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kipaia · 5 months

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surprise panic attack???

#that hasn't happened in at least like five years #idly realized i'm double booked for pretty much my entire weekend #and i didn't get done half the shit i was supposed to get done today #and i'm having surgery on monday (which i'm thrilled about) but everything MUST be done before then T.T #had the passing thought that i forgot to warn my partner about a last minute schedule change with work for the weekend #and i think i just bunny trailed a lightning round of thinking about e v e r y t h i n g that needs to get done and i got super overwhelmed #hence panic attack #been so long i forgot what it feels like and it took me a heck of a while to realize what was happening #think im going to end up calling out of all but my two pre-req tests i'm running this weekend #they're only an hour each #uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh time is passing too slow (i want it to be surgery day T.T) and too fast (there's too much to do between then and now)

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emry-stars-art · 9 months

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Oooo what is sought out about? 👀

It’s in response to another royal au ask! let’s have a look see 👀💕 Hope it’s still of interest and worth your ask!

20 sep 2023 [wip Wednesday game]

It was completely unnecessary. Stupid even. Which only served to make Andrew angrier. He saw the stressor, felt the upcoming panic, and still he couldn’t stop it. He hated what a few restless nights could reduce him to. Aaron wasn’t in danger, he’d just been tripped into. Andrew wasn’t in danger, he was just surrounded by strangers. Kind strangers, but strangers.

He didn’t feel safe, and his lungs decided to stop breathing about it.

Aaron was calling after him but Andrew was leaving. He shouldn’t be, it was less safe the further he went from his brother, but Aaron was not who the panic wanted to see. Abram was somewhere in this crowd. Andrew needed to find him before the attack got out of control.

#i couldnt think of anything specific to be triggering Andrew #hence why it’s taken me so long for the ask #like there lots of OPTIONS #but. yk #panic attacks/etc are fickle things sometimes #in Andrew’s swicr words #sometimes it just decides to rear its ugly head.#so sorry it’s not super angsty and dramatic but it’s a panic attack and he’s going to find Abram #I’ve checked all the boxes 😅#im sure this isn’t the only time this will be explored anyway #not art sorry guys #neil josten #andrew minyard #royal au #emry wip wednesday

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redrobin-detective · 4 months

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So 'later tonight' ended up being 5 minutes because I do have other things I need to do tonight. Runaway Danny is settling into the Fentons but he's been on his own for so long, how's he gonna deal with it?

#its kind of funny how drastically the ending changed #it was supposed to be much happier #and then Danny grabbed my fingers and said 'hey I think I need to freak out right here'#and I - whose had 2 panic attacks in the last week - said right on brother #there's so much more I need to cover #may need to jump to 4 possibly 5?? chapters #why am I like thisssss #btw I dont think I mentioned it with the first chap #but this entire plot slammed me like a tennis racket to the face while listening to springsteens Promised Land #hence the title

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savingthrcw · 8 days

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open to: anyone who wants their muse to get a heart attack with Eloise

The cough was growing rapidly worse, and when Eloise touched her neck, the pretty foulard around it, she could've sworn there was something there, making it harder for her to breath in between coughs. This couldn't be happening to her.

Leaning against one of the trees, she forced herself to breathe in, but it was difficult and quickly became more of a wheeze. It couldn't be. "Bees," was all she could say, a bit incredulous herself.

#she has a mild allergy and it's turning into a panic attack hence way harder to deal with #she's not dying but she thinks she might be (reasonably)#eloise open rp;#muse: eloise #show: bridgerton #if anyone replies i'll move it to its own post

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littlehenrikehd · 2 years

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Don’t know if anyone has already done this but I have opinions I’d like to share

#empires smp #mcyt #mcytblr #I'll only explain three of them #*four technically #Jimmy had no problem with Hermes prior to being shown the toy and the problem isn't even hermes it's Joel so if you ask me #Jimmy would be reluctant and claim he doesn't care but the moment the dads are gone he's chill and they have a great time #Hermes adores Jimmy and you can pry that fact from my cold dead hand #the same kinda applies to Joey hence why he's there too #also he just has those vibes #As for Kathrine and Lizzie #they're both great and Hermes loves them however Joel and Sausage are constantly on the verge of a panic attack everytime they're in charge #because of the things they get up to

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sibelin · 1 year

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my brother sent me a kind of pretty hate machine drum track so i could have fun with the synth yesterday night. but aaah now i need to do something good wiht it and stop doubting myself

#i called him while i had the panic attack yesterday bc i didn't know who to talk to #and he told me to focus on making something. hence the drum track #it's a nice gesture but oh god i need to make it work now #bc it's not coming naturally to me either. i know what sounds good and what i do is never good enough #anyway good day to u all i'm tired #talking to myself

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icehot13 · 1 year

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i have a new fear and it’s ‘is that leafblower sound coming from the roof above me and i’m about to have dirt absolutely fucking rained down on me while i’m outside’ if this seems like an oddly obscure fear to have, it’s not

#i'm having a Morning #i am trying so valiantly to work on ch 15 or whatever it is #i swear #Dirt From Above really put a hitch in that giddyup tho #anyways i'm four pages in which seems good #i mean not great for jakob who's mid panic attack but like y'know at least someone's having fun #i'm thinking/hoping it's 18 chapters #endings ar eSO HARD #all i wanna do is jump ahead to the book part and do the epilogue #i am obsessed with epilogues that are 'two people who don't interact much have a scene'#hence the 'barrett parents maya's teenager' epilogue in the other book hahahaha #anyways this fic won't have an official fic-epilogue #because i don't actually like posting chapters where the final is an epilogue #i feel like everyone wants to be emotionally finished with the last chapter and the epilogue distracts from the comments hahahaha #i write for comments what else is new lmfao #so this will in fact finish on a normal chapter #maybe a while later there'll be an epilogue preview but it'll be posted temporarily #I HEAR HTE LEAF BLOWER AGAIN #WHERE IS HE

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witchyvyx · 9 months

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#okay it’s shouting into the void time kids #tw gender dysphoria #it’s been a solid week of crippling dysphoria #like.. i’ve NEVER had it this bad ever #i cant breathe #and it’s been like this for a full week now #and i think some of my friends need a break from hearing about it #hence the yelling into the void #and i just cant breathe #not like in a panic attack way (i dont think) but in a ‘my body is WRONG and i need to FIX IT’ kinda way #i keep trying to do self care but it’s not working #i’m fine and happy when i’m doing stuff but when i stop? ..it’s still waiting for me #and i’m drowning under sudden bills and expenses that i can just barely afford and i just cant breathe ok #can the world just… not for like a day or two??#on the other hand shout out (lol) to the dickhead who cat called me today and briefly replaced the dysphoria with barely suppressed rage #i already knew my ass looked great i didnt need you to tell me you fucking mistake #hope you wrap your car around a lampost :)#ranting is cathartic though so that’s nice #props to you if you read this far <3

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dreamingoftinystars · 2 years

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I genuinely can’t believe that I’ve gotten to a point in my life where in my last therapy session my therapist said: “yeah well grades aren’t the main stressor anymore”

I’ve healed so much. Therapy really does do wonders huh

#i started doing therapy because I was having daily panic attacks over my grades and school #school is still a stressor for me and as we’re entering finals season it is definitely at the top of my mind #but it is not nearly as bad as it once was #taking a gap year and having therapy taught me that my self worth isn’t wrapped in my grades #i as a human being have more worth than a piece of paper #i still have other stuff going on hence I’m still in therapy #I’m genuinely so proud of myself and grateful for my therapist #and for my parents who made me go to therapy and paid for it for so many years (and to insurance godbless)#like if my parents hadn’t caught onto how bad it was I don’t know if I would be here right now #also going to a school that isn’t full of academic people like going to a liberal arts school was one of the best decisions I’ve ever made #for both social culture but also because god is my brain so much more relaxed and open #now that’s not to say that school won’t become a main stressor again but I also having more coping mechanisms now #i am just so proud of myself and so happy that I’ve healed a little bit #sorry if this is rambling or too self serving I just needed to have a little appreciation for this

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askeight · 2 years

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THINK FAST! RUN FASTER! (throws glowflies @ you)

Growing up in Octarian society had its perks.

For one, it made Nanami stronger than they would ever be otherwise—even if it was a waste, given the state of the lower half of their body. This... wasn't always a good thing, though, as they often failed to recognize their own strength. But it still let them carry their friends, carry a lot of groceries, hold a Dynamo without faltering. They considered it a good thing.

For two... their reflexes were almost unbelievable. One had to see it to believe it.

And that is exactly what Anon did, as the moment the jar of Glowflies showed in the corner of their eye, they whipped around and swung at it, shattering the glass.

...

In that moment, time slowed.

Trauma does... a lot to you. A lot of things that make sense, and a lot of things that don't. Like how the smallest things can send you straight back to where you started, no matter how much "better" you've gotten. The scent of metal. The cold splatter of ink. The sound of a phone ringing.

The shattering of glass.

The feeling of shards sinking into your skin.

The sight of ink dripping out of your hand.

The lights.

The buzzing.

The whirring.

The cold reality that a normally harmless and stupid prank ended up causing them to relive everything.

In their mind, Nanami was 15 again, curled into a ball inside of the blender, unable to hear their screams and sobs over the sounds of what they were sure was going to be their demise. They weren't ever going to love. To see the sun. To fill up a notebook with their writing. To see what a real life was like, one that wasn't lost to time. One that wasn't doomed by circumstance.

... Yet, they did all of those.

And now, they had to suffer the aftermath.

Nanami snapped back to reality, first noticing that the Glowflies had moved onto someone else. Then, that they had fallen to their knees. Then, that they were crying. It was a wonder how they hadn't attracted a crowd by that point.

Was it still this bad? To think they had truly moved on...

The moment they gathered enough energy, they slowly stood up, mumbling, "... sorry. try somebody else," in Octarian, not caring if the other party could understand.

Nanami left.

#( answer )#tw blood #tw panic attack #( ooc ) : lol. have fun #( ooc ) : keep in mind i think this is like. evening. so the sun is setting. hence why the glowflies were so bright #( ooc ) : it'd kinda have to be because i think they only come out at night

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artoodeeblue · 1 year

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The way i categorically don't understand people who dive headfirst into direct conflict

#they simply live on a different planet than me #hence my mix of fascination and annoyance towards them #how is conflict ur first reaction when the very thought of it sends me in a panic attack #like how are our brains neurologically wired for our responses to be so different #shaking direct people by the shoulders tell me your secrets!!!!

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nature-played-a-trick-on-me · 2 years

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#ANYWAY since i already overshare on here always!#my period is late and i am having a panic attack!#i am so paranoid and im feeling rly bad #im also insanely stupid!#for getting so worked up #please dont continue reading if u ever want to look me in the eyes irl #he did stick a hand down my pants over my underwear and i am vaguely hysterical now #worried he uhhhh adjusted himself and then touched me with uh unprecedented side effects #i doubt it but theres a ridiculous gnawing voice in my head!#and im also like. sick of him trying to stick his hand in my pants. and ive told him several times like nah buddy and he keeps trying it!#once this stupid panic is over i will tell him in a normal clear way that i want that to stop #in general i just hate my body so much rn #ive had a lot of stress lately and i dont think ive had this amount of stress #for ages and when i last had it i was still on the pill which kept my cycle regular obviously #but now im Concerned because I've never had this before #hence bizarre panic about nonsense #but idrk what to do now lol #im already so tired that i cant rly cope with Life and this is pushing me over the edge like i am beyond coping rn #literally if anyone has any wisdom.... pls

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demonwield · 2 years

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lays on her lap.

Unprompted Foxo Time! || Accepting

@foxtaild

Well. . .this was. . .awkward. But she didn’t mind it, truthfully. Her eyes staring down at the Vastayan Woman in her lap now. Gloved hands twitch a little as she eyes over her ears, her beautiful appearance. . .and then those MASSIVE fluffy appendages for TAILS. (Oh, she was heating up, and it SHOWED in her face, and with her sudden heartbeat racing.) Blade is easily nudged aside, giving a little more room for the woman to enjoy her LAP like such.

Both hands reaching down to softly stroke fingers along her EARS, massaging them, and scratching fingers through her hair.

Delicate and gentle so the woman enjoyed it. ❝ . . .am I COMFORTABLE? ❞

#foxtaild #Wandering Swordsman Looking For A Purpose || A Blade To Strike Down Those Who Deserve Death (Verse Undetermined)#Assignments Undertaken || She Will Never Fail. (Replies)#The Assassins Only Struck At Night || Hence Their Names Became: Night Raid (Queue)#Oh my goooood #Ahri is going to cause her to have a soft panic attack #Ahri you're going to make her pulse rise!

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bearygentle · 25 days

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ughhhhhhhh crumples into dust for the 3rd time this week

#its like 630am im tireddddddd and ive had this mild panic attack going for basically all night hence the not sleeping #but its more annoying than distressing really #REALLLY bad combo this past week of period + fprgot to refill meds before memorial day so i was halfsies for the last 2 days PLUS probably-#- split a new alter in the middle of all that which dislodged some mega repressed Residial Panic. welcome to the world buddyyyy. yikessss #🍋‍🟩

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sndwave · 3 months

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hey wait they make those stick on frosted glass things yeah? i can put that on the window and have Normal Window and blackout curtains as needed