#hsr links

[wh1msic4alwasab1]

𝐯𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬 𝐩𝐭. 𝟑 ₊˚ෆ

synopsis: these are all VISUAL smut links for genshin impact and HSR

a/n: be sure to log into twitter before!

Genshin: HSR:

1. Alhaitham 1. Argenti

2. Ayato 2. Blade

3. Tartaglia 3. Dan Heng (IL)

4. Diluc 4. Dr. Ratio

5. Dottore 5. Gallagher

6. Itto 6. Gepard

7. Kaeya 7. Jing Yuan

8. Neuvi 8. Loucha

9. Wrio 9. Sampo

10. Xiao 10. Aventurine

11. Zhongli 11. Sunday

12. Pantalone 12. Boothill

whimsic4alwasab1 ™ - do not copy, translate, modify, or claim any of my work as your own.

<—-part 2 here

[qiinamii]

old men's little guys

[rvttinggrl]

HSR twt link

cw: nsfw / video pornography

A/N: this is specific meant for fem-presenting! reader with the anatomy to match and such.. I kinda wanna do girls only but i have no idea how many people would enjoy that. If you would like that pls, lmk by reblogging/supporting!

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BLADIE:

nothin’ better than fucking you speechless..

just letting him use you like a fuck doll… HMGHHS HOTHOT

jus’ making you squirm so much js by his fingers…

BOOTHILL:

hearing ur whimpers turned him on to no end :((

he thinks you dont deserve his cock.. so you’ll just have to ride his thigh and beg for his cock now!

treats you like a little dollie when he first fucks you with his robo-cock :(

WELT:

loves to make you feel sososo good with only his fingers..

tease his cock too much and he might just have to fuck you..!

loves to finger you where you’re in no position to resist.. ass all red from hours of spanking.

too lazy to put in any work (AHEM OLD MAN) so he makes you do everything.

SAMPO:

he can never get his hands off of your ass :(( always left with red marks where you cant even sit…

loves fucking you in frilly little lingerie just to rip it off

fisiting his pretty cock just to not let him cum…

he loves when you’re all pathetic like this

[argentisbeloved]

Diluc, Dainsleif & Dan Heng as vampires

pairings: diluc, dainsleif & dan heng x gender neutral reader

cws: biting and blood drinking, some swearing, them burning in the sunlight, slight suggestiveness in dain’s part (not rlly it’s barely even one moan)

tags: them as vampires, hurt/comfort, modern au (dan heng), kissing, dan heng’s part is dialogue heavy

notes: diluc’s part is also inspired by an art the lovely @/mmmairon as well as a drabble by @/hiraya_rawr. also also i wanna say that dan heng has more of a modern au type of thing going for him, so just keep that in mind!

word count: 3911

DILUC RAGNVINDR: (1340 words)

•Diluc was turned during a near death experience in Snezhnaya. A passing vampire spotted his body bleeding out on the ground and decided the only way to save him was by turning him.

•Though, Diluc would've rather died on that night.

•After he was turned, and he experienced his first craving for blood, he went on a rampage that he'd quickly come to regret afterwards.

•Out of guilt of realising what he's done, he exiled himself into solitude. Opting to not go back home ever again in case he'd hurt someone in Mondstadt if he did go back. He resided in an abandoned manor that he'd fixed up over a century or two.

•Instead of drinking human blood, he drank animal blood instead. Though he'd never drink enough from them to fatally wound the animal.

•Meaning for a very long time, he'd been suppressing his cravings for human blood.

•And when you came into the picture, it wasn't pretty for him.

•You'd knocked on his door one late night seeking for shelter from a storm that was starting to form. While the logical side of his brain screamed at him to not let you stay, he inevitably let you inside for the night.

•He brewed you a cup of tea, and let you stay in one of the spare rooms. By morning, and after you left, he expected that to be the last time he'd ever see a human for another century or so.

•He was proved wrong when you showed up at his doorstep again late into the afternoon with some food to thank him for letting you stay the night.

•After this, you ended up visiting him more and more. You quickly noticed how he wouldn't answer a lot during the day, but you just assumed he was busy working (in reality, he refused to open the door to not get burned by the sunlight).

•Because of your frequent visits, you ended up befriending Diluc.

•And before he knew it, Diluc was falling completely head over heels for you, to his dismay.

•The thought of loving you terrified him greatly. He was a vampire and you were a human for goodness' sake! It could never work between you two! The thought of losing himself because of you, your scent, and your blood made him so scared. He didn't want to harm you, or worse, he didn't want to accidentally lose control and kill you.

•So, in hopes to drive you away; he decides to reveal himself to you. To reveal the monster he is to you.

A letter from Diluc had you walking to his manor in the middle of a warm spring day, something you wouldn't usually do. You figured that he had a day off from work today and that he wanted to spend it with you. The last part of that thought making your heart throb in your chest.

You soon approached the door to his manor, knocking gently on the door three times. It didn't take long before the dark oak doors opened to let you inside. You entered casually as Diluc held open the door for you, closing and locking it once you had fully entered his estate.

He led you over to the sitting room, placing a pre-made cup of tea in front of you, to which you quickly accepted and drank out of. The two of you conversed together for a little while, with everything being light hearted and fine, as it usually was.

That was until Diluc suddenly questioned you;

"How do you feel about me?"

His question caught you by surprise, your eyes widening and a small blush starting to coat your cheeks. You laugh awkwardly, trying to calm yourself down from how his question startled you.

You open your mouth, planning to say "You're a good friend of mine!" And while that isn't a lie, a friend isn't something only you want to be to him, you want to be something more.

"Please, tell me the truth."

His words catch you off guard for the second time in such a small period. You choke down your words and take a deep breath, before reluctantly saying your true feelings to him.

"I... I'm in love with you, Diluc."

In that moment, the light hearted air in the room had quickly dissipated. With the way Diluc's eyes widened with what looked like disbelief, shock and also fear?

"N-No... no... you can't love me, you shouldn't love me...!"

He says, his voice breaking midway through his declaration.

"Why not?"

You respond. You're nothing but confused right now, you've never seen him like this before. Diluc was a calm and rational man to you, so you'd never seen him like this before.

"Because!”

He shouts, standing up from the couch forcefully. He turns away from you, walking towards the tightly covered window.

"I'm nothing but a monster! You should love someone better than me!"

"Diluc, why are you talking about..!?"

Almost as if to answer your question, he pulls the curtains apart, the tight bindings on them tearing from his abnormal strength. The sun pours into the already dimly lit room.

Diluc winces, resisting the urge to cover his face. He groans in pain and turns around to face you.

Your heart drops at the sight of him. The way his pale skin now glows and crackles from the sunlight, burning his skin.

"He's burning, he's in pain!"

You quickly leap from your seat, pulling the blanket that was draped onto the couch with you. You throw the blanket over his head, shielding him from the sun's piercing light.

Diluc's eyes widen with shock as you pull him away from the window and pull the curtains back to block the sunlight.

You look afraid and worried, as you frantically pace around the room looking for something that's unknown to him. After a few minutes of you tearing through his cabinets, you finally find what you're looking for

A roll of bandages.

You desperately cover the skin that's been burnt with the bandages. Diluc takes note of how heavy you're breathing, how you're almost hyperventilating.

Once you've covered the burns on his face, you search the other uncovered parts of his body for any more injuries. And Diluc finally hears your voice breaking the uncomfortable silence that had formed.

"Why the fuck would you do that...!?"

You try to sound angry, but your voice immediately shakes and falters, turning your tone of voice into a more desperate one.

Diluc begins to feel guilty, hearing the pain in your voice hurts him more than those burns did.

You raise your head to look at him in the eyes, opening your mouth to spit more words at him.

"Why would you hurt yourself like this...!?!?"

You choke on those words, tears beginning to fall down your cheeks at a rapid pace. The sight of you so distraught makes Diluc's barely beating heart ache immensely.

"I..."

Diluc struggles to get what he wants to say out.

"I didn't want to love you, in case I'd hurt you..."

He looks away from you, too ashamed to keep eye contact.

"Do you not see how much this hurts me though!?"

You reply, gritting your teeth.

"I don't care that you're not a human like me! I still love you, and nothing is going to change that!!"

More tears fall down your cheeks, some even hitting and sliding down his own face.

Diluc hesitantly reaches a hand up, pressing his gloved hand against the back of your head and pushing it forward so that your forehead rests against his.

"I'm sorry."

He apologises, being finally able to look you in the eyes again. He's sincere in his words.

You sniffle, closing your eyes and placing your hands on his shoulders. You don't respond to his apology, but he can tell that you've already forgiven him.

Diluc smiles and closes his eyes too, not deciding to start any more conversations, and leaving the two of you to calm in silence.

DAINSLEIF: (1424 words)

•When Khaenri'ah fell, Dainsleif was cursed with both immortality and vampirism. The immortality came with becoming a vampire.

•So he decided to travel Teyvat alone, so as to not let anyone know about his inhumanity.

•At first, Dainsleif struggled with being a vampire. He could only be on the move when the sun was down, but it wasn't like he could get very far with how sluggish he was from repressing his blood cravings.

•Eventually, he managed to figure things out. Every once in a while he'd feed on some poor drunkard walking home in the middle of the night. And he managed to construct a ring that made him immune to the sunlight, meaning he could now travel by day as well.

•The 500 years he's spent travelling alone were incredibly lonely for him. Because he didn't want anyone to know that he was a vampire, he isolated himself from civilisation, only occasionally stepping into the cities to get a drink at a tavern or to buy something he needed.

•He lived completely alone for five centuries, until you came along.

•Dainsleif had spotted you, another traveller, trying your best to fight some slimes that had been attacking you, but you weren't really doing a good job. So, he stepped in to help you out. He planned to just slay the slimes, make sure you were okay, and be on his merry way once again.

•But you had completely ruined his plans, chasing after him as he tried to walk away from you, saying that you'd pay him back with a meal at a nearby restaurant or a drink from one of the taverns he'd been to a few times.

•No matter how many times he'd try to let you down gently, you just kept going, insisting that because he saved your life that you should repay him.

•Once Dainsleif finally came to terms with the fact that you weren't going to let up, he sighed and agreed to your offer (demand)

•So you took him to a tavern for a meal and a few drinks. By the end of it, you were completely drunk and he was still completely sober.

•Regular human food and alcohol don't do much to his system. It wasn't like his body rejected them, but he would never become drunk even if he drank a sea of booze, and he would never become full off of just meats and vegetables.

•Much to Dainsleif's annoyance, he ended up carrying you back to his campsite to let you sleep there. He made sure to keep watch the entire night just in case.

•When you woke up, the first thing you saw through a bleary gaze was a pint of water being held out to you by Dainsleif. He scolded you for drinking too much last night and forced you to drink the water to lessen your hangover.

•And since then, you've somehow become a pest in his side. You both travelled around Teyvat together, soothing Dainsleif's centuries-long loneliness.

•Though, having a human companion by his side wasn't easy for Dainsleif. Especially if he was due for another feeding.

The crackling fire illuminated the campsite that had been darkened by the evening sky. The entrancing flames distracted you as Dainsleif tried his best to calm himself down in your shared tent.

He was due for another feeding, and the smell of your blood was driving him crazy. He was trying his best to hold back on his desperate cravings until you slept, so he could drink from another bumbling drunkard roaming the paths.

But it was getting increasingly harder and harder to hold himself back as the minutes passed by.

Dainsleif refused to drink from you. He didn't want to harm or scare you away. Overtime, he'd come to actually enjoy your company. Driving you away with his monstrous tendencies is the last thing he wants, especially after being alone for far too long.

"Dainsleif?"

Your voice breaks him out of his thoughts, and he looks up to see you, placing a hand on his shoulder. He hadn't even realised you'd moved away from the fire to come to his side.

"Are you alright? You look awfully pale..."

Awfully pale was just how he always looked, though he was probably as white as a ghost by now from how badly he needed to feed.

"I-It's nothing..."

Dainsleif utters with a surprisingly weak voice. He averts his eyes away from you, feeling embarrassed that you have to see him so weak.

"Are you sure? I think you may be ill..."

You respond, holding his chin to keep his head in place while you studied his features for any signs of illness.

Dainsleif's breath became ragged at how close you were to him. He was using all of his self control to not just pounce on you and drink straight from your neck.

In your eyes, you had just thought that he was refusing help because he didn't want to seem weak around you. Though the issue was much bigger than that.

"P-Please, I'm fine..."

He breathes out. He does not look fine in the slightest.

You furrow your eyebrows at him, starting to become annoyed at how he's pushing you away.

"You don't have to pretend, Dain. I can tell something's wrong, you can tell me y’know."

Dainsleif swallows. He wants to resist, to run away and return to you while you're asleep and he's finally been fed. But he cannot.

"H-How much do you know about... inhuman creatures...?"

He finally asks with his voice and breath shaking.

"Hmm... like slimes? Have you been poisoned by one or something?—"

"No, no, it's nothing like that..." He cuts you off, taking a deep breath before speaking again. "I-I meant creatures who appear to be human... but they aren't..."

You think for a few moments, thinking back to all the books you read before you decided to set off on your journey across all of Teyvat. After a few minutes of thinking, you manage to come to a conclusion.

"Like a vampire or something?"

"Yes... a vampire..."

"What about them?"

Dainsleif doesn't even find the energy to tell you. He simply just opens his mouth a little to show off his sharp fangs in his teeth that replaced his canines.

Your eyes widen. You're surprised, and even a little bit scared, but you know Dainsleif won't hurt you.

Not hurting you is what got him to this state in the first place, isn't it?

"Are you hungry?"

You ask him, and he weakly nods in response.

You take a deep breath before undoing the top button on your shirt, pulling your collar down enough to fully expose your neck. You hold his chin against and force him to look up at you.

"Drink from me." You say, and Dainsleif's eyes widen.

"B-But—"

"I don't want to hear it. I know you won't hurt me, so just drink already.”

A bit of anxiety goes through your mind, wanting to back out. But you'd rather be in pain than have your closest companion die of starvation when you could've prevented it.

Dainsleif hesitantly pulls you close to him, pressing his mouth against the side of your neck. He places small kisses on the warm skin, whispering out a bunch of "Thank you's" as he prepares himself to drink from you for the first time.

Right before he drinks from you, he whispers a small "I'm sorry," before taking a bite.

At first, it hurts. Your nails dig into Dainsleif's shoulders as he feeds from you. His thumbs draw comforting circles on your back to try and soothe you.

When the pain finally subsides, it actually starts to feel a little good. You let out a mix between a sigh and a moan as your nails stop digging into his shoulders and instead grip at his shirt.

Once he finishes drinking from you, he licks and kisses the spot he bit into, lapping up any blood that's spilled out from your neck.

The experience left you completely exhausted. You rested your head on Dainsleif's shoulder as he grabbed the first aid kit from your bag, pulling out a small bandaid to put over the bite.

When he's done patching you up, he lays you down gently onto your mat, pulling up the small blanket you had. His gloved hand brushes the hair sticking to your forehead away, and he plants his lips there in a gentle kiss.

"Sleep well..."

He whispers, before your vision fades to black.

DAN HENG: (1137 words)

•Unlike the other two, Dan Heng was actually born as a vampire. Though he's never met his parents before.

•Vampires like him age super slowly. So he's got another few centuries on his belt until he becomes weak enough to die or be killed easily.

•Instead of hiding himself away though, he works as a librarian in a public library.

•While he's very quiet and hard to communicate with, he is actually a very good worker (he plans to go down with the library if that ever happens)

•Nobody actually knows he's a vampire, not even his boss or his coworkers. While his previous bosses had noticed that he barely seemed to age as the years went by, they always felt too intimidated by his quiet and stoic nature to ask him about it.

•Dan Heng, like Dainsleif, also has a daylight ring. Though this is just something he's had with him for as long as he can remember.

•You show up for the first time in his life when you're hired to work in the library with him.

•Unfortunately for him, you just happened to want to strike up a conversation every time you saw him. His boss must've noticed this, because suddenly, majority of your shifts aligned right with his.

•Dan Heng is a bit annoyed that his nice peace and quiet is now being interrupted by you. But he's not a bad guy, so he's not going to get mad at you and push you away or make you feel horrible because of it.

•So, after a bit of trying to get him to talk to you, he caves and replies to you.

•And that started your friendship with him.

•You two remained as good friends for a while. It was until Dan Heng realised that he had started to fall for you that he started to push you away without even realising it.

•He felt bad for falling for you. He felt bad that he'd live on for centuries, while you only had a few decades. It made him feel guilty thinking of how you'd grow old and he'd technically not even be 30 yet.

•So, he started slipping informative books about vampires into your piles of books that you were going to borrow. He didn't know how to tell you outright the truth, so he hoped that this would get his message across.

•It did not.

Dan Heng notices you sigh while you're looking through your stack of books that you had left to the side unattended for only a few minutes. He watches you walk over to him and place the book he had slipped into your pile in front of him on the desk.

"Can you put this back in its original spot?" You sigh again, tapping on the hardcover with your nails.

Dan Heng picks up the book. "Are you not a fan of vampire books?" He asks bluntly, slightly raising an eyebrow.

"It's not that." You reply "They just keep showing up with the books I want to borrow even though. I don't put them there... do you think we're being haunted by a vampire or something?"

Dan Heng shakes his head. "Don't be absurd. Ghosts are the ones that haunt, not vampires."

"Oh? Sounds like you know a lot about vampires. Perhaps you're the one slipping these into my pile behind my back?"

You notice the way Dan Heng's eyes practically pop out of his head with how surprised he looks. It was an odd expression for him.

"Hey, you don't have to look so surprised, I was joking—"

"You're right."

Now you're the one who's surprised, though not to the same extent as he was just merely a few seconds ago.

Dan Heng sighs. "Can we go somewhere private? I have something to tell you."

You nod your head and follow him. The both of you are silent as you walk to a secluded spot in a corner of the library. When you both stop walking, Dan Heng turns to face you with a guilty expression on his face.

"I have two things to tell you..."

He begins, taking a deep breath before looking straight into your curious eyes.

"I have... fallen for you."

A cute red blush appears on his cheeks, and with the way yours had started to burn, you probably looked the exact same as him.

"But... I cannot be with you."

That immediately makes you confused. Your heart starts to pound harder.

"Wh-What do you mean?"

You stutter, your voice raising in a pitch a little too high when you emphasise your question.

Dan Heng sighs again, rubbing his shoulder awkwardly.

"The reason I've been slipping books about vampires into your pile is... well... because I am a vampire."

You cannot tell if you're being played right now.

"...Are you serious?"

"Yes."

With the way Dan Heng continues to look straight into your eyes without faltering makes you believe him more. But you have no reason to not believe him anyway, after all, Dan Heng was a serious person, so what would he get out of lying to you like this?

"So... how does that play into you loving me?"

Dan Heng bites his lip, fiddling with the ring he always wore to calm his anxieties down.

"I'm practically immortal. If we ever end up together in the future, you'll die way before I even reach the age you died at..."

It seems his anxieties only worsened as he explained the reason to you. That thought hadn't crossed your mind, but you understand why he looked so guilty and distressed over it.

You exhale, taking a step closer to him and placing a hand on his shoulder. He looks at you, wondering what you're planning to do.

"I'm sure we can work something out when that inevitably comes around. For now, why don't we just enjoy ourselves without worrying about the future?"

You smile warmly, brushing your thumb over his bottom lip.

Dan Heng doesn't respond for a second, but he finally nods to your statement.

"Alright, let's do that."

He grabs the wrist of your hand that's touching his face, moving it away and intertwining his fingers with you, giving you a small reassuring squeeze.

Dan Heng looks at you and smiles for the first time during your whole conversation. Your heart flutters at the sight of it, and you can't help but lean in and kiss it.

Dan Heng's eyes widen again when you pull away, and you immediately regret doing that.

"I-I'm sorry! I should've asked for permission first!"

"N-No... it's fine."

Dan Heng touches his lips, the blush on his face growing.

"...Can I kiss you again then?"

You ask shyly, playing with his fingers in your linked hands.

"Yes, you may."

And that's exactly what you do.

[kurapixel]

[yuzuuu4]

what being separated for the first half of the second main quest does to a guy [4-6/6]

[1] [2-3]

[n4391]

Imbibitor Lunae with a tail is the best tbh... You can get this as an acrylic standee for pre-order on my online shop right now!

[fatedroses]

-An old-timer like me.

[kaeyaphile]

honkai: star rail 2.1 character guides © sipsipstefen

[insomaniacat]

I WILL ADMIT IT

I AM A HUGE SUCKER FOR THE BLACK X WHITE SYMBOLISM TROPE

[b1adie]

i think this is the final straw i’m going to start punching holes in the wall

[wh1msic4alwasab1]

𝐇𝐒𝐑&𝐆𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧 𝐖𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧 𝐕𝐢𝐬. 𝐋𝐢𝐧𝐤𝐬

synopsis: NSFW links for women in genshin and hsr!

a/n: be sure to be logged into twt!

HSR

Kafka: riding her

Black Swan: on the couch

Yukong: waking you up

Acheron: needfully rubbing yourselves on eachother

Himeko: eating you out

Jingliu: spreading your legs open

Serval: when she’s on top of you

Genshin

Ei: eating her out

Beidou: you can’t escape

Eula: slow and sweet

Yae Miko: sucking each others tits

Arlecchino: creaming all around her fingers

ShenHe: scissoring

Yelan: riding her thigh

whimsic4alwasab1 ™ - do not copy, translate, modify, or claim any of my work as your own.

[jifanjiang0710]

Truth and Lie

yan! Kafka x reader

Very mild spoilers for her story quest.

“Let’s play a game, Kafka.”

“…oh?”

You know her. She’s expecting an offer as a prerequisite, something worth her time and effort. Anything she gives, she takes in equal or more amounts. Not only will your transaction have to be balanced, the sacrifice you make on your end must exceed her expectations withal. Naturally, the higher regard she holds a person in the more she will anticipate of them. It had been Elio, then the Trailblazer, and perhaps the most intriguing one yet, you. (You dare not presume that you hold any major significance to her. Maybe just a little more than that Stellaron vessel.)

The cityscape below reflects off her sunglasses, in flashing lines of neon. You lean over the railings, savouring the coolness of night. This planet has not been a kind one, but at least, its sky is beautiful.

“I’ll spend the night with you.”

“…”

“I’ll let you use Spirit Whisper on me.”

“Is that the best you can do, [Name]?”

This request of her was not made on a whim.  You come prepared. “We play truth and lie. In return …ask me any one question, and I will answer truthfully.”

“That sounds almost trivial, compared to the other two.”

“Is that not the thrill of the game? To not know whether I am cheating, a challenge for you all-knowing, scheming, manipulating mind? I should like to think that I am an enigma on my own,” you go on, an unmistakeable signature flair to your tone.

“Hm,” she chuckles. “Interesting offer, but I think we can go a little higher.”

“Then…” You had a feeling you’d need to resort to this. You lean closer to her, unable to suppress the roguish smile adorning your features. This is not a statement to be made lightly. “I can make you feel real fear for the first time.”

…

Perhaps you’ve made her angry. Whatever the case, the atmosphere is teetering on the precipice of something rather daunting. You find it incredulous that almost half a minute had passed in absolute silence.

“Can you keep your end of the bargain?”

Relieved that you aren’t going to die just yet, you respond with the affirmative. “I will try. Though… I cannot guarantee that results yielded will be satisfactory. You can back out if you want.”

You know her. Once something has caught her attention, she does not let if off easily. You are a prime example.

“…heh. Very well.”

Kafka places a finger on your chin, tilting it until your eyes meet hers. “Fire away.”

You grin. One game, two questions. You have to make this count.

“If I were to run away, abandon you and the Stellaron hunters, what weaknesses of yours could I exploit?”

Her smile fades, clearly unamused, disappointed at the question, but you have grander plans.

“Enlist the help of the Xianzhou Luofu, or the Astral Express crew. They would be able to help you in your plight.”

Exactly what you needed to hear.

“Was it worth it to ask such a question to guarantee that my next answer would be the truth? Now, little one…” Kafka continues, “my turn.”

“Wait, my offer was-”

“Shh. A game has to involve both persons equally, don’t you agree? Time for my question. Don’t worry, I’ll ask only one.” She swipes a thumb across your cheek. “What am I to you?”

-> (Tell the truth) Someone important to me

-> (Tell the truth) My worst enemy

-> (Tell a lie) Someone important to me

-> (Tell a lie) My worst enemy

[jingsyuans]

Anastasia AU (with a twist of incest) where you’re jing yuan’s long lost sibling and lost your memories. while he was still a child of the realm-keeping division, jing yuan’s parents would bring the two of you to all sorts of parties for social expansion and gathering info. It was at one of these parties that there was a sudden ambush from yaoshi’s followers that caused everyone to flee, including you and jing yuan. you were fairly little then and jing yuan was fiercely protective of you, so he carried you in his very arms as everyone fled to the sky jetties at the harbor. it was while jing yuan was making a headcount in the jetty and it was rumbling and shaking for takeoff that he put you down, and as the jetty lifted in the air, a mara struck soldier had managed to jump up and grab the end of your shirt, bringing you down to the ground as the ship took off. jing yuan turned around in time just to see you disappear off the lip of the ship, reaching for him. several people had to hold him back from jumping down to his death to try and catch you.

and the next time you woke, it was in enemy territory with no memories caused by the way your head hit the ground when the mara-struck pulled you down. you didn’t know anything besides the fact these people were essentially your kidnappers. with enough time, you barely manage to flee, taking off in one of their ships and barely knowing what you’re doing before you crash land on another planet and you’re taken in by a small family who found you and pitied your tragic tale.

the only issue is that they were short lived, and you were not. you only figured that out as your little family began to age drastically while you stayed the same. it was at your last adopted family members suggestion that you finally leave the planet and try to find your family, or at least another long lived species to point you in the right direction. at least they won’t wither away.

so you hop planet to planet, trying to find anything that might trigger your memory or someone who might recognize your face, though the possibility of that happens grows dim as your body slowly ages and you transform more into a young adult and less of a child.

and meanwhile, jing yuan has been searching for you all this time. at first obsessively, and as time continued to go by, idly. jing yuan is a smart man and he isn’t the divine foresight for nothing- the young child that you were, he knows the chances of your survival are slim. but he is your older brother, and he failed to protect you, and maybe that guilt is all he has left to continue his search. he has all but almost entirely left the realm-keeping division, and his only regret is that if you to ever search for him, you may have no idea where to look. at this point, jing yuan is the only one left in the family, and he’s not at all the man he used to be in the depths of your memory. so, luofu cloudknights are all instructed to keep an eye out for any travelers who look lost and to always lend their aid. they are not told to specifically look for you, as he has no idea what you might look like now. to aid any lost travelers is the best he can do.

admittedly as the years go by, he remembers less and less of you. the threat of mara certainly doesn’t help. but jing yuan remembers little things. he remembers the color of your eyes, the certain foods you despised (he wonders if you’ve developed a taste for them now or if you still can’t stand the taste of cured meat), the way you’d curl your nose when you were thinking too hard. he remembers the song that his mother sang to him that eventually jing yuan sang to you to help you fall asleep.

and ah…. the reunion. it could go so many different ways, really. i particularly like the idea that someway, somehow, you make it on board the luofu. you grow comfortable there in a way you can’t explain, and you subconsciously recognize xianzhou culture and etiquette like the back of your hand- another one of those things that you just know, just like the song you hum under your breath at times. it has you growing hopeful that maybe this is where you’re meant to be.

i do adore how the song in Anastasia has the daughter and grandmother recognize each other, so that’s what i’m trying to cook up in my own way. one of those things that happens just by pure chance- like destiny. maybe you’re humming that song to yourself as you shop at the market, maybe… maybe it’s someone else that recognizes it. maybe yanqing or fu xuan. it strikes them as odd that they remember that harmony, stopping them in their tracks as they find you as the source of the song. they can’t help but ask, ‘that’s a lovely song. where did you learn it?’

and you’d be surprised, but you answer honestly. ‘i don’t know,’ you tell them. ‘it’s always been with me. it’s all i really remember from my childhood.’

what a troublesome answer. they can’t quite remember where they’ve heard it themselves, so they apologize for interrupting you and continue on their way. it’s only a few days later that they hear that same tune coming from jing yuan as he’s been forced into his seat at the divine foresight, signing stacks and stacks of paperwork.

‘it’s funny,’ they say, ‘i just heard someone singing that the other day.’ they say it like it’s just some coincidence, something interesting. completely unaware of how they rock jing yuan’s entire world to the side with just that one sentence, because there is only one other person in the galaxy that knows such a song.

‘really?’ he would ask, slowly lowering his pen. ‘just the other day?’

‘mm.’

‘and where was that?’ he smiles. ‘here you are binding me to my work and yet you’re admitting to frolicking outside yourself. how interesting.’

they fluster. heated at the cheeks at the accusation and a frustrated brow. ‘it was just at the market! what, am i not allowed to shop?’

‘and i wonder what you were at the market for…’ jing yuan muses knowingly, and drops the subject there, continuing his work with a smile. silently planning all the while.

it’s after that that jing yuan makes it a goal to walk around the luofu every day. he usually doesn’t have this kind of time, but with the possibility of you on board, no one is able to convince him to stay coddled at the Seat. there’s no pinning him down now. and while his posture is relaxed and his demeanor welcoming as he walks around the luofu, his eyes are scanning every wall, every corner. looking for anyone who might seem familiar. it’s hard, not knowing what you look like- but for the first time in a long time, jing yuan is genuinely hopeful, and he will not be dissuaded by a few lone weeks of not spotting you when he has been searching for hundreds of years.

when he finally does find you, perhaps it’s another chance of fate— destiny. and jing yuan realizes much sooner than you do that you’re who he’s been looking for all this time- he just can’t believe how much you’ve grown. how you’ve changed. he didn’t think that you’d grow up to be so beautiful- though you were quite the charming little child.

the knowledge that you’ve spent all this time without your memories gives him great heart ache, but jing yuan is happy to be the one to tell you exactly who he is. who you are- or at least, who you used to be. all he wants to know is who you are now- just how much has changed? what have you been through to shape you into the person standing before him today?

the attraction he feels toward you after finally finding you is an unexpected variable for jing yuan that he initially pushes to the side. it’s most likely just the star struck feeling of finally being by your side- having his beloved little sibling back safe and sound after all this time. and this urge to hold you close is undoubtedly just because of all the time spent separated- it makes complete sense to want to be closer now. but the way his body yearns for you is… perhaps not completely understandable.

anyway long post to say i want jingyuan to have a big boner for you and the two of you have spent so much time apart that while the brief familiarity of being siblings is there, you don’t have any of the memories he does. and he’d take advantage of that, unknowingly. because jing yuan is handsome and charming and it’s only a matter of time before you get a crush on him- you’re already growing dependent, realizing he’s the only family you have left. is it normal for two siblings to hold hands like this, to hover this close? to lovingly brush each others hair like this, to simply love like this, so fiercely? maybe not, but the two of you are different and making up for lost time, so it’s okay. it’s okay to get lost in it and submerge in this quiet desperation of finding the lost piece of your life you’ve been longing for for so long.

[argentisbeloved]

Late Night Thoughts

pairing(s): gepard x gender neutral reader

cws: gepard talks down about himself a bit ):

notes: first post!!! I hope you guys enjoy!!

word count: 514

Gepard opens the front door to a quiet and dark house, the light from the moon and nearby streetlights illuminating the room, but only slightly.

As he walks to your shared bedroom, he can see the light through the cracks of the door. He sighs, you must've stayed up late waiting for him again. Pushing the door open, he sees your curled up figure sleeping on top of the fully made bed.

It never sat right with Gepard whenever you insisted that you were okay staying up late for him, because it was clearly tiring you out the later into the night his shifts were. Seeing you like this made him feel guilty that he wasn't there with you, sometimes even for the entire day.

He quietly gets changed, removing his armour and being extra careful to not drop any of it so that you wouldn't wake up. Once he's done changing, he returns to you, gently picking you up and pulling back the bedsheets to set you in comfortably. Once he's done that he goes to his side of the bed and settles himself in, not before turning off the lights.

Gepard brings your sleeping body into his arms, cuddling you closely and burying his face into your hair, inhaling the scent of your shampoo.

The guilt from earlier resurfaces into his mind as he picks up on how your body relaxes against his. You must've been cold waiting for him, so why didn't you get into bed? Were you waiting to go to bed together? that thought made Gepard feel worse.

He wanted to spend more time with you, going on dates and cuddling each other, as well as many other things. But he couldn't be home as much as he'd like to be, as his job was very taxing for him, and whenever he had a day off he'd never be in the greatest mood to do anything fun with you.

You always insist that it's fine and that you don't mind, but Gepard just can't help but put himself down for being such a bad boyfriend to you. Even if you don't mind that he's not in the mood to go to a new cafe that just opened up, or that you don't see him all day for majority of the week.

He doesn't deserve you, you're way too good for him.

Gepard cuddles you closer, tangling your legs with his and leaving no space in between you both. He stares at your peaceful expression as you sleep, tracing the outlines of your features with his fingers. He moves to hold your hands, to look at your empty ring finger.

He'd really like to put a ring on there someday.

But for now, he'll fall asleep with you and pray that he gets a day off anytime soon. To shower you in the love and affection that you deserve and the love and affection that he hasn't been able to give you recently.

He presses a gentle kiss to your forehead, whispering a goodnight and finally drifting off to sleep.

[the--firevenus]

"I think we got love situation" - blanks