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ah. seems the special interest i've now had for 23 months, the only one that still consumes a portion of my mind at all times, just turned six today, and not a single one of the several lists I have to keep track of such anniversaries bothered to warn me of this early enough that I could actually draw something for it in time
#HAPPY BIRTHDAY HK. I WILL TRY TO DRAW SOMETHING FOR YOU BUT I HAVE A BUNCH OF OTHER STUFF GOING ON!!!#it's something dear to my heart...played it two years ago and i still like it a lot!! it's stuck with me is what i guess i mean#peridots-nonsense#hollow knight#that should be all but it's not. ough. hk is one of those games i wish i could play for the first time again...#it was such a wonderful experience and i still love its characters so much...#don't post about it much anymore considering how many other fandoms/worlds i have to draw for now#but. yeah#it's also what gave me my love for bugs!!! and that's such an integral part of me now that i can't imagine what would've happened#had i never played it. (spoiler alert i actually would've played bug fables instead! it was an interesting thing to learn that so many#hk fans liked bf too. i learned of bftes first because my mom pointed it out (once again this was before i even liked arthropods!!#coincidences!!) but i ended up buying hk months before bf because my best friend (and now partner...) liked it)#lol it's only Technically feb24 in my time zone i just have a bad sleep schedule. i still have time but art's a long process for me#anyway. goodbye dear tag-wanderer! you should play hollow knight if you're not already here for that :]#WAIT I ALSO GOTTA WATCH THE JAYROCK/N STREAM TODAY...slash tomorrow but yk
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Correct me if I'm wrong. Since they been enlisted, Jimin hasn't posted for anyone's bday right? Not Tae's, Suga's, Hobi's, RM's or JK's. Right? His last bday post was for Jin right before enlistment, right? He might not feel like being in a bday posting mood cause of where he's at. His mood could just be blah being in there, you know.
However, I said a long time ago Jimin needed to stop going all out for their bdays publicly cause he gets zero in return, same with promoting their albums and work when he gets zero, esp from his soulmate bestie. JK did go all out for his Face, but has been quite about Muse, besides commenting about Closer Than This and listening to Who on AYS. Jimin being there with Jk on his bday I'm sure matters, but we all know deep down Jk was probably flabbergasted cause Jimin didn't post publicly for him. We know he expected it cause Jimin always posted publicly for JK, even when he was with him. So I know deep down it stung, no matter how much Jk plays it off. Gotta return the same energy and posting a thirst trap or acknowledging his bday once every 2 or 3 years is not the same, esp when Jimin does every year. I don't think Jimin didn't post cause they're arguing or anything, but maybe he didn't prioritize it this year and I say good for him. Wish him a happy bday and go and let him sulk cause we all know Jk did. Just like he did last year. Remember when JK told a reporter at the airport his bday sucked and he didn't get traditional seaweed soup and Jimin said he called Jk, so he might not saw him in person and that is probably why it sucked and why Jk was so vocal about it sucking lol. You gone learn today. lol
One thing about Jungkook he's gonna voice that pain and displeasure he ain't gonna suffer in silence 🤣
He definitely didn't make it a priority this year especially when he took time off to come support Tae's layover anniversary😹😹
Listen I feel you
I'm generally not in a headspace to entertain one sided nonreciprocated efforts but we can't say that Jungkook doesn't reciprocate when it comes to JM.
I get that they don't want to be bound by these soft traditions especially if it's gonna get them dragged when they inadvertently forget to post and what not- but I make an exception when it comes to Jimin's birthday. Perhaps Jin too. I will drag them to hell and back if they don't post for these two😵💫😵💫😵💫
Suga and Hobi have been nothing but consistent and considerate towards the members too and I expect that they are treated with the same care and consideration.
It's not really a big deal but I find it triggering as fuck.
And I feel for Jimin he doesn't do any of these with hopes of getting a return on that investment. He is a genuinely sweet person which is what makes this whole situation suck.
Jk is my boy bet he took it like a champ checking his phone every now and then to see if his pookie posted. Bet he had nightmares and wrote a song about love slipping away 😭😭😹
His browser history be like " what does it mean when your bf wishes you a happy birthday but does not post you on his social media' " does he still love me?" "Signs he is losing interest.' "is he mad at me?" 'my boyfriend has changed help"🥺😹😹😹
If you can't take don't dish. And while I want them to be as loving as possible towards each other I also need them to stand on business have standards have self love and self respect.
Personally I've given up on their birthday cultures now I just want my man Jimin to focus that energy on the members who give it back to him- Hobi, Suga, Jin, Joon. We want to see healthy dynamics up in these streets
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Pluto in Aquarius - 12H Transit
Reflecting on Friendships
The last time pluto was in aquarius was March 23 - June 11 2023 and during that time was when a friend of 8/9 years ghosted me in early March and I tried to mend things during that 3 month period and the last time we had a conversation was June 10 2023 lol (we did tell each other happy birthday and thank you in Sept and Nov after that but no actual conversation)
Then this year pluto goes into aqua again on Jan 20 2024 and I tell a couple friends about how my TikTok FYP gets sooo many of her reposts about fake friends and hating people who aren’t confrontational and how nobody knows how to communicate lol so I liked one of them and they stopped! Then like 2 weeks later there’s a repost about getting confronted about reposts and how you can’t take anything online seriously 😂 but there’s been 0 reposts since so I think it worked 🤷🏾♀️
Then on Jan 29 I had a dream that I was in a groupchat with her and other people who I used to be friends with in college but my friendship with them didn’t make it past that so I guess they ended like 5 years ago? We would sometimes do group things but it quickly died down. They’re all still friends tho I think. Anyway so in this dream one girl sent a longgggggg ass message about all the things she hated about me 💀 (my dreams are always dramatic lmfao) and that girl who ghosted me was hearting the messages within seconds like she was right there when it was written!! Lmao message received!! I don’t think they actually hate me to this extent irl but I’m a Pisces rising so my dreams don’t lie 🤷🏾♀️
And this entire week I’ve been thinking about what I actually want out of friendships and that friendship wasn’t bad but it also wasn’t completely what I wanted in a friendship and I think I was holding on for longer than necessary bc nothing had happened between us so why end a friendship you know? And towards the end right before I was like “she ghosted me” I remember thinking why do I feel like I’m begging ? Lmao bc I would type a message and erase it like I felt she wouldn’t care about what I had to say. Which is weird bc I wasn’t saying anything out of the ordinary 😭 and I should’ve listened to that feeling more lol
I definitely want friendships with more care involved. I have a few friends I can have deep conversations with and who didn’t mind listening to me vent to them about what my narc mom was doing to me that week and I let them vent too. But like��while I was going through that no one asked me if I needed anything or if I needed help with anything it was just like yeah that sucks 😕 and that’s it. I was sick recently and one of my friends I told I was sick never responded to my message and then I go on IG two days later to see she’s on vacation with her bf and then she calls me when she gets back a week later and not once asked me if I was feeling better but immediately started talking about a situation with her bf 🙃 like okayyyyyy
So I think that’s def going to be a major Pluto in aqua theme for me. I just need to actually sit down and figure out what I want my friendships to look like.
I feel like I already do for them what I’m looking for so I know I’m not asking for a lot! And I did think about my people pleaser tendencies and it wasn’t even about that like someone sharing an achievement and me going “we should go here to celebrate!” But me sharing an achievement and just getting the congrats text with confetti and if I want to celebrate I gotta say I want to go celebrate let’s go here like 😀 and even for my bday last year I was fresh off no contact with my mom obviously distressed and no one offered any options for my bday when it was less than a week before and I was saying I literally have no idea what to do I’m overwhelmed they just kept asking did you plan it yet? So I ended up just picking a random place for brunch lol but it felt like too much to be like “can someone plan my bday for me?” 💀 my take on it is very if they wanted to they would
It’s 4:44
I think it relates to my family too bc from the way their lives have turned out I have this fear of not having any friends bc they don’t have any friends in their 50s 60s and continuously tell me how lonely it is and to make sure that never happens to me and to make sure I keep all my friends lol no pressure! But tbh the reason they don’t have any friends is bc I don’t think they were friends with those people to begin with they were just in proximity and they did not actually care about each other.
I wonder what’s going to show up between Sept 1 - Nov 19 2024 when Pluto goes back into cap and reenters aqua for the next 20 years bc my bday happens in that gap and there’s always something surrounding my bday!!
#astrology#astro#astro tumblr#learn astrology#astro community#pisces rising#libra stellium#saturn in the 1st house#pluto in the 12th house#pluto in aquarius
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Hi! I don't know if it's a good place to talk about that, but i found your tumblr and found it quite inspiring :)
Also I wanted to share something that happened to me 2 weeks ego: i broke it off with my bf of 1 year: (i am 24 btw)
For the history, i met him in january 2021, and it was really casual at first, i've never done that before, and looking back, i realise how toxic this kind of situation can be. We sas each other for 6 months without being actually together, and i only learned later that he saw 2 other girls at the same time... Then he left and i felt sad because i felt something for him that i thought was love.
When he came back from his internship 6 months later, we got together (huge mistake lol). From there, it was me giving a lot to someone who didn't reciprocated at ALL. For mis birthday i threw him a party with some of his friends that lived in other cities/countries, we got him a present + i got him one on my own. He left the party to go to this girl's party (i invited her to his birthday, she knew about it about 2 months before it happened)...
Then valentine's day came around, and i bought him a gift, wore a pretty outfit, because he said he planned something, the something being staying at his eating frozen food that he sut warmed up. I felt really sad because we almost only saw each other to sleep together or go out sometimes, but he never did once do something to surprise me or anything (literally never while i always did things for him) + i always had to go to his place, which was 1 hour away from mine.
He almost never answered my texts, always saying he was so busy with school work... but sometimes i saw on his friends story that he was out partying...
Came my birthday. To set it short, i got nothing but a "happy birthday". He wasn't even present that day, he got a party with his friends this very night.
Summer passed and we didn't see each other: i was at my family's in spain and he was with his, but again, communication was non-existant.
He got an internship in another city in september and almost demanded of me to come see him every week-end but: 1/ i didn't have that much money to spend on trains and 2/ my classes and homeworks took all my free time (i am in law school). And he was so mad about it. (also, i sent 1 or 2 texts per day and he didn't always answered because "busy").
The evenings, when i wanted to talk a little he always told me he bad things to do, and when he finished those things, he was always too tired and told me "goodnight im tired".
We went on a holiday together in october and i got to live with him for a week. And let me tell you, it opened my eyes for good: he did practically nothing, staying on the couch when we were in our rental, watching netflix (my account that i entirely pay, never doing laundry or cooking or washing the dishes or anything at all. Didn't even took care of himself.
So i demanded to meet him two weeks ago, and face to face, i told him everything that bothered me in this "relationship": the fact he never answered, that he treated me more like a friend he has sex with than an actual gf, the fact that he practicaly considered me as his mom/friend/sex friend/cleaning woman...
Some people might find it silly, but never receiving a single gift from him, even for my birthday or valentines really had me crying, because i felt so worthless.
I thought it was love, but i realised it was just a strong attachement to someone who always said 'i love you' but never once showed it.
It's only been 2 weeks, but i feel so much better with myself and my surroundings, i began doing things i love again, and improving myself in so many ways...
Just to say, i lowered my expectations for him, but i am not doing that for a man ever again. I won't be the one chasing. Not anymore.
(sorry for the typos, auto correct :') )
"It wasn't love but an unhealthy attachment to him" 🎯
I loved the ending of your story because you learned from your experience instead of trying to make excuses and going back to the same toxic behaviours. I genuinely hope you've continued to do great, because you deserve much better than that dush.
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To those around me I have a truly remarkable memory, which is great and stellar and such, but it’s crazy the things I forgot. I’ve been rereading my journal and I think I’m processing it. I think I’ve been processing it for a while. I’m unlocking memories and it helps in the sense that I can say “oh yeah I wasn’t making shit up or exaggerating I was fr getting preyed on” but also, it’s crazy. I think the cutest thing I’ve found so far is right after I turned sixteen (so nearly two years ago), with “King and I kissed. In the rain. Yeah… yeah! We kissed! In the rain! On my 16th birthday!” It’s really sweet bc you can tell it was smth that was exciting. It was. Those early months w King were a really good time for me, it was never great or perfect but I think we made each other happy as much as we could feasibly could. They’ve got a new BF now. Like, officially. And that scares me bc I worry about erosion of memory blah blah blah whatever we had will no longer be special to them (particularly bc of how tumultuously we ended and the ensuing fights) but I’ve been rather cohesive these last couple nights. I like that. I love King. I wouldn’t take them back. I want them to be happy with someone else (need to be convinced on the new guy still but if they say they’re happy I gotta believe that bc fuck can I do they’re an adult now). I want to be happy with someone else. And I want that happiness to be a little less tumultuous, if I’m allowed to have that request, lol. Peace and love from Ringo Starr.
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Hey again! I finally found time for the promised "catch up." :)
Revvin' My Cj7 (Juniper Version) by Summer Salt is currently playing - I may or may not have cheated my playlist to play this five times the last hour. If you're wondering I am currently on vacation - my first ever actual vacation. I often think about what "vacation" means and at the back of my mind I would always think about it as a retreat. Generally, people use it when they go out of town, get a day off from work on a work day, things like that; and though I use it a lot to mean that way, I feel like I've never actually had one - a proper vacation. So I decided weeks ago that I need one for my birthday. It's long overdue. I mentioned the song Revvin' My Cj7 because I kind of resonated so much:
No, this is not another rant about work but more like an appreciation because without my work I wouldn't have reached this far - physically, mentally, and all the aspects of life I could think of.
This is me now. Taken on December 14, 2022 - my first time at my company's HQ.
WILTING
August 20, 2021 I moved to the US. I have been lucky and blessed enough to have been approved with a US work visa in the middle of a pandemic. My bosses were kind enough to push for everything just to get me here and I am extremely grateful beyond words that sometimes just thinking about it (like now) makes me tear.
Moving was harder than I expected. I thought it was just a simple set of tasks - pack, fly, unpack, adjust. But I was wrong. The first few months was easy-peasy. To be honest, I was doubting; how it's all too good to be true. It was sketchy but understandable because everyone at home is so accessible through the digital world. I was 24/7 on video call with my boyfriend and my family. (Yes, I have a BF now finally! Idk why it's so cringey to say that but back to the topic lol). It didn't feel much like I'm thousands of miles away until I started getting tired of it. That's the hard part about it - realizing I crave physical connection with people I was so used to seeing, hugging, bugging, and everything else.
Three months in I started feeling isolated from my world. My world then was still in Mandaluyong. I would wake up at 12 noon and bug my mom while she's on a Zoom meeting. I would pull my sisters out for a coffee run or late night midnight snacks at McDonalds. I would look forward to and get excited for the next weekend that we get to go home to Lucena (our province) to spend time with my aunts and cousins. I started looking for something similar to look forward to. That's when I decided to fly my mom out here to the US for the holidays. Fortunately she got her US tourist visa a year prior in anticipation of my travel.
FALLING AND ROOTING
December 2021 my mom finally flew from the Philippines to the US. That's first time in four months I see her again and got to hug her. It was the longest time I haven't seen her my entire life. I ran towards her with her eyes forming crystal-like small tears. I still have this moment engraved in my core memory.
Our schedule was super hectic. She's staying for three weeks and wanted to tour as much as she can. Her second week we flew to NYC and then the following week to LA. These were the two priority cities she wanted to visit - partly because her best friends live there. I was very happy to be with her but deep down I was so worried about the day she flies back. I am still navigating this foreign place I'm in and I can't help but show how intimidated and lonely I was. I was so good at concealing it that she labeled me as "matured" after spending 24/7 for a week with me. I didn't take it as a compliment, to be honest, as it only showed how much this new place I'm in is consuming me. The change in me was revealing itself and I didn't want it. I and probably the rest of my world got used to me being Little Miss Sunshine - always laughing, smiling, a little funny, and fun to be with. I knew that I was already losing myself and being with my mom didn't really remediate it like I thought it would. It was still a surreal trip though. We have been dreaming it since I was in my elementary days and finally seeing it come to life slowly was something unbelievably amazing. Plant a seed in your head - that's what my mom always tells me. Little did I know it was just her teaching me how to manifest.
The best part of our trip was that hour we spent crossing Brooklyn Bridge in New York. To this day, I still remember and relive the feeling. Surprising enough, my mom told me, it was hers too. That's what made everything so worth it. It motivated me to fight harder so I could pull everyone in my then-world to move their worlds here.
The mom's last day in the US came by quickly and it haunted me. As expected, I was all in tears. I thought expecting it would make it less harder but, again, I was wrong. It was still harder than I expected. It felt like my heart broke to pieces - it felt like my very first heart break from one of my exes who ended it with me way too early when I just fell in love with him.
RISING
Weeks and months went by and I revived my motivation to fight harder. I did -- but top it off with emotional and mental distress from my ugly apartment situation (back then, but it's way better now) to the point I had to get professional help.
Fast forward October 2022 at Kansas City with me visiting my cousins. I was trying to recover from a really hard year of trying to adjust to this new life. I sought professional help mainly to address my concerns about my current living situation. I really hate confrontations so I would always just be passive (or maybe sometimes a bit passive aggressive which I hate so much to admit) about things which I know is wrong too but I'm still learning. I had two therapists - one actual professional therapist and the other was my mom. My mom told me I may have contributed myself to why I'm feeling that way back. I may be focusing too much or finding faults on others that I end up disappointed about so many things. I hated how she was right and I only realized it after I spoke to my actual therapist. She didn't really point out anything but she validated how I felt. I felt so heard that it was deafening to hear. I realized that we all have our differences and that's something I overlooked. We may not be compatible at some things but there could still be things we could be compatible with that it can outweigh our incompatibilities. I was too focused on making my new home feel like the same home I used to live in and expected people to be the same as the people I used to live in. And that realization hit me. It was an instant change of mindset. But of course it was still subjective. All I had to do was to reassess my current living situation - weigh the pros and cons, and change a part of my mindset about it. Let's try another year I said and it could be worth it. Hopefully.
There's definitely a lot of ups and downs and looking back at it now I wouldn't change a thing. I needed it to be who I am today.
BLOOMING
October 2022 was a really big month for me. After spending a week with my cousins in Kansas City, I got home to a text from my car dealer letting me know I can finally pick up my first car! This was my major game changer. It was like unlocking a whole new world of freedom for me. The same month I got offered a position at a big banking company in the US and I accepted it. I started with them immediately after all the visa paperworks. It's as if I am being showered with so much graces from above.
It's February 12, 2023 now - two days before my birthday. I am on an actual vacation. Alone in the mountains overlooking Asheville, North Carolina. I was stressing about this vacation for a week because as much as I wanted to bring my friends with me here, I chose not to. My inner self insisted I needed time alone. I needed a retreat, a proper vacation. I wish I had my family here though, they would have loved it here. But yes, I finally am on an proper vacation. I should end it here for now - my raw NY sirloin steak is waiting for me to cook it and celebrate me. I sometimes allow myself to feel conceited by only me - I'm a fan of me and I am proud of me. Try it, it's healthy but don't overdo it! :-)
Talk again later. <3
Pray for my safety in the woods. Lol joke
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After 2 years (in which we got a cat that has laser-focused ears to hear my art project work and try to eat them,) I finally finished my tiny Nergigante tapestry.
Pattern for the Nergigante itself came from BossFightStitchin on etsy, though I changed the recommended colors (and a couple stitches make him asymmetrical now but that was an accident.)
#cross stitch#nergigante#monster hunter#i need to get back into Rise now#but i can start a new art project yay!#happy birthday two years ago to my bf lol
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Hi I would like to request a SFW/comfort writing of lawyer bf and Melone.
Bf's been having a hard time mentally with cases and his own things going on in his brain, and Melone just comforts him. If you are okay with writing it, I would also prefer the bf the be autistic, but I understand if you don't wanna write that if you aren't autistic yourself. ^^
Melone x lawyer autistic male reader
I myself got autism and funny enough want to be a lawyer lol I'm more than happy to write this! You caught my at a great time I’m watching BCS I’m on a real lawyer kick.
You were helping an older client of yours with their will
It was already difficult to help this long time client in the last months of their life with their will
You’d gotten emotional a few times when they came in but did your best to not let it affect your work
Some of their family members had even called your office to thank you for helping their mother/grandma all these years and giving her the best legal advice they’d ever seen
It was all so much especially from today when one of her grandchildren called you asking what they were left in her will
You explained that due to lawyer-client confidentiality you weren’t inclined to share
They cursed you out claiming you were swaying their grandma from putting them in her will
You were furious at the audacity of her grandchild for making such claims you hung up the phone deciding to talk with your client tomorrow
Walking up the steps of the apartment you could see the TV shining through the blinds
Unlocking the door you could already hear the meowing of your cats
Shutting the door behind you two sets of paws pressing into your claves
You pretty much tossed your excess accessories off
“There’s my handsome man! Dinner is still warm if you want some! How was work?” He paused his show that he had recorded months ago but was just now getting around too
You stumbled your way to the kitchen and explained your day as you practically drank the chicken and vegetable soup he made
He was mad at the person with you! How could someone do that? With their grandma being so sick you’d imagine they’d spend more time with her and not bothering her handsome lawyer!
After a second serving of soup, you made your way to melone and layer on top of him with a grunt
He held cradled you between his legs pulling your weighted blanket over the two of you to help you ground yourself from getting too overwhelmed
Your two cats laid across your back added to the comforting presser
“Guess what I saw today handsome?” His voice was soft as he reached for your face
You hummed closing your eyes leaning j to his hand
“That movie you like is getting a show! The first episode comes out on your birthday.”
You gasped and opened your eyes
“Really? Can we watch it on my birthday?”
“Of course, we can! You’re doing such a good job at work it’s the least I can do for you.” He leaned down and kissed the top of your head the soft smile never leaving his face
“But for now I need to catch up on my dramas I hope you don’t mind.” He unpaused his show after you shook your head
Resting against his chest his heartbeat calming you down
#jojos bizarre adventure#jojos bizarre adventure x male reader#jjba x male reader#jjba#jjbaxmalereader#jojo's bizarre adventure#male reader#jojo x male reader#jojo headcanons#melone x male reader#melone
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Rumor has it Flo broke up with her bf and that’s why she’s out partying 👀 idk I mean I never cared bc it’s not my relationship so who gives a crap but some ppl seem happy lol, even if it’s true some ppl are weirdos
She's in Ibiza because it was that designer's birthday. A ton of famous people/influencers/musicians are there for that reason. They all went to celebrate the dude's party. She was literally in Zach's kitchen like a week ago doing that cooking video. That's his house and they both live there...together. Y'all been breaking these two up for years. Leave them be lol.
#it's so fucking weird that the only reason people hate them together is because he's older#they're two grown ass fucking adults and she has told you as much before LITERALLY made an IG video telling people to back off#she's a big girl stop infantilizing her#fpugh#zbraff#anonymous#answers
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hey girl! my bday is a couple days after valentine’s day and it’s on a wednesday this year. so my bf told me we should go out for valentine’s day and then do something for my birthday on the weekend since it’s on a weekday. and he was asking me what i want to do for them and i told him that i want him to plan it out and surprise me like he usually does. 2 years ago we went out for valentine’s day/my bday and he planned it all out and we had a really fun night, but that was when we weren’t dating yet. we went out to a seafood restaurant and then had our first kiss by this waterfront. then last year we had a really bad ice storm so i was stuck at home for my bday but he showed up to my house with a Dior ring, flowers, candy, card, and balloons. it was sooo cute. but this year it doesn’t seem like he has anything planned out and i have a bad feeling he isn’t going to put much effort into it. because he keeps saying “ugh idk what we’re going to do. i suck at planning things” and it’s making me nervous that i’m gonna be disappointed. i’m not like a birthday snob or anything but idk i just hope he at least does something thoughtful. he’s also been telling me he doesn’t know what to get me for presents and he told me an idea he had for a present but i was honest with him and told him i wouldn’t want it at all. and then he asked if i’d just want cash for my bday and i was like umm no that’s not very thoughtful or special. so ugh idk i’m nervous because valentine’s day is super close and idk if he’s planned anything for it, and my bday is also close and he doesn’t even know what he’s gonna buy me lol. i’m thinking of making him a small list of things i’d like and let him choose off of it. because last year i kept hinting about the Dior ring and he luckily caught on and bought me it. and as for actual plans, i’m gonna talk to him and be like “sooo have you planned anything yet? what’s the vibe” because obviously i want to know what to wear and have some insight so i know my night won’t be a total disaster or let down. i ordered a gorgeous dress today so hopefully one of the two dates he plans i’ll be able to wear it because it’s so pretty omg. i’m not trying to sound like a brat i’m just scared because in the past it seemed like he was so good at planning romantic thoughtful things. but this year it seems like he isn’t into it :/
hmmmmmm i think he’s bluffing and has it all planned out from what he’s getting you and what you guys are gunna do. clearly he knows you have high expectations because he went all out in the past. i think him saying these thing is just a cover up so you can be really surprised. you really don’t know so it’s not worth worrying about! lmk what happens and what he does/gets you i’m eager!! and happy early birthday 🤍
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Losty Aone” / “Losty Mountain Man🏔” Series:
Outtake Collection #9 (NSFW)
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A/N: I want everyone to meet my OC Katana drawn by @gothicbitkh 🖤HERE. Next two outtakes are not NSFW, but the drama begins omfff. Explicit smut below!
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From Steamy Hot Tub to The Bedroom With Your Boyfriend 🛁 🔥
“Oh my God it’s soooo hottt,” Kusa groaned as she slipped into the tub, you and Katana following.
Koganegawa and other boys were already sitting in and upon hearing Kusa he leaned in to quietly say to Kenji,
“Yes.... yes you are....” to which Kenji agreed.
Futakuchi couldn’t help but smirk because being the true player that he was he definitely loved seeing smoking hot cheerleaders in bikinis enter his tub.
The music’s volume had lowered and the songs changed to chiller songs like The Weeknd, the tiki lamps turned on. The 30 or so people left were spread out, some chilling on the outdoor couches, some in the pool for night swimming, some by the outdoor fire place, which left you, Kusa and Katana and some other cheerleaders in the giant steaming-hot hot tub.
You had been drinking, not too much as Aone would have stopped you being the perfect boyfriend he is, but just enough to get you happy drunk.
You looked over at your boyfriend who was sitting alone on the far end of the hot tub. He looked angry like he always did, but you knew he was probably just tired from this long day. (Nah he was just horny as shit lol).
You watched him as you slipped your body in the hot water, both of you burning holes into each others figures. While he had finally removed his shirt before coming into the hot tub half an hour ago, you could never get used to seeing your man shirtless. You along with every girl in this party had their tongues wagging when he finally removed his top. But only you could properly admire him.
This chiseled mountain man had the body of Aqua Man: broad shoulders, deized biceps, a chest so hard and muscular it made you dizzy with lust to look at, and of course his legendary 8-pack that any girl was lucky to see once among three years at Date Tech. God, he was so fucking hot. How had you not noticed before?!
a reminder of what zaddy aone looks like shirtless:
As you checked him out, Aone checked you out: his eyes zoning in on where your nipples are supposed to be, seeing the water caress just under your tits. Then when you submerged yourself under and came up with your hair wet, Aone sucked in a small breath.
As the other good looking people began a game of drunk truth or dare that you knew your bf wouldn’t take part in, you played for a bit getting more drunk. Having had a few drinks himself because you wanted him to have a bit, Aone didn’t know the drinks would make him one of those silent-drunks. But he was glad to be so calm. He just chilled and had both arms spread out on either ledge, staring at you openly with lust filled eyes. You wanted him to fuck you so bad, and he wanted to—too. He was enjoying how good the warm water felt on his sore muscles and he was enjoying even more how dead sexy you looked in your bikini. Life was good. Even in the slight darkness you could see the outline of his muscular arms as they were spread, which made you think very very dirty thoughts.
Aone’s arms were spread like:
“Koganegawa, truth or dare.” Katana asked.
Katana:
Kanji’s eyes lit up. “Ummmm dare.”
“I dare you to tell us why you donated to our fundraiser 3 times after Kusa asked?” Katana laughed.
Everyone looked over at Kusa, who was shyly covering her face and smiling nervously. Koganegawa looked mortified, but up for the challenge. “The reason? Duh. She’s smoking hot, and I kind of have a crush on her.” He answered.
“Oh my god!!!” The girls screamed, and from afar, Aone noticed Futakuchi glaring at his setter. Hm, Aone thought Kenji would be proud.
“My turn. Futakuchi-senpai, truth or dare?”
“Dare. Always.” He snapped, seeming to be a little pissed about something.
“I dare you to give Katana two hickies on her neck.”
Kenji smirked. “No problem,”
“I miss Aone,” you pouted to Kusa during the game.
“Aw, baby,” she giggled, tipsy. “He’s over there. He looks like he misses you too.”
“Aone misses you allllll the time, Y/N.” Futakuchi answered, bringing Katana closer to him to kiss her neck for the dare.
“But I can’t leave the game!” You whined, making Aone smirk from afar. Everyone knew how competitive you were and it was just another thing that attracted Mountain Man to you. When you were drunk, your competitiveness and lostiness spiked, which Aone thought was adorable. He had you all to himself once he left this party, so he didn’t mind.
Katana giggled as Kenji left pleasurable kisses on her neck. She knew you were a horny-drunk and she wanted to help. “Why don’t you be a good friend and truth or dare her to do something to him, then?” She offered.
Kenji nuzzled his nose into the cheer captain’s neck, speaking. “Dare or Dare, Y/N?”
You beamed, drunk. “Dare.”
“I dare you to go over to your boyfriend and show him how much you miss him when he’s all the way on the other side of the tub.”
You excitedly swam over to Mountain Man in your drunken state. He didn’t move from his original position, looking like a total bad boy that you shouldn’t approach.
God, he’s so hot, you thought. You just wanted to be near him.
God, shes so hot, Aone thought at the same time, as he watched you come over. While it has gotten easier to not drop everything and stare at you like Aone did when he was crushing big time, he still enjoyed it to be honest. Sitting back and relaxing, he watched his girlfriend speak vibrantly to her friends, your gorgeous lips moving then settling in a pout... looking so kissable....damn. When he heard Kenji’s dare he’d been sightly alarmed but it didn’t show. You were supposed to show him how much you missed him......? Hell yes.
Aone flicked his eyes down to the way the bikini material clung to your body so well that he could tell exactly where your nipples were. Mountain man bit his bottom lip watching them move when you jump-pouted, missing him and excited about the dare. He literally felt like he was in one of his wet dreams.
When you climbed into his lap, feeling the water woosh toward him, his dick reminded him he wasn’t in a dream because your skin felt too real on his. You sat down on his lap normally, facing the same direction as him and Aone felt the pressure of your practically bare ass on his dick. Keeping his hands away from you in fear of what he might do, he leaned his head down to kiss your hair from behind.
“Y/N. You know I’ll need you to get off me soon.” He said huskily, sending shivers down your spine.
“No. I was dared to show you how much I miss you.”
Before Aone could react you turned around and began nibbling on his ear and Aone just sat there, wondering how long it would take for this party to end so he could ravish you—whether that be in real life or in his dreams tonight. You trailed both of your soft hands over his strong arms and then stood on your knees so that Aone’s face was level with your boobs.
He just about fainted. “Uh-ummm...”
“You’re all I can think about when you’re not with me, Aone-san....” you whispered arousingly, stroking his muscular arms.
He wanted to tell you that you haven’t left his mind since he’d first laid eyes on you 2+ years ago, but he was having trouble since your boobs were in his face.
“You are so sexy,” you whispered, sitting back down then running both hands along his hard abs. Aone’s abdominal muscles clenched under your touch.
“.....” he bit his lip as this touch-starved bb leaned into your touch. He’s been waiting for you all day.
“Did you see me staring at you when I was on the bull? The only thing going through my mind was riding your hard cock.” You admitted drunkenly.
Underwater, said cock sprung up, pushing against his swim shorts.
“Me-me t-t-too....” Aone was proud of himself for being able to say something, but the combined heat of the water and your body on his, he knew that would be the last thing for a while.
“Did you like the feeling of my mouth on your birthday?”
Did he ever. Takanobu nodded like his life depended on it.
You chuckled. “And did you like when my pussy lips were around you?”
Aone closed his eyes as he felt a shudder run through him when he thought about the one and only time you two had sex, the shudder giving you your answer. The clock was ticking, his control was going to snap soon. He kept his hands far away from you on the ledges.
You knew your boyfriend was on the edge. You also knew how good it felt when he let lose after you’d teased him past his ranks. You went in for the kill.
“Baby, do you still want me to sit on your........?”
Your words triggered Aone to move then, his eyes opening, his arms splashing as they submerged under water and made you sit down on his hard dick. He could speak now, he had to. He looked into your eyes deeply when you hissed out of pleasure.
“—On my face?” He finished in a low tone that made you squirm. “I want you to sit on my face more than ANYTHING. Right Now? Can you? Please?” He asked lowly but eagerly, as if he was a starving man and you were a dinner made by Gordon Ramsey himself.
You smiled in your horny stupor.
“Maybe I’ll let you.....when we go to your house.” you teased, causing Aone‘s bright eyes to turn midnight black from lust.
“We’re going to my house, then,” he commanded back, getting out the water gracefully and then lifting you out with him.
***
.....And that’s how you ended up back on Aone’s bed after the party, on round three, your own shin by your ear, doing the splits on your back as your boyfriend’s hard length pounded deep inside you. (It was like 2am at this point, and there had been a nap in between rounds one and two).
“Fuck, Y/N. Oh my God,”
Mountain Man moaned as he felt your insides grip his length, making him want to cum again even though round two just ended. Aone only wanted you to sit on his face, but you had other plans. He knew you were a cheerleader but when you told him to try this position by lifting your leg over his shoulder, he wasn’t prepared for how fucking deep he’d get inside your slushing pussy. He was in heaven.
You, on the other hand, couldn’t stop crying tears of joy? Pleasure? As he rammed into you, this position making him hit your g-spot directly over and over.
“Y/N, you are SO fucking sexy...”
“Aone, shhhhhhhh.....” you whispered, using one hand to stroke the back of his head. He was getting so loud and although he lived in a big house you couldn’t risk his mom waking up.
Takanobu leaned in to kiss your tears away as he opted to growl instead as he slowed his pace to slow down his incoming orgasm. How would he ever get used to this level of pleasure? You were made for him. Takanobu reached over to pull some more pillows under your body so that you were more comfortable as he continued thrusting into you.
“Ugh, I can’t believe this is real.”
He moaned on your cheek, brushing his lips there.
Both of your bodies were coated in a layer of sweat, which Aone thought made you look so fucking attractive he couldn’t fucking believe it.
Turning on his dom!side because you’d teased him out, Aone made you keep the monokini on the entire time, only moving it to the side by your crotch so that he could ram into you after preparation. The feel of cloth stroking one side of his dick added to the stimulus.
You still hadn’t sat on his face like you promised which ticked Mountain Man off a bit since that is one of his biggest fantasies: but that just meant he went harder during sex—and fuck if it wasn’t exactly what you wanted from him!
“Oh, baby,” You moaned as he gave you a deep lingering kiss. Aone sucked on your tongue and it neared your orgasm like a mf.
“I’m going to cum again, Aone—“
Aone’s dick twitched inside you just from hearing those words and you cried out because his twitch stroked your g-spot and it felt so good.
Takanobu lifted a bit to hover over you so that you were facing him directly. As he continued to thrust, his eyes scanned your face. When all he could see was an expression of ecstasy set there, your eyes half lidded, tears on your face from pleasure, mouth open........ His dick twitched again. You moaned. He needed to stop doing that!
“Sorry. I can’t help it. You are stunning, Y/N.. and you feel amazing. I love you so so much.” Aone just couldn’t believe this was real. His praise kink was on 1,000 every time you two had sex. The feeling of you taking his dick so well and liking it, did something to him.
While what you two were doing was very raunchy and hot, Aone’s thoughts have never wavered completely from pure fluff. He kept thinking about how much he wanted you to be his wife one day so he could spend more time learning how to pleasure you even better. Being inside you and connecting ones bodies and juices literally made his heart explode with the same fireworks he felt when you first noticed him. Even if it seemed like he was just giving you a good fucking, in his heart he was always making love to you. You could see it in his eyes......in his rough slam but then tender stroke to make sure you were okay........You could see it in the way he kissed your tears away....and asked you if any and all positions worked for you.........You could see it in the way he’d much rather give you oral than receive it......You always came first to him, it was clear even during sex that Mountain Man was devastatingly in love with you. Sex only multiplied those emotions.
Aone removed your leg from his shoulder softly moving it to wrap around his waist. He leaned down to suck on your nipple that was on display because you’d pulled down your bikini for him to go gaga over see your boobs. He sexily bit your hard bud which made you arch your back, massaging it with his tongue right after.
Holy shit you didn’t deserve such a man!
One who made you feel so good but also so cared for during sex? He literally treated you like a fucking Queen, you could feel it when he held doors for you and when he fucked you. You tightened the grip your legs had around his waist. You wanted to keep him there. You loved him so much.
Peeking down at his ripped muscles contracting, you moaned his name: Aone’s weakness.
He looked at you, pondering how he has never seen a prettier person. How the fuck were you his?! Would he wake up soon from a dream? He couldn’t actually be the cause of this flushed erotic expression you’re making? The moans of his name? Fuck, realizing and admitting that he in fact—was, made Aone want to cum, like now. His dick twitched again because seeing your beautiful face and your expressions were a sure-fire way to get him to paint your pussy walls white, even before you’ve had a chance to finish. Ugh, but as bad as he wanted to, he refused to cum first. Mountain Man pulled out of you swiftly.
You whimpered from the loss.
“Y/N, I apologize. Please turn around. I cum way too fast when I see your face, love.”
You did as you were told because you don’t think there exists a better way for a guy to ask you to switch positions. You were happy you affected your man so. You spun onto your knees as Aone stroked his cock with his hand and licked his lips when you presented your ass to him. The ass he’d been watching all day in this bikini and dreaming about, fuck. Those guys talking about you were right, He really is so lucky.
Your soft-heart, hard-dick boyfriend didn’t need to shout at you what position to get in because you were just as good as sex and knew what he’d want as well. Like the flexible cheerleader you are, you leaned your top half down, forming the perfect doggystyle back-arch for your mountain man.
“Oh my God......, Y/N.”
he growled 😩. Seeing you fold the body he worships in half, bringing your entire chest to the bed but your ass sticking up - he almost came just by watching you get into position, you were that good. You decided to tease your hopelessly horny boyfriend a little and shake your ass cheeks a bit. Whereas Aone groaned again and immediately removed his hand from his length to stall his release.
You both were so close to your orgasms the anticipation was palpable!
“Aone, please put it in,” you said softly, missing the way he filled you up so perfectly.
Your boyfriend didn’t need any more instruction. He lined his tip up with your sex and ran it up and down your slick folds before slowly pushing in, placing his hands on your waist as your vagina slowly tried making room for his size again. It always took a while to re-enter because of his girth and length. You both groaned as he pushed in inch by inch, until finally, he was balls deep, making your eyes roll back into your head.
“Yesss, fuck me,” You whined.
Aone pulled a pillow under your stomach so your back wouldn’t hurt you and he was just about to bring you both to your third mind blowing orgasms—when
PING.
He was stopped by his phone ringing loudly on his bedside table.
Your boyfriend stopped moving when he saw his phone and you growled for the first time tonight.
Did Y/N just growl?? Aone thought. So hot! 🥵
“Aone. Don’t you fucking dare.” You ordered.
Aone rubbed your sides comfortingly before using his impressive wing span to lean forward and reach his phone on the nightstand. His best friend would only call him at this late hour if it was emergency. The two of them knew that, which is why Kenji always answered at this time for Aone. It was Aone’s duty as a best friend to return the favour for once.
When Aone leaned forward to grab the phone his dick entered you completely, rubbing against your g spot before he pulled back. You moaned into the pillow in front of you in erotic agony!
“I’m sorry. Just 5-seconds Y/N, he’s my best friend and I need to be there for him. He would do it for me, then we can continue.” Answering his phone while remaining in the same position, Aone heard Futakuchi speak right away.
“You answered,” he panted gratefully.
“What’s wrong?” Aone asked, concern evident in his voice. “It’s not like you to call me at this hour at all, Futakuchi.”
“I know.” He panted. “But I don’t know if I am going fucking crazy over the past few weeks and I need you to tell me if I am or not.”
“I’m here. I’m listening.” Aone reassured.
Meanwhile .....
Down on the bed in a perfect arch cockwarming your boyfriend, you pouted. Was he really answering the phone right now?! Granted, you would have done the same thing if Katana called at this hour, but....... AONE WAS YOURS AND YOU ARE SO CLOSE TO YOUR RELEASE !!!! 😣
“Would you say.... that when you were crushing on Y/N...... you felt.... weird..?” Kenji asked his best friend.
Aone’s was confused. “Weird? Weird like how?”
Frustrated from this cockwarming, you tried your best not to disrupt your boyfriend by rocking ever so gently so that his steady dick that wasn’t moving was still stimulating you. You moaned into the pillow again. Soooo good.
Aone sucked in a deep breath, pinching your side to stop you from rocking like that.
“You okay?” Kenji asked, hearing Aone suck in a short breath.
“Y-yes. Weird like how?”
On his end of the line, Futakuchi let out a long sigh. He sounded like someone who was really going through it. “Weird like......fuck, how do I even phrase this stupid shit: .......When you heard her name, your heart drops? When she, uh, smiles at you, it’s like everything is fine in your life for that split second?.......Um, her scent is like simultaneously something that can make me want to jack-off and write poetry about? It’s hard to explain.”
The silence was deafening for you since you couldn’t hear Futakuchi freaking out. Like the minx you are you started rocking your hips again desperately wanting release, rocking harder this time so that you were sliding your boyfriend in and out of you slightly yourself.
Fucking tight, Aone thought. Your movements feeling remarkable, Aone didn’t have the power to stop you this time. He only bit his lip and tried not to let any of his moans come out.
“Futakuchi, I know this is not what you want to hear but it s-sounds like you might be in love,”
Kenji made a choking sound on his side. “Disgusting. That’s what I was afraid of, I just needed a second opinion, so that I can crawl in a fucking hole and die. I mean.....LOVE?! How could this happen to me!” He practically sobbed as if he’d just been given a life-without-parole jail sentence.
Still meanwhile....
Feeling your orgasm approaching you again, you picked up the pace, beginning to grind on your boyfriends cock long and slow, biting your tongue in order to keep quiet.
Aone threw his head back and squeezed his eyes shut. You were very skilled in sex—and It was so hot—He was going to fucking cum.
“L-love is a g-good thing, Futakuchi.” A really fucking amazing thing, especially during sex—Aone thought to himself as he felt you slide his cock deep within your heavenly walls again. His balls tightened.
“No it’s not. It turns big guys like us into simps. I don’t even recognize myself ever since I started liking her, it’s gross. I catch myself thinking about when I’ll see her next, and I went to that pool party just to spend time with her and—“
“Oh, right....” Aone bit his lip to keep himself from moaning, recalling the fact that Kenji said there’s a girl he wanted to see at the pool party. But Aone doesn’t recall seeing his friend spending time with anyone particularly new or special the whole day......
“You will come to love love once you two are together, Kenji, I p-promise. but I S-still don’t understand.....why call me now about this? At this hour?”
You had picked up the pace again, your stomach coiling because your orgasm was near. You used the mattress as leverage as you threw your ass back with your boyfriend’s cock deep inside you, driving you both toward the edge.
Kenji let out an exasperated sigh on the other line. “Because I just had a wet dream about her!!!! It’s a third night in a row. I thought they’d go away but they didnt! So now I’m calling you, and I’m freaking out. Fuck I’m as pathetic as Koganegawa!.”
Aone could hear the panic in his friends voice: making him feel awful. It was finally Mountain Man’s turn to give advice because usually Kenji knew everything—just not when it came to love. “
“That’s okay....... I went through everything you are feeling, but the good thing is that you are much more confident than I am, Kenji-san. You will get your girl so much easier...”
Not being able to stand your slow and torturous pace anymore, Aone licked his thumb then used it to stroke your clit. If he was about to cum you were going to come with him. Since you didn’t expect it, you cried out at the pleasurable touch, grinding on him faster to trigger your release.
“What was that?” Futakuchi asked quickly, hearing a distant cry.
“Erm.... nothing. It’s a cat outside. Um—so when are you going to ask her out?”
Good save.
Kenji whined in anguish at the new question. “That’s just the thing, Aone.....”
You rolled your hips at the same time as Kenji tried explaining, causing Aone to have enough.
“—S-sorry. Can you hold for a second, Futakuchi-san? I need to deal with this cat and then I’ll be back. 2 minutes.” He bit back a groan when he felt you clench around him at his cat innuendo. “Actually, 1 minute.” Aone corrected himself, muting his phone and tossing it to the side.
“Oh you are going to be the death of me, Y/N......you feel so g-good.....”
Mountain Man growled deep in his chest before he roughly grabbed your hips in his large hands and thrusted inside you: deep, hard, and fast. The way you love it.
You moaned uncontrollably, tears staining your cheeks as you were thrown over the edge into ecstasy, orgasming harder than the other two times tonight. Your moans of his name took your boyfriend with you, as he emptied out his balls deep into the condom, filling it 3 quarters of the way. Fu-uck. 😩
You both tried catching your breath as the giant collapsed beside you on the bed, you still cockwarming him.
You slipped him out of you and passed him back his phone, getting up to go get cleaned. Aone wiped the sweat off his brow before returning to his phone call.
“You deal with the cat?” Futakuchi asked.
Aone blushed. “Yes. For now..... sorry about that. So what were you saying?”
“You asked me when I’m going to ask my ew.....crush🤢....bleh...... out.”
“Oh yes! When?!”
Kenji paused for a long time.
Now that Aone’s dick wasn’t inside you anymore, he was able to think much more clearly as his blood distribution went back to his brain. Aone realized that whoever Kenji liked was really troubling his best friend. His best friend that NEVER had any issues with girls, EVER. It was strange.
“What’s wrong, Futakuchi-san? I’m here for you, you know that right?”’
Kenji groaned.
“I know I know you are. It’s just that.......when it comes to this girl.........”
“Yes....?” Mountain man pressed.
Kenji sounded defeated when he said what he needed to say next:
“Well you see the thing is......... Koganegawa has a crush on the same girl, and—“
Immediately, Aone sat up on his bed in alarm. There was no way.!
“KUSA?!” Mountain Man shouted into the phone, making Y/N drop her toothbrush out of the her mouth with alarmed eyes too.
Kenji groaned again, obviously distraught.
“Kusa.” He confirmed.
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Survey #458
“i was unprepared for fame, then everybody knew my name”
What does your doormat say? I... actually am not sure. I don't pay any attention. What do you order from most sit down restaurants? Chicken tenders are my go-to safe option, ha ha. Or shrimp. Who was the last person you talked about love/relationships with? Sara. I wanted her advice. Where was the last place you thought about having sex, other than your bed? This was way too long ago, dude. Do you remember the last time you went against someone’s advice? Very recently. :x What day would you consider the best day of your life? Why? Idk, really. Would you say you’re too experienced or too unexperienced for your age? I am embarrassingly unexperienced. What is your favorite neon color? Ever buy nail polish that color? Hot pink. I don't care for nail polish. Has anyone ever mistaken you to be a member of the opposite sex? No. What is the greatest source of happiness in your life? Uhhhh... What was the last charity/cause you donated to? Children With Hair Loss, when I cut a shitload of my hair off for the style I have now. Getting that certificate that my hair was used is to this day one of the warmest feelings I've ever experienced. Who was the last person you got a handwritten letter from? Sara. What is something you know very little about? Economics. Have any of your worst fears ever come true? Yes. I lost Jason. Is anyone in your family divorced? My parents, three of my siblings (all have since gotten remarried and are very happy<3), and I'm sure more distant relatives, too. Does your family go ‘all out’ during the holidays? No. How often in a year do you go to the mall to get new clothes? Pretty much never. Who was the last person to call you beautiful? What was your reaction? Someone on Facebook when I updated my profile pic, probably. I was very flattered, of course. As someone with a SHIT self-image, it means a lot to me. Do you ever get paranoid about who your significant other hangs out with? I'm single, but hypothetically, nope. Did you ever call any teachers by their first name? Who? Some, but only because they preferred it. I don't remember all of them, other than it was common in college. Do you blow-dry, towel-dry or air-dry your hair? Towel-dry and best I can first, then let it air-dry. Have you ever wanted to be in a band? ... One of the reasons I chose to go to actual school instead of homeschooling when I started HS was because I liked the thought of making actual friends and maybe being a guitarist if any wanted to start bands lmao. What is your favorite flavor of gum? Watermelon, probs. Are you a good leader? lol no Would you ever go bear hunting? I'm strictly opposed to hunting for sport, but even if I wasn't, I would NOT be going after bears. Have you ever picked flowers out of someone else’s garden without asking? Wow, no. Have you ever won money by entering a contest/raffle? No. Who is your favorite philosopher? I don't have one. What restaurant would you choose to go to for breakfast? I'm a v basic bitch and love me some Waffle House lmfao. How much money do you think you cost your parents? I. Don't. Want. To. Know. With so much medical stuff... holy shit. Do you eat any meat other than turkey on Thanksgiving? I eat spiral ham, because I don't like turkey in that form. Does your cat give you kitty kisses? Yes. :') Have you ever lost anyone close to cancer? Close, no. My mom was a close call, though... Her cancer was very, very close to being stage 4. Have you ever been to a waterpark? Yeah, as a kiddo. Describe the person you like/love in one word: Hilarious. Do you enjoy creative writing? Hell yeah man. If so, what things do you like writing about the most? Meerkats in a fantasy setting. Do you own any windchimes? Yes. Mom has one, I believe. Have you ever been known for something extremely negative? No. Would you say you’ve made a lot of people proud? Hell no. Have you ever been in a relationship with someone for over a year? Twice. Do you still have feelings for any of your exes? I think I've made that abundantly obvious in the past few surveys lmao. Does your birth name mean anything in another language or sense? It just means "of Britain." I wish my name had better meaning, lol. What is your favorite desert? THE KALAHARI because MEERKATS!!!!!!!!!!! :') Have you ever been called a good kisser? Well not directly, but no one's ever complained? Have you ever stepped on a bee? No. Who is your newest friend? Hmmm... I haven't made a new friend in a very long time. Tell me something about yourself that you don’t normally tell people. I'm an RPer. The last song you heard, what does it make you think of? That I wish I was NEARLY as hot as her lmao. What do you like about your birthday? We go out to eat wherever I want, yum. The person you’re thinking about - what are you thinking about them? That he needs to mESSAGE ME BACK Are you currently sick at all? No. Has anyone ever asked for your autograph? Er, no. What’s one subject that makes you feel uncomfortable? Sex. Who did you last send a friend request to? Idk. What candy makes your face pucker? None that I've tried. I handle sour treats very well. Do you believe that the number 13 is unlucky? No. Do you know any marines? Jason's dad was one. What’s your favorite Halloween movie? Hocus Pocus. :') Do you know anyone who does a lot of pills? I guess me, but they're prescription pills, and I don't abuse them. Mom has a lot, too. Who’s your favorite rapper? And your favorite song by this rapper? Eminem. Either "Love the Way You Lie" or "Space Bound." Has anyone ever made a promise to you that they’d change? Who? No. Have you ever had the cops called on you? For what? Nope. What race do you see the most in your neighborhood? African American. Have you ever walked in on someone accidentally while they were nude? No, I don't think so. Have you ever wanted to get your monroe pierced? Nah, it'd look weird on me. Do you own anything that involves Betty Boop? Nope. Can you remember the last song you listened to? Yeah; I'm listening to Lauren Babic and Halocene's cover of Linkin Park's "Bleed It Out" right now. What is your favourite flavour of Skittles? The sour ones!! Red was always my favorite. Who taught you how to ride a bike? My dad. Who of the opposite sex has seen you at your worst? Girt. Jason is a very close second, but Girt... he saw me at rock fucking bottom. He just showed up at the hospital unannounced after my suicide attempt (he knew because yay for writing a stupid fucking suicide note on Facebook) to help comfort me. He saw me dead to the fucking world and just done with everything. When’s the last time you were on the phone after 2 AM? Wow... probably not since a few days before the aforementioned suicide attempt and I called Jason's landline, desperate to talk to him. His mom picked up and talked to me for like two whole fucking hours. I'm tearing up pretty bad just remembering it, seeing as she's dead now... She cared for me so much. I miss her so, so much. Enough of this question, I'm about to start sobbing. :x What would you do if your best friend got an abortion? Honestly? Be relieved. I really don't think her body could handle pregnancy. What would you do if your father left your mother? That happened, and I hated him for years. What would you do if your bf/gf’s face became mutilated in an accident? Love them all the same. I don't care about appearances. What is the weirdest thing you have ever seen in your life? *shrug* Have you ever dated two different people with the same name? No. That would be so weird. What are you deathly afraid of? Pregnancy. Internal parasites. Which unborn babies technically are. Do you know anyone who’s addicted to drugs and, if so, are you friends with them? I know many potheads, and one I'm pretty close with. Have you ever owned a golf cart before and, if so, what color was it? No. Do you have a sibling who’s a complete deadbeat and, if so, which sibling is it? Definitely not. All my siblings are hard workers that have dreams and aspirations they're either working towards or have achieved. Do you own the new Guitar Hero and, if so, what’s your favorite song on it? I have no clue what the newest one is. My favorite song to play in any of the games though is The Eagles' "Hotel California." It just feels good to play, and the ending solo fuckin' slams. Have you ever done anything dangerous enough to have risked your life? An overdose on cold medicine. What was the most length you’ve ever cut off your hair and why did you cut it? 8+ inches because I no longer wanted long hair. Have you ever overcome a disease that was life-threatening and, if so, which one? No.
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So... Today is my Frank's birthday. Yes it is May 1st deal with it. BUT, here we are again with MORE of the Frank Brothers! I told myself I was gonna do this cuz it would be nice and I'm finding myself liking this AU. So James belongs to (again~) @franks-mixtape! As for the Julie (same one from the previous one) that one belongs to my bf. So.. Happy Birthday to my boy, big ol’ boofer you are. And Luke I tried to make sure I still got a mellow raven tone right cuz hi I haven’t been writing in a while.
NOTE!!!! This would take place after the valentine’s fic. So meaning that Fenik and James met in 1995 which carried onto 1996 (year in-game legion disappeared). As for the first wolf bros fic, that one was like.. an in the middle thing. So yeah.
Warning(s): cursing, teenager stuff lol
Don’t forget to like, reblog, and follow if ya wanna see more! (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤
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Due to a teacher, the pack of Fairview knew about one of Frank's birthdays. On January 18th on a Thursday, the teacher for physics during roll call had briefly announced it when he called out James’s name. This information was quick to be relayed, since Joey was there in the class to hear Julie, Susie, and the other Frank, Fenik as his middle name goes.
Good on Fenik’s part for having a free period since he was quick to leave the school and hurried off to see about something simple to get his brother. Though... Any sort of gift or a word of cheer was met with hostility and retaliation. Of course, this worried the hell out of the three. Fenik only knew about what really happened and as to why his brother hated his own birthday a few days later when the raven-haired teen came stumbling to his brother’s home drunk off his ass and told the whole story.
Damn near broke the russet-haired Morrison’s heart at it...
Fast-forward to March. It was something about after valentine’s that Julie wondered about Fenik’s birthday, and had brought up this thought to his brother, Joey, and Susie. James was quick to be against it and said to drop it with a snap. He may not know what horrors his other half went through, but Fenik’s been the wolf the longest and had yet to ever snap. And he didn’t want to risk that. The last thing he honestly wanted (but never admitted) was for there to be a fight and for any of them to be hurt or worse, killed.
Of course, it brought on determination to mix with curiosity. Which was a bad mix when it comes to Julie since she went over to the russet-haired teen's foster home. Her last class was a free period, so it made it easy to get up and leave without really sticking around. Since it's most likely the couple has his papers upon fostering, it would have his date of birth on it.
"So... He's a May baby?"
"That's right. And on the first, no less," Audrey responded with a nod. A look crossed her face, then the woman turned to look at the young girl. "Do you think he wants to do anything for his birthday? With what he's been through, I think it would be nice."
Julie casted her eyes to the side, brown orbs focusing on a cross country trophy with a figure in a running position with the words '2nd Place: Fairview' engraved at the bottom.
"His brother says it would be a bad idea to do anything after what happened on his birthday."
"You mean, the other Frank? His half brother?"
"Mhm. He doesn't know what would happen if we do something for him. Though, I do agree since raven head threw a big fit on his birthday. Frank knows what happened, but hasn't told us."
Audrey nodded in understanding. Seeing as the two have the same father, of course, they would confide in each other. She does remember back in January that night when she went to check on the (unknowingly) wolf, that she saw the two in Fenik's bed. Amber eyes had looked over with a gesture for her to be silent. From what she could see of the passed-out teenager, was that he smelt of alcohol and just barely could see cheeks stained with tears.
"Then... How about a gift?"
That made Julie think. She wouldn't really know what he would want seeing as there's quite a bit he keeps to himself and or only shares with James. So she just shrugged. At least they have till May to think it over.
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May 1st was only about a week away. The pack had about a full month to plan on what to do. Even though it was on a Wednesday, the weekend could be used up for the group. Despite his best efforts with telling them it's a bad idea, James caved and (reluctantly) agreed to help out to see what things caught his brother's eye.
So far, nothing. But, the raven-haired 19-year-old, on his first hunt, noticed something about the russet-haired teen. It was after they took down a moose, how Fenik managed to detach the head with a snap of the spine and the sickening ripping sound of flesh and muscles. James had... no idea how much blood was truly on the both of them till Fenik shifted back.
Blood covered his mouth and chin, running down his neck to his shirt under his jacket. And his hands were *drenched* from biting and attacking the moose. Back to the point, the black pelted wolf watched how the skin on the head was cut off with a knife the other had stowed away. It clicked that way. Bones/Skulls were of his interest with how he was careful with it and set it up against a tree.
"Whatcha doin' there fuzz butt?"
"Ideas are needed. Plus, gotta draw out your first hunting band! You're a Morrison, brother. And, maybe, if you'd like. A new skull. I'm thinkin' flesh hanging off the antlers."
"That's... bitchin. But, for another day. I'm cool with the band."
Fenik nodded, then finished what he was doing before shifting back and headed back over to his brother. It did surprise James when the rust-colored wolf took a big ol' bite out of the carcass and *swallowed* it down. He decided not to make a comment and tried it out himself. Weird how as a wolf the taste of raw meats doesn't taste so bad.
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Since the days have gotten warmer with summer coming, clothes were lighter so no one overheated. At lunch, it was clear to the others how relaxed Fenik looked, not minding when his soon-to-be teammates from track & field would come over and pat him on the back to wish him a happy 19th and some even gave him 10 or 5 bucks (10 = about 8. 5 = about 4). He didn't mind *that* part one bit.
When school was out, the pack stood outside the steps as per usual. Well, except Joey till he did hop down the steps with a pretty big grin on his face. This made the two Morrisons and Julie look over with a raised brow.
"Somethin' up, Joe?"
"Yup! So, ya know how you told us you and raven head here went on his first hunt, yeah?"
Fenik nodded slowly, suspicious of what the tallest of their group was going on about. He heard his brother sigh in his head and go on about how he tried to tell them not to. "Yeaaaah?"
"And ya got all those tattoos n such, right?"
"Joey... What did you do."
The 18-year-old smiled and took off his backpack. Opening it, he withdrew a bag (that he most likely stashed in his locker) and handed it over. The russet-haired teen blinked as he took it, peaking in with amber eyes. Reaching in, he withdrew a box no bigger than the length of his forearm.
"A stick n poke?"
"Yeah! Well, we know that you do pretty well in art and that from some of the stuff you've shown us, you do all those dots that create really cool images."
"Stipple. That's what the media is called."
"Yeah, th-"
"JOEY YOU DIDN'T WAIT FOR ME!"
Susie came running down the steps with what looks like a book in her hand that she's waving about. Turns out the book was a sketchbook. At first, there was a slow build of concern and worry with how quiet he is, that is till they all felt a wave of sadness mixed with happiness. Hearing Fenik sniffle with a smile on his face was something.
"Sorry ah... I've.. never really celebrated my birthday. Always thought of it as bad since I was put in the system a day before my birthday. And.. all the others after that in every home, they just took the extra money I was supposed to get every May."
He ended it by muttering how the families thought it was bonus money. There were shared looks at that. Put in the system before turning 8. Ouch... James then leaned onto his brother's side, feeling him lean back. He isn't good with words, but as they say, actions speak louder than words.
After that exchange was done, the five all went home. Even after that day, Fenik was a bit snide on the fact that the other two didn't really get him anything. But, maybe Joey just had a higher knowledge? Though that didn't seem right, James did know about it as well.
The silence that followed didn't make any sense till Friday.
When the russet-haired teen got home, he was confused. One moment James hurried off to his house, then the next moment he was at the door of his house with his backpack.
"Bro, what the hell are you doin?"
"Waiting on you, and the others."
"Others?"
James just motioned for him to open the door, when he did, his parents were there waiting with bags of what he could tell is camping gear.
"Uh... What is going on?"
Mitch looked up upon hearing the teen and stood there proudly with a smile on his face as he gestured to the two big bags that hold two separate tents, rolled up sleeping bags, bags that probably have food and blankets, and other things.
"When was the last time you've been camping?"
"Uh... Six years ago? I think? Why?"
"We thought it would be nice to go down to the lake. Minnewanka to be exact," Audrey exclaimed with a smile. James let out a snort of a laugh from behind at the name, which the woman ignored before turning her attention to the people that walked up to the door.
"And we thought it would be nice to bring your friends and your brother! That's why they have their bags for the weekend."
Fenik turned his head to look over his shoulder to see Susie, Joey, and Julie there with what were their backpacks that were once full of school supplies, but now hold clothing. It took a moment for him to put the pieces together and his eyes widened.
"Wait, is this for my birthday?"
The six people in the room all smiled with nods of their heads. This made him get excited and rushed over to the stairs and his steps thundered as he ran up to his room. The raven-haired teen went up after the silence that followed after his other half left, wanting to avoid the awkward standing without knowing what to say.
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The trip was long, but the weather made up for it. Susie, Joey, and Julie were in the backseat, mainly because the brothers insisted since they wanna sit in the truck bed. Honestly, the happiness that radiated from both was astounding considering the many shit foster homes they had.
It was Fenik who insisted that they howl out along the ride, mainly to be idiots in his excitement but, as far as he knows James probably hasn't tried to before. The sound though, was loud when conjoined from the two. Joey ended up sticking his head out to do it as well, Susie had turned down her hearing aid to make it easier to join in from her head coming out of the back window. Julie just chuckled with a roll of her eyes with Mitch and Audrey.
Upon getting there, a spot was reserved for them marked in outdoor safe spray paint. What was odd was how it was marked F.J. Fenik looked to the two adults, assuming it was a way to mark as him and Julie, that was till they looked at James with worried yet hopefully glances.
"We thought it would be nice to celebrate both your birthdays. From when I last saw you, James. You passed out in your brother's arms and looked like you've been crying."
There was a visible flinch from the raven-haired teen at that. He did remember getting drunk and stumbling to the other's home. He couldn't remember all that he said in his drunken stupor, but he did remember that he mentioned why he hates his own birthday. It clicked in his head right there and he stared at the two adults before muttering a low: "Why..."
"We may not know the reason why, and we know we were told to not do anything for you in the future but..."
"What the old bag is trying to say is, why not knock out two birds with one stone in the best way possible. At least y'all can go out and let all the crazies inside, out."
Green eyes sought out to hopefully lock with amber eyes, and they did, but it felt like there was a gentle coax in James's mind.
*'Ya might as well go with it. They ain't easy with "no" for an answer. But, they mean well. Honest.'*
The 19-year-old looked back at the two adults who were scolding each other from Mitch calling Audrey an 'old bag.' Looking down to the marker, he toed at it before letting out a sigh.
"Alright. But just this once. No more shit after it," He concluded. That caught the two's attention, but they nodded in understanding. For the rest of the time till dinner, they set up the two tents. One for the adults, the other for the teenagers. It was nice that a grill was there since hamburgers, salmon, and what other things they brought in cans were cooked.
It was Susie who declared that any gifts that were brought were to be given. She ended up giving Fenik a scarf she made, an infinity scarf that's a big circle. Course, he put that on. The one from Julie was... Questionable. It was a collar and a leash which promoted James to point and cackle like a mad man.
"AWW YOU GONNA TAKE YOUR WITTLE PUBBY OUT FOR WALKIES!!" He wheezed out, just howling with laughter before yelping when his brother had taken the leash and snapped it like what people do with belts. As a joke (they both know), the younger of the two chased after the eldest yelling about tying him up to a tree. The adults didn't get it, but the teenagers did and Joey fell down from wheezing so much.
When it all calmed down, Fenik yelped at a toy hitting his head and plopping onto the ground. A *squeaky* toy. He just glared at his brother who snickered, making the joke about the collar and leash worse. He muttered a 'thanks' to it before stopping at feeling something plush be placed on his head. He let it land in his lap to see a folded up plaid blanket, blue and red in color with its usual mixed colored squares when it comes to two colors. Thick in material too, meant to keep one warm.
*'It's not every night we get to run around the forest like some shitty dystopian forest novel, so I thought why not get something that'll ease ya when we're apart.'*
Fenik brought it up to his face to rub his face on it, but the fact that it was practically coated in James's scent honestly did bring him comfort that he kinda just... sat there with his face in it silently before lifting his face up with a smile on it. It was easy to tell that he's pleased about it.
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Did they go night swimming? Yes. There was a bit of daylight left so it made swimming perfect for the teenagers as they did their best to not be so loud to disturb other sleeping campers. Of course they couldn't help the squeaks and yelps that were let out from falling in and water being splashed. Joey ended up calling it good and declared he's heading back to dry off and sleep. Susie followed after. Julie did as well, after wishing the both of them 'Happy Birthday' and kissing the both of them on the cheek.
It left the two Morrisons there on the shoreline, sitting there gazing out as the last bit of light faded and allowed for their eyes to adjust and adapt to the dark. Fenik went over to the lump that is his towel and unrolled it to pull out his newly acquired blanket, only to see a little box plop out. Confused, he picked it up as he headed over to his brother and sat down to drape the blanket over the both of them.
Before he could even ask, James nudged him to open it. He didn't press on but listened and ended up withdrawing a cord necklace tied around what looks like a tip of an antler. It was engraved too with what appears to be a half of a wolf face, but the lines were dyed green. That's when he noticed another one with the other half of the face and lines dyed red.
The raven-haired teen took both. The one with the red lines he put on around his neck, then fitted the one with the green lines around his brother's neck. A matching set, but the one the russet-haired one had was bigger, until it clicked as to why.
"Remember that box ya showed me of those pieces of bones you've collected or snapped off?" When Fenik nodded as a response, he kept going. "I took the tip from that moose we took down, then this one that I have from the deer you told me you hunted. So I thought, why the hell not?"
"And you made a matching set out of them... Thank you..."
James nodded with a half smile, then his eyes followed as his brother stood up. He did the same and shifted after Fenik did. Compared to the walking hellfire the rusted colored wolf is, he's a shadow with orbs to lure in those that are unsuspecting. Together, it was just two big overgrown dogs that caused chaos like puppies.
#very long#holy shit why did this take forever#and why is it so ffffffuckin long#I curse myself lol#also I do miss writing for these two hdbhgfbhgcdf#brother franks au#frank morrison#julie kostenko#susie dbd#joey dbd#dbd#legion dbd#wolf frank#my writings
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~ 30 Questions Tag ~
Got tagged by @illicitfuck thank you Rei for thinking of me <3 you made my day you have no idea how much I love tags and answering questions :D
1) name/nickname: Not sharing my real name on here and I also don’t really have a nickname but I use Persephone for writing and stuff so maybe you could say that that is my nickname. (Feel free to call me Persephone on here if you want to :D)
2) star sign: Taurus
3) height: 5′3 / 160 cm
4) birthday: May 6th
5) favorite bands: Måneskin (thanks Rei for already putting them here :P :D), The Rolling Stones, The Bee Gees, Muddy What?, Santana, Rosenstolz, Electric Light Orchestra, BAP, Smokie and a lot more that don’t come to my mind right now :D
6) time: 9:30 pm
7) favorite solo artists: Oh god let me think I don’t even listen to that many solo artists on a regular basis (like in more than just a few songs of them)... okay here is what came to my mind: Lucky Dube, Suzi Quatro, Frank Sinatra, Harpo... that’s all I could come up with sorry :D
8) song stuck in your head: Amandoti Cover by Måneskin
9) last movie you watched: Twilight
10) Dream Trip: Right now I just want to be somewhere at the ocean like Italy or Greece (but somewhere not so touristy because I don’t like people :D) and just chill there and relax. My future dream trip I hope I can do after my graduation in 2 years is going to Botswana for 2 Month.
11) Last Show: Young Royals on Netflix
12) When I Created This Blog: When I started writing fanfictions about 3 years ago.
13) What I Post: Whatever I am obsessed with which right now is Måneskin :D and random thoughts or stuff I like or find funny or important :D Idk I just post about whatever I like :D
14) Last thing I googled: “In which direction to turn your key to open the front door ” (The story behind this: I moved into a new apartment two weeks ago and it’s all new and it has super heavy doors that are so fucking hard to open and after desperately trying to unlock the stupid door for five minutes I wasn’t so sure anymore about which way is the right way to turn the key because neither way worked and I was afraid of breaking the key if I accidently turn it to hard in the wrong direction. End of story: I called my bf almost crying asking if he remembered which direction is the right one and he did and then I tried again with full force and the damn thing finally opened)
15) Other Blogs: None
16) Do I get asks? Sometimes but not many but I’d love to get more so if you wanna ask me anything or talk to me please feel free it always makes me so happy if people want to talk to me :)
17) Why I Chose My URL: Because it’s who I am, just another obsessed fangirl :D
18) Following: 167
19) Followers: Tumblr says 1212 but most of these are bots because if I post something there are usually about 10 people who interact with my posts (unless something goes viral in a tag of course) It’s very annoying because I’d actually like to know how many people are really following me and are interested in my stuff but I guess I’ll just never know...
20) Average Hours Of Sleep: I need 7-8 hours minimum and if I get less than 6 hours I feel like shit
21) Lucky Number: 13, 7, 2, 21 (just numbers I like for whatever reason when I was a teenager 13 definitely was my lucky number)
22) Instruments: None because sadly I have no musical talent :/ I tried to teach myself playing guitar when I was 16 but I failed :D But I am actually thinking of trying to learn an instrument again these days just because I find it very cool to make your own music and it’s just such a nice way to express yourself and tbh also because of Vic De Angelis and her bass :D
23) What Am I Wearing: I just took a bath and just put on some comfy clothes after so I am simply wearing sweat pants and one of my bf’s shirts I stole from him because I like oversized shirts :D
24) Dream Job: Being an actress. It simply is my passion. Right now I am studying social work though (which I like too) but I am trying to do some acting on the side because seriously when I am infront of a camera I just feel like that’s where I belong. I just did some filming in May and June and when I was on set I realized that I haven’t been that happy and didn’t feel that much like myself since years and even if it’s just a no budget movie for now it’s like one step closer to my dream. Also I could totally imagine working part time as a social worker but also doing acting jobs because it would certainly put some pressure off if I’d have a steady income and can just choose whatever projects I like without necessarily having to earn a living with it (not that I’d complain lol) :D
25) Favorite Food: Pasta & Potatoes in any form. :D Oh and Antipasti because I just love having many different dishes to choose from.
26) Tea or Coffee: I drink neither of it regularly.
27) Nationality: German.
28) Favorite Song: Right now Vent’anni by Måneskin (and basically half of their discography)
29) Last Book I Read: The midnight rose by Lucinda Riley
30) Top 3 Fictional Universes I Would Like To Live In:
1. Harry Potter Universe (because we don’t like JKR in this house but we certainly love the Potterverse especially if we can make it so queer that JKR would faint lol)
2. Maybe “Die jungen Ärzte” (= ”The young doctors”) It’s a german medical drama series maybe you could compare it to Grey’s Anatomy just less dramatic and with more happy endings :D anyway I just love that series and the actors and the characters and I’d really like to live in that universe just so I could for once have such caring and nice doctors treating me who’d magically find a solution for my chronic illness just like they always do on TV :D
3. Idk does the kind of fictional Universe where I am friends with Måneskin count? :D
I am tagging: @parva-noctua @ginny-lily @bexfangirlforlife and everyone who wants to do this, no pressure though :)
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twenty questions
Tagged by the lovely @junglecassidy yes you are lovely
what do you prefer to be called name-wise ?
just Kaley, i mean idk even if you just call me heelstylerollins it's good haha
when is your birthday ?
july 7th
where do you live ?
parts unknown, somewhere over on Mexico, im not saying were
three things you're doing right now ?
watching “wwe day of hell in a cell” and i’m supposed to be writing and listening to music
four fandoms that have peaked your interest
ummm wrestling has been my main obsession for a LONG time but i will say i love (and i feel kinda basic saying this) Marvel and Star Wars, and i also really love Avatar: The Last Airbender, i became a fan much later than most, growing up i only liked X-men, Power Rangers and then wrestling, i saw Star Wars and ATLA like 3 years ago.
how has the pandemic been treating you ?
well i’m really asocial so it’s not a problem in that regard, but work wise i stayed at home for two months but i have been working for the most part of the year.
a song you can't stop listening to right now ?
to clarify, i’m not into kpop but i’ve had BTS’s Dynamite stuck in my head
recommend a movie
i forget everything when people ask me stuff ... umm Shazam from DC yep its a fun movie go watch it
how old are you ?
24
school, university, occupation, other ?
i did school leave me alone lol i work at a music store and no i'm not a musician, i’ve said it before but i wish i would have the courage and i wish my neck didn’t hurt so i could be a wrestler because i’m stuck obsessed with this thing.
i’ll say it until it’s true, i want to be a published autor.
do you prefer heat or cold ?
where i live it's a very hot area, im not kidding when i say we call it ‘Fire Nation’ so i like cold weather but not REALLY cold
name one fact others may not know about you
i hate dressing up, i only own t-shirts, jeans and sneakers and i don’t really use makeup.
if it were up to me i would go to work with my pjs
are you shy ?
yes i’ve struggled all my life with it, but like i'm also very quiet and if i don’t have anything to say i don’t talk and people didn’t like that and made me feel bad for not talking, it took me a long time to be comfortable enough to small talk and now im good at it, doesn’t mean i want to tho
preferred pronouns
she/her
biggest pet peeves ?
people talking over me, like if you shut up for i second i might say what i need to say?
what is your favorite "dere" type ?
i read it's something about anime idk i don’t care lol
rate your life from 1-10, 1 being crappy, 10 being the best it could be
id said like an 8
what's your main blog ?
this is it man, been here since 2014 i think
list your side blogs and what they're used for
i’m on @heelstylerollinswriting for fics and @theocassidy making gifs and edits for OC and BF
is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends ?
if you want to talk to me you can, i will be happy to talk and i know i sound friendly but i’m really bad at conversations, so i’m sorry if i leave you mid way?
also if you want me to talk ask me about wrestling like literally it's the only thing i know about
Tagging @wxstethenxght @flawlessglamazon @your-darkdiva
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Have you ever hugged someone for over a minute? Hm. I don’t think I have for that long, but maybe.
Would you ever get a tattoo on your collar bone? Nooo.
Would you take the 3 minute beatdown to be in a gang? Um, no... Do you check your texts right away when you receive them? Not always.
Has the last person you texted ever been mad at you before? Yes.
Have you ever searched for your house on Google Earth? Ha, yeah. I remember when that was the new thing the first thing a lot of people did was search their own house. Out of everything we could look at lol.
How old do you look? Early 20s.
Do you like movie nights? Yeah.
Is there a trampoline in your backyard? Nope.
Does the thought of having children scare you? I’m not having children.
Are you nice to everyone? I think so.
Would you rather date someone older than you or younger? Older. Not by a lot, though.
Are you excited for anything happening in the next week? No.
What will you be doing in the next 2 hours? I should try and attempt sleep.
Who did you talk to on the phone last? My mom.
Does it make you uncomfortable when you receive a compliment? It’s just awkward cause I’m awkward.
When you are home alone at night and hear strange noises, are you afraid someone is going to break in? Thankfully, I’m never home alone at night.
Do you wake up cranky? Sometimes. I’m typically just a zombie, though, until I’ve had coffee.
What is on your wrists right now? Nothing.
Are you a beach, country, or city person? Well, I live in the city but I love the beach.
Are you an official couple with the last person you kissed? Nope. Never was.
Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now? No.
Do you like someone? I’m not interested in anyone in the romantic sense, currently.
Are you happier now or three months ago? Wasn’t happy then or now.
What’s the greatest thing that happened to you today? Nothing has really happened so far, it’s only 5:45AM.
How old do you think you will be when you finally have kids? Sigh.
Are you waiting for something? For the weather to finally feel like fall.
If you could change your eye color would you? Yeah. I wish I had blue or green eyes.
What was the weather like today? It’s supposed to be 93F today aka too hot. Sighhhh.
Do you think you’ll be married in ten years? Nope.
Does your ex still love/like you? Nope.
Are you stubborn? Ohh yes.
Do you tend to hold a grudge? No.
Where were you at 9am this morning? It hasn’t been 9AM, yet, but I know I’ll be right here in bed.
How has the week been? It’s just starting.
Did you go out or stay in last night? Stayed in of course. I don’t go out anymore, even pre-covid. It’s been a few years.
Something you do a lot? Worry.
How many states have you lived in? Just one.
Can you commit to one person? Yes.
Who was the last person to hold your hand? My doggo, ha.
How many chances do you tend to give people before enough is enough? I give out many chances. Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 years? My mom has and always will be my best friend.
What do you miss most about your ex? He made me laugh like no other. He was just a fun guy to be around. That was also part of the issue, though. We could never have a serious conversation because he turned everything into a joke.
Are you attracted to the last person that kissed you? Not anymore.
What’s a fact about the last person you kissed? He’s into writing, photography, and drawing.
Something you really want right now? My back to stop hurting.
How long have you liked the person you like? I don’t like anyone in that way.
Does any part of your body hurt right now? Yes.
Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed? Probably.
Can you recall the last time you liked someone? Yeah, back in 2016.
Are you happy with the way things are going? No.
Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now? Nope.
What plans do you have for tomorrow? Same stuff, different day.
Has a friendship ended recently that you wish hadn’t? Not recently, it’s been a few years now.
Have you ever given your ALL to someone who walked away? Yes.
Have you ever kissed the last person you texted? No.
Do you and your last ex hate each other? No.
When was the last time you were sick? I feel crappy in some way or another all the time, but as far as like a cold or something not since earlier this year.
Are you one of those people who are always cold? No, I’m always hot.
Do you tend to waste a lot of money? I can get carried away sometimes with stuff I don’t need, but this year I think I’ve been pretty good for the most part.
Have you ever regretted kissing someone? No.
When was the last time you got a haircut? Back in February.
Did you sing at all today? Not as of yet.
Would you rather be able to control the weather or control traffic? The weather, most definitely.
Do you own any articles of clothing with skulls on it? Yeah.
Are you faster at text messaging or typing on the computer? Typing on the computer.
If you won a trip to a nude beach would you go or give the trip away? Aw, it can’t be a regular beach? lol. I don’t care to see a bunch of people in the nude and I certainly wouldn’t be nude.
In your opinion which is the stronger emotion: love or hate? Both are very strong, intense emotions.
Tongue piercings - cute or trashy? Not my thing.
When it comes to jeans: skinny, flared or boot cut? Only skinny jeans.
Would you rather be a star ballerina or a star break dancer? Neither would be possible for me.
When it comes to Baseball would you rather be on the field or in the stands? Neither.
I’ve got to know, who do you prefer: Mario or Luigi? Luigi.
Have you ever changed clothes in a public area (not a dressing room)? Nooo.
How many months apart is your birthday from your best friends? Two months.
Yes or no: Techno music? No.
Yes or no: pigtails? Not for me.
They say diamonds are a girls best friend; what do you say? I mean, they’re beautiful but I’m not super into jewelry.
Has anybody ever told somebody one of your secrets? Yes.
Have you ever kissed anybody who had a mustache? No.
If you were famous do you think you could handle the popularity? Noooo. I never would want to be famous.
Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a letter P? Nope.
Did you talk to one of your best friends today? What did you talk about? Not yet, but later on.
Do you get on better with funny or serious people? I like people who know when to be funny and when to be serious. <<<
Do you have mood swings around the time of the month? Yeah, I always did. I don’t have “the time of the month” anymore, but I’m moody all the time.
Have your friends met the last person you kissed? The friends I had at the time did, yeah.
What if you saw your best friend holding hands with your ex? My mom would never.
Your last relationship, who dumped who? He ended it.
How old were you when you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend? 16.
Is your hometown nice? No.
What if you got stuck in a lift with the last person who Facebook messaged you? I’d be freaking out cause claustrophobia, but at least I’d be with my aunt, who I’ve always been really close to.
When/where did your last hug take place? Here at home.
Do you consider yourself mature enough to make your own decisions? At 31 I should be, but I certainly have made a lot of bad ones...
Have your parents ever told you about their love lives, and any previous relationships they had before they met? My mom has told me about a high school boyfriend.
You get a text from someone saying that they want to hang out - who would you most like it to be from? I don’t have any friends, so.
Do you and your friends have any inside jokes? My family and I do.
Do you think someone has feelings for you? Are these feelings returned? At this time, no one likes me romantically and I don’t like anyone romantically.
What if the last person you texted were to ask you out? Uh, no they would never. The only people I text with are my parents and brother...
Do you believe in love at first sight? Explain. Nope. I just don’t see how you can love and have such strong, intense feelings for someone you haven’t met or just met. You don’t know them. You don’t know if you even vibe or connect. They may have the shittiest personality. You gotta get to know a person first and see if you have a connection.
Would you prefer to be somewhere else right now? If so, where? And why would you prefer to be there? No, I’m perfectly fine with being in bed right now.
When you listen to music, do you ever find that the songs affect your moods and change how you feel? Sometimes.
Can you remember what you dreamt about last night? No, but I know it was something super weird and random cause they always are.
What’s one thing about today that you didn’t like? It’s only 6 in the morning, too soon to say.
Who is the last person that you said i love you to, besides family members? There hasn’t been anyone other than my family.
Are you mad at anyone right now? No.
Is there one thing all of your ex’s had in common? Sense of humor.
What’s a compliment you receive often? I don’t receive compliments often.
Have you ever had a friend that got a bf/gf, and then completely ignored you? No.
Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships? No.
Who was the last person to comfort you when you were upset or crying? My mom. Do you prefer to text or talk on the phone? Texting over talking on the phone for sure, but I don’t text much either.
Do you know anyone that’s gotten an abortion before? Yes.
Do you think you could forgive someone for cheating on you? I don’t know.
Have you ever been arrested? No.
Who’s the last person that gave you roses? I haven’t received roses, but I’ve received flowers of a different variety by family for graduations, hospital stays, and birthdays.
Do you still talk to the first person you kissed? Nope. It’s been like 10 years. What if you had a baby with the last person you kissed? Nope.
Do you have a picture of you kissing someone? Yeah.
Who was the last person to comment one of your pictures? My aunt.
What’s a cuss word you use often? “Damn”, “shit”, “hell.” If I drop an F bomb then I’m really upset and in a bad mood.
Have you learned from your past mistakes? I keep making them.
Who’s the last guy you texted? My brother.
What about the last girl? My mom.
Who was the last person to make you cry? It was just out of frustration with stuff I’m dealing with.
Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head? Yeah, for a long time. I wouldn’t think about my ex nearly as much, if at all, anymore if surveys didn’t keep bringing him up. I mean, I would randomly now and then, but surveys won’t let me go a day. Although, the thoughts don’t tend to last too long after the survey is over, so. They’re gone until the next batch f surveys, ha.
What is one quality that you really appreciate in a person? I admire people who are passionate about something. I love how animated people get when talking about something they love; their whole face lights up. I also really envy that quality.
When was your first real relationship? Technically, I’ve only had boyfriend and that was when I was 16. It had the title anyway, but it wasn’t what I’d consider to be a real relationship. It didn’t last long, like seriously it was 2 months, so it never got very serious at all. My heart wasn’t really in it either, I wasn’t ready. Then there’s the whole Joseph situation, which lasted 3 years and in a lot of ways is the closest thing I have to a relationship, even though it never was one. The feelings and intensity were definitely there for me. But honestly, I have yet to actually experience a real relationship.
Have you ever cried over an ex? Yeah, too many times.
Do you ever think about your ex and cry? Not anymore.
Is there anyone in your life who you won’t ever want to lose? I don’t want to lose any of my loved ones. Have you ever snuck out of your house? No, I was a good kid. <<< Ha, same. But also, I wouldn’t have had to anyway. I could have hung out, I just didn’t. I was such a homebody then, too. My social life came when I was 19 and into my early and mid 20s. Then I became a total hermit crab.
Have you ever snuck someone into your house? No.
Have you ever kissed someone of the same sex? No.
How many people have you kissed? Three.
What’s the craziest thing you’ve done on a dare? I’m usually too much of a chicken shit to choose “dare”. Haha. <<< Hahaha. We’re so much alike.
Have you ever cussed someone out? Not to their face.
Have you ever cheated on someone? No. I was loyal even to Joseph, who I was never officially with, so I definitely would be to someone I was actually in a relationship with.
Have you ever had a friend-with-benefits? Yes. Have you ever spread a nasty rumor about someone? Nooo.
Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Yes. :/
Have you ever been physically abused? No.
What’s something you really regret saying to someone? There’s many things I wish I could take back.
Is there something really bad that you’ve done, that only YOU know about? I’m pretty boring, so I don’t think so..
Does it take a lot to make you feel guilty? No.
Have you ever broken a really important promise? Yes.
Have you ever gone out with a best friend’s ex? No.
Have you ever made out with someone who was just a friend? Yes.
Have you ever cheated on a test? No.
Have you ever told someone’s deep, dark secret? No.
Do you ever lie to make yourself sound better? Ha, based on my survey answers I clearly don’t. I’m open with ya’ll, and it’s not pretty.
Have you ever made up a false rumor to get back at someone? No.
Have you ever gotten in a fist fight? Nope.
Have you ever purposely hurt yourself? Yes.
Have you ever mooned/flashed someone? Nooo.
Have you ever caused someone major embarrassment? I feel like I’m just embarrassing.
Have you ever pushed someone into a pool? No.
Have you ever got in a fight with someone and never made up? Yes.
Have you ever farted and blamed it on someone else? Um, excuse me I don’t fart.
Have you ever copied someone else’s homework? No. I was the person people tried coming to so they could copy mine. I hated that.
Have you ever skipped school to do something more fun? I have for family vacations.
Have you ever skipped school to get out of a test? No. I wouldn’t have gotten out of it, I would have gotten a zero.
Have you ever kissed someone the same day you met them? No.
What’s under your bed? Nothing.
What’s on that way top shelf or in the very far back of your closet? Medical supplies.
Do you have a super-secret hiding place and what’s in it? Now why would I share that if I did?
Have you done something recently you hope no one finds out about? No.
What is your last thought before you fall asleep? My mind goes to some random places.
Have you ever you shop lifted? No.
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