#genuinely wtf do I even bother. I hate it. Being the center of male interest is so fucking gross and icky. legit makes me sick

[wild-wombytch]

TW : het moid ick + lesbophobia + vent

...I was pleasantly surprised that some dude I worked with during a travel messaged me on FB years later because we had a weird rivalry but also productive relationship back then and truth to be told, he was one of these ppl you need to meet at some point of your life to grow.

...then it took him about 4 messages to hit on me and tell me I'll find the right guy and he found me pretty back then right after I told him I found out ✨female homosexuality✨ since then. Ah, and don't forget saying he'd rent a Airbnb and invite me so we can drink alcohol and he can put some sounds (this way neighbohood won't hear my cry for help if the rape drug doesn't fully knock me out, IG)

Ffs, I just wanted a normal human to human conversation. No sausage party. Just "oh yeah, let's get a beer and talk like bros one of these days". Beside, I thought he saw me as a bro and (given how much we fought) as about the polar opposite of a housewife material. In itself, I thought that was deterrent enough since he's Roma and aiming for everything I am not exactly unless he means to leave his community, to whoch he was still very attached back then. But then again, scrotes would smash anything with a vag, human, animal, adult, minor, beautiful, ugly as fuck, trans identified or not.

Why do I even bother to hope moids have any sort of deeper feelings or are capable of normal relationships with women? I really hope I'll stop being naive and believe the best of people at some point, and that my misandry will catch up with the way I so quickly feel admiration for some people. Men aren't people. I should remember that. Probably tattoo it behind my eyelids. What a gross and bitter reminder. Barf.