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billdenbrough · 5 years

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Richie was down on his hands and knees, staring at him desperately Richie was down on his hands and knees, staring at him desperately Richie was down on his hands and knees, staring at him desperately Richie was down on his hands and knees, staring at him desperately Richie was down on his hands and knees, staring at him desperately Richie was down on his hands and knees, staring at him desperately Richie was down on his hands and knees, staring at him desperately RICHIE WAS DOWN ON HIS HANDS AND KNEES STARING AT HIM DESPERATELY i am simply losing my mind

#beep beep jane #richie tozier #reddie #me reading any of the deddie scene: fuuuuuuuuuck #this makes me especially unhinged i can’t explain it it’s the fucking desperation of it all the sheer helplessness and hopelessness #hey fellas is it gay to be desperately on your hands and knees staring at him desperately #im so upset all i can think abt is everything contained in that desperation #like richie dancing around his feelings for years looking at them sidelong only trying to find eddie in everyone else everywhere else #richie wrapping it all up in a laugh in a joke real feelings in amusement dancing away bc he can’t bear to have eddie Know he’s the monster #richie telling eddie over and over how much he loves him but wrapped in a laugh and richie thinking he’ll have all the time in the world to #keep doing it...... richie staring at him desperately realising that time has run out #I’M NOT HAVING A GOOD TIME LADS!!!!!

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