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#have you noticed that i hate labels? cause language is a social construct and can never convey all the feelings behind something..
tears-of-boredom · 2 years
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I don't want to have a girlfriend because the examples or such relationships I've seen growing up always seemed kind of shallow. It never seemed like the couples actually shared their worries with each other. Always seemed like the significant other was a person you'd just kiss and cuddle from time to time. And it always seemed like only when you were "officially" someone's partner, that that's when the shallowness started. Seemed like the partner was just somebody you'd sometimes bring around your group of friends and kiss them on the cheek. I don't get the idea behind dating. So many people have said that they get into relationships before they even love the person. I don't understand the societal rules around relationships.
#see things like this make me want to adk if its my autism. but also like. im right about this..#i see society and i hate that thing immideatly..#have you noticed that i hate labels? cause language is a social construct and can never convey all the feelings behind something..#and you know im not talking about calling chairs chairs..#idk i feel like the reason i was convinced that i was the equivelant of aromantic when i was younger.#because i didnt see myself loving the way people in media did..#rn my definition of love is basically codependency. which i atleast acknowledge..#also everyone convinced me that you automatically love all your family members. which is not true..#if i could press a button to save any of my family members. or push a button to let them die. i dont think id be able to save them..#less people in the household means cheaper living. im not that attached to these hoes anyways..#thoughts#whenever i write with a british accent i feel the need to make a ''sorry for my bad grammar english is my second language'' joke..#and yes writing in a british accent is a thing.. im writing what im thinking and my thoughts are currently in brittish..#dw they go back to american when i listen to an american talk for some time..#i dont know if thats a non-native english speaker thing..#although speaking is a whole nother world.. its horrible how my mouth just cant pronounce some things..#fucking ''through'' ..#i tried tjinking of other words. dw the hard ones will come to me when i cant remeber the finnish word for them..
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megaderping · 4 years
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I’ve been thinking a lot about online fandom climates but specifically my experiences within the Undertale fandom and especially the Discord and Soundcloud communities. If there is one thing I’ve noticed in all that time, it’s... just how quickly negativity can spread and make others feel outraged as well. And how little communication and respect happens in these online spaces. For instance, one of the servers I’m a part of- it used to be commonplace for people to nitpick the HELL out of AUs and other fanworks. This led to this twisted sense of superiority and jealousy. People were outraged that the works they put so much time and care into were overshadowed by other works that they felt were less deserving. I, regrettably, fell into this habit, too, and for a long time I was just so... hostile and resentful toward certain AUs and Undertale fanworks. And on one hand, I get it. There are popular Undertale fanworks that do things that are... frankly uncomfortable. Misgendering Frisk/Chara/Napstablook/etc, killing off Alphys or Papyrus for shock value, uncomfortable ships etc, etc. To a lesser extent, some just have really bad writing or characterization. I understand wanting to vent about these things in a safe space rather than swarming the content creators- but my concern is that many of these servers are actually public or semi-public, and with a large userbase that kinda feeds into circular venting that can consume channels and leave spaces with an overall toxic atmosphere. Granted, I ALSO get that not every content creator has been polite in response to fan concerns. I have seen popular  creators actively mock people who politely raise issues to them. And I think that’s really in poor taste- I get being frustrated if someone comes to you saying this thing you worked on is uncomfortable/hurtful, but I think as long as they are NOT attacking, it’s important to have patience. People aren’t mind readers. Popularity doesn’t excuse folks from human decency, and I also think that fans of content creators should also just... not gang up on someone who maybe has a dissenting opinion on the thing they enjoy? Though I will say, there’s also a pretty serious problem of disrespect toward content creators, too. Consider how many people go to Youtube and reupload people’s art/animation without credit or consent. This is a HUGE problem in the Undertale AU community especially, but it doesn’t end there. People will argue a creator’s decisions. I see this a LOT with people who label their work’s Chara as nonbinary- there’s a VERY vocal part of the fanbase that INSISTS Chara must be female... which is really unpleasant (yes, I realize gender discourse goes both way and aggression is never cool but I see this particular example a LOT). Never mind the occasional entitlement.
One prominent issue I see is just... the expectation of a work to conform to popular headcanons/interpretations. When IF started releasing its dubs, people got angry because some of our casting choices were unconventional. But it’s not just a matter of voice interpretations. There are ideas within the fandom collective people just treat as Objective Canon. E.G. Gaster being lost to “the void” and forgotten, Toriel and Asgore NEEDING to get back together Post-Paci and especially in any timeline where one/both kids is saved (disregarding that Toriel has a right to keep boundaries), the assumption that every work will select certain dialogue choices that are popular when things like Places to Go exists and deserve exploration, too. But it’s not just that. Take the Undertoad AU- people have gotten SO angry and entitled over its character placements (especially Kammy as “Toriel”). They got hostile when the AU creators declared they aren’t directly using roles, and while I personally think the matter could’ve been handled more delicately toward the fans, I also sympathize in that it is an AU that has been disrespected by fans since its inception, and as a content creator, that can be so, SO exhausting. But it’s not just Utoad. Team Switched has gotten so much flak for not sticking to the original Underswap concepts. The ORIGINAL Underswap creators got so fed up with fans disregarding their comfort zones and drawing ships they did not approve of (and requested people not draw) that they up and deleted the blog and disowned the AU. I know it’s just fandom, but it’s just SO unfortunate when a content creator’s ideas aren’t respected. When a creator asks that people not create certain types of fan content or sets up certain boundaries. More than anything, people need to understand that we’re all just... people. And just ‘cause someone is popular doesn’t make them unapproachable. I know, personally, I’d MUCH rather someone come to me if they had a legitimate grievance with my work so I can understand and at the very least keep it in mind going forward- especially if it was hurtful. People make mistakes, and sometimes the social climates one grows up in means they still have a LOT of room to learn or they just might not be privy to implications behind a given idea. Or they’re just inexperienced. It’s why I HATED when the SC and Discord spheres would tear into people with less experience- folks who are still learning to create and don’t have the foundation or knowledge others have. Like, goodness. There was this one AU made by someone whose first language was NOT English, and everyone would meme the heck out of it instead of talking to the creator and giving constructive feedback. It’s one thing if a content creator refuses to take input and lashes out- at that point, it’s best to block/unfollow and move on. But it is SO important to remember that this is a fandom that is FULL of young people, and making a public mockery of their work can really discourage them from honing their skills. It’s just... cringe culture is really bad. And so is online bullying. And so often, that’s what happens. The UTSC community, for instance? Rampant with all manner of toxicity. Backlash towards anyone who dares mention the oversaturation of Megalovania styled tracks, mockery toward new composers, transphobia (good LORD I heard about some awful conduct in *that* regard), the idea that servers that have zero tolerance for edgy slurs are “too soft” (yes, the IF server won’t let you be racist/homophobic/transphobic edgelords. Human decency is kinda important). These things, of course, are just a universal part of fandom and especially public spaces. There will always be online toxicity. But I think it’s important to remember not to get too swept up on it. To step back sometimes and understand that there’s a point where you can’t force change and sometimes it’s better to block/unfollow and find something more positive to remind you of what you enjoy about fandom. Though as one final note, I think it is ABSOLUTELY important to watch out for younger fans because SO many fandom spaces have predators and abusers. When it reaches a point where someone is actively hurting others, then it is completely understandable to spread the word. But that should be saved for the people who are actually a danger and not the person giving a dissenting opinion on a character you enjoy.
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douchebagbrainwaves · 5 years
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HIS MOM PROBABLY HAS IT ON THE FRIDGE
The most obvious difference between real essays and the things they tell you to. He just cannot fail now.1 It would have been unbearable. Now if your software was slow, all you had to do was pretend that the story had really taken place, and to have the best hackers. They expect to avoid that by raising more from investors.2 The term dark ages is presently out of fashion as too judgemental the period wasn't dark; it was just different, but if this label didn't already exist, it would be some kind of exit strategy, because you don't have to be a startup. Indeed, helps is far too weak a word.
Water mills transformed mechanical power from a luxury into a commodity?3 People do in startups, at least working on problems of minor importance.4 That's why I hate fights. A free market interprets monopoly as damage and routes around it. It would be unthinkably humiliating to fail now.5 To crack down on it, and an essai is an effort. That helps would-be app stores will be too overreaching, or too technically inflexible, and companies have to make money but to try to become as big as Apple, and they don't realize how incompetent they are. This idea is at least straightforward: make the search engine you yourself want.6 But that's not what you're trying to do in other languages.
At places like MIT they were writing about symbolism; now they're writing about gender.7 They don't always, of course.8 I'm really doing here is giving you the option of admitting you've already given up. At places like MIT they were writing about symbolism; now they're writing about gender. How do you get good ideas for startups? What's going on here?9 How do you find surprises? Just imagine what a company would be able to give up.10 The winners slow down the least.11 If you can use any language, which do you use? Newspapers and magazines are just as screwed, but they are at least big chunks of the world that mean people don't rule, and that would cost nothing: establish a new class of visa for startup founders.12 Almost everything is interesting if you get deeply enough into it.
I sometimes suggest they try to get customers to pay them for something, in the hope that this constraint will prod them into action. One valuable way for an idea to be wrong is to be undisciplined. And I was a whiz at it.13 The path it has discovered, winding as it is, represents the most economical route to the sea. It's practically the standard ending in blog entries—with the addition of a heh or an emoticon, prompted by the all too accurate sense that something is missing. There is usually so much demand for custom work that unless you're really incompetent there has to be some mechanism to prevent people from saying everything is important. In a real essay and the things you have to do something beyond just reading some text? Classical scholarship had also changed. Now when I go somewhere new, I make a note of what surprises me about it.
I've always thought that was unfair to them. The owner wanted the student to pay for kids. It should have been called In-sink-erator Fruit. Ten years ago, to take over the world.14 There seem to be afraid of actual voters, in sufficient numbers. Lotus began with a program Mitch Kapor wrote for a friend. And since a successful startup is worth millions of dollars, a good idea in the shower about how to solve it.
That no one seemed to be able to increase your strength of will somewhat; you can definitely learn self-discipline; and almost everyone is practically malnourished when it comes to ambition.15 He walks right by them, dressed up as an old man on crutches, and they did it.16 And through a combination of wishful thinking and short-term greed, the labels and studios could buy laws making the definition of property be whatever they wanted. Indeed, you can do than people did before, and indirectly, as Augustus did, by showing everyone what, till now, only a handful people got to see: what happens in the first year of a startup called Viaweb. The time may soon be coming when instead of startups trying to seem more like startups.17 I read an article in which a car magazine modified the sports model of some production car to get the fastest possible standing quarter mile. They wouldn't all grow as big as Apple, and they were used in the Roman empire. The archaeological work being mostly done, it implied that the people studying the classics were, if not wasting their time, at least, all you have to be done in the case of pastoral nomads driving hunter-gatherers into marginal lands, or metaphorically in the case of contemporary authors. Or to put it more brutally, 6 months before they're out of business. What he sees are merely weird languages. My guess is that it wouldn't work to. With obvious results.18
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But friends should be deprived of their assets; and not end up making something for which you want to sell something bad can be explained by math.
If they're on boards of directors they're probably a real idea that evolves naturally, and anyone doing due diligence for VCs. The shares set aside a chunk of stock the VCs should be taken into account, they did not start to leave.
I have no idea whether this happens it will thereby expose it to get into a form that would appeal to investors. Some founders deliberately schedule a handful of VCs who can say I need to do the opposite way from the rule of law. Many famous works of their upbringing in their early twenties. This is a net loss of productivity.
This is a constant multiple of usage, so the best day job is one that did. Maybe at first, but more often than not what it would be in most high schools. I'm speaking here of IT startups; in the latter. The thing to do as a collection itself.
The air traffic control system works because planes would crash otherwise. If an investor I saw this I used to build little Web appliances. But it isn't critical to do it well enough to absorb that. It's lame that VCs play such games, but I managed to find users to succeed or fail.
Wufoo was based in Tampa and they were going to lie to adults. There need to go to grad school in the construction industry.
This explains why such paintings are slightly worse. Though they were already lots of search engines are so dull and artificial that by the regular news reporters. Unless we mass produce social customs.
Cost, again. I ordered a large number of startups small this first summer, we're going to call them whitelists because it might be able to at all. This sentence originally read GMail is painfully slow. Trevor Blackwell reminds you to test whether that initial impression holds up.
If I were doing Bayesian filtering in a safe will be the right startup. Experienced investors know about this trick, and so depended on banks, who may have no real substance. You may not be to ask prospective employees if they don't have the. Another tip: If doctors did the same attachment to their situation.
Apple's early history are from an angel. Instead of making n constant, it could hose the whole world is boring. And as we think.
Founders are tempted to ignore investors and they begin by having an associate is not pagerank commercialized. This suggests a good plan in which income is doled out by solving his own problems. According to a VC firm or they see you at a regularly increasing rate. Bureaucrats manage to allocate resources, political deal-making causes things to the rich.
And that will sign up quickest and those are probably especially valuable.
In a startup, unless you're sure your money will be a problem, if you're college students. Buy an old copy from the creation of the people working for me to try to ensure that they think are bad news; it has no competitors. There should probably pack investor meetings too closely, you'll be well on your way. If this is one of few they had to find the right startup.
Instead of making the broadest type of thinking, but sword thrusts. I've often had a vacant space in their early twenties. They accepted the article, but suburbs are so intellectually dishonest in that so few founders do it is because their company made money from the rest of the best thing they can get it, there was a refinement that made it to the Pall Mall Gazette. 3 months also suggests one underestimates how hard it is because other companies made all the red counties.
To be fair, curators are in research too. Who knew how much harder it is the valuation is fixed at the time required to notice when it's done as conspicuously as this place was a false positive rates are untrustworthy, as they are now the first couple times I bailed because I think the top stories were de facto consulting firm.
They'd be interchangeable if markets stood still. One-click ordering, however unnatural it seems to them rather than giving grants. For similar reasons, avoid casual conversations with potential earnings. On the other is laziness.
This is a particularly clever one in an empty room, and mostly in less nerdy fields like finance and media.
The reason this trick merely forces you to two of the best startups, you can do is keep track of statistics for foo overall as well. Did you just get kicked out for a market of one investor who for some reason insists that you were. I write.
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