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6 month T update (12/20/24) (and a random life rant)
My voice finally dropped in a very real way
Hair!!! Everywhere!!! I'm a fuzzy little dude
It's noticeably easier to keep weight on
I'm feeling emotions in a big way, there's not any kind of dissociative block anymore
I'm sweating A LOT. AGAIN. I thought that part was over, but my dose doubled and so did the sweat 🫶
My face shape is starting to look more like my brother's face
Beyond that I got caught in some kind of godforsaken situationship with a beautiful bisexual tailor who is stressing me the fuck out
#get ready for a tag rant#in some ways you don't realize the extent of abuse until you're in healthy situations aaaand you short circuit#because having a basic relationship is really hard after abuse and I HATE DATING THIS IS HARD#I'm too anxiously attached and I'm trying to cool my jets whilst simultaneously#trying not to over compensate#and veer into seeming disinterested#the common consensus is that I seem intimidating and I SWEAR I'M NOT 😭#anyways#hrt update#hrt timeline
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I like brilliant minds (I've had crazy brain rot recently) but honestly I don't think it's the best thing ever. Ik it's new and all but honestly it's alittle corny and predictable and I'm nervous to see if the characters will fall into archetypes. Also wolf is cool n all but he doesn't seem to have a lot of flaws yet and that kind of gets to me after a while. Yeah ik it's been 3 eps but who's counting. But on the other hand it's a show I'm enjoying and looking forward to watching new episodes of and finding fan content of (someone please write more fics I'm begging you I'm on my knees) and it's nice to enjoy something without caring about how much depth it has once in a while. It's not hitting as hard emotionally as other shows I've watched do (honestly I'm more emotionally invested in young Sheldon) but it is scratching a really good itch in my brain.
#brilliant minds#get ready for a tag rant#I have to say my favorite character is Nichols because hes interesting#yeah everyone's interesting but him especially#I think it's cool that he is a good contrast to the other characters methods and such#he's petty and I like that actually
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Sometimes I try to write down thoughts about this campaign but I admittedly have not been paying enough attention to feel confident in my character analysis so I write an incoherent text post and then delete it because I don't know if I'm actually making the correct judgments.
#cr spoilers#in the tags#so i'm going to rant in here instead if you keep reading past this you can't get mad at me#anyway i want to talk about ashton#and how they would have been absolutely intolerable in c1 or c2#where every character was invested in saving the world#for one reason or another#and c3 is just like#orym is the only one talking sense and everyone else is just like 'well maybe?'#but matt also said something about being ready for exandria to shift drastically based on their chocie#and if matt weren't ready for exandria to change ashton would be harder to watch than they are now#idk taliesin does quite often play around with hypocrisy with his characters so i'm not really surprised#by ashton claiming to stand up for the little person and then going and being willing to blow up their entire world#like they're not actually thinking about the 'little person'#they're thinking about themselves and that's really it#but yeah i do keep waiting for someone to say something that gives ashton that realization#that they can't use their trauma as an excuse to blow up everyone else's lives#idk i'm running out of steam#it's interesting to watch taliesin play around with this#but i've got to say that if they don't make a fucking choice about what they're actually going to do#idk i'm just ready for them ALL to stop waffling#okay now i'm done#i still have a lot of thoughts but i'd have to rewatch the whole campaign to feel confident in my talking points#and that's not going to happen lol
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Beyblade X Ep 34: A Rainbow Guest
GES SJACSLSVWJEVEJEVENEBB BC LABJEBWEVD KB VEJEDV WHAT IN THE OMINOUS SPINNING DRAKE IS THIS EPISODE
Okay, first off, I WAS SO DISTRAUGHT AFTER GETTING HIT WITH A FOUND FAMILY EPISODE THEN WE GET HIT WITH JAXON’S TEAMMATE, SIGRID NANAIRO AND HER REALLY BLUNT ATTITUDE TO EVERYTHING EXCEPT SUSHI. Okay I’m gonna be honest, I did get spoiled that she was Multi’s sister BUT LEGITIMATELY I’M STILL SURPRISED
She and Jaxon are similar but not at the same time??? I mean they both love Komaba Sushi (I figured ever since Memories of Sushi ep because the bigger set was given to her while Chrome was too busy focusing on Jaxon and getting fed blah blah blah and yeah) AND THEY’RE PRETTY BLUNT but Jaxon seems to prefer choose his words while she prefers to choose her actions
The way Robin went to grab the mask and practically suffocated Jaxon had me giggling, LIKE DO THEY JUST HAVE IT ON STANDBY???


Like he was so happy to see her and now he’s getting choked by his hair in the mask
Anyways when Robin was surprised she knew him I figured he’d put two and two together, since in the first ep he knew Jaxon was part of Team Pendragon and so was she? Mini plot hole I suppose
BUT YEAH I noticed throughout the episode Robin kept defending Multi from Sigrid even though he keeps getting cut off which, GAHHHHHH AND EARLIER DURING THE VOTES SHE TRIED TO COMFORT HIM they’re adorable honestly
anyways the reactions when Robin and Jaxon find out they’re sisters 😭


THIS IS THE MOST HORRIFIED EXPRESSION IVE SEEN JAXON EXPRESS IM CRYING WHY DOES HE LOOK SO MORTIFIED
and later on we get a look at baby Multi and Sigrid, WHICH OMG I WANNA DRAW MULTI WITH SHORT HAIR NOW
and…. Babadudum…. You guessed it… why I’m immediately posting my reaction to this….



We get a lovely momentary session where Chrome is slowly continuing to lose it over Jaxon in the corner of a room while Sigrid sits there like the bestie who has to hear about her friend’s relationship problems
CHROME YES I WANTED TO SEE YOU BUT NOT LIKE THIS, HAVE A DAMN SLICE OF LIFE MOMENT OR SOMETHING HELP
and thennnn some shady shit just casually breaks into Komaba Sushi and steals the bey plans Multi had. Hello, how does no one spot this THEY HAVE TWO HUGE ASS BUILDINGS SURROUNDING THEM???
#beyblade x#notkamenx thoughts#IM SORRY I SWORE A BIT IN THIS POST I JUST IM ABSOLUTELY JUST. NOT OKAY AFTER THIS???#all screenshots from Beyblade X you can see this on YouTube with weekly releases or on Disney XD I think#ANYWAYS LIKE. I. I think I said all that needed to be said#oh but the first half of the ep there was a women that look like she could be related to Titus/King#so uh yeah that’s interesting#I do not trust Packun and if he tries anything I’m ready to throw hands but the happy looking guy looks not suspicious#hopefully he doesn’t have a crappy attitude I have all eyes on this team rn#BUT YEAH SIGRID APPEARANCE IS she is so scary sometimes from our baby bird’s POV#but overall she’s just overly blunt and not too bad#the fact she said she’s not passing any message on from Jaxon to Chrome because he won’t listen 😭#I CANT GET OVER THESE THREE PANELS#CHROME PLEASE PULL IT TOGETHER JAXON’S NOT COMING BACK#YOU KNEW FROM THE START PROBABLY HE DOES SPONTANEOUS DECISIONS LIKE THIS#speaking of spontaneous decisions Jaxon said he did leave suddenly and Sigrid wasn’t mad or surprised#HOW CAN SHE FIGURE OUT JAXON AND ACCEPT HIS DECISIONS MORE QUICKLY THAN CHROME#to know that I need to know why Chrome’s so attached and obsessed with Jaxon#THIS CANNOT JUST BE OVER BEYBLADES MY MAN HAS TO HAVE AN EMOTIONAL CONNECTION OR SOMETHING#he literally landed an xtreme finish on his own copy’s bey#also this episode had me thinking of the skill gap between Pendragon and Persona#wait that’s so cool both teams names start with a P#is that intentional idk BUT ANYWAYS APART FROM JAXON this episode put into perspective how scarily strong Sigrid is and#further emphasis on Chrome’s strength#I’m not loving this PLEASE I HAD TO PAUSE THE EPISODE SO MANY TIMES DURING ROBIN’S BATFLE#anyways I was glad to see Chrome but like#man Chrome you have issues someone needs to give him a therapy appointment#this whole episode just left me distraught I ranted so much more in the post and the tags#now I wanna go sleep and hope that maybe I can cook something with this new info while I dream#I actually do have multiple fic ideas in my notes and some of them are written but eh they’re not good
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Latest SunNuea update (x)
#not going to put this in the main tags since i'm really just using this post as an excuse to rant a little#ooof production delays are expected but frustrating#i'm taking everything with a large grain of salt until filming actually begins#like i was reading some older reddit threads this week where someone said sunnuea filming would start in the next month#the thread was from three months ago 🤣#i did see this week (from the same twitter account as above) that it's supposed to start soon after p'cheewin gets back from brazil#at least i know this will have minimal post production so once they start filming i do believe it will be ready to air within 2 months#but how do we still not have the actual show title or a poster yet 🙃#suntiny
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Ah fine I'll post somethin. Experimenting with designs and shit is all I'm doin. Nothin new.
(Not posting the colored in versions yet. These are only concept sketches. Keep that in mind)...

The digital "version" of ^this^ is just some lazy color blocking I did. (Pay no mind to the weird light effects); But it does add a little clarity to the original sketch that might be helpful. Note: the values will change to some degree later.
Full body type idea ^here^. The tail is fan shaped from proper perspective.
The basic blocks of his design include an array of different animal features i.e. plucked feathers and skin, goat horns and eyes, coyote skull and body, and lizard scales. Idk if anyone was curious though;
if anyone asks for more detail in the design inspirations and lore I might share it. I just don't really feel the need to post every part of my process yk (especially if I'm not 100% happy with it)
#Most of the reason I don't post stuff even when I do draw is cause I don't really wanna share it with everyone or it's not ready etc.#Just a personal boundary I guess.#i hope you guys understand#ik my schedule is real wack in gen but it's nothing i can help (currently going through treatments for my condition + other personal things)#plus I'm really terrible at gaging audiences so i have no idea what people want me to post#cause sure i can do silly cartoons but more often than not i like doing detailed stuff like this#though it doesn't tend to get as much attention as memes. that's only expected#but im thinkin about posting more about my ocs (maybe in comic snippets and stuff👉👈)#OH also i am drawing stuff for kids. obviously not this lol but nice cartoony things 👌#probably won't post those aside from maybe actual pages cause the other stuff is just doodles for school kids💀#again. lemme know if that's anything you'd wanna see.#my art blog#my art stuff#my art#my ocs#dulce oc#my oc stuff#sketch#traditional art#digital sketch#concept art#oc concept#(yes this is dulce. don't question it lol. transformation go brrr)#demon oc#demon original character#once in a blue moon posting weeeee#personal stuff#rant in tags#these drawings are from September and October which. ig isn't the WORST timeline but still. not technically new stuff sorry#demon design
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guys I just. Found all of these on my phone and oughhhgohhfhfhfjfjfhdhdbfjfbfabxhxgsn
I can explain I SWEAR (no I can’t. Pregty teeth and claws….)
He’s sooooo fuckigngb hot and handsome oookhhhgggg my godddd im BLUSHING BRUJ
Look at those TEETH and those CLAWS they’re literally perfect I LOVE them SO MUCH. Guys. I love himmmm…. my boyfirned….
I DONT KNOW WHY HE SAID IT LIKE THAT like babe you don’t sound intimidating you sound hot?!?!???
I could go on and on good LORD
#🐾 // yapping#💉 // XOXO#hugging and kissing him mwah mwah mwah#not putting this in main tags im not ready yet gang I’ll get eaten alive out there#f/o rant#self ship#self shipper#self ship community#selfship#selfshipper#selfship community#f/o#f/o community#yumeshipping#yumeship#yumedanshi#proship dni
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suddenly I have realized my bad habit of procrastinating has become a nearly debilitating fear
#Like#for ex I had an exam due today#I meant to study for it over the week#But every time I sat down to do so I just got really scared and stressed and felt like I wasn’t going to be able to study enough???#And so I couldn’t concentrate and did literally anything else instead and it ruined my entire week bc I was so worried#And anyways I ended up actually studying for the exam for only around 3 hours. TODAY. And took it and sent it in just before midnight.#Which is a very bad habit that I have#I’m pretty sure I did well tho#bc despite the fact I was so worried I wasn’t ready for it that I didn’t GET ready for it#I do actually know the material pretty well#And now I’m sitting here with the knowledge that if I’d sat and just studied even ONE other time this week#I could easily have gotten a 100#And now I’m realizing that I may have anxiety#Which I knew before but like. Now I KNOW#And also a really bad case of I Need To Be Perfect Or The World Will End And Everyone Will Hate Me#also the adhd isn’t helping#So yeah#That’s something that happened#I tend to put things off bc “im not ready” for them in general now that I think abt it. Huh.#evie rambles#Evie rants#It has become a habit of mine to vent in the tumblr tags#Sorry folks#XD
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ily bakugou katsuki u are the only thing that hasn't pissed me off today

#today i was basically told that i have to take all of my breaks at work back to back to back within one hour two hours after i clock in#which means that i don't get a break at all later during the night so i don't fucking Want that but i have no other choice because#i'm basically being cornered into doing it by one of the managers who texted my department lead and said i tried to get someone to#cover me for my break at “almost 7 when everyone is going home” which is a fucking lie i asked at 6#who the fuck wants to take all of their breaks in one hour two hours after they start their eight hour shift#i asked for someone to cover me at 6 because i had to use the bathroom really fucking badly and she was like#“why didn't you take them while the midshift was here” the midshift has a three hour overlap with my shift and i have to be clocked in#for at least two hours before i take any breaks at all and i don't want to take all of my breaks at once that soon#ONE HOUR BEFORE MY COWORKER LEAVES#and like we both have stuff to do????#all three breaks two hours into my shift then nothing for the next six fucking hours funniest joke i've ever heard in my entire life#except it's not a joke because it's from a manager so if i don't do this stupid ass shit i could get disciplined or fired#because they don't want to send anyone to cover for me#you know what's even funnier? i am the ONLY PERSON scheduled for these fucking 2-10 shifts except for our full time guy#my other coworkers? 4-10. i don't want this fucking 2-10 shift get me the fuck OFF OF IT#EATS MY ENTIRE FUCKING DAY#i woke up at 8:30am this morning and it still felt like my entire goddamn day was stolen from me because i wake up have time to myself for#about 5 hours out of my whole day then i have to get ready and get my ass to work until the end of the fucking day#tag rant#tag vent#bakugou katsuki#i feel like this is something i should call my union rep about but idk
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i wonder if people say shadow isn't "in character" because they simply got too lost in the fandom circle that they have a firm idea in their head of what he should be like, even if it's not aligned with canon, and won't accept it any other way
#GET READY FOR A RANT IN THE TAGS#like. shadow has NEVER called sonic “faker.” if he has lmk cause he didnt even sa2 he just repeated the word after sonic said it.#yet so many people write them calling each other “faker” every other sentence and its so annoying im sorry#i get everyone has a different perception of canon but its so facepalmable when its so obvious that someone has been in an echo chamber#for too long. and then also get upset when there's people that think differently than them#anyway disregard im just rambling off into space here
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we’ll see how the rest of the day plays out, but it’s honestly just not a great mental day for me. the family excursion was fine — nothing went wrong. i just feel very overwhelmed and sensitive, and there’s not been a moment where it’s just quiet. writing might be how i recharge once i’m home, but we’ll just see. i might just lurk and take it easy uvu
#the way people keep talking to me and basically taking over when i’m trying to help is just really getting to me today#and i get it bc i’m the youngest and it’s been that way for ages but today it’s making me feel very negatively#and i love my family and usually i love talking and being around them but today i think i just don’t have it in me#i need to go home and to just be in the quiet#and i feel horrible bc my sister will notice and worry that she’s annoying me and it’s not that!!#i just feel so overwhelmed rn#sorry to rant in the tags i just needed to get it off my chest for a moment#i feel like i can’t talk about mental health stuff with my family bc they either won’t understand or worry and i’m just#having a hard time not talking about it tbh#get ready to ramble | ooc#tw negative#tw rant#tw vent
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Personal post:
So I bought a bread maker on a whim. One of those machines you know?
Well, I'd been thinking about it for a month, anyway. It was like $80?
And it MAKES BREAD?!?!?!
You just put the ingredients in there and then BREAD. That's IT.
Why doesn't every kitchen haver own one?
And they've been around FOR YEARS?!?!?!?
Insane
#i literally got home from a gig and it took about 10 minutes to get it out of the box and put the ingredients in#I used a recipe for a cinnamon morning bread#i set the delay to be ready about when i woke up this morning#and i woke up to the smell of freshly baked cinnamon bread#i LOVE a kitchen gadget and this might be my new favorite#Lance Rants#new tag BTW i hope to start using
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okay fine its 3:30 ive woken up and decided to make it everyones problem - siobhan's cr discourse 'hot takes'
matt mercer didn't decide to 'ruin' the fearne episode by adding essek. essek was probably included ahead of time due to aeor being a specific plot thread both bell's hells and the cast wanted to explore - it just happened to occur during an episode including a major look at fearne's relationship w her dad
yes it was quite clear that the exu part of c3 was railroaded in order to have an excuse for dorian to rejoin bell's hells and you're allowed to be pissed about that but the fact that people turned around and started calling aabria a 'bully' and a 'narcissist' and 'aggressive' immediately skeeved me out
i dont get why people are saying the cast is/appears bored - you're not in their heads and it feels like projecting. saying that sam purposefully killed off his character with a beautiful, amazing speech (imho) because 'he was bored with the way the campaign was going' is frankly, the dumbest fucking thing ive ever heard
followed closely by the 'cr is secretly scripted' comments. wow, i wonder if i should tell them about pro wrestling!(/j)
#cr discourse#anyway im ready to get fucking murdered#i had all this stuff about my frustration as a c2 fan about the treatment of c2 fans#calling all of them 'crazy' and 'obsessive' when vm fans consisently told us#how bad c2 was compared to c1 but i thought that was going to start to get#needlessly aggressive cruel and mean#also also cr fans stop saying shit like 'main character syndrome' and 'rpg horror stories' challenge#anyway thats the end of the tag rant lol
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BEN BARNES NEW ALBUM DROPS IN 2 HOURS
I AM NOT OK
IF ANYONE NEEDS ME I WILL BE GOING FERAL OVERHIS VOICE AND HIS FACE AND HIS ENTIRE EXSISTANCE
#ben barnes#where the light gets in#SIMPING#maddy rants#maddy needs a tag#I AM NOT OK#HEEELLPP MEEEE#IM NOT READY FOR THIIISSS
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But genuinely I'm sad NHIE is ending not only because of its personal meaning to me, but because I've met so many lovely friends/mutuals through this site from our shared obsession and have been in contact/touch with them over the past couple years, the longest I have been in with any fandom. I just want to let you know I love you all sm
#i was getting nostalgic looking over my old chats yesterday and today#because i genuinely love my benvi mutual/followers sm#and love interacting with yall#come to visit me in my ask box when the show ends xoxo#i'll even miss the ben stan drama and daxton wars because they were memories xoxo#can you tell i have graduation goggles like devi#this is at least motivating me to finish my fics when the show ends#if yall are interested in reading them follow me on ao3 or lemme know if you want to be tagged/summaries of them#whoops this genuine post turned into a shameless plug but truly i love yall and like devi im not ready to say goodbye#never have i ever#grace rants#benvi
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I AM ALIVE!! Time to catch up on all that I missed while I was moving! 📦
- Lovely new followers/posts
- Helluva Boss episode
- Vtuber news
- Spotify Wrapped
Let the internet brain rot begin!
#vtuber#pngtuber#envtuber#indie vtuber#moving to new home#so many things to consume#finally have internet#im ready to get back to business#i feel so bad for all that i missed#but im so ready to get back into the swing of things#just need to figure out how to record in a studio apartment with a noisy cat#helluva boss episode is a banger btw#i did already look at that immediately#but yeeee#i'll stop ranting in the tags#lilith saga rants
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