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#i am happy stimming so much rn n when i was watching it makes me so happy i
kiwibirdlafayette · 1 month
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dudE DUDE dude I am. I am so giddy over bdubs episode from today OH YM GOD like just. Everything about the terrain, from the color work and the composition tickles such a particular itch in my stupid little artist brain Im so Freakin impressed aaaAAAA I LOVE IT
LIKE THE GRASS TRICK OMH YMG GOD. THE GHIBLI GRASS THING BLUER SHADOWS YELLOWER HIGHLIGHT AS A POP OF WARM TONE IS MY LIFEBLOOD AS A LANDSCAPE PAINTER IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO HEAR IT BEING USED IN MINECRAFT AAAAAA he mentioned it wnd i was like!!! HOLY MOLEY
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quodekash · 7 months
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fifteen minutes left of the episode. how long will it take me to watch 15 minutes? let's find out
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shake of friendshipppp
VERY different to the shake of PURE sexual tension we got from guynava in ep5
this one is FRIENDSHIP
and I LOVE FRIENDSHIP
(altho I do also love sexual tension)
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you can't stop staring at him
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well frick
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either he's really clumsy, or that absolutely SHOULD be a foul and yellow team SUCKS
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YES
FRIENDSHIP
PLATONIC HAPPINESS COMING RIGHT UP
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THEY DID THE DUDEBRO HANDCLAP BACK PAT THING
I PERSONALLY LOVE THIS
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the commentator is so valid and so is the guy recording him lmao
I am both of them
(but not in the context of sport, I never know what's going on in sport)
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BSHDBFHJVSADVBG
AGAIN????
IM LOSING IT
THIS IS LIKE EXACTLY THE SAME AS LAST EPISODE
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how funny would it be if he misses
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LMAO
sorry I care so little about sport that this is downright hilarious to me
he MISSED
ITS SO FUNNY
I love him and hes gonna be so disappointed in himself for ages and stuff. buT LIKE. HE MISSED. I MEAN CMON YOU GOTTA ADMIT ITS FUNNY
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HERE COMES THE SCENE HERE COMES THE SCENE HERE COMES THE SCENE GHEKRBGJREBAAAAAAAA
(here comes the scene, doo-doo-do-do)
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PFFFFT
GEU4KJRWLGNOREL
HES RIGHT YOU KNOW
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oH MY-
I SAID THE SAME THING
AGES AGO I SAID THE SAME THING
AND IT REMINDS ME OF SOUNDWIN
AND THEY FULLY JUST PULLED THE SOUNDWIN LINE RIGHT THERE
CMON MAN IM GONNA LOSE MY MIND EVEN MORE THAN IVE ALREADY LOST IT
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BUT YEAH
BASICALLY IM AWESOME
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I love him
also I love how short auto is
it makes me feel represented
(even though im pretty sure he's still taller than me. bUT LIKE BY 2 CENTIMETRES I MEAN COME ON)
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KICKING MY FEET SHOUTING SCREAMING
THISSCENETHISSCENETHISSCENEAAAAAGOIEGOPIJBE4RIOGJB4OEIB
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here it is. prepare for me to explode bc when soundwin did this it killed me and I know its gonna do the same thing when they do it
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EIOJGHVNOWIEPLSJDGVNIOERJLDSKGHVNOEIDS
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THEIR SMILESSSSSS
GJIKERBGJREB IM SOBBING
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HE FOOLED HIM A G A I N
KANG YOU IDIOT I LOVE YOU
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bitches be stimming so hard rn
(its me. im bitches)
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THEY MEAN SO MUCH TO ME
IM SO TOTALLY NORMAL ABOUT THEM
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IM LOSING IT
AAAAAAAAYUTKFUGUYUIGYDTUYE56RDTYCGUHIBHYTRF87YGUIHTTFUYGTGYIFUYIGUYHVIUHJGIUGFTYUR4E56URFTYUKVG
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A
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AA
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idk bout you, but I happen to be an avid lover of all things cheesy and corny, so im having a SPECTACULAR time rn
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PLS I LOVE HIM
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several days later????
ITS STILL GOING??????
oml I ran out of images. again. but there's like one minute left so you're just gonna have to imagine the screenshots
[grandma in the car]
SHES BACK!!!
[kang's shoes]
oml kang's platforms I love them
[grandma saying 'and I also have a new caretaker']
ah frick it better not be who I think it is
[saifah's evil little grin]
YUP
AH FRICK
MR THIEF ROBBERY MAN IS HERE TO ROB SOME RICH PEOPLE AND GET ARRESTED AND MAYBE SHOOT KANG'S DAD
I mean fair enough. but also cmon man
[grandma saying 'he'll be taking care of me at this house from now on']
come on man
now saifah's gonna be annoying when sailom and kang want to be gay and in love
cos im guessing saifah and grandma aren't leaving the house much
I guess kangsailom will have to go to sailom's house or just not be in the mansion or smth
its so convenient having a mansion thooooo
come on saifah, youre ruining all the gay little plans I had made up in my head
YEEEE SO MUCH HAPPY FLUFFY COMFORT COMING OUR WAY NEXT WEEK IM SO EXCITED
as for today: comfort episode, unlocked
and for those who were curious, it took me 45 minutes to watch the last 15 minutes of this episode
its 2:30am. the episode came out 3 hours ago. what the hell is wrong with me.
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bubblyqueer000 · 2 years
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Can I get Makoto X Fem!Reader who has Asperger’s syndrome but is very sweet and tries to get along with Makoto?
Makoto Naegi x Fem!Autistic!Reader
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I’m feeling extra chaotic rn because I have so much shit to do today but rn I’m literally eating half a dozen donuts and writing this hnjefvnjedb pls enjoy!!
ONCE AGAIN I HAVE TO PUT THIS DISCLAIMER!! I am not diagnosed with autism!! All I know are the basic symptoms from google and the symptoms that go hand in hand with ADHD so if I say anything wrong please let me know and I will change it accordingly. I don’t want to be the next s*a or some shit.
Edit: Wow I was in denial when I wrote this. I'm autistic as fuck lmaooooo
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♡ Makoto didn’t particularly understand why you were interested in him, whatsoever. He wasn’t sure why someone so fun and sweet like you would want to be with someone so plain but he definitely appreciates your positivity! 
♡ He doesn’t really know anything about autism. He googles it when he meets you so he can understand you better but that’s as far he goes until the two of you start dating but more on that later hehe!!
♡ The first thing that made Makoto want to become friends with you was when he saw how you tend to interact with other people. If your autism makes it difficult to socialize with others, he understands (mainly because he’s socially awkward and he thinks that that’s the only reason why you have trouble talking to others.) Regardless though, that was how he became friends with you and he quickly realized how cool you are! 
♡ It took a while for the subject of autism to be brought up. It seems like it’s just something that you just kinda said one day. You weren’t embarrassed to tell him since at that point you were super comfy with hanging out with him!
♡ “What are you so happy for Y/N?” 
♡ “Huh? What do you mean, Makoto?” 
♡ “Well, you always bounce in your seat and shake your arms around when you get excited, so I just thought that something was going on.”
♡ “Oh! I didn’t think you would notice! But yeah I do that when I’m excited because of my autism!” You say while smiling at him. He smiled and went back to what he was doing… Right before looking back up at you when he processed what you said. 
♡ “Wait, what does that mean?”  
♡ That’s when he started to research it.
♡ It was definitely a friends to lovers relationship. 
♡ He loves how you match him in how gung ho he is. In fact, sometimes you’re more energetic than him. 
♡ As I said, you tell him because he saw you stimming (Is arm flapping considered stimming? Cause I do it bc of adhd but idk) but when you flap your arms around/bounce up and down/rock back and forth/how ever else you stim, he thinks you’re! SO! PRECIOUS!!!! 
♡ “Sweetheart, do you want to get f/f for dinner?” Class was over and the two of you were walking out of school. 
♡ “Yes!! Thank you, darling!!!” You giggle while (doing whatever you do to stim). Makoto just kept on staring at you, cutely, with wide eyes. “Why are you staring at me? It’s embarrassing.”
♡ “Sorry… You’re just being really cute…” He mumbled.
♡ *Heart explodes moment*
♡ Makoto loves hearing you talk about your special interests no matter what they are. It’s so inspiring to hear you talk about something that makes you that happy even if it’s just a series or something that he may find silly. 
♡ If you have trouble sleeping, he’ll ask if you want to watch anime and play video games or something… Not the best influence but he’s trying his best.
♡ If you’re non verbal he’ll try to learn sign language or makaton. He’d do anything to understand you better! (hehe makoton sound like makoto my brain go brrrr)
♡ The rest of this takes place in the killing game!!
♡ The whole situation was putting you under a lot of stress. How could it not when you were watching the kids around you die? And on top of that, all of this was going on with your boyfriend there. What if he got caught up in it and was killed in front of you as Leon, Mondo, and Celeste had?
♡ You woke up one night, horrified. The bad thoughts that were nearly impossible to stop had appeared and you knew you couldn’t get through them alone. 
♡ You nervously opened your door and peaked out, shaking as you did so. Who knew who could be waiting quietly in the hallway planning your demise? You hesitate for another moment and begin running down the hall. You were just about to turn the corner and run to your boyfriend’s room, when a figure bumped into you. 
♡ It was all over. You were already pushed onto the floor and at any moment, you would watch helplessly as the person climbed on top of you so that you couldn’t get away and feel the sharp, excruciating pain of the murder weapon your killer chose against your skin. A tear dripped down your face and all you could do was put your hands over your eyes and await a painful death.
♡ “Y/N! Please don’t cry, sweetheart! It’s just me!” 
♡ “Makoto?!” You cried. 
♡ “Everything's okay! Just calm down and breathe.” 
♡ You and Makoto sat against the wall. He took deep breaths next to you, while waiting for you to calm down, smiling when you finally started breathing deeply along with him. 
♡ “Good job.” He said. “Is everything okay now? Can I hug you?” He asked you quietly. 
♡ You pause, not entirely sure of how to answer, and finally, nodded. Makoto hugs you tightly on the hallway floor. 
♡ “I don’t care who I have to protect you from. No one's going to hurt you so long as I’m alive.”
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solarsleepless · 3 years
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what r max's stims? :)
SHSHJSHJSJSJSHJSH
okAY yes i have many thoughts abt adhd max i am vibrating rn
okay so first of all theres the average well known "flappy hands"
but she really likes it when she has sweaters with longer sleeves because then she can just flap them around
leg bounce leg bounce leg bounce
cracking her knuckles. she does this SO often its unreal
she doesnt have many vocal stims but she goes "ba ba ba" or just humming and singing sometimes
also running her hand on the bottom of her skateboard, and/or rolling the wheels
just being on her skateboard and swaying is a huge stim
chewing her shirt lmao
im also gonna say that she also stims by pressing on buttons and other stuff in the arcade. its just Nice To Do
also stims by kicking off of the ground on her skateboard. very nice
well this is gonna turn into adhd max rant get ready
she had adhd combined (like yours truly) and finds it hard to concentrate in class
she totally hyperfixated on video games at some point
and comics probably
and skateboarding too
she is a VERY picky eater. like she could barely eat stuff in california, so when she moves to hawkins it only gets worse
sensory issues my abhorreeed
can't stand too-loud noises (b!lly of course knows this and turns up music in his car so that he can't even hear himself)
that being said she cant STAND the silence and always needs background noise (she and el bond over liking white noise from tv)
SHE LOVES TANGLERS SO MUCH
goes nonverbal sometimes because of the fear that if she says anything itll just make things worse. the party + steve is very concerned at first, then learn to live with it
WHISTLE STIM WHISTLE STIM WHISTLE
she has so many weighted blankets. she couldnt actually use them much because it was too hot in cali but then in hawkins she used them all the time
SPINNY CHAIR SPINNY CHAIR
undiagnosed
loves fluffy jumpers. she never really used or felt them earlier because of the hotness of california but when she was cold and lucas lent her his fluffy jumper...
well let's just say he didn't get it back
rubbing her hand over lucas's knuckles :)
i know i've already said singing stim but just imagine her singing 'material girl' or 'old time rock and roll'
echolalia! only sometimes tho
like erica will go "hey max me and lukie are gonna make a cake wanna help?" "cake?" "cake" "cake!" "cake!" "cake"
also the sinclair family is so accepting. they're confused but they just accept max and thats okay
once the party started looking up what adhd was, max brought it up once and immediately they all went 'that's only for little boys'
(which is bullshit obvs)
remember that sleepover scene where max is dancing? yeah that but its a stim
the party + the teens have a running joke of max being moth because she stares at lights so much. visual stim
she scratches as a(n unhealthy) stim but it gets worse after billy's death
hates it when people shout, usually goes nonverbal if it's directed at her
jumps when she's happy!!
you know how she just wears basic and unlayered clothes? yeah she chooses them on purpose because tight stuff feels Bad
she hates labels with her entire being
she seems like the kind of gal to bite her nails
also adopted dustin's "grrr" as a stim
"hey max- grrr" "...what was that?" "...grrr" "could you teach me how to do that" ".. o k a y ?"
will and max (i hc will as autistic) both have lil stimming sessions! they just notice the other stimming and join in, just leaving them laughing at the end!
lucas is super understanding of her stims
he learnt to recognize when she's understimulated and gives her fidget toys!! and if he doesnt have any then he'll just straight up grab her hand and start rubbing his fingers against the knuckles
i'd like to say:
*SLAPS ROOF OF MAX MAYFIELD* THIS BITCH CAN HOLD SO MUCH RSD
she wasnt doing so good in the first place
thinking stuff like
"maybe if i wasnt born then my parents wouldn't have divorced"
and stuff like that
(billy intentionally makes it worse because of course he does)
but then it gets so. much. worse.
you know mike said "because you're annoying" in s2?
YOU CAN BET THAT TRIGGERED HER RSD SO HARD
and also when el just walked past her in s2? yeah well
that didn't go off well with her rsd either
lucas has to reassure her that she's not a mistake, she's not annoying, he doesn't secretly hate her, etc etc
he doesnt think he'll ever forgive mike for triggering her rsd so badly
this has so many hurt/comfort possibilities in fic holy fuck-
lucas immediately shuts down her deprecating comments
like IMMEDIATELY
he wont stand for that shit
he is glaring so badly at anyone who triggers max's rsd
unless it's someone they love (like erica) who doesn't actually know what they did wrong and want to make up for it
once erica activated her rsd by accident
just with a lil lighthearted comment
"ugh i hope you arent as annoying as lukey's little friends on the walkie talkie"
once erica finds out abt what she did she feels SO bad. babey
she does everything she can to make up for it
apologizes properly when they're both brushing the barbie's hair
she finds out max stims by brushing barbie's hair when max has to look after once
so when she can see max is understimulated she'll just toss a barbie and a hairbrush her way
also likes max's echolalia (can you hear that? its the sound of max's euphoria boosting)
erica learns to lower her voice around max
max can't watch anything without subtitles btw
she just cannot
she'll watch it and cause she's smart she'll figure out what's going on
but often has to turn to lucas and go "whats going on???"
she loves the feeling of snow thru her gloves
maybe its the cold but still. very Nice
uhh i have more but i cant be bothered also this is too long already
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