#good news i'm reblogging this again

[entirelysein-e]

Good night dash 🫶

The queue might run out in a day or two but there's busy 5 days ahead and I won't be on my phone much or at all! SMOOCHES

[taurnachardhin]

They're sad. They're lonely. They stubbornly dedicated their lives to the same cause for years in the face of all doubt and judgment, but never met. They have supporting character syndrome and habitually subsume their own desires in service to others. They're afraid they're disappointing everyone around them anyway. They helped a teenager kill a godking together. They were each other's closest and arguably only friend for a year but that friendship was tragically severed by circumstances beyond their control and they each still bear literal scars from the wounds the other dealt in spite of having functionally infinite healing ability. They became near-immortal godlike beings and they STILL subsume their own desires in service to others and only became more tragic than ever. They're convinced they will never be loved. They each resemble the other's sole canon love interest more closely than any other character and both of those love interests are dead so what now.

[mendozasolano]

HAPPY NEW YEAR, PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! here's a little gift to you:

YSBLF + TEXT POSTS

[cs-darktrax]

Just noticed how dark CS actually is. Especially with paper star said "Red is a color that suits you. It'll hide the stains" or something like that. If this wasn't a kid's show they would've be FAR more unhinged and direct with her murderous/psychopathic personality. Like giving Le Chevre all those paper cuts? Even I would never go that far!

*ahem*

Sidenote: I also love her personality/unique ability as a vile agent, I just wish her character design was better. Because personally, I'm not a fan.

[thelassoway]

Do you ever think about the origin of the name Theodore? No. "From the Ancient Greek name Θεόδωρος (Theódoros), meaning "gift of God(s)" (from the Ancient Greek words θεός, (theós) "God/Gods" and δῶρον (dṓron) "gift.""

[spectrearia]

hhh found some photos of old disney trips from several years back and it just made me really sad that the parks are nothing like what they were back then anymore. i still feel like it was probably best in the 90s and early 2000s (from what i've seen in videos documenting that time frame, and from the few trips my fam went on as well), but i ended up visiting more often in the 2010s and i still really enjoyed it;;

i miss walking around and just drinking in the atmosphere and theming honestly. sucks that its a mess now and you're paying so dang much for lackluster quality and there's no room for spontaneous flexibility within your visit because of the stupid genie+ app and insane wait times for Everything. the fact that there's no real "off season" anymore because it's Always Busy is a terrible reality as well. *sigh*

[geniusphilester]

since it's over a week into gamingmas and we haven't had sims, do you think we're gonna get dilmas as the last week

[fortes-fortuna-iogurtum]

not me spiraling down a rabbit hole of star wars insanity and pinning 342346873264 different SW meta tumblr posts on pinterest like i'm 14 again

[eggmeralda]

when I was 19 in 2019 I got these Vibes about 2023, it wouldn't be good or bad it would just be a Significant year

2020 was so bad that 2021 could only be better, it started good and then I got paranoid that 2022 was gonna be bad in comparison, so I mentally prepared myself for 2022 months in advance

then by the summer 2021 suddenly became worse than all of 2020 combined, but it improved by about september

bc of the mentally preparing myself months before, 2022 was amazing, but bc it started so good I got the feeling that it wouldn't end well

the last 4 months were pretty bad, and then came 2023

I got many different vibes for it over the past 4 years, but one of the main things was that there'd been a pattern going since 2015

2015: extremely good

2016: extremely bad

2017: average

2018: pretty decent

2019: extremely good

2020: extremely bad

2021: average

2022: pretty decent

so 2023 was expected to be really good? but also it had to get up from 2022's bad ending so the goodness was gradual

my brain is prepared for a good last 4 months to compare to 2022's bad last 4 months

but also following the pattern, 2024 should be extremely bad, and once I've got the thought in my head that a year will be bad, there's no going back. which would explain the extremely bad year following an extremely good year

2015 and 2019 were unreal, which meant 2016 and 2020 would've looked bad in comparison no matter what, so they just completely gave up and decided to be awful

but anyway it's 'getting paranoid about next year' season, also I can never escape the patterns of time etc etc

[dreamersscape]

Does it feel like life is permanently set to extreme hard mode and I still feel super crappy greater than 90% of the time? Yup. But! Emboldened by our relative success with last year's tomatoes, we have given it another go and have added a little pepper plant friend for them. :)

(It may look like the peppers aren't doing as well as the tomatoes, but it cannot be overstated just how bananas this plant's growth chart has been; it's determined to escape the confines of its basket-cage; it has to be constantly rotated so it doesn't completely lose the battle with gravity; I only took this picture the other day and it already looks SO outdated. Can't stop, WON'T STOP.)

[waratteiru]

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[psikind]

sorry I was gone all day btw it was the one year anniversary of the dnd campaign ever ending and I was not being normal

[nickywhoisi]

oh god there was some weird altercation that just happened. I did ask for people to talk to, but I didn’t think carefully about how I wanted to be spoken to/approached. Somebody just said to me that they “took” my tag as an invitation, but...that felt too weird and awkward. I felt like that was too strong on their part, or the wording just wasn’t right or felt safe, and now I can’t feel good about the thing I wanted to happen. I feel sick, this wasn’t supposed to happen.

I’ve since removed the tag, and...I would still like to meet people, but maybe I made the mistake of having others reach out to me. It always seems to go wrong somehow. I can’t understand why this keeps happening as it does. I think I should take charge of that part when I feel truly ready to, instead. And if anyone else does want to hmu, then please be as careful and gentle as possible.Like super vigilant about how you say something to me. I’ve come from a torn background where everything has been turned backwards, so avoid saying things like “I took _ as an invitation to _” or anything that’s too strong/pushy. I’m so sorry I didn’t think to specify that until now. Something like a “Hey, I saw your tag. Is it okay to talk to you?” or “I would love to chat with you! Is this a good time?” would be much more preferable. What is the most mindful and careful to say that respects my boundaries, feelings and wishes will result in far better things. So if you do see that tag post before this, PLEASE READ THIS IMMEDIATELY AFTERWARD. Thank you. 

Oh god, I really hope I don’t come across as ungaugeable or unapproacheable now. I really genuinely do want to initiate some interaction with people as I said. I just need to make sure it’s the right kind. Always have to work so hard at doing that, and it tends to leave me hyperwired and easy to scare/discomfort, then I usually shut off the whole thing to keep myself safe. In fact it’s been like that for many years, and it only feels like just recently I’m untangling all of that. Fixing myself up and curating my experiences is really hard work!

[kaiasky]

listen up chucklefucks, i just gotta say. I'm not defending zir, but I'm sad zie deactivated. Like, i get that trauma lasts a long time and the good stuff is maybe easy to forget?? so maybe it's just like that. And my beloved mutual @/pompeyspuppygirl made a post about zir clout chasing behavior, which is pretty shitty behavior if it's true (and if we're canceling someone it had better be pretty severe). anyways now that zie's gone pompeyspuppygirl said it was okay to make this post (again, thanks ppg everyone go follow her--really everyone in this whole drama is worth a follow)

ANYways yeah zie was my mutual and like, reblogged a lot my smaller posts. (that isn't to discredit what my mutual pompeyspuppygirl is saying about zie clout chasing ofc). AND idk zie was always reblogging art from new and undiscovered artists and reblogging donation posts (which if you don't know is really bad if you're trying to clout chase...) (again, though, ppg is my mutual i believe her.) and like, remember on valentines day i tried to blaze zir posts and zie told me to stop because zie didn't want the posts to go viral? (but again ppg is my mutual and has a lot of proof in the Google doc I'm not trying to disprove that I'm just saying what else I know)

Idk, like i feel like a lot of people loved zir's blog a while back, bc like zie DID make some good posts?? So idk why everybody's acting like they aren't even a little bit sad.,. like ngl this feels like maybe all the reasonable people left to Twitter and all the Twitter refugees who love drama came here??? shdfhhdhdhdhdh haha but idk...look idk, i just, julie i do miss you. idk. more thoughts later sorry I'm getting worked up shshs

[gazingatmydoom]

dropped my phone for the 300th time yesterday and now the top roght is so cracked and fucked up i can't use it lmao

[ihni]

Writing a fic when you're uninspired:

*writes half a sentence* *checks tumblr; no updates* *checks discord; all servers; no updates* *goes back to doc* *re-reads last three sentences* *removes last half sentence written* Hmm I want some tea ... *makes tea* *checks tumblr again; one new post* *checks discord; all servers; no updates* *checks four latest opened tabs* *remembers an old fandom you haven't thought of in years; goes to AO3 to see if there are any good fics for it* *opens three new fic tabs* *remembers that you're supposed to be writing* *writes a sentence* I'm kinda hungry ... *checks cupboards and fridge for snacks* *remembers that it's ten pm and you shouldn't snack at this hour* *remembers that you made tea; it is now cold* *drinks cold tea* *re-reads last three sentences* *checks tumblr; no updates* *checks discord; all servers; no updates* *in desperation, checks twitter; it is a cesspool of evil so you check tumblr again; one update* *reblog* Hmm, I have too many tabs open ... *opens a random tab; it is a 70K fic with 1K worth of tags that you last visited three months ago* *reads fic* Four hours later: ... I should go to bed. *closes doc* Total words written: 44