#i can't articulate myself

[hylias-gremlin]

I'm watching a streamer playing Zelda TP and it make me think of you

this is such a great game

Really?!? Omg!!!

I am completely flabbergasted each time someone tells me something reminded them of my like

You looked at something and thought of me. ME?!?

Plain little ol' me who's just stumbling around being an idiot most of the time..

And it makes me so endlessly happy 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖

[ichorblossoms]

lots of respect for ppl who don't post/talk abt certain oc things due to not wanting to spoil their own stuff, however i will not be doing that. by the time any of this stuff is finished it'll probably be different anyways

[peachypunchh]

i wanna rewatch apotheosis just for thanatos. he is everything to me for reasons i cannot properly articulate.

[chaosandwolves]

I think Eddie had more than one realization here

1. Buck is not ok and still struggling more than he lets on/ than he knows himself

2. The lightning changed something not only for Buck but also for Eddie personally

3. It changed something in their relationship

4. Eddie realizes that his own experience with death and the shooting fundamentally changed something for him

5. It's changed for him what he ACTUALLY wants in life, that the fantasy he had about life is not the reality he wants

(6. He starts to understand that maybe he needs to look a little closer at this relationship abd be honest with himself and needs to decide if he wants to risk anything changing between them)

It also looks like he's a bit surprised how he could let himself believe that Buck was his old self and fine. Cause he KNOWS Buck and recognized that something is off but also because he knows from his own experience how much something like this changes you.

It's also very interesting that he asks Buck then "What changed in you"

Cause has he, himself, ever voiced what changed in him?

We have his fear. But that's not the answer, especially not to what changed in him after the shooting.

The fear is related to what happened during the army and that he won't ever feel normal again. But even then we didn't get to know what exactly this means.

We still haven't heard anything from him what the shooting changed within him and how it affects his outlook on life.

And I'm wondering if, maybe, he hadn't realized himself until now that it DID change him.

All in all we're inching closer and closer to the grand finale and I for one can't wait to see what they cooked up for us cause with the way things have been going, they'll give us something we didn't expect.

[caspersickfanfics]

Yaaaaaay!!!! Im finally done this took me SO much longer than I expected omg 😭 I’m so sorry for the wait! But! I had so much fun drawing this. I seriously loved the fic “Professionalism Failure” it was truly everything and poor precious Cyno deserves all the love!!

i was kinda nervous as this was my first time actually drawing the act of throwing up? It didn’t bother me exactly, but I’m wondering how it looks in terms of…quality? Or like.. does it look silly? Cuz one thing I wasn’t going to do was look up references 😅😂 emeto is one of those ‘love in concept, horrific in reality’ situations and I ironically really hate dealing with it in real life lol 😂. So! As far as if it *feels* and looks right we’ll just go by vibes for now. I don’t think I’ll draw it too often, but in this instance that moment was just so good I HAD to include it. All in all this was definitely a fun way to re experience your amazing writing!! And I can’t wait to read more! 🥰

Oh my gosh oh my goshhhhhhhh this is everythinggggggggg I can't stop staring at it 😭 I mean!!!!!!!!! Look at them!!!!!!! The little guys!!!!!!!!! There they are!!!!!!!!!!!

Their expressions are so perfect!! And the body language in the full body pic - Cyno looks so miserable and Nari is about to commit A Murder sklsfjdlfdsfkj he's just a little guard dog!!

You have such a creative flow to the paneling too, the way it flows and reinforces how the characters are feeling!! And you did so well with their clothes too *-*

I love so much that you drew Cyno actually throwing up, I don't think it looks silly at all!!! The vibes are indeed spot on!! It's such a wonderful depiction of him being completely vulnerable and Nari just being there to fully support him 🥺 AND!!! THE BONUS SCENE???? So wholesome and comforting, they (Cyno, Nari, and tiny relevantlucidity) are so small and cute, I'm just gonna put them all in my pocket :>

I am the happiest fic writer I have ever been oml this is just perfection I will be looking at it every day for a very long time *hugs you* Thank you so much for creating this, I just love it so so much <333

[just-slightly-chayotic]

Jeff Satur | Black Tie

[stardust-vi]

Dumb ramble but I hate that you can't critique The Thing you love within a fandom space without some dude breathing down your neck like "Well actually that means you hate The Author and The Thing! And what about all the times The Author did this Good Thing? Checkmate, liberal." as if you can't be critical of something because you love it and want it to be better.

[mithli]

back on this thought sorry idc how annoying or cringe it sounds but for "I can hear peoples thoughts/people can hear mine" to be such a common "delusion/hallucination" and for all the "vibes" bullshit abt human connection you'd think more ppl would be at least somewhat open to the possibility that its not entirwly a delusion or hallucination at least not all of the time. I'm not under any impression that I have some superhuman ability that sets me apart from others I think its a hindrance tbh and I feel bad for myself despite it all and for everyone else who has to suffer through hearing thoughts and/or having their thoughts broadcasted. but I think there are things about life and existence or what have you that we don't understand and will never be able to explain, and thats my annoying speech that went no where for the day thank you for reading..

[cinna-bunnie]

why is it always the forbidden fruit that entices me the most (⁠´⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠.̫⁠ ⁠.⁠ ⁠`⁠)

[bretwalda-lamnguin]

i'm still turning over my reply to your reply to my post re: your finduilas ask (normal sentences) in my head but while that's marinating i am just dropping by to say that its really funny how i said i hadn't thought enough about here and then she refused to vacate my mind for a week straight after that. self fulfilling prophecy. if you have any spare finduilas thoughts (involving denethor or thorongil or both or neither im not picky) laying around i am all ears.

Hmm, more Finduilas thoughts…

She’s a Dúnedain woman, so she’s tall, though you wouldn’t know it standing next to Denethor or Thorongil, maybe about 5'10" to their 6’6”+.

Her singing voice isn’t the best, her illness has damaged her vocal cords, but she can play the harp and several other instruments while Denethor sings, usually in Sindarin or Andunaic.

Growing up she loved the tale of Earendil and Elwing, and it was from this (and her love of the sea) that she took the name Faramir, after one of Earendil’s companions.

She was physically attracted to Denethor, as much as a Dúnedan can be. He was tall, raven haired and beautiful. But they were drawn together far more by their strangeness however, a shared recognition that they are alike because of how unalike they were to all others.

Finduilas is very elvish, she looks west more towards Valinor than Denethor’s visions of Númenor, the sea offers escape rather than destruction. This is one barrier they can never quite cross.

She’s very good with people, PR, image and diplomacy. She’s not afraid to tell Denethor when he has screwed up and needs to have more tact.

She’s quite fond of Thorongil, and like Denethor sees how useful he could be for Gondor, but she always gets the feeling that he looks at her as if she was a ghost.

[chaotic-tired-bastard]

what are your opinions on zeisan (Sozin’s sister from the avatar board game)

I don't know her very well, as I haven't played the game and nor do I plan to, but I feel like she had a lot of missed potential. The writers used her as a cop-out for everything bad Sozin does, like why he outlawed homosexuality and why he killed the Air Nomads, and if you don't believe that, here's an article doing that exact thing. "Uhh, it wasn't because it was a good strategical move, but it was because his sister was in love with a girl Air Nomad!!! And he just hated her so much that he committed genocide and banned gay people!!! Because that makes sense, right?" I can kind of see him banning homosexuality because of her, but there would have to be another reason boosting it.

Instead of making her her own character, they just made her "Good, Calm Sozin" and Sozin's biggest hater, and then switched her over to The Fire Nation's biggest hater. I feel like it would have worked better if they leaned into Zeisan and Sozin's rivalry and the hatred that would have stemmed from it, making Zeisan's goals seem like it's for the good of the world but, at heart, being about her and Sozin and this eternal competition they've ended up in. I'm always going to favour complex sibling relationships over whatever Zeisan ended up doing, and there's nothing you can do to stop me.

[illdothehotvoice]

🫨 this is the only emoji i could think of—

Hi your emoji is so silly and has 3 dots so for some reason I feel that this is the most appropriate item for you djdbdhdbff

Here is my Jakks Pacific Luigi figure.

Yes yes you can find him practically at any super market ever and is your most basic Luigi figure so I don't think I really need to explain much about him (plus there really isn't anything too interesting to discuss). But why am I highlighting him out of everything in my collection? Because! These Jakks Pacific figures are so easy to get and very cheap they make perfect gifts for the Mario enjoyer in your life! So much so that I don't have just one no no. You see...

I have THREE of these bad boys and at this point it's too sweet and funny for me to tell people to stop getting them for me. At this point it's a game to see how many of these can get gifted to me I have not bought a single one myself and it's very sweet.

[lemonyinks]

I feel as though so many people failed Lori.

[eribent]

OUGH

[continuousmeowing]

i liked the ending! I thought it was sweet. I have a few gripes, but i think it was overall pretty good.

[frosty-the-killer-doll]

i will not hesitate to ramble unprovoked about my interests online but if anyone irl asks me anything abt them i will also not hesitate to jump out a window