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bywons ยท 3 months
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เญจเญง NERD!CLASSMATE! โ€” lee heesung ( headcannons )
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pairing. nerd!classmate! lee heesung x f!reader w.c. 0.7k tw/cw. kissing genre. non idol au, highschool/college au, fluff
sru's note. find me a boy like this cause I NEED HIM!๐Ÿ—ฃ๏ธ kinda long fic lolol feedbacks and reblogs are always appreciated!
requested by this sweet anon โ˜†
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nerd!classmate! heesung who is oblivious to all the girls' infatuated eyes around him, whispering and giggling about him whenever he passes by.
nerd!classmate! heesung who is always seen with his books and projects almost every time.
nerd!classmate! heesung who rejects to tutor all the popular girls or even go on a date with them, coming up with the unchanging excuse that he's always occupied with studies. but he knows they're all infatuations.
nerd!classmate! heesung who only has his eyes on you, secretly admiring you from afar for god knows how long, he's just drowning in your beauty, your kindness, your smile, just you.
nerd!classmate! heesung who's heart is beating out of chest everytime the group projects or lab practicals are around, afterall he wants to be partners with only you :(
nerd!classmate! heesung who hides secret love notes throughout your spent time in the project together, which are obvious yet opaque.
nerd!classmate! heesung who proposes to tutor you in maths cause you're weak at it :( but obviously he has his own motives.
nerd!classmate! heesung who gives you tough and long numericals deliberately just so he can admire your pretty face, so he can brush your hair back softly or even pinch your cheeks in the meanwhile, just to see your flushed and embarrassed face which makes his pupils dilate.
"you know, i really wondered how your cheeks are always so flushed," "oh? i'm using a new blush---!", "i hope it's because of me one day,"
nerd!classmate! heesung who has you folding and fawning over his genius pick up lines, he has you blushing the most!! the other bois can't compete!!
your friends often make fun and poke at you for spending too much time with nerd!classmate! heesung nowadays, but you can't help it! he's too wholesome with his rants about his fav movie the toy story, about buzz lightyear! you could listen to him for hours!
not a second spent with nerd!classmate! heesung is boring or flat. he's always got you occupied with his antics, whether it's movies or deep talks with you.
nerd!classmate! heesung who sends you all the class notes you missed when you were sick, drawing a heart on each page <3 but he also gives you his own notes too tho >.<
nerd!classmate! heesung who lets you draw over his notebooks anytime, sometimes he also cuts them up and saves them!
nerd!classmate! heesung who writes you cute letters and drops them in your locker whenever you're feeling down or insecure, he appreciates every feature of you in those letter :( sometimes he also drops chocolates :(
nerd!classmate! heesung who offers to carry your bag around school and back home, saying it's too heavy for you.
nerd!classmate! heesung who attends your extra classes for you when you're not feeling well, he also offers his shoulder for you to sleep on :(
nerd!classmate! heesung who buys your favourite snacks and stationeries for you, and no matter how much you tell him not to he won't stop! he just wants to spoil you :(
nerd!classmate! heesung who pulls you aside from the booming music at the party, and takes you to quiet place of fresh air and tranquility, so he can confess to you >.<
nerd!classmate! heesung who can't help but be all reddened up when he's proposing to you, stuttering and mumbling in his own words as he keeps looking down, yet holding your hands in his.
"y/n, i don't know for h-how long but, I've always been in love with you."
and when you flush back and whisper your mutual love back to him, nerd!classmate! heesung cant help but smile in glee and pick you up in his strong arms, twirling you around while you two laugh like idiots in love <3
nerd!classmate! heesung who takes your breathe by pushing you against the wall and stealing your first kiss. it was so sweet, yet it made your heart beat like crazy!
nerd!classmate! heesung who's not a green flag, but the whole green forest <3 he makes you believe in love, in soulmates and destiny.
nerd!classmate! heesung is your one and only <3
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leeknowlover99 ยท 6 months
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What kind of polaroid pic of you enhypen would have under their phone case (sfw)
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Heesung
Hee would have a polaroid pic of both of you, him holding your waist and you kissing him on the cheek, him grinning at the camera.
Jay
Since it is the photo for everyoneโ€™s eyes Jay would have a pic of you posing together at a party or an event - both dressed up and looking your best.
Jake
I feel like Jake would have a playful polaroid of you - you smiling or laughing maybe a bit blurry as it was taken spontaneously. Maybe also a picture of you two fooling around and doing funny poses.
Sunghoon
He would have a pretty picture of you - most likely from one of your dates, taken at the pretty setting maybe with cherry blossom flowers or on the ice rink during Christmas season.
Jungwon
He would definitely ask for a cute polaroid, make you pose with cat ears or make a heart, you would be smiling at him taking the pic. Could be a selfie of both of you as well.
Sunoo
I think Sunoo would want to have a selfie of both of you, i also think he would love to take new polaroids and change them every month always coming up with fun ideas for pictures.
Niki
This boy would have a cool polaroid of you, he would take it sneakily at one of your late night walks, picture a bit blurry with a flash, very low key and aesthetic.
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soobswvrld ยท 1 year
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ENHYPEN WITH A S/O WHO BAKES !
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L.HEESUNG
STOP HE'S SO CUTE
he makes sure the dorm has whatever u need to bake so u can do it there
has whole playlists that are made specifically for you stress baking, holiday baking, sad baking, happy baking, or just baking
back hugs you the whole time
mumbles sweet things in ur ear OR SINGS
prob tried to help you but ended up spilling 3 different ingredients in a span of 4 minutes so he yelled, causing you to spill a little too, he then proceeded to fuss over you cause some flour or smth got on ur clothes
does all the dishes <3 <3 <3 while complaining LMAOOO
he demands kisses as payment
def takes a bunch of pictures of you baking
proudly shows off ur baked goods
once they come out of the oven he immediately eats it with no hesitation
and u have to watch him go " ha WUT HA Wt"
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P.JONGSEONG
he would start cooking dinner or lunch while you bake
he would start rambling abt whatever and u would talk abt ur day
it's honestly one of his favorite things to do with u cause its so domestic
he would find things at the grocery store in the baking section and buy them
definitely would show u recipes that he thinks u would like
u two clean together and switch off roles
share the food with the rest of enha
ITD BE SO CUTE
u all eat the food together and it's vv wholesome
GIVES U THE BIGGEST PORTION OF FOOD
AND U GIVE HIM THE BEST PART OF WHATEVER U MADE
my man is LOVESICK (0x1=lovesong)
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S.JAKE
THIS MAN
head in hands he makes a pillow fort and sets up a movie while u bake so u can eat it in there
ITS SO HOME-Y homey? home like?
creates a whole ambiance
sits in the corner and listens to u talk abt ur day
if u ran out of something u need he is out the door and buying it
prob takes the bowls and utensils once ur done using them and washes them
IM SORRY THIS IS SO SHORT
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P.SUNGHOON
HE BOTHERS U SM
puts flour on u
screams when u put some on him
u two always have a flour fight
Once u threw some in his face he stood there frozen for a minute and wordlessly wiped his face
then moved towards u til ur back hits the counter and puts his hands on the counter on either side of u and is like
"don't do that, it's mean " in a deep voice
and ur blushing cause whAT
then he does his cute little smile and throws flour in ur face
ends up running away giggling
wipes ur face when u two are done throwing flour at each other
as u keep baking he cleans up the giant mess u two he made
if ur counting out loud how much u put in he'd start saying random numbers
you: 1...2....3
sunghoon at the same time: 48..29..30
actually keeps count tho cause he'd feel bad if he messed u up
eats the baked goods and exaggerates his reaction to the food to make u laugh
he wants to mix the batter so he can show off his muscles
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K. SEONWOO
he puts on a kdrama in the background
got u two matching aprons
eats the batter
sunoo: *eyeing the batter*
you: don't even
sunoo: don't even what? I don't even know what ur talking abt
*silence*
sunoo, at the speed of light: dips his finger in and puts it in his mouth
you: sunOO NO
sits next to the oven waiting for it to be ready
u two do rock paper scissors on who is cleaning what
pretends he's gonna have the first bite then gives it to u
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Y. JUNGWON
he's so *sobs*
if u stress bake when it's exam season he makes sure to take some butter out every weekend so it can become room temp just in case
constantly looking over ur shoulder to see what ure doing
u don't even see the mess u makes because jungwon got it
u spilled? it's already wiped
u just used that bowl? already washing it
PREHEATS THE OVEN CAUSE HE KNOWS U WILL FORGET
pls jungwon would sometimes purposely wipe flour or smth on u so he can wipe it for u
he just wants to be close to u leave him alone
makes sure no one bothers u while ur in the zone
finds recipes and shares it with u
eats whatever u make no questions asked
one time u gave him something Niki made and he slowly nodded and made a face of pure disgust
jungwon: ....you made this...?
you: yes, do u like it?
jungwon: ummmmmmmmmmmmmm
you: I spent hours making it just for you!
jungwon: that's so interesting ahhahhhahhahha
jungwon looked so disturbed HELP HE DIDNT WANA HURT UR FEELINGS BUT HE ALSO WANTED TO BE HONEST
jungwon: you know I love you, so sos oso sso much, right?
you: I love you too wonnie
jungwon: so don't take this the wrong way but this tastes like I ate expired cheese
you: ....
jungwon: IM SORRY ILL EAT ALL OF IT IM SORRY
you: haAHAHHAHHAHHAH
jungwon: ?
you: Niki made it
jungwon: oh.. I knew that
when u gave him what you actually made his face lit up
he had the biggest smile HES SO CUTE PLS
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N. RIKI
bothers u the whole time pt. 2
constantly asking if ur done yet
dances while u bake and tries to get u to dance too
don't even think abt sharing what u made with everyone else cause Niki would eat it all
another one who would eat the batter
would also put the batter on u
and u would put some on him
and he would start talking abt how ur trying to ruin his career
Niki: I cant believe u would do this... you RUINED me.... MY GORGEOUS SKIN YOU-YOu RUINED IT!
you thought he was reenacting a drama LMAOOO
u just stood there waiting til he was finished
BUT HE KEPT GOING
so u cut him off saying
you: lets break up
Niki: what
and u just kiss him and keep baking
Niki gets so confused
he's all like I'm not complaining but WHAT WAS THAT
he gets over it
Niki's the type to make random tiktoks while u bake LMAOOO
ur mixing the batter and all of a sudden Niki is next to u and doing the anti fragile dance
u do a staring contest to see who does the dishes and who cleans the counter
he always ends up laughing so u get to choose what u clean
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A/N!
First fic done B) hope u liked it !
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sanspuppet ยท 4 months
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GENRE: fluff, smut w a lot of romance (?)
PAIRING: Heesung x afab! reader
W/T: university au, lil bit of jealousy, unprotected sex, biting, swearing, pet name (princess)
A/O: i know that Hee doesnโ€™t have much to do with my blog but this is the ff i wrote for my bestie and iโ€™m just gonna post it so yeah, remember that iโ€™m a multi-stan so i write for many other groups apart from ateez
enjoy <3
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"come on! it'll be fun!" Jeongin tries to encourage you, his hands begging at your pissed expression because of his hundredth attempt to invite you at his party.
"i don't want to! i don't know anyone of your friends" you reply back with a sharp tone, itโ€™s almost a week that he keeps asking you to come, and he canโ€™t comprehend that you have no intention to go.
"Oh yeah! there's one: Heesung! that guy from class 3B" he winks at you with a smirk already trailing on his face.
"Another reason not to go there!" you quiver, body stiffening the same second he pronounces his name. Actually, if thereโ€™s Lee Heesung too, you could think about it a couple times and accept. Through all, heโ€™s the finest man at your university, no doubts heโ€™s your secret crush, well not that secret because it seems that Jeongin has already found out.
"But it's a good opportunity to talk to him!" his voice booms inside the classroom, all of your classmates turn back to look at you, your professor violently slams his palm on the desk: "You two! Better keep those mouths closed during my classes!" you hush a quick "excuse us" before turning back to focus on algebra.
Hours later, when the last school bell rang, you leave the university, arm crossed while walking down the street, with Heesung's smile pictured in your mind and dangerously lost in yourself while fantasizing about him. The stoplight turns red, which unfortunately you donโ€™t pay attention to, youโ€™re about to cross the road when someone thoughtfully grabs your waist, fingertips gripping at your skin, trying to stop you. Your heart flutters intensely, goosebumps on your body as you hear a familiar voice beginning: "you should pay more attention while walking" oh no, you perfectly recognize that voice, sweet but at the same time extremely attractive, you canโ€™t help but turning your face to look at him, panic already flowing into your body. "U-uhm... sorry" Heesung smiles for a millisecond before turning back to his serious expression: "you don't have to be sorry, just wanted to warn you darling" maybe how he called you is the reason why you keep stuttering and trembling like a shy kiddo: "Y-yeah..." you suddenly grimace, confused: "w-why are you here?" you question. "Oh, you didn't notice? i live near your house" you mouth a small "o" before you could even realize what he actually said: "Wait- what?!" he blinks twice, his hands involuntarily still gripping at your waist, a strange feeling intensifying inside the core of your stomach. โ€œi. live. near. you.โ€ he repeats, marking every word, not in a arrogant way, but in a beamy one. When he realizes that you arenโ€™t going to say anything, he approaches you with an another argument: โ€œWell, wanna walk together? I.N. told me that youโ€™ll come at his partyโ€ you wide your eyes, following him hesitantly as he crosses the road. โ€œWhat? No! Nono i donโ€™t like that kind of partyโ€ He raises an eyebrow:
โ€œโ€ฆwhat kind of party do you like then? like aโ€ฆ uhmโ€ he bemuses, you shake your hands, trying to clarify: โ€œNo! I meanโ€ฆ Iโ€™m the only girl in the group and iโ€™m quite worried about itโ€ when he turns his head to face you, you canโ€™t believe he purposely holds your hand. โ€œI understand, donโ€™t worry! You know i wouldnโ€™t let anything happen to you, right? Such a good girl, you donโ€™t deserve to get into that kind of shitโ€ you can hear your heartbeat booming inside your head, mind blank as you keep repeating his last sentence to yourself, barely capable to think at any reply. โ€œPlease, i want to know you better! Come with me, and youโ€™ll be sure no one will make fun of you, or touch you in any wayโ€ he insists, tightening the grip on your hand.
okey, are you dreaming? are you in a coma, after a car invested you? What the hell is happening? All of your day dreams about him seem becoming reality as heโ€™s begging you to accompany him. Youโ€™re not conscious of your blushing state in this moment, smiling pathetically, lost in yourself as youโ€™re trying to realize your current situation. And you finally cooe: โ€œWell, if you say soโ€ฆ iโ€™ll be more than glad to come!โ€
Heesung raises a fist happily: โ€œThatโ€™s my girl! i meanโ€ฆ happy to see you again y/nโ€ he stops in front of a small, cute little house. He sighs, taking a heavy breath before continuing: โ€œi live hereโ€ฆ alone, so if you need something, you can find me here.โ€ you bow slightly, smiling uncontrollably. โ€œGot it! See you at the party, then.โ€ He keeps staring at you without leaving: โ€œWhat? So iโ€™m not gonna pick you up?โ€
โ€œOhโ€ฆ uhm, yes! yes, sure. Sorryโ€ you beam back.
โ€œOkey, shall we share our phone numbers?โ€ he asks, taking his phone in his hands, ready to take notes. When youโ€™re both sure that the other has the contact saved, Hee shakes his hand and heads towards the door of his home.
The evening of the same day, you canโ€™t help but keep fantasizing about how would it be to spend hours with Heesung at your side. Having him that close to you, would probably drive your mind nuts, but what if he was talking seriously hours before? He seriously wants to get to know you better? Well, if so, youโ€™d surely go to that party. Knowing that itโ€™s quite easy to convince you in anything when it comes to Heesung, you already start choosing what to wear at the party of the next day.
โ€œMmmโ€ you scratch your chin, looking at your dresses hanging inside your wardrobe. โ€œWhat should i-โ€œ the loud sound of your ringtone makes you suddenly hop. You check the name written on the screen, snorting when you see the name of your best friend.
โ€œWhat do you want?โ€ you tilt your head to squeeze your phone between your ear and shoulder, picking your favorite dresses and throwing them on your bed.
โ€œYouโ€™re coming?!! God, you fucking drool for Heesung, donโ€™t you???โ€ you hear Jeongin beaming through the speaker.
โ€œMe? No, no absolutely.โ€ you find yourself staring intensely at one dress in particular: the fabric of a soft white, its skirtโ€™s quite short and has elegant lace sleeves. You choose that one, while keep listening to Jeongin freak out from happiness.
โ€œWell, whatever. Youโ€™re gonna come too!!!โ€ he starts to giggle joyfully.
โ€œYeah, now please calm down. Also, i have to go now, bye!โ€ you end the call without even waiting for him to say anything else. The only thing you want right now is staring at the selfie of Heesung that he has set as his profile picture. So you did, laying on your bed, after putting carefully in place your dresses again.
โ€œOohโ€ฆ heโ€™s such so handsome and cuteโ€
You whimper seeing the notification of someone texting you appearing from above the phone screen. A pang hits your heart when you realize itโ€™s Heesung.
< Hey, tomorrow the party begins at 6 p.m. Imma pick you up by 5.45, is that okay? >
You smile like an idiot while texting back: < Perfect! >
That night you fall asleep, lost again in the thought of his cherishing smile and how simply gorgeous he always is.
And as soon as you do, as soon you wake up, squeezing your eyes from the warm light of the sunrise. You suddenly grip at your hair, your heartbeat starts accelerating as you process: โ€œThe party is today!โ€
Now that you have realized it, you canโ€™t stop waiting impatiently for afternoon to come. You force yourself to distract your mind, doing chores and your homework, listening to music and practicing the dance steps you learned at your last dance lesson. Doing that you donโ€™t even feel the hours that have passed, making you bounce slightly on the spot as you read what time it is.
โ€œGod i have to get ready!โ€ you jolt while running towards your bathroom, starting to do your makeup. You keep checking the time on your wristwatch, and once you have your look done and prepared all the stuff youโ€™d need, you leave the house and chuckle shyly as you see Heesung standing in front of his car a few meters apart from you.
โ€œHi y/n! How are you?โ€ He approaches you, giving you his hand to help you get inside of his car.
โ€œPretty fineโ€ you affirm after he joined you inside it.
The short journey was something you could define totally embarrassing, you were frustrated because you couldnโ€™t do anything but stare outside the window and tap nervously your fingertips on the handle. He was the one that after some minutes that seemed eternal hours find the courage to speak:
โ€œUhmโ€ฆ that dress is so beautiful, matches your vibes a lotโ€ he turns his head to take a quick look of you before his gaze could go back at the road. โ€œThank you, Heesungโ€ you smile genuinely. He giggles back: โ€œOh please, just call me Hee. Weโ€™re friends after all, right?โ€ what your previous smile seemed full of happiness, it quickly turned into a wounded one. โ€œYeahโ€ฆ friendsโ€
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Once you enter the apartment, you didnโ€™t expect it to be so well organized: cute colorful balloons fill the living room, yummy snacks all over the table followed by soda and other drinks, background music to keep the welcoming atmosphere. When you step out the entrance you immediately see Jeonginโ€™s friends casually chatting on the small couch.
โ€œNaur way look whoโ€™s here!โ€ Jake exclaims as he notices your figure standing in front of them. You chuckle at his funny Aussie accent.
โ€œYeah personally i know you couldnโ€™t wait anymore to see meโ€ Heesung smirks, heading towards Jeongin whoโ€™s trying to inflate other balloons. โ€œHyung i think these are enough, yeah?โ€ he whispers at him, noticing his red, overworked cheeks.
Jake turns his head to look at Hee, grimacing: โ€œWhat? No i meant y/n! Didnโ€™t expect you to comeโ€ He approaches you, with the intention of hugging you friendly. After he pulls away, the other boys stand up to do the exact same. You thank Jay, Chan and Beomgyu as they compliment your curated look.
You spent a couple hours on watching a comedy show and laughing together. Your body stiffened any time you felt Heesungโ€™s hand resting (apparently) innocently on your knee, when you saw him facing you while giggling as he enjoyed the film, it seriously looked like you were a couple, and you werenโ€™t the only one who noticed that:
Chanโ€™s gaze suddenly went to your knee, as he saw Heesung rubbing his hand on your skin.
โ€œAre you hiding us something, guys? Seems like youโ€™re very comfortable together.โ€
Chanโ€™s your ex, so you could tell that his voice had some point of annoyance when he spoke.
โ€œYeah! I was about to say the same thingโ€ Beomgyu smirks, moving his eyes on you and the fine guy whoโ€™s sitting next to you.
โ€œOh, it does? Sorry if i might stole her from youโ€ Heesung appeals with his cocky smile.
โ€œItโ€™s not up to you, Heeโ€ Chan replies, a slight look of arrogance on his face surprises you. โ€œRight, y/n?โ€
โ€œUhmโ€ฆ wellโ€ฆโ€ you struggle to find any appropriate answer, but nothing comes to your mind. Jeongin fortunately saves you from that embarrassing situation:
โ€œLetโ€™s play a game!โ€ He stands up, turning off the tv. Jay and Jake that were still focusing on the program, whined at him.
โ€œFineโ€ Heesung stands up, searching for your hand and heading towards Jeongin. A smirk pops into the childish friendโ€™s face, he crosses his arm looking intensely at the both of you through his hooded eyes.
โ€œY/n, truth or dare?โ€
The moment after the other guys heard that iconic question, every one was sitting on the rug in a circle, waiting for their turn as they joined the game. It was quite fun, most of the dares were hilarious that got you almost rolling on the floor from laughter, but once it got repetitive and your friend seemed bored, Jeongin once again proposed you:
โ€œY/n, truth or dare?โ€ this time his gaze is mysterious enough for you to suspect he planned something.
โ€œUhmโ€ฆ dare?โ€ you murmur, not sure if you chose the right answer to keep your dignity.
โ€œI seeโ€ Jeonging looks straight at Heesung on your left, before moving his gaze on you again. โ€œKiss Heesungโ€
Loud โ€œUuuhโ€ fill the atmosphere as the guys find finally a captivating idea, everyone but Bangchan, who seems about to kill Jeonging with his stare and choke Heesung before he could touch you.
Panic starts to rush inside your veins as you turn your head and see Heesung smirking, you can feel the eyes of all the others stuck on your lips, waiting impatiently for you to make a move, but nothing, you couldnโ€™t even elaborate any conscious movement. Youโ€™re like a greek statue, immobilized, your eyes focusing on nothing but Heeโ€™s lips, your hand standing steady on the ingenious intent of wrapping it around his waist. Heesung chuckles: โ€œy/n? are youโ€™k?โ€ he snaps his fingers in front of your face. โ€œFine, Iโ€™ll do it myself.โ€
What it took least than two seconds, felt an entire minute for you.
You feel Heesung carding his fingers through your hair, before falling on the nape of your neck to pull you closer to his face, the tip of your noses rubbing against each other as heโ€™s moving his lips closer and closer to yours. It felt warm, and soft, something you never experienced in that way, you could immediately tell that you would be addicted to his lips, if only he could be yours.
Heesung pulls away, exhaling a soft laugh as he holds your hand. โ€œYou good?โ€ he asks, you nod: โ€œYeah. Yeah iโ€™m goodโ€ you murmur, smiling a little before turning your head to face the others. Beomgyu, Jake, Jay an Jeongin are hyping the both of you, on the other side you can notice Chan squeezing his fists as he keeps staring at you. โ€œWhatโ€™s wrong with him?โ€ you question yourself.
Jeongin giggles at you and Heesung: โ€œI meant a peck on the cheek but well, this proves that you like each other! Thank me later guysโ€ he stands up, taking the bowl of chips and starts to chew a few.
โ€œW-wait- What?โ€ your mouth hangs open, while Hee is simply smiling at you.
The rest of the party went great, you had funny conversations and ate tasty food.
Later, you head towards the exit, where you left your jacket and phone, you barely even check your new notifications, that you feel a hand resting on your shoulder, you expect it to be Heesung and uncontrollably smile, but once you turn your head to see his face, you find yourself a few inches away from Chan. Heโ€™s moving closer to your lips to steal a kiss from you. You pull him away, smacking your palm against his face.
โ€œWhat the hell are you doing? Huh?โ€ you screech.
โ€œCome on, donโ€™t act like you donโ€™t want it, we were so perfect as a couple, you look better with me than Heesungโ€ He gets closer to you slowly once again, but youโ€™re too concerned to move. You jolt as you see someone pulling Chan away from you by grabbing his shoulder.
โ€œWhatโ€™s going on here?โ€ Heesung looks at you before moving his annoyed gaze to Chan. โ€œWhy would you care?โ€ he replies, with his arms crossed.
โ€œBecause she just rejected you a few seconds ago, donโ€™t you get that she doesnโ€™t like you anymore?โ€ you canโ€™t articulate anything before he wraps his arm around your waist and yell at the others in the living room.
โ€œGuys, it was fun but now i have to take y/n home, see you on Mondayโ€ Heesung takes your jackets and leaves the house with you squeezed in his arm.
Not long after he stops in front of his house, youโ€™re still confused from why he reacted like that before, you donโ€™t realize that it isnโ€™t actually your house. Heesung gets out of the car. โ€œCome with meโ€ he called you, heading towards the door.
Once youโ€™re both inside, he turns to look at you, taking your hands in his. โ€œYouโ€™re not interested in Chan anymore, right?โ€ you nod: โ€œYeah, iโ€™m not.โ€ he lets out a relieved sigh. โ€œGood, because i like youโ€ you start to mumble incomprehensible words. โ€œU-uhmโ€ฆโ€ Heesung notices that your cheeks are turning into a blushing state, making him chuckle. โ€œYou donโ€™t need to say anything, just kiss me already, okey?โ€ he slowly approaches you, getting closer enough for you to feel his warm, deep breaths against you nose, his hands are trailing soft lines on your back, sending you shivers down your spine. You automatically raise on your tiptoes, holding yourself onto his shoulder. You start to leave small pecks on his hot lips, struggling to stop because of the warm feeling of his body. Hee chuckles between every kiss: โ€œi see, you love me, donโ€™t you?โ€ you giggle against the crook of his neck: โ€œYeah, so much.โ€
โ€œMay i take care of you? Show you how much do i love you, too?โ€ he leans over you neck to inhale your sweet scent. โ€œMark you as mine, so you wonโ€™t get bothered by other guys?โ€ you take a few seconds to realize what he actually meant with those words. โ€œUhmโ€ฆ i donโ€™t knowโ€ฆโ€ He caresses your cheek, attaching his lips on yours another time. โ€œDonโ€™t worry, it wonโ€™t hurt. Please, letโ€™s be each otherโ€™s firstโ€ You chuckle: โ€œI canโ€™t believe youโ€™re still a virginโ€ he wides his eyes, smiling: โ€œWhy?? I had only a girlfriend when i was 14, youโ€™re the one i fell for, after a long time.โ€ you bite your lower lip, looking down to avoid eye contact. โ€œItโ€™s just thatโ€ฆ iโ€™m worried i wonโ€™t be good enoughโ€ he wraps his arms around your waist, pulling you closer to him as he walks backwards, heading towards what you figure to be his bedroom. โ€œYouโ€™ll be perfect as always, my little princessโ€ you canโ€™t help but blush at that new petname, that stole another smile from you. A few seconds later heโ€™s opening the door with you still holding at his waist. He sits on the edge of the mattress, looking up at you with doe eyes. You suddenly get shy as you realize that you started unconsciously to strip, hiking up slowly your dress as you expose your bare legs and stomach to him, the man that you craved for three years. He holds himself on his wrists, watching carefully every detail of your body, already struggling to contain any reaction from his body. โ€œOh god, youโ€™re so beautifulโ€ he murmurs, biting his cheeks to avoid any flustering sound. You jump onto his lap with your legs wrapped around his waist, Hee starts to kiss you deeply as you busy yourself by unbuttoning his shirt. Your tongue dives into his mouth, while trailing your hands all over his naked chest. You push him, getting him completely layed on his bed. Youโ€™re still asking yourself where did you find enough confidence to do all of this, when you bite on his neck, smirking against his red skin. โ€œUntie it, Heeโ€ as soon as he hears you, you feel your bra falling off of your body, hearing it thrown on the floor. Heesung grabs your waist, forcing you to switch your positions. You see his unmistakable smirk glued onto your face, but it doesnโ€™t take long before he moves it down your breast. โ€œAre you sure youโ€™re ready, princess?โ€ he asks you, caressing your waist side. โ€œi trust youโ€ โ€œGlad you do, babyโ€ he stands up, untying his belt before unzipping his jeans. Not long after he throws them on the floor, then focuses again on nothing else but you. Hee leans over you, making his way down your body with small kisses, once he reaches your lower abdomen, he slowly drags you panties down your legs. โ€œSo pretty, tell meโ€ฆโ€ he stops by biting slightly on your hips. โ€œWant me to wear a condom? Iโ€™m clean, just to let you know.โ€ you shake your head. โ€œIโ€™m too, and on a birth controlโ€ Heesung nods, positioning himself between your wided legs. โ€œGot youโ€ you breathe heavily, when you watch him dragging down his boxers, inhaling the air deeply to force yourself to slow down your heartbeat. You squeeze your eyes when you get to see his cock standing between your wet core. Itโ€™s just about a few seconds that you finally feel him burying himself inside you. He lets out a sweet groan, holding his breath when you involuntarily squeeze around him. โ€œFuck, didnโ€™t expect it to be this goodโ€ he slowly pulls out, trying to feel every sensation. โ€œDo you like it?โ€ He watches your aroused face. โ€œYeah, please, go onโ€ You watch him smirking through your eyelashes. โ€œDidnโ€™t hear you, may you repeat darling?โ€ you sigh, smiling. โ€œHuh, please i want youโ€
Heesung holds onto your knees, making sure you stay spread for him, while he slides into you another time, then out, repeating the same movements as he speeds the pace. You try to stay still, gripping harshly at the sheets beneath you, your eyes roll back as you feel him touching your sweet spot with every thrust.
โ€œFuck- just like that, pleaseโ€ you mewl, letting out whimpers when the pleasure builds tension inside your lower stomach.
He moans back once. โ€œNever thought you could make such sweet noises.โ€ he smiles, eyes shut as he feels himself getting closer to his climax. Surely the way you keep clenching around his length doesnโ€™t help him to last longer, and surely the fact that his tipโ€™s kissing your g-spot continuously from minutes is getting you to the edge very quickly. You let out a broken, high pitched moans when you feel pure arousal hitting your body, making you arch your back from pleasure. โ€œFuck- faster, now!โ€ he does immediately as you say, slamming his pelvis against your thighs gap as fast as he can, the sound of your skin slapping against each otherโ€™s booms inside the room, followed by nasty, squelching sounds at every pump. Heesung leans over you to help himself thrusting into you better. โ€œSo close~ cum for me princessโ€ Your breathe loudly, as soon as you cream around him you feel hot ropes of his cum shooting inside you. His thrusts become sloppy when he slows down, pulling out after a few more pumps.
โ€œYouโ€™re so beautiful right now, all fucked out because of me, i think i like you better like this.โ€ he leans over to steal another deep kiss, his hands reaching instinctively your bare breast. โ€œYou did so good for me, you need a treat babeโ€ you smile the best you can, still trying to get down your high. โ€œLikeโ€ฆ?โ€ Heesung leaves a small peck on your right cheek. โ€œWhat about a warm bath? I said iโ€™m gonna take good care of you.โ€ he cards his fingers through your hair, caressing your forehead.
โ€œWill you let me do it forever?โ€
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incl : l.hs x gn! reader
warnings : tears, a little bit of angst but a happy ending, communication issues.
a/n : iโ€™m in love w/ one lee heeseung and goodnight.
w.c : 0.8k
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Waking up next to Heeseung was something youโ€™d learned to treasure, with his busy schedule and your work it was hard to get some time to just enjoy his presence. Youโ€™d even started waking up a little earlier just so you could spend a few moments in the soft silence of the morning before life became hectic again.ย 
The sunlight pouring in through the window made your boyfriend look almost angelic, hair tousled framing his pillow case, long eyelashes rested oh, so prettily against his cheeks. Soft snores escaped the corner of his slightly open slips, he looked like a painting laid like this. You resisted the urge to brush the stray hairs out of his face and press sweet kisses to his temple, but you didnโ€™t want to wake him.
You knew how much he needed this sleep. You could tell that he was starting to get exhausted. His training was endless and even though he was getting some rest right now , you knew it wouldnโ€™t last.
Distance was never something either of you wanted, but at the moment it felt like that was all that you had, the mere reminder that he was there. Perhaps not when you got home every night, but he was there. He always would be, and you knew that but why did it hurt so bad to see him like this.
When he sheepishly asked you to massage his tight shoulders for him last night he looked happy enough, but you couldnโ€™t help the way your heart ached a little when you saw him trudge in through the door late at night, eyes a little duller than usual.ย 
You missed him, hell of course you did. You missed him every time your phone call went to voicemail, and though he called back as soon as he was free , you felt almost hurt every time you heard the monotone bleep of the answerphone.
You swallowed thickly to stop the tears from threatening to spill out of your eyes, though you failed to keep back the sniffle that escaped from your lips. A soft grunt came from heeseung as he awoke and turned to face you,
ย โ€œMorning prettyโ€ฆ wait- hey are you okay??โ€ his voice immediately changed to concern. You nodded furiously , attempting to cover the gloss of your eyes with your hands.
ย โ€œโ€˜M fine heeseung, agh you have to go alreadyโ€ฆ you should get readyโ€ย  you panicked as you looked at the ever looming time on the clock sat on the bedside table. He cocked an eyebrow at your words, before pulling your hands away from your face,
ย โ€œoh y/nโ€ฆโ€ he whispered before pulling you into his chest, you felt the tears you were holding spill almost instantly when your head nestled against his shirt. He patted your back carefully , holding your body close to his. โ€œYou wanna tell me whatโ€™s wrong hm?โ€ he leant his forehead against yours.ย 
โ€œI feel s-so bad heeseung..โ€ you voice came out in hiccups as you attempted to explain the tears this early in the morning, โ€œi donโ€™t want you to leaveโ€
Youโ€™re startled by the sound of his airy laughs, โ€œoh pretty? Iโ€™ll be back home extra early tonight yeah ? I promiseโ€.
Though you smiled at the sight of him laughing,ย  your feelings still werenโ€™t conveyed properly, โ€œno hee, I meanโ€ฆ I donโ€™t want us to break up. Your bottom lip threatens to quiver as you speak, a soft confused look graces Heeseungโ€™s face.ย 
โ€œWhat do you mean y/n? Weโ€™re not breaking up? Are we?โ€ his eyes gloss over at his own question..
โ€œYouโ€™ve been so busy lately i just wish that there wasnโ€™t so much distance between us, but even so i can deal with it i just donโ€™t want this to be the reason you end it, and i know youโ€™re so tired but-โ€ your rambling is cut off by heeseung pulling you in for a tight hug,ย 
โ€œLove, I'm not going to break up with you because weโ€™re busy right now, I promiseโ€ฆ I'm tired but I never want you to think I'd break up with youย  because I can't deal with itโ€ฆ have I made you feel that way??โ€ you can sense the urgency in his voice, to which you just held him tighter.
โ€œNot at all heeseung, even when youโ€™re exhausted like this youโ€™ve never failed to ask how my day was even once? And I'm so thankful for that.โ€ you smiled pressing your forehead to his, โ€œthank you.โ€
โ€œLove, you donโ€™t need to say thank you to me..โ€ he whispered, kissing your cheek sweetly, โ€œand iโ€™ll stay true to my word, iโ€™m going to try and get home extra early tonight yeah? And then we can spend some time together โ€
You felt yourself grin at how cute he was, โ€œyeah โ€ .ย 
โ€œI think i want to thank youโ€ he said instead , โ€œgod hee, you donโ€™t need to say thank you to me either??โ€ you were bashful as he grazed his nose against yours.
โ€œThank you for sticking by my side.โ€ he mumbled before pressing a soft kiss to your lips.
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cutecherrygirl ยท 3 months
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Enhypen imagine
First cuddle ๐Ÿฅฐ
Warning: Fluff
There will be no pictures here cuz I couldn't find the right ones ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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Jake
- I think he would just start cuddling you randomly without being nervous or anything cuz you're his girlfriend and he has right to cuddle you lol.
- You would ne shy at first, or maybe a bit insecure because of your body and you don't really want him to touch you but you let him cuddle tou because why not.
- Jake just wants to have you all to himself and all the time.
-you would come to hybe entertainment to hang out with him for a bit and he would take you to one of the studios because it has couch.
- you guys would lay down and relax there for a bit and he would just wrap his arms around you and pull you closer, he lays your head on his chest and kiss your temple.
-you would stay like that and talk for hours until you both fall asleep.
Heesung
-I dont think he sees "first cuddle" as a big deal or a real thing tbh ๐Ÿ˜ญ
-to him, cuddle is cuddle without any lables. And it is obviously natural to him and he wants you to feel comfortable as well.
- "babe, lets cuddle." He said while laying on the couch and watching tv.
-you would stop doing what you're doing and come to him.
-you lay on top of him and rest your head on his chest. He wraps his arms around you and kiss your head then pull blankeds on top of you so you dont get cold ๐Ÿฅบ
- he continues to cuddle you and watch tv while you just close your eyes and enjoy the moment ๐Ÿฉต
Jay
- I think he is the kind of guy that would test the waters first before trying anything.
- he would study your mood and see if you needed cuddles or not.
-to his luck, you were pretty exhausted and was getting ready to read the book and get cozy
-he was so happy lol
-"hey, what book are you going to read" he asked as he hug you from behind and kiss your ear.
-you smiled "fourth wing" You show him the book and he nods"lets cuddle and read it together" he said and you agreed.
-you usually like to read while sitting up so the book doesn't fall on your face lol
-but since it was cuddle time, you decide to lay on your stomach adn place the book in front of you.
- Jay layed on top of you from the back and rest his chin on your head while you opened the book to where you last read it and started reading it.
-you both were so relaxed and cozy. Jay made you read the book out Loud cuz he is too lazy to read it himself.
-you read the book in soft tone while he closed his eyes and listen to your voice. (I WANT)
Sunghoon
- the first cuddle thing was a bit funny to him but he didn't tell you that cuz he knew it was important to you.
- he invited you over to the Enhypen dorm to hang out and eat.
-as you arrive, he instantly got happy "her baby" he said while wrapping his arms around you and pulling you into a hug. He kissed your forehead and smelled your sweet parfeum that you wore.
- "oh my god, I hate school, I'm literally going to cry like..." You said sounding very sad and hurt, you can't help but tear up at the memory of what happened in school that day.
-sunghoon quickly hugged you tighter and caress your head "shh..its okay, talk to me about it " he whispered as he gently pull you to his bed and lay down with you
-you lay your head on his shoulder and he has his arm around your shoulders. He pull your leg over his stomach and started rubbing your leg up and down while you talk to him about what happened.
Jungwon
- shy shy shy
- he doesn't know how to ask you to cuddle but he really wants it๐Ÿ˜ญ
-you invited him over to your place after school. You guys bought snacks on your way there ๐Ÿ˜œ
-you both sat on your bed and talked. You back was pressed against the wall and he leaned against the bed rest.
- "so like, I can't believe she would say that... that's so messed up" You said before putting gumny bear in your mouth. "Yeah it really is.." Jungwon said but he didn't really pay attention to your whining, he just wanted to cuddle you finally.
- after realising he's not listening, you get kinda hurt "Jungwon...what did I said?" You asked in hopes he would repeat your last sentence but he just looked at you and shrugged "im sorry baby...im just thinking about something else..." He blushed and lokk down at his lap.
- you Sighed, "about what?" Jungwon stayed silent for a moment "um..i want to cuddle" he said shyly and you couldn't help but smile "oh my god Jungwon, Why didn't you just ask?" You laugh softly before moving closer to him and placing your legs over his lap. He smiled at you and lay you down on the bed. He layed on top of you but not really, Only his chest was on top of you but his legs were on the side.
-he burried his face in your neck and hugged you tightly while you played with his hair.
Sunoo
-it would be natural to Sunoo
-you guys would just spill the tea while laying on the bed.
-he layed his head on his palm while looking at you and listening to what your saying. His free hand is resting on your tummy and he kinda plays with your shirt while you just lay next to him and talk.
-you guys are very comfortable in your relationship and dont need silly labels such as "first cuddle".
Ni-ki
- He is not shy but is definitely a bit nervous ๐Ÿ˜ฌ
- he doesn't want to jump right in cuz he is scared he will make you uncomfortable
- You were sitting on his bed and scrolling through your phone while he was playing video games.
- You back pressed against the wall and your legs crossed over one another.
-it was like that for like an hour until Ni-ki broke the silence.
- "hey... Babe... can we um" he blushed a bit "cuddle?" He asked and you looked at him with a smile "sure" You said before standing up and walking over to him..you sat on his lap, but like more on his knees and hugged his neck.
-he was supper Happy and gave you a little kiss on your shoulder then started playing his game again ๐Ÿฅบ
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binilpol ยท 8 months
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Sleep interrupter
๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿ’„๐Ÿ“Œโ˜Ž๏ธ๐Ÿงฃ๐Ÿ‘ โ‰๏ธ๐Ÿ’‹๐Ÿ•น๏ธ๐ŸŒถ๏ธโค๏ธโ€๐Ÿฉน
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Pairing:brothers best friend!jay x Y/N
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Y/N had no idea that her brother, Niki, had invited his friends over while their parents were away on a business trip. It was a typical evening, and she had gone to bed early, unaware of the impending chaos.
As midnight approached, the laughter and shouts from the living room began to rouse Y/N from her slumber. Groggily, she stumbled out of her room in her pyjamas, thinking it was just her brother. However, what she found was a group of guys she hadn't expected.
Trying to hide her shock and flustered state, Y/N rubbed her eyes and scolded them, "Do you all have any idea what time it is? Some of us are trying to sleep!"
Jay, one of Niki's friends and Y/N's long-time crush, spoke up, apologising on everyone's behalf. "Sorry about that, Y/N. We got carried away with the games."
Y/N felt her heart race as she tried to maintain her composure. "Well, you better keep it down. I need my beauty sleep."
However, instead of leaving, the boys invited her to stay and play with them. She hesitated for a moment before agreeing, unable to resist the fun they seemed to be having.
As the night went on, Y/N found herself enjoying the games and the company of her brother's friends, particularly Jay. In between the interactions, Jay couldn't help but drop flirtatious comments and gestures, making her blush and causing her brother and Jay's friends to exchange knowing glances.
During a game of charades, when Y/N was acting out "love at first sight," Jay had chuckled and said, "Well, Y/N, I don't need a game to tell me that you stole my heart the moment I saw you."
Later, as they played cards, Jay would conveniently place his hand close to hers, their fingers occasionally brushing. He'd flash her a sly smile and say, "Looks like our hands have a mind of their own, Y/N."
The tension between them grew with each passing moment, and Y/N couldn't deny the fluttering feeling in her chest. It seemed like Jay was determined to win her over, and she found herself unable to resist his advances.
After a few hours of playing, Y/N's throat felt dry, and she decided to head to the kitchen for a glass of water. To her surprise, Jay followed her, pinning her against the fridge with a mischievous grin.
He leaned in, his voice low and filled with flirtatious intent. "You know, Y/N, you look even more beautiful in your pyjamas."
Y/N's heart raced, and she stammered, "Jay, we shouldn't... What if someone sees us?"
Jay's smile didn't falter as he replied, "Let them see. I can't resist you any longer."
With that, he pressed his lips gently against hers, a soft and passionate kiss that sent warmth all over her body. It was a moment they had both secretly longed for, and it felt like a dream come true.
As they returned to the living room, Y/N couldn't help but notice the curious and amused glances from the other boys. It was clear that they had all picked up on the newfound chemistry between her and Jay.
Jake, one of the boys couldn't resist teasing her, "Y/N, did you and Jay have a little kitchen rendezvous?"
Y/N blushed furiously but managed a playful response, "Maybe we did. Mind your own business, jake."
The atmosphere was filled with laughter and camaraderie, and Y/N couldn't help but feel that this unexpected night had taken an exciting turn.
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โ˜พ Random Texts With BF! Heesung
โ™ก เฃช ึดึถึธโ˜พ.โ‹†๏ฝก๏พŸโ˜๏ธŽ๏ฝก๐“‡ข๐“†ธโ™ก เฃช ึดึถึธโ˜พ.โ‹†๏ฝก๏พŸโ˜๏ธŽ๏ฝก๐“‡ข๐“†ธึดึถึธโ™ก เฃชึดึถึธโ˜พ.
A/N : This has been in my mind for quite some time but I didn't get the idea to write. Hope y'all enjoy it! (,,>๏น<,,) Bear with me for any grammatical errors as english is not my first language (หถแต” แต• แต”หถ)
Resuse and Translation Not Allowed ๐Ÿ™…โ€โ™€๏ธ๐Ÿšซ
Warnings: Cussing, Savage YN with sweet Heesung ๐Ÿฅบ
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โ™ก เฃช ึดึถึธโ˜พ.โ‹†๏ฝก๏พŸโ˜๏ธŽ๏ฝก๐“‡ข๐“†ธโ™ก เฃช ึดึถึธโ˜พ.โ‹†๏ฝก๏พŸโ˜๏ธŽ๏ฝก๐“‡ข๐“†ธึดึถึธโ™ก เฃชึดึถึธโ˜พ.
More members: Jungwon, Jay, Jake, Sunghoon , Sunoo , Niki
A/N: More members are on ๐Ÿ” This is something new I've tried so let me know if you like it โ‰ฝ^โ€ขโฉŠโ€ข^โ‰ผ
Make sure to like, reblog and...
Comment!
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Permanent Tag: @atinyniki ๐Ÿซถ
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Iโ€™m Hereโ€”Heesung
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Pairing: Heeseung X Fem!Reader
Summary: you have a panic attack and Heesung helps you through it
Genre: comfort, a little angst-y, fluff
Warnings: reader has a panic attack, mentions of dying, crying.
A/n: this is very short but I just had a panic attack and it feels very therapeutic to write this
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You were dying, you were sure of it as your heart banged in your chest and it didnโ€™t seem like your lungs were getting enough oxygen.
Everything seemed so far away as if you were looking down a tunnel, you needed to get away. Your hands fumbled with the door as you flung it open.
โ€œY/n!โ€ Heeseung called but you could barely hear him
You fell to your knees clutching your chest and pushing your back against the wall and panted. Heeseung walked into the room seeing you sitting on the floor, your feet digging into the ground as you tried crawling away. Your hands digging into your chest, Heeseung slowly walked up to you and crouched down.
โ€œY/n.โ€ He said softly seeing the tears in your eyes as the threatened to spill
โ€œIโ€™m. Dying.โ€ You said between pants feeling like you were having a heart attack
He reached out his hand but pulled it back before touching your shoulder and softly said, โ€œitโ€™s okay, youโ€™re safe Iโ€™m here.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m. Having. A. Heart. Attack.โ€ You said again hyperventilating
โ€œYouโ€™re not dying, focus on me okay?โ€ He told you and you nodded staring at him
He leaned forward prying your hands away from your chest as he spoke, instructing you softly. โ€œTake some deep breaths with me.โ€ Heeseung took a deep breath and you followed his lead breathing in for four counts and breathing out for another four, โ€œgood keep breathing just like that.โ€ Heeseung praised you
You let go of his hands almost jumping forward as your arms wrapped around him, Heesung wrapped his arms around you. He could feel your heart thumping in your chest racing at an rapid pace.
โ€œDonโ€™t leave me.โ€ You cried into his shoulder
โ€œIโ€™m not going to leave you, just keep breathing.โ€ He cooed into your ear, his hands moving over your back fingernails gently scratching your back. โ€œDonโ€™t leave me, please.โ€ You said in between each deep breath calming yourself down
Heeseung sat back and pulled you onto his lap letting you calm down, whispering soft โ€˜its okay Iโ€™m here Iโ€™m not leavingโ€™ in your ear running his hand through your hair and rubbing your back.
He held you close not letting you go until you pulled your arms from his neck, but his arms lazily wrapped around your waist just in case.
โ€œYou feeling better?โ€ He asked
โ€œIโ€™m sorry.โ€ You sighed and nodded, Heeseung looked at you confusedly asking, โ€œfor what?โ€
โ€œFor this.โ€ You answered talking about what just happened
โ€œDonโ€™t be, panic attacks are horrible. Iโ€™m always here for you.โ€ He answered as you wrapped your arms around him again. โ€œIโ€™m sorry I Didnโ€™t realize sooner.โ€ You just shook your head tightening your arms around him.
โ€œYouโ€™re here now.โ€ You whispered
You were right, he was here and heโ€™d always be here for you.
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เญจเญง lee heesung x reader
genre : fluff && romance a/n: wrote this to avoid studying for midterms, sry if its cringe i forgot how to write warnings : lowk rushed work, tooth rotting fluff
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Heesung laid on the dorm's couch, one hand laying on his abdomen and the other holding his cellphone which he was using to scroll through meaningless sns posts. He heard the dorm's door unlocking and looked up, expecting to see one of his members come in late, but was surprised to see you in an oversized puffer jacket covered from head to toe in snow. In your gloved hands was a small tote bag that seemed to be filled with a change of clothes and your hygiene products that you usually brought when staying the night.
โ€œI didn't know you were coming over babyโ€ hee said, walking over quickly to greet you as you unbuttoned the jacket. โ€œI wanted to surprise you!!โ€ you beamed happily despite the feeling of cold all over you, walking over to the boys' coat rack and hanging your jacket, slipping off your snow covered winter boots into the pair of red sandals you left there. โ€œDid you walk all the way from your apartment?โ€ he questioned slightly concerned, you nodded and placed the bag on their kitchen counter โ€œyou shouldโ€™ve called, I could've gone down to give you a ride instead, I hate seeing my baby so cold, youโ€™ll catch a cold at this rateโ€ he said as he bent down to kiss your lips softly, feeling the coldness radiate from your red nose. โ€œBut then it wouldn't have been a good surpriseโ€ you remarked, he sighed and rolled his eyes playfully โ€œwell then it must be a good surprise if you walked 20 minutes in the snow.โ€ โ€œYeah it is, that's why you can't know until it happens! It's all a part of the element of surpriseโ€ you stated matter-of-factly as he just laughed. โ€œYou look cold, hereโ€ he took the brown zip up he was wearing off and draped it over your shoulders, you quickly fit it onto your body and looked up at him, now in just gray sweats and a fitted top. โ€œSo, what's the surprise?โ€ your boyfriend asked as the two of you made your way to the couch once again. โ€œGod, Hee canโ€™t you be a little patient? Why don't we watch a show or something firstโ€ you suggest tiredly, laying down next to him in front of the tv. โ€œAh whatever, but this is just your warning I will fall asleep if you put on racket boys one more timeโ€ he laid his arm over your shoulder and used a remote to dim the rooms lights. You pouted at his words while the Netflix logo was shown on the tv, canceling your plans of rewatching your favorite show once again.
After a few minutes of bickering about what to watch, the two of you settled on a random movie that came up on the feed. About more than half an hour into the film, You began feeling a sense of tiredness wash over you as your head was laid up on Heesung's chest who seemed to be dozing himself to sleep as well. โ€œHey angel?โ€ you felt yourself awaken slightly at the sound of his voice, letting out a small โ€˜mm?โ€™ for a response. โ€œWhat was the surprise you came here for?โ€ he asked quietly, noticing the movie's end credits beginning to play. You let out a quiet giggle at his question, โ€œthere was none, i just missed you and didnt want to wait any longerโ€ you answered softly, he smiled and turned his face to see yours, he watched you for a second before seeing your breathing calm and your face fall into a resting position. โ€œThat's better than any surprise I could ask forโ€ he mumbled, kissing your forehead carefully not to wake you up.
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leeknowlover99 ยท 5 months
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May I ask how Enhypen would react to you being pregnant?
Niki will be excluded, hope u understand :)
warnings: fluff, tiny bit of angst
enjoy!
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Heesung
you and Hee were in the relationship for almost 3 years. so in that time you have already discussed your desire to become parents. you were not rushing into that but it would be okay if it happened. that was your approach. however when your period was late this month and the test turned out positive you became a bit stressed. what if he changed your mind or is not ready yet, these were the thoughts running through your mind as you were waiting for Heesung to come back from work. you decided to tell him right away or you would go crazy keeping it to yourself. after 5 you finally heard the door open. you run towards him and hugged him. Hee grabbed you surprised by your sudden affection. he held you tight for a while and then pulled away to look at you. โ€œhey babe, whatโ€™s going on?โ€ he asked, petting your hair. โ€œiโ€™m pregnantโ€ you let it out. you saw his eyes widen immediately, first shock turning into smile. โ€œoh my godโ€ he seemed excited. โ€œwow, thatโ€™s unexpectedโ€ he muttered to himself. โ€œgood unexpected or bad unexpected?โ€ you asked worried. he smiled at you warmly and you swear you could see the hint of tears when he pulled you into the hug. โ€œso good! weโ€™re going to be parents!โ€ he yelled and took you off the ground to start spinning around with you in his arms.
Jay
you were trembling when you heard the doctor confirm that indeed you were pregnant. Jay stood right beside you and held your hand. you were waiting for this moment since a year. there were many issues with your cycle and at first doctors even considered you to be infertile. so all you felt now was a great relief and happiness. similar feelings accompanied Jay, although you noticed him try to keep a poker face. โ€œiโ€™ll leave you two alone for few minutes.โ€ doctor said and left the room. you immediately started crying. โ€œi canโ€™t believe iโ€™m pregnant. i wanted it so muchโ€. Jay pulled you into the tight hug stroking your back gently. โ€œiโ€™m so happy for us loveโ€ he whispered. after you pulled away he started to gently kiss the tears running down your cheeks. his expression was soft, few tears on his cheeks as well. โ€œyouโ€™re going to be the best mum.โ€ he said.
Jake
you were wondering how to tell Jake. even though he knew you were off the pill for some time you wanted for it to be a surprise. you hid the test in your makeup drawer and started to search for ideas. you considered giving it to him in the gift box, or leaving some hints for him to find it, or maybe something different like a crossword. however all your plans were dismissed when the next day you walked into the room and saw Jake sitting on the bed holding the said test. he looked at you with a serious expression. โ€œiโ€™m sorry i wasnโ€™t snooping around, i found it by accident when searching for some powder.โ€ he said. you slowly approached him and crouched down. โ€œis it yours?โ€ he asked. โ€œyes it is mine. i wanted to prepare a surprise for you.โ€ you explained. immediate smile danced on his face and his eyes lit up. โ€œthatโ€™s such a great news!โ€ he exclaimed. โ€œyes it isโ€ you smiled back at him. he pulled you in his lap and grabbed your hand. โ€œiโ€™m sorry i ruined the surpriseโ€ he kissed your fingers gently. you laughed warmly. โ€œi mean finding it on your own mustโ€™ve been quite a surprise as well.โ€
Sunghoon
you and sunghoon have never talked about kids, you were together for about a year, so not a long time, for kids at least. so when you found out you were pregnant you panicked a little. you knew for three days now and still havenโ€™t told him. you did not have a courage. you didnโ€™t want him to be mad at you, or leave you or ruin his life with this. you tried to tell him on your date yesterday but could not do that. so like a coward today you decided to sent him a text message.
hi Hoon, we need to talk, iโ€™m pregnant.
you hated yourself for telling him this way. you started to get anxious when he read the message but you saw not reply. an hour passed and you were just about to call him when you heard a door bell. you rushed to the door and saw Sunghoon standing there panting looking like he run here. โ€œi came as fast as i could.โ€ he explained coming in. you gave him a glass of water and you sat down in the kitchen. he was holding your hands gently while you were telling him all about it. โ€œare you mad?โ€ you asked as he was sitting with a serious face. โ€œiโ€™m not mad, of course iโ€™m notโ€ he reassured you.โ€iโ€™m just so surprised. i was not ready for that. i am not ready, but it happened and weโ€™ll deal with it together.โ€ he said looking at you lovingly. you were still scared but you knew it is gonna be alright with him by your side.
Jungwon
โ€œahh iโ€™m so excited?โ€ Jungwon said cutely while unpacking his birthday gift, it was a small box wrapped in a baby blue paper. he gently opened the lid and fished out a tiny teddy bear from the box. โ€œy/n what is this?โ€ he asked laughing warmly. โ€œgo onโ€ you rushed him and he reached for the next item. it was a baby pacifier. your boyfriend looked between you and the object confused. โ€œis this some kind of prank?โ€ he asked furrowing his brows, he was being so adorable. โ€œitโ€™s a hintโ€ you winked at him. you saw him thinking for a while and suddenly he lit up. โ€œno way! it canโ€™t be. please tell me itโ€™s what iโ€™m thinkingโ€ he jumped excited. you could not keep it a secret anymore. โ€œiโ€™m pregnantโ€ you smiled. Jungwon went for a bear hug and almost crushed you. you both held each other laughing and crying together. โ€œthatโ€™s the best birthday gift iโ€™ve received like everโ€ he said finally. โ€œiโ€™m so happy Wonie, youโ€™re going to be an amazing father.โ€ you kissed him gently.
Sunoo
you and Sunoo had an incident last month when a condom broke during a heated moment. so now you were waiting anxiously for your period, however it was late for four days already. Sunoo came to visit you in the afternoon and handed you a test. โ€œletโ€™s find out, iโ€™m sure itโ€™s going to be okayโ€ you waited together for 10 minutes to read the result. the alarm went off and you grabbed the test. after you saw it you immediately dropped it again and gasped. Sunoo picked it up from the floor โ€œitโ€™s positive.. oh my god itโ€™s positive.โ€ you were both panicking. โ€œokay letโ€™s sit down and think about itโ€ Sunoo offered and hugged you tightly sitting on the bed. โ€œwhat do we do?โ€ you asked, eyes starting to tear up. this was so unexpected. โ€œdo you want to keep it? โ€œ he asked gently. โ€œi donโ€™t knowโ€ you said โ€œdo you?โ€ you asked him back. โ€œi donโ€™t know, i guess i do. but itโ€™s your body so itโ€™s whatever you decide. i will support you no matter what.โ€ he reassured you bringing you closer and letting you cry on his chest, tears filling his eyes as well.
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โ˜ฏ๏ธŽ | Summary: Lee Heesung a man with a very clear number one goal in life. It was to finish his course and take over their family company famous in all Asia. However, he agreed to have a no strings attached relationship with Seo Chaeyoung, the woman who cannot be tamed with her sexcapades.
โ˜ฏ๏ธŽ | Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction and a figment of the author's imagination any resemblance of real-life events are purely coincidental.
โ˜ฏ๏ธŽ | Warning: This series has a mature themes Minors Do Not Interact.
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โ˜ฏ๏ธŽ | Chapter one - Target Locked.
โ˜ฏ๏ธŽ | Chapter two - Thank you, I guess..
โ˜ฏ๏ธŽ | Chapter three - Sugar Baby.
โ˜ฏ๏ธŽ | Chapter four - He's Here!
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You were starring at the tape that Jungwon gave to you at the backstage. It's written 'To My Love' on the tape. Your hands started trembling when you remembered him. The Love of your Life. ๐™‡๐™š๐™š ๐™ƒ๐™š๐™š๐™จ๐™š๐™ช๐™ฃ๐™œ.
"๐˜ ๐˜ˆ! ๐˜“๐˜Œ๐˜Œ ๐˜๐˜Œ๐˜Œ๐˜š๐˜Œ๐˜œ๐˜•๐˜Ž!". ๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฒ๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ง๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด. ๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ.
"๐˜‹๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ /๐˜•." "๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต! ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ซ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ 5๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ."
๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ 3๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ. ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฃ, ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ญ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ, ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ. ๐˜‰๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต. ๐˜Œ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ง๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ 5 ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด, ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜จ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต, ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ.
๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ซ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜ช๐˜ต. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ต, ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฅ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ. ๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ต ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฑ๐˜ด.
"๐˜'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ข๐˜ต 7. ๐˜ž๐˜ฆ'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜บ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ."
You laughed at how funny it was when Heeseung 'indirectly' asked you out but back then you found it hot. You set the tape aside telling yourself that you'll hear it later. You were working on a new song. You picked your laptop and went through the song you wrote last night. You weren't satisfied. Something was missing. You always wrote the best romantic songs. but back then you had Heeseung with you. Now, you have no idea what to write. Your eyes met the tape once again.
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜š๐˜ฆ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด. ๐˜”๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ. ๐˜‰๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜บ ๐˜ด๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ข๐˜ง๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ต ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜œ.๐˜š ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ. ๐˜๐˜ฆ'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜ข๐˜ง๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ 2 ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ด.
"๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ ๐˜œ.๐˜š ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ?" "๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ?" "๐˜ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜บ, ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ!" "๐˜”๐˜ฎ๐˜ฎโ€ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜Ž๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ค๐˜ช ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ." "๐˜•๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ?" "๐˜ ๐˜ž๐˜ˆ๐˜š ๐˜’๐˜๐˜‹๐˜‹๐˜๐˜•๐˜Ž ๐˜๐˜‹๐˜๐˜–๐˜›. ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ."
๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ด. ๐˜๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฑ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ.
"๐˜'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ." "๐˜ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ."
๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜น๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ.
"๐˜“๐˜ฆ๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜™๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜š๐˜ฐ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ด ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ. ๐˜™๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต?" "๐˜–๐˜”๐˜Ž. ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช ๐˜ฑ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข ๐˜ฃ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ."
Sigh. Fuck him. You miss him. You ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž him.
You thought of writing a song about him. Telling him how much you loved him. For him.
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For better experience, please play ' THOUSAND YEARS ' by CHRISTINA PERRI . [ Play the song on repeat mode.]
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โ„๐•–๐•’๐•ฃ๐•ฅ ๐•“๐•–๐•’๐•ฅ๐•ค ๐•—๐•’๐•ค๐•ฅ โ„‚๐• ๐•๐• ๐•ฃ๐•ค ๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•ก๐•ฃ๐• ๐•ž๐•š๐•ค๐•–๐•ค โ„๐• ๐•จ ๐•ฅ๐•  ๐•“๐•– ๐•“๐•ฃ๐•’๐•ง๐•–? โ„๐• ๐•จ ๐•”๐•’๐•Ÿ ๐•€ ๐•๐• ๐•ง๐•– ๐•จ๐•™๐•–๐•Ÿ ๐•€'๐•ž ๐”ธ๐•—๐•ฃ๐•’๐•š๐•• ๐•ฅ๐•  ๐•—๐•’๐•๐•? ๐”น๐•ฆ๐•ฅ ๐•จ๐•’๐•ฅ๐•”๐•™๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐•ค๐•ฅ๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•’๐•๐• ๐•Ÿ๐•– ๐”ธ๐•๐• ๐• ๐•— ๐•ž๐•ช ๐••๐• ๐•ฆ๐•“๐•ฅ ๐•Š๐•ฆ๐••๐••๐•–๐•Ÿ๐•๐•ช ๐•˜๐• ๐•–๐•ค ๐•’๐•จ๐•’๐•ช ๐•ค๐• ๐•ž๐•–๐•™๐• ๐•จ
๐•†๐•Ÿ๐•– ๐•ค๐•ฅ๐•–๐•ก ๐•”๐•๐• ๐•ค๐•–๐•ฃ
You froze. Your hands were sweating. You couldn't write anymore. Thinking of him makes you weak. Not having him by your side now hurts. Tears were forming but Heeseung loved the strong side of yours. No matter how big the problem was, you stood brave and solved it.
You want to see him. Hear him.
You took your phone and heard the audio he recorded in your phone.
"๐˜ ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜บ. ๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ฆ. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜บ ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ท๐˜ฆ. ๐˜›๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต. ๐˜”๐˜บ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ."
You smiled through tears. It sounds funny but he meant every single thing of them.
"๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ. ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด. ๐˜Œ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ, ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜จ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜Œ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ'๐˜ด ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต, ๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ."
Yes. Everything ๐ฐ๐š๐ฌ going right.
"๐˜ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜บ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ. ๐˜”๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ. ๐˜ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ, ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜บ ๐˜•๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ช'๐˜ด ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต. ๐˜ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ช๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ."
You loved how he always reminds you how pretty you are. No matter how insecure you are, when you're around him, you know you're the prettiest.
"๐˜‘๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ข ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜บ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ. ๐˜'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ด. ๐˜ž๐˜ฆ'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜ž๐˜ฆ'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ. ๐˜ž๐˜ฆ'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ, ๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ."
Tears streamed down your eyes. The last moments with him flashed Infront of your eyes. You knew if you hear the full audio, you might end up crying the whole day.
So, you stopped the audio and closed your laptop. Leaving the rest of your song. You took the tape and set off to Enhypen's dorm.
After 5 seconds of knocking, Niki opened the door. He smiled at you weakly. You smiled back. He invited you inside. You saw Jake and Jay engaged in cooking. Jungwon saw you coming, he greeted you and asked you to take a seat.
"Nah I'm good, Thanks. I just stopped by to give you the tape back"
You handed him the tape. He smiled.
"It's clearly written that it's for you. You're supposed to hear it."
"I know. I know. But, I don't think I'm ready to hear them. I'm not over him yet. I just can't."
Everyone's eyes softed seeing your weak figure. Sunghoon came forward and hugged you. You broke into tears. Everything you had in these two months came out all together. You couldn't keep it all inside anymore. You were strong enough to hold them all inside all these days. but not anymore.
"If you can't hear it alone. We'll hear it together, if you want." Sunoo suggested. You nodded.
All of you were settled in the couch. You had Jay next to you. Jungwon played the tape on the large screen.
"๐™ท๐šŽ๐šข ๐šˆ/๐™ฝ. ๐™ท๐š˜๐š™๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž'๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š˜๐š. ๐™ธ'๐š– ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š’๐š—๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š˜. ๐™ธ ๐š๐šž๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ. ๐š„๐š– ๐š’๐š'๐šœ ๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š ๐šŽ๐š’๐š›๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐šœ๐šŠ๐šข ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ ๐š‹๐šž๐š, ๐™ธ ๐š—๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐™ธ ๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š’๐š— ๐š–๐šข ๐š•๐š’๐š๐šŽ. ๐™ธ ๐š•๐š’๐š”๐šŽ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐™ธ ๐šœ๐šŠ๐š  ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š๐š’๐š›๐šœ๐š ๐š’๐š๐šœ๐šŽ๐š•๐š. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐š๐š’๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š—๐š˜๐š๐š’๐šŒ๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š. ๐™ฐ๐š—๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š๐š’๐š, ๐™ธ ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š˜๐š ๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šŠ ๐š•๐š’๐š๐š๐š•๐šŽ. ๐™ธ ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š˜๐šž๐š•๐š ๐š“๐šž๐šœ๐š ๐š๐šž๐š–๐š™ ๐š–๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐™ฝ๐™ฐ๐™ท. ๐šˆ๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐šŠ๐š’๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š–๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐Ÿน ๐šข๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š›๐šœ. ๐™ธ ๐š–๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š— ๐š’๐š'๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šœ๐šž๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐™ธ'๐š– ๐š•๐šž๐šŒ๐š”๐šข. ๐™ธ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š ๐šŠ๐šข๐šœ ๐š๐š‘๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š’๐š›๐š• ๐š ๐š‘๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š•๐šž๐šŒ๐š”๐šข, ๐š‹๐šž๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š ๐š–๐šŽ ๐š ๐š›๐š˜๐š—๐š. ๐™ฟ๐šŽ๐š˜๐š™๐š•๐šŽ ๐š ๐š‘๐š˜ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š— ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šŠ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š–๐š˜๐šœ๐š ๐š•๐šž๐šŒ๐š”๐š’๐šŽ๐šœ๐š ๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐šŠ๐š•๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ. ๐™ธ ๐š”๐š—๐š˜๐š . ๐™ธ ๐š”๐š’๐š—๐š๐šŠ ๐š–๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š ๐šž๐š™ ๐š•๐šŠ๐šœ๐š ๐š—๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š. ๐™ธ ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐š’๐š— ๐š–๐šข ๐šœ๐šŽ๐š—๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐šž๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šœ๐š๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž. ๐™ธ ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐š ๐š๐š˜ ๐š๐šŽ๐š•๐š• ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐šข๐š๐š‘๐š’๐š—๐š ๐™ธ'๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘. ๐™ฐ๐š•๐š• ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐šœ๐š๐š›๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ, ๐šŠ๐š—๐šก๐š’๐šŽ๐š๐šข, ๐šœ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š™๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š’๐šœ๐šœ๐šž๐šŽ๐šœ, ๐š•๐š’๐š๐šŽ๐š›๐šŠ๐š•๐š•๐šข ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š›๐š๐š‘๐šข๐š’๐š—๐š. ๐š‹๐šž๐š, ๐š’๐š— ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š˜๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š› ๐šœ๐š’๐š๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐š‹๐š•๐šŽ๐š–๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐š˜. ๐™ธ ๐š๐š’๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š๐š˜ ๐š ๐š˜๐š›๐š›๐šข ๐šŠ๐š‹๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š–๐šŽ. ๐™ธ ๐š๐š’๐š๐š—'๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐š–๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜ ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐šŠ ๐š‘๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š‘๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐šข๐š˜๐šž. ๐™ธ'๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šœ๐š˜ ๐š–๐šž๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐šŠ๐š—๐š ๐™ธ ๐šœ๐š‘๐š˜๐š  ๐š’๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š˜. ๐™ฑ๐šž๐š ๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š๐š˜๐š•๐š ๐š ๐šŠ๐šœ ๐š›๐š’๐š๐š‘๐š. ๐š‚๐š‘๐š˜๐š ๐š’๐š—๐š ๐šŠ๐šŒ๐š๐š’๐š˜๐š—๐šœ ๐š๐š˜๐šŽ๐šœ๐š—'๐š ๐š–๐šŽ๐šŠ๐š— ๐š’๐š'๐šœ ๐š๐š›๐šž๐šŽ. ๐™ธ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š—'๐š ๐š๐š˜๐š•๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐šข๐šŽ๐š. ๐™ธ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š—'๐š ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐šŠ๐šœ๐š”๐šŽ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š˜๐šž๐š ๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐š™๐šŽ๐š›๐š•๐šข. ๐š˜๐š› ๐™ธ ๐š‘๐šŠ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š—'๐š ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š— ๐šŠ๐š—๐šœ๐š ๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ๐š ๐šข๐š˜๐šž๐š› ๐šŒ๐š˜๐š—๐š๐šŽ๐šœ๐šœ๐š’๐š˜๐š— ๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐š™๐šŽ๐š›๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐šข ๐šข๐šŽ๐š. ๐™ธ ๐š๐šž๐šŒ๐š”๐šŽ๐š ๐šž๐š™. ๐™ฟ๐š•๐šŽ๐šŠ๐šœ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š—'๐š ๐š‘๐šŠ๐š๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š› ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š. ๐™ธ ๐š๐š˜๐š—'๐š ๐š”๐š—๐š˜๐š  ๐š’๐š ๐™ธ'๐š•๐š• ๐š‹๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐šŽ๐š›๐šŽ ๐š ๐š’๐š๐š‘ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž ๐š ๐š‘๐šŽ๐š— ๐šข๐š˜๐šž'๐š•๐š• ๐š ๐šŠ๐š๐šŒ๐š‘ ๐š๐š‘๐š’๐šœ. ๐™ธ'๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š‹๐šŽ๐šŽ๐š— ๐š๐š˜๐š’๐š—๐š ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐šŠ ๐š•๐š˜๐š ๐š๐š‘๐šŠ๐š— ๐™ธ ๐šŒ๐šŠ๐š— ๐šŽ๐šŸ๐šŽ๐š› ๐š’๐š–๐šŠ๐š๐š’๐š—๐šŽ. ๐™ธ'๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š๐š˜๐š—๐šŽ ๐š๐š‘๐š›๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐šŽ๐š—๐š˜๐šž๐š๐š‘ ๐š™๐š›๐š˜๐š‹๐š•๐šŽ๐š–๐šœ. ๐™ต๐š˜๐š›๐š๐š’๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐š–๐šŽ, ๐™ป๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ.
๐™ธ ๐š•๐š˜๐šŸ๐šŽ ๐šข๐š˜๐šž, ๐šˆ/๐™ฝ. "
You didn't knew he was going through a lot. If you would have given a chance to him explain everything, you could have helped him. but no one can rewrite the past. Your last moments with him was something that haunts you.
"๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ."
"๐˜”๐˜ฎโ€ฆ ๐˜ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ"
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ด. ๐˜“๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ด๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ง.
"๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜บ?" ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ.
"๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ'๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฌ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต. ๐˜ž๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ธ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ?. ๐˜ˆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ๐˜ข๐˜บ? ๐˜ˆ๐˜ญ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต?"
๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ธ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฐ๐˜ง๐˜ง ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ. ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ซ๐˜ถ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ.
"๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ, ๐˜ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜จ๐˜ฉ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜จ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฅ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ๐˜ด. ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต. ๐˜Š๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฆ- "
"๐˜ /๐˜•. ๐˜Š๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ?"
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ง๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ.
"๐˜–๐˜ฉ, ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ?"
"๐˜ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ'๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜—๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฆ. ๐˜๐˜ต'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ช๐˜ง ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ- "
"๐˜๐˜ง ๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฑ. ๐˜™๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต? "
๐˜š๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ. "๐˜ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข."
"๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ, ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ'๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ? ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ต๐˜บ ๐˜ช ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฉ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ช๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ข๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ต ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ? ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฌ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฆ? ๐˜๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ด๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฎ๐˜บ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ง๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜บ? ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ. ๐˜“๐˜ช๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต. ๐˜ ๐˜–๐˜œ ๐˜๐˜œ๐˜Š๐˜’๐˜๐˜•๐˜Ž ๐˜’๐˜•๐˜–๐˜ž ๐˜›๐˜๐˜ˆ๐˜›. ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜'๐˜ฎ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ. ๐˜™๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต?"
๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ฑ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด๐˜ญ๐˜บ. ๐˜๐˜ฆ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ฌ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ๐˜ด ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฅ.
"๐˜ /๐˜• ๐˜-"
"๐˜ ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ถ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜ ๐˜จ๐˜ถ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ด ๐˜ ๐˜ด๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ. ๐˜'๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜—๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ด๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ข๐˜ฌ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ค๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ. ๐˜“๐˜ฆ๐˜ต'๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฌ ๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ต. ๐˜—๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ฆ."
๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ง๐˜ต ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ณ๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜จ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ข๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ, ๐˜ฃ๐˜ถ๐˜ต ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฎ ๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜บ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ณ๐˜ด. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ธ๐˜ข๐˜ด ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ ๐˜ธ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ธ๐˜ช๐˜ต๐˜ฉ ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜บ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ด๐˜ข๐˜ช๐˜ฅ.
"I love you , Y/N." It kept ringing in your ears.
You dam in your eyes broke. You wanted to cry. and you did. you knew you had people to support when you go down.
You cried in a way you've never cried before. You hated Heeseung for the first time in your entire lifetime. You wanted him. You missed him. You ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž him. You recalled all his features once again. His eyes. lips. hair. sound. Everything. You loved him with all your heart.
But it was too late. You can't do anything.
You're heading back home. The sky was pretty. It reminded you of all the moments you had together with Heeseung. You remembered everything he said to you.
"๐˜–๐˜ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฅ, ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ช๐˜ฅ ๐˜ ๐˜จ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ญ๐˜ถ๐˜ค๐˜ฌ๐˜บ?" "๐˜‰๐˜ข๐˜ฃ๐˜บ, ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฎ๐˜ฆ?" "๐˜ /๐˜•. ๐˜”๐˜  ๐˜Œ๐˜๐˜Œ๐˜™๐˜ ๐˜›๐˜๐˜๐˜•๐˜Ž."
And the one last thing ;
"๐˜๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ. ๐˜™๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต?"
You reached home and took your laptop.
You knew what to write.
You continued.
๐•€ ๐•™๐•’๐•ง๐•– ๐••๐•š๐•–๐•• ๐•–๐•ง๐•–๐•ฃ๐•ช ๐••๐•’๐•ช ๐•จ๐•’๐•š๐•ฅ๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•—๐• ๐•ฃ ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐”ป๐•’๐•ฃ๐•๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•˜, ๐••๐• ๐•Ÿ'๐•ฅ ๐•“๐•– ๐•’๐•—๐•ฃ๐•’๐•š๐••, ๐•€ ๐•™๐•’๐•ง๐•– ๐•๐• ๐•ง๐•–๐•• ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐”ฝ๐• ๐•ฃ ๐•’ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•ช๐•–๐•’๐•ฃ๐•ค ๐•€'๐•๐• ๐•๐• ๐•ง๐•– ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐•—๐• ๐•ฃ ๐•’ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•ž๐• ๐•ฃ๐•–
๐”ธ๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•’๐•๐• ๐•’๐•๐• ๐•Ÿ๐•˜ ๐•€ ๐•“๐•–๐•๐•š๐•–๐•ง๐•–๐•• ๐•€ ๐•จ๐• ๐•ฆ๐•๐•• ๐•—๐•š๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ
๐•‹๐•š๐•ž๐•– ๐•™๐•’๐•ค ๐•“๐•ฃ๐• ๐•ฆ๐•˜๐•™๐•ฅ ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ฃ ๐•™๐•–๐•’๐•ฃ๐•ฅ ๐•ฅ๐•  ๐•ž๐•–๐•€ ๐•™๐•’๐•ง๐•– ๐•๐• ๐•ง๐•–๐•• ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ
๐•—๐• ๐•ฃ ๐•’ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•ช๐•–๐•’๐•ฃ๐•ค
๐•€'๐•๐• ๐•๐• ๐•ง๐•– ๐•ช๐• ๐•ฆ ๐•—๐• ๐•ฃ ๐•’ ๐•ฅ๐•™๐• ๐•ฆ๐•ค๐•’๐•Ÿ๐•• ๐•ž๐• ๐•ฃ๐•–
Yes. You loved him for a thousand years. and you'll love him for a
THOUSAND MORE.
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Movie date
Friends to lovers
The soft glow of the cinema marquee bathed Heeseung and Y/N in a warm, inviting light as they approached. Heeseung couldn't help but feel a mixture of excitement and nervousness. This was their first time out together, just the two of them.
As they settled into their seats, Heeseung couldn't help but notice the gentle fragrance of Y/N's perfume, mingling with the subtle scent of buttered popcorn. The anticipation buzzed in the air.
The lights dimmed, and the movie began. Heeseung tried to focus on the screen, but his attention kept wandering to Y/N beside him. Her laughter was a melody that harmonized with the film's soundtrack.
Minutes passed, the plot unfolding on the screen, but Heeseung couldn't shake the awareness of Y/N's presence. It was a mix of comfort and electrifying anticipation. He felt the familiar warmth spread across his cheeks.
Sweat formed on Heeseung's brow. He excused himself, "I'll be right back," he mumbled, his voice betraying a hint of fluster.
In the sanctuary of the bathroom, Heeseung splashed his face with cool water, willing the flush from his cheeks to subside. He stared at his reflection, a mix of disbelief and amusement dancing in his eyes.
Once he felt composed enough, he took a deep breath and returned to the theater. Y/N glanced up, her eyes sparkling with mischief, as if she knew the effect she had on him.
Heeseung settled back into his seat, determined to enjoy the rest of the movie. As the story unfolded, he couldn't help but steal glances at Y/N, his heart pounding in sync with the rhythm of the film.
When the credits rolled, Heeseung turned to Y/N, a shy smile tugging at his lips. "That was amazing," he confessed.
Y/N grinned, her eyes twinkling with delight. "I'm glad you enjoyed it. Maybe next time, we can watch something a bit less distracting," she teased, a playful glint in her eye.
Heeseung's heart fluttered, a surge of warmth washing over him. This outing, with all its unexpected turns, was turning out to be an uncharted adventure he'd never forget.
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