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catboyazem · 7 months

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someone out there with a big heart and a bigger wallet should sponsor me to pull for cashflow supervision. ill give you absolutely nothing in return except probably like a LSKDFGJSLKDFG THANK YUO or something. good deal?

#gritting my teeth and dying #i want it so bad but not waste primos on weapon banners bad #log entry #IM POOR I CANT AFFORD TO BUY PULLS BRUH

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dropthecop · 5 months

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thought about boromir for a second and now i have to go lie down

#GRITS MY TEETH. HE WAS A GOOD MAN #i will not write a tags rant about him right now i will Resist. but just know that i love him #and i will die on any hill in his defense #no actually. i will KILL on any hill in his defense. i will not be dying. the boromir haters will #lotr #my post

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crimeronan · 3 months

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i feel like it's probably technically a good sign that i can't remember anything i wrote last year..... something about my brain functioning so differently with hydroxychloroquine that i can no longer access the space where all those stories live. (this is the positive possibility, anyway. the other possibility is just boring neurological damage.) i Do feel like a completely separate person with a completely new way of interfacing with the world, and all of that is wonderful and i wouldn't trade it for all the writing prowess on earth..... but it is also super inconvenient. because like. several of the stories i can't remember are WIPs that i would.... VERY MUCH.... LIKE TO FINISH.....??

#i'm seeing if rereading the work jogs my brain but getting overwhelmed by how new all these details are. id forgotten so many #i know that taking a while to finish cartoon fanfic is an extremely low priority like....#i know you all would much rather i'm living life without writing at all than actively dying and writing a bunch. I Know This.#HOWEVER. given that these stories are Important to me. and that i Want To Be Able To Write Them....#[grits teeth]#autoimmune tag

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warpolomewdarkmatter · 8 months

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cumbersome and heavy body

#warp darkmatter #buzz lightyear of star command #hi everyone can we talk about warp ive been dying to talk about warp #like... thinking about how hes canonically disabled. he is missing a hand!!! that is so important to me and i think about it a lot #yes hes all that primadonna girl bubblegum bitch electra heart etc . but also he is an amputee! and that makes him so interesting to me..#i love to think about how a guy like warp deals with the missing of a hand both in the lost-it-during-tab and lost-it-in-the-past scenarios #like how much time it took him to adjust or how he went through physiotherapy with gritted teeth. THINK ABOUT IT!#he loves to put up fronts and be that suave arrogant kinda guy but also has chronic pain and takes off his stupid hand first chance he gets #so its interesting to consider eg how much itd take him to admit that his bitchin hand is also stupid and heavy and he gets tired...#not to romanticise disability btw it just gives him delicious dimension and . you know!!!!#i wish it was explored more in the fandom lol i know it gets swept under the rug bc of scifi perfect bionic cyborg limbs fantasy #but i want more content of warp sans his hand... just doing mundane shit... living his life... representation..!#and not like 'warp lives and sleeps with his prostetic and it feels natural to him ^_^' dont erase his disability!!!!!!!#drawpost #origpost #also his suit is fucked in this art LOL my pipeline for this piece was horrid. dont ask me about my layers im deeply ashamed.

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somethingsomethingcomic · 5 months

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red / blue

#nirvana #fall out boy #punk #grunge #hi hello sorry i haven't been active uh. live has been. bad!#i have another piece to upload that will probably explain it but i gotta see if i wamna tweak it first.#ANYWAY ive been getting way into nirvana and other 90s grunge music #i think all apologies is hands down my favorite song by them but i also like most of nevermind #pearl jam is also ok but i dont like eddie vedder's voice as much. but jeremy is a very good song #and also daughter which. looks at that other piece again. heh.#but yeah may still be a bit before i put out a new comic #partially because! when i designed this eli character it was meant to be uhhh. me #but my hair doesnt look like that anymore! ive been growing it out and havent dyed it in ages #so idk what to do about that. idk why im hung up on it but i am!#its not like junes character looks a ton like them. like they dont have pink hair at all. and BOTH of us wear glasses.#idk! i was also still battling art block most of last year #hoping things turn around soon. gripping the wheel gritting my teeth desperately. things will turn around soon.#anyway how are yall doin #smth art

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theres-whump-in-that-nebula · 23 days

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I heard the most agonized moaning coming from outside; so of course I was like, “Bro are you fucking okay?” I went outside fully prepared to, like, call 911, administer First Aid, and offer emotional support…

It was a dad. Playing with his daughter. Being a motherfucking goofball. Lord help me.

#Like Jesus Christ dude tone it down a little you sound like one of my OCs #irl whump (sort of)#Nothing quite like getting scared half to death thinking someone’s outside your apartment with their knee bent backwards #I need to cool off. I simply CANNOT #And they’re still loud out there (albeit less pained-sounding because the wife saw me pop out to see wtf was going on #and she looked mildly embarrassed)#Even though I know everything’s okay #I still tense up every time they get loud because my immediate reaction is “oh shit something’s wrong”#Why am I like this #[grits teeth] People can be loud and happy. People can be loud and happy. PEOPLE CAN BE LOUD AND HAPPY #Positive affirmations: No one is dying outside my window. I do not need to call the ambulance. I am calm and do not flinch at sounds.

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shaykai · 10 months

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You know I thought I was strong enough to let the tieflings die, but I don’t think I am actually

time to reload a save that’s like 5 hours back

#baldurs gate 3 spoilers #it’s vague but I mine as well tag it- also I’ll be rambling in the tags so spoilers here for sure #I saved the ones in moonrise but I don’t think I’m okay about all of the others dying djdjdjdj #also I don’t know if the kids are okay??? like mol I know got grabbed and was taken to somewhere (which like. bad. she’s gonna take raphaels #fucking deal which is terrible because that’s my kid I’ve decided djdjjdjdjdjsjsjs I want the best for mol #but I don’t know if the other tiefling children are okay or not???????? and I’m not okay about them not being okay dndjdjdj #(also like the siblings need to be reunited and I need the bard lady to be okay #really I think I might just reload to save everyone properly this time dhdjdjdj)#which suuuuuuuuucks cause I’ve done a lot #like I freed the prisoners- I got to moonrise- did a bunch of looting/side questing #got through basically all of shar’s temple #killed the one demon guy for astarion (which like. that fight is rough djdjdjdj)#had myself a moon lantern- passed all of the checks at the bar with the one spooky bloated guy #where you need like a bajillion 20s in a row djsjsjdjdjd #(it’s not that bad but I did have to reload like #twice I think to get that right)#I already murdered Balthazar or whatever his name is- I just reloaded to before that cause I forgot to do other quests #hhhhhhhh it’s a lot of progress #but I keep thinking about it so I’m probably just going to grit my teeth and go back #if nothing else at least I’ll get to see that super super cute astarion romance scene again #which is like. my favorite thing in the world right now

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qilinkisser · 4 months

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eye twitch.

#sorry in advance that the infrequent posting ur getting is venting #vents 🌧️#I just. gh #I am trying so hard to be as good a friend as I can #but where the fuck was this when I needed it last year #I was literally fucking dying last year. I was slowly bleeding out for so fucking long. and I mean that LITERALLY.#I was in the worst pain of my life #and then jax's elim.. looking back on what that did to me while I was in such a vulnerable state..#it fucking destroyed me and almost nobody took it seriously #princey understood and that was it.#I cried my eyes out over it harder than I had in literal years #and still everyone else thought I was being dramatic #it's not fair it's not fair. I still can't think about it for too long before I start crying #and it's been over a year. this fucking sucks.#whatever.#[through gritted teeth] I'm breaking the cycle I'm breaking the cycle I'm b #if you read this far: Sorry #idk why this blog is becoming such an outlet for me. ig it's a place I feel safe

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fxmmeangel · 11 months

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#i dyed my hair completely brown finally #i just dyed the front parts back to my natural color #almost at least #it’s a teensy bit lighter #but i’m not gonna panic over it(through gritted teeth)#bimbo thinks(for once)

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sunnibits · 2 years

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*grabbing whatever higher power that controls my life by the shoulders and shaking them vigorously* please god I need motivation to complete literally any creative project that isn’t related to my hyperfixation

#I’m fucking dying please #I do not want to fail this class 😭😭😭#*grits my teeth* I love writing I love coming up with original concepts I love making my own content outside of fan works

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widevibratobitch · 1 year

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who is out there making bad don carlo opinions ?

oh anon dear. i cant. i know it might come as a shock to some, but im too nice of a person to publicly shame someone, even for a crime as serious as that.

#im not above vagueblogging #and absolutely dissing the person with my beloved tumblr mutuals in each other's DMs #(because we're the only ones allowed to have Opinions ok im sorry i dont make the rules we are The Chosen Ones.#and it's such a burden to be always right im telling you)#but at the end of the day.. [through gritted teeth] people are allowed to have opinions and express them on their blogs.#even if they're wrong. even if they're downright ridiculous.#it is their right and i would never publicly and openly bully someone just for having different harmless opinions about a fictional story #(my dms are open tho........ if you're reeeeaaaaalllly dying for the tea 👀)#anon #ask

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wiltking · 2 years

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never underestimate the effect cleaning and decluttering your room/workspace and then taking a midday shower will have on your psyche

#hope the smoke clears up so i can go on a walk later too without dying #still overwhelmed by the reality of my own making. but there are small things i can do and *through gritted teeth* by god i will do them

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mummer · 2 years

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if anyone dies in the last season of stranger things i think it will have to be one of the og 4 boys for maximum impact and it’s not gonna be lucas, and it’s not gonna be will, and it’s not gonna be mike, ergo it’s gonna be dustin. And it will be extremely upsetting. and if anyone else dies, it’s going to be jonathan (saving will). these are the takes, lock it in, you can take em or leave em

#like my thing is dustin doesnt have a huge amount of emotional Function outside of like. generally being everyones friend #will cant die (gay) lucas needs to be with max mike has to be around for whatever happens with el.#im trying to think like the writers but their choices are either repetitive and boring or completely inscrutable #dustin is. Emotional weight! very sad for everyone equally! but wouldnt ‘ruin’ anyone’s ‘arcs’ if he wasnt there #saying this through gritted teeth of course because dustin is my favorite #everyone loves dustin! but no one’s writing fanfic about dustin (sad honestly). if we must sacrifice one at the altar of High Stakes #And jonathan... i think nancy’s endgame is kind of gonna be. Shes alone in a bittersweet way #like she doesnt need a man but also shes sad about it. which jonathan dying would fit #And steve will be a guidance counselor.#stranger things #ok i got it all out of my system i no longer need to post about stranger things. carry on

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1ore · 1 year

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