#i can only respond to irl's because i know i'll see them tomorrow. that's the only thing that sometimes keeps me responding to them

[hazmatazz]

the worst part of my depression/adhd/whatever is that i love my friends so so much and i want them to be happy but i'm just so tired and anxious and avoidant all the time so i literally cannot respond to Any of them. hell it might not even be my neurodivergency, i had literally One Friend growing up and maybe it's still habit that i can only keep up with one. and i always feel so fucking sad and guilty seeing so many notifications on discord because i love talking to these people, it's just really, really, really hard for me and i'm just so. frustrated

[someone1348]

HAPPY LATE BIRTHDAY TUBBO!

And a Happy Holidays friends! I hope you enjoy this amazing Tubbo special!

I know there are still a lot of fics to do but! I am on break finally for a month so they will be posted as soon as I can get them out :]

For now enjoy this wholesome Birthday special for our favorite bee boy!

Also THANK YOU FOR 200 OMG! this is amazing I hope all of you are doing good because you truly deserve it! Treat yourselves, take care of yourselves and remember that you are so loved and appreciated no matter what! /p /gen /pos

People in this: Lee!Tubbo, Ler!Tommy and Ler!Ranboo

((PLATONIC ONLYYYYY!!))

Tw: It talks about slipping into a lee mind space Idk if that makes anyone uncomfortable so I'm adding a warning just in case, other than that none this is very wholesome!

this is an Irl Fic! Im so excited! Hehe enjoy everyone!!

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A Birthday Surprise

"THANK YOU UNIVERSE!!" Tubbo beamed screaming to the outside world from his window. While Ranboo was out of the house he texted Tubbo saying that something went wrong with his passport so he will be staying in the UK for a bit longer than originally planned.

Tubbo was ecstatic! Not only was Ranboo staying longer he would still be here for his birthday and new years!

They were gonna spend His birthday together!! And New Yearss!! He jumped around happily giggling after replying back in a cool way.

"HE'S STAYINGG!!!!!" As much as he would deny it on stream as a joke he really enjoyed Ranboo's company and honestly didn't want him to go.

'Dude just move here already!'

(2:15 pm)

Tubbo texted back as well before laying down with a smile placing the phone on his chest, Things were truly looking up Tubbo!

'Pfft! I wish! I'll be home soon, Prepare a feast for my arrival! Your platonic husband has returned!'

(2:20 pm)

"Dork"

*A Few day's later right before Tubbo's big day!*

"I have a surprise for your birthday tomorrow" there was a slight teasy tone in his voice but it was barely heard by the sleepy state the other was in

"Dude it's almost midnight let me sleep" Tubbo joking in his sleepy state as Ranboo evily laughed

Tubbo knew that laugh anywhere and his body responded fast 'oh no come on no! Not before my birthday!' Tubbo manged to stop it before falling asleep, but wether he felt it or not this small interaction was gonna cause a lee mood to break any second Tommrow,

Just as Ranboo planned.

Ranboo had stayed up a bit later than normal decorating the house for the big day today. He had been cooking breakfast for the birthday boy when he woke from his slumber.

Running his hands through his hair Tubbo smiled, he was officially 18! This was so cool! But also crazy, oh well!

He was stretching before the sound of Ranboo's laugh repeated in his head. The stretch cutting short as the butterflies erupted in his stomach he covered his stomach out of natrual reaction.

"Well this was just perfect" he mumbled to himself trying to contain some giggles that wanted to come out of his mouth

It's been a while since he's had a lee mood especially one this bad but of course of all days! He wasn’t really complaining but it was definitely going to make it hard to focus.

Getting ready to face the day and Ranboo, he took a deep breath before peeking his head out of the doorway

The smell of food walked him over to the kitchen, "Smells great bossman! Thank you!"

"Anytime Birthday boy! Do you like the decorations?" Ranboo pointed with his spatula as Tubbo spun around to see all of the amazing work his friend had done for him.

"You're so kind, they are amazing! Thank you Ranboo!" His voiced softened, it was genuine. He couldn't be more happy that Ranboo was able to stay and for everything and everyone he had met along the way.

"How does it feel to be an adult now" The taller joked as Tubbo rolled his eyes smiling "It doesn't feel that different yet"

"I see, here breakfast is ready, grab a plate"

"You're not gonna surve the birthday boy Ranboo, poor host men ship my friend" Tubbo joked as Ranboo turned off the stove chasing him around the house

"AH!" Ranboo swiftly picked him up with ease placing him in one of the seats by the counter getting him a plate the said birthday boy smiled thanking him for the food and everything else.

"You're welcome buddy, eat up!"

Tubbo almost forgot about his lee mood before he got chased, he ate but gave Ranboo confused stares every now and again while he wasn’t looking

'Why didn't he tickle me? When he caught me, he always does that, why am I thinking these things, gah lee moods are so confusing!' He giggled in his mind as it raced with tickly thoughts, he was snapped back to reality when Ranboo asked him a question.

"Are you excited for your party today?! Wellll it's just me and Tommy but still a party non the less"

"Hmm yeah! I'm excited, honestly that's all I really want, not to many people, it works nicely for me"

"Exactly" Ranboo smiled at him

"W-what?"

Ranboo continued to smile at him

"What, quit looking at me like that!" He held the giggles in but man was it hard, this was going to be a long day

Ranboo "went to the bathroom" to text Tommy

'Step one complete, man I can't wait!'

(10:30 am)

'LETS GOOO!! we gotta wait a bit but damm will the reward be so worth it!'

(10:32 am)

'See you soon!'

(10:33 am)

'See ya!'

(10:33 am)

A couple days ago when Ranboo was out with Tommy for a vlog, the day he texted Tubbo the news, he and the blonde had made a plan to put Tubbo in the biggest lee mood ever for his birthday.

For two reasons, one because he hasn't had one in a while and two because its his birthday! He deserves to feel all the happiness in the world and what's better then giving their favorite bee boy some well deserved happiness through some tickles!

It made sense to the Alluim Duo! So that's exactly what they did!

It was around 6ish when Tommy came over to celebrate, The rest of the day was taken up by Ranboo and Tubbo playing games and having fun adventures and calling some of Tubbo's friends and Family before Tommy arrived, it was turning out to be the best birthday ever, except for this dang lee mood that wouldn't go away!

Through some of the adventures Ranboo would use the voice then act like nothing happened, or use similar words or actions, he patted the smallers knee for example like it was just another day, it was driving him insane but in a way that he didn't truly mind all that much he just really wanted to be tickled it was so hard to focus on anything else!

"AYEEE THERE HE IS BIG T!" Tommy hugged his best friend with a smile as Tubbo returned the hug Tommy gently and quickly squeezed his shoulder the boy wanted to squeak but kept it in, oh no

"How's our favorite bee boy doing on his birthday!?"

Leave it to Tommy to be the hype man

"Im good! It's been great!, I'm so glad you could make it!"

Tommy hugged Ranboo after shutting the door and taking off his coat

"How are you my friend?!"

"Good good"

"Excellent!"

It was nice, everything Tubbo wanted, his two best friends, no streams or cameras in their faces, just the three of them and a very special day!

"Come on big man let's party!"

They ate pizza, drank soda and played games for hours!

"COME ON THAT'S SO CHEATING! HACKS I SAY!" Tommy complained throwing his controller down lightly

"look who's at the top of the rotation~" Ranboo said with sass as Tubbo put his hands in the middle of them

"Boys please!" Tubbo laughed

"YOU THINK THAT'S FUNNY TUBS?" Tommy Joked

"Well I-" He nervously giggled before being tackled to the couch then let back as if nothing happened

Everyone heading back to the game to start a new round Tubbo bounced his leg in his seat, he couldn't take this for much longer

Ranboo was laughing because his character fell in game

"Why did that Tickle you so hard mate!"

Ranboo shrugged "It was funny"

'I can't do this, Tommy whyyy' His leg bounced faster as Tommy smirked at him

"Something wrong big man?"

"Yeah whats up Tubbo?"

"No, Nothing! Everything is fine!"

"You sure you don't wanna get Tickled?"

"What?!"

"I said are you sure you don't want another round?" Ranboo patted his shoulder gently "we can stop playing if you want?"

"No no it's fine"

'What is happening!?!'

"I know a better game we could play!"

"What is it Boo?"

Now Ranboo's calm and gentle smile turned into a sly and evil smirk

"Don't get caught by the tickle monsters~" With wiggling fingers aimed at him Tommy smirked evilly laughed as well "Better run bee boy, Unless you want to be captured right away" he joined Ranboo's wiggling fingers as Tubbo made a dash for it.

His face bright red from embarrassment and having to hold it all back all day he giggled to his hearts content as the two chased after him around the house

"Oh Tubboo~"

"EE!"

"Come here Tubs!"

"LEheHeheave Me Alohohone!"

"Giggling already big man"

"We're gonna getcha'!~"

His giggles continued as he desperately tried to open a locked door

"No no come on! Please- AH!" He was cut off by Ranboo lifting him by his middle

"I GOT HIM TOMMY!"

"GREAT WORK!"

"Lehehet me gohoho!"

Tommy's smirk grew as he wiggled his fingers at him once more causing the smaller to squeak before Tommy grabbed his legs

"To the couch!"

The two moved their best friend to the couch Ranboo kept hold of him from behind keeping the boys arms up while Tommy straddled his waist.

"You ready Tubbo?"

"3,,,2,,,-"

"Just do it! Please!!"

"As you wish, Tickletickletickletickle!" Tommy giggled immediately digging into his sides as Ranboo soon after joined to tickle under his arms dragging his nails down his arms in the process which left the birthday boy kicking his legs out behind the two.

"AHAHAHA! RAHaAhAnBOo! ToHOHomMY! PLEHEHEeaSe!!"

"Aww what's wrong big man? Is it Tickle Tickle Ticklish! Hmmm? Tickle tickle tickleee Tubbo~" The blonde wiggled his tickly fingers up to his ribs making sure to count the spaces in between each bone

"THOhOMmY! EE! RahAHanbOO!" Ranboo had moved to tickle all over his neck and around the back of his ears

"Does it tickle Tubbo?~" He blew air into his ear after asking as Tubbo scrunched his head more into his shoulder nodding frantically

"IhIhIhit Tihihickles!"

"Good I'm so glad it does Tubs" Tommy smiled

"Do you want me to tickle that one spot Tubs? Or not today?"

There was a certain spot on Tubbo's back that if he was tickled there for a bit he would fully slip into a joyful tickle lee headspace to say the least, Tommy always asked before going there because at most times he was scared to go fully lee mode but he wanted to more than anything today.

"Doho it!"

Tommy smiled brightly, "Here we go Tubbo" Tommy brought his nails underneath Tubbo's sleeping shirt tickling his back

"ToHOhoMmY!!"

"You're safe Tubbo, embrace the giggles my friend"

"We've got you Tubbo" Ranboo added as Tubbo giggled and giggled until his mind was nothing but the thought of how ticklish it felt

"HEHEHE!"

"There we go! Tickle tickle Tubbo~"

The two lers smiled brightly at him as Tommy moved his hands around to tickle and scribble all over his stomach

"TOHOHOMMY!"

Tommy giggled before taking a breath in blowing a huge raspberry in the center of his stomach

"EEE! NAHAHAHAAHA!! PLEHEHEEASE!"

Tommy laughed along with him, stopping and rubbing away the ghost tickles as Ranboo ran his fingers through his hair to relax him.

"Happy Birthday Tubbo!"

"Did you like the surprise?"

"Yohohou plahahaned thihis?"

"Yep!" The two said in sync as Tubbo relaxed his head on Ranboo's chest

"Ehevill" He joked smiling brightly

As Tubbo regained strength and energy he opened the rest of his gifts thanking and hugging the two before him

"Get in here big man!" Tommy took a selfie of the three of them

"Send that to the group chat!"

"On it!"

"Happy Birthday Tubbo" They pulled him into a group hug smiling brightly at each other as a Disney movie played softly in the background.

'Best Birthday ever'

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I hope you all enjoyedd! Thank you again for 200! I hope everyone has a happy holidays whatever you may celebrate I hope you enjoy it! Treat yourselves, take care of yourselves and have a great day today you amazing human being!

-K <3

[woolieshubris]

Aquarium Date Fic !! Kagehina, but kag!asd. Kageyama pov. 2k words, oneshot. Tw : Sensory Overload! (it's present throughout the whole fic) Made partially for @spixi and partially so i could prove to myself that i can If there's a typo no there isnt <3 If you are an IRL this post doesn't exist <3

I typed out my message and pressed send, throwing my phone onto my bed.

Maybe I should go grab a snack or something... I think to myself, when I suddenly hear my phone buzzing against my pillow, and I dive to grab it. He replied to my message. That was fast.

Me : Hey we should go to the aquarium tomorrow.

Hinata : Okay :D sounds good 2 me!

Quickly, with my face quickly going beet red, I drop my phone and go to the kitchen to grab something to stuff my face with. I'm shaking, but as long as I walk quietly, I doubt my family will notice I'm even out of my room.

How should I reply? A thumbs up might be good, but it might be too cold. Any other reply is probably too much... Whatever. I'll go with the thumbs up.

I head back into my room and pick up my phone, typing a thumbs up emoji before covering my face again.

F/ck, I need to come up with something to wear, don't I..?

---

I arrive at the train station, feeling like I probably packed too much. I brought a backpack with an extra phone battery, 2 charging cables, (because Hinata has an apple phone,) and a bunch of snacks, as well as a water bottle.

Did I put on deodorant today??? I can't tell... If so, I'm probably already sweating through it. I start to feel sick to my stomach, but I don't have time to finish that thought when I spot Hinata walking in from a distance. He seems to be wearing basketball shorts and a t-shirt, and suddenly I feel overdressed in my jeans.

"Hey! Don't worry, I already bought my train ticket. You ready to go?" He asked while walking up to me. He didn't bring as much as a backpack, and I'm suddenly relieved that I brought so much.

"Yeah. It's coming in 2 minutes. I half expected you to be late." I stated, before realizing what I said. Sh/t! That was rude, wasn't it? I have to be nicer. Ugh. Hinata punctures my worries with a laugh.

"I'm not late that often, am I?" He states. This makes me feel a little worse about my comment.

"Hm. Just often enough." I state, carefully picking my words. I can't backtrack now, but I can try to redirect my speech to seem less biting.

"You only say I'm late because of last time!" He keeps laughing, keeping the mood light. I wish I could speak as easily as him.

"And possibly the time before that?" I reply. This is probably what he wants me to say.

"Shhhhh. What matters is I got here on time AND I have my ticket ready. Don't worry, I also brought enough for the aquarium ticket too!" He states, smiling. His smile is adorable, almost cute enough to distract me from what he just said.

"Oh, I was planning on paying for that." I reply without thinking.

"Ehh? Do you owe me or something? Should I be asking you for money?"

"No, no. I just thought...?" I'm really confused now. I was the one who asked HIM out, right? He knows how these things usually go, right? Maybe he just doesn't know...

"By the way, where are the others? I thought they would have arrived by now."

The... others? What others? The team??? This is a date, right? Wait...

I DIDN'T TELL HIM. I DIDN'T TELL HIM THAT THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A DATE. F/CK.

"I didn't invite them." I respond, my subconscious taking care of what my brain is trying to catch up to.

"You really find them that annoying? I know Tsukki and Yamaguchi can be a bit much sometimes but...?" Confusion flashes across Hinata's face.

"I just wanted to hang out with you. Is that a crime?" I answered before my brain could filter out that last comment. It would be useful in getting him to stop pushing, but it's far too rude for a date. Not that Hinata knows that last part anyway. I wish I could take my words back.

"You should be honored that I said yes in the first place." Hinata teases, my face turning red.

If only he knew what he said yes to.

---

Hinata and I managed to keep from fighting on the 30 minute train ride, which was a feat in and of itself.

I can't ruin this date.

"Hey, Kageyama? It looks like there is a student discount, and it also seems like there is a discount for groups. What do you think would be cheaper?" Hinata elbowed me, bringing me back into focus. I look up. He and I are both equally sh/t at math.

"Uh... Let's do the group discount? I'll pay for it. You can pay me back later." As if I'd let him do that. Hinata bought my excuse though.

"Okay! I can buy you lunch or something." He quickly walked up to the desk, and I followed him. "Can we have 2 tickets?"

Wait. Wasn't I supposed to buy them? If I was the one paying, aren't I supposed to ask? Is Hinata planning on paying???

"Oh, sorry, He'll be paying!" Hinata stated, gesturing towards me.

"Yes. Here's the cash." I quickly press down the bills that were almost getting damp from stress. I had already looked online at ticket prices, and made sure to set aside the perfect amount of money for two tickets in my pockets.

"Great! Let's head inside!" Hinata grabs the tickets, holding mine for me. We go up to the metal detector and I get my bag checked. Hinata, possibly because he has my ticket, or possibly out of kindness, waits for me.

"Can you hand me my ticket real quick?" I ask, throwing my bag back onto my shoulder.

"Sure, let's go in." We walk into the main lobby area, waiting to get our tickets checked. The aquarium is beautiful, and oh so huge. The high ceilings, and smell of saltwater, the giant whale sculpture that I can only assume is life size, and the concrete flooring, these things that on a glance are grand, start to give me a pit in my stomach.

"Kageyama! Come on!"

I look at the horizon line, and recenter myself. A quick yet deep breath and I'm ready to go. I walk up, and turn in my ticket in order to get a wristband.

"Kageyama?" Hinata states, causing me to look over at him. "Can you help me put this on? I can never do it by myself." He holds up the paper slip.

"Yeah, sure." I say without thinking. I wrap it around his wrist.

"Hey, make sure not to make it too tight. They are a pain to get off if you don't give them enough breathing room." I nod my head, and make sure to give him a gap.

"There you go." I let go of his arm, realizing just then how warm my hand is. I can feel my face getting warm too.

"Okay, let me do you now." He quickly fits the bracelet to my arm. "It's perfect! Let's go inside. I wanna see this penguin exhibit that I've been hearing so much about. I keep seeing ads for it and I've wanted to see it forever-"

Hinata kept talking. I don't think he ever stopped talking. It's nice though. It makes it easier to not focus on the huge building, or the shifting lighting, or the crowds, or the ambient music that made the hairs on the back of my neck stand on end. Yup. I'm not focusing on any of that. Not. At. All.

My feet keep walking, despite my worrying. Hinata eventually slows, stopping before the largest piece of glass I've ever seen in my entire life. A giant tank filled with fish. The glass is taller than my house, longer than 3 busses, and blue and endless enough to make my heart stop in my chest.

F/ck.

Hinata turns around, and finds a bench to sit on, patting the seat next to him, while staring into the blue void. You feel like you have to bow down to its majesty. It is terrifyingly blue, terrifyingly enormous. I have never feared the ocean before, but I fear it in this very moment. A spotted whale shark swims past, paying no attention to the many people standing right against the glass.

"I could sit here forever." Hinata practically whispers. The giant tank orders your complete and utter silence. Even amongst a giant crowd, even with the littlest of children, everyone is quiet. The large speakers playing calming bass tones over the crowd of people, barely vibrating the floor.

"Hm. Me too." I reply. I could sit here forever, I feel like I already have sat here for infinity. Like its presence is something I could never escape. The pit in my stomach grows further. I break eye contact with the tank, reaching in my backpack. The zipper can barely be heard over the ambient noise of people shuffling. Was there always that sound? I bend down to look in my backpack. What was I going to get?

"Do you want a snack? I brought some granola bars." I state as I feel Hinata's eyes looking down at me.

"Actually, that sounds really good right now. I was just thinking about food." He states, bringing his head down to meet mine. I rustle around in my bag, and grab out a bar. It is barely bent. Passing it to him over my shoulder, he grabs it and unwraps it, sitting on the bench with his legs crossed.

"Sooo, what exhibit did you want to see?" He asks, taking a bite after.

"What do you mean?" I reply, choking down the pit in my stomach.

"Like... you invited me out here. So, what was it that you wanted to see?" He takes another bite.

"Uh. I just like fish, I guess." I look over at the tank, trying to avoid his gaze. I doubt he'll buy it, but it doesn't really matter.

"Me too! Let's go into the jellyfish room next? I can see the entrance to the penguins here and it looks packed. Explains why it's so much emptier here." He set his feet back on the ground and stood up, waiting for me to join him.

I leaned back down to zip up my bag, and we walked through a doorway into a smaller, darker room. Blacklights lit up the moon jellies as they calmly glided across the tank. Hinata seemed to drift off, but I didn't mind. It would probably be a good idea to be apart for a bit. I could calm down and collect myself quickly.

I walk up to the tiny seahorse exhibit, and look into the tank. I can't see them at all... I thought, when suddenly, I felt my forehead bump up against the glass.

How did I get close enough to bump up against it?

I go to look for a wall to lean up against. Leaning against something should help keep the pit down. I do a quick glance around the room. There are no walls. Only glass, and only fish. I hate fish.

Taking yet another deep and quick breath, I go back to meet up with Hinata. He was looking at a different kind of seahorse.

"Okay, I think I'm ready to go to the next section now." Hinata said, glancing away from the fish and over to the exit door. I nodded, and lightened up the scowl that was forming on my face. I didn't even notice it was happening until I felt my eyebrows aching from the effort. I just hope he didn’t notice.

The exit of the jellyfish room led to a balcony overlooking a lower floor. This must be the back of the aquarium. Below us there seemed to be a small cafe overlooking the sea.

"Here, let's go get some food! I can pay you back for the ticket that way." Hinata pulled my arm over to the down escalator. I step on right after him, and look down at the cafe.

It was very large, and honestly reminded me more of a cafeteria than a cafe, with lots of seating. After we reach the end of the escalator, he walked over to stand in line and stare at the menu. Looking for a good seat, I grab one right by the large window facing the water and set down my bag. I pull out the small amounts of snacks I've already brought to claim the seat and go over to Hinata.

"Hey, so I'm thinking about getting a sandwich. What do you want?" He stood, facing the menu.

"Honestly, just get me whatever you think I'd like." I state. I can't focus on the menu right now; I just don't have the energy to.

"Hmmm... Okay!" Hinata walks up to the register, while I go back to our seats. I'll probably regret that choice very soon, but I have backup food anyways, and I'm sure he'll eat whatever I don't, so it's not like the food will be wasted.

---

What the hell did he order??

I look at my plate, not quite understanding what the dish is even supposed to be.

"You said to get you whatever." He said with a smile, taking a bite of his sandwich right after.

"Whatever I might LIKE. What even is this?" I poked my dish with a spork, and it seemed to swallow it whole.

"No idea. I just pointed at the dish in the buffet." He shrugged. "I thought it might be funny, but it's less funny than I hoped. I expected more of a reaction." He looked up with the last sentence, making eye contact with me, which I broke a moment after.

"Sorry."

"Sorry? What are you saying sorry for? Since when did you say sorry anyways?" There was slight worry behind his voice, though it was hard to tell through his wide grin. To avoid answering, I quickly shove the food in my face. It's not great, but it's not really all that bad either. It's a little cold from sitting out.

"It's.... good." I say with a stuffed face. This causes him to start laughing again.

"You look super angry! That's the sort of reaction I was expecting." When did I even start scowling again? When I took a bite of the food, probably.

"You try it." I say, stealing a chip from his bag.

"I was the one who bought it anyway. I was half expecting you to make me eat it." Am I really that predictable? He took a bite, and made a variety of expressions, before settling on confusion.

"I wouldn't call it good. Maybe okay? It's definitely at least okay." He nodded to himself, taking a sip of water after.

"So, where to after this?" I ask.

---

We ended up on the train home while the sun was setting. It's almost to our stop. It felt so short, but we ended up hanging out for 5 hours. I almost forgot that I wanted it to be a date. I had to give up on that a while ago.

"Hey, we have to get off soon, get ready." I say, tapping his knee.

"Hm? Oh." He wakes up, blinking a few times and leaning forwards in his seat. He glances out the window.

The train stops, and we walk off onto the station platform.

"See you at practice tomorrow!" He says with a large smile, walking backwards towards the exit.

"See you." I reply, gripping the shoulder straps of my bag. I looked down

"I had a nice time on our date!" and with the last word, he turned around, running out of the station.

My head immediately turned upwards to where he was, as I feel my blood starting to rush to my face.

He... HE KNEW?!?

[somekindofflowergirl]

Ao3 Fic Meme

Tagged by @mearcatsreturns. Thank you!

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

33!

2. What is your total AO3 word count?

331,479. Unlike A, I am that verbose, lol. Working on it? Maybe? And no, I don't talk much IRL.

3. How many fandoms have you written for and what are they?

On Ao3:

ER (19)

Timeless (13)

Shadow and Bone (1)

My Timeless fics are also cross-posted on ff.net and I have two old HP fics on there as well.

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

All Timeless/Garcy

Q & A (Complete)

We'll Find Each Other (Complete)

Resting Murder Face (One-shot)

Gentle? (One-shot)

Three Minutes to Save the World (Technically not complete, but where I left it was still a good stopping point and the you-know-what pretty much assured I won't take it further.)

5. Do you respond to comments, why or why not?

I do. Lately I haven't been keeping up with it because real life has been...eventful...but I will eventually get back to it.

6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending?

This is a toss-up between Here Without You and Can You Hear Me Now (or Am I Lost)?, which are both ER Luka/Abby one-shots and canon-compliant, hence the angsty endings. I don't end on angst when I'm fully steering the ship, however much I might drag the characters through it beforehand. (Though how I avoided angsty-endings to any of my Garcy fics, I don't know. Probably pure spite.)

7. Do you write crossovers?

I never have. The closest I've come to doing it is a fusion rather than a true crossover.

8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?

No hate. One or two less than impressed reviews from readers who just weren't the right audience for the fic.

9. Do you write smut? If you do, what kind of smut do you write?

A leeeetle bit. I dip my toe in occasionally. So, mostly fade to black and non-explicit description.

10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Not to my knowledge. (But let me know if you see one elsewhere!)

11. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

Yep! Amber and I with our currently-on-hiatus-but-we-WILL-finish-it-someday-DAMN-it We Part Only to Meet Again. I don't know that I could co-write with anyone else! But Amber and I think very similarly and are often mistaken for each other, so it works!

12. What’s your all-time favorite ship?

All-time favorite is such a hard question! I guess that would have to be one I haven't written for, because I feel like all my ships ever come back to it in some way: Anne and Gilbert from the AoGG series. I see them in pretty much any ship I've ever loved.

13. What was the first fandom you wrote for?

The first I ever published for was HP. I wrote some stuff that I never finished or posted for Bones and Gilmore Girls. And Nancy Drew, if we're going way, way, way back to when I was a kid and didn't even know fic or fandom existed.

14. What’s your favorite fic you’ve written?

Too hard, argh. (I am terrible at choosing favorites, if you couldn't tell.) Ask me tomorrow and I'll probably give different answers. But Q & A for Timeless because it was fueled by self-indulgence and spite but apparently that works for me because I love the end result. Also, Resting Murder Face because it was so fun to write that I cackled the entire time. For ER, it SO depends on my mood, but I am particularly proud of my WIP County General's Lonely Hearts Club because I love leaning into friendships the show never explored.

Tagging (but absolutely NO pressure) @cinelitchick, @drlucypreston, @pixievixen, @docjen and anyone who would like to participate.