#hell one time i forgot to do smth and she choked me out for it

[im-a-lil-bitch-boi]

i find it ironic that my mom will get mad when my siblings and i flinch at her sudden movements like she didnt cause them. shes less violent now but the affects r still there n shit. its like hittin ur dog and gettin confused and upset that ur dog is scared of u. like wow who wouldve guessed that hittin, chokin, and throwin ur kids around whodve made them scared enough to want to avoid u?

warnin for the tags for Child Abuse uwu

[idkagoodnameman]

I AM SO HERE FOR EDGING LIA PLS WRITE SMTH ABOUT IT TYSM

this took forever and it’s not that good but it’s like 1.09k words i think 😭 i hope you enjoy

(in this, Yuna and Chaeryeong share a room, not Yuna and Lia)

You stare at the side of Lia’s face as she watches the movie, the rest of the girls sitting in the room too. Yuna and Yeji were sitting on the love seat, Yeji trying her hardest to hold Yuna, even though Yuna is taller. Chaeryeong and Ryujin are on the floor, Chaer curled into Ryujin, not looking at the face on the screen. You and Lia had the chair that was in the corner of the room, a bit away from the other girls.

Lia was so focused on the movie that she didn’t notice that you were looking at her until she felt you touch her cheek. You touching her made her jump a bit, but no one thought anything of it because of the scary movie that was playing. “Baby, why are you looking at me?” she giggles leaning closer to you, snuggling into your side, not wanting any space between the two of you. “Can i not look at the most beautiful person i know?” you ask her back, loving the feeling of her leaning into you.

The movie ended shortly after that, and all of the girls went to their rooms, including you and Lia. You went to lay down as Lia went to brush her teeth and change into pajamas. She came out of the bathroom in a towel, whispering “i forgot to grab pajamas”. You didn’t notice the towel until she said something to you. when you looked up, your jaw dropped. you had almost forgotten how beautiful your girlfriend was. “You don’t need them, come here” you say in your greasiest voice, making her laugh and walk to you with the towel still on her. you pulled her down to the bed and moved the towel and let it hit the floor.

You started to pull her to you again, running your hands down her sides, giggling at how she reacts to your soft touch, her eyes already closing in pleasure. “Lia, baby, i haven’t done anything to you yet” you say, kissing her softly. “I-I want you, baby” she moans softly, her lips still on yours. You run your hand over her waist, then over her hips,and rest it softly on her butt, giving it a soft squeeze, hearing her choke back a moan. “J-jagi, please, more” she whines out, trying to grind on you. you move your hand a bit more so that it’s pressed against her center.

you feel her grind down again, only this time there something there to fill her. she keeps pushing down until she feels your finger all the way in her. she lets out a low moan in the back of her throat. you start to move your finger slowly in her, looking at her face, watching it scrunch up in pleasure. you slowly flip her over so that she’s under you, still trusting your fingers in and out of her. you lean down and kiss her, swallowing her moans, and slamming your finger in faster.

“More-e please” she whines out, pulling you closer to her. you add another finger in her, angling up, hitting spots in her she wasn’t expecting. she whines every time you hit that spot in her, moving to arch her back, feeling pure bliss. You feel her start to tighten around your fingers as you’re moving, so you start going harder into her. “Does that feel good, princess?” you ask, leaning down to kiss her face. “y-yes” she squeals, feeling you deep inside of her. you feel her release on your fingers, Lias moans being muffled into your neck as she kisses around.

you pull your fingers out slowly as you crawl in between her leg, spreading them and laying in between. you look up at her as you lick and kiss her thighs softly. “baby i don’t think i can” she says, breathing heavy. “i’ll stop if you really want to” you say, looking up again. “n-no please don’t” she whines, trying to wrap her legs around your head.

you move your head up some, and lick over her folds, watching how she shakes. you feel hands in your hair, pulling and tugging, trying to move you closer to her. you nip at her clit as you pull your head up. “pick a number 1-5” you say, rubbing her folds. “t-two” she stutters out, thrusting her hips up to meet your hand. You put your head back where it was, licking harder than before, feeling her thrust her hips against your face. You started to feel Lia tighten around your Tongue, so you started to move it faster, watching her chase get high.

when you felt her legs unwrap from your head, you kisses up her leg and whispered “one”. she didn’t hear you, but she felt you crawl up her body, and she felt your hands cup her center. she whimpered as you slid a finger into her, thrusting into her slowly. “salanghae” Lia whines, mind so cloudy that she switches languages. “i love you too baby” you say, thrusting deeper, hearing her high pitched whines turn into screams. When you hear her start to scream, you pull her hand back, and look at her. “w-what? the hell?” she screams at you. “you chose two” you say to her. “your second orgasm is gonna be the one that we play with” you say slamming your fingers back into her. she screams when she feels full again, trying to hold your arm to keep it still.

“just one more time baby” you say, pulling out again. Lia screams out your name as you pull out, and starts to swear at you. “what the fuck? stop and let me cum” she says, tears brimming her eyes. you look down at her, her face fucked out and tired. you can see how bad she needs this, so you finally let her cum. you see her shake as she comes, and you know she’s feeling this in her whole body.

when she finally stops shaking, you can see her eyes are dropping low, showing her tiredness. “baby, you need to go use the bathroom first” you say to her, rubbing her back. “can’t move” she laughs, trying to roll over. you pick her up and carry her to the bathroom so that she can do what she needs to. when the door opens again, she’s wearing pajama shorts and a pain shirt. “i didnt bring you in any pajamas” you say to her. “i know, they were in there from before”

[daily-dose-of-imagines]

Something more than this

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Anon asked:  Hey! How are you 🥰 i hope you guys are doing well ;) id like to reqeust a terushima x reader oneshot where they try to be friends with benefits but when they actually meet up they just crack so much jokes and they laugh or smth and the mood gets ruined but they realise they are actually compatible and they just start regularly dating? I hope you get what my monkey brain wrote lol

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Hello anon, and thank you so much for requesting with us! I am doing great, and I hope you are too! I am so sorry this got out so late, but I really hope you enjoy it! I took some liberties, and I sincerely hope that you like it!

>Admin 𝕋

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Terushima was someone (y/n) had never really gotten to know. There was never a need to, since all he was to her was someone she could satisfy her urges with. He was but a stranger to her outside the bedroom. They never talked about their favorites hobbies or likes and dislikes, nor did they ever ask deep personal questions about each other. The only they had going for their was how compatible their bodies were.

And that was the extent of it. (y/n) was perfectly fine with this, just sleeping with him, and nothing else. She didn’t need a life partner, she just needed her desires met. Though she will admit that sometimes, they would talk about their troubles when they were finished, and that did give her a sense of his personality, and she didn’t want to go further than that.

But, something changed that. 

Terushima had sent her a text saying he wanted to meet up with her over the weekend. He didn’t specify why he wanted to see her, but she agreed nonetheless. And now here she was, standing in the middle of a busy area of town, trying to find wherever the two tone haired boy was. As she gazed around the park, she felt a poke on her shoulder, and turning around, she saw it was the exact boy she was looking for. He smiled at her and muttered, “Hey.”

“Hi. Not to be rude or anything, but may I ask why you wanted to meet up? I thought we agreed to not meet on Saturdays.” she asked, her brows furrowing. 

Avoiding eye contact, Terushima rubbed hands together and chuckled to himself. “I just wanted to buy you lunch.” he admitted, still not looking her in the eyes. (y/n) tilted her head to the side, still confused at Terushima’s unusual behavior, but she didn’t think on it long, her stomach growling loudly. The boy gave her a lopsided grin and chuckled.

“Hey, don’t laugh, I woke up late and forgot to eat.”

“Good thing I mentioned I’d buy you lunch, huh.” 

“Certainly. But, please tell me it’s not some fancy restaurant where you have to pay a hundred dollars for one little marcel of food.” she complained, making Terushima laugh.

“Nah, I’m too broke for that. But I am taking you to a nice local place.”

“Oooh, local. I like local. Show me the way.” she told him, to which he smiled and gently took her hand into his and led her to the restaurant. She felt him sometimes tighten his hold on her hand as he weaved through the crowd, making sure they wouldn’t part from each other. And for an instant, (y/n) felt...Safe. The way he was holding her hand, making sure they didn’t lose each other; it was all very protective of him, and it felt really nice to her. 

It took them five minutes of walking to get to the restaurant. It was a small sushi place, the sign indicating it was reasonably priced yet very authentic. “What do you think?” he asked, letting go of (y/n)’s hand and shoving it into his pocket. The girl looked over to the building and back to him, and giggled.

“I thought you were broke. Last time I checked, sushi was pretty expensive.”

“Yeah, but this is for you, and I wanted to impress you. So, I’m splurging a little.” he explained, shrugging his shoulders like it was nothing. (y/n) lifted her eyebrows in further confusion. This seemed more and more like a date. But, they weren’t dating, they barely even qualify as friends. They just have sex and go their separate ways afterwards. And as much as she wants to say this to him, something was stopping her, a ball of nerves telling her to shut up and just let it happen. 

(y/n) inhaled, then smiled up at him, “Let’s go inside then, I am about to become five pounds heavier.” Terushima laughed loudly and followed her in. 

It was nice, the ambience of the place was excellent, the music was a variety of pop and rock, and the food was amazing. Terushima would constantly tell puns out of the sushi names, making (y/n) sometimes choke on her soda, or on some sashimi. She had never laughed that hard, especially if it was because of a pun, but the way Terushima delivered the jokes had her in tears. She actually enjoyed herself, and it didn’t feel awkward at all whenever the boy in front of her would casually take her hand and play with her fingers as he talked about his life, or how he would sometimes interlock both hands when they were talking about something a little more serious. It wasn’t weird, in fact, it was quite nice. Like hell she was going to him that though.

“(y/n).” blinking, (y/n) looked to Terushima, who had finished paying for their food. “Did you want to back to my place? Maybe continue this,” he pointed between them, “there?” (y/n) thought for a moment and couldn’t come up with as to why she wouldn’t want to. 

“Sure.” she agreed, then held out her hand, surprising Terushima before he took hold of it, getting a cab for the both of them. 

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His hands were all over her body, soaking in her heat as she kissed him senseless.  Her hands were going under his shirt as he combed his fingers through her in a way that made her knees buckle. They weren’t even in the entrance way yet, and they still had to take their shoes off. “W-wait, Teru--We have to--ah!” (y/n) whelped as she felt to the wooden floor, taking Terushima along with her. 

“Ow, ow ow....You okay, (y/n)?” he asked, lifting his head up from the floor next to her, revealing a big red mark on his forehead. And suddenly, she burst into laughter, pointing at it. “W-why are you laughing?!”

“You have a big ass red mark on your forehead!” she said through her giggles. Terushima soon joined in, putting his wounded forehead to hers, their breaths of mirth intermingling. “No, but seriously, you okay? It seems like it hurts.” (y/n) asked, taking her hand to rub at it, and suddenly the the boy on top of her got extremely quiet. So much so, (y/n) stopped laughing entirely at looked at him with mild concern. “Did it hurt that bad--”

“Will you go out with me?”

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“Huh?” she knew it wasn’t the answer he was expecting. Hell, that wasn’t the question she was expecting. 

“I, uh. The whole reason I asked you out today was so I can ask you out, but I just kept pushing it back, but I really wanted to ask you. The way you smile and the way you laugh, and the way you giggled at my extremely bad puns, it just really solidified something that I have been feeling. I really really like you.” he admitted, squeezing his lips together in anticipation. 

“Terushima....And here I thought you were just a playboy yho wanted some thick ass.”

“Hey, I’ll have you know I am--mmph!” (y/n) kissed softly, effectively shutting him up. She gradually got up from the floor while continuously kissing him, never once letting their lips part, until they had to breathe. “Let’s do it.”

“Do what? ‘Cause I am really hard and--”

“Let’s date, go out, partner up, the whole shebang.” she interrupted smiling widely.

“Wait, seriously?” he asked, still unbelieving and skeptical. She nodded her head and kissed him on both of his cheeks. “Oh hell yeah. Don’t worry, babe, I am going to treat you like a queen.”

“Rule number one, don’t call me babe. If we’re doing pet names, it’s going to be stupid and funny, or just call me by my name.”

“Dully noted.” Terushima made a mental note, then wrapped his arms around (y/n)’s midsection to help her up from the floor. 

“And another thing.”

“What would that be, my delicious buttered, frenchbread roll.”

“I see you have the pet names down pat,” she whispered to herself, smiling at the bad pet name, “Let’s finish what we started, yeah?” she muttered, gripping Terushima’s shirt and pulling him into the bedroom while giving him bedroom eyes. 

“Your wish is my command.”

[alo-piss-trancy]

SD/R2 OMO HEADCANONS (Pt1)

Decided it was probably time for me to post a list of my omo hcs for this game since I did the THH chars! Like with the other list, I'll be excluding a couple I have no interest in thinking of omo content of (in this case, Hiy/oko and Teru/teru). I'm breaking this one into multiple posts throughout the week as I compile my thoughts (I'll add a link to all of them on the fic masterlist page later so you can find them all) because I feel this is gonna be a lot longer than my THH post haha!

Here we go, the first 3 (or 4) chars! Please stop reading now if you don't want spoilers for the game bc there will be several!!!

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Gun/dham:

* I firmly hc him as vegetarian (not vegan. He will consume byproducts like milk/cheese/eggs/etc, but only harvested himself or from small farms/sources that he has personally vetted/researched where he knows 100% that the creatures are treated ethically.)

* That's actually not omo-related besides milk oops but it relates to my next point, which is that for the most part he prefers Natural food/drink. Water, fruit or vegetable juices/smoothies, etc. He's not really used to strange 'Human' confections like soda or coffee, so the caffeine and diuretics hit him hard and fast and make it difficult for him to estimate how much time he has. It also makes him jittery/hyped as hell which Does Not Help.

* As long as he isn't screwed over by caffeine or a ton of drinks, he has a decently strong bladder and can hold for a long time. He has a lot of practice from hiding/waiting to help certain animals, laying trapped under sleeping cats/dogs, etc. And also avoiding public restrooms like the Plagues they are for most of the day...

* He's bladdershy AF and has been since early childhood. I saw he had signs drawn on the doors/curtain in his room during my playthrough (including the bathroom) and that is definitely his safezone. Can't go outside either bc 1. He's paranoid he'll be seen by other ppl and 2. That feels disrespectful to the nature deities despite the logic that animals do it all the time. He knows that's dumb and he hates himself for it.

* Sometimes I do like to ignore the bladdershy hc just for some variety. Even in that case tho he'd still be a bit of a diva about which public bathrooms he uses. If it's gross or weird he's gonna avoid it/complain/refuse to go even if bursting. He's stubborn af

* We all know he canonically goes commando. Therefore he is in extra danger because any leaks will go straight to his pants RIP Since he usually wears black it isn't that visable (as long as it's just a bit and not a full wetting), but if he ever has to wear smth else u know he's screwed c':

* He's not very vocal when desperate at all. Mostly strangled whines or grunts (only when alone or if so urgent he can't hide it), he's just so easily embarrassed that he can choke most sound.

* He can also hide his body language pretty well. He can manage to keep himself to rigid posture and the occasional shudder or fidget if needed. Only when he's beyond caught and about to wet will he resort to obvious grabs or dances in front of others.

* Even if he wet he wouldn't cry (I don't seem him crying much for anything tbh, barring extreme things like death). He's angry at himself and extremely ashamed. He would get red as a tomato, attempt to slink away and avoid any witnesses for several days. Could get snippy or hide in his shell all pitiful, depending on the person.

* When alone or sure he can't be caught, he'll fidget more once things are dire. Mostly his long-ass legs. Jiggling, crossing, bending at the knees or bouncing up and down, shuffling from foot-to-foot, everything. He doesn't really do much with his hands beyond a quick crotch-squeeze.

* He'd def let Haj/ime or So/nia dom tf out of him as far as making him hold/lose control, he's submissive and enjoys the challenging test of limits. However, I could also see him totally having a thing for 'marking' his partners during the times he doms.

So/nia:

* Lowkey has a bladder of steel tbh, tho you'd never expect it by looking at her. It takes a lot to get her desperate and even more for her to crack enough to show her needs to others.

* She had a lot of long lectures/lessons, meetings, social events, formal balls, etc. growing up, so she just got used to waiting a lot between breaks so as not to interrupt or be rude to her guests. This also makes her wicked good at remaining completely calm on the outside and keeping the quiver out of her tone even when she's absolutely dying.

* Even once people know her problem, she would NEVER grab herself or dance. Literally the most you'll get out of her is legs crossed at the ankles. For the most part the only sign of her desperation is the slight fullbody shivering where she has her muscles and posture strained. If you're very lucky she may wince or her voice will start shaking/get breathy (her breathing gets super fast and shallow when at her absolute limit. Like nearly hyperventilating fast).

* While not shy at all about asking/telling others where she's going, she was raised with manners. She refuses to interrupt while others are busy, and will wait until she feels the time is appropriate to but into convos or leave the room, even if that could take a long time. She will not skip out on a group task if she can help it bc she feels very strongly about doing her part and not coming off as a slacker (so group investigations/new island exploring/building for Us/ami in Island Mode are all LONG tasks she will force herself to stick out without complaint, even if she's about to wet herself).

* Despite being a princess, she definitely doesn't view anything as being 'beneath' her. If someone asks her to just go outside/in a sketchy place/strange receptacle, she'll do it without question as soon as they agree to glance away. In fact, sometimes it's actually a little thrilling.

* If she did wet herself she would certainly be embarrassed, maybe even teary-eyed depending on the situation/who was around. However, it certainly isn't the end of the world for her, and she would be able to brush it off fairly easily once she got cleaned up and had a chance to breathe. Could probably start making jokes about it by the next day, or just wait patiently for everyone to forget about it.

* Probably has a big piss kink (for others. She isn't much on doing holds herself, minus an occasional 'Damsel in Distress' type roleplay). And honestly just a big one for domming others (sometimes sweetly, sometimes cold/cruel like True Royalty). She looks cute but She Nasty (tm). Gun/dham and Haji/me (to a lesser extent, bc his smart-ass take-no-shit attitude makes him a bit of a brat sometimes lol) are her bitches.

M/ikan (I have to split hers in two bc I have polar opposite hcs) :

Non-Despair M/ikan -

* Is every bit as shy uwu ohnoooo~ as you'd imagine. Super blushy and fidgety and teary-eyed but never admits what's wrong even once it's obvious, to the point of potty-dancing in place (but she's Totally Fine she can hang in there and doesn't need to stop what she's doing)! You literally have to drag her away to the bathroom if u don't want her to have an accident. Would rather die than inconvenience anyone by telling them she has to go, will berate herself for the inconvenience when that backfires and she's made a mess of herself, 120% convinced everyone hates her and p much refuses any comfort bc she's so trapped in the spiral. Bawls her eyes out.

* If on a rare occasion she does work up the nerve to speak up and is denied, that's it. She will not dare ask again even if the person didn't realize how badly she had to go. Nope. Clearly her only option is to hold it until she can't anymore, or until she's alone and can run off by herself.

*Also she totally would whimper to herself in The Worst omo video star voice lmao "Oh noooo I'm leaking into my panties~, it's cOmIng OuTtttt~ uwu uwu uwu" (i'm not making fun of those istg but u know Exactly what 'sexy baby' voice I mean. That is Mi/kan. Don't be so fake bitch We Know u didn't fall spread eagle naturally)

* Says 'Potty' unironically. It's the only word she uses for the bathroom.

* Surprisingly not bladdershy at all. She's actually the opposite. Will go Anywhere (but will be embarrassed while doing it).

* She's used to holding a lot bc afraid to leave class/stuck helping patients for hours on end. However while she has a wicked high capacity and stays very hydrated, she has pretty shaky control. Leaks A LOT, be it in general or bc she gets startled/nervous. She's like a chihuahua lmao. She wears medical liners when on duty as a nurse or during school, but for general hangouts she forgoes them (totally bc she forgot and Not bc she wanted to show her wet panties off to strangers/peers when she falls again, that would be Slu/tty and Improper).

* Once held for ages and then ended up wetting herself just bc Hiy/oko told her to. It wasn't actually a request, just a one-off snippy comment that H forgot about like 10 min after she said it and walked away. When she found out Mi/kan took it seriously she absolutely lost it laughing for the next few days

*Her potty dances include lots of thighs rubbing together/hunching over, hands wandering dangerously close only to pause and grip her skirt/dress hem, hopping from leg to leg and shaking at the knees. She's pitiful when desperate and very cute. Pants and whimpers near constantly, nibbles at her knuckles to try and muffle it.

* Knows when she's at risk of actual damage from holding, but it's still a 50/50 shot of whether she'll break down and go or keep trying to hold. She knows it's unwise, but due to her complete lack of self worth she doesn't really care if her own body is damaged.

* That said, she monitors everyone else very closely and will harass them firmly to take breaks if they're at risk.

Despair/True Mik/an -

* MASSIVE PISS KI/NK. Loves to be dommed/told to hold until she wets. LOVES to do the same to others and tell them all the mean things for a change. She will borderline Break You.

* Takes great satisfaction in watching others struggle. If given an opportunity to make others desperate/prevent them from getting to a bathroom without revealing herself, she will definitely take it. She has no sympathy.

* The Queen of lacing things with diuretics, but can also often find that boring/too easy. A bit disdainful of that method tbh.

* Tying ppl down to hold or hooking them to IVs and 'misplacing' the call button is more her style.

* Used to hold for Jun/ko a lot to appease her. Would be willing to hold for Na/gito, but tbh he's just as willing to hold for her so it's a bit of a stalemate and they've yet to work out who does what.

* Will piss on her victim/lover while staring them directly in the eyes. Does not flinch. She toes the line between sexy and just plain creepy lol

[meyhew]

happy 1st hoeversary !

i just wanna start this by saying a big fuck u to all of u except for ary and farben….. yall have honestly put me thru hell these last couple weeks – first when u kicked me out of the gc and wouldn’t fucking add me back and then yesterday and today when yall doubted my love for u all and thought i fuckin forgot what today is or that i wouldn’t post anything… im truly genuinely hurt and hope u choke! also an fyi mely…. i Did wish a happy anniversary in the only chat im in but guess what? ur extra fake ass doesn’t check it so u wouldn’t know :) henyways 

i cannot believe its been a year already it feels like we just started talking yestedary pero also i cant believe its only been a year bc i feel like ive known u all my whole life. u’ve all helped me thru a bunch of stuff and we’ve sent each other presents (farben and i have smh) and planned our weddings and uhh im gonna say a lil smth to all of u i don’t have a cool fancy photo fight me

celery @eversincencwyork – u remind me of my brother a lot bc like,, 80% of the time i just wanna strangle him bc he’s always tryin to get on my very last nerve and always wants to fucking fight but like also,, i love you a lot can u believe?? i think one of my fave memories with u so far is that one time we were facetiming and u fell asleep on me but i didn’t realize so i kept thinking you’d come back and i stayed on the call for like 45 mins before i texted in the gc like ‘bro i think she died on me or smth’ and meme was like,, bitch she’s probs sleeping and honestly i felt so dumb also that one time we reviewed mitam?? i think it was mitam wow henyways i love u so much loads i’d go to war with u and for u

illuminary @lilacfortress – aru ur  a fuckin angel oh my god i just wanna say that i admire u so much ?? ur such a good friend to all five of us and to aurora like,, u’ve had some shitty times and this last year wasn’t an easy ride for u but u just kept holding on and didn’t let it drag u down. you’re always so positive and happy and never start any unnecessary shit with me, unlike Some ppl,, and i honestly adore u and admire you so much. i remember when u were confused about ur sexuality when we first started talking and seeing u now, embracing that part of urself, i just get so proud of u godd,, i hope u know how much i love you and i cant wait to see where u go bc i know ur gonna do amazing things

memeria @onedirectionwho – let the record make it clear that there isn’t anyone funnier than u in the whole wide world,, u make me smile on my darkest days and always lift my mood. u take basically no shit from anyone about anything and ur relationship with ur sister and brother is honestly one of my favorite things,, when we rabbit and theyre all there sometimes i feel like a tiny part of ur family and i just :’)) it makes me happy and im very proud of u, u know. i’ve seen u do so much this year and a lot of people might have cracked under that pressure but u didn’t and it just makes me feel some typa way so just know that i love u always and support u in everything u do but i fuckin hate the emojis u use

farben @heyangel – (someone send this to her thanks jfkshfgs) farben!!!!!!!!! ur an angel farben and im so so in love with u and ur personality and i miss u so much sometimes bc you’ve been gone so long doing ur thing and when i see u on insta i feel so proud,, like my lil baby is off to coffee ur doing that, despite all the shit life has thrown at u and ur still swimming and honestly, i love your strength so much and i want nothing but the best for u. ur such lovely person, i miss hearing u laugh and haunting me with ur shrek obsession, i miss jackie and whats ur friends name? giovana? miss that bich too hope shes okay send her my love tell her i love her for always being there for u okay also,, if ur gone for a while can i have heyangel? thanks !

last but not least…..

radish @lunarosa – i just wana be nice to u first and tell u that i love you a lot Always even when u don’t love me bc ur my best friend and i would tear the stars from the sky for you.. i’m so so proud of everything you’ve accomplished, i’ve seen you grow so much as a person this past year and it makes my heart so feel so full when i think about the shit you’ve overcome, the demons you’ve defeated and continue to fight. seeing u be so happy with carm and knowing ur gonna meet them soon makes me so damn happy and a lil teary eyed bc i watched it all happen and im just :’)) i lov e You a lot . now that being said i fucking hate you for the dumb shit u say about me all the time,, the nerve and audacity are really quite astounding and one day ur gonan realize how mean u are to me

goodbye now u hoes im gonan eat dinner