#hi hello im new here just recently finished binging the show for the first time and I have THOUGHTS and OPINIONS

[bottombaron]

idk what's worse coming into a fandom that's already 4 seasons long: the fact that everyone is already bitter and jaded and that pessimism and negativity has seeped into the environment

or that your top/bottom headcanons have become passé

[thestuckylibrary]

Welcome, new mods!

This week we’re welcoming five new mods to help deal with the workload of thestuckylibrary! In a new move, us librarians are telling you, the readers a bit about ourselves. Get to know your mods a little better!

Mod Karin

I’m a biro ace from Canada. I use she/her pronouns. Melancholic, a dog person, asthmatic. I’m an Art History student in my early 20s. I’m definitely an Academic™, I love research, medieval art, early renaissance art, most 1850-1945 art, talking at length about things that interest me and,Scifi and fantasy, historical fiction and writing about things. I have Beef with Greenburg.

I started shipping stucky in like mid 2013 after I binged all marvel movies in a single night after being dragged to see Iron Man 3. At that point I wasn’t into the tumblr side of mcu fandom and just read the few fics there were on AO3. However, that all changed after I saw TWS. Full tilt mcu tumblr multishipping since April that year and I haven’t looked back. I joined the library June 2015 and have been modding ever since, albeit with a bit of a break summer 2016. It made sense as a move to me- I love fanfiction, tend to mostly read stucky fic, love organization and giving recs and have experience with the idea having worked in libraries for many years.

I’m also a traditional artist. I usually work in pencil, pastels or charcoal but I occasionally work in acrylic, oil, ceramics and ink. I make fanart, you can check it out on my fandom blog @samthebirdbae! My specialty is Bucky’s glorious long hair.

Mod Annie

what’s up i don’t know how to use the cool drop down description kinda formatting bc i suck at tumblr also i hate using caps for anything. I’m a bi 18 (almost 19) year old from texas. she/her pronouns. I’m a figure skater and dancer. basically the best description for me is just child of preserum steve and natasha, as im actually very russian but im like 5'1 and have a list of health problems as long as my arm. you may or may not know me as that one black widow cosplayer who met sebastian last year and asked him to choke her. kinda problematic, i know, but also highkey awesome even though i definitely would not repeat. I’m currently not in school although I’m debating between possibly going into massage therapy or cosmetology. I was homeschooled and I grew up in like The Most Conservative christian home so i wasn’t allowed to listen to music or read books or watch any movies unless they were pre approved by my mom, and she was picky with even the stuff from the christian book store sooooo,,,, i didn’t really get into marvel or music or ANYTHING until i was about sixteen and i was finally allowed to use the internet and have a phone but after i finally watched the cap movies about a year and a half to two years ago I immediately fell in love and started shipping stevebucky. as I am a history NUT ofc my fav era is 40s pre/mid war. it’ll definitely show in my recs. I do write as well but i switch back and forth between stevebucky and harry styles fics and rn i don’t have nearly enough time to do either one between work and sports. (I am out rn over a knee injury that might end up requiring surgery so idk. maybe I’ll get The Time.)

Mod Blue

Hello, I’m a librarian from Belgium and the best part about my job is helping people to find what they’re looking for or to answer any question they might have to make their day a little easier. That goes from helping them find books and articles to helping them figure out where their class room is or how they’re supposed to make copies and prints. I’m delighted that I get to do a little more of the same here at the Stucky Library.

Mod Dee

hey friends~ my name is dee, i’m 21, and i’m from new zealand. (she/her.) i’m a history and mythology nerd and know a little too much about booby traps used in the vietnam war? oops. (i promise it’s from fic related research.) i have three cats and four dogs and a niece and they’re all like. the lights of my life tbh. i’m not currently studying, though i’m toying with the idea, now that i’ve found somewhere that actually offers creative writing as a full degree.

i started shipping stucky quite recently, like, probably early-2016, after i abruptly left my main fandom, and saw CA:TWS for the first time. it was like my eyes had been opened, and it was pretty magical tbh. i’ve been into marvel for a lot longer than that (since like 2012, i think) and ngl, my first love was tony stark. (do yall get leavers’ hoodies when you finish high school? we did. i got “stark” printed on mine in place of my own name. little did i know, that was only the beginning of my ventures in marvel fandom.)

within fandom, i’m a fic writer, and pretty much everything i write is au. (which u can find on my personal @jjjakesully if u so desire lmao) about 90% of what i read within fandom is au as well, because i like the idea of “no matter our circumstances, i’d still find and love you in each and every lifetime” and wow that sounds gooey but you get the point. this isn’t the first rec blog i’ve worked on, so like i have seen things and little of what you ask is going to shock me lmao.

Mod Julia

hi, guys! i’m julia (she/her), 24, english teacher from brazil. always tired, always anxious, always crying about stevebucky. i have a deep love for books and tiny fluffy animals.

i read my very first ever stucky fic the night after i saw catws at the theater. in an ~unforeseen turn of events, it totally took over my life. it was love at first ‘mistaken identity’ story, and i haven’t looked back since.

i’m also a fic writer! i’ve been writing for this pairing since 2015, and you can find all of that on my tumblr @hawkguyz. i’m particularly fond of AUs and tooth-rotting fluff. :D

[minniesugakookies]

Betrayed [Part 2]

Genre: Angst

Word Count: 2,273

Pairing: Jaebum x Reader

Everything was a lie.

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A/N: Here it is! Get ready for some angst and plot twists ;)

I finally made it to my house, slamming the door shut while trying to catch my breath. There was sweat dripping down the side of my face and my makeup was all smeared from my crying fit. My gown was dirty and ripped at the bottom from almost tripping over it so many times.

I slowly lowered myself so I was sitting on the floor still against my front door and started crying again, letting out all the frustration and hurt I felt, slamming my fists onto anything that was near me, the door, the wall, myself.

I hated myself for even thinking that he liked me back. How could I be so stupid? I slammed my fist against the ground again, whimpering at my own strength as I felt my fist go numb.

I eventually got up and made my way upstairs to my bedroom, not bothering to turn the light on as I shrugged my ruined gown off, throwing it somewhere in the room and tucking myself into bed. Before I fell asleep all I thought about was everything Jaebum did with me all those months we were together, all the I love you’s, the cuddling, the promises. They were all lies. Everything was a lie.

5 Years Later

I woke up with a scorching headache and aching feet. Groaning I got up and massaged my head, looking around my room for some water I could consume to ease my pounding head. Being unsuccessful I trudged out of bed and tumbled down the stairs and into the kitchen.

I searched for a cup and filled it up with water, downing the whole glass immediately. I took out some Tylenol and dry swallowed it then made my way to the living room and say down, putting my head in my hands.

“Aish, why does my head hurt so much? Maybe it wasn’t a very good idea to go out last night.” I heard my phone ringing from somewhere in the hallway. “I must’ve dropped it last night.” I said to myself. Confused, I got up and went to get it, looking at the caller ID I smiled to myself.

Yoon Dowoon.

He was a good friend of mine that had moved away years ago but had recently came back for some type of job he applied for. I instantly answer and I was met with a scream of what I presumed to be a hello. “Hello to you too Dowoon.” I laughed into the phone. “How’s everything?”

There was a slight pause as he was thinking of an answer. “It’s great! Me and my group had just debuted and it was so much fun! I’m so glad people like our music.” I smiled, proud of my best friend. He’s accomplished so much and he’s only 22, whereas I am still jobless and living in a cheap appartment.

“Hey are you still looking for a job?” He asked suddenly taking me from my thought about my sad life. “Uh yeah, I am actually..”

“There’s actually a hiring at the company I’m working at, JYP? You’ve heard of it right? Anyway’s they need a stylist or something for a group named Got7. They debuted before us and they’re all about your age.” He said happily.

I thought about it for a bit. Being a stylist for a idol group would be hard, but it would also pay really nicely and god knows I need more money. The name Got7 sounded familiar though, maybe I had seen them on a tv show I had watched.

“Sure, I’ll do it. Where can I apply?”      

“Okay Y/n, you can do this. Just go in there and act like you know what you’re doing.” I took a deep breath and walked in through the front door and confidently went towards the main office for my interview. I made it to the door, taking another deep breath I pushed open the door. Now or never.

I started at the paper the man had given me in disbelief. I’m hired? I start on Monday? I took out my phone and checked the day today. It’s a Saturday, I have two days till I start my new job. I quickly opened my phone and started to call Dowoon to tell him the good news.

After he picked up I was already out the door on the way to my apartment. “Dowoon! Guess what! I got the job!” I pulled my phone away from my ear as he congratulated me a little bit too loud for my ears to handle. “Y/n! That’s great! I knew you would get in, who wouldn’t want you working for them.” I thanked him, making my way up the stairs that led to my apartment door. “They said I start on Monday.”

He made an ‘oh’ sound and then congratulated me again. I put my keys in the little basket that was by my door and went to the kitchen, getting some water and putting it in a pot then boiling it, getting ready to make some ramen. “Maybe I’ll get to see you. I mean you’ll be working with my sunbaenim’s so I’m not sure if you will.” His voice got softer as he spoke. “It’s okay, maybe I can find you and eat lunch with you or something.” I smiled even though he couldn’t see it.

We talked for a bit, but I soon got tired and hung up and went upstairs to my bedroom. I changed into an oversized shirt and some leggings then brushed my teeth and washed my face. I slowly walked towards my bed, after plugging in my phone I tucked myself in and fell asleep.

“I’m not nervous, why do you think I’m nervous?” I said into the phone as I was walking towards the giant building. “Because you’re saying your not nervous. Just relax Y/n! you’ll do fine. But I have to go now, good luck!” With that he hung up. I took a deep breath and opened the heavy door. I walked to the elevator and waited for it to open. I looked around and tapped my foot to the silence making my own beat, something I do when I’m nervous.

The door opened and I was met with two guys. One had light blonde hair and looked around my age whereas the other had black hair and looked a little bit older than the other man. The younger man looked familiar but I couldn’t put my finger on it. I stepped inside as they stepped out, not acknowledging my presence. I pushed the button that had a 7 on it and waited.

I heard the bing indicating that I had arrived at my floor and walked out of elevator. I pulled out the paper the man had given me yesterday telling me which room I had to go to. Room 705, 706, 707, and 708. I looked down at the paper again and confirmed that this was the right room. I knocked on the door and then walked in and was met with about 10 people. “Hello, I’m the new stylist.” I bowed towards them, giving my best smile. “Ah yes um you can start getting ready, the boys will be here in about 2 minutes.” A girl with short red hair said.

I nodded and made my way to an open area. I looked around and found a makeup belt and put it on. Once I was done the door opened and I heard male voice and some female ones. I looked over and saw the blonde guy again, making his way towards me. “Hello.” He said, sitting down in the chair then going on his phone. “Just do a natural look please.”

I nodded and got to work, looking around at other people already hard at work with the other boys. Why do they all look so familiar? I shook my head from my thoughts and got to work. I first put on some foundation, gazing at his perfect skin thinking why he would even have to wear makeup in the first place. I then put on some beige eye shadow then finishing off with some pink tinted lip gloss. “Okay you’re done.” I smiled backing away from him so he could get out of the chair.

He looked up towards the mirror then nodded, satisfied with the work I did. He looked up at me and smiled thanking me, but I caught something that had flashed in his eyes. It looked like shock? Suprise? He looked at me for a little bit longer. His mouth moved like he was going to ask me something but one of the other guys called for him. “Mark! We have to go!” The boy I now know of is Mark looked over and nodded and looked back at me then smiled.

I looked over at the boy who called him and couldn’t believe my eyes. Right in front of me was a tall handsome man with dyed brown hair. He looked over at me and his head tilted, then his eyes widened. He looked away, walking over to the door and then leaving with Mark trailing behind him. I can’t believe it.

I’m working with Im Jaebum.

“Dowoon how could you not tell me I was going to be working with him!” I groaned as I was sitting on my couch, some reality tv show playing in the background. “I’m sorry! I didn’t think you’d remember him. I didn’t even remember you knew him.” He sighed into the phone. “Of course I would remember him!” I thought back to when I saw him in the in the room. Damn did he look good. I shook my head from the thought. Stop it. He broke your heart remember? Actually more like he ripped it out then stomped on it then put it back in.

“Dowoon I can’t work with him. I’m going to quit, I can’t stand to see him everyday.” I got up from the couch and walked upstairs, opening my bedroom door I sat on the bed. “Y/n please you have to stay! You won’t be able to find another job that pays as good as this one.” I sighed. He had a point. “Just give it some time and if you really can’t stand it, then you can quit, but you can’t just quit after the first day.” I groaned again and fell on my back.

“Fine I’ll stay for a couple weeks, just for you.” He did a little ‘yay’ through the phone, making me chuckle. “I need to sleep, I have to work tomorrow.” I said goodbye then hung up.

“Why do bad things always happen to me?”

The next day, I was more nervous than the first. Why can’t I just get hit by a bus and not have to come to work? I slowly opened the large heavy door and walked over to the elevator again. I pressed the up button and waited. After some time the door opened and I thanked the gods that it was empty. I walked in and pressed the 7th floor, but someone suddenly rushed in when the door was about to close. He had a mask on so I couldn’t tell who he was but his hair was the same as Jaebum's was yesterday. He looked over at the buttons but didn’t press or say anything so I guess he was going to the same floor I was.

We waited in the elevator together, the elevator music making it even more awkward, I decided to strike a conversation. “So do you work here?” I cringed at my question. Of course he works here, why wouldn’t he. The man laughs. “Yeah I do.” I was going to ask another question but the door opened signalling for us to get out. I motioned for him to go first and then went after him.

He took off his mask and went into the same room I was going into. He then sat down at the girl with the red hair's table and started to get his makeup and hair done. I then realized, I was just in the same elevator as Jaebum. Oh my god.. How did I not realize?! Shit.

I quickly went to my table, quickly setting up everything as I waited for one of the other boys to sit down. I kept looking at where Jaebum was sitting. How come he was so early? Where are his other members? I was torn from my thoughts as one of the members sat down, this time it wasn’t mark but another boy with blonde hair.

“Hello, what do you want today?” I asked politely. He looked and smiled, having the same type of reaction as Mark yesterday. Then it hit me.

These are the same boys I went to high school with.

Why are they all here?! Wait maybe it’s not all of them. Maybe it’s just 3, yeah it’s probably just the three of them. I presume from his looks that this was Jackson. “I just want a natural look today thank you.” Jackson said smiling the pulling out his phone just like Mark had yesterday.

I did the same thing I did on Mark yesterday but some darker tinted lip gloss. “Alright you’re all done.” I stepped back, not even bothering to look back at him as I pretended to be busy with something else. I heard him shuffle out of the chair and walk over somewhere else. I sighed and put my head in my hands.

I really wish this week would go by faster.

[katsvra]

yyh and inuyasha !!!

hello miss falen!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thank yo u so mcuh omg such excellent taste in showss hhhh

yu yu hakusho

haven’t heard of it | absolutely never watching | might watch | currently watching | dropped | hated it | meh | a positive okay | liked it | liked it a lot! | loved it | a favorite

don’t watch period | drop if not interested within 2-3 episodes | give it a go, could be your thing | 5 star recommendation

fav characters: KURAMA!! and hiei, kuwa, yusuke, botan, koenma, keiko :o literally everyone i cant choose faves

least fav characters: toguro brothers!!! and also that one guy who kept beating up kurama after he was unable to fight >:((( and also i would include karasu because yuck but i also love his character design so :( 

fav relationship: yusuke and keiko are super cute !!!!! and i love the interactions between the main 4 so much :(( 

fav moment: too many !!!!!

when yusuke absolutey DESTROYED that asshole that kept beating up kurama, what an absolute power move. 

also !! like when yoko kurama’s “bang”? i dont know how to explain it but it like,,,, w woww love him

when kuwa was losing to that guy but he heard yukina and just immediately won the battle?? all that build up asdhjkasjkl

also all scenes where yusuke’s hair is down because Yes Please !

THAT ONE PONYTAIL KURAMA SCENE !! @ togashi why would u show us the potential of ponytail kurama and then never bring it back

that funeral scene for yusuke also Fucked Me Up 

so many so many i could continue forever and i havent even finished it yet sahlajadjlks

headcanons/theories: ???????? none 

unpopular opinion: ???????????????????? 

how’d you find it: miss falen you were live tweeting yyh and you were loving kurama so much and i got really interested because!!!! 90s anime !!!! and then i found out that kurama was a) a furry boy that was b) voiced by komaeda’s seiyuu and c) kinda looked like inuyasha when he is in yoko form and i was Sold

random thoughts: im really so glad that i started watching this and im surprised i didnt find it earlier!!!! its exactly the kind of anime i absolutely adore. i love the animation style so much,,,, like all 90s anime just looks really rounded and squish and faded if that makes any sense??? the characters are adorable and stupid but they all undergo so much growth ??? like their character change so much throughout the story???? and idk man the first ep made me cry and ive never not liked an anime that makes me cry. also im planning on watching the dub because apparently it is !!! really good!!!! so my game plan is to actually finish watching the series first and then watch the new ovas and then watch the dub so i can cry all over again good plan good plan

inuyasha

haven’t heard of it | absolutely never watching | might watch | currently watching | dropped | hated it | meh | a positive okay | liked it | liked it a lot! | loved it | a favorite

don’t watch period | drop if not interested within 2-3 episodes | give it a go, could be your thing | 5 star recommendation

fav characters: literally the entire main crew and also sesshomaru and rin and kohaku and koga

least fav characters: um i used to hate kikyo when i was a kid but like i dont anymore so i guess its just??? naraku now?? fav relationship: inuyasha & kagome !!!! literally my first ship ever, way before i even knew what that meant . they are just so dumb and cute :( fav moment: i have so many so like heres a list and also big fat spoiler warning ok 

okay so like that ep with the thunder brothers and inuyasha thought kagome and shippo were dead and passing onto the next world and totally freaked out until he realized that oops the blue glow was shippos dad all along, idk that scene was so funny to me

also fateful night in togenkyo at the end where kagome thought inuyasha died but he comes up and makes fun of them for crying like an Asshole, inuyasha ur so dumb sometimes

any scene w/ human inuyasha bc human inuyasha >> literally anything

also i rlly love the scene where inuyasha turned full demon and was like in the cocoon thing and i dont even remember what happened i just remembered loving it because i love pain

oh also scenes where inuyasha and koga keep trying to look cooler than each other to impress kagome as if they werent the biggest losers in the world, ya those scenes are great

theres like so many more please i will keep talking if yall dont stop me i love inuyasha so much

headcanons/theories: u would think that i have some but tbh nah

unpopular opinion: i actually like miroku ! like im 100% sure it has to do with the fact that ive loved his character for 10+ years and im sure i probably wouldve thought very differently of him if i had started watching recently instead

how’d you find it: ok so like when i was 6 or 7, i had this friend that would come over and watch anime with me and in the evenings, all the violent anime would air on Bionix and we thought it was so rebellious to watch Older Kid anime so we would watch it every week and one week inuyasha came on and it was the episode where he got absolutely impaled by a demon tree (which is like every other episode) and i was so scared that i cried. anyways thats my first memory of inuyasha and i havent stopped watching it since, i love that show so much my dudes

random thoughts: what can i even say? this show was my entire life. it still is my entire life!! when i first discovered it in first grade. then in third grade i developed a big fat crush on inuyasha. in sixth grade, i was teased and was so embarrassed by it that i stopped watching the anime and reading the manga. in tenth grade when i heard affections touching across time and i was hit with such a strong wave of nostalgia that i binged the entire series that month. and then when i watch the very last episode and i cried because this show that had been with me my entire life just ended and it left such a big hole in my heart. i dont always talk about it but i will never stop loving this show and its dumb characters and its ability to lift my mood no matter what, its my absolute fave.