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leopxll · 11 months
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and also happy birthday yae miko!
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animepopheart · 2 years
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★ 【棲夏】 「 Yae Miko 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter
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Monthly special: Variable Barricade crossover!
I joked that I'd finish it on Miko's birthday- to actually finish it on her birthday lol. Anyways this isn't exactly proofread because I honestly just wanted to post it already. I get that's it's messy and all over the place but that's how things are when I try to make a short chapter out of something that should've been multiple chapters where I go into more detail with the issues, but if I did that we would never have this thing finished ever.
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Reader here is female and has established background.
Cw: Age gap (Reader is 18 and the ladies are ages 20-24)
|First Chapter|
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You're slowly starting to understand Miko, she started to become your place of comfort even with your routine. Now she had helped you see things you were too stubborn to notice.
But what will you do about it?
Miko's part one: chapter 2- Like a bird in a cage.
Another weekend has made its round as you slowly get used to everyone being around. Although you still don't enjoy this situation, at least you don't feel scared as much anymore. You feel more like you have 4 obnoxious roommates rather than having 4 women competing for your heart.
"Y/N, can you come here please?" Miko asked as she patted the place right next to her on the couch as soon as you went downstairs. She didn't even look up from her book and she already knew that it was you who's here which is quite impressive. Perhaps it was just luck, or perhaps you were the only one who hasn't left your room yet. Regardless you were curious what could she want from you.
"What is it Miko?" you ask as you approached her, you didn't sit down though as you could only spare a moment for her.
"I was just wondering if you'd like to go out today, I found a nice store for us to go to. It sells quite adorable accessories so I figured it'd be to your liking" she smiled "They certainly piqued my interest, so I wouldn't want you missing out on it" she didn't look like she was teasing you.
"Pardon my intrusion miss Miko, while I do think it's a lovely offer, don't you think that such items aren't suitable for a L/N heir?" before you got a chance to respond, Thoma joined in the conversation. It seems like he knew what store she had in mind. But you aren't really surprised by his reaction, it's not the first time he has controlled your wardrobe. So far his judgment was right, so you never really complained about it. However, Miko had a different opinion on it.
"And Why is that? It's just something she can have in private. I'm not saying that she has to do serious business wearing these accessories" her mood shifted too, her smile changed into a more judgemental look as she spoke to your butler.
"I don't think you understand, being an heir it's something you can take a break from" as true as it was, you honestly just wanted to leave this conversation.
"It's okay Miko. I don't think there's anything I'd like to wear anyways, but thanks for the offer" you decided to cut the argument short. It definitely wasn't going anywhere and frankly you wouldn't want to see it going any further.
It's not like you had the time to go today anyways, because you and Ayaka had plans.
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When you came back home you went to Miko's room for your usual "fluffy therapy". It was a little different this time, because it was clear that she was still annoyed if not furious.
"Are you still thinking about what happened in the morning..?" you decided to be direct, you saw no point in changing the topic for it to gradually change into what you truly wanted to discuss.
"Not really. It's… something else entirely actually. Although I'd be lying if I said that Thoma didn't upset me" she sighed "But it doesn't matter. After all now I get you all to myself" she winks, her good spirits quickly coming back to her "I actually did get you a little something" she took out a small bird keychain. It was… adorable.
"Thank you but-"
"No need to thank me or refuse the gift. I don't expect you to attach it to anything" she stopped you before you had the chance to bring up what Thoma had said.
"Then why bother giving me this..?" you're happy that you don't need to turn it down but, at the same time what were you supposed to do with it?
"Y/N, not every item is going to serve its destined purpose set by the producer. Besides, I just wanted you to have a little something that would remind you of me. So as long as you don't throw it away, I'm fine with whatever you do with it" she explained, putting her hand on your shoulder.
"Oh… Thank you, I'll be sure to take care of it" you felt a little speechless by what she had said. The first sentence was definitely not just about the keychain, you know it's her way of nudging you in the right direction. But, it's not something you're willing to agree to. You are a responsible young woman, therefore you're not interested in such idealistic talk of a perfect world.
"I believe keeping it out of Thoma's sight is a perfect way to do just that" she laughed "Or not, I think it'd be funny to start hearing how bad of an influence I have on you"
"Those aren't exactly Thoma's ideals you know, he's just following orders for the most part" it's important for you to clear it up before anything. You don't want her to get any weird ideas, after all even if he sometimes acts against you in the end he's your ally. You could always count on him, so you're aware that he does everything in your best interest… but the situation with suitors is that one exception where you're still mad about him keeping it secret.
"If that's what you want to believe, I won't push my opinion on it any further" she was definitely disappointed by your defense "Let's not talk about it, we got a little distracted and now it's time to resume what you came here for originally, okay?" you nod, as you don't want to continue it either. Now it was your time to relax.
Still, there was one feeling of doubt playing around with your heart, and you didn't even know what you were doubting to begin with. In the end you allowed yourself to forget it, but you have the feeling that if you continue your relationship with Miko you will eventually find your answer.
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You ended up not attaching the keychain to anything, but you do have it with yourself and occasionally glance at it for a moment. You're not even sure why. But it is rather adorable, so it'd be a shame to just let it gather dust in your room.
"Destined purpose huh..?" you mutter to yourself. It was clear that Miko was talking more about you than this little bird… but why do you care? Just because she got some way of getting close to you, it's not like it makes her understand you completely. Her gesture is nice, but in no way she can dictate what to think. You're happy with how things are, sure sometimes you get upset over how things are but you're strong. You're a L/N and you take pride in that.
"Greetings Y/N" Ayaka walked up to you. You almost forgot that you were at school… Regardless she looked at the object of your previous attention "That's quite an adorable keychain, where did you get it?"
"It's a gift" you didn't want to lie. But now you are bound to have a talk about your progress.
"Oh! Is it from one of the suitors? From who exactly?" she smiles "It's very nice of her, don't you agree?"
"It's from Miko. And well, I'm not sure if she did it for me, or if she wanted to upset Thoma instead" honestly you thought about the second opinion just now. It made sense.
"But Thoma isn't the type to get upset so easily. Especially over things like that" you knew she'd bring it up.
"You tell me, it's just that the two had an argument that morning about what I'm allowed to wear. With how Miko is, he probably thought she'd buy me something too cute to tease me" you pause for a moment "Besides, she doesn't know Thoma in a way either of us do. So she probably thought that her ignoring his advice would be her winning"
"So I'm guessing you haven't explained the situation?"
"I did, but just so she doesn't get any weird ideas. It's not my responsibility to make sure the suitors get along with Thoma" if anything it's in their favor to do that on their own.
"I guess you're right" she looked a bit troubled "I'm surprised Thoma even stood up to her. I remember how he talked to me about her when it was all starting" given how easily Thoma gets along with everyone you were quite surprised to hear it. Ayaka had no reason to lie though, so you didn't question her mention.
"Look at me, I was scared of them too but I'm slowly getting used to it"
"That's good to hear, but I still think there might be something more to it…" she trailed off for a second "But uhm… don't mind me! I was just thinking out loud, I wouldn't want you to feel paranoid for no reason"
"You can't just say stuff like that and expect me to not think about it!" you immediately started to think what could she even mean.
"Sorry Y/N but really, it's just a random thought I had. You don't have anything to worry about really!" she looked panicked a little as she realized her poor choice of words.
"You're not making this any better Ayaka…" you sigh. You know she's trying but that seed of doubt made it's way to you, and it won't be something you could get rid of easily. Especially since Ayaka does have her suspicions and she admits to them.
"I know…" she looked down "But it wasn't anything serious. I just wondered why Miko and Thoma have that pointless war going on" she tried to clear it up, but it was too late for you to not overthink it. She must've had something more specific on her mind and shortened it for a reason.
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Next day, Ayaka's words kept haunting you. Just what did she mean? What did she want to say? Even if it was just her imagination, she should just tell you her "theory" because now you're overthinking it. What could Miko have against Thoma, or the other way around? Why does it matter? What are they hiding from you? These never ending questions are really driving you insane. To get your answers though you can't just be straightforward about it. You need a plan to get just the information you need. Which won't be easy. Miko definitely would know your intentions before you even speak… same with Thoma now that you think about it. You really had no way to go about it.
As you were slowly giving up, you heard Miko's voice. She was talking to someone over the phone and seems to not have noticed you "Oh please, you don't need to go that far now" her voice sounded troubled and it caused you to worry "You'll do what!? I had no idea you'd be this desperate" she sighed as she continued to listen "Alright, I get it. Just give me some time. I promise everything will be done on time" before she hangs up you leave the area. You wouldn't want her to know that you were eavesdropping. Still, her conversation concerned you. What if she was being threatened? It sounded like that. Even if she seemed calm it's still Miko, she probably put on a brave face. You need to help her… but she probably won't be willing to talk.
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You couldn't get this out of your head so you decided to talk with the rest. Maybe they would be able to help.
"Have you talked to Miko first? Maybe you misunderstood the situation" Ningguang was the first one to point it out.
"I'm not sure if she'd tell me the truth" you answer.
"Makes sense, a lot of people tend to avoid asking for help in situations like these" Yelan nods "But Miko isn't like other people, I'm sure that even if she's being threatened she has some sort of a plan" she adds.
"Yeah I agree, she'll probably end up playing the person who threatened her" Eula said with an annoyed tone.
"I can definitely see it too" Ningguang now seemed less concerned as she laughed lightly "Whoever chose her to pick on is probably regretting it now" with that the atmosphere of the conversation switched… and you didn't like that.
"Do you think she might be acting dumb? Or is she straight up just insufferable?" Yelan asked, clearly holding back a chuckle.
"My bet is that she's a mix of both and acts accordingly to what the other side says" Eula rolled her eyes.
As they continued to talk like that you could feel the anger in you growing…
|"How dare you say things like that!?" (Romance)|
"Just why do you think this is something you can joke about!?" the look on your face was mixed with disappointment and fury "Miko might be in danger and all you can think of is how SHE'S inconvenient to THEM?" the room fell silent "Come on, tell me. Why do you think that this is okay?" you look at them with your arms crossed.
The actual reason for them being quiet though… wasn't your shaming "I see that you're concerned about me. That's really sweet but… why?"
|"That's not the point…" (Reason)|
"Look, I'm pretty sure that she can handle herself. But I still would like us to talk to her about it" you sigh at how they think this is appropriate time to joke "She sounded like she wasn't in the biggest trouble but I'd still prefer to make sure"
"Then why make such a gathering instead of talking to me directly hm..?"
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You turn to see Miko smirking "Go on, I'm listening"
As caught off guard as you were, you had to speak the truth "I overheard your conversation on the phone"
"And what about it? I was just speaking to one of the former writers I used to help. I can hardly see how that could be worrisome" she shrugged "Unless you took that completely out of context. Then I must say you have quite the imagination to make it out into something like that"
You were glad that she was alright… but it almost sounded like she was mocking you. It made you regret worrying for her "I see, in that case I apologize for the misunderstanding" you say gracefully but on the inside you felt extremely embarrassed. You turned and left the scene. Nobody followed after you, which you appreciated.
What is it with you making things into such a mess? What's the deal with this constant overthinking? First was that "war" and now this. This whole suitor situation is making you even more paranoid with each day and now you can see it.
"Y/N?" it definitely wasn't Thoma's voice "I know I'm not supposed to be here, but I was worried because of how you left" you could clearly hear Miko from the other side of the doors.
|If you picked romance options the most|
You have no idea what to do. You don't want to let her in, so you just peek your head out "You have nothing to worry about"
"Oh really? Then care to explain why you act like we're back at square one?" she sighed "You still don't understand your own feelings, do you?"
"Because you're the expert, aren't you?" your sarcastic tone was sharp, but she remained unphased.
"I don't claim as such, but it's not hard to tell that you're lost" she didn't attempt to enter your room. But from the look on her face it looked more like she wanted you to come out instead.
She doesn't ask that of you, and yet you still chose to do just that "Listen, I appreciate that you care enough to continue reaching out" you pause for a moment as you want to once again arrange your words in your mind before you speak "But I want to be the one to explain my feelings to me. I don't need any directions, and I most certainly don't want you to treat me like I'm here to amuse you with my somewhat naive behavior"
"I understand, thank you for telling me" her smile was somewhat sinister… "I suppose that means I don't have anything else to say to you. See you later then" she leaves without your answer once again.
|If you picked reason options the most|
You're done with her for today. It's not that you're really mad at her… but more in need of a break. You remain quiet, wanting to see if she'll respect your boundary.
From the other side you couldn't hear any more sounds other than faint footsteps getting quieter with each second. She must've left so now you got to calm down at your own peace. It was nice of her to worry, and even better that she gave you the space you needed.
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In the end, whatever you do you can't understand her intentions. She probably thinks of it as a game, and yet you find yourself hoping that you're wrong in thinking so. She managed to get herself close to you, but it doesn't mean that you trust her. As sweet as her gestures are, you could only see it as tricks. Then again, anything your suitors do could be considered as such.
So all you can do now is to keep your eyes open.
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volpeachart · 1 year
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canon
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artofhelium · 1 year
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Temples aren’t lonely on the mountain, Their time upon this earth is not of kin, Visited by all the prayers of travelers, And cared for by the hosts that take them in, Temples aren’t lonely on the mountain, Winds won’t ever break their sacred boughs, The changing of the ages, Does nothing to outrage them, They’ll sit upon the mountain feeling proud
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lesbiamano · 19 days
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i've given up on this facade of normalcy i had before. i am NOT normal and will now spread whatever propaganda this is.
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nanumn · 11 months
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yae miko 🌸
(2022)
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dilfiesz · 11 months
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born again from the rhythm, screaming 𝓭𝓸𝔀𝓷 𝓯𝓻𝓸𝓶 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓷 🔮
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lno-x · 4 months
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Fox Lady bc she still live in my mind
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viva-uwu · 11 months
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happy bday fox wife!!!
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animepopheart · 3 months
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★ 【Rafa】 「 小狐狸 」 ☆ ✔ republished w/permission ⊳ ⊳ follow me on twitter
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Petting their ears
 -> ft. Sucrose, Gorou, Yae, and Tighnari
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Sucrose goes bright red as soon as your hands touch her ears, something like a squeak leaving her. She shies away, nervous eyes glancing around as you pat her. Give her a second to compose herself and she’ll bury herself in your chest/neck. Please please keep patting her ears, she’s oh so happy when you do, and the more it happens the more confident she grows until she ends up crawling onto your lap for more pats <3
Gorou lets out a scandalised “huh!?”, huffing and telling you that you really shouldn’t do such things to a general. His resolve crumbles as soon as he notices the puppy dog eyes from you however, and so with a sigh he brings your hand back to his ears. Please ignore how blissed out he looks and how fast his tail is wagging, lest he dissolve from embarrassment. 
Yae giggles, hand covering her mouth as she watches in amusement. Oh you like her ears? How sweet! She reaches over, hand pinching your cheek as she coos at how cute you are. If she’s sitting you can bet that she’ll pull you over to straddle her lap, appreciatively leaning into your touch with some light (or heavy, depending on how much you blush) teasing. Be warned however, she’ll be using this to her advantage in the future. 
Tighnari lets out such an exasperated sigh when he notices your hand going to his ears. Still he doesn’t pull away, instead looking at you expectantly, telling you that if you insist on doing such a thing that it better be worth his time. Don’t worry, he enjoys it very much, letting out a contented sigh and closing his eyes at the feeling. He teases as soon as you pull away, and with a look of pure mischief he goes to pat your ears. What do you mean that doesn’t work on human ears? Come now, it’s only fair!
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xianyumiaocat · 1 year
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一緒に飲みませんか? fanbox:https://xianyumiao.fanbox.cc/posts/4478374 patreon:https://www.patreon.com/posts/ba-zhong-shen-zi-72292839
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gravityflops · 9 months
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can’t stop thinking about this
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kannymaei · 10 months
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Realistic Nightmare (TPG! Special Chapter 3) - Kamisato Ayato x Reader
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Synopsis: It was a dream come true to be married to Kamisato Ayato except you weren’t aware that dreams can turn into a nightmare too.
Genre: Angst to more angst.
WC: 3.9k
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The day of your marriage with him was a fairytale and it was the grand wedding of the century. You would imagine that you were the princess in a movie and he was your prince. Everyone said that the two of you were a match made in heaven and you were the lucky perfect girl to captivate and soften his stone-like heart. 
During the first year of your marriage it was exactly like you dreamed of except there were still a lot of bad comments towards your marriage because you were just a lowly commoner and Ayato was someone of high status but Ayato told you that he would take care of it and you should not pay attention to those people that were jealous to your marriage.
Kamisato Ayato was a gentle and loving man towards you and was more than enough to give you your needs. 
As you were married to a busy man, he was not often at home and would only return during the night and sometimes he would be out of the country. 
You were always spoiled by his love and gifts whenever he returned home and his return is what you always wait at the end of the day.
At night you think about how the two of you crossed paths since it’s very unlikely for a lowly commoner to get married to someone with a prestigious reputation. You were just starting to get used to living the life of a trophy wife. 
Three years prior, you applied to a job to work as a servant or maid for the Kamisato Household. It was a hard interview and they had to make sure that you do not have any ill-intent against the Kamisato Family. 
A few weeks later, you’ve gotten a little used to the Kamisato residence since it was a large house, no, it was a mansion. First, you worked to take care of their garden and next was to take care of the laundry of the Kamisato siblings. The first time you and Kamisato Ayato had your conversation is when he called who made his dinner.
“Who made this meal?” He said and ordered one of his servants to get you out of the kitchen.
You were chatting with the other servants until you got pulled harshly by one of the servants out of the kitchen. You were nervous since you weren’t used to facing him that near and you do not know how to act around him.
“The food is warm and comforting and it has been so long since I have tasted something like this, roughly 20 years since I last tasted a meal made by my late mother.” He smiled, enjoying every bit of the food you prepared him.
Your eyes widened and you kneeled and bowed your head immediately.
“F-forgive me my lord for making you remember your late-mother, I didn't mean to hurt my lord, please punish me if needed to” You said, sweat streaming down your face.
He let out a laugh.
“Y/N, please stand up. I’m more than glad to have someone like you to cook meals whose taste is similar to the cooking of my mother.” He said and you stood up.
“I should send Thoma my gratitude for finding a gem amongst the stones.” He said finally finishing his meal before he left the dining room.
Since that day, you began seeing Kamisato Ayato often. Sometimes he would surprise you in the kitchen to see what you’re making him or he’d request something from you. He became fond of you and wanted you to accompany him with his work at all times. He was very much forgiving if you ever made mistakes.
One day you had to fetch Ayato from a prestigious bar where he got drunk. 
It was around 3 hours until you got back home and most of the servants were asleep for tomorrow’s work. You helped Ayato walk upstairs and laid him in his bed, gave him warm water to sober up, and readied the bath.
“My lord, the bath is ready. I will be taking my leave now, I will be at your front door sitting and please call my name if you need anything.” As you were about to leave his bed, he tightly held your wrist.
“Do you need something my lord?” You asked and the next thing that you knew is that you were struggling to get his hand off you and he just pulled you in the bed with him. 
“Don’t leave my Y/N” He said, hugging you, pulling you closer to him in bed.
“M-my lord, I am afraid that this isn’t appropriate for the two of us. Please sober yourself-”
“I am sober!” He lied.
“I always hate it when you leave, it reminds me of when my mother left me.” He started to cry, you wrapped your arms around his back stroking it over and over again. 
Your face was too close to his and you blushed a little, you thought of how he was a very handsome man and assumed that there may be a lot of women of noble families trying to win his heart.
“Y/N” He opened his eyes and took you by surprise.
His hand was at the back of your head as he pulled you for a kiss.
You pushed him away.
“M-my lord, it is not right nor appropriate for us to do this, it would ultimately destroy your reputation and-” He did not let you finish and pulled you into a kiss again.
“I want you Y/N.” He said and you cannot believe that you heard the words that you were dreaming to hear.
Is it truly possible for this to happen? For someone like him developing feelings towards you?
He looked at you.
“Y/N, I’m not intoxicated or drunk, in fact I was already sober up the moment you came and I was just having a minor headache. Hehe… Would you allow me to kiss you again?” He said, asking for your consent since he stole two kisses from you.
“Y-yes my lord-”
“Call me by my name, do not call me your lord. For tonight, I wanted to be yours.” He said brushing your hair.
“Yes… A-ayato-” You embarrassingly said because you were not used to calling him with no formalities.
That was the answer he just needed to hear before pulling you into a passionate kiss again. He turned you around in bed and pinned you down before kissing you again. You felt his tongue explore every bit of your mouth and whenever he let go of the kiss to catch his breath, there would be a string of saliva connecting your tongue and mouth to his.
The kiss the two of you were sharing is starting to heat both of your bodies and you were sexually aroused. 
“Y/N, would you allow me to touch your body?” He asked again for your consent.
“P-please! I’m begging Ayato-” You said as he kissed your neck and his hands began to travel around your body that would later on strip you from your clothes.
Your face reddened as you remembered that fateful night, you also remembered how your whole body ached the next day after and you had to rush towards your room as fast as you could so no one could see you come out of the master’s bedroom.
It is already 8pm and he still has not come home. A few minutes later you received a letter that there was a problem overseas and he’d be out of Inazuma for a long time though he promised that he would be sending you gifts weekly or monthly to remind you that he misses you dearly.
Sometimes you’d get telephone calls from him and he tells you how stressed he was at work and has been craving your touch for a long time.
Weeks turned into months, months turned into years.
Kamisato Ayato has not returned home.
Rumors in Inazuma said that he had probably forgotten about you and so it prevented you from going outside because you were hurt about the words you were hearing. Sometimes Ayaka would come to visit you to comfort you because of the absence of her sibling. 
Thoma has reminded you not to go outside late at night due to the monsters roaming since he would be out to protect Ayaka because of her duties.
Until one day, you have stopped receiving calls, letters, and gifts from him which made you worry. 
A few more years have passed and you have received a letter. You jumped out of joy because you had hope of the return of your husband. This small happiness you felt was stolen away from you when you saw that his name was not on the letter, perhaps it came from someone you did not know but was addressed to you.
You carefully opened the letter and began reading it.
To whom it may concern,
I assume that you are Kamisato Y/N, the wife of Ayato. I have committed a grave sin in the world and I knew not even the archons would forgive me. I would like to apologize to you. I am sorry but I have a child, mostly by your husband by accident. I am a noble woman from Fontaine, please do not find me. I have met your husband for a long time and my family has always wanted him to be my husband except he has denied and rejected me multiple times due to the fact that he said that he was already married and has someone dear to him.
I am sorry to say that I was the reason why your husband has not returned home for a very long time due to the child that was made accidentally. My family has pressured him that he should take responsibility for what he did. It was probably the reason why he has stopped contacting you.
As soon as you finish reading the letter, your world just falls apart. Your blood ran cold and tears formed and streamed down your face.
Although he is quite happy when he is with me right now and mostly loves our child. I am sorry Mrs. Y/N. Thank you for understanding.
You realized that the letter from this woman was believable and it makes sense why he hasn’t contacted you for a long time. 
He had left you here in Inazuma to die out and suffocate.
You remembered how you were his perfect girl, his beautiful wife, and his loving queen. You remembered how he reminded you that he doesn’t know what he would do if you were gone. You remembered all of the promising words that he said… and you remembered on your wedding day that he said that he would love you for the rest of his life.
He has promised that he would return home… maybe now… he doesn’t have a reason to return home when he has found his new home in another country.
You have been waiting for him for almost 10 years since he had been working abroad. It was already late at night. You closed the letter and each step towards your bedroom was painful. You sat in the bed and cried out loud. You do not understand what you were lacking that made him do that. 
“I’m sorry Ayato, if I was just a lowly commoner and I do not have anything to do with other countries. The reason I do not want to accompany you is because I do not want to be a burden to you because you were working.”
“I knew that I didn't deserve you, I’m sorry if I was just poor and wasn’t someone from a rich family. I’m sorry Ayato-” 
You wrote a letter to be left in this house saying how you were sorry for all of the things that were imperfect about you and how you weren’t that much perfect unlike the fontaine woman that he met.
In the last part of the letter, you said how you love him and you would remain faithful to him until the end of time.
You put it in an envelope and sealed it, you feel like you were being suffocated in the house and you gathered some things that reminded you of him, mostly his pictures and some of the gifts that he sent you with their corresponding letters. 
You decided to go outside and go to Mt. Yogou, one of your favorite spots to walk with him when you were still working as a servant for him.
As you were walking, you unexpectedly awoke a sleeping lawachurl. It was very furious that you have disturbed their sleep and began to attack you. 
You ran and ran and screamed for help… but no one came. Now you realize why Thoma has reminded you not to go outside. 
You weren’t athletic nor fit to be a fighter so you decided to hide in one of the large rocks. You looked around and saw that the lawachurl was almost near to you so you decided to run from it again until it couldn't see you and then you tripped on one of the short cliffs and injured yourself.
It was a bad fall that you could see that your right leg was broken and it was very unfortunate that you had fallen in a hilichurl camp, waking one of them would end you. Luckily, the lawachurl has lost sight of you but you have another problem. 
You noticed that the things that you were carrying were scattered around the camp, you crawled and struggled to pick each one of them because these were the remaining loving memories that you and Ayato have now that he has a new family and you cannot afford to lose them. 
You struggled and struggled with blood bleeding out of you. You did not care for the pain you were feeling because what is most important is that you get to keep the precious items and letters that he gave you. You truly believe that all of it was filled with love.
You sighed a relief when you finally collected them without waking one of the hilichurls and now your next mission is to get out of the camp safely. 
When you were a few meters away from the camp via crawling with your blood trailing down, a hilichurl was awoken due to the smell of blood. When you look back it was pointing in your direction.
You saw different monsters charging over you because they thought you killed someone hence the blood. 
What scared you the most is the mitachurl with an ax charging faster than the other hilichurls and you just closed your eyes because you knew this was already the end of your life. You cannot run because of your broken leg and you were forced to just stay there and accept your fate.
Before the hit of the ax landed, you thought of Ayato…
How he would not have any problem bringing home his new wife now if you are already gone because only death can invalid a marriage contract. 
In your last moments, you whispered that you were sorry that you weren't enough to make him happy and wished him eternal happiness with his new family.
You hugged the items, letters, and gifts that Ayato had given you before you felt a warm feeling at your back. You felt your body separating from one another. It was followed by arrows and different kinds of weapons being thrown at your poor, lifeless body. As soon as the hilichurls and mitachurls were convinced that you were dead they went back to their camp to sleep.
In your final moments, you looked at your marriage picture, it was a disastrous and failed one because you were just a lowly commoner and did not deserve someone like him.
Your heart was aching because Ayato would not know that you are about to go to heaven now. Even if you are no longer in his mind, he would remain in yours. You hugged your wedding picture and your body turned cold.
A week has passed and the Kamisato residence was quiet and it was the same as you left it.
The Raiden Shogun has ordered the eradication of the monsters in Mt. Yogou since it has been causing a problem in the Grand Narukami Shrine.
Kujuo Sara was the leading general of the eradication of monsters, as ordered by the Shogun. After a few hours of eradication, there was a report of your decaying body somewhere near a hilichurl camp.
When Kujuo Sara checked, her face showed different kinds of horror because she knew that you were the lady and the wife of the Kamisato Family. She has ordered her soldiers to retrieve your body to give you a final resting place together with the items that were kept around you. Blood has dried out from his letters and pictures and the soldier had made sure that none of it was damaged as they were transferring you to a body bag.
Kujuo Sara has rushed towards Kamisato Ayaka who is currently having tea in the Komore Tea House for a break.
“Lady Ayaka, I have news for you…” Sara said and sat beside Ayaka and Thoma.
“Lady Ayaka… I’m sorry but I just need to report to you… Kamisato Y/N, the wife of your brother has passed away.” Sara said, Ayaka and Thoma were shocked by the news of you passing away because they just saw you a few weeks ago to comfort you.
“Her body was found separated probably by a mitachurl ax and there were different kinds of injuries such as a broken leg, and arrows penetrated her arms and neck. I assume Lady Y/N went for a walk but has suffered an attack from the monsters.” Sara added
Ayaka and Thoma began to cry and they began to have regrets about not visiting you everyday to check on you and ease your loneliness because of the absence of her brother.
“Lady Ayaka, as per the law, Lady Y/N should be cremated because her body is separated. Would that be alright?” Sara asked and Ayaka just nodded.
“I’ll be… informing my brother… Thoma please go with Sara and prepare the funeral of Y/N” She said and walked outside.
It took nearly two months for Ayaka’s letter to reach Kamisato Ayato to inform him about your death.
The truth is, Ayato never had a family, the noble girl from Fontaine was just jealous of you since Ayato has been bragging to you anywhere about his loving wife and got tired of how she kept on getting rejected and her family was mad at her that she allowed or was careless to an extent that Ayato has married a lowly commoner instead of someone like her. Ayato has never stopped contacting you all these years nor has he stopped sending you gifts. It was the woman from Fontaine that stopped those letters and gifts from reaching you. Everytime she knew that Ayato would send you letters, she’d bribe the post office workers to prevent the letter from being sent. Ayato never knew anything about this and she would just tell her family to keep on giving Ayato work so that he would not have the opportunity to go home and be with you.
Since Ayato was a very hardworking man and wanted to give you the best future, he wanted to make sure that the two of you would have houses per nation so that you would not be stuck in Inazuma since you will have a house anywhere. 
It was the surprise gift that he wanted to give you, he dreamed of telling you a joke how he’s made love with you in each house.
Ayato quickly rushed to pack his things due to the letter that he had received from Ayaka. He was mostly quiet and tried to keep his tears as soon as he read the line that his beloved wife has transcended to another life.
“Where are you going Ayato?” The noble woman asked.
“I have an emergency at home, mostly about my wife.” He coldly responded
“Oh, is she finally dead?” The woman joked about it.
“How did you know my wife is dead? Did you plan all this?!” Ayato raged and destroyed all of the precious items in the hotel he was staying in, which was owned by the family of the girl.
“Ayato- I didn’t mean to! I didn’t-” Ayato slapped the woman and ordered one of his servants to restrain her.
“If I ever find out that her death was your doing, I am going to end your life, I will be destroying your family. Do you know what Y/N is?! She was my world, she was my light, and no one could take her away from me. DO YOU UNDERSTAND?!” Ayato was furious.
“I’ll deal with you later, I need to go home now. My wife has been waiting for me for 10 years now.” Ayato carried his things and left.
After a few days, Ayato has finally returned home.
He opened the door and tearfully said “Y/N… I’m home…” but no one responded.
Ayaka peeked out to see Ayato at the front door and welcomed him.
“Brother… I’m sorry for your loss…” She hugged Ayato and cried.
“I miss her a lot, I’ve been staying in your house since she left… I made sure that it’s clean and would be the same by the time you return.” She added.
“I found a letter in your bedroom, it said that you were cheating on her with a new family in Fontaine. I regret that I didn’t see that letter anytime soon… I can’t imagine the pain she felt when she saw all those lies written there! I knew you weren’t cheating on her! I always believed that you were a faithful husband to her…” She handed the letter to Ayato and he walked towards your bedroom. When he opened the door, he saw a picture of your face smiling next to your urn followed by the things that were found when you died such as the letters, gifts, and pictures of the two of you. 
He closed the door and sat on the bed looking at your picture and noticed that there was a letter hidden in the bed sheets.
That was the letter you wrote the night before you died, how you told him that you were sorry that you were not enough and all that. 
He clenched the letter of lies that was made by the girl from Fontaine and almost destroyed it until he realized that it could be used as evidence to punish the family of that girl since her signature was written there and it was more than enough.
A week after there was a trial held and the family was punished for the murder of Kamisato Y/N.
Several years have passed by and Ayato has not remarried except that Ayato has also been mourning for several years now since you passed away. He promised that he would never leave the house again for abroad so you wouldn’t be alone all over again.
At least, he thought maybe it could atone for his absense.
"Y/N, My love… I'm home." He says everyday.
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I sit and watch you, I notice everything you do or don't do.
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