#haldol

[hold-him-down]

Hey Holdy

So I'm revisiting your old pieces because i really miss Leo-sending hugs and hoping to see more of him anytime soon.

I've been reading chapter 4 "Doctor's visit" and I always think-when he had Haldol administered and the doctor warned them that he might suffer some side effects later-does Holdy know what some of the side effects are?!!

It causes some horrible SEs

Occulogyric crisis and torticollis for example

Sorry about the medical terms i don't know any common names for em

But I know this,they're extremely painful and you could say panic inducing,a person who gets those following Haldol administration doesn't really know what hit em and they'd want it to stop at any cost

Imagine that happening to Leo,for the first time-sorry Leo,i feel so bad to say that but i'm also in for Luke doing whatever it takes to make you feel better🙈-but you don't have to worry,Procyclidine tablets can help with the symptoms and within minutes...nothing permanent

Forgive me Holdy for being so evil

Forgive me boys but i'm just so obsessed with this idea

I hope you might consider it

but hey,You're the boss

i just needed to say it out loud

K,bye😅

hi! i appreciate the depth of this info, i must say almost all of the med whump in the story is surface knowledge based on what i've learned from medical dramas, and the drug side effects absolutely are usually usually just

>>>>> he doesn't respond well <<<<<

and that can be whatever it needs to be :) but i should write this, huh?

[wooahiexist]

Storytime on the piano eating your parents?

Never happened but I can make some broadcast about it!

Also this is a new oc his names Molly Haldol he prefers to be called Haldol

[schizosquare]

MY RECOVERY ERA I LOVE HALDOL

[notokra]

[neuromantis]

so apparently my government is now thinking of nuking autistic kids as young as TWO with fucking HALDOL as a treatment policy/standard?

every day this is getting worse and worse. clown country, clown politicians, clown regulations. if i could kill just a couple of them, i totally would, with my own hands, but there's TOO MANY for me to make a change.

[heathermason]

i started bleeding but its not an insane amount so im surviving (thumbs up) (thumbs up)

[crying-in-the-clean-utility]

[thl-vrmr]

Random thought but do we think Jono Starsmore was on mediaction (Antidepressants/Whatev) before his mutation kicked in?? And that it maybe factored a bit into his whole Very Very Unhappy About My Mutation situation?

[oatbugs]

i can feel every single nerve and organ and bone inside my body. an exercise in emptiness: what will the next thought in your head be?

[stoned-ratpack]

Haldol how i miss you

[detentiontrack]

Less than a week after saying I'll never take antipsychotics ever again..... Guess what my psychiatrist has me on again 💔💔

[sundaytragedy]

That time they gave me benadryl in the psych ward at bedtime and I felt like an entity

[haldoll]

(TW death, grief)

Holding my babies a little closer than usual today.

I cannot imagine the grief.

I cannot imagine birthing you child, holding them, feeding them, rocking them to sleep, changing them, dressing them, seeing their first smile, hearing their first laugh, watching them play, and learn, and experience life, and loving them with your whole entire being….

Only to have them ripped away from you in seconds.

Gone forever.

I cannot imagine being left with only memories and pictures of them.

I cannot imagine—after receiving this devastating news—coming home to their rooms, their toys, their plates, and cups, and crumbs from their last snack on the sofa.

I cannot imagine seeing their worn clothes in the hamper, knowing they will never wear them again.

I cannot imagine no longer being able to show them them something you found you know they would have loved.

I cannot imagine watching the news, seeing the feigned concern, the empty condolences, watching your child’s smiling face flashed across every channel and social media platform for two weeks straight….

Only for nothing to come of it.

No change. No action.

Only for the world to move on while you’re left behind in your crushing grief, the constant ache in your soul.

Left with the gnawing hole in your heart that will never heal.