#i am. rediscovering why i didn't want an art job. why i've been so against having an art career my whole life
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small vent art thing below the cut. just getting thoughts out
#vent#vent post#negative#personal#i am. rediscovering why i didn't want an art job. why i've been so against having an art career my whole life#i don't remember how to draw just for funsies#there are images in my brain. until i sit down to draw them. then they disappear#and if they do stay i avoid doing them because well. if it's for fun and it's not perfect what's the point?#my numbers on my socials have suddenly started to sharply drop. which is scary when this is the only way i can earn money#so i have to work more. work harder. if i put out more that will even things out right?#but i need to rest. there's nothing urgent for me to do right now anyways. i should draw because i want to#but i don't know how#if anybody does get this far and wants to help out. do you have any drawing prompts just for fun#don't feel obligated to send any i'm just wondering if it'd be easier if it came from someone else. it might not be#i might still have to fistfight myself into drawing something for fun. so no pressure to send any. this is my problem#god. even this doodle shit comic had me going 'hm doesn't look rebloggable enough. start over.'
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