#he is so so SOOO proud he was able to help her making him happy makes HIM happy do you even FUCKING CARE!!!!! SHES HIS WHOLE WORLD

[goldiipond]

was provided with a rough translation of one of the 4th light novels' chapters by bestie rachel fullscoreshenanigans so im dumping a small compilation of don moments that made me chew a hole through my wall

[brooooswriting]

Situations 2

Situations 1, situations 3, 4, 5, 6, 7

Jenna Ortega x reader

The last couple of days have been hard on you and Jenna. You’ve been working constantly, your boss was up your ass the whole time while you tried to please him and keep in contact with Jenna as much as possible.

Jenna was scared to leave her home without anyone, the last couple of days her dad was with her as he was there to visit her but yesterday was his last day. She’s been texting and calling you every chance she had, looking for the comfort only you were able to give her. The whole situation took a big toll on her and her mental health, obvious to everybody.

And to make it worse, someone leaked what happened and videos of the two of you. You found it rather disgusting, how could someone Film all of this instead of helping? Nonetheless, you now had around 50000 follower more and you hated it.

You were sitting at your desk, annoyed, trying to finish your work when your phone next to you rang. Carefully picking up the phone your face lit up when you saw Jenna’s name.

“Good evening darling” you mumbled out as you tried to keep tipping. “Hello y/n/n” she said, you could hear how nervous she was but decided not to ask. She was going to tell you if she wanted you to know. After a beat of silence she spoke up again.

“Are you busy at the moment?” Her voice was quiet and small. “Never to busy for you, what can I do for you?” Your voice was cheerful and happy, sure you were stressed but you’d let everything fall if she needed you. “I haven’t left my house since yesterday and I’d like to go for a walk…” she stopped mid talking as she knew you knew what she was going to ask. “I’ll be there in 15 minutes hun” you said your goodbyes before hanging up.

You stood in front of your closet panicking, you hadn’t seen her again since the accident. Sure, you talked on the phone and over FaceTime but that was different. After changing into around 40 different outfits before deciding for a black skinny jeans and a Bordeaux silk button up with the sleeves slightly rolled up. It was a bit more fancy than what you normally wore but you didn’t want to embarrass her.

Picking up your skateboard you went up the porch to knock on the door. “Y/n” she smiled as she closed the door behind her. “Hello darling” she gave you a quick hug as you bent down to kiss her cheek. “Ready for a walk?” Walking down the stairs with her you playfully bumped your shoulder into hers.

“Sooo, how was work?” She carefully asked, unsure of what to say as this was completely different. You gave each other a quick look before laughing, you guys hated small talk it was something you learned about the other rather quickly. “I love it when you try to make small talk” you grinned causing her to gasp and lightly hit your shoulder.

After another moment of silence you decided to move past the small talk. “So how are you? I mean like actually with you know everything that happened.” She sighed lowering her head to look at her feet. “I’m getting there. As you can see I’m still not ready to go out alone but you know” while the actress was embarrassed of her behavior you were pretty proud. “You’re doing great. No discussion!”

After that there was silence again, a comfortable one. The sun was slowly setting, you and Jenna walking into the sun set. It was pretty dark by now, the silence was broken every now and then by random questions and discussions. But all in all it was going well, she was relaxed and seemed happy.

That was until a man, pretty drunk, walked towards you. He was babbling, stumbling towards Jenna who quickly panicked. You made out words like “Jenna Ortega”, “photo” and “hot”. Best guess you had was that he recognized her and just wanted a picture, but in the brunettes state that was a clear no.

So you pulled your sunglasses down so they covered your face before putting down your skateboard and stepping in front of her, your arm shielding her. “I’m sorry sir, but I have to ask you step away” your voice didn’t leave any room for him to argue so he grumbled before walking away.

Before you turned around to face the trembling girl behind you you saw several people filming and taking pictures with her phones and cameras. Shaking your head you turned around to see some tears stream down her face. “Come on, let’s get away from here” you mumbled to her. “Is it okay if I wrap my arm around you? There are cameras on us” you informed her. While you didn’t get a verbal one, you got a physical one. She threw herself into your arms which gave you an opportunity to pull her away, pushing your board with one of your feet.

You pulled the girl along until you were away from prying eyes. “Are you okay sweetheart?” By now her tears had stopped flowing and her breath was slightly normal. “Yeah, I’m sorry for the way I threw myself at you” she mumbled. You leaned down to kiss her head “no need to say sorry! You’re alright, he didn’t do anything, I guess he just wanted a picture with you” you explained stroking her back softly.

After another minute you spoke up again. “Let’s get you home alright?” She nodded hesitantly parting from you and making her way down the street. You caught up to her holding out your hand, she immediately grabbed your hand finding comfort in it.

Jenna was fascinated by you, the feeling of safety that you gave her was incredible. The way you hugged her after the guy came made her feel so warm inside.

“Ever rode a skateboard?” You randomly asked her as you looked at the board in your hand. “No, not really why?” Her voice was still slightly shaking but better than before. You let the board glide to the ground signaling her to get on it. “Are you crazy?” She laughed causing you to smile too. “No, come on. I’ll hold you” you promised which seems to do the job as she carefully put on of her feet onto the board. Before she lifted her other foot you carefully grabbed her hips to stabilize her. A faint blush coating her cheeks when she realized where your hands were.

Turns out Jenna had a pretty great balance but still struggled to move the board on her own, so you pushed her by the hips for the rest of the way.

The actress was surprised when you arrived at her home, the way back seemed like a maximum of 10 minutes which clearly couldn’t be the case, but you managed to distract her to the point where she didn’t even think about the man anymore.

“Good Night y/n/n” she mumbled as she hugged you goodbye, “good night hun” you smiled as you parted and waited until she closed the door before riding back home.

When you arrived at your apartment you looked at your phone to see yourself tagged in over 100 posts and some articles. One of them immediately catching your eye.

Jenna Ortegas new girlfriend or bodyguard?

Jenna Ortega was seen with the same girl the second time this week. People who saw them said that there was a connection between them that was indescribable. But it also was the second time the girl protected the actress from pushy fans.

So now fans are asking, is this Jenna Ortegas new girlfriend? Or is she just the bodyguard?

[aleeyenn]

Hi i just wanted to say I love your works and profile sm, I love how you represent fireafy and coinpin and each of their respective characters, and I especially love how you represent Coiny. I feel like from what I've seen people don't see how Coiny really is, they usually just reduce him to a jerk or a firey slapper. But he's so much more and so different from that lke in canon he's so driven and serious but then fun and chill when needed, and how he can be fun and silly but then empathetic and sweet when given. and I feel like the way you represent him is so accurate and takes evey aspect of him in canon as well as headcanons that just FIT HIM SO WELL and idk it just makes me so happy. I also LOVE your headcanon of him being able to pull both masculinity and femininity, I love it so much it emulates the essence of him so well so be so comfortable in himself and not have a shred of toxic masculinity or anything like that. And I love how you make him adore pin like YES HE ADORE AND LOVES and does whatever pin wants it just makes me so happy esp with how gorgeous she is and as someone who is also plus sized and having issues with self image seeing coiny adore pin like that makes me believe in myself more idk how to explain it but YEA hahah just really like how you depict his charcater as a whole

I also love all your designs for every character

But ye I just want to say that hahah

i saw this when it was sent yesterday and i was in school and i was SOOO HAPPY i was telling all my friends with tears in my eyes and squealing over how sweet of a message i received LIKE I HAD TO FORCE MYSELF NOT TO CRY AND I KEPT GETTING UP AND PACING AAHH😭😭😭 i have waited for when i have free time where i’m not super tired to respond better than i would tired But! THANK YOU SOSOSOSO MUCH!!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME!!! YOU REALLY DONT!!! thank you thank you so much!!! i’ve been struggling with forming my thoughts and feelings into words recently so forgive me if this is a messy reply but AHH!!!

coiny is one of my favorite characters he’s sooOOO FUNNY AND CHARMING! i love expressing his silly side and how dumb he is sometimes so i do it in most of my work (because it’s lighthearted almost every time) and it makes me so happy to see him being so.. coiny! he is genuinely such an amazing character and the perfect balance of cool, kind, and idiotic(affectionately) he’s so nice and so compassionate and i appreciate that about him so much and I AM SO HAPPY THAT YOU CAN ENJOY MY PORTRAYAL OF HIM BECAUSE HE IS SO AWESOME! I LOVE EVERY PART OF HIM!!! and you like my headcanons!!! i forget what kind of coiny headcanons i have represented on this account but YESSS!!! COINY PULLING OFF FEMININE CLOTHES IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE THINGS TO THINK ABOUT! he is SO proud of it. he will put on a pink frilly dress and walk with confidence and feel as pretty as can be! i’ve been meaning to draw him in a dress for months actually (i have so much i want to draw all the time but i’m either really busy or i have zero motivation But this message gave me the motivation to actually try soon KEEP AN EYE OUT! maybe ill draw pin and coiny with their outfits swapped 🤫) he is one of the most positive and caring contestants on bfdi and he makes me so happy!!! he can wear both girly clothes and masculine clothes HE CAN WEAR WHATEVER HE WANTS and he will look TOTALLY AWESOME IN IT! and OMFGGG DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HOW MUCH HE LOVES PINNN SHE IS HIS WHOLE WORLD AND COINY IS HERS AS WELL! coiny will do anything for her he loves her so bad… AND!!! AHHHH!!!! I AM SO SO SO INCREDIBLY HAPPY MY PIN HUMANIZATION MAKES YOU FEEL THAT WAY!!! BRINGING PEOPLE SELF-CONFIDENCE AND EMPOWERMENT THROUGH MY DESIGNS AND REPRESENTATION IS MY ABSOLUTE GOAL WITH WHAT I DO!!! it seriously means everything to me that i’ve Actually been able to achieve that and help people with how they feel about themselves indirectly. my eyes are watering while typing this ARGHH i really just want everyone to know how beautiful they are no matter what their size or weight or height or color or LITERALLY ANYTHING is. and as someone who also struggles with their self-image/esteem it means even More to me because i know how it feels!!! seeing yourself in a design of your favorite character or a character you enjoy in general feels SO GOOD so i strive to do that as much as i can. body diversity and diversity in all aspects is incredibly important to me and i want to sprinkle it everywhere in whatever i do!!! everyone is so beautiful and different and i think that is a blessing!!! whoever is reading this is beautiful and whoever in the WORLD is too just how they are now!!! EVERYONE IS GORGEOUS!!! it may take a while to feel it and that’s okay but just know that you are!!!

in short i am happy i was able to touch your heart and make you smile and give you at least a little bit more confidence in yourself. you are amazing and so kind for sharing this all with me!!! i think you can tell now how much this did for me by how much i wrote (SORRY ITS HUGE BLOCKS OF TEXT) and i can’t thank you enough for liking my work from characterization to design. every time i get a message like this i will not stop thinking about it and i hold it close to me every time i draw Like those other messages about my pin gijinka from months back I STILL GET SO EMOTIONAL OVER. i’m really glad i can make you feel that way and i hope i have made many others feel the same way too. THANK YOU!!!💖💖💖🫶🫶🫶

[hsr-texts]

I made another HSR oc so I hope you don't mind me putting his mini lore here. I just made him a couple minutes cuz I remembered that HSR canonically has social media (probably) sooo-

Social Media Influencer OC anyone?

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Name: Yuhang

Pronouns: He/Him

Path: Destruction

Element: Quantum

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Yuhang is a famous Social Media Influencer. Even outside the Loufu he is popular and talked about sometimes. As all social media influencers are, it took him awhile to rise up to where he is now, but as a long life species he had plenty of time. Some people enjoy what he does, the content he posts aren’t much. Some photos of himself, some of him promoting something, saying something inspiration (and other things, tbh idk what a social media influencer does in full-) However others think he’s let the popularity get to his head, while his fans thinks he’s just your average influencer that just so happens to have a big following

(But of course no OC is complete without trauma y’know)

Both are incorrect, to some degree (mainly his haters) Yuhang honestly hates attention, having eyes on him and having people treat him differently due to his “status”

So why did he become an influencer if he knew there was a chance this would happen? His younger sister. During an attack where many mara stuck monsters invaded, he was desperate to find his sister to take her to safety, if only he was fast enough then he wouldn’t have to have seen his sister dead.

A funeral was held and after it, he was allowed to look through some of his sister's items to keep as a memory. As he looked around, a diary fell out of a bookshelf (her room was preserved until this day) and landed on a certain page. One of the passages caught his eye.

“When I’m older. I want to be famis, to bring peeple motivation to continu on. To show everyone life is worth it and to follow there dreams. Is that cheesy? Maybee, but I want to help my broter to be more confident, so we can be famis togeter”

Despite her obvious spelling mistakes as she is young, Yuhang was able to comprehend what she wrote. He didn’t think he’d ever get over his fear of being looked at. But…

And that’s how it started, although it wasn’t his sisters final wish, it was a fish she had, a wish she wanted to do to in hopes to make others happy. And if she was going to be happy if she saw her brother cracking out of his shell? He was willing to put away his fears.

He never expected to be popular but he continued, and deep down he hoped that wherever his sister was watching him. That she was proud.

He never got over his fear, but he hides it well when he’s out and about. At home though he’s more like his usual quiet self as he writes stories and poetry.

His “online” personality is an energetic yet laid-back man. Always willing to help and wants to look on the bright side of things. His content shows this as well usually.

His more real self is, as I said. A quiet person, he’s more soft spoken and enjoys his alone time.

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Honestly I love him alr despite me creating him just today. I should probably work on him and Aniya more before creating another one shouldn't I...

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Aww how lovely! He reminds me of the oc I'm working on actually!

Except she's not from Xianzhou and is from Perlas, a sea planet based off of the Philippines.

I'm still working out the specifics but I have a general idea now thanks to everyone's posts :D

[submissivegayfrenchboy]

15 / 08 / 2022

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MAN OF THE DAY #50 : BEN AFFLECK

🎉HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEN AFFLECK 🎁🎊

It's already the 50th "MAN OF THE DAY"!!!! Thanks to all of you for reading my blog and being there to read my articles about these famous alpha males who deserve to be worshiped for their talent and beauty.

It is an honor for me to present the 50th "Man of the Day", a man whose birthday we are celebrating today. American actor Ben Affleck celebrates his 50th birthday today. I wish an happy birthday to this superior alpha male !! Indeed, at fifty Ben Affleck is still as sexy and desirable as in his youth.

I belong to the generation that discovered him in roles like Bruce Wayne / Batman in Superman vs Batman (2016), Suicide Squad (2016) and Justice League (2017). I can't wait to see him again in Aquaman and The Lost Kingdom and in The Flash, scheduled for 2023.

Since then, I've seen him in the role of Count Pierre II of Alençon in Ridley Scott's The Last Duel (2020) : I gave you my opinion on this excellent film in which he plays an arrogant and superior character. I discovered his first roles, such as in Will Hunting (1997) which he directed and scripted with his best friend Matt Damon.

Ben Affleck is very sexy and dominating in the role of comedian Ned Alleyn in the magnificent film Shakespeare in love (1998). There is also Pearl Harbor (2001) or the role of Matt Murdock in Daredevil (2003).

In short, Ben Affleck has a long filmography, as a director, producer and especially actor.

I therefore let you admire the photos of several of his roles, do not hesitate to write in comments the one where those you prefer so that we can discuss it.

If he has not always played in hits, it is in any case indisputable that he is a talented actor. However, he often plays characters who are very sure of themselves, who have an undeniable charisma, like the actor who plays them. Indeed, what for me makes the beauty of Ben Affleck is his charisma.

Impossible not to see him when he arrives somewhere, all eyes turn to him. His friendship with Matt Damon helps make him likeable and funny, but Ben Affleck no longer has anything to prove to anyone.

For me he is a real alpha male because his look is strong, proud and cocky, as if he knows how superior he is. He's the kind of man who could spit in my face without apologizing, and I wouldn't find that shocking. I would even kneel down to kiss his shoes and thank him.

A handsome, tall and muscular man, he was already very attractive in his roles in his youth. He didn't have a beard and wasn't manly, but he must have been a fag's crush / fantasy. He's the kind of handsome man in any role, and it's a dream to serve him.

I love everything about him, physically. He is tall, muscular, as handsome with a beard as without. He has beautiful feet that I would obviously like to be able to lick. He have a perfect regular nose and also very sexy eyes. Now that he is fifty years old, he has the physique of a handsome dad, muscular but not too much, obviously not too big and just enough hairs on his body. His gray hair doesn't make him old.

It must be said that he recently married Jennifer Lopez who also does not look her age at all. How lucky she is to be married to this man. He looks dominant and funny, protective and sexy. I'm proud that he spent his honeymoon in Paris, even if apparently he didn't appreciate the excessive presence of the paparazzi. I'm linking you to an article that looks back on his evolution as an actor, his career and his many roles.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BEN AFFLECK, A REAL ALPHA MALE SOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!

I hope you enjoyed this 50th "Man Of The Day", thank you again for always being present for my blog.

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HOMME DU JOUR #50 : BEN AFFLECK

🎉HOMME DU JOUR : BEN AFFLECK 🎂🎊

C'est déjà le 50ème "HOMME DU JOUR"!!!! Merci à vous tous pour lire mon blog et être présent pour lire mes articles sur ces mâles alphas célèbres qui méritent d'être vénérés. C'est un honneur pour moi de présenter le 50 ème "Homme du Jour", un homme dont nous fêtons l'anniversaire aujourd'hui.

Aujourd'hui l'acteur américain Ben Affleck fête ses cinquante ans. Je souhaite un joyeux anniversaire à ce mâle alpha supérieur!!

En effet, à cinquante ans Ben Affleck est toujours aussi sexy et désirable que dans sa jeunesse. J'appartiens à la génération qui l'a découvert dans des rôles comme celui de Batman dans Superman vs Batman (2016), Suicide Squad (2016) et Justice League (2017). J'ai très hâte de le revoir dans Aquaman and The Lost Kingdom et dans The Flash, prévus pour 2023.

Depuis, je l'ai vu dans le rôle du comte Pierre II d'Alençon dans Le Dernier Duel de Ridley Scott (2020) : je vous avait donné mon avis sur cet excellent film dans lequel il joue un personnage arrogant et supérieur.

J'ai découvert ses premiers rôles, tels que dans Will Hunting (1997) qu'il a réalisé et scénarisé avec son meilleur ami Matt Damon. Ben Affleck est très sexy et dominateur dans le rôle du comédien Ned Alleyn dans le magnifique film Shakespeare in love (1998). Il y a aussi Pearl Harbor (2001) ou Daredevil (2003). Bref, Ben Affleck a une longue filmographie, en tant que réalisateur, producteur et surtout acteur.

Je vous laisse donc admirer les photos de plusieurs de ses rôles, n'hésitez pas à écrire en commentaires celui où ceux que vous préférez afin que l'on puisse en discuter.

S'il n'a pas toujours joué dans des succès, il est en tout cas incontestable qu'il est un acteur talentueux. Pourtant, il joue souvent des personnages très sûrs d'eux, qui ont un charisme indéniable, à l'instar de l'acteur qui les joue. En effet, ce qui pour moi fait la beauté de Ben Affleck c'est son charisme. Impossible de ne pas le voir lorsqu'il arrive quelque part, les regards se tournent vers lui. Son amitié avec Matt Damon participe à le rendre sympathique et drôle, mais Ben Affleck n'a plus rien à prouver à personne.

Pour moi il est un vrai mâle alpha car son regard est dur, fier, comme s'il savait à quel point il est supérieur. C'est le genre d'homme qui pourrait me cracher au visage sans s'excuser, et je ne trouverai pas ça choquant. Même je me mettrai à genoux pour embrasser ses chaussures et le remercier.

Bel homme grand et musclé, il était déjà très attirant dans ses rôles dans sa jeunesse. Il n'avait pas de barbe et n'était pas viril mais il a sûrement été le fantasme de plusieurs pédés. C'est le genre d'homme beau dans n'importe quel rôle, et on rêve de le servir.

J'aime tout chez lui, physiquement. Il est grand, musclé, aussi beau avec une barbe que sans. Il a de magnifiques pieds que j'aimerais évidemment pouvoir lécher. Il a un nez parfaitement régulier et des yeux sexy. Maintenant qu'il a cinquante ans, il a un physique de beau papa, musclé mais pas trop, pas trop gros évidemment et juste ce qu'il faut en poils. Ses cheveux gris ne le rendent pas vieux.

Il faut dire qu'il s'est récemment marié avec Jennifer Lopez qui elle aussi ne fait pas du tout son âge. Comme elle est chanceuse d'être marié à cet homme. Il a l'air dominant et drôle, protecteur et sexy. Je suis fier qu'il est passé son voyage de noce à Paris, même si apparemment il n'a pas apprécié la présence trop importante des paparazzi.

Je vous met en lien un article qui revient sur son évolution en tant qu'acteur, sa carrière et ses nombreux rôles. N'hésitez pas à le lire.

JOYEUX ANNIVERSAIRE À BEN AFFLECK, UN VÉRITABLE MÂLE ALPHA TROP BEAU !

J'espère que ce 50 ème "Homme Du Jour" vous aura plu, je vous remercie encore pour être toujours aussi présent pour mon blog.

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[elysianheresy2]

can.. i hear about your ocs?

🥺 Of course you can! Thank you for asking <3 I want to hear about yours too though 👉🏼👈🏼 (if you're ok with sharing!)

So... I have many, many ocs, especially in pm so I can't talk about all of them and I'll just pick my favorites for now!

This is Lyvia (They/She), a color fixer oc! They grew up in the outskirts and a lot of people close to them died to several dangers there... And she decided to become better than those who were supposed to protect them but miserably failed. This took a while, but eventually she had success and the title of the rose quartz was given to her. Their weapon of choice is the specially modified umbrella they carry around, it's able to block powerful attacks and it's generally a very good defense! I won't describe the relationships they had with my friends' ocs, however, since this is one of my favorite ocs, of course they get paired with a canon character I find comfort in and this can't be left unsaid because it's important to know what happens next!

She met Daniel who carelessly ended up in danger, she happened to be doing a mission around that area and luckily was there to help him. I'm very shy about the oc x canon ships so I'm not describing very well but!! Eventually they end up together yeah! They keep working as a color to make the world a place where someone like him could live on, and he obviously joins the lab in the outskirts as the Canon story tells us... And the head raid happens so you know, he dies while Lyvia wasn't there to save him this time. And as soon as the news arrived to her she rushed to the remnants of the lab just to be welcomed by the head and the claws patrolling the area. A fight was unavoidable and she was able to kill a few claws but well, one of those was the gf of an arbiter and the arbiter wasn't very happy about that sooo

The lab of the outskirts ended up being the resting place of the rose quartz! And that's why I have like three aus where they're actually alive

This is the arbiter I mentioned above! She's Nara (She/Her) and she's a menace to society but at least she looks good while committing atrocities ahem anyways

She was adopted from the backstreets by a family that was already settled as members of the head, so she literally grew up with their ideologies taught to her and also the necessity to repay her family for the fact they saved her from certain death most likely... And thus she did her best to reach the top and make them proud... And she did reach the top! But her parents were too focused on praising the accomplishments of her sibling who was their biological child... So she always feels like whatever she does isn't enough, she needs therapy I think... Despite this, she deeply cares about her sibling...

This is her sibling, Jess! (Any pronoun) He didn't become an arbiter, however he became a beholder of the eye and quietly enjoyed the position, he thought what he did was just and fair and that his hands weren't dirty with blood. However, this changed when, while observing the new L Corp he committed a mistake and was kinda... Kidnapped? Smh she ends up being turned into an agent and he obviously isn't able to escape because you know... L corp things. They were assigned to the extraction department obviously under Binah and there they kinda... Almost died many times if the captain didn't help them. I'll avoid details once again, but during his time in the corp he had a character development and turned into a girlboss that's dealing with his sense of guilt for all his past mistakes.

... Obviously they're a Welfare Sephirah liker because I'm predictable and a simp

I'll stop here now because I'm afraid it's a lot already!! Thank you so much for asking! 💙

[lokisprettygirl]

Hello sweetheart, I hope you had a good day and nobody was mean to you 🥺💖

Chapter 39 of TB made me happy, I cried tears of happiness and relief. During reading the first paragraphs of the chapter I needed a short break because of the tears in my eyes. I'm so glad that Loki is with y/n now. They're together again and like every time they're the cutest 🥰. And Loki is everything 🥺💚. What a liberating feeling for y/n to put her arms around Loki again, to see him, to feel him, after all what happend on that day.

It's cute how they care for each other, y/n is concerned about Loki's bruise, Loki is concerned about y/n's empty stomach😍...that's how it should be 🥺☺️. It made my eyes tearing up when y/n said, she hadn't taken care for Loki because she didn't know anything. It's simply not true, she was always there for him, did so many things for him...and Loki saw and felt it all and she needs to see it too.

More confidence and self-love is what she needs, all of this was destroyed by the abusive people around her all these years and Loki will help her to become independent and self-confident. And he wants her to be like that ' He loved your timid submissive form in bed...he wanted to keep it sexual that way, he didn't want you to feel like he owned you or your life...You have had enough of that all your life...he didn't want you to do stuff for him...He wanted to make you stronger...to do things for yourself...'

I love him for that...he's like a partner in your life should be💚

But wait 😳...'he promised you the whole world and a long life together but he didn't know if he'd get to live it with you....He didn't want you to crumble down as soon as he's not there with you...now he understood why Bruce did what he did, being dead means nobody would came for him or her ever again'

Is his plan not completely fulfilled? Is he going to fake his death or is he going to go underground for some time? 😳👀🤔. I'm confused. Also what was the conversation with Rocky about? I also still hope nobody followed Loki. And what about the relevation that Mum and Bruce are alive...what will it do to y/n?

I really loved the scenes in which y/n learned to warm up food in the microwave 😁😂....Like look at me daddy, are you proud of me? This is so cute and adorable and shows how important it is to get praise for the things you're doing in your life🤗.

And Loki absolutely appreciated what she did there...'this wasn't easy for you...you were doing your best with the circumstances, taking it much better than Sameera ever did.'

Last but not least....the smut....oh my Lady That . Was. So . Hot ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥🥵🥵🥵. Their dry sex is sooo good, sometimes I think they love having sex like this so much, they will never take their clothes off for it😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣

(no absolutely not 🤣🤣🤣)

But in this special situation I absolutely get it. Yes they're out of the mansion but Loki is still alerted, y/n had a very stressful day full of concern and they will enjoy it more when they're out of there and at a really SAVE place where nobody can harm them anymore 👀. Nonetheless the line 'Be as loud as you want pretty baby, YOU ARE FREE my love..' did something to me and not only y/n's eyes teared up 🥺🥲

Their love confessions are sweet like candy floss and the last sentence....I can't barely wait for more. I'm still obsessed and so in love with them...and of course, I love you my Queen 👑💖💚😘

That gif of the kitties is sooooooo then, they just want to love each other, that's adorable 🥹

Her self esteem isn't too high and people around her are responsible for that, and I think it will take her a while to be able to feel enough about herself, for her loki is literally godsend and she just wants to worship him, there's a part of her that fears that he'd abandon ber if she's not doing her absolute best.

The moment loki takes her dress off she'd be like nuhuh keep the pants on mister 🤣🤣

I'm so glad you're still obsessed 🤩 love you too my dear 🥰😘💚

[swonkimn]

Yesterday my anxiety was spiraling to an all-time high...the entire day it felt like I was carrying this heavy burden of everyone's disapproval. The sheer number of negative thoughts about myself through the eyes of other people was staggering. Just some thoughts that I remember thinking: --"What is Swon doing walking alone? She's so weird." --"I can't believe Swon would go into the lab to help out." --"Swon doesn't do any work." --"She gained a lot of weight." --"She is making more work for me." --"She's a loner." --"She asks the stupidest questions." --"This email is her trying too hard."

I mean what are all these thoughts except my own negative thoughts about myself that I imagine other people agreeing with? The number one thing that drains me the most at work is when I feel like I'm not at peace with my other RNs. It drains me when I feel like they are whispering about me behind my back, they are gossiping about me, they are complaining about me...I just feel like I am so self-conscious the minute that I sense someone is unhappy with me. These thoughts didn't bother me so much or surface too much when I was taking my gabapentin, but these days they are just about overpowering my brain. It has been three weeks. and I feel the familiar sense of sweating at work when talking to students about what to do, stuttering when I'm trying to help other colleagues or ask people questions, I feel like I am always inconveniencing people. I just feel like my sense of self-worth is just sooo incredibly low.

But you know what?

I also had one of the most authentic and supportive talks with my husband in a long time. I was able to tell him what was going on in my mind, the emotional pain that I was subjecting myself to...and I also was somehow receptive to all the different thoughts that he introduced to me when he was challenging my thought distortions. Like Gabrielle was also hurt by me because I left her to go work at the lab, That she likely went to North clinic because she wanted to support me and it was likely lonely. That she shared about her oldest daughter and her therapy and depression because there was a certain level of trust.

And then the moment that gave me the most comfort is when, as we were talking in the living room, Penny was chasing around her little ramen packet toy, and was having just the time of her life hugging it and kicking it around. And Charlston drew the comparison of me and Penny: that sometimes Penny does her own thing and she may seem aloof and cold, but that's just how she is...and that we accept her for who she is. We love her for exactly who she is. Yes, sometimes the other kittens will try to initiate play with her and feel rejected when their acts of love are rejected, and I'll feel sad when I spend time with the other cats but Penny is just on the outer wings looking in, but I know that Penny loves me and that she loes I love her too. She is happy the way she is, and she is not afraid to be herself or to do the things that she needs in order to enrich her life. I love Penny even if she gains weight or loses weight, if she is silent and distant or if she is cuddly and quirky, if she finds delight in spending time with me or with her own self...I just love that she is a part of my lfie and that we share some small corner of our existences together. Somehow my understanding of Penny gives me grace to understand similiar characteristics about myself, too. I may not be as social and current as Reyanne or Gabrielle, but I am doing my best and I am still a part of the nurses. And when I'm not there, I know that my presence leaves an absence.

Also, as I wake up today and reflect on yesterday, I find myself grateful and proud that I lived yesterday. I think there are moments where I was passive--such as when I was struggling under all these negative thoughts that I assumed about everyone and made myself accomodating--but I also know that the decision to try and work in the lab was me asking for something in my life, the decision to ask the question at the Eating Disorder meeting was me showing up and participating, and me asking other people about their gardening tendencies was me putting myself out there. I am showing growth and presence in my life, which is a huge thing for myself. I am choosing to actively inhabit my life, which means that I will be showing up and taking a stance and exhibiting myself to others. So even though yesterday my anxiety caused me to nearly buckle with all the unspoken fears that emerged as I was doing these things, I know that this type of unfamiliar fear is quite a good thing. It means that I am truly living and participating in my life. I am not passive, I am actively living. I wanted to brush up on my venapuncture, so I worked in the lab for a couple hours. I wanted to ask that question because I was curious...so I did. I wanted to see if people would be receptive to the gardening idea, so I went ahead and asked. I pitched my idea, I spoke up for myself.

I am even more proud because yesterday I was so tempted to eat my feelings and purge. I ate food for dinner even though there was a part of me that wanted to starve myself...and then the familiar feeling of wanting to binge just felt so strong in me. But I didn't. I sat through my feelings, processed them with Charlston, and felt them disappear. And I found for the first time, that it was not hunger all this time. Once I processed those deep emotions, the hunger was gone, the anxiety was gone, the static in my brain was gone. I think that was the first time I've ever consciously sat with my feelings and processed them with another human being. Last night helped because Charlston was there--and I have to admit that he was the primary aid to my anxiety--but I also know that there was a part of me that was fighting it too. I was parenting myself, I was trying to change my thoughts. I was doing breathing exercises. For the first time, my mom's voice came into my mind that gave me some kind of strength. She has this saying when my dad's opinion just feels too strong and threatening to ruin her day: "Whether or not he does, I don't care." And that was the phrase that popped into my mind.

I shouldn't care so much about what people think about me because that is their own right. I am the center of my life, but they are the center of theirs. I am responsible for representing myself in my life, but so are they. So conflict is normal and we learn through friction how to co-exist with each other's boundaries.

So right now, after journaling and reflecting on the day that yesterday was, I am proud, immensely proud, of myself. I am making progress!

[the-bugs-under-ur-skin]

Yandere Sunny, Basil and Mari w an affectionate reader HCs - Omori

nghgggggh so cute :,) also sorry to the one person who asked for clumsy and affectionate, i just didn’t think there needed to be two different posts about it. thank you guys sooo much! i’m so glad you like my headcannons!!

[yandere Sunny x reader]

-Sunny is one of the most touch-starved of the group

-affection was always a must for him, so you being extra affectionate on your own is basically heaven for him

-he gets very flustered by the sudden affection from you but never pulls away, just soaking it all in with a red face

-he’ll let you give any affections you want at any place

-he doesn’t care about other people and would be able to intimidate them if the did try to bother both of you

-Sunny is very happy that you’re okay with pda, and can’t help but have a proud smirk on his face whenever he catches people staring at the two of you

-he also finds the texts adorable

-he always gets a little blush in his cheeks whenever he gets the notification that you’ve texted him

-he has trouble falling asleep and waking up so the gm/gn texts he gets from you actually helps him feel better

-i think he’d be an awkward texter though, so don’t expect much more than a thumbs up emoji or an “ok”

-but please don’t get discouraged by the lackluster responses from him, those texts are some of the best parts of his day

-you’ve spoiled him at this point, he just expects you to shower him in affection and would throw a little tantrum if you were to suddenly stop giving it to him

-and if he throws tantrums just because he doesn’t get enough affection, he’d certainly get upset if you were affectionate with others

-even just hugging one of your friends as a greeting can get him angry

-if you’re ever just cuddling against your friends and wonder why they suddenly seem unnerved, it’s probably because they just noticed Sunny’s intense glare from across the room 

-most of the time if your friend just backs off, he’ll leave them alone (for the most part)

-of course, if they’re persistent than a few cuts should have them back off

-but no matter what, you’re not going to be chatting with those friends for a long while

-and if one of your affections you show to your friends is a kiss, however, it’s going to be more than just a glare and a punch

-like, it’s nice that you made such a nice friend but you’re definitely never going to see that friend again unless you’re going to their funeral

-he wants all of your affection for himself, even if you claim you have “so much love to give to everyone”

-he can handle any affection you throw at him, so don’t start being shy now!

[yandere Basil x reader]

-despite being very shy, Basil would be quite affectionate himself

-he hopes that you’ll let him hang off of you for the rest of time, because that’s all he wants to do

-any affection you give him, he’ll return, albeit shyly

-if you though Basil would absolutely obsess over an affectionate s/o you must be crazy

-it’s the validation he’s always wanted and he gets it through hugs and kisses from his favorite person? he’s perfectly ready!

-honestly, he would mind if you suffocated him from all the affection he gets from you

-he also gets really giddy whenever he receives texts from you

-you constantly texting him will never fail to make him blush; he absolutely adores that he’s on the front of your mind

-you aren’t bothering him at all! he always responds to any of your texts immediately and hopes that you send him even more

-he’ll basically have a meltdown if you suddenly don’t give him a goodnight text as usual

-and Basil will definitely get upset if you’re affectionate with others

-he thought that you were only affectionate with him because he’s special, and your just giving away your valuable attention to just anybody?

-he definitely sits and cries in his room or under a tree or something

-he’s so pitiful, wouldn’t you do anything to stop him from crying?

-Basil just really hopes that you and a friend don’t suddenly start catching feelings for each other 

-an affection s/o would also worsen his tendencies since he’s basically getting praised for being a toxic boyfriend

-not only will he get more clingy, he’ll also get slightly more manipulative

-i mean, since you love affection so much, why not give him some?

-you’re holding hands with someone else? but he thought you loved him! you know... if you want to break up with him you can just say so...

-but, you’re not actually going to do that right? PLEASE don’t do that...

[yandere Mari x reader]

-Mari was affectionate with you right when she started to have some sort of feeling for you

-even if you and her are still technically friends she is absolutely sure that this means you’re both in love

-it just makes sense to her; you’re both always hugging and sometimes even a kiss on the cheek? there’s no way that this isn’t love

-she’ll even talk to her family and friends about you like you’re both dating each other

-and don’t even get me started with the texts

-every time she responds she’s always adding a heart at the end or calling you “honey” or “sweetie”

-she’ll probably send even more texts than you do

-oh, you give her a little good morning text? that’s cute, anyway here’s this two paragraph long message about how lucky she is and how excited she is to see you this morning

-but, whenever you’re affectionate with others, this breaks Mari’s fantasy about you both being in love

-she was so sure you were absolutely dedicated to her and that you would get married to her after you both finally graduate, and you’re giving someone else a hug?

-honestly, even simple affection could ruin her so you being really affectionate with others will send her into despair

-at first, she’s mad at you

-she trusted you and you’re out here snuggling with another classmate? how could you!

-but once you start acting confused on why she’s ignoring you, it starts to click for her

-it was never your fault, it was your friends!

-she’ll apologize to you profusely and then go straight to whoever was “manipulating” you into giving them affection

-so don’t worry, darling! those awful people will finally leave the two of you alone forever!

[abandoned-ax]

Im on the team pt - 4

Pt 1 Pt 2 Pt 3

Haikyuu x ftm reader

Summery: 1st day of the training camp

When we came back for the longer training camp I was much more relaxed. Last time it was only one night but just a few weeks later and were back. Everyone’s been starting to try new things, I think last training camp had everyone realizing we don’t match up at all. Iv been working with Noya a bit more on receiving and everything a libero does as well as working with Tanaka on spiking. But the most interesting thing Iv been doing is helping Kagayama out, he’s working on a new kind of set and asked me if I would throw for him one day after practice, I was hanging back a bit myself just not wanting to leave the gym and so I decided to help him out. I’m seeing a new side to him I didn’t know, I’m used to seeing him as the perfect setter like he could do anything, but seeing him struggling and frustrated is new. The day before we left for training camp we were practicing his set and he got angrier then I had ever seen him, he threw the ball and shouted.

“Ahhhhhh! Why can’t I get it!”

I’m immediately on the ground trying to figure out what to do to help calm him down, but the only thing I can think of that he likes is volleyball. Sooo

“Kageyama!” He pauses to look at me, “umm I was wondering if you wanted to take a break from your set and maybe help me with mine instead.” I guess that got him to pause since he was now just looking at me, “is just Iv been wanting to work on it for a while now but it’s just, your so good at it and I just wanted to ask for some pointers, and it just seems like you could use a break so.” His breathing has started to even out a bit more, he looks a bit caught off guard.

“Ughh yeah I can do that.” So for the next half hour we worked ok my set, I made sure to praise and complement him on his set to make sure he knew how talented he was, I’m sure working so hard on a set and not being able to get it is really frustrating. After a while we were both tired so we moved to sit down drinking our water in silence.

“Thank you for helping me out, and you know for calming me down.” His voice got quieter as the sentence went on but I understood what he was getting at.

“It’s all good kageyama. I bet it’s frustrating.” He looks over at me and we make eye contact, it’s nice.

“Iv always been able to get it, and I just haven’t had to do something new like that in a while.”

“I know it’s frustrating, and I know I don’t know a lot about volleyball but even I know your one of the most talented players, you’ll get it, it’s just going to take a bit of time.”

“Thanks (Y/N)”

I smile over at him happy I could help in anyway, he pulls out his phone to check the time, “holy shit it’s late.” I look over at his phone and realize it’s 12:30 already!

“Oh wow.” Kagayama looks over at me and we start laughing, both realizing how wild it is that we stayed here for that long, “oh my god our buss to head to training camp is going to be here is like 4 hours!” Kagayama starts laughing louder.

“Holy shut we should head home huh?!” Both of us calm down our giggles before moving to walk home, we walk mostly together till we half to part ways, “well I’ll see you in a few hours Kags.”

He smiles at me a little “yeah I’ll see you in a few hours.” And with that we split ways.

It’s before the sun comes up that we have to be at the busses so naturally everyone is very tired. I meet Tsuki and Yams there but once Kagayama shows up I move over to him, he’s looking through his bag and so I ask “making sure you packed everything?” He look up startled but his gaze softens when he sees it’s me, “yeah after how late we got home last night I didn’t really have time to pack properly.” I giggle at him, “lucky I pack like a week in advance.” He chuckles “maybe I should start doing that to huh.” Coach gives a little speech and tells us all to get on the bus, I was originally planning on sitting wish Tsuki and Yams but they ended up sitting together and Kags asked if I wanted to sit with him so that’s what I did. Not long into the drive I ended up falling asleep with my head on Kagayamas shoulder, and he fell asleep with his on my head. But we were rudely awoken by Daichi “come on idiots were here.” I know I have a massive blush in my face so I get up and move to get off the bus quickly, I hear Daichi chuckle at us but ignore it and move quickly, one off the bus I move to find Tsuki and Yams, “so I see you’ve become friends with the king?” Tsuki says skeptically, “oh shut it Tsuki.” Yams laughs at us as we see Nekoma come out to greet us.

I walk over to where Kenma is talking to Hinata excited to see him again since we talked a bit at the last training camp and he seems super cool, “hey Kenma!” He looks away from Hinata and smiles at me “hey (Y/N), I was just talking to Hinata about the camp.”

“Oh yeah! It’s in a different place, do you know why?” Kenma chuckles at that question “yeah it’s a bigger space and a bit cooler here, but there’s a lot of bugs.”

“Fuck I should have brought bug spray.”

“It’s ok you can use mine if you wanna,” he says smiling a bit.

“Are you sure that would be ok?”

“Yeah I don’t mind!”

“Thanks Kennma.” I smile at him but the moment is cut short by a super tall guy yelling over at Hinata “hey did you grow taller yet?!” The two start bickering and I give Kenma a surprised look,

“that’s Lev, he’s the new kid for us.”

I giggle at the distressed look he gets looking over at the tall kid.

“I’m guessing he’s...a lot.”

“How’d you know?”

“I mean he did interrupt our conversation by yelling at Hinata about his height.” Kenma laughs at that.

“So (Y/N) you play any video games?” Me and Kenma talked the entire walk to Karasanos room, finding we have quite a bit in common, from our love of the same video games to our inability to sleep most nights. He’s nice to talk to, his calm and quiet tone is relaxing to listen to and his more subtle demeanor is cute.

We all put our bags in the room and got ready for our first game today. I didn’t play in the first few, but after a couple they switched me into the libero spot for a while and then I played middle blocker. We aren’t doing too good tho, haven’t won a single game, and after the 8th time doing the run for the loosing team I think I’m gunna die. When the end of the day came around we all collapsed after our last run.

“Ughhh I don’t think I can breath” I hear tanaka yell.

“We lost every game, how’d we lose every game.” Suga asked

We looked into the gym to watch the one game that’s still going, we are nowhere near that level. Daichi sits up and says he’s going to work on the synchronized attack, so everyone started to scatter.

I look over and see Tsuki walking away from the gym most of our team was using and Yams yells over at him “you aren’t going to practice Tsuki?” Tsuki turns around “no, we practice enough already.” And starts walking away, I knew Yams was probably itching to go practice his serve so I tell him, “go, I’ll follow the giraffe.” He smiles gratefully at me and I starts chasing after the blond boy.

“Tsuki wait up!” He doesn’t turn around so I start running faster till I catch up with him. “ughhh why are your legs so long!”

“There not that long yours are just short.”

We pause for a moment, it’s awkward. Me and Tsuki have never had an awkward moment, I don’t like it.

“Aren’t you going to practice?”

“No, we do that enough, everyday for hours we practice, I’m done for the night.”

I’m so lost on what to do at this point, I want him to come practice but I can’t force him too,

“Hey glasses kid,” I hear a voice say and turn around Tsuki stopping in his place, “oh and (Y/N)” it’s Kuroo from Nekoma.

“You guys wanna come practice with us? We could use another blocker!” I look over to Tsuki hopefully, maybe this will be the opportunity to get him motivated. Tsuki looks up and with the fakest smile on his face he says “sorry, I’m all done for the night.”

Kuroo and one of the other guys I think from Fukurodani are both appalled by his response,

“You know he may not look it but he’s one of the top 5 aces is Japan.”

The owl looking guy stands up taller and puffs out his chest looking proud. It’s cute!

“Yeah I think he’s still upset he’s not in the top 3 anymore.” I chuckle, there fun, you can tell they all joke around a lot.

“Well I’m in.” I say walking up to the gym and yelling back at Tsuki “don’t make me do this alone.” The three others stay in the door continuing to try and convince Tsuki to join.

I’m walking through but jump when I her “oh hi” from the floor, looking down it’s the tall kid who was talking to Hinata earlier. He looks like a baby dear before it can walk!

“What happened to you?”

“Kuroo did.” I laugh back at him. He sits up more going over to sit agains the wall and I move to sit next you him.

“Your a first year right? How long have you been playing?” A guy like him is clearly a powerhouse, I assume he’s been playing for years.

“Oh I just started!” He says with a goofy grin on his face,

“You just started!!”

“Hey! How long have you been playing!” He says in an amusing accusatory tone

“Well, I kinda just started too!”

“Haha were tied.” I smile over at him, he looks kinda intimidating but he certainly doesn’t act it as he giggles at our interaction. I think back to when I first saw him earlier he was with Kennma, I wonder where he is?

“Hey your on the team with Kennma right, I just talked to him earlier today and haven’t seen him around much since?”

“Oh Kennma?” I hear Kuroo yell jogging over to us “he went to go play some video games, he’s not really the type that needs to practice, nor do I think we could get him too!” He chuckles.

“Oh that reminds me! Did you get Tsuki to join?”

Kuroo gets a cocky smile on his face looking over his shoulder to see Tsuki looking angry. I get up but before I Kuroo I say “great, you made our tall guy with glasses angry.” I laugh at him sarcastically, he laughs back loudly and we go to start our first practice game of many.

An: hey guys sorry it’s been too long, I’m currently thinking I’ll make this a Kenma x Reader X Kuroo or maybe a Tsuki X reader not sure yet!! Let me know what you think!!!

[red-doll-face]

I just found your blog and I LOVE IT.

If I might ask: What’s your saddest dbd headcanons (killers or survivors)

Call me crazy, but I must know! ❤️

Ohh this one was a good one but it hurt me so badddd, ahhh. I’m glad to share , I have some bad dbd brain rot lmaooo I didn’t do every character so I hope these are ok 🥺 these are a bit long too

Sad Dead by Daylight Hcs

Claudette Morel:

Claudette is one of the criers. Probably cries while getting mori’d and can't help the tears during the really bad matches. Her pain tolerance isn’t very high, hence the willingness to waste time healing herself if it means she can stop being in so much pain.

Meg Thomas:

Spends time alone thinking about her past life. Her mother is a subject that makes her really frustrated. People mentioning their moms makes her a little standoffish. Wishes she had a chance to say goodbye in some way.

Ace Visconti:

Ace doesn't have much family to even miss him. He wonders if they noticed he’s gone or hasn’t come back. Maybe they think he hit big bucks and left them behind. Ace is stuck really. Even if he were to go back, he’d be dead or working off his debt.

Feng Min:

Gets super mad when she loses, it makes her so angry that she doesn’t control the trials. She blames other people for her losses but actually is very critical of herself. Casts the blame on others so she doesn't have to face her own mistakes.

David King:

All of his perks are about putting his ass on the line for his teammates yet everyone seems to think he’s selfish and a dumb brute. David doesn't know what to do to be more approachable; genuinely wants to be seen as a friend.

Laurie Strode:

Laurie never got the chance to mourn her friends. She thought she won. Finding out she’ll never truly escape Michael or be able to forget him makes her so mad. When she gets Michael in trials she makes sure the glass in her pocket is extra jagged and serrated.

Jane Romero:

Jane only wanted recognition and acknowledgement. Everything she's worked so hard for feels like a waste for her now. She should have spent more time on herself or with her father. Jane feels like she has no purpose anymore besides running and screaming for the enjoyment of the entity.

Yui Kimura:

Yui can’t stand the Clown or the Stealth Killers. Reminds her of bad memories. When she loses against killers like ghostface, she is especially angry.Her fighting spirit can’t help her actually get back at them.

Zarina Kassir:

Spent so much time fighting inequality only to spend the rest of her life where the odds are never in favor of the survivors. Where the oppressed are destined to lose. Each one of the people is subjugated, both killer and survivor and there's nothing she can do to free them.

Cheryl Mason:

She's been through literal hell and back just to end up in a weird recurring nightmare. At least Silent Hill had an escape. She's killed a god and somehow someone her size with a boxcutter can kill her? Huh.

Élodie Rakoto:

Feels guilty over the loss of her parents and feels extremely disillusioned by this realm. It's so much more boring than she thought it would be. All of her searching and traveling was not worth this shithole.

Steve Harrington:

Steve, though 18, is very much still a kid. Steve is naive about certain things and his optimism gets chipped away at a lot. Wasn’t too enthusiastic at having to care or look after Dustin and his friends but misses having people to protect.

Jeff Johannson:

Someone who definitely ends up taking hooks for people and ends up dying. Has a reputation among the killers as a survivor who is easy to leverage during the endgame because he will try for that save.

Kate Denson:

Feels very lucky to even have her guitar. The other survivors didn't get to bring many things with them. Makes her feel a little bad when she Often feels too worn out and exhausted by the trials to play it.

Quentin Smith:

Unfortunately stuck in pseudo-hell with his abuser. Gets really anxious against Freddy. Leans on his fellow survivors. Will sometimes accidentally bring Freddy to others in an attempt to get Freddy the hell away for him.

Evan ‘The Trapper’ Macmillan:

Actually has tried on numerous occasions to remove the metal rods and shrapnel embedded in his skin. It hurts like hell and just when he thinks he’s got it, he loses grip. These attempts never work.

Philip ‘The Wraith’ Ojomo:

When he’s alone, Philip will try and talk to himself. His vocal cords are warped, his voice a scratchy growl and garbled gurgle. He remembers what he used to sound like but he tries talking less and less.

Max ‘The Hillbilly’ Thompson Jr.:

Besides being named after someone who locked him away for most of his life? Max has to rest a lot between trials. The constant movement puts strain on him and causes him dull pain. His back causes him a lot of grief. The Entity is barely merciful.

Michael ‘The Shape’ Myers:

Meant to be forgotten by everyone who ever knew of him and he knows it. Loomis, after deciding that Michael couldn't be ‘fixed’ just hoped that the system would swallow him. If it weren't for the entity, Michael knows he'd either be dead or caught and back with Loomis.

Bubba ‘The Cannibal’ Sawyer:

Used to be one of the nicer killers to go against and might have been sweet to certain survivors who deserved kindness. But the Entity punished him for it. Bubba isn't very nice anymore. Probably a little meaner to avoid being in trouble again.

Amanda ‘The Pig’ Young:

Another one down to give second chances, much like the second chance she saw in John Kramer. Doesn’t do this a lot however, therefore escaping the ire of the Entity. She’s spent a lifetime hurting others emotionally and physically. Now, she’ll spend an eternity.

Rin ‘The Spirit’ Yamaoka:

The pain and anguish is so heavy but time is no cure in a place where time is nonexistent. No happiness to replace her rage. Especially in a place where her anger is a weapon for a greater power. Also has tried to pull the glass out of her skin and press her limbs back together. Can’t stand to see herself in the mirror.

Adiris ‘The Plague’:

Her body is always on the precipice of falling apart. Her skin rots; her flesh aches and feels like it will tear away at any moment. She is immortalized yet so close to death. Her body hurts so much but she has a purpose to serve. (makes me even sadder bc jannneeeee my mainnnnn😔)

Kazan ‘The Oni’ Yamaoka:

Misses his son. Never got to see him grow up, considering he;s already met his descendant. Proud from a distance because that's all he can be. The beginning of something so angry that it passes down his family line.

Caleb ‘The Deathslinger’ Quinn

During his life, was under the control of people who made him work for their gain who used him. The Entity emphasizes the killers as a position of power but Caleb does much of the same here. Works and works. Never for himself.

Pyramid Head ‘The Executioner’:

His existence has always included pain. He’s not quite sure what it’s like without it. He’s made several efforts to take the pyramid off. It pulls painfully at his neck. Makes awful groaning noises and roars.

Ji-Woon ‘The Trickster’ Hak:

Has never been much more than entertainment for other people since he was a child. Never expected to be much more. To the point that now, if he doesn't feel impressive in some way, he feels incomplete. The entity is his way to really indulge his ‘true artistry’.

Yun-Jin Lee:

A bit selfish when it comes to surviving. A few people around the campfire dont like her for that reason. Some of the meaner people will even leave her behind because they remember all of the times Yun-Jin might have done something similar.

Thanks for reading!!! I’m sorry I don’t post often but I have Shit ton of hw and I recently started a new project sooo ya know 💖💖💖