no  longer  wanted  to  pay  rent  so  they  were  evicted.  he  felt  bad  for  the  old  woman  who  was  here  as  well.  he  went  on  explaining  how  he  found  letters  written  for  someone  either  burnt  up  or  damaged  badly  in  a  box.  that  was  when  she  first  felt  genuine  sadness.

her  grandmother  wrote  to  her  congratulating  her  on  the  success  of  her  play!  she  wished  she  could’ve  made  it  but  she  knew  her  darling  lolo  played  a  beautiful  snow  white.  a  tear  fell  slowly  down  her  cheek  as  she  held  those  words  dear  to  her  heart.  that’s  all  she  wanted  to  hear  for  a  while  now.

she  continued  on  and  soon  found  out  that  the  elderly  woman  was  soon  moving  to  a  retirement  home  and  would  write  her  soon.

this  led  to  lori  becoming  quite  self - kept  throughout  the  rest  of  elementary  school  and  into  middle  school.  the  reason  being  that  she  ended  up  learning  that  her  mother  never  gave  up  on  her  meanwhile  her  father  somewhat  did.  no  amount  of  gifts  and  shopping  trips  could  make  up  for  her  losing  the  two  people  who  did  care  about  her.

when  entering  high  school,  she  tried  to  branch  out  again  as  suggested  by  her  therapist  that  was  assigned  to  her  when  her  father  recognized  an  unhealthy  routine  of  her  not  eating  nor  being  as  social  as  before.  she  dwelled  in  cheer  and  even  took  up  photography.  nothing  peeked  her  interest  truly  until  her  school  had  a  mini  fashion  show.  there  she  would  be  immersed  in  the  different  styles  and  intricate  patterns  laced  within  sewn  together  fabric.  she  wanted  that.

she  brought  her  own  little  design  kit  and  a  sketchbook  to  kickstart  off  her  newfound  hobby.  in  between  working  on  ideas,  she  would  call  retirement  homes  and  ask  around  for  her  grandmother,  and  try  to  find  her  mother  by  asking  around  places  she  constantly  took  her  when  her  granny  couldn’t  afford  to  watch  her.

she  was  still  seeing  her  therapist  and  was  progressing  for  the  better.  she  even  confided  in  the  goal  of  finding  the  two  women  who  her  previously  in  her  life.  it  was  suggested  to  just  ask  her  father  but  they  haven’t  really  been  close  since  her  outburst  at  10.

lori  was  19.  after  having  graduating  high  school,  she  went  onto  bigger  things  at  north  carolina  state  university.  it  was  there  when  her  father  saw  how  well  she  was  truly  doing.  she  was  the  bright  little  girl  he  adored  as  soon  as  he  laid  his  eyes  upon  her.  it  was  only  right  he  filled  her  in  on  the  disturbing  truth  of  two  souls  she’s  been  waiting  her  whole  life  to  see  again.  and  again  she  did.

french - tipped  nails  clawed  at  the  gravestone  that  was  pushed  deeply  within  the  ground   as   wrenched   screams  and  overflowing  tears  fell  down  her  cheeks.  the  year  of  the  final  days  spent  was  marked  just  six  years  ago.  it  seemed  like  it  happened  just  this  year  -  she  wanted  it  to  have  happened  this  year.  she  didn’t  even  get  the  chance  to  write  her  a  proper  goodbye.  one  thing  was  now  checked  off  her  list  :  find  her  grandmother.

the  sudden  news  affected  her  too  much.  her  grades  dropped  ridiculously,  and  she  even  stopped  hanging  around  close  friends  just  to  try  to  ease  her  mind  of  everything.  she  needed  to  find  her  mother,  she  needed  answers.

that  was  when  she  was  contacted  out  of  the  blue  by  a  familiar  voice,  one  she  craved  for  years  now.  after  all,  her  father  did  bring  upon  such  news  that  the  least  he  could  do  was  give  her  some  resolve.

however,  it  didn’t  exactly  go  as  he  planned.  instead  of  reminiscing  in  their  times  together  and  how  they  can  rekindle  their  relationship,  lori  was  spent  looking  a  complete  stranger  in  the  eye.  the  woman  before  her  was  not  someone  she  wanted  to  deal  with.  especially  one  who  blamed  her  for  how  their  life  turned  out.  she  even  went  as  far  as  to  saying  that  if  something  bad  happened  to  her,  it  would  be  the  young  woman’s  fault.  an  attack  was  made  but  luckily  lori  got  out  in  time  and  left  in  a  haste.

day  after  day,  she’d  get  harassing  phone  calls  ranging  from  crocodile  tears  that  then  soon  erupted  into  pits  of  anger.  she’d  then  block  the  number  but  the  calls  came  from  nearly  everywhere,  her  mental  health  not  being  able  to  process  it  all.

soon  she  left  from  ncsu  and  went  back  home,  drained  and  exhausted.  her  father  was  upset  with  himself  for  allowing  her  back  into  her  life.  if  maybe  he  had  done  it  sooner  things  would  be  better  for  her.

she  took  a  year  off  from  school  to  get  herself  back  on  track,  and  was  slowly  trying  to  adjust  to  the  new  prescribed  anti - depressants  her  therapist  had  given  her.  though  that  would  have  more  of  negative  effect  than  a  positive.

it  was  the  anniversary  of  her  grandmother’s  death  and  she  took  relief  in  the  bottle  sitting  pretty  on  her  dresser.  she  had  already  took  her  usual  dosage  that  morning  but  felt  that  she  needed  a  bigger  impact.  so  a  couple  more  she  popped.  no  longer  was  pain  a  feeling  but  an  afterthought  as  she  allowed  herself  to  be  brainwashed  temporarily  with  nothing  but  blank  yet  soothing  vibes.

soon  she  grew  a  habit  of  taking  one  too  many  at  once  and  was  constantly  being  withdrawn  from  reality.  each  time  her  phone  rang  from  an  unfamiliar  number,  she’d  take  some.  just  needed  to  get  away  from  the  world?  she’d  take  some.  it  went  undetected  until  she  was  found  spiraling  when  she  ran  out  and  suddenly  the  voice  of  her  angry  mother  filled  her  head.

lori’s  father  went  unaware  of  the  abusing  of  the  medicine  and  assumed  that  the  dosage  needed  to  be  upped.  it  was  in  his  good  intentions  but  he  should’ve  been  more  aware  about  his  daughter.

after  resting  for  two  years,  it  was  agreed  she’d  attend  saltzman  university  as  it  was  closer  to  her  father’s  work  place.  he’d  be  able  to  keep  an  eye  on  her  health  while  making  sure  she  was  getting  her  degree.  again,  it  felt  like  he  was  just  getting  rid  of  her  as  her  outbursts  may  cause  issues  for  her  step - mother’s  first  pregnancy.  but  she  let  it  go.

as  her  first  year  went  on,  she  tried  focusing  on  everything  else  in  the  world.  but  nothing  could  distract  her  from  the  concerning  texts  her  mother  was  sending  her.  it  was  then  on  the  trip  that  she  received  her  last  message  from  the  woman  that  had  her  visibly  shaking  until  getting  off  the  bus.  she  needed  to  talk  to  her  before  something  drastic  happened  but  sadly  that  would  never  happen.  she  was  separated  from  it  all  along  with  the  people  she  had  grown  to  call  classmates.  and  it  was  the  beginning  of  the  downfall  to  come.

area  003.   the  fun facts

as  her  father  worked  in  the  town  hall,  she  immediately  ran  there  to  see  if  she  could  find  him  only  to  be  met  with  an  empty  building.  this  broke  her  down  to  her  knees  and  she  silently  cried  for  a  good  hour  or  two  before  sitting  at  his  desk  and  just  looking  over  things.

she  wasn’t  aware  a  raid  had  started  until  multiple  footsteps  were  heard  echoing  in  the  night  through  the  building  (  she  was  there  for  quite  some  days  hoping  he’d  soon  return  )  so  she  immediately  looked  for  important  paperwork  and  documents,  namely  the  blueprints,  and  left  out  leaving  the  late  comers  confused  as  to  when  the  hell  she  even  got  there.

when  faction  2  was  formed,  lori  stayed  sides  with  faction  1  as  their  way  of  going  about  things  seemed  to  be  the  best  case  scenario  for  her.  however  she  felt  useless.  originally  she  was  supposed  to  be  guarding  their  supplies  with  one  other  person  but  was  so  far  gone  due  to  her  medication  that  it  caused  her  to  pass  out.  it  was  a  trivial  mistake  but  lori  felt  guilty  and  uneasy  still  being  there.  so  she  left  a  note  for  the  faction  leaders  to  let  them  know  she  would  become  factionless,  and  that  they  have  no  fear  of  her  betraying  them.

being  in  her  own  was  quite  the  challenge.  she  could  barely  find  stuff  but  would  end  up  lucky  from  some  poor  sap’s  stash  and  taking  some  for  herself.  

needing  a  way  to  keep  herself  going,  that’s  when  she  thought  of  the  idea  of  allowing  her  blueprints  to  be  seen  by  people  for  a  price.  yes  this  was  going  against  what  she  told  faction  1  but  she  had  to  survive.  but  she  mainly  aids  their  leaders  instead  of  anyone  unless  she  likes  them  enough.  other  time  she’d  lie  and  say  she  doesn’t  have  certain  layouts  to  keep  out  of  suspecting  trouble.

she  will  never  admit  it,  but  she  was  aware  of  george  digging  through  her  blueprints  at  some  point  prior  to  the  fire.  never  did  she  think  something  of  it  but  she’ll  forever  ignore  that  little  voice  of  guilt  for  as  long  as  she  lives.

when  she  ran  out  of  her  medicine,  she  needed  another  relief.  she  turned  to  cigarettes  but  that  barely  did  anything.  it  was  when  she  was  cleaning  out  the  bag  she  had  stolen  when  she  across  some  tiny  pills  in  different  colors.  quickly  she  took  some  but  that  backfired  on  her.  

definitely  the  type  to  threaten  someone  but  would  be  shaking,  crying,  and  throwing  up  on  the  inside.

very  secured  about  herself.  doesn’t  open  up  unless  high  or  drunk.

overall  someone  who’s  trying  to  stay  calm  but  cannot.