#hazyposting

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list of female characters in ready player one

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my awesome sparklecare dub

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teasing your robotgirl gf; starting with opening her case and taking your variable power supply to her sensor wires, overwriting what she feels with a steady buzz, like pins and needles or someone just barely brushing their fingers against them. sticking your fingers in her fans and she whine and starts to overheat without the active cooling. eventually pulling its motor cords so it cant move but can feel everything.

once you get root access the real fun begins. redirecting log output to her monitor so you can see exactly what its thinking and feeling. disabling the speech drivers so she can only produce needy tones and whines. capturing the sensor input in a macro to be replayed whenever you want.

after all, its not like it can climax until you enable that little service again, can it?

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Greetings, my name is Hazy She-Who-Rises-From-The-Dead-Of-Night-And-Brings-The-Dawn-From-The-Dark Morning and I have dark purple plating(that's where the Night in my designation came from) with beige and marmalade highlights and sharp yellow optics like flashlights pointing at your dying corpse in the aftermath of a battle. A lot of humans tell me that I’m like ‘Robin Hood’. I'm not related to Bired The Satellite but I wish I was because he's a major fucking hero(if you don't know who he is I feel sorry for you, you were stripped off your culture)

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I'm into IT and I'm doing it because I want to UNfuck the computer!

I hate when I tell people I'm into Comp Sci and programming and they go "ooh there's a lot of money there". I'm not DOING it for the MONEY I'm DOING it because I want to FUCK the COMPUTER!!!!

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robot girl with lube for saliva

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[hacker voice] im out. 🏳️‍⚧️

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dont mind me just on the way to ur house, want any snacks?

Chasing the fog somewhere in Switzerland by @90377

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pov: you are about to drone strike the tgirl tummy

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tgirl tummy in a warm soft bed with a girl that made me fall asleep stupid soft women

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as someone (probably) not ace with a partner I value incredibly much I definitely still related to this as I still feel a deep need for strong connections outside of my girlfriend.

I'm not quite sure if it's because I'm poly and autistic and want multiple deep connections regardless of the romance or not (bc romance-platonicness is kinda fuzzy in my head) or if it's just "the human condition" and all that, but the desire to be someones priority for each other hits hard. Even with a partner it's still felt as there are limits on how much support one person can give without exploding.

Listening to the latest OSPod and your discussion about being ace and wanting to be prioritized, it resonated a lot with me. I also go through those sorts of yearning periods and it was nice to hear that verbalized.

It's a tough feeling! Loneliness is a universal consideration, but for anyone who doesn't want a single life partner it takes on a new, difficult shape. Finding "the one" won't fix it, because you don't want "one", and you also don't want to give all of yourself to just "one." So everything we learn from the social and cultural zeitgeist tells us that this life will make us, forever, a third wheel - deprioritized, unnecessary, nobody's first choice.

I think some of the fear is rooted in a fallacy, though. Broken down, it's basically just "will people like me if I can't offer them something?"

Relationships aren't really transactional. I do things for the people I love because I like it when they're happy, and I can only assume the inverse is also true. But if you're a person for whom the supposed "highest tier of relationship closeness" is inaccessible, if your friends have Most Important People in their lives who aren't you, this insidious feeling can creep in. "Those people are closer because they could offer something you couldn't. They get to be cared about because they have something you lack."

It's not true, obviously. Relationships aren't a linear hierarchy; every relationship is completely unique. Everyone I'm friends with, I'm friends with in a completely different way. I don't have a ranking or tier list defining how close we are, and I can only assume my friends don't either.

And the logic breaks down further the more you look at it. There's this idea that friendships are more fragile and disposable than romantic relationships, leaving people whose only relationships are friendships in a more supposedly unstable position. But romances and life-partnerships break down all the time. Not to go morbid to prove a point, but I've lost several elderly relatives at this point, and the one whose passing was mourned the most, the longest, and the most impactfully was the maiden aunt who never married, never had any kids, but was still so deeply loved by her nieces and nephews and their spouses and children. I've seen it proved that marriage, kids and grandkids doesn't save someone from isolation, and that a single life doesn't doom them to isolation either. None of us are automatically destined for loneliness.

A fear of abandonment is a powerful thing, and while my perspective on it is intrinsically tied to my ace identity, it's definitely not just us feeling it. For a social species like us, there's really nothing more unifying than a fear of being alone.

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doe belly with gainful employment

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tgirl tummy trying its fucking best

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I never really used it because there was only one person I follow who moved to it, but given how all the other twitter alternatives so far have failed because despite everything, people keep using twitter, isn't surprising. The only seemingly successful alternative so far, bluesky, only seems to be that way because it's as close to twitter as possible.

If mastodon wasn't decentralised it probably would be shut down long ago as well. It's sad that there's no place for social media that doesn't sell all your private data in this internet.

yeah I talked Abt it on bluesky how sad I was that cohost was shutting down and all but like tbh I wasn't really too surprised or any of my friends we kinda knew this was inevitable in a way especially with the UI decisions and what not but still pretty sad to see many people who called that place a chill space just, leave.

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does anyone else have stretchmarks in places that just look like theyre there to say "hey grab here" "this is where to sink your fingers in" "leave a mark"?

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birthday and wife birthday tummy picture <3