#i am crying sobbing

[lafilleestmorte]

I have been thinking about Q.

Falling in love with the person leaving him notes at the cafe throws him completely off balance. It's his final year of high school, his world must revolve around his art and getting into college. But he's sitting thinking about this person he has never met and how natural it feels to love them and how deep this feeling has settled into his chest and how little he knows how to deal with it.

So he leaves. He goes to university. He spends a year making friends, dating around, drinking. His art surrounds him again and if he ignores the memory of that milk frappe boy whom he left behind then he can return to the person he understands. He loathes that he is able to live with having left him behind. He draws and fools around some more. And so the year ends, and, walking into a new semester, he meets Toey.

Q's mentee is. strange. For a fine arts major, he has the most peculiar relationship to art. He doesn't have the faintest clue of the skills that, to q, are simple as breathing. Armed with blunt pencils and a conviction like none other, Toey paints beauty into the world around him

It's like I'm sitting in a vast grassy field, with a gentle breeze under a bright sky. It's like I'm watching a masterpiece of art.

Q recognizes the way he's starting to care about Toey, but he's still trying to learn how to show it. Small gestures, little invitations. Quite moments with just the two of them. He remembers the milk frappe boy and regrets what he didn't do then. But he likes the person Toey is showing him how to be.

You said I didn't take care of you at all, so I'm treating you to some desserts.

It occurs to Q all at once that Toey might just as easily slip away. Because of a love beyond his hands or someone else who gets there faster or his own lack of action. Q refuses to lose the person he loves ever again. He's never been in love with a boy. He doesn't even know if Toey has a reason to like him back. But he doesn't have the time to give thought to his feelings or his fears. He needs to run towards Toey, faster than he himself thought it possible.

So when he finds out the truth, the feeling of betrayal is difficult to describe. The love that he had kept concealed - from everyone and from himself - out on display for all of his friends. A boy who made him want to reach out and hold onto his own genuine feelings, working behind him to catch him off guard.

The boy he has been in love with loves him back. He has always loved him back.

But the person he has been becoming now feels like he might slip away. How easy it would be to let him go. How easily he had left him in pain and silence, two years ago.

[peacevine]

You Are Not Immune To fanart of characters who die in canon that has them alive and well, with scars from the wound that originally killed them

[gentil-minou]

Sorry I gotta call out of work I have to go mourn the bestest little robot there ever was

[kelin-is-writing]

The butterflies in my stomach going CRRRAZZY over him…

[beyondplusultra]

It's like I blinked and "Haha I'm going to kill myself" became a funny joke to make again, or an alright thing to say ironically. You guys stop that. You'll feel better for not saying it, I promise.

[beanghostprincess]

"Sanji serves dessert to a mouse couple that just got engaged" do you want me to CRY????

[blindbisexualgoose]

You guys don’t understand…. Amerie never got the letter

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Started a new book series, and has been a journey...an Odyssey, if you will.

[outlawbutterfly]

HANDING HER RIPTIDE!! AND THEN USING IT TO SWITCH PLACES TO SACRIFICE HIMSELF AND SAVE HER!!!!!

I AM S C R E A M I N G OH MY GODS I LOVE THEM

[modmad]

LADS IM FREAKING OUT my dear friend @cartoon-kitsune sent me a present and I was literally wearing this outfit when BAM. POPPY.

WE MATCH??? THE HAIR AS WELL this was not planned I can't. I can't believe how gorgeous she is or how funny it is that I'm literally the same colours rn THANK YOU SO MUCH KIT ;A;

also...

SHE BIG

[cherry-cakee]

I havent actually posted in forever and 99% of my energy is going to my ocs, so you guys get to have these funky looking “Episode Thumbnails” I made for funsies (click for better quality!!!)

I spent about 2 hours making all of these and it was like, REALLY fun! I’m working on some more of these but for Prison of Plastic too! Please suggest what chapters I should do (currently made chapter 1,2, 5, and 12!)(I’m not doing chapter 6 though, fuckin HATE that stupid ass scaregrow and how annoying it is to make the bg…)

[annqer]

“I have sinned,” he said, “for I have betrayed innocent blood.”

[goeticprincecorbin]

[dangoulains-devotion]

you mustn't blame yourself

[norringtondeservestheworld]

Queen Charlotte: a Bridgerton Story (2023)

[3cosmicfrogs]

"There is love in me the likes of which you've never seen"