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hqchaemi-blog · 6 years ago
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hello everyone! i’m so happy to be taking part in this project! i’m anna (pst), and this is my muse, park chaemi, 22 year old main rapper, lead dancer + vocalist of legacy! if she catches your eye, make sure to like this post so we can get to plotting! ^^
(tw if necessary: divorce, broken family, small mentions of infidelity)
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        — chaemi is from gwangju, south korea, and her birthday is september 10, 1996         — she has an older brother and a younger sister, and comes from an artistically driven family
        — though she’s never been that far from korea, (the farthest she’s been is japan) she does speak english and some japanese!
PERSONALITY; SELF INTRODUCTION; BACKSTORY; WANTED CONNECTIONS
PERSONALITY - ONSTAGE, OFFSTAGE
Chaemi is one to give off badass vibes. On-stage, she’s passionate and lights up the room with her stage presence. She can suit any comeback concept, but is drawn to the darker, sexier concepts. 
On-stage she is polite, letting her members speak before she does. She has a way with words, but doesn’t say much.
Off-stage, she’s similar. She doesn’t have that much of a problem with meeting new people, but will be near those who she knows in a new place. 
She doesn’t like it when people aren’t straightforward, so she tends to be blunt. 
She’s cordial to everyone she meets and is very extroverted and excited around her friends and members.
She loves giving advice, and thinks of her members as family as well. 
She’s also passionate about music, so sometimes her producing gets in the way of her relationship with others.
SELF INTRODUCTION
Chaemi would introduce herself as either ‘happy-go-lucky Chaemi’ or ‘sexy Chaemi’ depending on her group’s concept. 
Her public image wouldn’t be too far from her personality, being both extroverted and introverted. 
She may earn the name ‘Dalmi’ because ‘dal’ means moon in Korean and refers to how the moon changes every night, like how she flips from introverted to extroverted. 
She’d be perceived as slightly intimidating, but just a big softy once you get to know her. 
She’d also be commended on her PDA and love towards her members while talking about them.
As the eldest member of Legacy, she’d feel a need to protect them as well
BACKSTORY
Chaemi’s family of five, (father, mother, older brother, younger sister) each had one artistic ability that they excelled at, whether it be painting, or piano, or graphic design.  Her mother was a painter, and often left her father to carry most of the weight for expenses, taxes, and bills. 
This took a toll on her parents relationship, ending in a messy divorce between an infidel ex-husband and a broken ex-wife with three children. Her father did pay for child support, but it ended up not being enough for four people. Chaemi watched her mother drift from her talents and passion into a 9/5 day job, just to bring in money to support her family. 
As this happened, Chaemi’s growing interest in music and music making went from flowing to dripping, to almost barren. Her mother urged Chaemi to follow her dreams and never let go of them the way she did. Chaemi vowed from age 12 that she’d train and practice to support her family and her mother, who had to let go of who she was to help other people. 
With money that she’d been saving, made from tips she’d get at her job as a waitress to pocket money her dad gave her when she was younger, she attended Seoul School of Performing Arts. There, she made a friend, who would soon become one of her best friends and a fellow idol.
It was tough at first, Chaemi was told that she would not get accepted anywhere with her dance skills and was rejected from PLEDIS, a company where she desired to work at the time. But her passion mixed with her knack for producing music eventually led her to be scouted by SO!AR. She finally was signed and was on her way to becoming an idol! 
She became close friends with other trainees and wanted to debut in a group with them, but any hint of a request was immediately shot down by her company. She still is very close with her friends, who are all idols along side her. 
The reason why Chaemi clings to her members and friends so much is because she never had a complete family experience. Her mother was always worked out of her mind, her brother was working at a convenience store and studying, and her sister was so angry with her father that she poured herself into piano and rarely talked to her family. 
Chaemi wants to feel like she’s part of a family again, so she treats her friends like family. Sometimes this unhinges them, but she has told some of her close friends about the situation between her and her family. 
Though she often shows an ‘I love to be alone’  look to the camera, she cannot go long without her friends. She feels bad for nagging them, but doesn’t know how else to act. She tends to bury her emotions and not address problems, so she struggles with confrontation.
WANTED CONNECTIONS/RELATIONSHIPS!
oldies but goodies
some friends from groups other than legacy, which were her friends back when they were all training together
love interest
someone more preferably from an older group that chaemi is in a secret relationship with! they’re one of the only people who can really get her to come out of her shell completely
m/f/nb 
one night
someone she slept with / had a one night stand with
m/f/nb
i have to sit down because i can’t stand you
someone from another group that she just cannot stand. this could be a former ex or someone that she’s never gotten along with.
groupies
her group of friends now! can be from any group, of any age. people she’ll generally be seen/hang out with, drinking with, or having fun with!!
collabs
chaemi is very invested in producing and writing music. maybe a collaboration with a group / so!ar idol?
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leedluna · 6 years ago
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hello, hello !! some of you may know me already but if not, hi ! my name is mel, 19, she/they. i play so!ar’s resident gremlins luna and sunhee. i don’t have any pages up bc i’m garbage but you can find some connection ideas at the bottom if you want ‘em. legend says if you press the heart i will tumble into your ims for plotting and friendship. note: discord ( korinna #0085 ) is the best way to keep in contact with me but i’ll see y’all in ims too if that’s ur jam <3
˗ˏˋ  ( kim jisoo. twenty four. cisfem. she/her. ) lee luna is a 95 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for ten years. they have been a soloist since november, 2011. they are known by their fans to be ambitious, warm + diligent but they can also be arrogant, over critical + detached. i hope that they can make it in this industry. 
tw for brief mentions of suicide attempts ( at the bottom, it’s marked. )
luna is the only child of a former anchorwomen ( jaein moon ) and idol-turned-music producer ( lee hyunwoo ). needless to say, she was the apple of their eye ! their cinnamon apple ! thei-- i’ll stop. 
when luna was nine months old the three became regular cast members of a family variety show ( think ‘superman returns’ ) and the public loved them. just, completely adored their dynamic and most importantly --- luna. 
the family ( and again, most importantly -- luna ) began getting commercial offers left and right. and then, when luna was five, she’d got offered her first movie role. her parents, not looking to pressure their daughter into anything, asked her if she wanted to do it and she said yes ! after all, what child doesn’t want to play pretend ?
she became the child actress, almost every movie or drama she was in won awards, she occasionally sung osts, and homegirl was just living the life tbh
then she kind of just, fell off the face of the earth ?? no one really knew what happened as there was no official announcements or anything, until someone photographed her entering solar’s building with her dad ( who, fun fact, is a producer at solar :D ) and rumors began to fly. like, is she going to act again? is she going to debut in a group? ( spoiler: the answer is neither. )
she did meet with the company with the intentions of joining as an actress, however her father and the ceo talked her into becoming a vocal trainee. not looking to disappoint her dad, she took the offer
she trained approximately for one year and eleven months. hardly ready, but the company -- with a little push from her father -- decided to just, sorta... throw her to the wolves lmao
her debut was fairly successful, with people checking the song out purely due to recognizing her name but she wasn’t really established as an artist in the public’s eye until her third year + first ep, across the lunaverse. the title track reached #3 on the charts !
things were going great, until she went on a hiatus that lasted two years - there was never a clarification for why but luna has hinted it was due to poor mental health. when she came back with her 2nd ep in 2016, she kinda ??? acted like the hiatus never happened and she’s since been #onthegrind 
 tidbits that didn’t fit into the above ramblings:
personality wise she’s kind of????? a mess
tries her best but she’s just...really pompous, which is honestly the after effect of being in the spotlight since birth basically
acts like a bad bitch but if you say something mean chances are she’ll sob in the bathroom. treat with care
the company banned her from vlive because she tends to talk without thinking and that gets her into A Lot of shit lmao
has that stopped her tho? no
“my company says i’m not suppose to do these but what are they gonna do? fire me? bet.”
basically the embodiment of this
highkey jealous of people in groups ( which is 100% my fault i’M SORRY LUNA ) but also ? enjoys the solo life because it means she gets more control
speaking of control - she writes all of her music !! as if right now she hasn’t written for any groups or other soloists but she’d like to
festival queen !! she’s aLWAYS performing at events
real tea (also tw for: suicide attempt mention ): the reason she went onto a hiatus after her first ep was basically because she kind of just...fell apart in a moment of weakness. despite how she acts, luna has a poor mentality and she was hit with this epiphany that she’s never done anything for herself Ever and she’s basically been controlled since birth so she kinda spiraled and tried to kill herself. her manager ( or someone else?? this could be a connection??) found her, so!ar found out, and sent her to a mental health facility 
hasn’t really been the same since she came back but she tries
some connection ideas for luna !
friends !!!!!! in this house we stan platonic relationships and listen,,,,luna needs friends because homegirl rly just be out here wildin
speaking of, a good influence !! like i said luna is a mess and needs to be reeled in sometimes. pls help her.
on the flip side i’d also like a bad influence connection!! with luna being the bad influence or someone else being it for luna
frenemies, enemies, rivals, etc !!!! luna’s pretty salty about everything and everyone and i imagine there’s a few people that don’t Vibe with that. also she’s just annoying so. lots of material to work with here
a partner she broke up with in 2013 just before her breakdown?? like maybe they were dating or just liked each other and then one day luna was like “sIKE !!!!!!!! see ya!!!” and things are still awkward between them
young idols / trainees that she’s taken under her wing and sort of “adopted”.......let luna baby someone...
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hqnayu · 6 years ago
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hellooo i’m leah (16, bst, she/her). it’s been a while since i’ve been in an rp but i’d been itching to join one for a while and so here i am! under the cut i’ll put info about her and some possible connections :)
˗ˏˋ  ( park sooyoung. twenty-one. female. she/her. ) cho nayu is ‘97 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for four years. they are the lead rapper + vocalist in aura. they are known by their fans to be confident, adaptable + passionate but they can also be manipulative, impulsive + pessimistic. i hope that they can make it in this industry.
cho nayu was born on november 12, 1997 to two teenage parents who were definitely not ready to have a child.
her dad left her and her mum just before she turned one, something about deciding that he didn’t want to be tied down to something he wasn’t prepared for, she’s resented him ever since.
as a result her mother has been super protective over nayu to the point where she found it suffocating to live in her own home.
nayu’s mum pretty much forced violin on her seeing as she had to give up her dreams to have her and tries to live vicariously through her daughter and thus nayu’s aversion to classical music and rebellious nature was born and a lot of drinking, partying and tattoos later she’d found the perfect alter-ego to her mother’s depiction of her.
growing up she kept her love of music but focused it more on alt-pop, rock and rap, choosing to secretly learn the guitar and going out to auditions for various companies in order to live out some far-out dream of being a singer.
when she was 17 her mother found out what had been going on and the two had a massive fight resulting in nayu leaving home and having to live with a good friend until a company had finally accepted her.
after joining luminate, and later solar, she’d found herself enthused by rap the most and is lowkey displeased about solar pushing her into a more vocal position as of recent.
personality-wise i’d say nayu is definitely an extrovert, making most of her choices on the whim and mostly for her own good, leaving her to appear more selfish than she is but she does what she does to ensure that she lives the life she wants after being smothered for most of her life.
and here’s some maybe connections/plot points?
a best friend perhaps? maybe someone who shared a similar childhood who she could greatly relate to or maybe they are opposites that seem to just click
drinking buddies !!
a frenemy! someone with a similar personality to her who she can’t stand but also vibes with at the same time, it annoys her to be with someone so freakishly alike to her she may or may not gain a crush because of this who knows
any exes, could now be awkward friendships or maybe they hate each other
someone who she could be bad influence on, you know like the devil on their shoulder
someone who doesn’t like her personality/hates her and as a result nayu likes to fuck with them
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ofbyeols · 6 years ago
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hello everyone!! you can call me dabin, and this is minhee aka byeol, main vocal and visual of mxs!! give him lots of plots please and thank you~ have some info under the cut!
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minhee is an only child and he came to solar when he was nineteen
he was scouted when on the bus to his after school study group
his hobbies are acting and doing his own makeup
his stage name is byeol, which means star in korean, because he wants to shine as brightly as a star for his fans
he’s one of the eldest in mxs and he takes care of the little ones
he’s quite a good cook, and is like the “mom” of mxs
he’s quite a hopeless romantic, and he wishes that he could date openly, but being the visual, it’s quite bad luck for him
he’s a huge flirt, and a charismatic person
he’s totally not named after minhee from x1 nope not at all
he’s not quite sure how he works in the mxs concept, and sometimes wishes he was in moon unit so he could get more mature concepts
but he loves his members and wouldn’t trade them for the world
he likes younger girls lmao because he likes to protect those that he loves ^^
his visual is like this, boomerang era minhyun 
he’s a little bit clumsy, but he always manages to come off as elegant on stage
he doesn’t like when people just say he’s a visual, since he’s also the main vocal of sun unit
wanted plots: a low-key fling maybe!! a best friend who understands his whining, maybe a rival or someone who doesn't get along with him? a girl best friend as well uwu
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jaeyis · 6 years ago
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ayoooooo um hi im kei (17, pst, she/her). i am excited to have a good time writing with everyone! lemme say that it’s been a while since i properly wrote something or even been in an rp so please forgive me! i’m really rusty and just know the basics so again i apologize in advance! i love plots so hmu with whatever plot you want to do and i’ll probably fall in love with them. you can like this post and i will im you or you can im me first or contact me on d_is_cord (knockons#0343). do whatever fits your style. also this is just some basics/tiny intro since i don’t want it to be too long and i’ve bascially been awake all night trying to post this ahh. a proper profile and bio page will be made once i wake up. 
˗ˏˋ  ( tiffany young. thirty. cisfemale. she/her. ) han jaeyi has been at so!ar entertainment for four years. they have been the road manager of cho sora since february, 2016. they are known by their family to be [loyal, versatile + diligent] but they can also be [overprotective, perfectionist + selfless]. i hope that they can make it in this industry. 
han jaeyi, born on august 1, 1989 in seoul and lived there her whole life.
her parents forced her to learn english when she was 12 since they thought she will be moving with them overseas later on in life.
but nope she moved out right when she turned 18 and has been doing fine. 
she has a rocky relationship with her parents ever since she moved out and doesn’t really talk to or see them unless it’s important occasion. 
jaeyi says she’s loyal until the trust is broken. but lets be honest, she will forgive you if you just said the word sorry. she’s too forgiving and it lead to people taking advantage of her. 
talking about her looks, she likes to change it up her hair color once in a while. her current hair color is blonde. 
after decided she wanted to be a manager of some sorts, she was at a different company and gaining experience for several years up until 2014 when she wanted join a different company. her boss heard her talking about it and helped her get a connection and an interview at so!ar. 
i would like to saw she’s pretty outgoing. she just wants everyone to feel comfortable and alright, but that can also lead her to seem very nosy and fake. 
she hasn’t been at so!ar entertainment for that long compared to the other managers so she’s still learning the ropes of working there. everyday it’s something new and she’s determined to learn everything as fast as she can go.
from her past and what she has experience, she started being selfless a lot more and she downplays her emotions a lot. 
basically she bottles up her feelings and thinks that other people’s emotions and needs are more important that hers.
sora is the first person she is managing since she joined so!ar. so it’s clear that jaeyi wants to do the absolute best.
she wants to be the friend sora can lean on even on the days that jaeyi is feeling overwhelmed with her.
she is patient with sora and is able to hold it in, but the bottle might burst one day and all the unspoken words and just negative thoughts that have slipped into jaeyi’s mind more than once will just come flowing out.
a little fact is that she carries around a personal journal to keep track of what sora needs and it basically helps her be sane.  
i probably didn’t explain all her traits well and all, but i would like to keep it open and see what i can do once she starts interacting with the others and stuff like that.
some plots ideas 
a friend who teaches jaeyi to stand up for herself and be more assertive!!!!! 
someone she can open up to and she feels comfortable telling all her problems to
someone who jaeyi can take care and baby whenever she can
maybe someone who worked with jaeyi before solar and they finally meet again maybe with some tension between them (up to you what kind of tension)
^^ could be linked to that one but enemies where one of them ruined a shot for a new project or promotion (could be accidental or could be on purpose) and they’re still salty about it
your muse could be the reason or have something to do with why jaeyi’s family connection is rocky or something along those lines.
ok i love friends who just tease the hell out of each other and everyone around them thinks they hate each other but they’re actually really close friends
one that just pisses the other one off for fun. (an idea would be one of them has a habit that drives the other absolutely crazy and they keep doing it because it’s fun to mess with them) 
roommates or neighbors
im up for anything so just mention an idea of a plot to me and maybe it’ll fit (ruin me with angst, kill me with fluff. either one i will be crying at 3 am and maybe sending stuff or ideas that reminds me of that plot)
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honeytngue · 6 years ago
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˗ˏˋ ( KIM  DONGHAN .  TWENTY-TWO . CISMALE .  HE/HIM . )  NA  KIHA  is  a  '97  liner  +  has  been  at  so!ar  entertainment  for  SIX  YEARS . they  are  the  lead  rapper  &  vocalist  in  the  group  c2 .  they  are  known  by  their  fans  to  be  ingenious ,  staunch  +  jocose  but  they  can  also  be  impetuous , silver-tongued  +  obstinate .  i  hope  that  they  can  make  it  in  this  industry .
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     hello  ,  hello  ,  hello  !  my  name  is  nova  &  this  is  my  trash  kiha  .  i’m  going  to  keep  this  intro  short  &  sweet  bc  i’m  far  too  excited  to  start  writing  w/  all  of  you  .  oh  ,  so  ,  as  far  as  plotting  goes  :   you’re  able  to  reach  me  on  here  or  on  d*scord  (  \ ^ ○ ^ /#6575  )  .  i’m  super  excited  to  get  started  !
the  first  thing  you  should  know  about  kiha  is  that  he’s  an  absolute  momma’s  boy  through  &  through  .  he’s  his  parents’  only  child  .  so  ,  as  you  can  imagine  ,  he  was  a  bit  sheltered  growing  up  .  while  he  &  his  father  do  get  along  ?  there’s  not  a  real  bond  between  them  .  they  both  seem  comfortable  with  that  ,  though  .  his  mother  ,  on  the  other  hand  ,  desperately  hopes  for  them  to  grow  closer  over  time  .  who  knows  what  could  happen  there  .
it  was  his  mother  who  opened  his  eyes  to  the  world  of  art  &  music  .  she’s  the  one  who  sparked  his  passion  !  alongside  his  cousin  ,  he  supposed  .  his  cousin  is  not  someone  he  enjoys  giving  credit  to  (  not  after  what  he  had  done  to  kiha  )  .  his  cousin  is  the  one  who  opened  his  eyes  to  rapping  .  frankly  ,  it  was  wooyeon’s  outlet  for  letting  out  his  aggression  instead  of  using  those  words  to  hurt  another  .  he  showed  him  that  there  was  far  m  o  r  e  to  music  than  meets  the  eye  .  so  ,  from  there  on  out  ,  he  began  to  explore  &  put  deeper  meaning  behind  his  lyrics  .
commitment  is  an  extremely  hard  thing  for  him  to  do  .  frankly  ,  he  avoids  relationships  at  all  fucking  costs  .  he’s  the  type  to  fool  around  w/  no  strings  attached  .  so  ,  if  you’re  looking  for  a  fwb  ,  he’s  your  guy  .  of  course         there’s  the  rare  occurrence  that  someone  actually  manages  to  get  past  all  those  walls  that  he  puts  up  &  he’ll  consider  giving  things  a  shot  .  he  knows  this  isn’t  something  he’s  good  at  !  he  makes  it  known  to  e  v  e  r  y  o  n  e  that  he’s  not  .  trust  him  with  your  heart  &  that  possible  heartbreak  is  on  you  ,  friend  .
kiha  is  fiercely  loyal  to  those  he  has  deemed  important  in  his  life  .  sure  ,  he  might  be  a  petty  little  bitch  at  times  ,  but  he’s  the  type  to  believe  in  second  chances  for  everyone  .  sometimes  even  third  if  he  feels  you  truly  deserve  .  those  are  far  harder  to  earn  ,  though  !  he’s  softer  than  he  likes  to  appear  .
he’s  a  reckless  one  !  he’s  the  type  to  act  before  he  thinks  in  any  situation  .  the  type  of  person  to  roll  with  their  gut  feeling  because  they  feel  it’s  right  .  this  ,  obviously  ,  has  gotten  him  into  his  fair  share  of  trouble  .  he  lives  for  the  thrill  of  living  on  the  edge         never  knowing  what  to  expect  next  .
PLOT  IDEAS  !
best  friend  /  childhood  friend  . 
friends  with  benefits  (  plural  bc  there’s  likely  more  than  one  )  .
exes  (  0  /  2  )  .
annoyance  :  they’re  constantly  getting  under  his  skin  &  in  his  business  .
close  /  family  friends  .
sibling-like  relationship  .
mentor  :  this  person  is  kind  of  a  life  coach  for  him  ,  tbh  .  guide  him  pls  .
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eclipseskimi · 6 years ago
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heyo its me dabin again, this time with kimiko sakai, lead vocal, lead dancer and center of eclipse! give her lots of love too
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kimi has a younger sister, about 9 years old!
she moved to korea when she was 14 to train to be an idol
solar is her second company! she was a trainee at a different company for six months before being released
she joined solar at 16, and then debuted at 19
she’s sweet and outgoing for the most part, but she’s also very closed off when she gets tired or overwhelmed
she gets a lot of flack for being the center of eclipse, but she really enjoys her position
her visual is fancy era sana
she’s a bit of a fake maknae on camera, but takes care of her juniors really well in eclipse
she works really hard to be a good dancer and singer, since she was scouted for her charisma, not her talent
she worked her way up to being lead vocal (a-la taehyung from bts style)
she speaks fluent korean, but she has a slight accent because she is japanese
she loves to dress in pretty clothes, and she’s very confident about her looks
i would really love for her to have some really close connections, especially if there are other japanese members of groups^^
she would totally be the type to have a secret relationship tbh
she's also the type to have a lot of idol friends, she’s a bit of a social butterfly sometimes!
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hqxxjadon-blog · 6 years ago
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Hello! This is Bobbie (27y.o + gmt+1) the mun of this lovely guy, Jadon. I can’t remember the last time I was on a tumblr RP, maybe around two years ago, so please bear with me. Under the cut are some facts about this friendly giant. So-  if you like to plot, hit the heart button. Thank you!!
˗ˏˋ  ( xiao zhan. twenty-seven. male. he/him. ) xia ‘jadon’ xujia is a ‘91 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for four years. they are the main rapper, vocalist + visual in the group union. they are known by their fans to be humorous, caring + loyal but they can also be impatient, temperamental + messy. i hope that they can make it in this industry. [ penned by bobbie, 27, gmt+1, she/her ] 
° was born and raised at the countryside near Chongqing. ° before joining so!ar entertainment he was worked as a hairdresser in his home village. ° Jadon doesn’t really have many talents when it comes to the idol life. He couldn’t sing, dance nor rap before he participates in show ‘produce idol: dare to dream’. ° one day, a manger of his former entertainment, came in the salon Jadon was working and scouted him for ‘hello banana entertainment’. ° as they started to promote for ‘produce idol’, they send some trainees to South Korea for the show. ° Jadon didn’t even trained for one year before they send him to South Korea. ° he started at the lowest ranking within the debut line of Union, but came out in a really high rank in the end. ° beside of his visuals, Jadon convinced people with his humorous and caring character. ° Unions oldest weirdo huyng line ° shortest who trained with a company before debuting with Union. ° became one of the best actors in the group. ° acts in various Chinese as well Korean drama’s and movies. ° is known for his rabbit teeth. ° has a fable for yellow. ° collects Naruto figures. ° is over 185cm tall. ° still can’t dance that well. ° he is a better singer than rapper in his eyes. ° has a honey voice. ° started to be the rapper in the team because his Korean was very poor. ° struggles sometimes over some Korean words. ° laughs a lot and makes people laugh. ° is the best cook in the team. ° cares a lot about his member. There will be more soon, when i come up with his whole profile and backstory.  If you are interested in any connections, please don’t be shy and come into my DM’s. 
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yan-shuchen · 6 years ago
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it’s me, bunny again!! i’m 21, cst tmz, and they/them pronouns!! so againn, all of shuchen’s info can be found here but i’ll highlight any important things below! i look forwards to writing with all of you, and i’d love to work out some connections for him!   
note: i’m also hyeja’s mun!
˗ˏˋ  ( dong sicheng (winwin). twenty-two. cis male. he/him. ) yan shuchen is a 1997 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for five years. they are the main vocalist + dancer in the group zon3. they are known by their fans to be focused, sociable, and enthusiastic but they can also be unpredictable, finicky, and vain. i hope that they can make it in this industry.
capricorn, bi but usually leans towards girls
in one sitting, he can eat enough to feed a small village and still want dessert
he loves succulents and flowers, though he has never been able to keep any alive or grow any by himself, despite his many attempts
he gave up scholarships for and a career in swimming in order to pursue a career in music when he was given the chance to sign a trainee contract
while he has no siblings, he’s extremely close to his grandparents. after his grandmother died, he almost quit being a trainee to move back home
another favorite hobby of his is rock climbing and soccer
he wants to dye his hair bright orange eventually after debut
in 2017 he almost debut with mxs, but at the last minute, he was pulled out of the group lineup in exchange for another trainee. he took it hard and that’s when he started worrying that he made the wrong choice by taking this risk. but he hopes the zon3 will finally be his chance to debut and be successful
in general he can come across as self absorbed, but he’s actually just a quieter softie who loves fiercely and takes great joy over the smaller things
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           hello babies, my name is sol and i'm a walking mess, but that's not important right now; what's important is kim taemin, or to fans min or minnie, and how he's gonna ruin your life. either way, i wrote a very pretty page with statistic n' biography you can check out if you'd like because i'm gonna keep this more with small habits, headcanons n' ... all that. but either way, it's set on the page itself, but trigger warning to suicide attempt, anorexia, mental illness n' self-harm, i don't wanna go about triggering everyone.
kim taemin is a 95 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for nine years. they are the main vocalist + center in the group c2. they are known by their fans to be kind-hearted, bubbly + dedicated but they can also be obsessive, workaholic + insecure. i hope that they can make it in this industry.
i. he hasn’t seen his family in like five years and if you ask him, it doesn’t really bother him either ( check is biography, really ); in fact, the whole family topic is off boundaries and he refuses to acknowledge it. at this point, he would tell people he’s an orphan
ii. find him either at the studio, rehearsal or at the beach. the only three places he really feels good because ... well, reasons. music is truly his only healing source and if you take that from him ... well, bye bye min
iii. seriously with a sugar addiction ... except not. he has waves. he can honestly go months without touching any sort of sugary treat to stuffing his face in it. will behave like he just too ecstasy though, he is ... out ... of control. it always matters about stress; he could waver either way, to overeating or to go days ( if not more than a week ) without eating anything. it is bad
iv. c2 grew to be his family. like you know how people say your friends are your second family? in min’s case, it’s his first, second, third, all the families. and he kills for family. loyal as a motherfucker, even if it’s to hide a body. but be careful, because once you stab him in the back, you’ll never get another chance
v. his fans seriously know ... the best part of him. sweet, caring, always smiling, always dedicated ... they truly don’t see how he’s underweight, or the wounds, or anything. even if he’s in his worst mood, you tell him he’s a fan, he’ll literally perk up. but better bet once the fan is out, he’ll turn into sulk again. like no, there’s no way he’ll disappoint fans
vi. had a few romantic and sexual partners but he seriously ... doesn’t believe in love. not like a feeling, at least. it’s a chemical reaction. nothing more. but to know, he’s pan and quoting dan, i’m here, i’m queer, i’m filled with existential fear. that’s taemin in a sentence, i swear
vii. a fucking danger seeker. he has absolutely NO FUCKING SENSE OF DANGER so find him in the middle of fights in bars and what not, because he. does not. understand. adrenaline junky. “ i do not need food as long as i move with adrenaline “ said taemin probably, once
viii. writes. A LOT. like he helps the writing process in c2, does NOT understand a thing about producing, annoys their choreographer to teach him new things like ... every day. but taemin, you’re on a break. wait ... no i’m not. *facepalm*. he’s a lost cause.
ix. overprotective as fuck. with friends, with sexual partners. pffft ... taemin, they’re not yours. but you’ll never find someone as insecure as him. of with so much self-hatred. he absolutely loathes himself. so there’s that
x. AS FOR PLOTS: friends, ride or die, sibling-like friendship, frenemies, writing buddies, drinking buddies, rivals, dancing buddies, sexual partners ... idk surprise me.
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svnyis-blog · 6 years ago
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˗ˏˋ ( lee naeun. twenty-one. cisfemale. she/her. ) kim sunyi is a 98 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for three years. they are the main vocalist/visual in the group di-verse they are known by their fans to be benevolent, maternal + genuine but they can also be insecure, perfectionist + weak-willed. i hope that they can make it in this industry. [ penned by nikki, 18, est, she/her ]
past
born in seoul, sunyi always had a inclination towards music 
she grew up around it, her parents both opera singers respectively 
she learned the craft from a young age often spending her nights after school in the seoul arts center watching her parents perform 
her future seemed set out for her, she would carry on the family legacy and be an opera singer just like her parents 
but the times when she wasn’t with her parents or at school she was watching hours on end of idol performances and dreaming of standing on stage like that 
she loved opera and classical music but she wanted to do more than just be a revered vocalist, she wanted to make people happy 
but knowing her parents wouldn’t want her to she kept her dream to herself and ended up enrolling at seoul institute of the arts as an opera major
it wasn’t until her freshman year of college she realized she couldn’t do something she wasn’t meant for and was honest with her parents 
though they were hesitant they understood and supported her in her quest to join a company 
unfortunately while her vocal skills were incredible her dancing skills weren’t up to any par 
audition after audition she was rejected and it was purely by accident she ended up at so!ar, the same company of c2 who she’s admittedly a huge fan of 
a so!ar rep happened to be in the audience watching his daughter one of her classmates at the institute and also saw sunyi’s performance and she was invited to come audition 
the rest as they say is history. 
present 
now sunyi is happily debuted in di-verse. she recognizes the stigma that surrounds them but loves her members.
she’s prone to bouts of insecurity and self doubt which can often translate on stage 
the mom friend through and through
she’s often so inside her own head she won’t listen to anyone else 
a social butterfly, she knows just about everyone in so!ar though she still gets flustered when talking to c2 members 
jus....babey....she is babey
she is lowkey based of loona’s haseul n her opera heritage & personality so ... <3
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ksunhees · 6 years ago
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ayy yo whaddup it’s ya girl mel, back at it again with her second character. if you didn’t know, i play so!ar’s two resident gremlins: sunhee and luna ( who i just realized sorta have matching themed names lmao ) sunhee is a new character so things are subject to change, but here are the basics for now ! d*scord ( korinna #0085 ) is the best way to contact me but i’ll lurk in my ims for y’all too.
˗ˏˋ ( park jiwon. twenty. cisfem. she/her. ) kwon sunhee ( sunny ) is a 98 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for seven years. they are the main vocalist, center + visual in the group legacy. they are known by their fans to be optimistic, altruistic + modest but they can also be impatient, sarcastic + reserved. i hope that they can make it in this industry. 
tw for: brief mentions of alcohol and implied physical abuse ( at the beginning, it’s marked. )
sunhee...had a rough life
 she is the product of a hookup, her parents barely knew each other much less loved each other, but married once sunhee’s mother found out she was pregnant
( tw for: mentions of alcohol & physical abuse ) as you can imagine, that wasn’t a great foundation and things only got worse once her dad’s true colors began to show. he was a drinker, and a violent one at that. still, sunhee’s mom partially for sunhee’s sake of having two parents present and societal pressures. her mother officially drew the line when he raised his hand to sunhee at five years old and left him
( end of tw. ) after leaving, the two of them moved in with sunny’s grandparents until her mom could find work and this is where sunhee’s love of music and dance began to flourish!
her grandparents had a piano and she would just... spend hours trying to learn it. eventually she picked up the guitar and violin too! and her grandmother taught her how to dance
sunny +a few of her friends was scouted by so!ar after her school’s talent show (which they did a dance performance at and won 1st place!!! can you win at talent shows? idk i was homeschooled leave me alone) and honestly??? thought it was a scam, she screamed at the recruiter person to stop talking to her because ‘sTraNgEr dANgeR’ but her friends were like............let’s do it fam
she sung the national anthem lmao + danced to primera’s ‘into the new world’ and ended up getting in !!!! yay
has been training 5EVER like ??? babygirl had dedicated her entire life to this company
tea: she was actually planning on leaving the company but then she was promised she’d debut in legacy
was meant to debut in a bunch of other groups but kept being taken out the lineups last minute ?? and is STILL mad about it ( i want her to have had beef with someone from q-ueen or eclipse...if anyone wants to plot that out i’m game )
tbh ? was pretty salty she wasn’t named the leader but they compensated by giving her the center position
sunny: “i’m not saying i’m baby, but....i’m baby”
basically sunny: xxx
pure,unadulterated chaotic energy
acts like tough shit as a defense mechanism but if you raise your voice even slightly she’ll probably either cry or try to fight you if you caught her on a “good” day
some connections i’d like for sunhee!
the friend(s) she was scouted with!
friends in general!!!!!! again, in this house we stan platonic relationships
again, someone from q-ueen or eclipse that she has beef with
someone in general that she has beef with?????? sunny’s probably tried to fight a few ppl at least once
a cRUSH?!?! ( open to m/f/nb )
someone who’s been training just as long as her and understands the Struggle
a #troublemaker squad
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calmtone · 6 years ago
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          hello everyone , the name is sab and i’m super excited to be here w u all 😔 everything u need to know abt jaein is under the cut and i’m sort it’s a mess my sister literally isn’t shutting her mouth , so it’s hard for me to concentrate KSMKSMS but , i’d love to plot w u , so hit that like button and i’ll come to u or i can give u my discord if y’all would prefer that !
˗ˏˋ  ( hwang hyunjin. twenty-one. cis male. he/him. ) yang jaein has been at so!ar entertainment for one year. they have been the stylist of legacy since february, 2019. they are known by their family to be altruistic, idealistic + zealous but they can also be meticulous, guarded + flighty. i hope that they can make it in this industry.
TRIGGER WARNING FOR HINTS OF ABUSE .
info .
born in seoul , sk to a beautiful , university student mother and a big business father . his father was ten years her senior .
it was a strange relationship truly , but neither really cared anyways . his mother didn’t care because she loved this man and his father didn’t care because well , he had a beautiful woman on his arm .
there was also the fact that he’d knocked her up and it would’ve been a disgrace to his own family to leave a woman and his child
so the marriage was forced , in his father’s eyes at least . he never quite loved her , not as much as she loved him . her life was molded into something fake and the light in her eyes dwindled as time went on . expected to be a housewife and not what her own dreams wanted her to be .
( she was a fashion design student , was in love with the idea of a simple piece of fabric being turned into something that could brighten eyes and turn heads )
it’s scary what someone would do for love or at least a fabricated version of love she didn’t want to leave , afraid of the truth
thus in turn , growing up jaein had a skewed vision of what love was , he received so much love and encouragement from his mother yet received cold harsh treatment from his father . watched his mother with hearts in her eyes as she watched his father and saw his father write her off like she meant nothing
jaein had a love for fashion from a young age , watching his mother make her own clothing in her small little space in the house , watched her sew fabrics and buttons and jewels together to make a masterpiece . she taught him all she knew , loved the way his eyes lit up like hers would when she was younger . he always found joy in helping his mother pick out pretty dresses and doing her make up
always dreamed of dressing people up like he’d help dress her up
he was always a more introverted child , he found nice company with his mother as mentioned above , she was always his best friend . however his father wanted him to be more , hated to watch his son find a love for something that would get him no where just like his mother . hated to watch him fall in love with smth that was some Prissy shit
when he was ten his father got offered a big job in milan , italy and off jaein went . forced to pack up his life and leave everything behind for a father that cared little about him
he was in heaven though ... kinda ... a fashion hub of the world it felt like his dreams were coming true . however it was while living in italy where his father was really forcing his hand on him
forced him to be apart of the more popular social scene , shoving him into crowds he didn’t do well with . forced his introverted and shy son to be extroverted and outgoing , to attend parties and let people use him however they saw fit . he didn’t make friends , he met ppl that wanted his money , wanted him because he was pretty .
people pushed him around a lot . physically , emotionally .
his father wanted him to be some big business man , take after himself and shit , jaein obviously didn’t want that , he wanted to do fashion and create things . his father wasn’t happy when he told him he’d be moving back to korea ( age 18 ) to pursue a degree in fashion design .
that furthered strained their relationship or whatever relationship they even possessed because his father wasn’t really present as a parental figure , the one time jaein stuck up for himself was the last line for his father who ended up p much disowning him
his mother was still there in his life watching him go to university , she supported his move and pays his tuition behind her husbands back bc she wants to toxically live through her own son as he chases the dreams she had
it was because of that that he had gotten his job at solar . his mother had paid his way in there and he hadn’t found out until recently , putting strain on their relationship because he felt like he couldn’t trust her . he would never tell a soul this though , so it’s his own internal battle !
personality-ish .
generally he’s sweet . kind , selfless , wants to help others more than help himself which leads to destructive tendencies of overworking himself .
he wants to be perfect , he wants to impress others , it’s why he shifts himself so much to fit a mold he doesn’t think he can fit .
his mother cares for him , loves him so much , but there’s always been pressure on his shoulders to be just like his father . he loves fashion he really does , he loves being able to create something that people will love , but he’s way too doubtful of himself , he never thinks anything he does is good enough which is definitely trauma from his father ( now from his mother because he doesn’t know if he should be at solar anymore ) , so he questions whether this is what he’s supposed to be doing or not .
he has hella daddy issues ... is struggling w the relationship w his mom bc of what she’d done . doesn’t talk to them .. talks to his mother on occasion but otherwise he’s pretty mf lonely but pretends to be happy bc he’s so good at pretending !
he’s a gemini . so he’s an annoying little petty whore and is quite moody and finicky and meticulous . he doesn’t trust ppl ... so many factors play into that from his parents to how he was treated by his peers , he’s just guarded and has trust issues up the ass .
yet he can be quite naive and he’s always craved love and affection ( that isn’t rough ) , so he’s thrown himself into things only to get himself hurt in the process ! he just wants validation and tried to get it in the worst way hehe ! like if u tryna get in his pants just be like hey ur amazing and he’ll drop to his knees ANYWAYSFLDKSJF
he can talk for hours once u get him started and get him out of his shell , though he can be quite self conscious about a lot of things
still pretends to be an extrovert but he’s definitely not !
def a romantic , loves the stars , flowers , wants to date and kiss someone but scared u know
he’s like an aesthetic hoe on insta , loves coffee and visiting different cafes whateva
uh he knows he’s bi , but he’s not like out ? kinda ? idk he hasn’t like explicitly said anything about it but like he’s been w both men and women before idk if that makes sense KFKDSM
wanted plots .
cute best friend ! probably someone he knew from korea before he moved to milan ? they always kept in contact , the person that jaein trusts more than anyone else
older sibling figure ! never had siblings , so having someone to sort of guide him would be nice
cuddle buddy bc.... cute /:
give him a lil crush pls ... he’s bi and it would be totally cute to see him get flustered in someone else’s presence and just be totally mf heart eyes ! could be a puppy crush or unrequited or not even that deep ! could be fully returned , whateva !
while he is a stylist , he always really loves make up ? but like hasn’t really dabbled w anyone besides himself ? so maybe a little test subject of sorts !
love / hate is always fun ! jaein can be a lil moody , so getting on his bad side isn’t super tricky 
an ex ! smth angsty and shit ... pls would love the angst
rival ? enemy of sorts ? just someone that jaein doesn’t like and they’re always bickering nd shit 
maybe a first love ? that would be p cute
his test subject ! w fashion and he’s always making them stand for too long and poking them w his pins on accident and it’s just a really precious and supportive relationship
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hqnaeil · 6 years ago
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˗ˏˋ  ( jung jaewon. twenty-five. cis male. he/him. ) im “naeil” yunjae is a ‘94 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for five years. they have been a soloist since july, 2015. they are known by their fans to be genuine, inspiring + magnetic but they can also be blunt, closed off + distrusting. i hope that they can make it in this industry. [ penned by bee, 20, est, she/her ] @hqidolextra
cancer / illness / surgery / scars tw ( but clearly marked where it happens. please take care of yourself ! )
paint me a picture of a nineteen year old ( though when it is revealed that he’s already nineteen the audience audibly gasps ) on a brightly-lit stage large enough to swallow him whole. his clothes hang off his slight frame, which — in combination with his shaggy, long hair — makes him seem younger than he actually is. now edit in a segment with his parents, flushed with pride with tears of happiness banked in their eyes. hear the introductory notes on the piano, and now listen to him sing …
cancer / illness tw for this bullet yunjae didn’t win the fourth iteration of kpop star, but that was okay since he had already won the hearts of the south korean public. and they all knew his story. a boy who had always dreamed of being a singer but had spent most of his life in hospital beds, his illness baffling south korean doctors to the point that his family had to leave behind everything they owned or knew so that yunjae could meet the best doctors in america. when he was finally cured, he decided to follow his dreams as a music artist instead of following his peers’ footsteps into higher education. and that was that. it was a kpop industry ceo’s pr wet dream to sign him. it would have been a mistake not to at least try.
of all the contracts he was offered, yunjae chose so!ar’s. in return, so!ar chose yunjae’s stage name, naeil (meaning “tomorrow” in korean, strong brand image is everything), gave him a year of vocal training and fine tuned his song-writing and production skills. they held his hand through handcrafting his own debut single. “don’t forget” performed beautifully on the charts and in sales. and so they let him run loose after that. his first few releases were pretty tame, but have become more and more eclectic and experimental.
cancer / illness tw for this bullet he’s been cancer-free since he was 16, but still needs to take medication daily for his migraines and has a weakened immune system. and after eight years in remission and five years after his appearance on kpop star, he was finally begin to shed his title of pretty-good-male-r&b-artist-who-once-had-cancer, and just became pretty-good-male-r&b-artist. but writing song after song was beginning to take a toll on him, and in late 2018, what he thought was the common cold developed into severe pneumonia, and he was bed-ridden again. after being kept watch in a glass cage for a year, so!ar agreed to give him a comeback before the end of the year.
other hc’s
is fluent in english and his korean has a bit of an accent to it from his time spent in america (he went by eugene). he avidly follows the american music industry, and it tends to influence his own music. has a pretty substantial international following, and wants to eventually write an album just for that market.
yunjae is pretty blunt. like other idols, he was forced to grow up quickly, but for him it was because of how he was around adults for a lot of his formative years, and now as an adult it puts him in a weird place bc it used to be that he used to be unable to relate with kids but now the kids are adults and ?? it comes off as mysterious and charismatic, and variety show hosts adore him for the sound bites they’re able to pull from him. the media chalks it up to his artistic charm and his time in america, but that’s not really all it.
he also has,, a really dry sense of humor. he’s found that a lot of people walk on eggshells around him, so he tries to break the ice before it happens. his humor is also a lil morbid.
doesn’t drink at all. sober legend. it’s for health reasons.
comes alive when he performs/talks about music. he loves his craft, dude. also crush vc. so boy has pipes.
also,, can’t relate to the whole idol experience/struggle. he’s used to being able to pretty much produce and sing whatever he likes, and so!ar doesn’t force him to learn tricky choreographies due to his health. until now, his experience at so!ar has been pretty positive.
surgery / scar tw for this bullet his hair has been,, tamed (though screenshots still exist from his days on kpop star he had a mullet but not the sexy kind) but he still keeps it long in the back because of a surgery scar at the base of his skull he hasn’t seen it in years, and doesn’t really want to.
surgery / scar / cancer / illness tw for this bullet  speaking of scars, he has many criss-crossing his torso since, before doctors realized it was a brain tumor, they had believed it was a gastric issue. he doesn’t ever show his bare chest, though his fans don’t know why.
didn’t come out as pan,, but vagued about it on multiple occasions. bc #yolo, but he’s still not eager to bite the hand of the company that feeds him.
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liqincai · 6 years ago
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my intro was deleted thrice!! how!! / (⁎˃ᆺ˂)\, so this is a very late post, but hello !! i am marisol [est,they&them] and i am v excited to get to know + plot with you all !! this is my son liqin, vocalist & maknae of mxs (moon unit) ! i’ll be doing a proper bio + stats + plots eventually but for now, if you’d like to plot, like this post or im me !! 
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˗ˏˋ  ( huang renjun. nineteen. he/him. ) cai liqin is a ‘00 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for 3 years. they are the vocalist + maknae in the group mxs. they are known by their fans to be amiable, witty + compassionate but they can also be perfectionist, reticent + allocentric. i hope that they can make it in this industry. [ penned by marisol, 17, est, they/them ] 
tw // implied child discipline
backstory
born on January 6, 2000, in Wuhan, People’s Republic of China, Liqin is an only child of the Cai’s
his family has always been in the limelight of fame: his mother, Cai Melin, is a model turned actress, known for her roles in several renown dramas and films, and his father, Cai Rui, is an actor, starring in many international films
with fame, came high expectations from his parents, regarding on how he should act, what he should do, and who to be friends with; basically, his life wasn’t really in his hands, practically raised to be the best of the best and failure isn’t an option; hence, his perfectionist nature. 
otherwise, if he didn’t comply with his parents’ wishes, he would be disciplined, which furthers his fear of failure & disappointment.
extra: he found joy in singing & playing the piano! these would get him through rough patches of his life.
he was also expected to take after his parents in becoming an actor; his mother would have him audition for different roles as a child actor, starring in ‘The Moon & Stars’ and ‘Eternal Youth’, as well as filming several CFs
**perhaps Liqin may have met a fellow child whom he quickly became best friends with, bonding over their life in the limelight
he picked up singing at the age of eight, having been witness to idols and seeing their ability to make others and leave their mark in the world; Liqin didn’t really want to pursue acting as furiously as he wanted to do singing
he begged his parents to be able to formally train with proper vocal lessons, and they relented, seeing as it still is a career path, but only with compromises that if it doesn’t work. he’ll remain as an actor
around thirteen years of age, he auditioned for companies near and far, finding a certain calling to so!ar entertainment, except he really didn’t speak the language 
extra: he is a BIG fan of impulse, primera, and c2, and a fan of his fellow label mates!
thankfully, he was accepted in spite of such, but it began the tough life of an idol trainee, which he wasn’t accustomed to
it was a very rough three years, and there was some points in which Liqin wanted to give up and go back to his parents, but the fear of disappointed and his own personal sense of determination kept him going
finally, he debuted as a member of mxs within the moon unit as a vocalist and resident maknae; he maintains a maknae on top facade with his members on screen, but behind the scenes, he’s more docile and prefers the attention on others rather than himself
he’s admittedly worried at the rumors of their disbandment, but he doesn’t show it outwardly, fixated on keeping such thoughts out of his members’ and his own head!
wanted connections !!
trainees who helped him
mxs members !!
china line members
childhood friends
maknae line !
seniors he looks up to
seniors who he is a big fan of
juniors who he helps
mischievous/prankster friends
puppy crushes
anything !!
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hqmiyumi · 6 years ago
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hi,  it’s  yuna  again  with  my  second  muse,  my  little  baby  miyumi  !  this  one’s  a  bit  short  but  please  look  after  her  !
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˗ˏˋ ( kato kokoro. eighteen. cisfemale. she/her. ) miyumi kimura is a 00 liner + has been at so!ar entertainment for one year + seven months. they are the lead dancer, main vocalist + maknae in the group valetta. they are known by their fans to be optimistic, charismatic + imaginative but they can also be paranoid, reserved + naive. i hope that they can make it in this industry. [ penned by yuna, 18, gmt, she/her ]
born in japan, miyumi’s family wasn’t rich by any means. her parents both worked full time and all of their wages went on her and her elder sister - there was no treating themselves, everything they earned, they earned for their girls. while they did wish that they had more so that they could give them more, they had each other and that was a priceless thing.
although she didn’t come from riches, the girl was very rich in personality. she loved being different, dancing like no one was watching when they were and even if her moves were a little questionable, they brought a smile onto the oberver’s face. she loved seeing other people smiling and she loved performing so she was destined to be in some sort of entertainment industry.
her sister used to love to tease her about liking kpop; why the girl wouldn’t listen to jpop along with her when she couldn’t even understand the music she was listening to, she’d never know! however, her elder sister did take care of her and would always stand up for her if things weren’t right. as miyumi was a little different, she was a prime target of bullying and there was nothing she could do about it.
miyumi taught herself how to dance from watching kpop stars on the internet. she wanted to be just like them but had no idea how to get there... she had dreams, ones that were a little obsessive but she had this unexplainable desire to be like them was always there.
as she talked about her dream, the girl was bullied more and more harshly until she felt unsafe and became a lot more reserved. she didn’t understand why people thought she was embarrassing or why they made fun of her - it was hard to shrug it all off so she would just shut down and cry in her room every night. she wanted to become an idol, to prove that she was worth something but with hardly any money, that seemed less and less likely.
after months and months of begging her parents, they took her to a so!ar entertainment audition in japan. she gave it her absolute all and while she wasn’t on anyone’s technical level, the company did see a little special something in her and they wanted her with them. she had never been trained and that was clear to them but she had rhythm, passion and she didn’t shy away from bolder moves; she was going to do great things there as a trainee.
miyumi couldn’t speak any korean when she came here - she only knew korean lyrics and this was a great problem for her. she would give the brightest and biggest smile, then nod, but not everything was position so this just created frustrated people. she did use other japanese trainees as a crutch as they had been here longer and could speak korean. she was so grateful that they helped her.
she’s still learning it and while she has improved, she’s nowhere near perfect. however, she would focus in her dance and would become great. the girl worked hard as she wanted to make it. she studied so very hard to understand korean and she’s still learning every single day. there’s always something to learn and she will never stray from that.
when she made the group, valetta, it felt surreal to her. she cried tears of joy, literally. however, some of the other trainees who didn’t make it were jealous so now she’s paranoid that everyone wants her to fail when that’s not the case. she’s turned into one of the more shy trainees that relies on her seniors to help her.
miyumi is still at the point of keeping herself to herself in her group - she’s scared of being how she used to be and being ridiculed once more; if only she would realise that her old personality is desirable in this industry.
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