#harleythealter

[harleythealter]

I crocheted this dragon.

My friend kept telling me I was hyperfixating on it… maybe. Who knows. But I did spend over 28 hours creating my dragon.

Very happy.

I finished it Saturday the 30th.

[imunhinged]

@harleythealter

[mandyyvibes]

thank you so much @hypnxrchy for the tag!

The rules are shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people.

this is home- cavetown

down bad- taylor swift

supercut- lorde

hardest of hearts- florence + the machine

everywhere, everything- noah kahan

that unwanted animal- the amazing devil

idea of her- cavetown

anyway- noah kahan

pancakes for dinner- lizzy mcalpine

i can fix him (no really i can)- taylor swift

chill no pressure tags: @possumwoodpie @lavenderpanic @chaos-and-ink @harleythealter @questionableratatouille00 @softcronch @otpcutie @numberonestuckyshipper @purpleicedteas @vivelarevolution13

[writeyourdarlings]

15 questions for 15 friends

thank you for my lovely mutual, tej @ohhsodebonair, for the tag😊💖.

1. are you named after anyone?

nope. my name actually comes from sanskrit language which means 'light'. my father was the one who named me:)

2. when was the last time you cried?

three days ago. i had an intense fever and headache. i also vomited like 3 times and then cried on the bed because i couldn't go to sleep the whole day

3. do you have kids?

no, i don't, although i'd love to have one when i'm already married❤️

4. what sports do you play/have you played?

volley, badminton, fencing, baseball, swimming

5. do you use sarcasm?

i do. only with the ones i trust and the ones who get my dark humor (just to avoid potential confusion, you know😁)

6. what’s the first thing you notice about people?

their eyes and lips😳

7. what’s your eye color?

black

8. scary movies or happy endings comedies?

both! i began to love scary movies after i watched mike flanagan's works. i fell in love with his horror miniseries (ex: haunting of the hill house, the fall of the house of usher). he's been bringing intricate and deep issues like mental health, family, addiction, etc in his works. and for comedies, i could never say no to them🤍. ghost (played by demi moore) is my favourite timeless comedy movie with a dash of horror.

9. any talents?

i don't know...😅

10. where were you born?

jakarta, raised and borned.

11. what are your hobbies?

reading and drawing

12. do you have any pets?

used to. a tuxedo cat, until i had to give him up to my aunt cause i found out that i have an allergy😭.

13. how tall are you?

5'2"

14. favorite subject in school?

math, just because i used to have a high school math teacher who made the subject easier and not scary. also he was very caring towards his students, always asking each one of us if we had any difficulty🤍

15. dream job?

children-book illustrator.

No pressure tagging: @stucky-just-stucky @mxaether @soliloquent-stark @citronbun @harleythealter @lavenderpanic

[harleythealter]

Now, I don’t favor Karen Page, but it is unfair for the characters in the show to push Karen to “be by his side” “don’t abandon him” “always be there for him” when she explicitly said “I don’t think I can anymore” in regards to saving him.

She literally said “no” and people said “you should anyways”<- (paraphrased).

That upsets me

Edit: I was only at like middle of Season 3. So she kinda mellows out later and sticks around. But still.

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I need help regarding Taylor Swift

I wanna get a taste of her music but I’ve always been intimidated by the fact that if I listened to her albums it would make people think certain ways about me. Anyways. It’s cooled off enough since she last released an album. I’m willing to dip my toes in the pool of water.

Song suggestions? Reasons why certain songs are good listens? This is an invite for anybody to express a passion or anything cuz I wanna experience it and see if her music is gonna be added to The Playlist

[harleythealter]

Love tumblr.

Usually I understand what people mean in their posts.

But sometimes people say “let’s talk about this thing” or “send me a message if you like …” or “I want a new friend. Here’s my list…”

But then you hit them up and they’re like??? I don’t want to talk to you about stucky. Or never respond to me at all. Or I’ll see hundreds of people like a post and only one comment. That doesn’t sound like talking about that thing. And then I get so confused. And then I close the app because it’s not their problem, it’s mine. But tumblr gets to hear all my shit so I’m posting about it anyways.

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I have this teacher and she said that while we graded eachother’s papers we had to use a warm colored pencil. And I asked if we really had to, because those colors were very overwhelming. And she gave me this look as if I was trying to be difficult and not just trying to accommodate myself in a way that doesn’t even MILDLY harm anybody. And she says no. And so I suffer through one side and then I insist again that I needed to use a different color so she handed me purple, which was in between what she wanted and what I needed so I was basically satisfied. Anyways. Using the orange pencil was so overwhelming that I was nearly crying in pain and shaking.

Soooooo I decided to just skip the whole asking permission thing and I just… put on my fucking headphones. (NGL, I’m shaking with happiness that I did this). Because the environment was incredibly overlapping and I could feel myself shutting down. People who shouldn’t have been talking were talking, actually. 75% of the class was talking in overlapping conversations while we were watching informational videos and then ontop of it, the teacher was also trying to talk. Oh and I could hear the table??? Idk what that means but it’s in the memory.

I forgot to mention, we can’t use our phones, also, we can’t have our headphones connected to our phones. Because I have AirPods they connect to my phone across the room. Also, it’s important to note that it’s… suspicious to wear noise cancelling headphones during a informational video. But mine muffle noise. So I was desperate and decided I could rewatch the videos if needed.

Back to the story.

IT WORKED> They blocked out all the side conversations and muffled them perfectly. I was still able to watch the video and comprehend it. Also, the teacher kept staring at me but I tried to ignore it(people have started to stare at me more and more when I stim, tic or do anything that isn’t sitting still and being quiet and saying exactly what they want me to say.) So yeah. She didn’t say anything to me to take my headphones off, I haven’t seen any notes saying I did something wrong or get a talk from my parents saying they got a call.

Overall. A successful story in a class where I struggle to function :)

What you should take away: If we(anybody who needs noise cancelling headphones) put on noise cancelling headphones it’s for the benefit of our education/mental stability.

[harleythealter]

I’ve been having a 40 minute panic attack after somebody almost fucking T-boned me while I was driving.

I’m terrified to drive home.

I almost broke down crying when my coworker hugged me for a gift I had given her.

The person of who almost hit me didn’t register my hand signal as a hand signal and not me just sticking my arm out the window(know that it’s below freezing here. It’s not common to see people with arms out the window).

If he had hit me. I would have spun right into oncoming traffic.

A mile from home.

Nobody would know for too long that it was me who got hit. My phone would have registered that I was still at home. Maybe once the sirens rang, would they think to check.

I don’t have the money to fix my blinker.

,,,

[harleythealter]

Me: I should clean up my blog.

Me: *reposts twenty Bucky & Steve fan art pieces*

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I got accepted into a college. But I’m numb so I can’t feel anything. :P

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He would have promised you the sun, moon, and stars, Wyll. You just had to stick around for it.

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I added demisexual because I wanted to :)

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AI edits of Sebastian Stan make him look more like Stephen Amell???

Please stop AI-ifying people. I already can’t remember faces and this is really fucking with my brain. I’m crying inside.

[harleythealter]

I think I’m having an allergic reaction to a new makeup product I bought … my eyelids have swelled. So there’s that.

This reminds me of the time in choir I had an allergic reaction and the whole class went :o I didn’t know you were allergic and I went: lmao me either :p ✌️

Or when I had an asthma attack three times during a fish fry… kinda suspicious activity

Or when I broke out in a rash after using a brand new lotion gifted to me. Like. Oop.