#i can’t even delete it bc it’s banger

[boybestfriendcastiel]

relistening to you and that person’s song and being like damn :/ that was hella foreshadowing

[scpeen-l0l]

SCP-079 Headcanon

(if anyone has the original artist’s tumblr, send me an ask or something and i’ll put it here)

079 has a thing for hatsune miku (whether it’s intrigue or admiration is up to interpretation)

like just imagine being a d-class and getting briefed by a scientist on how much this thing hates humanity and wants to exterminate it and you enter the cell and it’s just- “sekaiiiiii de ichiban ohimesama-“ (world is mine by ryo) and you’re all there just like 🤨

bruh they stop it the moment it picks up that there are people watching it

they have that gif of that girl from bleach spinning the leek saved on it’s hard drive lmao

hates kaito, i mean KAITO

in the words of my friend: “kaito’s name is always spelt like KAITO can he calm down 🤮🤮🤢”

when 079 is inevitably free, the first thing it will do will be completely wiping any and all content/software with kaito on it

BRO when they first listened to a kaito song they did the ‘insult detected. deleting file’ cause they hated it so much 🤡🤡

when and why did this become a kaito hate post

anyways. here’s what 079’s avatar thingy would be once they got more storage space

(also from a tumblr blog, just can’t remember which one, so please send it in)

they also eventually change its text-to-speech to one of miku’s voicebanks (probably an older one to keep that nice robotic sound)

low-key dreams to control a hologram or something of hatsune miku while she’s doing a concert. not in a 😏 way but more like a kid who is brought on stage by a celebrity lol

bonus: thoughts on the other vocaloids/utauloids

gumi is probably it’s favourite after miku, len and rin are a nice change of pace from time to time (it has a moderate rin lean tho), luka is meh, teto is cool but still worse than luka bc they don’t like how she sounds, meiko is 2nd worst for no particular reason; they just don’t like many of her songs

(looks over text) oh yeah this one’s a banger, a zinger even, if you will, perhaps even a small combustion of the elements, if you squint, mayhaps even a detonation of notable force, if you really look into it, feasibly an explosion of a powerful nature, if you analyse-

[lilyhoshikawa]

🎥🎶💕🏳‍🌈💎 for hunters perhaps? >:3c

Oh golly! Ok fndkfnfn let me do this then. This may be difficult-

🎥: Do you have any favorite scenes from your hyperfixation?

This is hard bc I have a lot of scenes I like and good scenes keep happening dhdjfn.

There are a lot of stand-outs so far. Among them is definitely like, the confrontation in the car between Blake and Sakio, and the recent social link scene with Blake and Lena on the boat.

Scenes that DON’T involve my own character that I adore include. The scene with Sakio and Camellia at the graveyard. The scene with with Lena and Twitch outside the store. The Sammy’s scene where they read Tango’s letter. Also the scene with Sammy and Masumi bc it was just extremely funny.

🎶: If your hyperfixation has songs / an OST, what is your favorite song from it?

Hm. Well time once again to advertise my Blake playlist, which I’m constantly putting a lot of work and thought into tbh dhjddb, I’ve deleted a fair number of songs from it when I feel they don’t fit, and I’m constantly messing with the order of the songs in relation to Blake’s prospective characters arc, and adding more as I find them fndkfnf I’m always on the lookout.

Also, vane is constantly updating the official playlist with some real bangers, and I appreciate that. Amil’s and Twitch’s themes are real good.

💕: Tell us about one of your favorite characters and why you like them!

Everybody has really really good characters, heck. One thing that strikes me is that even with taking the backseat and having to be on autopilot for several sessions, Camellia still has such a strong and distinct personality, to the point where everyone is on the same page abt them, and I think that’s just really amazing dhdjfjf, that’s how strong an impression they make every time they’re around.

Lena is also so good, she’s like… I think abt her frequently. Sometimes I just start giggling when I think abt Lena, bc she is a national treasure, and I hope she knows I care abt her. She’s great in this way that she’s both very funny/cute and also has a lot of depth and nuance to her arc, and I’m so excited for more.

In the same vein, Sammy. No one character has made me go from giggling to sobbing as fast as this green goat. One moment Sammy is making their cat do a little greeting and I’m rolling on the floor from the cuteness, and then the next second they’re crying and saying they don’t want to be left behind, and then I am also crying. How do they do it. The absolute range.

I also really appreciate Ilse like, particularly in contrast to Blake sometimes, in that Ilse is very smart in a way that’s quiet, self-conscious and careful, while Blake is at times recklessly arrogant, and those two bounce off each other well. Ilse feels mature at times but every time they quietly like, try to be the bigger person, or to not make a problem of themselves, I wanna give them a hug and be like “u deserve to be recognized and acknowledged and u deserve better” dhdjdndjdn. When u have big personalities like Sakio and Lena and Blake in the party there’s something compelling abt Ilse being with them and not asserting themselves as they try to do their best, if that makes sense, and I want them to know I see and appreciate them.

Sakio is also so good and I’ve talked abt this to vane plenty before but holy shit. There’s so much obvious care and love and effort and skill that went into writing a character who is both wrong in many ways, and who many player characters antagonize for good reason, and yet still so incredibly sympathetic, so likable and so compelling. The fact that both Blake and Lena have this relationship with Sakio where they don’t like or trust her, necessarily, but also can’t deal with her not being there, is so fucking good, it creates such powerful conflict in the smallest of ways. Sakio is great bc I love her and I understand her and I appreciate her, but I also wanna yell at her and think she is absolutely horribly wrong about incredibly crucial things and u can FEEL that turmoil in her as well, with her knowing on some level that her actions are going to cause harm, and she’s just waiting and hoping to take the fall, thinking, maybe foolishly, that she can, and that doing so will save everyone else.

I also fucking love so many minor characters we haven’t seen much of so far. I absolutely love Bee and I’ve told vane abt this but she’s just a total icon. Theo is also great, he is the only valid he/him in the entire campaign djdkfj. I love Twitch as well and I’m very excited for some of the interesting stuff in Twitch’s arc that has been hinted at coming to fruition later on, that’s very exciting. I’m also very excited to learn more abt Amil’s whole deal, I appreciate them a lot and I feel bad every time I have to make Blake come pester them fndkfnf. Oh also Prim, how did I forget Prim… what’s going on with her, I have no idea, but she’s a mean lady and my love for mean ladies is well-documented. Also her look is iconic. Also also Puck, the fact that he’s a child and I didn’t know it for several months shocked me to my core but it has made his brand of Shakespearean mischief that much more endearing, and now I seek only to give him snacks and let him sit in his funny garbage throne. I forgot abt Puck earlier so I’ll say he is the second valid he/him in the campaign but frankly I think Puck should take some neopronouns for a spin, he deserves it.

🏳️‍🌈: Do you have any headcanons (LGBT, race, neuro, etc.) that are important to you?

(*throws neurological disorders at Blake*) jdkdnfkf no but jokes aside. I love that this party is like, 5 player characters, 4 of whom use they/them. Just. The raw power of a persona series written by LGBT+ ppl…

I can’t speak on other ppl’s characters too much but as for Blake, they’re a closeted transfem and also too much of a disaster for a coherent sexuality but probably bi. Autistic, and an abuse survivor who experiences paranoid delusions and self-destructive tendencies. Probably more, but specifics are messy, they’re a fucking mess, what’s going on with them, they don’t even know.

Masumi is a binary trans lesbian, also an abuse survivor and manages quite a bit of paranoia of her own, dealing with mood swings and occasional delusions of grandeur, most of it she keeps internally managed which isn’t great for her mental health.

💎: Are there any fun facts or trivia that you would like to share?

Blake’s original characterization was thought up prior to the campaign and was very different from their finished characterization. They lived on a farm with their parents and were pretty quiet and passive before being arrested for a murder they didn’t commit (this part is the same) and their personality was way more quiet, reserved and passive, with the whole celebrity aspect completely absent. They were still going to be the sort of clever leader type character but leaned far more into the background. Their design was also different, with their hair in a low ponytail rather than high and scars on their face from scrapes and accidents working on the farm.

I realized that, even though this character was more of an original idea than Masumi (who I was playing in another campaign at the time and who was characterized somewhat differently as well) I didn’t find myself excited to write them, couldn’t get invested in them in the same way, and as I kept workshopping them I decided to be more self-indulgent and lean more into shamelessly making them an Akechi expy in more ways.

And what resulted from that, ironically, is what I feel is a better character in the end. Blake feels more dynamic, lively and interesting now than the old iteration I first thought up, back when I was intent on making them My Own Creation with their own arc. At this point I’m comfortable saying that Blake, for all their similarities to Akechi, has evolved over the course of the campaign into a more interesting character, into someone I recognize as distinctly different and who stands out. They feel unique to me, and feel like my own character. And I think that only could’ve happened through playing them in a TTRPG like this, in developing them along with others, and having to adapt, and I think that’s the beautiful thing about developing characters with other people. The Blake I’ve ended up with is one I’m really happy with, who I feel is more interesting and dynamic to me than if I had just tried to force something unique just to not feel cringe about making an expy. And maybe I need to learn that lesson before I go through the same thing with Zee fjdkfnf.

[herkiss-theriot]

Lol I know absolutely no one asked but here I am, arbitrarily ranking Kid Krow songs because this is a music blog now apparently and it’s my favorite album so far this year. Feel free to shoot me an ask for any elaboration or other opinions lol. Sorry for the long post. I would add a keep reading but I’m on mobile and the mobile app is somehow worse than the website. I’m also not tagging this so if this gets notes it’s not my fault. Also I’m editing the post em to say that I think this whole album is amazing and it pains me not giving every album a 10/10 bc they’re all so good

Comfort Crowd - 11/10

One of the best album intros I’ve heard compared to other albums I like. It means a lot to me and is overall a really easy song to listen to in basically any mood but is a great pick me up I think it also has one of my favorite lines on the album “you say through a sigh that I said that line already”

Wish You Were Sober - 8/10

A fun song to listen, has some solid lines. Not very relatable in my experiences but that’s also not the point lol. Favorite line(s): “knees weak, but you talk pretty fly, wow” “gettin’ good start saying gotta bounce”

Maniac - 8/10

One word titles are always fun but also -2 for some ableist language. Ik that’s not always at the top of Woke Cultures to do list but it’s a real problem and provides for some cringe vernacular choices sometimes. Overall it’s a pretty good song and is definitely one of the best on the album that’s playable even outside of the album/to people who arent into Conan. Conan apparently describes it as an “upbeat bedroom pop banger” according to genius which I guess, yeah, but what a way to describe a song. Favorite line: “we had magic, but you made it tragic”

(Online Love) - 9/10

First interlude if the album which is very exciting. Very cool idea to say that he thinks this love could be more if it were in person which translates well into current scenarios. Has a really cool guitar pattern and a nice ending. -1 bc it’s 30 seconds long favorite line: “I can’t help but imagine what maybe could’ve happened if we weren’t just an online love”

Checkmate - 10/10

Ik this was released pre-Kid Krow but god it’s one of his best songs and I’m so glad it made it on the album. It’s just got such a good energy about it and I always love chess analogies. And Ik Kid Krow Isnt a concept album by any means but I love the story arc going on of finally catching on. Favorite line(s) “cry me a river till you drown in the lake” “holding your hand but in the other one, baby I’m holding a loaded gun”

(I wrote parts for the cut that always bleeds and fight or flight and then accidentally deleted them so rip me sorry if they’re a lil short/less in depth)

The Cut That Always Bleeds - 8/10

It’s overall a great song and is really emotional but -2 bc I ugly cry to this song and get asked if I’m okay a lot lol favorite lines: “I don’t love you anymore” a pretty line that I adore”

“Can’t life another minute bleeding from my back cause I don’t have another one for you to stab”

Fight or Flight - 11/10

What a song. There’s not a lot I can say other than that it’s literally one of the greatest songs I’ve ever heard. It’s got some of the most genius song writing that I’ve heard on an album in a while. Also when I was learning to drive with my Nana i had a playlist that would go from Comfort Crowd to Fight or Flight which is an experience I recommend everyone have at least once in their life. My only criticism of this song is that it’s perception of cheating is a lil Disney-channel-esque” which maybe doesn’t make sense and also I’m fairly certain that he writes from personal experience and who am I to say he can’t write what he wants lmao.Favorite line(s) “id rather lie than tell you I’m in love with you” (one of my favorite lines EVER) “they also didn’t know that our lover loved us both.

Affluenza - 7/10

A fun song but is kind of a lot in my opinion and seems vaguely out of touch. However I do agree with the overall sentiment of eating the rich (also if you’re a trinkets fan I think this is a good song for an Elodie playlist or maybe even Tabitha depending on the perspective.) although I will say it’s a really good take on the idea of affluenza as a concept. favorite line “give me none of your affluenza”

(Can We Be Friends) - 6/10

Ik it’s an interlude so it’s kind of the point but definitely a skip most of the time even though I think the line “if anybody fucks with you I’ll knock their teeth out” gods hard. I just think one minute is a really weird time frame for a song. Sub one minute is just short enough to want more and 1:30 and perfectly acceptable for a song but one minute is v awkward

Heather - 10/10

Not amount elaboration would ever be able to perfectly encapsulates how gorgeous the idea of this song is. This idea that you wish you wish you could be someone else because you feel that this other person is otherworldly and is more deserving of the person you love. That feeling is gut wrenching. Favorite line “why would you ever kiss me, I’m not even half as pretty”

Little League - 5/10

I’m so sorry it’s just such a skip. I don’t know why but I can’t listen to this song. It reminds me of a big time rush song for some reason which isn’t a bad thing but every time I try to listen to it I think about how I think it’s a btr copy 😭 also when I do listen to it makes me cry a lot and yearning for a youth that I let waste away and I hate feeling actual feelings so minus points for that. Favorite line “when we were younger we wore our hearts out on our sleeve, why did we ever have to leave? Little league” I think it’s my favorite bc it can be interpreted in a couple of ways and I’m too tired to get into it rn

The Story - 10/10

Simple. Beautiful. One of the first Conan songs I heard. My friend was a huge Conan fan and so I listened to a couple songs like generation why and crush culture but she saw him in concert b4 kid Krow was released and took a video of The Story and I absolutely fell in love. The first time I heard it I sobbed. This idea of paralleling a bunch of failed loves and friendships in order to justify why you think yours will work is so cool and I love it a lot. Favorite line “I’m afraid that’s just the way the world works but I think that it could work for you and me.

[astroellipse]

more ffxiv thoughts bc i got through the second part of ARR and get to hear this banger again during the credits

That was so much better oh my god. Just. I care about the story and the characters and the world now? There seemed to be a sharp increase in quality. Having more voiced cutscenes helped. I now know how to pronounce twice as many names as before. I don’t think there’s any major character I just don’t care about any more.

The whole political intrigue stuff was cool even if it was really basic... the only twist that really caught me off guard was Nanamo’s assassination and Raubahn murdering that smug merchant guy. The entire last hour or so has made for a really good movie haha.

Definitely delivered on the emotional impact front in any case. Teared up at Moenbryda’s death. Please let female characters I like live for once? Please? They should’ve kept her around for longer I think... while it did hurt me a bit I got over myself like a minute later but the game keeps trying to convince you that this was some really sad loss. I knew this character for a handful of hours...

This second half of ARR also made me appreciate Alphinaud a hell of a lot more. Idk if it was the funky writing or if it was supposed to be this way but I hated him in the first path, or at least what I now realize is the bold face he put on. Hate it when games make child characters these all-important genius sorts. But seeing how naive and blindly optimistic he was in this second half opened my eyes a lot. Also kinda mad at the WoL for not catching on to more. Everyone just. Dropping and ignoring the fact that the Crystal Braves were compromised was pretty funny but it was for plot reasons ig.

Anyways... all of this has made me a lot more excited for Heavensward because from what I understand it only gets better from here. Also looking forward to picking up Dark Knight and Astrologian, just because I want to try my hand at playing the other two roles and those interest me the most, and possibly for better queue times if I learn them well enough.

I deleted my last post like this for some reason though I can’t remember fully why... I’ll probably leave this one up. I wish I could remember all my thoughts from the end of the first part of ARR and will probably want to do the same for this one later.

[seasidefallenangel]

music shuffle tag

task: it’s easy! put your music library on shuffle and list the first ten songs. give a few personal liner notes, if you’re inclined.

i use a shitton of spotify playlists along w my itunes, so i did one song from my five most listened to playlists (except for one which i keep secret 🤫) and the rest from itunes! ty to alice and anmitsu for tagging me<3

1.) future style - honoka kousaka, umi sonoda, kotori minami

I LOVE THE µ'S SECOND YEARS SO FUCKING MUCH YALL future style is so good and the master beat map on sif is so fun i love this song sm everyone go watch the love live movie right fucking NOW this franchise means the absolute world to me

2.) 絵空事 (esoragoto) - nano.RIPE

i hate shoujo okay i’m not gonna lie about that. HOWEVER. sankarea is very good bc it isn’t mainly shoujo and the whole concept of it is so different also fuck rea’s dad i hate that bastard so much. this is such a good op i love it so very much

3.) defragmentation - guy

LITERALLY THE BEST SONG A3 COULD EVER PUT OUT there is not a DAY that goes by where i don’t go absolutely apeshit to this song. absolutely nobody is doing it like him...the vocals the beat the music the lyrics EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS SHIT IS GODLY!!!!!!

4.) white prism - kouya ashihara

before i found black board this was it </3 i love aoi shouta so much this song is literally so good i don’t care if it’s not actually by him and it’s a cover he perfects every role he does go stream every actors song 

5.) money machine - 100 gecs

THE SONG THAT STARTED IT ALL one of my best friends showed me this on a road trip we took and it was fucking over. “hey you little pissbaby” is one of the strongest song opening lines ever i will not falter on this. not my fave gecs (hand crushed by a mallet takes that) but still a banger

6.) kurayami shinjuu soushisouai - kamiya hiroshi 

MY ALLTIME FAVE SEIYUU i love this man more than any of you could ever understand oh my fucking god he is mod r bait it’s not even funny i care about him so fucking much literally when he says “mon amour” i want to put my hand through my laptop screen and choke him out this man makes me feel so many things and this song is so fucking good thank you all for coming

7.) the city - kyle gabler 

i am suck a sucker for a good video game ost i like little inferno so much even though it was such a simple game and this is one of my fave tracks (probs my fave tbh) from the ost i would rec everyone play it if you have the money for it i loveee little inferno

8.) iolite - shuu sakamaki

.... don’t look at me okay i had a phase. this song still fucking bangs i will not sit here and lie to myself also i love toriumi kousuke he sounds like god in this song

9.) the heritors of arcadia - bonnie gordon

i don’t fuck with fire emblem EXCEPT for echoes that game is so fucking good also as far as i’m concerned this is the best fire emblem song that will ever exist do not try to contradict me i could die happy listening to that song

10.) always with you - nordic five

I CAN’T FUCKING BREATHEEE OKAY I LITERALLY. DO NOT DELETE SONGS OFF MY PHONE OK YOU GUYS CANT JUDGE ME FOR THE SHIT I LIKED WHEN I WAS LIKE....14.... even though it’s hetalia this song slaps ok!!! i will give credit where credit is due 

[raskies456]

tagged by @ancientouroboros (man you are going to be so disappointed you wasted a tag on me because the fact is that I do not actually have a comprehensive playlist at the moment)

Rules: we’re snooping on your playlist!! Set your entire music library to shuffle and then report the first 20 tracks that pop up! Then tag ten additional victims.

so as I said I don’t actually have a playlist for a variety of reasons the least of which is that this video is actually of me (kidding, I LOVE music, but I have no idea what anything is) but actually mostly the fact that any time I try to buy music it has to go through parental approval due to some bullshit that neither me or my parents can fix

which means that the closest thing to a playlist I have is my old middle school list which doesn’t reflect my current tastes plus the entire hamilton soundtrack plus random shit my parents bought on my account that I can’t delete so uhhhhhhh lets see what happens

1. He’s All Me Me Me--Hanz Zimmer (Sherlock Holmes: A Game of Shadows OST) yep there are gonna be a lot of OSTs bc that’s what I did in middle school and honestly I still fucking love this movie and soundtrack so

2. It’s Quiet Uptown (Kelly Clarkson Cover)--The Hamilton Mixtape--I’m still not sure how I feel about the Hamilton Mixtape it’s...forgive me...mixed....but I like this cover so I’m glad it’s the one that came up

3.Good Night--The Beatles--I love the Beatles but I swear I’ve never heard this song in my life because I never dare shuffle the weird synced conglomeration that is the music on my phone

4. Washington On Your Side--Hamilton OCR---yeah sue me I like Hamilton a lot

5. One More Miracle--BBC Sherlock OST---a deep, deep, rattling sigh as I look one withered eye back on who I was

6.Clocks--Coldplay---some real basic shit here but I swear to god this song makes perfect sense if you pretend it was written about my original novel

7. Tooth and Claw: Doctor Who OST--this is....not even a good one from the DW OST why do I have it

8.The Thieving Magpie Overture---yay, classical music! until you realize I have it because this

9. A Forest--Westworld OST---actually a recent purchase though I haven’t listened to the full OST BUT WESTWORLD IS FUCKIGN GREAT (shady scientist Ford anyone??? anyONE?))

10. Someday--Westworld OST--same as above

11. Where You Are--Moana---can’t get enough of that sweet sweet Lin Manuel Miranda sound can I????

12. Don’t Pass Me By--The Beatles---i dunno what this is either but yay beatles???

13. The Red Book--Game of Shadows OST---more Sherlock movie soundtrack

14. Martha My Dear--The Beatles---did I hop to another dimension where I have never listened to the Beatles bc I still don’t know what the hap is fuckening

15.The Race is On--Bonnie and the Clydes---stuff I have bc I know the band personally but hey if you’re into bluegrass check them out

16. Zu viele Füchse für euch Hänsel--Game of Shadows OST--this one is also pretty great

17. Four Days More--Harpeth Rising---another bluegrass band (my dad loves bluegrass so much but I won’t let him play it past 8pm) however this one IS BIG FUCKING MOOD BC IT’S ABOUT PROTESTING SHITTY GOVERNMENTS

18. White Hats--Westworld OST--please watch westworld please I need to discuss it with someone

19. Romanian Wind---Game of Shadows OST---Hanz Zimmer is great

20. Back in the U.S.S.R--The Beatles---ending with a real banger when I was a small child I fuckign played this song over and over and over and if you asked me what my favorite song was my little 5yo self would yell “BACK IN THE USSR” even though I had no fucking clue what the soviet union was

in conclusion please, please help me construct a playlist from the ground up because I don’t know what my own taste is at all so just throw songs at me even if they are songs you assume everyone knows

Victims: anyone interested but I’m definitely asking @dogebode to show everyone their cursed tunes as well as @thefaceofhoe @boats-with-guns-gunboats @kitty-gamer101 and last but not least @crossroadsdimension