i had THREE fucked up dreams last night like usually i have one really crazy one with a couple less crazy ones jotted about for balance but no last night my brain went 'i have written three psychological horrors which one shall we do first'. so starting from least to worst, i had a dream i got kidnapped which yeah is a pretty common dream but was mostly jarring bc between the ages of 12-16 i had dreams like this SO OFTEN that it was practically its own cinematic universe like i had one recurring dream that was so long it went on for hours bc there was just that much plot and it was ALWAYS that animal fear of being hunted and caught and having no way out. i did escape this one tho bc i jumped out of the van <3 the second dream is kinda vague and definitely inspired by how rin wasn't allowed into combat training in the poppy war like what an odd detail for my brain to latch onto but it rlly went 'poppy war meets economics degree'. for some reason people weren't letting me into my classes and i was like begging and shouting saying i couldnt do the degree and i was going to fail if they didnt help me and i COULDNT fail bc there werent any other options for me but no one would do anything so i had a bath??? normal thought process but im p sure it led into the final and worst dream bc in that one i was choking (potentially drowning) and this girl was like 'omg we need to do CPR!' but it wasn't working and you know how some patients who had CPR done to them get like. broken ribs and shit from the force of it? well i remember thinking like 'this bitch is hurting me' and then out of NOWHERE (tw body horror ig?) she pulls out a fucking hammer like one of those really thick hammers and she goes 'this is gonna hurt but i have to save you' and i was like FURIOUSLY shaking my head at her but she slammed the hammer down on my chest and yes on the one hand i spat out all the water but also... when i tell you i could FEEL my sternum shatter and all the bones press into me and this really hot sensation of blood seeping out INSIDE my chest and i woke up GASPING and clutching my sternum it was so fucked up i hate my brain
"...and it felt like it felt like that i should’ve been the happiest man in the world but every time i started to smile that little cloud came back and it started to rain and at first it annoyed me and then it pissed me off! Because i knew i couldn’t do anything about it! I couldn’t say anything about it! I had a little umbrella by my side folded up and i knew that for as long as god let it rain on me i didn’t dare open it but that is over with..."
i wanted to post both my pre corruption and post design version at once so here you go!
they might be subject to change in the future, but i don't think i wanna go overboard with detail for nightmare's passive form; cause not only would her fancy princess clothing be stolen or ripped and torn ages ago with all the bullying and blood staining it, but also the twins have to change their clothes every once in a while to clean them or at least when they get too small to fit, so the outfits have to be replaceable/easy to mend and sew back hhh xD
also no crowns for this version of mine, but a crescent moon hair clip turned necklace for night, and a sun clip turned belt for dream! her design coming soon (hopefully :'D)
how could i leave your side?
i just had a revelation
i'll come by, let the flames burn through
and if it's coming down to me
when i reach your destination
i'll ignite into flames for you...
when you show me the way
all will fall in place . . . ₊˚⊹♡
eeep!! surprise!! 1 out of 2 of my teased comms!! ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა living my mwpsb fantasy with my favorite enforcer!! ໒꒰ྀི´ ˘ ` ꒱ྀིა i got a cutie lil shinya & chloe comm from the ever so lovely @/luvluvluv06 on twitter!! she is the absolute SWEETEST!! & saw my vision PERFECTLY!! & i seriously couldn't be happier with the results!! ໒꒰ྀིᵔ ᵕ ᵔ ꒱ྀི১ def check out their other works!! <33 i'm def gonna commission smth again in the future!! :3
making the day a little easier by reminding myself that i’m going to work because my fictional lover and i are trying to start a life together and we need the money
早安!三国打工人 Good Morning! Workers of the Three Kingdoms
[artist 张青椒 @ Weibo]
ft. the protagonist Lu Xuanyu 陆悬鱼, known only to herself as Lu Xianyu 陆咸鱼 (salted fish lol)—later named Lu Lian 陆廉, courtesy name Ciyu 辞玉
Ch. 66 | II. The Three-Stone Bow 三石弓 (35):
Lü Bu stood there in the dim-lit night, and when he looked back at her his expression was filled with a gravity that she’d never before seen in him.
“Since you care dearly for your friends and neighbors, then remember this well—no matter what gods or ghosts come to attack the city, you cannot retreat, you cannot lose, and you cannot die!”
Ch. 73 | II. The Three-Stone Bow 三石弓 (42):
After the battle, the name of this “Lightning Sword,” along with their thunderous swordsmanship and the words they had spoken, began to spread from Guanzhong far and wide throughout the lands under heaven.
“I will not retreat, I will not lose,” she said, “and I will not die.”
hmmm,,, Foul Legacy that can go from big to small very easily,,, you find out when you're getting ready to leave for work one morning, Foul Legacy's pouting and hugging you, refusing to let go. it makes you smile as you gentle tell him that you need to go to work, but he just whines and tightens his grip around you, since he doesn't want you to go. it's so lonely in the house without you, so quiet and empty... please don't go! or at least...
take me with you.
Childe can't speak, but you can tell that's what he's saying, and you press a kiss to his cheek and apologize. both of you know how dangerous it would be, having him out in the open amidst the public- he'd stick out like a sore thumb. if you could hide him somehow, you'd gladly take him with.
you miss him when you're away too, after all.
Childe grumbles and goes still. he squeezes you momentarily and suddenly there's a POOF and a cloud of smoke which you wave away, realizing there's also now something in your lap. Foul Legacy purrs quietly from his position, now about the size of a small cat, looking up at you gleefully. he chirps in delight at your astonished expression, leaping onto your bag and burying himself between your daily supplies, only his head poking out.
so you'll take him with you now, right?
(btw if youre confused on why i drew turnip like that i was referencing the picrew he did ages ago bc idk it looked fun to draw anddd i dont like taking reference off real life images)