#going back to AMD asap

[g0dtier]

hey why does nvidia make me log in to their stupid fucking platform in order for me to be able to update my drivers

[captainnikki]

Day 2 of the sims legacy:

I've added the Ikea stuff pack and missing music in. The devil works fast but simmers work faster. Thankyou to all of the dedicated modders already tackling this shit.

I've added back about 15GB of CC (which is tame for me - someone please stop me lmao). Loading was still lightening fast. I'm going through my hairs catalogue in CAS now (absolutely ginormous selection) and there's no stuttering, lag or pink flashing. On the ultimate collection I couldn't get to the end without manually freeing up my standby memory.

Speaking of which that process is still running automatically in the background every 5 minutes or so which does help with game performance in general for me.

I believe alien abduction is broken? They need to fix that ASAP, Pascal and Nervous get 85% of my playtime.

Had my first instance of pink flashing after trying on a lot of different CC hairs in CAS - smacked it with the empty standby list and it immediately went away and didn't come back.

Made a family and went to the neighbourhood screen with no crashing

I need to put it down for now as I've got a few things to get done today but overall I'm happy with that. I would absolutely love for pink flashing to be gone entirely but I'm not expecting EA to take into account massive mods folders when optimising the game.

Next time I play I'll be adding some more mods back in and making some more sims.

I'm cautiously optimistic for this release. Again, I know this isn't a universal experience, but it seems to just mesh well with my specific setup.

My setup is:

Alpha 15 A3DD MSI laptop

AMD Ryzen 7 processor with Radeon Vega Mobile Gfx 2.30 GHz

8GB ram (lol rip)

Running windows 10 home version 21H2 OS build 19044.1586, Windows feature experience pack 120.2212.4170.0

GPU Radeon RX 5500M

I bought it through Steam. The game is installed to a secondary larger hard drive, standard not SSD. I'm using the Steam launcher.

[mossrock16]

Looking for long term rp partner, 20+ please

Im looking to do MXM, fandomless roleplay with our own ocs, i like Band themes, richxpoor, cowboys, things like that, im more recently open to omegaverse stuff, as well as on the hunt for something mafia, my characters are pretty dominant, if we rp, i don't want an innocent and oblivious sub, id prefer a character that can hold their own and are also pretty dominant in nature amd in bed

I can reply multiple times a day, and if im busy i will inform my partner and get back asap

Im not just looking for a partner but also a friend who will make playlist, pinterest boards, and gush about the characters with me

I am lookint for smut, just as long as its all consensual

I have some no go's and limits we can chat about in DMS

I am not literate, i have horrible punctuation, and i switch up words a lot, but! I can match any length youd like, short long in the middle it doesnt matter, it may take me a bit to get there but i can most definitely match it

I like comimg up with the story together talking about meetings and time lines and making new characters that can perfectly fit together within the story

I dont care if your character is trans, but i want more masculine characters, i am not interested in twinks or femboys

I do enjoy angsty themes, drug abuse, mental/health disorders, drinking, abuse ( not between the characters)

I mainly use discord and will make a server for our roleplays, i will also provide a sample reply so you can see the vibes im talking about

Dm me and let me know if youre interested

[caaaaaaaaaaaaaampbell]

Hiiiiiii!!!!! How was/is your day?????

I just finished episode 5 pf camp cretaceous s3!!!!

And of new from last time, WE SAW KENJI'S HOME ON THE ISLAND!!!!!!! that place was bonkers!!! And the poor kid must uave had a lonely childhood(I might remind me a lot of chloe from miraculous sooooo I now I want to adopt him and suffucate him eith love and hugs!!!)

Also we saw blue!!!!!! The raptor and it's so funny that we the kids didn't free her, she would have died and we wouldn't have had the next two movies basically!!!!

Also I noticed a thing, ben and kenji never really have been on good terms, but like at the start it was for a reason(ben being always scared amd wanting safe and kenji being a chaotic kid who wants to show off) and then it's a different reason(ben being tarzan and kenji just a kid who wants to go back to normal), and it's kinda sad because I think that while ben was missing, kenji was the one to miss ben more than everyone else (except maybe darius, but he felt more guilty than anything else) and he kept his bag and hand sanitazers, like I think if ben hadn't gone insane he and kenji would be super best friend forever!!!

Also I find so funny how darius is often the group dad but he is the youngest!!!! I also think he has developed something i think is called atlas sindrome/behaviour, that it means taking everything on his shoulders, he thinks it's his responsability to keep them alive, to make them go away from the island ecc, ecc. He also showed some self sacrificing behaviour at the end of last season!!!!

And also the kids are so sad they will never see each others again, but like kenji is like super rich!!!! He can go and meet everyone and pay the travel for everyone to meet somewhere when averyone has time, he can even save sammy's farm!!!!

About sammy, that strange mortal science Project of hell just hit her and she doesn't look very healty now!!!! I really hope that thing doesn't have poison but it has scorpion in its name soooo yeah!!!

Also not me thinking about how all of this wouldn't have happened if only they made an hybrid herbivore, but nooo the t-rex is cooler, fuck them make an hybrid from bumpy, a tricetapos and a brontosaurus(the one with the long neck) and you get a giant tank, with a shield, spears and a hammer!!!!

Please keep talking. You're saying all the right words in all the right ways, If you write about these characters I will eat every word like it was gospel.

Also yeah, they are pretty dumb for doin that. Also also, in case you didn't know (you probably do) the hybrid is based off the scorpion fish, not an actual scorpion. However it's venom supposedly isn't as deadly as the dino's, so there might be a little something else, but it could also be the insane increase in the dosage, but idk. I could ramble about the scorpius but I gotta do stuff rn, I'll get to the rest of your aska asap! Thanks for talking!

[anexperimentallife]

Medical update (bad news)

I don't know how long my throat surgery can wait. The idea is get back to the US ASAP (I know we said May, but if we had the means we'd go as soon as I'm strong enough to travel), where I can use my Medicare and VA benefits to get surgeries amd treatments, but unless the GoFundMe/PayPal fund fills up fast enough to get us back SOON, we may HAVE to spend what moving money has come in and go further into debt to get surgery here, and start over again on moving plans, because this is getting life-threatening faster than anyone thought it would.

Now, I USUALLY notice within a couple of hours when medicine gets stuck, and a combination of hot drinks, fizzy drinks, and pressing on places on my throat gets it dissolved and out of there, but I'm worried about what happens when I DON'T realize pills are stuck.

The problem is that I have a herniated esophagus, a literal hole in my throat, in which things regularly get stuck. Not only does this sometimes start me choking if food comes back out while I'm breathing in (had a few close calls there), but also medicine often gets stuck in there.

To briefly explain why that is such a problem, imagine going without a medication you're on for a couple of days, then getting three days doses all at once when it all finally dislodges. Not a big deal for some things, but if it's, say, my blood pressure meds?

My foot surgery can wait--the foot stuff just makes walking more painful and opens the door for infection. But the throat thing really worries me.

I mean, yeah, it also worries me that I've been coughing for two months and even my pulmonologist and infectious disease specialist are reduced to guessing and spitballing about what's wrong and how to treat it, but the throat thing worries me even more. (Wonder if the two are related?)

I gotta hold on long enough to watch my little girl grow up. That's my mantra. Stay alive for Eleanor. Stay alive for Eleanor. Stay alive for Eleanor.

[xikyuu]

ok so im listening to the heathers musical (highly recommend btw) and i get to dead girl walking reprise right

and the lyrics have given me some ideas for a dallas au

ok so. im thinking right. about a dallas villain au. hear me out

not necessarily that hes working for his father or something, but more like what if in a quest for regenge he becomes so enamored with the idea of making his father and everyone in charge pay for what they’ve done, that he disregards the lives of innocent people in the way?

obv thats very out of character for canon dallas, he would never go through with something if he knew innocent ppl were gonna get hurt (at least in my opinion. could be wrong)

but, in this hypothetical au, what if he was a lot like jd? only cares about the people close to him (jd with veronica, dallas with the other revolutionaries), and is willing to hurt anyone who hurt them?

i think in this song veronica would be. aw hell i forgot their name and i cant go to the tag or ill lose the ask but. the green haired person that dallas had a thing with. yk the one

im just spitballing here and im kind of in a rush, i just had this idea and i thought it would be interesting lol. lmk if it sucks

also go listen to yo girl, meant to be yours, and dead girl walking reprise in that order asap!! (those r my songs of the day!!)

stares at you neurodivergently. i wake up to this in my inbox, im eating good today MOTHERFUCKERRSSS!!

no youre so right its not canon dallas but thats what makes villain dallas interesting like oughh

amd yeah depending on the arc and time in the story veroncia would most likely be alibi if its before alibi dies at the beginning of the wilds arc or asmo/juno during the rebellion arc (when the copperheads and old members of solanace come back to the walled kingdom). i would say it fits w juno and asmo bc he already had to loose alibi and skip and is now holding on very VERY tightly but instead of dallas running until he basically kills himself, he has the “sacrifices are needed for the common good” mentality or whatever.

and im making my lunch and eating breakfast os i will listen to those somgs!! rn!!

[backseatloversz]

im going to get out of my bedroom and go to target and buy black hair dye. because ive banned myself from doing anything super vibrant with my hair until i have a job (+ given itll be an acceptable environment to have vibrant hair in). but i figure black should be fine. also it feels like a right of passage as an emo to dye my hair black at least once even if i cut it off in like a month. And i need to get out of the house today amd I need to do SOMETHING with my hair asap or ill go stir crazy out of boredom and go back to buzzing it every week even though i dont really want to do that. idk. Okay goodbye

[kai-keda]

Hello I barely found your YouTube channel that you did dragon ball analysis which I thought was fun. I would like to ask what happened for you to stop liking dragon Ball?

Yo! I'm glad people are still checking that channel out. I want to get back to it asap but I currently have no internet so no way to send recordings to Manny lol

I would never say I stopped liking DB. I still love it a lot! I still argue that for its genre, it's a masterpiece of the craft of serialized manga making.

The fandom, however, was taking a massive toll on my mental health because of the type of toxicity within it. Especially in the DBTuber circles and especially especially with being a fem-presenting afab.

So for my own sake, I had to distsnce myself. Which was helped by the fact that I'm neruodivergent and tend to hop around from hyperfixation to hyperfixation.

There's good reason why I stuck with DB being my main focus for so long, but it was totally natural for me to move on.

I still love my oc and can still discuss analysis of the series. I'll often compare and contrast it to One Piece (my current fixation) and it's still brought up fairly often in other videos I make as a reference point.

But I would not hold my breath on there being anymore DB specific videos.

One day I may bring back and redo the entirerty of the Goku Dissection amd on thst day I may even bring back my patreon.

But the fandom, as it is, has too many bad people as BNFs, some of whom permanently scarred me with their disgusting treatment of me. I'm greatful for the fans I made, but I'm not quite ready to go back to that fandom as a whole.

[tsuiioku]

I KNOW I SAID IT BEFORE BUT OH MY GOLY MOLY CRIME AND PUNISHMENT---

The fic about childhood friends to lover with fyodor????

SCREAMS AMD BANGS MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL TILL I GET HOSPITALIZED

The way its written every signle detail, the word choice, the little unique details about reader and fyodors bond, theres no simplicity in the entire fic

ASAGIRI SHOULD HIRE YOU ASAP!!!!! People should take abiut your writing more BRO The mixture of things i felt reading it?? It almost made me want to go back to writing a fyodor fan au i wanted to write. (twin au:D) your writing is great inspiration to many small writers out there!!!

Keeo it up until one day i get hospitalized in a pych ward :D

THANK YOU, SAKIRA! ｡°(°.◜ᯅ◝°)°｡

i never expected that fic to become so well-received, and the fact that it inspires others to write absolutely makes my day. i'm definitely hoping to continue writing with elements of its storyline for the finalized version of it, and i'm so excited for everyone to read it ♥

[theallenshorefangirl]

AgentRainbow'sDaycare Chapter 7

As both boys were in a heavy deep sleep,two figures in cloaks stepped into the room where both of the boys were sleeping and packed them over their shoulders and out the door."Why is he so heavy." The red cloaked figure said, packing Desmond over his shoulder."Shhh, don't wake them or give yourself away."said the green cloaked figure , carrying the light as a feather lighthouse keeper.They entered back through the door and laid them both down on the chaise lounge.The green cloaked figure pulled out a radio."Savior and Shade are at base,I repeat Savior and Shade are at base,get intocostumeand formation asap,over." From the other side of the radio."Roger that Flash and Bull." The female voice called out from the decice."Come on, let's go!" Max shouted.Lucas took off the hood and quietly shut the door, heading to the elevator.As the sun sets outside the moon rises,both boys awoke and observed the area."My office? How did we get here?" Desmond was strangely baffled.A thud and then a chuckle could be heard."Desmond,Allen, welcome back to reality." The figure on the desk said,their green eyes glown in the dark.Desmond grabbed Allen's wrist and ran out the door to go to the roof, but..."Hello Desmond....oh amd the little Shore kid too." Said the man in the fedora and trenchcoat.Desmond quickly turned around and bolted to the elevator."Allen,let's go to floor one." Allen was quaking in his rubber boots,he clench onto his chest."Desmond, are we gonna die!?" He hyperventilating said."Deep breaths,Allen,we are not going die." Desmond motioned Allen to take deep breaths.He grabs the flashlight and hands it to Allen."Here, this should fight off the monsters." Desmond gave him a soft smile.The first floor lights turned off as they stepped out from the elevator,it was pitch-black.Allen held the flashlight and scanned the area.From the hallway to the left had a glowing purple light with a small figure standing there.On the right was a light blue light glowing aswell and another figure stood their aswell but it looked like they had some type of metal wing structure.Allen used the flashlight down both hallways but they were gone."Desmond...I'm scared." He hid behind Desmond."It's ok,we are going to be ok." As Desmond said that both figures were behind them."STOP WATCHING ME!" The girl with the mask with scar like making said,the quiet blue light figures glasses gleamed and switched on something on her back to make the wings glow blue."Go,now!" Allen bolted straight ahead of Desmond bolting to where there were two more hallways on the left and the main entrance area with the double stairs leading down to the open area.But on the left side a red light with what look like a bull skull on top of a metal wagon with red lights glaring at the two...and on the right was a tall,single lighted thing could be seen."Targets spotted."The shine of a thin red dot was aimmed at Desmond."LIKE A DEER IN HEADLIGHTS." The modified megaphone shouted.Both boys were ghost white,they bolted into the mailroom and locked the door.After about a few minutes later, they heard laughing and giggling"Nice one, Lucas." Max said, unlatching the hooks that were on the fake bullskull."Hell y.. yeah, Lucas said, taking off the stilts."We scared them good!" Virginia chimes in taking off the mask.Rosemary took off the fake metal radio wings and ran over to the group."We were....amazing!" Rosemary said, hugging the small group.Rainbow and Tonia walked out of the elevator clapping."Bravo, you little devils." Rainbow finished wiping off the makeup he had on."Alright, close your eyes. I got a surprise!" Rainbow said as he gave each kid a bag of candy.Rosemary and Virginia ran off to go trade their candy with each other,and Max unwrapped a cherry lollipop and placed in his mouth."Thanks, Mr Rainbow." They all shouted."Oh boy, they are gonna be so hyper." Tonia sighs."Man, I wanted to see the look of fear on their faces."Max said,snickering."I had the Polaroid cameras up. I got the photos." Lucas said, picking up the photos scattered on the floor.

(I'll see if I can continue it for a chapter 8?)

[softness-and-shattering]

@fourohfourlifenotfound

A lot of the time its all 3. Or eg 1. Mamage disability 2. Manage basic physical needs like eating. 3. Managing 2nd tier physical needs like hygeine.

Sometimes 3 is emotional/social/intellectual needs depending on how much energy the person has to begin with.

Lately, managing all the specialists I gotta see has bumped up to a full number, possibly more than one and its genuinely really overwhelming, and I have to work out something soon or I will crash and see no specialists, its happened before.

So I have like

1. Managing disability and phsyical needs on a daily basis. 2. Juggle energy v everyone who I need and who wants to be helping me. 3. Destress decompress dont let 2 knock me out.

Make my house look nice is on the list but waaay down. I have things I need to buy in an open tab at checkout but I havent had the wherewithal to properly go through with the purchase yet. I have a gazillion things -

Ok actually, let me tell you the metaphor I actually use.

Yknow how people talk about having things on the backburner? Like a stovetop, main things on the stronger front burner, simmering things on the back burner.

Firstly I have fewer burners than the average person. There are things on front burner amd back burner and occasionally I can also hold something. The floor is absolutely covered in pots that have fallen off the burners entirely. Some are more important to me and I keep half an eye on tjem but they are firmly on the floor. Many many many pots I dont notice until I trip on them, at which point I have to weigh circumstances and decide if gets swapped with something on a burner, or if I continue tripping and maybe bruise a shin because I dont get what I want or someone is upset at me or some other consequence.

Sometimes I can look at whats on the floor and make it more orderly, but eg like now I have so many pots im trying to juggle while i work out what I even have room for, I cant organise shit my attention is fully taken up and if i trip on anything I am ignoring it im favor of staying on my feet. If i fall, everytjing gets dropped, I crash, and I exist in burn- out just getting through each day for weeks to months. I *really* have to work out all Im juggling, some of which is getting support work to help me with all my pots! But I cant take much off the stove. Its really urgent, as is keeping my cool and my necessary chillness to not burn out, and everyday disability management is inescapable so....I guess my active burners are ...less than two? Im mixing metaphors too much. I need to get my shit together abd lesen my.load asap before I crash, basically.

Its weird to tell people Ive been suoer busy when large portions of my time are taken up with staying calm - playing games, watching vods of gamers, untangling my tangled yarn - but it really is a top priority and my busyness is relative to my capacity, not to what other people consider to be large amoubt of avtivity.

This became me venting as well as offering uh insight and commentary I guess. I think thats ok. Part of the wjple being human means having emotions and wavering on the topic a little.

I think im gonna try integrate this top 3 perspective into comparing myself to others, at least. I have....way morr than 3 things that I WANT to be my top 3 priorities lol 😂😂😂

One thing that has made me a much more well-adjusted person is a clip I once saw of Hank Green saying that anyone can be in amazing shape as long as being in amazing shape is one of their top three priorities.

(This is obviously a generalization that isn't true for everyone. But it is true for most people and I'm proceeding from there.)

This "top three priorities" framing has genuinely reduced my tendency toward jealousy and self-comparison a lot. Now when I feel envious of someone’s spotless, aesthetic home, I think to myself, “Having a spotless, aesthetic home is probably one of their top three priorities. It’s definitely not one of mine, so I shouldn’t expect my home to look like that.”

Or when I see an influencer with a body that takes a ton of work to maintain: “Maintaining that body is obviously one of her top three priorities, because it’s her livelihood. My livelihood is my brain, so I’m never going to prioritize my body like that.”

It also helps me to identify areas that I actually DO want to prioritize more. I realized in recent years that my envy for my friends who prioritized writing more than I did was NOT going away, so I started to prioritize writing more. (Not top three, but higher priority than it has been in the past.)

[snwusberry]

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THIS IS FICTION AND DOESN'T DEPICT THE ACTUAL PEOPLE IRL

kaya's point of view

everyone is gone!

hayoon and yeonjun are out for some alone time, jongho is christmas shopping with miyoung, soobin is out with kai, i can't get a hold of taehyun, san is somewhere in america, mr and mrs choi are lord knows where, beomgyu went with them to run errands leaving me alone with my beautiful minji.

"what do i do if i don't have icing sugar?" i ask looking at the smiling baby who's sitting comfortably in her high chair.

out here acting as if she didn't just pour all her food all over the kitchen floor a mere 30 minutes ago. she's still so cute though so of course i can't be mad at her.

"normal sugar should do the trick right jiji?"

she mumbles in response, making a face while she's at it.

"no? yeah you're probably right... wanna go to the store to get some icing sugar?" i ask her as if she'll flat out say yes. "let's goooo. we're going to the store together hmm? a nice little aunt and niece outing."

i speak to her while getting our things ready so i can put her in her car seat.

"you ready?" i ask her looking back to check if she's alright and comfortable. she's just looking at me wide-eyed. "yeah let's go."

san's point of view

"welcome back from prison!" wooyoung shouts, immediately piercing through my ears.

i have a headache and this is not what i need right now.

"you're an ex convict, how do you feel my guy?" yeosang asks teasingly but i just return a scowl.

it was cold and dark in there... like literally, they had the air conditioner on the lowest temperature. its a torture mechanism, i'm telling you.

"who got you out?"

"beomgyu." seonghwa responds and yeosang and wooyoung look at each other.

"is he here?"

"as if, he sent the money talking about some 'don't spend it all in one place'. i was in jail, hello?"

"you're lucky that man is not pressing charges." seonghwa tells me, finally sitting down and getting comfortable.

"he threw the first punch!"

"and you fucked him up." yeosang says in the corner and i pause.

"i did, didn't i?"

"anyway, let's get to packing." seonghwa says, standing up again.

"what? why??"

"because beomgyu said we need to return asap once i've bailed you out."

but the ring... i can't leave without it.

"you guys go along. i need to find the ring."

"you need to get your ass home."

"okay but one more chance before we leave." i request from them and they return sceptical looks. "come on guys, he's my younger brother, what could he do to me?"

my phone rings and i check the caller id, screaming before throwing my phone across the room and wooyoung picks it up.

"beomgyu's calling."

for fucks sake.

we're back out, this time with a solid plan... i hope

"i'd like to press charges." i tell the officer who gives me a sideways look. he's not the one from earlier today...

"get the fuck out of here."

"i was put in a jail cell while that man got to walk away unscathed."

"walked away with a broken cheekbone and dislocated jaw." yeosang whispers behind me, leaving him and wooyoung to start giggling like little girls.

"what the pretty one at the back said."

seriously?

"i was defending myself. it's not my fault he picked a fight he couldn't win." i comment, making one of the two idiots clear their throat.

"not helping yourself bud."

if this goes according to plan, we can go get footage from last night amd possibly ask for footage from that night, a while ago. we just need wooyoung to work his magic.

"i can get proof."

"i'll be waiting."

"we need permission first." seonghwa walks in literally out of nowhere. like a-

"who might you be?"

"i'm his lawyer." he says and the officer nods.

hero

once we get a written warrant from the police, we walk out into the bright and sunny streets of las vagas.

"you do know this could actually go to court, right?"

"yeah. not a case i haven't won before, come on." seonghwa says confidently and walks ahead of us.

"that kind of confidence costed me a ring. stop walking so fast!" i yell following behind him.

the other two are still busy giggling behind us.

beomgyu's point of view

walking in the house and the first thing i see is kaya passed out on the couch and minji fast asleep in the portable crib. she must be tired. taking care of a 6 month old for half a day must have knocked her out.

and that, ladies and gentlemen is why we are not having kids.

my phone rings and there in big bold letters is written 'asswipe'

it's about time he called back, he didn't answer me earlier.

"yes, are you at the airport?" i ask him and all i hear is heavy breathing on the line. "hello?"

"so there's been a slight change of plans..." san finally says and i brace myself for whatever he has to say.

"what is it?"

"well first, thank you for bailing me out, it was a lot cheaper than i thought it would be so, you know, money won't be spent in the same place." he rambles.

"great so what's the change of plans?"

"we got security footage of the man who got the ring."

"i thought you were supposed to be at the airport by now."

"yes but we made progress. wooyoung really pulled through when we needed him the most."

"okay, but listen. christmas is in a week and a half alright? just please be home before then. amd forget about the ring, it's fine." i tell him, hanging up instantly because i am quite literally tired. going out is exhausting.

thank goodness it's nice and quiet so i cab maybe take a nice nap before everyone gets home.

"WE'RE HOME!!"

for fucks sake.

"whyyy??" i whine, turning around to soobin, jongho and miyoung who just walked in.

"funny, were done doing what we needed to so we came back." soobin comments walking past me and minji starts crying.

there goes my alone time.

i go and pick her up, rocking her so that she calms down.

"i wanna cry too minji." i say looking at her as she screams.

jongho and miyoung sneak past me thinking they're being slick.

"assholes." i say under my breath.

[suiciderape]

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[moss-sauce]

how do i convey that when i see or think about myself i react like that dog smelling a flower and curling his lip while slapping it away. like deadass if i was just....someone else i would probably feel a lot better about certain things.

[apricotsandcandles]

ugh girl I hate that I want to be an actor I wish my dream was to work in an office or something Not this 🙏🙏

[y123345]

Spy in disguise

Jen was the best detective well known by the whole division. Not only did she excel in capturing bad guys but also in disguies. In fact, her nickname was the disguise matser. She could turn herself into anyone male female young or old alike which is the reason why she was in a secret mission infiltrating a drug gang. Being heavily pregnant as she was, her disguise was a middle age man with a beer belly. The police was tipped off that the largest amount of drug in history was about to be smuggled and needed to take action asap. As excited as she was to be a mother, she couldn't let go of this huge case. And with her disguise abilities, she was the perfect match to be a spy. In addition, she had gone undercover countless times amd successfully taken down the criminals. This time would be easy peasy too she thought.

Several weeks had passed. She ( disguised as a he) had gained the leader's trust to an extent that she got to know every move, every plan but nothing about the said huge drug deal. She became impatient. What if her baby was due and she didn't get the chance to capture them. What if the boss had known her disguise all along and was purposely keeping her close. But that was impossible because she knew her diaguise was perfect. She successfully turned herself into this middle age man, even her pregnant belly was diaguised as a beer belly. Even with the huge belly she fought so good that the boss even made her his body guard. One downside is that as the boss's bodyguard, she had to fight a lot, like a lot, not only that she had to be with him every second following everywhere he went, driving him to his desired places including picking up and dropping off his kids at school. She accidentally got hit in the stomach sometimes but luckily she just ended up with a bruised belly, the baby was unharmed.

Time passed quickly and she was now 38 weeks pregnant. Yet, no drug deal till now. It became uncomfortable for her to do her usual errands with her growing belly. The boss wanted to take his kids to the amusement park one day and as her duty was a body guard, she had to follow. He had rented out the entire amusement park. So, there was no one else there aprt from them.

Little did she know that there was a mole in the police force and that the boss knew she was the infamous disguise master Jen all along. He tried to kill her off by sending her to dangerous missions but even with a huge belly, she succeeded. He thought she might give up if her baby was at risk of getting hurt but she was so damn stubborn. The bigger her belly got, the more dangerous and physical jobs the boss send her to. But she was so confident that she thought no one knew about her being a spy and being pregnant.

On the amusement park, she saw several signs that pregnant women were not allowed on certain rides. She just silently prayed that she won't be put on those rides. The kids wanted to ride bumper cars and the boss ordered her to get in every single ride the kids wanted to and accompany them all day long.

In addition, the boss send three of his minions together with them whose mission is to make her hurt and withdraw her from the spy mission or kill her if possible.

The bumper for sure was fun, I mean for the kids. For her, not so much. Every time someone bumped into her car, her belly was slammed to the steering wheel due to inertia causing her painful contractions. She felt a 'pop' and a warm gush of water came down her pants. 'Oh crap! My water has broken' she thought. The boss's minions purposely kept bumping her car continuously until the time ran out. She lost count how many times she was thrown back and forth, her eyes became blurry due to the pain and she had to hold her belly gritting her teeth and trying to sooth the pain.

The day continued, the kids wanted to get on almost every single ride and she could barely walk now. The safety bars and belts on the rides were the worst. Those were either pressing her stomach in half from the front or pushing down from above. The baby descended into her birth canal more after each ride opening her wide. She ignored the dumpness on her pants and luckily no one bothered to ask. The boss was so satisfied. His plan worked! Her water had broken. She would leave the gang and he could finally do the deal.

Her contracting belly was hard as a rock, her back and belly was killing her. After a really long time of suffering, she decided to tell the boss that she ate the bad seafood last night and she now has to go back home and she would immediately be back tomorrow. The boss wasn't amused. He wanted her to gone forever not coming back the next day. So he decided to go to the final plan. He went " okay one last ride and you can go rest at home", smiling sneakily. She sensed something was off and before getting on the roller coaster, she called her police supervisor who she put as her emergency call.

She struggled to get on it with the baby already in her birth canal widening her hips. No one else except her was getting on. She knew something was terribly wrong and tried to get off immediately but her huge pregnant belly had been getting in the way. The boss errily smiled and said " Think you can trick me miss detective. I know who you are. You don't need to pretend to be a obese dude. Now you will pay the price. Time for the ride!"

Then before she could react, the safety bar came down with so much force and hit her belly violently. She wailed in pain and felt like her stomach was about to rupture. The pressing force pushex her baby further down and the head started to crown. She could feel the fetal head stuck in her opening being blocked by the ride's plastic chair. The bar was still pressing down her belly and yet the baby had nowhere else to go. She tried to get up but it just made the bar pressed further down. The boss, his minions and his kids were laughing at her pain. She was drenched in sweats, her face wrincing in pain, the head being squeezed out by the contraction and pushed back by the chair. It was all so much fun for them. The boss signaled his man and suddenly another bar came out from the front amd crushed her belly. Now her stomach was squished from above and the front, indenting her stomach dangerouly. She was a mess at this point, crying , sobbing with a large pool of liquid at her feet.

"Now time to go" the boss said and left her just like that with both bars still pressing and disfiguring her belly. An hour later, her supervisor she previously made a call arrived and lift the bars from the ride's control center got her down and sent her to the hospital. 4 hours later, she was seen breastfeeing her baby on the hospital bed cradling with all smiles. Her stomach was black and blue from all the hits she took but a tough woman would be fine in a few days.