#how...do i tag this sksjs um-

[blistering-typhoons]

cw for food, relationships to food one can classify as an eating disorder, mentions of starvation, mentions of ptsd

watson doesn't occupy himself too much with keeping holmes fed until he himself starts eating again.

he returns from the war with no appetite for anything, spiritual or physical. he gambles his money away, wasting it away just as the flesh wastes from his bones.

he all but rots in a hotel room that is not a home. he eats whatever he can afford, when he can afford to eat at all.

the hunger that pines in his chest almost feels like the loneliness that resides there as well. he wonders which one will consume him first, which one will disintegrate the walls of his stomach and burn him alive.

a stomach which murmurs constantly but which only fully growls the first time he takes a meal in 221B.

sat at the dining table in a living room which he can almost feel become his own. sat across the most intriguing man he's ever met, who exchanges with him a few sly barbs with shining grey eyes. as if they've known eachother forever.

mrs hudson brings them their food and smiles down at him. there is no pity in her eyes, merely a challenge.

just try to refuse, young man.

he doesn't, of course he doesn't. firstly out of politeness, but politeness all but disappears once he first smells it.

a meal. homecooked.

served at a table that he can feel becoming his own. shared with the most brilliant man he can feel becoming his own.

small pieces of his soul stitch back together that very first time he takes a meal in 221B. it only continues to grow whole afterwards.

(mrs hudson is always sure to provide a sandwhich or something to the like whenever she can tell he's not eaten.

he rarely even needs to ask.)

it is only when he starts to eat again does he take care to make sure holmes does the same. his techniques gentle over the years from the somewhat fiery insistence in those first few months.

he thinks back to being curled up in a hotel bed with hollow ribs, and hates the thought of holmes suffering the same.

he understands his friend's habits more as time goes on. understands it to be a different suffering to his own.

he learns when to prod and when to wait.

and when to say nothing when holmes joins him for lunch.

right there at their very own dining table.

[scintillasofbeomgyu]

ult group tag!

tagged by: @beomiebear5 (thanks ray💗)

um,, i have two ults so take that aksjsnd 😤 [game starts under the cut!]

0. who is your ult group?

exo & txt!

1. who was your first bias?

exo - chanyeol || txt - soobin

2. who is your bias now?

exo - still chanyeol || txt - beomgyu

3. what was the first mv you watched by them?

exo - wolf || txt - crown

4. what’s your favourite mv?

ooo this is a difficult one, i love all their mvs 😭 but for exo, it’s probably between “call me baby”, “loveshot” and “love me right”. as for txt,,,if i don’t count the way home mv that came out today it’s probably between “can’t you see me” and “blue hour”.

5. if you could only listen to one of their songs for the rest of your life, which would it be?

ooo tuff. probably “what if” and “way home”

6. who would you want to see them collab with?

i was contemplating this question for a bit, but then i was like — it would be really interesting to see exo and txt collab with each other? 😳 yeah i think it would send shockwaves through the industry 😌

7. what (mv) concept do you want to see them do?

hmm,, idk exo and txt both have really unique concepts that are always changing up. you never know what to expect, and are always satisfied 😌

8. have you ever had a dream with any of the members in it?

uh,,, unfortunately i RARELY dream of them members which is funny given they’re on my mind rent free 🧍🏻‍♀️OH i remember, around the time the to do ep where they played games in the library came out (before it did) i dreamt i was there them aksjshw so when the episode came i was like 👁️👄👁️ am i a,,, ✨s o o t h s a y e r✨ 👁️👄👁️ lowkey cried cause beomgyu was taking care of me alot skjs nuuu

9. if you could spend a day with one member, who would it be and what would you do?

don’t @ me but i would really love to spend the day with my biases! both chanyeol and beomgyu dabble in the songwriting and producing process, so i’d very much love to watch them at work wksjjdeb. sounds pretty silly right?

10. which member do you think you would get along with best?

oof erm,,, so i asked @mango-mina for a second opinion and she agrees that i’d probably get along best with baekhyun and beomgyu sjsjsbdb

11. which member do you think you would argue with?

baekhyun & yeonbin, no cap 😔✋🏻 idk how to explain this, but anyone who knows me irl would know how it be (i’m annoying and stubborn asf)

12. if you had to let one member scroll through your tumblr, who would it be?

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AKSKDJD this was interesting even for me sksj

tagging: @choideluxe @binniebutter @jay-ke @halohyuka @sungdipity @magicalstellar @mango-mina @03sonika05 @jungwon-luv-bot ,,, anyone who wants to do it!