#gabe talks

[fields-of-elation]

"Descending" is one of the songs I don't listen to that often but I just did and it kicked me in the shin.

To me, this song appears to be about being too far gone to be helped (and in Vessel's case, having turned to Sleep when everybody was not paying attention).

Sort of a "post-mortem" cry of help. People suddenly coming back when it's too late even though help has been asked for before.

"You come crawling back to me / But I'm already underground / And we all know that talk is cheap / So come on and save me now"

The last line in this paragraph almost sounds spiteful, sarcastic. They weren't here, maybe they can help now that it's too late anyway, which the next part of the chorus reinforces:

"And you wonder what I believe /But you don't wanna be around /So what would you do for me? / Yeah, what would you do for me?"

Asking "what would you do for me" twice to reinforce what in fact those people would do to help anyway? Talk is cheap, where is the action? They don't wanna be around anyway.

Okay and finally, the pre-chorus which made my inner third eye open:

"And I won't let you fall / I've been left no choice/ Don't you see that?"

Going back to Vessel, he has been left no choice but to turn to Sleep to deal with whatever pain he is dealing with. The "I won't let you fall" is sort of ambiguous to me. It could be Sleep, it could be Vessel talk to the third person in that context. Or, the entire pre-chorus is Sleep talking to Vessel that they had no choice but to do what they did.

Those are my two cents on that song which made me appreciate a whole lot more, feel free to add your thoughts!

[mrgabel]

This made my day @grantairescurls 🤭

[theworidentire]

I feel so self conscious about posting nothing but the really salacious stuff to my ao3. Guys I swear I’m a competent writer who can comprehend/interact with this media like an intelligent adult but all that’s suitable to publish/isn’t wildly too personal is uhhhh NC-17. One day I will finish one of my serious fics and then let it see the light of day but they’re all getting away from me 😭 The only completed drafts I have are the little oneshots

[the-station-doctor]

🐰🌟🎀: mainly just a test, but he came out well soo

[420sadnoodles]

What if I made my own Oscar Wilde/ Gothic lit discord server. Who would join

[crwndsprkzy]

when i am just some other teenager because my source is a high school chat fic

[starangel96]

so apparently we have azygos vein in our bodies. Which means that all of us have something from a blue dragon inside

[lettucefather]

GABV1EL WEEK YIPPEEEE

Day 1: SPAR / WIRES / VOICE

[numbuh424]

the longing looks Aziraphale gives Crowley after seeing Beelzebub and Gabriel get together... his eyes just scream "I want that for us too" and it's ruining me

[deep-space-lines]

An archangel is actually a type of babygirl,

We've all seen The gabe dress but I had a divine vision of him in a kroj (Czech folk costume) and y'know what? I was right. He slays. What's the point of art if not to take some fictional guy, say "that's my wife" and put clothes on him like a paper doll

Anyway I think everyone should draw him in their culture's folk costume now. I wanna start a trend

((bonus sketch idk if I'll finish,,))

[ruegarding]

the entire point of the blue food was that it was the only way sally could consistently rebel against gabe without getting her or percy punished. sally is not and never was submissive in the books. percy himself says sally has "a rebellious streak, like me." however, sally and percy were under threat of serious abuse from gabe and therefore had to pick their battles. blue food was sally's way of telling percy "i am here and fighting with you" and "there is hope in the world still."

[fields-of-elation]

day 602 woke up and still dont look like vessel sleep token

[mrgabel]

Also, had a pleasant time with my family! Upon coming back home I was just swamped with work and can't believe how fast the weeks have gone by. But now, finally, I have a short time to take a breath and have some free time (on my birthday even! hihi).

[theworidentire]

I feel most days like I’m trying to hand-rehabilitate a badly traumatized animal when it comes to myself.

This isn’t even an angst post, I’m thrilled beyond words that I think maybe– maybe!– I can get to the school in NY I was supposed to go to originally. I’ve been trapped in the Midwest for years lmao and I got here by basically an accident.

I keep joking that I’ll never break myself of the urge to just run away by night– I don’t think I ever will, sincerely. But this isn’t running away if I can swing it, it’s finally getting something and somewhere that I really really wanted.

I feel as if I’m cursing myself by confessing to it aloud but I think it can work. I think I can allow myself to be tentatively hopeful, even if not outright celebratory.

[the-station-doctor]

//Welcome to the gas station, i am P.j. And am currently the only employee here-//

//we are open 24/7,mainly due to our missing manager//

//feel free to talk to me, ill be here for ages anyways//

P.J. ↑

#asks - self explained

#gabe talks - also self explained

Side blog to @oatsynalliums

[420sadnoodles]

Throw back to like a month ago when I was at this NYE party that consisted of me, my friend (host of the party/TS ) my other friend, (baked as shit on the other end of the couch) and hosts boyfriend. It was past midnight and the host looked at her boyfriend like "I wanna play the fortnight rythm gameeeee" and they do. Now take in mind that I am 1. Gently baked as well. Not as much as friend but like. Decently baked. Picture a jello cake on the windowsill of a 1960s housewife who's plotting to kill her husband. Not like. Gone but fairly baked. 2. I have never played fortnight, nor any rhythm game, nor have I ever held a Nintendo switch. So I watch them play because I don't want to. I'm studying this like a chemistry final. For those who don't know, the fortnight rhythm game is like guitar hero but on your switch. Really weird. Anyway the Boyfriend is like. Insanely good at it. I'm watching him CRUSH the host and me and my other friend watch in amazement. He's also a little baked so good for him. Anyway the host turns to me and is like "you wanna playyyy" and I'm like not really. So I'm playing and losing because I've never held a fucking switch in my life. 4 or 5 games of me getting owned because I'm high and stupid and don't know what I'm doing.

And then it happens.

The host turns to the Boyfriend and says "you should play against Gabeee "

And I'm like oh shit okay. I'm about to get owned.

They pass the controller to me. Boyfriend starts up the song. Party Rock Anthem by LMFAO.

Through a haze of weed and dollar store ice cream and pure spite. I see it. The song is playing. I am hitting every single fucking note.

I do it. I win. And not only do I win, I fucking destroy the man. 20k - 2k win type shit.

I watch as his ego deflates in real time. He is destroyed by WeedMc Dumbass on his couch. In his own home. The host fucking left and my other friend cheered me own. I met god and died. I have done it. I have beaten master Fortnight Rhythm Game. I passed out 20 minutes after that.